Dear Soulmate
I have waited all my life to see your delicate smile to feel your warm, embracive touch. To hear your beautiful, soothing voice To smell your soft, flowing hair. To taste the bitter-sweet wine on your lips. To witness your affectionate love. To declare your radiant beauty.To bask in your ever-awing presence. To talk about your friendly compassion. And most of all...to be the one you love and cherish for all my life on earth for I have more love for you than all stars in the great beyond. The safest place of my heart is where I keep your love.The valuable place of my life is where I feed your thought. Letting this desire consume me of it is the sweetest thing I've ever done.The sweetest memory of my life is what I'm sharing with you. Giving you the best I have is the deepest feeling I've ever felt. I'm waiting to be in your arms to feel the peace again. I'm waiting to feel your eyes,feel them with mine. Just waiting for the touch of your lips to taste of sweet perfectness. Waiting for the grasp of your hand to know I have something to hold...just waiting for YOU! You're my only reason,..my only breath.You're my season of love that keeps me from death. I could live life with your presence. very day, the love is better than it was the day before. It's music to my ears to hear each "I love you" from you.You are in every breath I take and in every tear I cry;You're in every star I wish upon up in the lonely sky. Every day with you is heaven, like an angel from above. A million magic moments sent-- to give you all my love. You are living proof that prayers and dreams really do come true, and I thank God for that special day he blessed my heart with you. I could speak of a thousand promises or even bet my very soul the rest of my life, I'll be touched with a feeling no one can control. Fate, destiny or magic may be the reason that we met, but all I know is the days with you I never will forget. Until the day I found you I never knew a love so true, but from today until eternity I swear I'll be loving you
Monday, October 28, 2013
PERSONAL/LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE...REMIND ME PLEASE
Dear Soulmate,
Remind me, please, of my humbleness when I forget the joy of it. Remind me of the sacredness of all things when I take them for granted. Remind me of the beauty of all beings when I judge them in my mind. Remind me that all is love when I create the illusion of hatred. Remind me of the temporality of material things when I cling to them.Remind me that I am alive when I forget that I am breathing. Remind me that I am not alone when I create despair and sorrow. Remind me to look at the sky when I’ve forgotten about the immensity of my heart.Remind me to surrender, when I try to hide from true happiness. . Remind me of the power of choice when I forget that I am creating my reality. Remind me that you love me when I think there is no more hope. Remind me to be kind when someone is being mean. Remind me to smile when I see a child pass by.Remind me to cry when I believe I am in control of things.Remind me to merge with you when I think separateness exists.Remind me to serve my friends when I think they should be serving me.Remind me to learn when I think I am the only teacher.Remind me of the perfection of all and everything when I forget who I am. And please, remind me that with whatever choice I make, no matter how much I forget… Remind me that I AM your Soulmate forever.
Remind me, please, of my humbleness when I forget the joy of it. Remind me of the sacredness of all things when I take them for granted. Remind me of the beauty of all beings when I judge them in my mind. Remind me that all is love when I create the illusion of hatred. Remind me of the temporality of material things when I cling to them.Remind me that I am alive when I forget that I am breathing. Remind me that I am not alone when I create despair and sorrow. Remind me to look at the sky when I’ve forgotten about the immensity of my heart.Remind me to surrender, when I try to hide from true happiness. . Remind me of the power of choice when I forget that I am creating my reality. Remind me that you love me when I think there is no more hope. Remind me to be kind when someone is being mean. Remind me to smile when I see a child pass by.Remind me to cry when I believe I am in control of things.Remind me to merge with you when I think separateness exists.Remind me to serve my friends when I think they should be serving me.Remind me to learn when I think I am the only teacher.Remind me of the perfection of all and everything when I forget who I am. And please, remind me that with whatever choice I make, no matter how much I forget… Remind me that I AM your Soulmate forever.
DATING/LOVE: WOMAN ARE AS SHALLOW AS MEN...BUT LIE ABOUT IT
I’ve been thinking about something a friend said to me. It left a large enough impression obviously, to evoke some thought. During a discussion, He had said something along the lines of, “There aren’t many women with their act together these days” And he was right. If you look at most woman profile, most of them are not educated, don't have a career but only a job, and don't know how to handle money. Yet...most of them want a tall, handsome, funny, thoughtful, attentive, rich, high-status, fun, confident not arrogant, sweet but with and edge. If you turn the table around and as some womans I know who who have spent their lives studying and working hard to climb up their career ladder and are pretty successful and tell them to go for a guy with no job or no prospect of getting one, who has no home of his own, who’s divorced with children e.t.c, I don’t think that I would give such advice cause it doesn’t seem fair to me and if I was in their shoes, I’m not sure that I’d compromise so far.
Anyone can dream anything they want, and most dreams remain just that - DREAMS. I can dream of winning the lottery - but is it likely? No (especially since I don't even do it ;) By far the majority of people rate themselves above average in any department you care to mention; looks, intelligence, desirability, sense of humour...ability to drive, whatever. So, (simplifying) everyone thinks they are above average and thus they are looking for above average because they DESERVE it dammit!; But the truth is "You attract what you are" If you are not attracting what you want, you need to look in the mirror and ask yourself some very tough questions. What do I have to offer? Is that attractive to the type of guys I want? What do I need to do to improve myself for me to get what I want. No it is not easy but it is beneficial as you end up better off in the end.
Women want so much in men they forget to take a closer look at themselves.....alot of the things your looking for are present in everyman and are simply manifested in different ways and to different degrees.....being "in love" must mean meeting someone who might not necessarily tick all the boxes but who will treat you right.......all the things you desire in someone else you can bring out in yourself.I don't think "love" has anything to do with standards..it transcends that sort of bullshit
Yet alot of woman are imbued with rage when they see high-value men near their age still dating women who are much younger, thus declaring all men shallow and not worthy of their spit.
Women have this enormous checklist by which they evaluate men, and as they get older, rather than relax their standards a bit, they continue to peruse the same checklist, looking for that perfect man.
It’s a catch-22 proposition though. These perfect men they so desire will, by their very perceived perfection and “high market value”, be able to date much younger women. Why date a 30 year old when you can still date a 25 year old just as easily? The ones who can’t attract younger women just as easily will be the leftovers such older women STILL reject, because they’re fat, bald, stuck in dead-end jobs, etc. Who’s being shallow again?
I think because it goes that the best chance a woman has to marry and find a suitable man is during her most attractive years, but too many spend those years investing in careers and completely blowing off men, thinking they’ll be just as attractive in their 30s as they were in their 20s, but when they find they don’t nearly draw men the way they used to, well, they go cray cray with rage and bitterness. It’s another reason why it’s good to marry early, and when you’re in an environment where you’re surrounded by tons of single men.
This is what bothers me. It’s not that I don’t mind women disqualifying men based on things that could be considered shallow (such as the guy’s eye color or height.) We all have our preferences and ideals. It’s that they LIE about this, painting themselves as moral queens who insist they are attracted to men based on their virtues, whereas men use looks, (and ONLY looks) to evaluate suitable women.
Attraction and evaluation are two different things though When it comes to pure attraction, men are visually oriented. Women can’t seem to abide by this, but it’s a scientific fact. It’s how we’re wired. Even worse, women may deny (in order to maintain their moral superiority complex) that they are not visually oriented, despite rejecting men who are short, have balding hair and a flabby body. On top of this, society (as driven by feminism) perpetuates the lie that women are attracted to men based on virtue, being emotionally sensitive, and being respectful of women (which really means pedestalizing them and supplicating their every desire). You know, the NICE GUY.
