She sits by herself, looking out the window
She sees the clear blue sky,
the leaves blowing in the gentle breeze
and the bright sunshine...
She stares off into the world outside
She thinks...
She wishes, she hopes, she wonders
She wishes she could change things,
She wishes she could do what would make her happy
She hopes her dreams will come true
She hopes she will meet her heart's desire
She wonders what all the years will bring, if it will all work out
She wonders if it's worth waiting and sacrificing for
Far away, he sits by himself, looking out the window
He sees the dark night sky,
the stars and the moon shining brightly above
He hears the rain as it starts coming down...
He stares off into the darkness
He thinks...
He wishes, he hopes, he wonders...
When we speak of soul mates
do we not really mean
heart, mind and soul mates.
Because, would we really want someone
who only loved us for part of the whole.
I think a soul mate is someone who sees the flaws,
yet, loves you more for them,
as they define who you are,
and who always look below... for the beauty,
instead of judging by the shell.
They see our weaknesses but never take advantage.
Instead, they lend strength when needed,
without being intrusive. They are our companions
while letting us still be ourselves,
and giving us room to grow.
It's someone who, while not sharing all your interests,
will respect yours and try to keep a open mind... always.
But most of all a soul mate is someone to trust
with your most precious gift and trust
that you, also, will keep it safe for them..
Saturday, August 11, 2012
POETRY: I HAD A DREAM
I am sitting here thinking of the Love that we share...
Hoping that you truly understand just how much I care.
With every breath that I breathe, My Love for you grows...
I would yell it from a roof top, so everyone knows.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you, this I am sure...
Because the Love that we share is true and pure.
God has placed you in my life to Love, Cherish and Hold...
and for this reason...I will treat you like Gold!
PART 2
My thoughts sail through your calm waters
and my heart soars in the heavens above,
Or a pristine snow simply left to the shade
There is no calmer peace than your love.
An eclipse casts a light of mystery to the land
conjuring my wildest dreams set in a shade surreal,
If somehow I could capture that wordless sight
Only then could I explain how I feel.
Perchance your feelings fall to a cobalt hue
And your heart wanders aimlessly in despair,
Know that I will always stand by your side
And fill you with love, because I will be there.
PART 3
I had the strangest dream
A couple days ago,
It had love and betrayal,
It had truth and foresight.
I was standing on a patio
Of a rich-person's estate.
I was completely alone
In the darkness of the night.
I had a fine tuxedo
Complete with a vest and tie,
Pure leather dress shoes
Pacing along the shale walkway.
Then she appeared,
My human-like angel.
An off-white cashmere dress
With a gold threaded lace.
The way her hair flowed
Was tall grass in the wind.
Her smile was instant paralysis,
Her eyes and pearl necklace were one.
I asked for her hand
And she showed me a band of single carats.
I led her along the path
Beside the lush floral arrangement.
We sat at an elegant table
Covered with a silk cloth.
A flickering candle
Enough light for a star-crossed pair.
We dined together
Underneath the starry ceiling,
I ordered the oldest red wine
She got a little tipsy.
Then appeared from behind
Two other roses I loved.
Both had icicles of mascara
They cried The River Of Love.
The first one was my best-friend.
She helped me through the rough times.
I always thought she liked me more
And I never told her my feelings for her.
The second was my ex,
She left me for no apparent reason.
We rarely kept in touch
And I always wanted her to come back.
The one across the table
was my current girlfriend.
I haven't known her for long
But I can tell she really likes me.
The three loveliest women
Wanted me to choose between them.
My night started with unmerciful bliss
Will now end without my most vital organ.
I didn't choose my ex
She broke my heart before.
I doubt she cared about my feelings
I was her board-game.
I didn't choose my best-friend,
We've been through so much.
But who would I turn to if it failed?
Sometimes 2nd is better.
And I chose you,
The angel who likes to steal.
You are my keyholder
So now you own my heart completely.
PART 4
Whenever I think of your name,
My heart skips a beat.
I feel for my baby,
And I feel for you deeply.
Everyday I think of you
My love only grows.
Your smile will melt me,
Your radiance- glows.
I've reached in my chest,
And placed my heart in your hands.
It was like a dream come true,
When, to me you ran.
You're my angel
that was sent from the Heavens above,
To teach me to care,
And teach me to love.
With you I will spend eternity.
But, do you feel the same for me?
Would you say, "yes", and become my wife?
Would you stay with me for the rest of your life?
These questions are brought forth
From the depths of my soul,
Because, to take your hand is my only goal.
PART 5
Wish you could see what is in my eyes,
That your true love could be before your eyes,
I wish I could take your past pain away,
Hoping that you will see that I want to love you today
Waiting and wishing we could be together someday,
Wish you could see what's in my eyes,
That I love you with all my heart and soul
Hoping to have your heart to hold,
I have fallen so deep for you I only wish you could
See that without you I have all this loneliness in me,
Wish you could see what's in my eyes,
That knowing you love someone else makes my heart sigh,
I want you to know what your heart means to me,
That I realy think with our two hearts together we could be free,
I want you to know I love you and I want to embrace you, and that
I will wait for the day I can steal your heart and we could fly away,
Wish you could see what's in my eyes.
PART 6
Forest of life, in the jungle of your love
Dream of mine, constantly materialized
Barren deserts, where the grass never grows green
There I flourish with the abundance of your love
Lofty dreams met with harsh realities
Of love meant to be, but never fulfilled
Wilderness of thoughts, wondering where I was
Suddenly appeared... to replenish all I've lost
Life is life, to you I give all I have
Love is love, from you I receive all I deserve
Memory vanished, nothing remembered from the past
Together alone, we'll celebrate our love
Padlock of life, bounded in true wedlock
No way out but to love till we die
Windows of love opening wide in our eyes
Together in love we'll share our pride
PART 7
With you, time stands still,
being embraced in your arms feels so warm.
It is here I want to be,
comforted by your sweet embrace.
In this moment,
eternity sweeps by,
leaving us behind without a care,
yet we don't mind, since we have each other.
Tears stream down my face,
while you're leaving me.
My hand is reaching out for you,
never to feel the heat of love again.
Every second feels like an hour,
a lifetime of pain devoured by one minute.
Do you realize how it feels to be away from you?
A moment feels like an eternity.
PART 8
Tonight, my love, just close your eyes.
I want you to watch me with your heart.
Hold me tight and don't let go,
forever we've been so far apart.
Open your ears, put your head on my chest,
can you hear my heart beating?
Now look into my eyes,
do they still seem so decieving?
Take my hand and lead me slowly
to a point of no return.
No stopping, no turning back,
the bridge between us is about to be burned.
In the first moments, as things sink in,
tears form in my eyes.
And as suddenly as it began,
the pain ended to my suprise.
A night of passion continued on
and then came to an end.
Dusk quickly faded into dawn,
a new day did begin.
And as you crept out my window
to go and start your day,
You softly whispered, "I love you,
and no one can take that away."
PART 9
You are there, in my mind, when I'm awake.
You are there when I am dreaming.
You are there when I am happy, you are there when I am sad.
Your everpresent being leaves me in a trance
that lasts without time and past eternity.
Through the lives of those who love,
and through lives of those who have lost that love.
You are always there, pursuing me
in a way that tears me in all directions-
a way that leaves me forever unsatisfied
and feeling without, until I once again feel you deep in me.
Deep in me, at the foundation of my exasporating existance,
around me, enveloping me in your love,
finally replacing my half-eaten soul
with a whole one, united
from the beautifulness that is we.
10
I gaze at thee
As you walk my way
Lips parted, eyebrows raised
Your arms reach out
I come to you
Our bodies barely graze
Sweet scent lingers
On the tip of my nose
I set my eyes on you
A blush of red
Settles on your cheeks
And I know you feel this too
The attraction is overwhelming
Growing as the music flows
Step by step
We waltz our way
Into a love that quickly grows
Not one word is spoken
Just the beating of our hearts
Soon this song will end
But a new melody will start
You hold me so gently
Have me locked in this trance
With our hearts beating wildly
From this enchanting Lover's Dance
11
The simple sensation of your caress
Is all I need to believe you care for me
I look into your eyes to see clearness of love
When we hold each other, I am in heaven
Inevitability, our love
Fate touches my hand, I became scared
You walk into my life without worry
Now you see flaws in me
You don?t believe or trust me
When together, we are looked at
By friends, enemies, and relatives
Who do not see a sweet, wonderful, caring person
Seeing beauty is not what draws me
Your intelligence boggles my mind
Confusion, fear is what your mind holds
The only thing real in my life is you
If I lose what controls my mind and spirit
The rest will be ripped away
I love you more than life itself
12
Like the mystery of the crescent moon,
My dreams rhythmic atmosphere radiates love's tune,
I can feel my sweetheart's eloquence stirring my longing soul,
Her responding desire only time will unfold.
