PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE...IF ONLY

Dear Soulmate,

You and I...so near yet so far apart by only an inch yet we brush past.You and I without knowing.....without seeing as if fate decreed it should be. If only you would have turned your eyes and if only I had stopped by where you were that day leaning against the tree reading Othello.If only...so many if's. Time has passed with regrets and memories good and bad they are you have known me since. A taste of lemon drop sour on the tongue. A touch of honey drop sweet on the lonely soul. Let us carry on as usual my step falling on yours,,,,your eyes on my back. There is no time for regret..it has fallen like autumn leaves Let's wait for next spring and then, perhaps, if... But then one summer day..the sun was shining bright and coloured everything with her rays. I saw you, talking' and laughing'. I knew that day would change all my coming days. On that one summer day...the way you were...the way you looked at me...the way you came near was the way everything should be I felt like flying...Oh no...I was flying...I was living and dying. I was begging the day for time to stand still for the moment to stay.On that day..the words weren't enough to describe all the emotions...all the passion, all the love. I couldn't find myself. I was lost in you, in your smile it took me a while to realize that you're not fiction. I met you and it was all different. It made all the fears and the scare go away I knew why people pray and ask God for someone to come who will make their life, You came to me and brought me joy and comfort. You made me bloom like roses in the spring, flowers in may...I heard love calling. I knew, it was you. i knew my life was going to be brand new, i had to obey. I touched your hand. I was close to you, so close finally i knew where i shall go..you showed me the way. On that one summer day...i couldn't ask for anything else I had all. I had everything I wished for. I had you that day. You made it so easy to fall in love with you. You charmed and amazed me with those seductive things you do.How could I get over your eyes, your smile,Your body close to mine. I can't help but wonder if it is for you, like it is for me?You see, no matter who I'm with I keep think of you, and that's where I want to be. No matter how I try no one can take your place....no matter who I'm looking at..it seem I  always see your face. You see, not a day goes by where I don't think of you. And I can't help but wonder, if it's like that for you, too.