I used to fall for that women aren’t so hung up on looks, but after you see enough fat or bald or otherwise ugly men getting nuclearly rejected, it’s obvious looks matter just as much to women.
I always thought being a nice guy, showing chivalry and maturity, giving girls flowers, being romantic, etc. attracted women, but it doesn’t. They kept insisting that this is what attracts them to men, so I kept doing it, and yet still continued to see women fall for the worst elements on earth. Are they just being immature? Yes, but it’s more than that, and once I understood, I finally realized there was an inherent logic to seeing them fall for the biker dude or the guy who just got out of prison after all, and no longer took it personally. What I didn’t understand before is all those things that I did that women told me they loved is not what sexually attracts women. They may find these things ADMIRABLE, but it does NOT sexually attract them. I had to already be attractive to a girl for things like maturity, romance and so on to really pay off in a relationship. They are important to building a long lasting marriage, but they don’t induce attraction.
The real truth (in a nutshell) is that women are attracted to men who are strong and dominant. A nice guy can be strong and dominant, but usually they unwittingly present themselves as being wussies, which is a major turnoff. Showing how sensitive you are by bawling your eyes out watching Sleepless in Seattle does not attract women. They are actually repulsed by this. Yet because we’ve been told over and over that women are attracted to a man’s “heart” and the notion of being attracted to someone who projects masculine strength and leadership is sexist, this simple but suppressed truth flies over the head of many clueless men (including me as well.)
Women do like maturity, and that the smart ones make this a huge qualifier when seeking a good husband, but maturity doesn’t sexually attract a woman to a man either. You see how I’m making a distinction here?
Going back to the age thing, women who are younger have a higher sexual allure than older women do. Decent men will still gravitate to younger women in general because it’s a biological impulse, but some of them will just throw up their hands in frustration when the younger ones continue to prove themselves as immature, self absorbed, etc., and thus obviously wouldn’t make good wives, so they date older women, (so long as they still find such women sexually attractive).
Anyone can dream anything they want, and most dreams remain just that - DREAMS. I can dream of winning the lottery - but is it likely? No (especially since I don't even do it ;) By far the majority of people rate themselves above average in any department you care to mention; looks, intelligence, desirability, sense of humour...ability to drive, whatever. So, (simplifying) everyone thinks they are above average and thus they are looking for above average because they DESERVE it dammit!; But the truth is "You attract what you are" If you are not attracting what you want, you need to look in the mirror and ask yourself some very tough questions. What do I have to offer? Is that attractive to the type of guys I want? What do I need to do to improve myself for me to get what I want. No it is not easy but it is beneficial as you end up better off in the end.
Women want so much in men they forget to take a closer look at themselves.....alot of the things your looking for are present in everyman and are simply manifested in different ways and to different degrees.....being "in love" must mean meeting someone who might not necessarily tick all the boxes but who will treat you right.......all the things you desire in someone else you can bring out in yourself.I don't think "love" has anything to do with standards..it transcends that sort of bullshit
Yet alot of woman are imbued with rage when they see high-value men near their age still dating women who are much younger, thus declaring all men shallow and not worthy of their spit.
Women have this enormous checklist by which they evaluate men, and as they get older, rather than relax their standards a bit, they continue to peruse the same checklist, looking for that perfect man.
It’s a catch-22 proposition though. These perfect men they so desire will, by their very perceived perfection and “high market value”, be able to date much younger women. Why date a 30 year old when you can still date a 25 year old just as easily? The ones who can’t attract younger women just as easily will be the leftovers such older women STILL reject, because they’re fat, bald, stuck in dead-end jobs, etc. Who’s being shallow again?
I think because it goes that the best chance a woman has to marry and find a suitable man is during her most attractive years, but too many spend those years investing in careers and completely blowing off men, thinking they’ll be just as attractive in their 30s as they were in their 20s, but when they find they don’t nearly draw men the way they used to, well, they go cray cray with rage and bitterness. It’s another reason why it’s good to marry early, and when you’re in an environment where you’re surrounded by tons of single men.
This is what bothers me. It’s not that I don’t mind women disqualifying men based on things that could be considered shallow (such as the guy’s eye color or height.) We all have our preferences and ideals. It’s that they LIE about this, painting themselves as moral queens who insist they are attracted to men based on their virtues, whereas men use looks, (and ONLY looks) to evaluate suitable women.
Attraction and evaluation are two different things though When it comes to pure attraction, men are visually oriented. Women can’t seem to abide by this, but it’s a scientific fact. It’s how we’re wired. Even worse, women may deny (in order to maintain their moral superiority complex) that they are not visually oriented, despite rejecting men who are short, have balding hair and a flabby body. On top of this, society (as driven by feminism) perpetuates the lie that women are attracted to men based on virtue, being emotionally sensitive, and being respectful of women (which really means pedestalizing them and supplicating their every desire). You know, the NICE GUY.
I used to fall for that women aren’t so hung up on looks, but after you see enough fat or bald or otherwise ugly men getting nuclearly rejected, it’s obvious looks matter just as much to women.
I always thought being a nice guy, showing chivalry and maturity, giving girls flowers, being romantic, etc. attracted women, but it doesn’t. They kept insisting that this is what attracts them to men, so I kept doing it, and yet still continued to see women fall for the worst elements on earth. Are they just being immature? Yes, but it’s more than that, and once I understood, I finally realized there was an inherent logic to seeing them fall for the biker dude or the guy who just got out of prison after all, and no longer took it personally. What I didn’t understand before is all those things that I did that women told me they loved is not what sexually attracts women. They may find these things ADMIRABLE, but it does NOT sexually attract them. I had to already be attractive to a girl for things like maturity, romance and so on to really pay off in a relationship. They are important to building a long lasting marriage, but they don’t induce attraction.
The real truth (in a nutshell) is that women are attracted to men who are strong and dominant. A nice guy can be strong and dominant, but usually they unwittingly present themselves as being wussies, which is a major turnoff. Showing how sensitive you are by bawling your eyes out watching Sleepless in Seattle does not attract women. They are actually repulsed by this. Yet because we’ve been told over and over that women are attracted to a man’s “heart” and the notion of being attracted to someone who projects masculine strength and leadership is sexist, this simple but suppressed truth flies over the head of many clueless men (including me as well.)
Women do like maturity, and that the smart ones make this a huge qualifier when seeking a good husband, but maturity doesn’t sexually attract a woman to a man either. You see how I’m making a distinction here?
Going back to the age thing, women who are younger have a higher sexual allure than older women do. Decent men will still gravitate to younger women in general because it’s a biological impulse, but some of them will just throw up their hands in frustration when the younger ones continue to prove themselves as immature, self absorbed, etc., and thus obviously wouldn’t make good wives, so they date older women, (so long as they still find such women sexually attractive).