As my mind's eye reflects past passions of crime,
The question appears, "Can perfection be divine?"
And then an angel gently whispers through the softness of my sleep,
"Don't let love pass, it's all yours to keep."
And as to your love's response, its not as immortal as it seems,
Destiny can be carved through the shadow of your dreams.
For love such as this surely never dies;
Search deep your heart and there the answer lies.
Destiny and fate both await the fragrance of love's mould,
As once prophesied by the magicians of old.
Upon waking, fortunes favours eroded my inhibition
prompting such a dare,
For nowhere on earth can beauty be found so rare.
For somewhere within such a vast universe untold,
My sweetheart's love for me reciprocates the desire of my soul.
13
As you were kissing my lips
so softly
I thought to myself
how I love you so
With your arms around me
so tight
I thought to myself
that you must love me, too.
We always talk about getting married
and having kids
I think to myself
do dreams really come true?
You always tell me dreams come true
because you say I'm your dream
I think to myself
how sweet you are and how I love you.
Soon enough
we'll grow old together
I'll think to myself
how time flew by
Not much after
we'll die together
I'll think to myself
how wonderful my life with you was.
Now we will be with each other
forever and ever.
14
I want to be able to learn from you
And to see love as something new
Be able to feel love as it was meant to be
To Watch it grow from inside of me
I want to see your face light up so bright
When you see the twinkle in my sight
To bring you happiness from miles away
And never let my passion cast astray
For thoughts of you never cease
I wish for our hearts to be at peace
With one another, together sharing our love
As one. To watch it soar the skies like a dove,
Endless like the flight it takes
On a journey to a magical place.
A dream world built for two, Just you and I
Here alone, with the calm of the high tide,
Overflowing the shore like the emotions I try to hide
Slowly revealing myself to you like the shore to the moon
Letting you know I will always be true
So take my hand and walk by my side,
As we walk into Paradise
15
Unlike stars
in deepest night
More like lustre
of soft blue light
Clear sky eyes
like ocean dawns
Crashing waves
on shoreline stones
Quiet beauty,
like buried pearls
Unseen gems
from other worlds
That's what you are
pure and true
The dawning sun,
my morning blue
Heart runs through
crimson valleys
Running through
theses darkened alleys
Red rose rivers
gently flowing
Run together
in loving knowing
Ruby rose,
petals falling,
loving words,
echoed calling
Don't need riches
to see me through
You're my treasure,
my morning blue
16
The night falls
. . . like the sweet
hush of hesitation
here between the two of us,
Our hands move,
Seeking the light.
We draw our bodies
into familiar shapes. . .
. . . remembering
in the dark,
how we feel.
17
The blazing sun blinds the sight from my eyes,
And memories past are forgotten... and yet,
The dream that remains disguises the lies,
And all that is left is your faint silhouette.
But, time can't diminish the vision of you,
Nor let me despair at dreams I forget,
And I'll always remember the girl I once knew,
Instead of the thought of that faint silhouette.
18
Suspend me in your night so dark
Release your demons upon my heart
Take over my body with your hands
Arouse my hungered love for you
Kiss me passionately over and over
Press your lips to my own moist touch
Wrap your arms around my body thus
Like climbing ivy upon the castle wall
Let us be close as your breath upon my neck
Hoping that you truly understand just how much I care.
With every breath that I breathe, My Love for you grows...
I would yell it from a roof top, so everyone knows.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you, this I am sure...
Because the Love that we share is true and pure.
God has placed you in my life to Love, Cherish and Hold...
and for this reason...I will treat you like Gold!
PART 2
My thoughts sail through your calm waters
and my heart soars in the heavens above,
Or a pristine snow simply left to the shade
There is no calmer peace than your love.
An eclipse casts a light of mystery to the land
conjuring my wildest dreams set in a shade surreal,
If somehow I could capture that wordless sight
Only then could I explain how I feel.
Perchance your feelings fall to a cobalt hue
And your heart wanders aimlessly in despair,
Know that I will always stand by your side
And fill you with love, because I will be there.
PART 3
I had the strangest dream
A couple days ago,
It had love and betrayal,
It had truth and foresight.
I was standing on a patio
Of a rich-person's estate.
I was completely alone
In the darkness of the night.
I had a fine tuxedo
Complete with a vest and tie,
Pure leather dress shoes
Pacing along the shale walkway.
Then she appeared,
My human-like angel.
An off-white cashmere dress
With a gold threaded lace.
The way her hair flowed
Was tall grass in the wind.
Her smile was instant paralysis,
Her eyes and pearl necklace were one.
I asked for her hand
And she showed me a band of single carats.
I led her along the path
Beside the lush floral arrangement.
We sat at an elegant table
Covered with a silk cloth.
A flickering candle
Enough light for a star-crossed pair.
We dined together
Underneath the starry ceiling,
I ordered the oldest red wine
She got a little tipsy.
Then appeared from behind
Two other roses I loved.
Both had icicles of mascara
They cried The River Of Love.
The first one was my best-friend.
She helped me through the rough times.
I always thought she liked me more
And I never told her my feelings for her.
The second was my ex,
She left me for no apparent reason.
We rarely kept in touch
And I always wanted her to come back.
The one across the table
was my current girlfriend.
I haven't known her for long
But I can tell she really likes me.
The three loveliest women
Wanted me to choose between them.
My night started with unmerciful bliss
Will now end without my most vital organ.
I didn't choose my ex
She broke my heart before.
I doubt she cared about my feelings
I was her board-game.
I didn't choose my best-friend,
We've been through so much.
But who would I turn to if it failed?
Sometimes 2nd is better.
And I chose you,
The angel who likes to steal.
You are my keyholder
So now you own my heart completely.
PART 4
Whenever I think of your name,
My heart skips a beat.
I feel for my baby,
And I feel for you deeply.
Everyday I think of you
My love only grows.
Your smile will melt me,
Your radiance- glows.
I've reached in my chest,
And placed my heart in your hands.
It was like a dream come true,
When, to me you ran.
You're my angel
that was sent from the Heavens above,
To teach me to care,
And teach me to love.
With you I will spend eternity.
But, do you feel the same for me?
Would you say, "yes", and become my wife?
Would you stay with me for the rest of your life?
These questions are brought forth
From the depths of my soul,
Because, to take your hand is my only goal.
PART 5
Wish you could see what is in my eyes,
That your true love could be before your eyes,
I wish I could take your past pain away,
Hoping that you will see that I want to love you today
Waiting and wishing we could be together someday,
Wish you could see what's in my eyes,
That I love you with all my heart and soul
Hoping to have your heart to hold,
I have fallen so deep for you I only wish you could
See that without you I have all this loneliness in me,
Wish you could see what's in my eyes,
That knowing you love someone else makes my heart sigh,
I want you to know what your heart means to me,
That I realy think with our two hearts together we could be free,
I want you to know I love you and I want to embrace you, and that
I will wait for the day I can steal your heart and we could fly away,
Wish you could see what's in my eyes.
PART 6
Forest of life, in the jungle of your love
Dream of mine, constantly materialized
Barren deserts, where the grass never grows green
There I flourish with the abundance of your love
Lofty dreams met with harsh realities
Of love meant to be, but never fulfilled
Wilderness of thoughts, wondering where I was
Suddenly appeared... to replenish all I've lost
Life is life, to you I give all I have
Love is love, from you I receive all I deserve
Memory vanished, nothing remembered from the past
Together alone, we'll celebrate our love
Padlock of life, bounded in true wedlock
No way out but to love till we die
Windows of love opening wide in our eyes
Together in love we'll share our pride
PART 7
With you, time stands still,
being embraced in your arms feels so warm.
It is here I want to be,
comforted by your sweet embrace.
In this moment,
eternity sweeps by,
leaving us behind without a care,
yet we don't mind, since we have each other.
Tears stream down my face,
while you're leaving me.
My hand is reaching out for you,
never to feel the heat of love again.
Every second feels like an hour,
a lifetime of pain devoured by one minute.
Do you realize how it feels to be away from you?
A moment feels like an eternity.
PART 8
Tonight, my love, just close your eyes.
I want you to watch me with your heart.
Hold me tight and don't let go,
forever we've been so far apart.
Open your ears, put your head on my chest,
can you hear my heart beating?
Now look into my eyes,
do they still seem so decieving?
Take my hand and lead me slowly
to a point of no return.
No stopping, no turning back,
the bridge between us is about to be burned.
In the first moments, as things sink in,
tears form in my eyes.
And as suddenly as it began,
the pain ended to my suprise.
A night of passion continued on
and then came to an end.
Dusk quickly faded into dawn,
a new day did begin.
And as you crept out my window
to go and start your day,
You softly whispered, "I love you,
and no one can take that away."
PART 9
You are there, in my mind, when I'm awake.
You are there when I am dreaming.
You are there when I am happy, you are there when I am sad.
Your everpresent being leaves me in a trance
that lasts without time and past eternity.
Through the lives of those who love,
and through lives of those who have lost that love.
You are always there, pursuing me
in a way that tears me in all directions-
a way that leaves me forever unsatisfied
and feeling without, until I once again feel you deep in me.
Deep in me, at the foundation of my exasporating existance,
around me, enveloping me in your love,
finally replacing my half-eaten soul
with a whole one, united
from the beautifulness that is we.
10
I gaze at thee
As you walk my way
Lips parted, eyebrows raised
Your arms reach out
I come to you
Our bodies barely graze
Sweet scent lingers
On the tip of my nose
I set my eyes on you
A blush of red
Settles on your cheeks
And I know you feel this too
The attraction is overwhelming
Growing as the music flows
Step by step
We waltz our way
Into a love that quickly grows
Not one word is spoken
Just the beating of our hearts
Soon this song will end
But a new melody will start
You hold me so gently
Have me locked in this trance
With our hearts beating wildly
From this enchanting Lover's Dance
11
The simple sensation of your caress
Is all I need to believe you care for me
I look into your eyes to see clearness of love
When we hold each other, I am in heaven
Inevitability, our love
Fate touches my hand, I became scared
You walk into my life without worry
Now you see flaws in me
You don?t believe or trust me
When together, we are looked at
By friends, enemies, and relatives
Who do not see a sweet, wonderful, caring person
Seeing beauty is not what draws me
Your intelligence boggles my mind
Confusion, fear is what your mind holds
The only thing real in my life is you
If I lose what controls my mind and spirit
The rest will be ripped away
I love you more than life itself
12
Like the mystery of the crescent moon,
My dreams rhythmic atmosphere radiates love's tune,
I can feel my sweetheart's eloquence stirring my longing soul,
Her responding desire only time will unfold.
As my mind's eye reflects past passions of crime,
The question appears, "Can perfection be divine?"
And then an angel gently whispers through the softness of my sleep,
"Don't let love pass, it's all yours to keep."
And as to your love's response, its not as immortal as it seems,
Destiny can be carved through the shadow of your dreams.
For love such as this surely never dies;
Search deep your heart and there the answer lies.
Destiny and fate both await the fragrance of love's mould,
As once prophesied by the magicians of old.
Upon waking, fortunes favours eroded my inhibition
prompting such a dare,
For nowhere on earth can beauty be found so rare.
For somewhere within such a vast universe untold,
My sweetheart's love for me reciprocates the desire of my soul.
13
As you were kissing my lips
so softly
I thought to myself
how I love you so
With your arms around me
so tight
I thought to myself
that you must love me, too.
We always talk about getting married
and having kids
I think to myself
do dreams really come true?
You always tell me dreams come true
because you say I'm your dream
I think to myself
how sweet you are and how I love you.
Soon enough
we'll grow old together
I'll think to myself
how time flew by
Not much after
we'll die together
I'll think to myself
how wonderful my life with you was.
Now we will be with each other
forever and ever.
14
I want to be able to learn from you
And to see love as something new
Be able to feel love as it was meant to be
To Watch it grow from inside of me
I want to see your face light up so bright
When you see the twinkle in my sight
To bring you happiness from miles away
And never let my passion cast astray
For thoughts of you never cease
I wish for our hearts to be at peace
With one another, together sharing our love
As one. To watch it soar the skies like a dove,
Endless like the flight it takes
On a journey to a magical place.
A dream world built for two, Just you and I
Here alone, with the calm of the high tide,
Overflowing the shore like the emotions I try to hide
Slowly revealing myself to you like the shore to the moon
Letting you know I will always be true
So take my hand and walk by my side,
As we walk into Paradise
15
Unlike stars
in deepest night
More like lustre
of soft blue light
Clear sky eyes
like ocean dawns
Crashing waves
on shoreline stones
Quiet beauty,
like buried pearls
Unseen gems
from other worlds
That's what you are
pure and true
The dawning sun,
my morning blue
Heart runs through
crimson valleys
Running through
theses darkened alleys
Red rose rivers
gently flowing
Run together
in loving knowing
Ruby rose,
petals falling,
loving words,
echoed calling
Don't need riches
to see me through
You're my treasure,
my morning blue
16
The night falls
. . . like the sweet
hush of hesitation
here between the two of us,
Our hands move,
Seeking the light.
We draw our bodies
into familiar shapes. . .
. . . remembering
in the dark,
how we feel.
17
The blazing sun blinds the sight from my eyes,
And memories past are forgotten... and yet,
The dream that remains disguises the lies,
And all that is left is your faint silhouette.
But, time can't diminish the vision of you,
Nor let me despair at dreams I forget,
And I'll always remember the girl I once knew,
Instead of the thought of that faint silhouette.
18
Suspend me in your night so dark
Release your demons upon my heart
Take over my body with your hands
Arouse my hungered love for you
Kiss me passionately over and over
Press your lips to my own moist touch
Wrap your arms around my body thus
Like climbing ivy upon the castle wall
Let us be close as your breath upon my neck
POETRY: CAN YOU IMAGINE
A note, a word,
something touching,
a kiss on soft shoulders,
fragile rain falling,
starlit nights,
all memories ready to make.
A voice, a sound,
there's a beating inside my heart,
the soul takes wing
into the sun, burning,
turning my life into
that endless circle.
Can you imagine
my eyes, my lips,
the days and nights
spent tripping over the moon,
destiny waits and calls,
a lifetime swirls overhead.
Ice and fire,
time and not enough time,
exciting things lifting us up,
wings to fly into that mist,
take my hand, take my life,
pick up the puzzle,
put us together,
two lost entities welcoming
and waiting to be
wind blown into legend.
2
If I stupidly ask
when the obvious is seen
there is no vanity
If I ask without reasonable cause
take it to mean
my dear
I am not adjusted to such tenderness
and long used to disapproval
If I shake at a casual touch
or leak at the eye from a soul kiss
it is only for the lack of unearthing such precious treasure
If I have exposed myself
and opened
a locked chamber
it is for the lack of opportunity
never afforded before
it is for the thrill I never anticipated
the love I only dreamed
So my love
there is no doubt
There is only one answer
in my head
and it is repeated
ever so sweetly
again and again
and again
3
All people have stories to tell, some of love, laughter, or pain
Others of madness and some down right insane
This is only one of mine
It's about a woman who has a smile that seems to stop time
Gazing into her eyes is like for the first time seeing the ocean
Watching as the sun rises and sets, touching you, blinds me into this hazy mist
The kind of feeling you get with a first kiss
Figuring out what makes you tick, you body like a maze
I must admit you send me into a firey blaze
It never came to mind that you might be meant for me
Feeling as sad as a cloudy day, all of a sudden it was clear as could be
I wish I could be the one who's in your heart
Truly not being with you could be a sin from the start
The power of you gives me a sensation unlike anything I've felt before
It's you my body is aching for
Happiness surrounds me; feeling your touch I'd be so amazed
Aching with anticipation you are what I crave
With you on my mind, I fall deep into the world of night
Hearing your voice, I start to dream, wishing the time could be right
A beautiful love ready to be made, opening up every one of our desires
A love that would be on fire
Forever I will love you, if only it could be
Together; hopefully wishing a day for you and me
4
This heart once suffered a loss
Of love so tender, rich and pure
Where else could love be found?
Having sought for so long...
Then I heard you loud and clear
Calling on me through space and time
Your voice was delightful to hear
But should I love after the loss...?
Oh, what joy lies behind the clouds?
That I should give you my precious heart
Should the stars witness the light...?
Of gladness I'm willing to share
Would there be calmness after the storm?
When I trust love I cannot bear
Would the sun shine after the rain?
If I finally fall in love with you.