Sunday, October 27, 2013
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE: YOU CHANGED EVERYTHING
Dear Soulmate
My feelings have re-shaped my fears on being left alone to weep for another world,I walk afraid and filled with darkness and despair and dream alone forever. That was before you, such beauty I never felt could exist in one person, So much warmth and compassion and total understanding..I have learned to dance again, free my soul and let love fill my veins,to fly in the sunlight and not get burned and to stroll unaware of anything insecure. I alone thought I knew what love was,in all its splendid glory, It's loving arms wrapped around my mind alone,I was wrong but I couldn't begin to explain how real I became in just finding this.I drift over cosmic seas,spiraling into your thoughts and bringing joy to your days and nights. I float on blue skies and beam the sun that shines in your hair,the stars that sparkle in your eyes, I am the glow around your soul, I am the begining and the end of all things loving, caring and above all affection.I have a name to scroll on my heart and carry on my lips. I feel no pain and want for nothing, I only see colourful things and love soaked tomorrows with you, above all this is real and its there when I open my eyes .forever. Your essence rises and touches me softly as your expression lures me inside your voice whispering of all the magical places untraveled Guiding me to the paths of the unknown and unseen.You gazes down deep within the recesses of my soul and take hold gently as you embraces all of me with just a touch.Within the folds of my budding consciousness of you near me.You awakens the darkness and a surrounding light you unfolds. Your essence rises and entrances me entirely with it ....you moves me like no other has ever done. For you has come to birth the very core of my being and has given life to what once was hardened and gone You comforts me in my moments of discouragement and singing a song that soothes my heart and my mind. Words spoken with whispers of loving seen within your heartfelt voices of the longing you has shared from inside. Your essence rises and I know that you are the one as I have never felt my world break away in so many ways releasing each single part of everything that I am In return giving freely to building my world around her. Nothing could ever be felt as deep as this
My feelings have re-shaped my fears on being left alone to weep for another world,I walk afraid and filled with darkness and despair and dream alone forever. That was before you, such beauty I never felt could exist in one person, So much warmth and compassion and total understanding..I have learned to dance again, free my soul and let love fill my veins,to fly in the sunlight and not get burned and to stroll unaware of anything insecure. I alone thought I knew what love was,in all its splendid glory, It's loving arms wrapped around my mind alone,I was wrong but I couldn't begin to explain how real I became in just finding this.I drift over cosmic seas,spiraling into your thoughts and bringing joy to your days and nights. I float on blue skies and beam the sun that shines in your hair,the stars that sparkle in your eyes, I am the glow around your soul, I am the begining and the end of all things loving, caring and above all affection.I have a name to scroll on my heart and carry on my lips. I feel no pain and want for nothing, I only see colourful things and love soaked tomorrows with you, above all this is real and its there when I open my eyes .forever. Your essence rises and touches me softly as your expression lures me inside your voice whispering of all the magical places untraveled Guiding me to the paths of the unknown and unseen.You gazes down deep within the recesses of my soul and take hold gently as you embraces all of me with just a touch.Within the folds of my budding consciousness of you near me.You awakens the darkness and a surrounding light you unfolds. Your essence rises and entrances me entirely with it ....you moves me like no other has ever done. For you has come to birth the very core of my being and has given life to what once was hardened and gone You comforts me in my moments of discouragement and singing a song that soothes my heart and my mind. Words spoken with whispers of loving seen within your heartfelt voices of the longing you has shared from inside. Your essence rises and I know that you are the one as I have never felt my world break away in so many ways releasing each single part of everything that I am In return giving freely to building my world around her. Nothing could ever be felt as deep as this
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
JOURNAL; I DO NEED A VACATION FROM DATING
The fact is, we all get tired of it - dating. I do and maybe you do too. Yes its true, we get tired of trying to meet people we like. We go through hell on earth to meet someone, elicit their details, spend ages and ages chatting, emailing, messaging, writing, phoning and then we go dating. And then we go dating again. And it comes to nothing. And ultimately dating fatigue sets in. We singles know this feeling and yet it is rarely discussed and even less written about. The fact is, being single is hard work and it wears us out.
I know that some of you reading this will have despaired from time to time, thinking that your perfect person is never to be found whilst also hoping secretly that they are hiding just round the corner. After a number of dates you wonder if it is worth it. Emotionally drained, high hopes, low results and you think, "it can't only be me", surely! Yes you are right, you are suffering from dating fatigue but it isn't only you. We all feel it.
Why? Well we make a mental list and then try and reduce it. A mental list of the things we want our partner to be, the qualities and attributes we would like them to have. Maybe this comes from having our fingers burned, maybe from downright experience. The fact is, we all have our list and we need that list. Ms. Right will just not be Ms. Right without us checking first. When we find that the people we date don't really match up to our mental perception of what we want after beginning so optimistic, we feel drained of it. We need to recharge our batteries before rejoining the dating battle.
And this cycle continues, time and time again. There are a few yes, who are very lucky indeed and they will probably not be reading this, but for most of us we need to take a methodical approach. We are on a life campaign to find someone to love, so expect to get tired, expect to feel let down occasionally and pace yourself. Don't go on 20 dates a week thinking Ms. Perfect is waiting in the next singles bar. She may be, but she probably won't be. Instead, concentrate on quality rather than quantity.
To avoid dating fatigue decide on what we want, who we want and when we want - it. Do you build yourself up in anticipation before each date and lead yourself into an emotional crisis, or do you keep a cool clear head and wait to be pleasantly surprised? Do you have just one or two high quality dates a month with true potential partners or do you go out with every available person you meet. I suspect the latter will certainly bring on dating fatigue. But oddly, so will the former. You see, high quality dates are as draining and possibly a bigger let down than anything. To be faced with true potential and then to watch it fade away over a Merlot is soul destroying and many of us have felt that. The fact is , there is no easy answer concerning dating regularity. They will both wear you down.
The single factor that crops up more than anything in giving us dating fatigue lays deep within communication issues. By that, I mean lying. People tell lies, they tell us what we want to hear, they pretend to be something they aren't and they avoid the truth about things they shouldn't. Not everyone does that, but a great many do. Its because many people don't feel happy about themselves, they want to be something larger than life, they want to impress and in doing so, they exclude themselves from dating success. We realize we are not being told the truth, we acknowledge the original potential but its too late. The date is over.
A friend of mine told me recently that there was no point in dating me because in truth I wasn't their ideal and they were now solely focusing on finding that perfect partner. I admire them for their honesty and their focused dating regime. It kind of lacks romance but I respect dedication to the cause.
I think that the way we all should deal with dating fatigue is simple: take some time off, like holiday if you like. Go do something completely different, begin a new sport or hobby and enjoy the important simple pleasures in life and stop thinking about Ms. Right. And in doing so - well you may be pleasantly surprised who you meet. Oh and your batteries will be recharged too.
I know that some of you reading this will have despaired from time to time, thinking that your perfect person is never to be found whilst also hoping secretly that they are hiding just round the corner. After a number of dates you wonder if it is worth it. Emotionally drained, high hopes, low results and you think, "it can't only be me", surely! Yes you are right, you are suffering from dating fatigue but it isn't only you. We all feel it.
Why? Well we make a mental list and then try and reduce it. A mental list of the things we want our partner to be, the qualities and attributes we would like them to have. Maybe this comes from having our fingers burned, maybe from downright experience. The fact is, we all have our list and we need that list. Ms. Right will just not be Ms. Right without us checking first. When we find that the people we date don't really match up to our mental perception of what we want after beginning so optimistic, we feel drained of it. We need to recharge our batteries before rejoining the dating battle.