5
When I dream of you, I dream of you
Like a dove flying gracefully
Across the intense azure sky
Flapping its wings until it is within my sight
When I dream of you, I dream of you
Like a pearl inside an oyster
Waiting for it to be discovered
So that its beauty can be immortalized forever
When I dream of you, I dream of you
And I dream of nothing but you
And in my dreams I always find you
Dreaming of me and you
6
I dreamed of you and me
Stuck in a floating capsule
That had no direction or way
Just wandering in space
Never to be discovered
Just you and me, for eternity
And a feeling came over me
One that I could not describe
I only knew that this feeling was forever
And that it could never get better,
Only if this beautiful dream was real
7
A Man and a Woman;
both torn in between the cracks of compassion
Two Souls
combined in a universe of faltering emotions.
The Woman,
with no question, nor uncertainty of what she tastes.
The Man,
who builds up confusion as a wall, turns his head the other way.
The Woman,
brought into a world where her senses are consumed by love.
The Man,
who may never want to venture a good thing,
And fails to face
what the woman really wants and craves.
If he allows her to enter his world,
he allows her to love him unconditionally...
The woman,
in awe of his existence alone, but heart broken,
For she has already entered that world,
and cannot turn back.
Frustration soaks up inside of her,
only to bring disillusion.
Two Souls
combined in an eternally powerful relationship...
One, a Woman,
who gives her heart in despair, because she fears his loss,
Scared she will loose his spirit,
his heart, his insight, his totality
To something he is not sure of,
or does not crave as much as she does.
Another, a Man,
who might have given up on what could have been true love,
But has not given up
on what is and always will be a secure friendship.
Grateful to have met such a unique woman,
but blinded to what she desires.
And so, in the end...
Two Souls
are combined and tied in a sturdy, never-ending friendship...
But soon, passion is bound to creep out from it's hiding place,
and bound to find a way
Into the combined souls of the Man and the Woman,
never to disappear and always to remain a part of them.
Destiny has chosen them to meet,
but they must choose what path to take,
And that path will impact them both for eternity..
8
In the beginning there was only one;
When I found you, it became 'us.'
So this is you, the one I?ve been waiting for,
And this is I, the one who was meant for you.
We have traveled so deep into love.
I love you with tenderness, and all that's within me.
I know I will love you forever
Because you are the meaning to my deepest feelings.
When you are at my side, I feel my love growing.
I feel happiness all around me,
The whispers in my ear saying you are the one,
The angel sent to love only me.
Without you, what would I be? I'd miss you so much.
The love we once had, I would keep
As a story I would read over and over.
No matter how far apart we are, remember
We will always be forever- Us.
9
Be mine, your love so sweet and tender
Till now your dreams are dreamt or not;
My hands caress your heart's surrender,
On wings of wind your whisper sought.
Brown eyed angel, sweetheart mine,
For your smile my heartbeat's yenning.
Angel wings caress valentine;
Our souls twain clouds, fullness brimming.
Beckoning passion and desire,
Our love alone a fiery blaze;
Ships wayward wafture seas of fire,
A seaward starry campfire's haze.
Here birds have flown each day of June,
Sea of dreams in jasmine flowers;
On wings of love arrows atune,
Carressing our love midnight hours.
The night skies showering comets,
I kiss my kiss to you release;
Poems for you all in sonnets,
On wings of doves' eternal peace.
My heart to yours forever blest,
All winds' wondering wings broken
On words of love beneath your breast,
So take, dear love, these words spoken.
Pounding hearts do storm Jonafee,
So shall we melt in ecstasy;
My lonely love shall set you free,
And love our love across the sea
10
Just imagine how sweet it feels
to love and be loved in return.
You make my life exciting to live
and shine your perfect light on me.
Just imagine how pleasant it is
to be loved by someone like you.
I'm immersed in the ecstasy of your dreams
as you led me by your grips.
So wonderful life has been
since you brought my soul sweet relief.
Being entangled in the web of your wish
you surrounded me like island in the stream
something touching,
a kiss on soft shoulders,
fragile rain falling,
starlit nights,
all memories ready to make.
A voice, a sound,
there's a beating inside my heart,
the soul takes wing
into the sun, burning,
turning my life into
that endless circle.
Can you imagine
my eyes, my lips,
the days and nights
spent tripping over the moon,
destiny waits and calls,
a lifetime swirls overhead.
Ice and fire,
time and not enough time,
exciting things lifting us up,
wings to fly into that mist,
take my hand, take my life,
pick up the puzzle,
put us together,
two lost entities welcoming
and waiting to be
wind blown into legend.
2
If I stupidly ask
when the obvious is seen
there is no vanity
If I ask without reasonable cause
take it to mean
my dear
I am not adjusted to such tenderness
and long used to disapproval
If I shake at a casual touch
or leak at the eye from a soul kiss
it is only for the lack of unearthing such precious treasure
If I have exposed myself
and opened
a locked chamber
it is for the lack of opportunity
never afforded before
it is for the thrill I never anticipated
the love I only dreamed
So my love
there is no doubt
There is only one answer
in my head
and it is repeated
ever so sweetly
again and again
and again
3
All people have stories to tell, some of love, laughter, or pain
Others of madness and some down right insane
This is only one of mine
It's about a woman who has a smile that seems to stop time
Gazing into her eyes is like for the first time seeing the ocean
Watching as the sun rises and sets, touching you, blinds me into this hazy mist
The kind of feeling you get with a first kiss
Figuring out what makes you tick, you body like a maze
I must admit you send me into a firey blaze
It never came to mind that you might be meant for me
Feeling as sad as a cloudy day, all of a sudden it was clear as could be
I wish I could be the one who's in your heart
Truly not being with you could be a sin from the start
The power of you gives me a sensation unlike anything I've felt before
It's you my body is aching for
Happiness surrounds me; feeling your touch I'd be so amazed
Aching with anticipation you are what I crave
With you on my mind, I fall deep into the world of night
Hearing your voice, I start to dream, wishing the time could be right
A beautiful love ready to be made, opening up every one of our desires
A love that would be on fire
Forever I will love you, if only it could be
Together; hopefully wishing a day for you and me
4
This heart once suffered a loss
Of love so tender, rich and pure
Where else could love be found?
Having sought for so long...
Then I heard you loud and clear
Calling on me through space and time
Your voice was delightful to hear
But should I love after the loss...?
Oh, what joy lies behind the clouds?
That I should give you my precious heart
Should the stars witness the light...?
Of gladness I'm willing to share
Would there be calmness after the storm?
When I trust love I cannot bear
Would the sun shine after the rain?
If I finally fall in love with you.
5
When I dream of you, I dream of you
Like a dove flying gracefully
Across the intense azure sky
Flapping its wings until it is within my sight
When I dream of you, I dream of you
Like a pearl inside an oyster
Waiting for it to be discovered
So that its beauty can be immortalized forever
When I dream of you, I dream of you
And I dream of nothing but you
And in my dreams I always find you
Dreaming of me and you
6
I dreamed of you and me
Stuck in a floating capsule
That had no direction or way
Just wandering in space
Never to be discovered
Just you and me, for eternity
And a feeling came over me
One that I could not describe
I only knew that this feeling was forever
And that it could never get better,
Only if this beautiful dream was real
7
A Man and a Woman;
both torn in between the cracks of compassion
Two Souls
combined in a universe of faltering emotions.
The Woman,
with no question, nor uncertainty of what she tastes.
The Man,
who builds up confusion as a wall, turns his head the other way.
The Woman,
brought into a world where her senses are consumed by love.
The Man,
who may never want to venture a good thing,
And fails to face
what the woman really wants and craves.
If he allows her to enter his world,
he allows her to love him unconditionally...
The woman,
in awe of his existence alone, but heart broken,
For she has already entered that world,
and cannot turn back.
Frustration soaks up inside of her,
only to bring disillusion.
Two Souls
combined in an eternally powerful relationship...
One, a Woman,
who gives her heart in despair, because she fears his loss,
Scared she will loose his spirit,
his heart, his insight, his totality
To something he is not sure of,
or does not crave as much as she does.
Another, a Man,
who might have given up on what could have been true love,
But has not given up
on what is and always will be a secure friendship.
Grateful to have met such a unique woman,
but blinded to what she desires.
And so, in the end...
Two Souls
are combined and tied in a sturdy, never-ending friendship...
But soon, passion is bound to creep out from it's hiding place,
and bound to find a way
Into the combined souls of the Man and the Woman,
never to disappear and always to remain a part of them.
Destiny has chosen them to meet,
but they must choose what path to take,
And that path will impact them both for eternity..
8
In the beginning there was only one;
When I found you, it became 'us.'
So this is you, the one I?ve been waiting for,
And this is I, the one who was meant for you.
We have traveled so deep into love.
I love you with tenderness, and all that's within me.
I know I will love you forever
Because you are the meaning to my deepest feelings.
When you are at my side, I feel my love growing.
I feel happiness all around me,
The whispers in my ear saying you are the one,
The angel sent to love only me.
Without you, what would I be? I'd miss you so much.
The love we once had, I would keep
As a story I would read over and over.
No matter how far apart we are, remember
We will always be forever- Us.
9
Be mine, your love so sweet and tender
Till now your dreams are dreamt or not;
My hands caress your heart's surrender,
On wings of wind your whisper sought.
Brown eyed angel, sweetheart mine,
For your smile my heartbeat's yenning.
Angel wings caress valentine;
Our souls twain clouds, fullness brimming.
Beckoning passion and desire,
Our love alone a fiery blaze;
Ships wayward wafture seas of fire,
A seaward starry campfire's haze.
Here birds have flown each day of June,
Sea of dreams in jasmine flowers;
On wings of love arrows atune,
Carressing our love midnight hours.
The night skies showering comets,
I kiss my kiss to you release;
Poems for you all in sonnets,
On wings of doves' eternal peace.
My heart to yours forever blest,
All winds' wondering wings broken
On words of love beneath your breast,
So take, dear love, these words spoken.
Pounding hearts do storm Jonafee,
So shall we melt in ecstasy;
My lonely love shall set you free,
And love our love across the sea
10
Just imagine how sweet it feels
to love and be loved in return.
You make my life exciting to live
and shine your perfect light on me.
Just imagine how pleasant it is
to be loved by someone like you.
I'm immersed in the ecstasy of your dreams
as you led me by your grips.
So wonderful life has been
since you brought my soul sweet relief.
Being entangled in the web of your wish
you surrounded me like island in the stream
THOUGHTS: YOU LOOKED VULNERABLE
I watched you sleeping the last time you were here.....I told you I wanted to take a picture. Not to capture the moment, not to capture you to keep you...but perhaps somehow contain the essence? Your essence. So that it would be tangible and not just a memory that I might forget when I have Alzheimers. LoL.
You looked vulnerable.......and beautiful. I wanted to trace your face with my fingers but I didn't dare for fear that it would wake you and then what would I do? Or what would you do for that matter? Didn't want to think about it too much for too long. I studied your face. The areas of flaw and flawlessness, areas with and without hair, the expressions you made while you were in REM sleep. Serenity, then a furrowed brow, I wanted to smooth that brow for you but didn't dare touch you at that moment and then your worried or aggravated look passed. I smiled with relief. A single eyelash was on your cheek and I thought fleetingly "make a wish" and smiled again. Your lashes, long and thick - the envy of many girls and women, protecting and shading the intensity of your eyes. Eyes that are still capable of seeing beauty after seeing and experiencing ugliness . Your eyebrows - more groomed than mine it appears. Your nose - despite seemingly self-concious comments you have made, I just wanted to gently kiss the tip of it and then you did a snore and woke yourself up momentarily. (chuckle) Your lips - hmmmmm....those lips....sweet, sensuous... the words that come out of them and their impact/influence. Just the thought of your lips causes heightened arousal in me....ahem... Your ears - with the multiple piercings...I wondered what it would have been like to know you when you had earring(s) in. I wondered how many stories, jokes, disparaging remarks, "I love yous" you had heard in your life. Again, wanted to trace the outline of your ear but didn't know how sensitive you would be to my touch.
So why I am e-mailing you instead of just telling you.....false sense of anonymity...don't have to be concerned with a reaction? I think part of me thinks you don't even get these e-mails, I don't know why and I suppose take some comfort in that.
The purpose of writing this to you....to gain something from you? I doubt that I would gain anything if you thought these were melodramatic rantings or syrupy sap, but I wanted to write it anyways. Just what I'm thinking....remembering.
You looked vulnerable.......and beautiful. I wanted to trace your face with my fingers but I didn't dare for fear that it would wake you and then what would I do? Or what would you do for that matter? Didn't want to think about it too much for too long. I studied your face. The areas of flaw and flawlessness, areas with and without hair, the expressions you made while you were in REM sleep. Serenity, then a furrowed brow, I wanted to smooth that brow for you but didn't dare touch you at that moment and then your worried or aggravated look passed. I smiled with relief. A single eyelash was on your cheek and I thought fleetingly "make a wish" and smiled again. Your lashes, long and thick - the envy of many girls and women, protecting and shading the intensity of your eyes. Eyes that are still capable of seeing beauty after seeing and experiencing ugliness . Your eyebrows - more groomed than mine it appears. Your nose - despite seemingly self-concious comments you have made, I just wanted to gently kiss the tip of it and then you did a snore and woke yourself up momentarily. (chuckle) Your lips - hmmmmm....those lips....sweet, sensuous... the words that come out of them and their impact/influence. Just the thought of your lips causes heightened arousal in me....ahem... Your ears - with the multiple piercings...I wondered what it would have been like to know you when you had earring(s) in. I wondered how many stories, jokes, disparaging remarks, "I love yous" you had heard in your life. Again, wanted to trace the outline of your ear but didn't know how sensitive you would be to my touch.
So why I am e-mailing you instead of just telling you.....false sense of anonymity...don't have to be concerned with a reaction? I think part of me thinks you don't even get these e-mails, I don't know why and I suppose take some comfort in that.
The purpose of writing this to you....to gain something from you? I doubt that I would gain anything if you thought these were melodramatic rantings or syrupy sap, but I wanted to write it anyways. Just what I'm thinking....remembering.
THOUGHTS: THERE'S DAYS MY DESIRE.........
There's days my desire, my thoughts and my heart has the strongest most over welming control over me. I can hardly think of much else but you! ~You are so very intoxicating to me. I'm in complete awe as i wonder how you--like a thief in the nite stole my heart and left me so helpless...~I have always had control in my past loves. Never have i experienced these extreme, deep feelings that engulf me and zap me of all my control. ~I know without a doubt you are a man that is made up of everything i thought & dreamed of. I'm not saying your perfect---but you hold in your heart whats perfect for me
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LETTER: MY DEAR LOVE
My Love, your enchanting beauty and tender spirit, entrance me.
The sunlight exposes all that is beautiful in the World,
Though vivid and tender images of you are all I can see.
When I look into your lustrous face, my darling,
I see the face of a radiant angel.
You?re reminiscent of all that is bright and lovely in the world.
I need not see the other splendors of the world surrounding me.
The beauty of your luminous face is like a brilliant sunrise,
It is forever burned into my eyes,
Into my mind and has warmed my heart.
You have shown me a beauty like no other I have ever seen.
A kind of beauty one could find only in a dream or perhaps in heaven.
You?re my dream come true and my Heaven on Earth.
Thoughts of you invade the sunlight of my day.
The sunlight exposes all that is beautiful in the World,
Though vivid and tender images of you are all I can see.
When I look into your lustrous face, my darling,
I see the face of a radiant angel.
You?re reminiscent of all that is bright and lovely in the world.
I need not see the other splendors of the world surrounding me.
The beauty of your luminous face is like a brilliant sunrise,
It is forever burned into my eyes,
Into my mind and has warmed my heart.
You have shown me a beauty like no other I have ever seen.
A kind of beauty one could find only in a dream or perhaps in heaven.
You?re my dream come true and my Heaven on Earth.
Thoughts of you invade the sunlight of my day.
POETRY: SHE IS MY SUN
My love for her is indescribable
I would take any torture for her
My life with her is like heaven on earth
My heart by hers is like the wonders of the world
If I could be one place right now I would be in her arms
If I could change one thing, it's that we were together
for all eternity
She is my sun
She is my moon
She is my love....