And this cycle continues, time and time again. There are a few yes, who are very lucky indeed and they will probably not be reading this, but for most of us we need to take a methodical approach. We are on a life campaign to find someone to love, so expect to get tired, expect to feel let down occasionally and pace yourself. Don't go on 20 dates a week thinking Ms. Perfect is waiting in the next singles bar. She may be, but she probably won't be. Instead, concentrate on quality rather than quantity.
To avoid dating fatigue decide on what we want, who we want and when we want - it. Do you build yourself up in anticipation before each date and lead yourself into an emotional crisis, or do you keep a cool clear head and wait to be pleasantly surprised? Do you have just one or two high quality dates a month with true potential partners or do you go out with every available person you meet. I suspect the latter will certainly bring on dating fatigue. But oddly, so will the former. You see, high quality dates are as draining and possibly a bigger let down than anything. To be faced with true potential and then to watch it fade away over a Merlot is soul destroying and many of us have felt that. The fact is , there is no easy answer concerning dating regularity. They will both wear you down.
The single factor that crops up more than anything in giving us dating fatigue lays deep within communication issues. By that, I mean lying. People tell lies, they tell us what we want to hear, they pretend to be something they aren't and they avoid the truth about things they shouldn't. Not everyone does that, but a great many do. Its because many people don't feel happy about themselves, they want to be something larger than life, they want to impress and in doing so, they exclude themselves from dating success. We realize we are not being told the truth, we acknowledge the original potential but its too late. The date is over.
A friend of mine told me recently that there was no point in dating me because in truth I wasn't their ideal and they were now solely focusing on finding that perfect partner. I admire them for their honesty and their focused dating regime. It kind of lacks romance but I respect dedication to the cause.
I think that the way we all should deal with dating fatigue is simple: take some time off, like holiday if you like. Go do something completely different, begin a new sport or hobby and enjoy the important simple pleasures in life and stop thinking about Ms. Right. And in doing so - well you may be pleasantly surprised who you meet. Oh and your batteries will be recharged too.
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE...IF ONLY
Dear Soulmate,
You and I...so near yet so far apart by only an inch yet we brush past.You and I without knowing.....without seeing as if fate decreed it should be. If only you would have turned your eyes and if only I had stopped by where you were that day leaning against the tree reading Othello.If only...so many if's. Time has passed with regrets and memories good and bad they are you have known me since. A taste of lemon drop sour on the tongue. A touch of honey drop sweet on the lonely soul. Let us carry on as usual my step falling on yours,,,,your eyes on my back. There is no time for regret..it has fallen like autumn leaves Let's wait for next spring and then, perhaps, if... But then one summer day..the sun was shining bright and coloured everything with her rays. I saw you, talking' and laughing'. I knew that day would change all my coming days. On that one summer day...the way you were...the way you looked at me...the way you came near was the way everything should be I felt like flying...Oh no...I was flying...I was living and dying. I was begging the day for time to stand still for the moment to stay.On that day..the words weren't enough to describe all the emotions...all the passion, all the love. I couldn't find myself. I was lost in you, in your smile it took me a while to realize that you're not fiction. I met you and it was all different. It made all the fears and the scare go away I knew why people pray and ask God for someone to come who will make their life, You came to me and brought me joy and comfort. You made me bloom like roses in the spring, flowers in may...I heard love calling. I knew, it was you. i knew my life was going to be brand new, i had to obey. I touched your hand. I was close to you, so close finally i knew where i shall go..you showed me the way. On that one summer day...i couldn't ask for anything else I had all. I had everything I wished for. I had you that day. You made it so easy to fall in love with you. You charmed and amazed me with those seductive things you do.How could I get over your eyes, your smile,Your body close to mine. I can't help but wonder if it is for you, like it is for me?You see, no matter who I'm with I keep think of you, and that's where I want to be. No matter how I try no one can take your place....no matter who I'm looking at..it seem I always see your face. You see, not a day goes by where I don't think of you. And I can't help but wonder, if it's like that for you, too.
You and I...so near yet so far apart by only an inch yet we brush past.You and I without knowing.....without seeing as if fate decreed it should be. If only you would have turned your eyes and if only I had stopped by where you were that day leaning against the tree reading Othello.If only...so many if's. Time has passed with regrets and memories good and bad they are you have known me since. A taste of lemon drop sour on the tongue. A touch of honey drop sweet on the lonely soul. Let us carry on as usual my step falling on yours,,,,your eyes on my back. There is no time for regret..it has fallen like autumn leaves Let's wait for next spring and then, perhaps, if... But then one summer day..the sun was shining bright and coloured everything with her rays. I saw you, talking' and laughing'. I knew that day would change all my coming days. On that one summer day...the way you were...the way you looked at me...the way you came near was the way everything should be I felt like flying...Oh no...I was flying...I was living and dying. I was begging the day for time to stand still for the moment to stay.On that day..the words weren't enough to describe all the emotions...all the passion, all the love. I couldn't find myself. I was lost in you, in your smile it took me a while to realize that you're not fiction. I met you and it was all different. It made all the fears and the scare go away I knew why people pray and ask God for someone to come who will make their life, You came to me and brought me joy and comfort. You made me bloom like roses in the spring, flowers in may...I heard love calling. I knew, it was you. i knew my life was going to be brand new, i had to obey. I touched your hand. I was close to you, so close finally i knew where i shall go..you showed me the way. On that one summer day...i couldn't ask for anything else I had all. I had everything I wished for. I had you that day. You made it so easy to fall in love with you. You charmed and amazed me with those seductive things you do.How could I get over your eyes, your smile,Your body close to mine. I can't help but wonder if it is for you, like it is for me?You see, no matter who I'm with I keep think of you, and that's where I want to be. No matter how I try no one can take your place....no matter who I'm looking at..it seem I always see your face. You see, not a day goes by where I don't think of you. And I can't help but wonder, if it's like that for you, too.
JOURNAL
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so romantic, it seems easier, and less pain. I wish I could be like some others and just walk around with a checklist looking for similar, settle on love to make sure same goals, have house, make a kid, and be content with the achievements of the partnership. I wish I could settle with love, marry who my parents wanted me to and forget about what my heart aches for. It isnt always easy believing in soulmates, wanting more, being a modern day romantic, looking to art and music for hope. There are many out there, just trying to blend while secretly searching for others like us. Oh to conform or not to conform
I am going to Florida for a few days. This is the first vacation this year. I been so stressed out with my Dad being ill the first few months and changes in the jobs...property taxes going up..and feeling so alone. I really don't have the energy to go through another relationship that doesn't go anywhere. I can't wait for this day to be over and then go to the drug dinner and vacation tomorrow.
I am going to Florida for a few days. This is the first vacation this year. I been so stressed out with my Dad being ill the first few months and changes in the jobs...property taxes going up..and feeling so alone. I really don't have the energy to go through another relationship that doesn't go anywhere. I can't wait for this day to be over and then go to the drug dinner and vacation tomorrow.
Monday, October 21, 2013
PERSONAL/ LOVE; SCREW IT....I AM GOING TO LOWER MY STANDARDS
Screw it! ...I'm lowering my standards, you should too!
Screw average height woman....I'm gonna give those tall woman another try. Sure they are 5'10 and even taller in heels, but what the hell, I'm sure she won't mind being eye level with her chest. If I'm lucky, I loves to play hide and seek under her skirt while in public places.