2
Mirthful sparkle
Across smooth skin
Ticklish giggle
Delightful grin
This is how she makes me smile
Compassionate care
Permeates her sincere eyes
She calms dire pain
Replaces truth for lies
This is how she makes me grow
Anxious anticipation
Fills me with bliss
Cherishing each moment I have
Dreaming of each one I miss
This is how she makes me feel
Calling my name
With a cheerful laugh
I realize my blessing
And hold dear this that I have
This is how she makes me live
And in her, now I live
3
Softly, softly, your voice
on the telephone
Sweetly whispering your
longings, yearnings
Quietly telling me about
the day... your life
Small things, irritating events
Your life suddenly before me
in all its vivid dissection
But quietly, so quietly you
tell me
It enters my very soul
like a smooth sheet
of ocean water
Moving smoothly,
determined, up the fine sandy beach
Into my very heart,
it penetrates, deeply
Your pain, your passions,
your poetry, I submit
It submerges me in the
wealth, the complexity
of your being, ecstasy
Quietly, so quietly, speaking,
your messages enter
my eternity
Ever changed by your imagery,
your experiences
Yet, softly spoken
4
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch
When you have never felt it?
I do this for yours, though,
And the yearning grows more each day
I have never wanted anything in my life
As much as I want you
When you whisper such sweet love
In my ear when we talk
You make me melt into a puddle
Of complete helplessness
You have become my every waking thought
And my every dream at night
I breathe in so hard
Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk
I close my eyes so tight
Hoping when I open them you will be there
But I know I have to wait
Until the time is right
It seems so far away
That I think I am losing my mind
I want to breathe in your scent
And keep it with me all day long
I want to taste your love for me
By kissing your sweet lips
I want to feel your body next to me
So when you leave for awhile I can hold on
I just want you to know
That I really do love you
When the day comes and we are together
You will always know and feel this
I will always hug, kiss and love you
Every moment of the day and night
...You will never have another touch unfelt
5
She was standing there near dawn
in the midst of a moonlit field
her face shone as if it were daylight
such a sight was she to see
as she gracefully walked towards me
she seemed to be floating on air
the ground fog parted before her
like fabric being moved aside
she came right up to me
and kissed me silently
blazing eyes looked through to my soul
and with but a blink of an eye
she was gone
leaving the scent of flowers
and the taste of morning dew
upon my lips.
6
Under the stars, captured in ur embrace...
Is a dream I continue to chase
All that is me I'll see in ur eyes...
captured in thought, seeing no lies
Inspired with your sweetness, melt with ur touch...
when speaking of love is that asking too much?
When kissing you still gives me chills...forever
loving you I always will. For when I find someone
who shares with me this...
I will have found life's true bliss!!
7
Brightly Shining
The sun's rays lay upon my skin
Air Swirling
The breeze pushes back my hair
Softly touching
Your hand brushes against mine
Fingers clasping
Interlocking our lives together
Deepening stares
Invisioning our love forever
Gentle kisses
Love's most honest embrace
Slowly walking
Holding tightly to each moment
Forever loving
Never will we part
8
Silent love and I affirm,
her soul to me I drew.
I kissed her once and then returned,
a realm of bliss I knew.
Shadows on the wall behind,
show a love we can't resist,
in the joy of holding you,
and your lips I long to kiss.
9
I'm lost in a heart
Full of love for you
Trapped inside a bottle
I dream my dreams come true
But only in my dreams
Can I finally be with you
10
Between us we have a fire, our bodies wrapped in eternal flame...
I feel your arms around me, they shield me from the cold.
Your lips touch mine in a way that takes me to a heaven.
You love me like there will never be another day,
your eyes read my soul and tell me you love me.
No words have to be spoken... we feel our hearts.
The passion is burning inside so hot, we continue to feed our hearts.
With our skin glistening from the sweat
our bodies have created, we never tire...
I breathe in the life that you're giving to me and all,
even time has stopped... for this very moment.
11
To my love... your the only one
If you only knew that I will always love you
When the wind blows and the rain comes down...
I will love you-
I will love you and no one else
'Til the end of time
12
I will dry your teardrops,
whenever they may fall.
I will be there by your side,
Whenever you shall call.
I will be your lighthouse,
that guides you through the storm.
When the cold wind blows,
I'll stay there 'til your warm.
When the rain has stopped,
I don't have to see the sky.
I can see a rainbow,
when I look into your eyes.
I'd give you the world,
If it were mine to give.
I would even give my life,
So that you may live.
Yes, I truly love you,
But should you ever doubt my love is true.
Just close your eyes and remember,
These words I have said to you.
13
Do you remember the way it felt when we first kissed,
Your soft lips against mine?
Do you remember the first time you looked into my eyes
and saw the flame that burned for you deep in my heart?
Do you remember the way we stayed up all night
and talked about our dreams?
Do you remember the way we would know it all...
without having to say a word?
Do you remember when we thought our lives would come together
like a circle that never ends?
Do you remember when we thought
the world would revolve around our love?
I do...
And it is remembering that makes it hard for me to forget.
14
I light a candle and dance to the aroma
as I surrender my thoughts to your beauty
I bow and give praise and commit my love to these vows
That all I have is yours
My soul, my love, my only breath
I am yours
and you are mine for all time
Love makes of two- one so divine
And all the angels stop time
As I am yours
Only to be complete in your embrace
I am all that I am because of you
My reason to go past a star in the sky-
Heaven is here with you for all time
It is the song that has the everlasting bell
The Bells that ring when we became one
I am Yours
...Yours
15
As I stare at the blue moon alone with only my thoughts of you
I wish for the dreams that bring you near
Yes, those dreams-- those wonderful dreams
Our souls caress once again
with the sweet scent of flowers in each touch
Let me lie beside you so that your breath may touch my heart
Give to me the warmth of the sun that lies within your smile
Come dance with me, my love, amongst the clouds of want and desire
I must sleep to find the dream I seek within your hazel eyes
Walk with me forever into this night's wish
Let the winds of hope and happiness show us the way
Grab hold of my arm and feel the strength your love brings
Our kisses guiding us home from the abyss called melancholy
Tell me, dream girl who captures my nights
You, who consumes every thought that touches sunlight
Dare I open my eyes in the hope you lie beside me
May I see, feel and touch what I thought was only a dream
I would take any torture for her
My life with her is like heaven on earth
My heart by hers is like the wonders of the world
If I could be one place right now I would be in her arms
If I could change one thing, it's that we were together
for all eternity
She is my sun
She is my moon
She is my love....
2
Mirthful sparkle
Across smooth skin
Ticklish giggle
Delightful grin
This is how she makes me smile
Compassionate care
Permeates her sincere eyes
She calms dire pain
Replaces truth for lies
This is how she makes me grow
Anxious anticipation
Fills me with bliss
Cherishing each moment I have
Dreaming of each one I miss
This is how she makes me feel
Calling my name
With a cheerful laugh
I realize my blessing
And hold dear this that I have
This is how she makes me live
And in her, now I live
3
Softly, softly, your voice
on the telephone
Sweetly whispering your
longings, yearnings
Quietly telling me about
the day... your life
Small things, irritating events
Your life suddenly before me
in all its vivid dissection
But quietly, so quietly you
tell me
It enters my very soul
like a smooth sheet
of ocean water
Moving smoothly,
determined, up the fine sandy beach
Into my very heart,
it penetrates, deeply
Your pain, your passions,
your poetry, I submit
It submerges me in the
wealth, the complexity
of your being, ecstasy
Quietly, so quietly, speaking,
your messages enter
my eternity
Ever changed by your imagery,
your experiences
Yet, softly spoken
4
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch
When you have never felt it?
I do this for yours, though,
And the yearning grows more each day
I have never wanted anything in my life
As much as I want you
When you whisper such sweet love
In my ear when we talk
You make me melt into a puddle
Of complete helplessness
You have become my every waking thought
And my every dream at night
I breathe in so hard
Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk
I close my eyes so tight
Hoping when I open them you will be there
But I know I have to wait
Until the time is right
It seems so far away
That I think I am losing my mind
I want to breathe in your scent
And keep it with me all day long
I want to taste your love for me
By kissing your sweet lips
I want to feel your body next to me
So when you leave for awhile I can hold on
I just want you to know
That I really do love you
When the day comes and we are together
You will always know and feel this
I will always hug, kiss and love you
Every moment of the day and night
...You will never have another touch unfelt
5
She was standing there near dawn
in the midst of a moonlit field
her face shone as if it were daylight
such a sight was she to see
as she gracefully walked towards me
she seemed to be floating on air
the ground fog parted before her
like fabric being moved aside
she came right up to me
and kissed me silently
blazing eyes looked through to my soul
and with but a blink of an eye
she was gone
leaving the scent of flowers
and the taste of morning dew
upon my lips.
6
Under the stars, captured in ur embrace...
Is a dream I continue to chase
All that is me I'll see in ur eyes...
captured in thought, seeing no lies
Inspired with your sweetness, melt with ur touch...
when speaking of love is that asking too much?
When kissing you still gives me chills...forever
loving you I always will. For when I find someone
who shares with me this...
I will have found life's true bliss!!
7
Brightly Shining
The sun's rays lay upon my skin
Air Swirling
The breeze pushes back my hair
Softly touching
Your hand brushes against mine
Fingers clasping
Interlocking our lives together
Deepening stares
Invisioning our love forever
Gentle kisses
Love's most honest embrace
Slowly walking
Holding tightly to each moment
Forever loving
Never will we part
8
Silent love and I affirm,
her soul to me I drew.
I kissed her once and then returned,
a realm of bliss I knew.
Shadows on the wall behind,
show a love we can't resist,
in the joy of holding you,
and your lips I long to kiss.
9
I'm lost in a heart
Full of love for you
Trapped inside a bottle
I dream my dreams come true
But only in my dreams
Can I finally be with you
10
Between us we have a fire, our bodies wrapped in eternal flame...
I feel your arms around me, they shield me from the cold.
Your lips touch mine in a way that takes me to a heaven.
You love me like there will never be another day,
your eyes read my soul and tell me you love me.
No words have to be spoken... we feel our hearts.
The passion is burning inside so hot, we continue to feed our hearts.
With our skin glistening from the sweat
our bodies have created, we never tire...
I breathe in the life that you're giving to me and all,
even time has stopped... for this very moment.
11
To my love... your the only one
If you only knew that I will always love you
When the wind blows and the rain comes down...
I will love you-
I will love you and no one else
'Til the end of time
12
I will dry your teardrops,
whenever they may fall.
I will be there by your side,
Whenever you shall call.
I will be your lighthouse,
that guides you through the storm.
When the cold wind blows,
I'll stay there 'til your warm.
When the rain has stopped,
I don't have to see the sky.
I can see a rainbow,
when I look into your eyes.
I'd give you the world,
If it were mine to give.
I would even give my life,
So that you may live.
Yes, I truly love you,
But should you ever doubt my love is true.
Just close your eyes and remember,
These words I have said to you.
13
Do you remember the way it felt when we first kissed,
Your soft lips against mine?
Do you remember the first time you looked into my eyes
and saw the flame that burned for you deep in my heart?
Do you remember the way we stayed up all night
and talked about our dreams?
Do you remember the way we would know it all...
without having to say a word?
Do you remember when we thought our lives would come together
like a circle that never ends?
Do you remember when we thought
the world would revolve around our love?
I do...
And it is remembering that makes it hard for me to forget.
14
I light a candle and dance to the aroma
as I surrender my thoughts to your beauty
I bow and give praise and commit my love to these vows
That all I have is yours
My soul, my love, my only breath
I am yours
and you are mine for all time
Love makes of two- one so divine
And all the angels stop time
As I am yours
Only to be complete in your embrace
I am all that I am because of you
My reason to go past a star in the sky-
Heaven is here with you for all time
It is the song that has the everlasting bell
The Bells that ring when we became one
I am Yours
...Yours
15
As I stare at the blue moon alone with only my thoughts of you
I wish for the dreams that bring you near
Yes, those dreams-- those wonderful dreams
Our souls caress once again
with the sweet scent of flowers in each touch
Let me lie beside you so that your breath may touch my heart
Give to me the warmth of the sun that lies within your smile
Come dance with me, my love, amongst the clouds of want and desire
I must sleep to find the dream I seek within your hazel eyes
Walk with me forever into this night's wish
Let the winds of hope and happiness show us the way
Grab hold of my arm and feel the strength your love brings
Our kisses guiding us home from the abyss called melancholy
Tell me, dream girl who captures my nights
You, who consumes every thought that touches sunlight
Dare I open my eyes in the hope you lie beside me
May I see, feel and touch what I thought was only a dream
FROM A FAN-VALIDATION GOES BOTH WAYS..THROUGH PUSSY AND COCK
Someone wrote to me: the following:
You think love is sex and in fact define love via sex. You see this is why you want sex unconditionally. Sex makes you feel good and gives you a euphoria. It is the one thing that a woman can provide that does not fully hurt you but can leave you empty till you find the next fill.
Deep inside you know there is a love available to you. Deeper than this “sex love” you worship so unconditionally and want unconditionally. You adore the female body for this temple gives unconditional enjoyment but you also despise it for there is something so beautiful that cannot be seen by the naked eye: A HEART.
A heart could love you and at the same time turn coldly against you. A body has no true feeling but could easily be swayed into showing affection by a touch again and again.
This woman fail to understand that validation goes both ways....men find validation through pussy and woman find validation through dick. Most woman use men for validation. i think that is the purpose of the whole interacting thing on a basic biological level.
there's a saying:
women attract high status males by showing signs of fertility.
men attract fertile women by showing signs of status.
Most woman would the following... "Guys used me for sex". Yes i understand women enjoy sex as much as men if not more, but they enjoy validatitng sex. Women to go bars to be validated and 'blessed' by the alpha of the group. They are going there to feel valid, as if they matter, because if they didnt have the validation of a man they would not be whole and would start having cats and kntting. and whats important to understand is they are not going there to actively see it by asking the alpha male "do you validate me", what they are doing is getting as sexy as they can so that the man goes up and validates on his own.
They had validation their whole lives from the most important man in theri lives (their father) but as he get out of status range and sexual maturity and the little girl gets into maturity, she needs validation from a man that is in a higher status range in order to feel anything. she needs his acknowledgement and is going to get it through sexual communication.
Simply put. men rise in status. and give that validation to women who they feel they want to have. but if you give it away too easy the women wil lose interest as giving up is not the trait of an alpha. the same thing applies for women who give it up too easy to men. pussy, that is.
People here underestimate the human need for VALIDATION. It’s why men go through the hassle of learning game rather than just bi-weekly visits to hookers.
It is a fundamental need of humans, male and female, to be desired by other humans of their own free will. Sexbots will never provide that. The knowledge that you have ‘won’ a person over, turned their heart towards you is more important than you realize.
You think love is sex and in fact define love via sex. You see this is why you want sex unconditionally. Sex makes you feel good and gives you a euphoria. It is the one thing that a woman can provide that does not fully hurt you but can leave you empty till you find the next fill.
Deep inside you know there is a love available to you. Deeper than this “sex love” you worship so unconditionally and want unconditionally. You adore the female body for this temple gives unconditional enjoyment but you also despise it for there is something so beautiful that cannot be seen by the naked eye: A HEART.
A heart could love you and at the same time turn coldly against you. A body has no true feeling but could easily be swayed into showing affection by a touch again and again.
This woman fail to understand that validation goes both ways....men find validation through pussy and woman find validation through dick. Most woman use men for validation. i think that is the purpose of the whole interacting thing on a basic biological level.
there's a saying:
women attract high status males by showing signs of fertility.
men attract fertile women by showing signs of status.
Most woman would the following... "Guys used me for sex". Yes i understand women enjoy sex as much as men if not more, but they enjoy validatitng sex. Women to go bars to be validated and 'blessed' by the alpha of the group. They are going there to feel valid, as if they matter, because if they didnt have the validation of a man they would not be whole and would start having cats and kntting. and whats important to understand is they are not going there to actively see it by asking the alpha male "do you validate me", what they are doing is getting as sexy as they can so that the man goes up and validates on his own.
They had validation their whole lives from the most important man in theri lives (their father) but as he get out of status range and sexual maturity and the little girl gets into maturity, she needs validation from a man that is in a higher status range in order to feel anything. she needs his acknowledgement and is going to get it through sexual communication.
Simply put. men rise in status. and give that validation to women who they feel they want to have. but if you give it away too easy the women wil lose interest as giving up is not the trait of an alpha. the same thing applies for women who give it up too easy to men. pussy, that is.
People here underestimate the human need for VALIDATION. It’s why men go through the hassle of learning game rather than just bi-weekly visits to hookers.
It is a fundamental need of humans, male and female, to be desired by other humans of their own free will. Sexbots will never provide that. The knowledge that you have ‘won’ a person over, turned their heart towards you is more important than you realize.