Screw HOT beautiful girls, .....I can get into the whole "ugly, sexy woman" thing. I'll just close my eyes and pretend you're sooo hot that if I DO look at you, I will pass out or turn to stone. Hopefully you will have some experience in this area and have developed some fun, exciting, role-playing games in the bedroom that require blindfolds, lampshades,brown bags, crazy gluing my eyelids shut, etc. because simply turning off the lights is too easy.Everyone feels the same in the dark anyway.
Screw woman with long hair...It seems that this look is trendy among the city and who can blame us guys. Men in general are taken by long shiny things, like your head glittering in the sun. I suppose I'll just have to learn to love short hair woman who also possesses the desire to clean my car.However, it just won't be the same. On the bright side, it will be less time in the bathroom for you.and it would be having a roommate...with a PY. BONUS!
Screw woman with "decent" jobs....That's overrated.I've always wanted to know the ins and outs of living day to day in the eyes of waitress, or bartender, or customer service. Talk about a woman with an exciting outlook on life. Living paycheck to paycheck can we fun. We won't know where I next meal will come from. Don't worry, we will live with your parents forever, and when we are old we will have to decide to either buy food or by med.
Screw nice girls.... It's time I got with the program and just accept that all woman who are bitches and cheating,. It's ok that you slept with my brother, best friend, and dad, I'll still wait for you to come home so I can hear your loving words, I want more money!".I know now that the reason you always come home is because I am like your ATM machine. That's right, me. I know the way to a woman's heart is through my wallet. We can even go on Jerry Springer so I can prove my love to you with a good old-fashioned cat fight. JERRY! JERRY! JERRY!
Screw woman my age.....I'll take on a 18 year old virgin and show her the ropes I can finally go to the prom and not be afraid to make out in front of the principal. Or I can trot around town on the arm of someone young enough to be my daugther and she can Lolita. Either way, I'm sure I'll make all her friends jealous and that will boost my self-esteem. And we can all use a little boost in the department, can't we?
Screw woman with average bodies..... From now on only fat and large woman. I want your body to be sooo big that you cannot wipe your own ass (Hey that's sexy, right?) More cushion for the pushin
Screw smart woman......We don't need to talk about foreign policy, corporate farming, travel and culture. We can just flop in front of the tube and waste away watching reality shows and get the Dejesus scared out of us nightly by watching FOX news (Those pesky terrorists). You can show me how to crush empty beer cans on my forehead so I can impress your friends. Hey, Who needs to read a book when you watch the movie.
Screw single woman.... What I need is a married woman to discreetly meet me in parking lots and the local hot tub. I love being sneaky and not being able to be with you in public or introduce you to my friends. It's so exciting, it's like being a secret agent sex spy! And to think all this time, I've been missing out. I'll try my best not to get jealous and possessive and boil your kid's bunny rabbit.
Screw woman with a sense of humor......Um... nope...Can't part with that standard. You'll definitely need it when you meet me.
Screw average height woman....I'm gonna give those tall woman another try. Sure they are 5'10 and even taller in heels, but what the hell, I'm sure she won't mind being eye level with her chest. If I'm lucky, I loves to play hide and seek under her skirt while in public places.
Screw HOT beautiful girls, .....I can get into the whole "ugly, sexy woman" thing. I'll just close my eyes and pretend you're sooo hot that if I DO look at you, I will pass out or turn to stone. Hopefully you will have some experience in this area and have developed some fun, exciting, role-playing games in the bedroom that require blindfolds, lampshades,brown bags, crazy gluing my eyelids shut, etc. because simply turning off the lights is too easy.Everyone feels the same in the dark anyway.
Screw woman with long hair...It seems that this look is trendy among the city and who can blame us guys. Men in general are taken by long shiny things, like your head glittering in the sun. I suppose I'll just have to learn to love short hair woman who also possesses the desire to clean my car.However, it just won't be the same. On the bright side, it will be less time in the bathroom for you.and it would be having a roommate...with a PY. BONUS!
Screw woman with "decent" jobs....That's overrated.I've always wanted to know the ins and outs of living day to day in the eyes of waitress, or bartender, or customer service. Talk about a woman with an exciting outlook on life. Living paycheck to paycheck can we fun. We won't know where I next meal will come from. Don't worry, we will live with your parents forever, and when we are old we will have to decide to either buy food or by med.
Screw nice girls.... It's time I got with the program and just accept that all woman who are bitches and cheating,. It's ok that you slept with my brother, best friend, and dad, I'll still wait for you to come home so I can hear your loving words, I want more money!".I know now that the reason you always come home is because I am like your ATM machine. That's right, me. I know the way to a woman's heart is through my wallet. We can even go on Jerry Springer so I can prove my love to you with a good old-fashioned cat fight. JERRY! JERRY! JERRY!
Screw woman my age.....I'll take on a 18 year old virgin and show her the ropes I can finally go to the prom and not be afraid to make out in front of the principal. Or I can trot around town on the arm of someone young enough to be my daugther and she can Lolita. Either way, I'm sure I'll make all her friends jealous and that will boost my self-esteem. And we can all use a little boost in the department, can't we?
Screw woman with average bodies..... From now on only fat and large woman. I want your body to be sooo big that you cannot wipe your own ass (Hey that's sexy, right?) More cushion for the pushin
Screw smart woman......We don't need to talk about foreign policy, corporate farming, travel and culture. We can just flop in front of the tube and waste away watching reality shows and get the Dejesus scared out of us nightly by watching FOX news (Those pesky terrorists). You can show me how to crush empty beer cans on my forehead so I can impress your friends. Hey, Who needs to read a book when you watch the movie.
Screw single woman.... What I need is a married woman to discreetly meet me in parking lots and the local hot tub. I love being sneaky and not being able to be with you in public or introduce you to my friends. It's so exciting, it's like being a secret agent sex spy! And to think all this time, I've been missing out. I'll try my best not to get jealous and possessive and boil your kid's bunny rabbit.
Screw woman with a sense of humor......Um... nope...Can't part with that standard. You'll definitely need it when you meet me.
Sunday, October 20, 2013
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE
Dear Soulmate
I was always alone until I saw your beauty it made my heart stop .it showed me the way it showed me all the beauty in the world it made my nerves go into over-drive and all I know is that you were the most beautiful thing ever it made me cry it made me weep it was the only thing that I wanted in life. Your essence surrounds me.It flows through the wires.and your loving words greet me and fuel my desires.The sound of your voice,The love in your words makes my heart rejoice with love songs unheard. Your Essence is with me day in and day out. Our souls are connected of that there is no doubt. Who led us to meet? What fate was the guide? Your Essence is welcomed into my life. You've given me reason to forget the strife of every day living...of problems unsolved.Now I live for giving you all of my love. I lie awake wondering when I will fade to sleep. I've waited all day, anticipating, for this night we will meet.In my dreams you are and forever will be .You are my love; you are my destiny. Dreams are where wishes come true but I only have one wish to pursue to hold you in my arms for all eternity and to love, protect and give you all of me. In our dreams so we can be together Our souls touch, and our feelings are deep and our love is strong and no one can keep us away from each other, because our minds are one. Others have light, but you are my sun Brilliance shines through your face. What I wouldn't do for your warm embrace. The touch of your hand and the taste of your kiss are only a few of the many things I miss. Your inviting smile and your heart of gold leave me breathless, because you broke the mold. I'm blinded by perfection, yet I don't know what to do. My eight hours are up; my dream is through.The only thing now that I hope comes true is that the powers that be bring me to you. For, every second my angel is not by my side is every tear that I have cried. Express to me what you want, and see if I can understand, I want you to be fulfilled. Your wish is my command. If intimacy is held together by the touch of a lovers hand Then let me embrace you with both arms, to magnify where I stand. Open up your heart to me, so that I may prove to you my devotions. Allow me to convey true beliefs, and tender emotions. Let us ponder fantasies so explicit, exploring, capturing passions, Intensifying feelings so deep, yearning for shivering reactions.Sprinkle me with the caring of your heart And this will not be in vain. Gratify the void in my soul, and the truth you will gain. The undesirable spirit of vanity in this situation must be slain, The warmth of your essence is something I must obtain.
Saturday, October 19, 2013
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE
Dear Soulmate
I sit and wait patiently hands bonded together. I have been sitting here my whole lif and i may have to sit here forever. I know one day you are coming I will smell your scent a mile awayi will be able to tell it's you by your smile and maybe you will find me today. I wait to hear your laughter. I wait to look into your eyes. I want to know your past and I never want to hear good-byes I want to walk the fields of merry wheat.There are a million things i want to do I would like to know what real love feels like and i want to do all this with you. Your hair is what dreams are made of and your skin coats the wisdom of love within your hands you hold the world and your smile represents the white dove. Though you know nothing of me and though i know not who you are and even though i know we will be together one day.Ii know that where you are, must not be that far. You can't be far away because your heart trembles with mine and with every step i feel you getting closer and i know that one day everything will be fine, All night long real solitude in the sky. Your head resting on my chest and listening to the melody of my heart
In the middle of the night..the perfect serenity ruling the mind,The audible voice could be heard and the gentle beat of our lovely hearts. At the dawn of the night with heavy wind blowing everywhere and trees and leaves clapping their hands are melodious rhythm to our ears All night long...you and I lost in romance in the deep silence of our mind only the sound of love we could hear,So sweet are your lips pressed lightly against mine,Your hands, so soft, holding my face...pleasant shivers running up and down my spine...These precious feelings growing deep within my mind...It's in my heart that I hold your memory.Far inside its dark corners, where your beautiful face still lingers...In your arms I find serenity and I shall wait once again for you...Your eyes glow like the sun's rays around the sun.You bring the light into my day when you're around,and bring the dark into my night when you're gone. Love is you among the fragrances of an island dream in white, in the light of a tropical dawn.Pearls around your delicate throat and wandering in the garden of memories. Pensive, in longing for a beginning.Love is you among the roses, of a princess's dreams, In red, in the sunset of a special day.Diamonds in your hair and wandering in the dreamland of caresses Sensual, awaiting a lover's return,Love is you amidst the orchidsin a forest of enchantment In black velvet, in the cool spray of a fountain .Emeralds, adorning your ears and sweetness in your breathe, wandering.searching for a lasting kiss of eternal caring. Love is you
I sit and wait patiently hands bonded together. I have been sitting here my whole lif and i may have to sit here forever. I know one day you are coming I will smell your scent a mile awayi will be able to tell it's you by your smile and maybe you will find me today. I wait to hear your laughter. I wait to look into your eyes. I want to know your past and I never want to hear good-byes I want to walk the fields of merry wheat.There are a million things i want to do I would like to know what real love feels like and i want to do all this with you. Your hair is what dreams are made of and your skin coats the wisdom of love within your hands you hold the world and your smile represents the white dove. Though you know nothing of me and though i know not who you are and even though i know we will be together one day.Ii know that where you are, must not be that far. You can't be far away because your heart trembles with mine and with every step i feel you getting closer and i know that one day everything will be fine, All night long real solitude in the sky. Your head resting on my chest and listening to the melody of my heart
In the middle of the night..the perfect serenity ruling the mind,The audible voice could be heard and the gentle beat of our lovely hearts. At the dawn of the night with heavy wind blowing everywhere and trees and leaves clapping their hands are melodious rhythm to our ears All night long...you and I lost in romance in the deep silence of our mind only the sound of love we could hear,So sweet are your lips pressed lightly against mine,Your hands, so soft, holding my face...pleasant shivers running up and down my spine...These precious feelings growing deep within my mind...It's in my heart that I hold your memory.Far inside its dark corners, where your beautiful face still lingers...In your arms I find serenity and I shall wait once again for you...Your eyes glow like the sun's rays around the sun.You bring the light into my day when you're around,and bring the dark into my night when you're gone. Love is you among the fragrances of an island dream in white, in the light of a tropical dawn.Pearls around your delicate throat and wandering in the garden of memories. Pensive, in longing for a beginning.Love is you among the roses, of a princess's dreams, In red, in the sunset of a special day.Diamonds in your hair and wandering in the dreamland of caresses Sensual, awaiting a lover's return,Love is you amidst the orchidsin a forest of enchantment In black velvet, in the cool spray of a fountain .Emeralds, adorning your ears and sweetness in your breathe, wandering.searching for a lasting kiss of eternal caring. Love is you
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR FUTURE WIFE
Dear Future Wife,
I have to admit that sometimes I do get impatient waiting for you and maybe that’s because I get so lonely. Wherever you are in this wide world of ours, please find me. I know that behind the hills and around mountains and across the highways and byways you are there. When the appointed time is right for us to finally meet, you shall find me waiting for you. It’s just a matter of time before I lay eyes upon you. I have been carrying you in my spirit and God has been listening to my prayers as He has kept you in this hiding place, perfecting you just for me. He knows that I am a man after His heart wanting to serve Him with my wife by my side.
My prayer has been to find a woman who will love me as much as I will love her. I need a strong woman in my life, someone who can make me smile and lift me up when I am down. Someone I can trust and feel completely comfortable around, and who will understand me better than anyone, but most of all who will appreciate me for who I am. I would like for you to be that woman.
What I desire most is a love that will last the test of time. To me love is a beautiful thing, probably the most precious thing in the universe. I love the idea of being in love. It's almost like a drug. Once you feel love and lose it you spend your whole life trying to get that feeling back. You'll do anything to find someone who makes you smile so hard it hurts and laugh so hard you can't breathe. But most of all I like that tingling feeling you get in your stomach from the butterflies thinking about that person when they are not around and it brings a smile to your face, that’s the most wonderful feeling in the world. This is Love because all you want is to be with them, the one person who completes you.
Lastly, I want you to know that I dream of you and imagine you every day, the one that will make my life an adventure and worth living. I want you to be the last thing I look at before I close my eyes at night and the first thing I look at when I open my eyes in the morning. If we stay true to each other, we can never be defeated nor conquered by any outside force.
Love,
Your Future Husband
I have to admit that sometimes I do get impatient waiting for you and maybe that’s because I get so lonely. Wherever you are in this wide world of ours, please find me. I know that behind the hills and around mountains and across the highways and byways you are there. When the appointed time is right for us to finally meet, you shall find me waiting for you. It’s just a matter of time before I lay eyes upon you. I have been carrying you in my spirit and God has been listening to my prayers as He has kept you in this hiding place, perfecting you just for me. He knows that I am a man after His heart wanting to serve Him with my wife by my side.
My prayer has been to find a woman who will love me as much as I will love her. I need a strong woman in my life, someone who can make me smile and lift me up when I am down. Someone I can trust and feel completely comfortable around, and who will understand me better than anyone, but most of all who will appreciate me for who I am. I would like for you to be that woman.
What I desire most is a love that will last the test of time. To me love is a beautiful thing, probably the most precious thing in the universe. I love the idea of being in love. It's almost like a drug. Once you feel love and lose it you spend your whole life trying to get that feeling back. You'll do anything to find someone who makes you smile so hard it hurts and laugh so hard you can't breathe. But most of all I like that tingling feeling you get in your stomach from the butterflies thinking about that person when they are not around and it brings a smile to your face, that’s the most wonderful feeling in the world. This is Love because all you want is to be with them, the one person who completes you.
Lastly, I want you to know that I dream of you and imagine you every day, the one that will make my life an adventure and worth living. I want you to be the last thing I look at before I close my eyes at night and the first thing I look at when I open my eyes in the morning. If we stay true to each other, we can never be defeated nor conquered by any outside force.
Love,
Your Future Husband
Friday, October 18, 2013
LOVE LETTER
Dear Soulmate,
I write love letters to you everyday in the patterns I draw on your back. I write them in the tea I make, and the food I accidently burn. I write them in your clothes and I write them in the smile and touches I give you in bed. I write them on your skin and your soul. I write them everyday.
I. Love. You.
I love your mind, I love your kindness. I love when you hold me, and hug me to sleep. I love your knees in the back of my thighs and your feet tangled with mine. I love the whispered conversations we have in the dark. I love the loud arguments and our differing points of view. I love it when you are just there.
I. Love. You.
I write love letters to you everyday in the patterns I draw on your back. I write them in the tea I make, and the food I accidently burn. I write them in your clothes and I write them in the smile and touches I give you in bed. I write them on your skin and your soul. I write them everyday.
I. Love. You.
I love your mind, I love your kindness. I love when you hold me, and hug me to sleep. I love your knees in the back of my thighs and your feet tangled with mine. I love the whispered conversations we have in the dark. I love the loud arguments and our differing points of view. I love it when you are just there.
I. Love. You.
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE
Dear Soulmate,
There is a place within my heart where memories of you lie. A place I visit from time to time; A place that shall never die. A place no one knows about except for a very few. A place I have set aside especially for you. I go to this place whenever I feel lonely when we're apart. I go to this place whenever I need you to touch my heart. You shall always be in this place; No one could fill your shoes. No one else could take your place for I give my heart to you. How deeply do I love you? From the deepest depths of my soul. Can I ever leave you? I could never let you go! Can I resist your warm embrace? Not in a million years...I live to see your loving face. You wipe away my tears when I wake up to the morning light. I love to feel you by my side. And when I go to bed at night, I feel no need to hide for you are my life, my soul,and most of all, my best friend.And how long will I love you? Until the dying end! Of all the wonders in this world, and beauties that I see, There is none more wonderful, loyal and true than the love of you and me. I love you; I want to show you the world. I want to share with you the world. I want to be able to tell you that you are the world? Forever in love with you...None have completed my soul,embraced my heart,mixed with my spirit, as you, My Beloved...None have conquered me,with such a simple sigh, careless breath...None have captured my desire,without effort,without knowing, as you, My Beloved...None have or ever will, for you consume me, enrapture me, devour me, and it is pure Heaven.You takes me many places that I have never been and all I do is look at you. Wherever you are, whatever you're doing always remember my heart is with you,Throughout the day and throughout the night my mind are constant thoughts of you. To explain with words how much I love you it would take forever and a day,but for a moment, with one look in my eyes,you'll see love's truth, no words could say. No matter the situation and despite all the arguments we've been through, I love you more each day,Every day of my life, I'll spend loving you. I know with all my heart,without a doubt, my love for you is true, There's nothing else I'm this sure of,There's no one else I love but you. You complete all I am,clearly you are a part of me. What we have, nothing will ever change from now until forever, you and I will always be. There will be times when things get hard, please have faith, we'll make it through,For I love you more each day.Every day of my life, I'll spend loving you.
There is a place within my heart where memories of you lie. A place I visit from time to time; A place that shall never die. A place no one knows about except for a very few. A place I have set aside especially for you. I go to this place whenever I feel lonely when we're apart. I go to this place whenever I need you to touch my heart. You shall always be in this place; No one could fill your shoes. No one else could take your place for I give my heart to you. How deeply do I love you? From the deepest depths of my soul. Can I ever leave you? I could never let you go! Can I resist your warm embrace? Not in a million years...I live to see your loving face. You wipe away my tears when I wake up to the morning light. I love to feel you by my side. And when I go to bed at night, I feel no need to hide for you are my life, my soul,and most of all, my best friend.And how long will I love you? Until the dying end! Of all the wonders in this world, and beauties that I see, There is none more wonderful, loyal and true than the love of you and me. I love you; I want to show you the world. I want to share with you the world. I want to be able to tell you that you are the world? Forever in love with you...None have completed my soul,embraced my heart,mixed with my spirit, as you, My Beloved...None have conquered me,with such a simple sigh, careless breath...None have captured my desire,without effort,without knowing, as you, My Beloved...None have or ever will, for you consume me, enrapture me, devour me, and it is pure Heaven.You takes me many places that I have never been and all I do is look at you. Wherever you are, whatever you're doing always remember my heart is with you,Throughout the day and throughout the night my mind are constant thoughts of you. To explain with words how much I love you it would take forever and a day,but for a moment, with one look in my eyes,you'll see love's truth, no words could say. No matter the situation and despite all the arguments we've been through, I love you more each day,Every day of my life, I'll spend loving you. I know with all my heart,without a doubt, my love for you is true, There's nothing else I'm this sure of,There's no one else I love but you. You complete all I am,clearly you are a part of me. What we have, nothing will ever change from now until forever, you and I will always be. There will be times when things get hard, please have faith, we'll make it through,For I love you more each day.Every day of my life, I'll spend loving you.
Thursday, October 17, 2013
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE....THIS HEART OF MINE
Dear Soulmate,
This heart of mine once suffered a loss of love so tender, rich and pure. Where else could love be found?Having sought for so long...I almost gave up. Then I heard you loud and clear calling on me through space and time.Your voice was delightful to hear, but should I love after the loss...? Oh, what joy lies behind the clouds? That I should give you my precious heart.Should the stars witness the light...?Of gladness I'm willing to share. Would there be calmness after the storm when I trust love I cannot bear to hold. Would the sun shine after the rain if I finally fall in love with you. I want to write to you the most beautiful words. The most adorable letters to you. I want to say things, meaningful things... and sweet things to you. But no word, no matter what is as beautiful as what my heart sings out. I want to speak to you in a charming voice and to say the right words to you. I want to express my feelings...in words my heart sings. I want to cry out loud with joy. I want to shout out what my heart sings but no word... no matter what, is especially bonded with that which my heart sings like. Nothing especially bonded with you and me but true love and all it's worth. It's your love...your way of being there with the smiles, sending kisses, and romanctic days of passion. It's your love that conquers all and not only conquers but, fills me with spirit and compassion. I think of you before my eyes slowly close upon the day.I savor this moment for, it is here, in my sleep induced dreams, that you are truly mine. I relive every memory we have made...every caress, every kiss shared, every word spoken and with these memories, I dream of you. The dream that one day I will awaken with you by my side to feel the heat of your body next to mine, to feel your breath upon my hair, to smell the scent that is uniquely you. And in this dream I will rise to gaze into your beautiful brown eyes to see love shining only for me and slowly, oh, so slowly, you let me take you into my arms and let me make sweet love to you. Let's make a love potion and skillfully, with magic touch. Paint our tender hearts blue and our spirit, soul, and body. Let's devote to this adventure,Until we accomplish the ultimate joy.As we search for the ingredients. Let's make the truth our guide, and trust, our armor of life.Let's apply as the only device and loving, sharing, caring, As we do away with foolish schemes and lies.Then let's rub our body with this potion and cleanse our soul from evil notions with tender, loving feelings of pride while keeping the recipe on our minds.Let's lay aside every bitterness and fright and rejoice in this peace we have found.Our hope, seasoned with hints of gladness. Let's place on eternal togetherness and our focus, decked with template of kindness.Let's remove from fruitless shyness and ignore every little drop of strife as we sip this love potion in drips.As I sit here and wonder where you came from. The thoughts of you begin to make my body numb.Your long hair and speaking eyes have drawn out all my sorrows and cries. It's like the dream I had the night before, you are everything and even more.
This heart of mine once suffered a loss of love so tender, rich and pure. Where else could love be found?Having sought for so long...I almost gave up. Then I heard you loud and clear calling on me through space and time.Your voice was delightful to hear, but should I love after the loss...? Oh, what joy lies behind the clouds? That I should give you my precious heart.Should the stars witness the light...?Of gladness I'm willing to share. Would there be calmness after the storm when I trust love I cannot bear to hold. Would the sun shine after the rain if I finally fall in love with you. I want to write to you the most beautiful words. The most adorable letters to you. I want to say things, meaningful things... and sweet things to you. But no word, no matter what is as beautiful as what my heart sings out. I want to speak to you in a charming voice and to say the right words to you. I want to express my feelings...in words my heart sings. I want to cry out loud with joy. I want to shout out what my heart sings but no word... no matter what, is especially bonded with that which my heart sings like. Nothing especially bonded with you and me but true love and all it's worth. It's your love...your way of being there with the smiles, sending kisses, and romanctic days of passion. It's your love that conquers all and not only conquers but, fills me with spirit and compassion. I think of you before my eyes slowly close upon the day.I savor this moment for, it is here, in my sleep induced dreams, that you are truly mine. I relive every memory we have made...every caress, every kiss shared, every word spoken and with these memories, I dream of you. The dream that one day I will awaken with you by my side to feel the heat of your body next to mine, to feel your breath upon my hair, to smell the scent that is uniquely you. And in this dream I will rise to gaze into your beautiful brown eyes to see love shining only for me and slowly, oh, so slowly, you let me take you into my arms and let me make sweet love to you. Let's make a love potion and skillfully, with magic touch. Paint our tender hearts blue and our spirit, soul, and body. Let's devote to this adventure,Until we accomplish the ultimate joy.As we search for the ingredients. Let's make the truth our guide, and trust, our armor of life.Let's apply as the only device and loving, sharing, caring, As we do away with foolish schemes and lies.Then let's rub our body with this potion and cleanse our soul from evil notions with tender, loving feelings of pride while keeping the recipe on our minds.Let's lay aside every bitterness and fright and rejoice in this peace we have found.Our hope, seasoned with hints of gladness. Let's place on eternal togetherness and our focus, decked with template of kindness.Let's remove from fruitless shyness and ignore every little drop of strife as we sip this love potion in drips.As I sit here and wonder where you came from. The thoughts of you begin to make my body numb.Your long hair and speaking eyes have drawn out all my sorrows and cries. It's like the dream I had the night before, you are everything and even more.
Wednesday, October 16, 2013
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE..BEFORE I KNEW YOU EXISTED
Dear Soulmate,
Before I knew you existed,I was just me, no more, no less. I only knew life from my point of view, the view of a single man.Before you, there were others who caught my eye, made me look twice, but never did they make my heart race,or feel this unending desire of love. You taught me how to live, love and cherish the simple things that bring joy. Before, there were empty spaces in my heart that are now filled with the reality of you, the peace, that love brings to a soul.Just the thought of you brings sunshine to a rain filled day, a smile to my face. I thank God in heaven, that you found me, and I pray every night you keep me close at heart and by your side, for your love sustains me and keeps me warm for now, and all eternity. I love the way you look at me when you think that I don't know. The way you smile when I walk in,drawing me to your side with a sigh. All the small things that add up to the perfect you. And perfect you are...for me.Your gentle ways- always wanting my happiness, putting me first when you can, but always before yourself. Makes me feel so loved special...wanted. My life was adrift 'til you threw out a life line. Drawing me back with warm kisses... consuming passion. Your voice makes me sigh with contentment and shiver with delight and want in a way hitherto unknown to me. I love the freedom you give me to love. Don't ever forget, that it's you I love. Only you were sent from above and now that I have you I can share my love.There is a place where sun, moon and heavenly stars are there for the asking, where scenery changes by thought,where the woman I meet is always you. If, but for a moment, I had closed my eyes it would all have been gone. such a place, I've come to realize, resides in the heart where soft candles glow, where to home I always go and where the door opens and all the possibilities are there- the wants and desires, the hopes and dreams the love for you between today and tomorrow... Our history, I trace and find love in your face. You I hold so dear who quells my every fear. When I watch you walk away, I say a prayer every day that I will see you walk back to me, that you are mine for all eternally
Before I knew you existed,I was just me, no more, no less. I only knew life from my point of view, the view of a single man.Before you, there were others who caught my eye, made me look twice, but never did they make my heart race,or feel this unending desire of love. You taught me how to live, love and cherish the simple things that bring joy. Before, there were empty spaces in my heart that are now filled with the reality of you, the peace, that love brings to a soul.Just the thought of you brings sunshine to a rain filled day, a smile to my face. I thank God in heaven, that you found me, and I pray every night you keep me close at heart and by your side, for your love sustains me and keeps me warm for now, and all eternity. I love the way you look at me when you think that I don't know. The way you smile when I walk in,drawing me to your side with a sigh. All the small things that add up to the perfect you. And perfect you are...for me.Your gentle ways- always wanting my happiness, putting me first when you can, but always before yourself. Makes me feel so loved special...wanted. My life was adrift 'til you threw out a life line. Drawing me back with warm kisses... consuming passion. Your voice makes me sigh with contentment and shiver with delight and want in a way hitherto unknown to me. I love the freedom you give me to love. Don't ever forget, that it's you I love. Only you were sent from above and now that I have you I can share my love.There is a place where sun, moon and heavenly stars are there for the asking, where scenery changes by thought,where the woman I meet is always you. If, but for a moment, I had closed my eyes it would all have been gone. such a place, I've come to realize, resides in the heart where soft candles glow, where to home I always go and where the door opens and all the possibilities are there- the wants and desires, the hopes and dreams the love for you between today and tomorrow... Our history, I trace and find love in your face. You I hold so dear who quells my every fear. When I watch you walk away, I say a prayer every day that I will see you walk back to me, that you are mine for all eternally
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