STORY: WHEN HE ARRIVED
When he arrived, she removed his clothes and put him in her bed. She lay naked next to him, kissing him softly. He had not had the attention of such a giving lover in a long, long time. She touched every inch of him slowly, allowing him to savor every caress. Her soft hands felt so warm on his skin. She began stroking him so lightly at first. Then with more friction. She could feel how much he liked it as he grew harder and harder in her hand. He wanted her. He started to get on top of her and she stopped him. She wanted to be in control of the tempo. She wanted to make him last all night. She stroked him a little longer and then straddled him. She rubbed her wet pussy all over him in a slow, steady rhythm. Then she pulled him inside her. He moaned with pleasure as he entered her hot, wet pussy. She held him there, teasing him. As she started moving again, he put his thumb on her hard clit and started to rub it for her. He watched her move up and down on him and he laid there and enjoyed the view. He could feel her pussy start to constrict around his cock as she started to cum. He knew this was only the beginning, and he couldn’t wait to have her all night.
LOVE/ DATING: WHY WOMAN HATE PORN, HOOKER AND STRIPPER...IT ABOUT MONOPOLY
For those who love to conquer, the joy and the most beautiful satisfaction is in the conquest. If you have to pay, I ask you, what joy is there?”
-Silvio Berlusconi
The reason prostitution has such a bad connotation appplied to it as “loser” is because it’s illegal. Since it’s illegal, only skanky drugged out hoes are prostitutes since they are the only ones desperate enough for money.
If it were legal then the women who were prostitutes would be of a much higher caliber, IE some of the hottest and most beatiful women would do it. Instead of guys having to spend so much time learning game, they could just pay women – it would be much more efficent.
I’m not saying prositution would replace long-term relationships but it seems a more efficent manner of sleeping with large amounts of women than going to bars etc.
Indeed, if you view pussy as somethign women have a monopoly on – then the less they give it out the more valuable it is and there ability to extract resources from men is highest. That is why women hate porn, prostiution and strippers – they all give it away cheaper and lower womens ability to hold sex over men.
-Silvio Berlusconi
The reason prostitution has such a bad connotation appplied to it as “loser” is because it’s illegal. Since it’s illegal, only skanky drugged out hoes are prostitutes since they are the only ones desperate enough for money.
If it were legal then the women who were prostitutes would be of a much higher caliber, IE some of the hottest and most beatiful women would do it. Instead of guys having to spend so much time learning game, they could just pay women – it would be much more efficent.
I’m not saying prositution would replace long-term relationships but it seems a more efficent manner of sleeping with large amounts of women than going to bars etc.
Indeed, if you view pussy as somethign women have a monopoly on – then the less they give it out the more valuable it is and there ability to extract resources from men is highest. That is why women hate porn, prostiution and strippers – they all give it away cheaper and lower womens ability to hold sex over men.
THOUGHTS : WOMAN AND SEX
Seduction, manipulation and the like are definitely within the realm of the feminine. As is a genuine enjoyment of the modern western mating ritual and everything that it entails. I’m partial to more intellectual pursuits myself and my threshold for bullshit is low. Outsmarting female psychology in an attempt to get laid is BORING, mind numbing, time consuming drudgery. It’s a necessary evil unfortunately, but I could definitely do without it, and I don’t understand how anybody except females (bless their emotional, social, conformist little hearts) actually take any enjoyment out of it.
But it’s the emotional neediness (you know, the uncompromising need to feel desired by your female overlord, as if it actually matters how you get your dick wet, the feelings of inadequacy for straying from the conventional path, and the thinly veiled ego stroking, even when your audience is a bunch of other dudes on the internet!) on display here that takes the cake. Not only is it extremely feminine, it’s fucking beta.
The tricky-est stage of the process of seduction is the part when you have just had sex with a woman for the first time and her hindbrain is telling her forebrain, “Now he owes you, make sure you get paid. Don’t let him get away without paying.” Of course, the hindbrain cannot say exactly what she is owed. This is what makes this part tricky. She does not know and cannot say what she is owed either. The limits of your debt are not defined, at least by logic or even sanity.
Here in America, the entitlement of the women is so high that there is always a cost to sex in one form or another (time, effort, your part of the date, a portion of her part, drama, etc) even for guys who have learned game. Feminized females have are going to be demanding regardless of your level of game simply because their egos are tied to what they think they can get from a man, and society has brainwashed them into thinking they can get the world.
And for guys learning game, there are the additional costs involving mental energy (learning), personality transformation, and blow-outs. Women in the US (granted there are exceptions, but we are talking in aggregate terms) look to men for either excitement or resources. “Work” is simply out of the equation, or a modicum of sacrifice is exhibited as a token gesture and is short lived. So if you were to apply the paradigm you describe to American (or Australian or British) female, you’d invariably have to “kick her out of your life for doing lousy work”.
So again, not sure where you’re from but here in the States, there’s *always* a cost. Even if you’re Charlie Sheen.
To those who said that going to professionala prostitutes is like going to restaurants:
You must find a woman who likes cooking and does so good enough, so that you dont want to attend restaurants more than a few times a year. And if she wants restaurants and doesn’t want to cook, let her pay for it.
And you must mercilessly ignore the rest like the parasites they are.
Similary you must find a women who will do any sexual thing you desire, so that you dont need to go to prostitutes who will do the thing your girl won’t do for you. If you cannot find such a women you need to level up your Game.
Every women secretly wants to be a whore for her Master.
The best point made here was that it only raises the Sexual Market Value of “regular women” when special interest groups pretend that mercenaries are a separate type of woman that one shouldn’t touch without stigma (or outrageous laws banning solicitation, sexbots, foreign brides, etc).
In reality we’re talking about the same women here (the 9s and 10s – anyone who would pay for an 8 or lower is a Gamma). What’s happening is that the same women have two different price structures: low for guys who obviously wouldn’t have the time or interest to date them and high for guys who look like they’re ready to invest a lot of time and effort into a relationship including Marriage 2.0.
Most opposition to paying a certain low price for a certain action with the same woman other men ask to marry them is that, if this were acceptable in US society (and it basically is outside the media and politically correct blogs), the value of a particular woman’s temporary appearance + sex in “romantic relationships” will necessarily go down which would drastically reduce the artificially inflated Sexual Market Value of American women.
Obviously, bans on sexbots, foreign brides and “solicitation” would try to prop that value back up.
Guys who read this basically “get it” that one has to drastically reduce the artificially inflated market value.
But, because of an ingrained anti-male culture that came from Victorian England, many American and British males don’t “get it” that societies outside the USA can be more male-friendly precisely because every woman knows the value of her appearance is set at commodity prices and should be.
Once you imply that the value of sex with a co-ed is set at an almost unattainable level, as in “only a super Alpha could get her,” you’re unnecessarily and artificially raising her value and that of her friends.
Remember that any given 10 secretly has two price structures, the higher one for the naive socon and fem-friendly fools who believe the nonsense that “only a Super Alpha could get her”. The lower price is for those who know her rent is due.
The Beta is the man who’s invested in a relationship and doesn’t know his girlfriend isn’t getting all her money from her real daddy.
I promise you that when you turn 37-40+, or look it, that your ability to pull the 18 year olds will all but vanish. Not even George Clooney can stem the march of time.
Older men do not have the time to waste fucking around in a bar. We do not have the time to go run game, at 2 am, because we have a life and we have things to do. We do not have the time to go clubbing from 11 to 2, then head back to her place with her friends and hang out until the early hours of the morning.
Our time is valuable. It has a monetary price tag attached to it, and we know we are going to die one day and that this time of ours is worth a great deal of money.
Thus, [b]there is no such thing as getting loving sex from any women free of charge[/b]. There never was and never is. No sex is free, my friend. Never was.
You spend time running game. That costs time and money.
Hours X Your Hourly Rate = Cost
You stay up to 5am and cannot work the next day. That costs time and money.
You are hungover. That costs time and money.
You buy drinks, you buy clothes, you peacock. That costs money.
You did not get enough sleep (yes, you cannot stay up all night at 50 as you could when you were 30 years old). That costs time and money.
But it’s the emotional neediness (you know, the uncompromising need to feel desired by your female overlord, as if it actually matters how you get your dick wet, the feelings of inadequacy for straying from the conventional path, and the thinly veiled ego stroking, even when your audience is a bunch of other dudes on the internet!) on display here that takes the cake. Not only is it extremely feminine, it’s fucking beta.
The tricky-est stage of the process of seduction is the part when you have just had sex with a woman for the first time and her hindbrain is telling her forebrain, “Now he owes you, make sure you get paid. Don’t let him get away without paying.” Of course, the hindbrain cannot say exactly what she is owed. This is what makes this part tricky. She does not know and cannot say what she is owed either. The limits of your debt are not defined, at least by logic or even sanity.
Here in America, the entitlement of the women is so high that there is always a cost to sex in one form or another (time, effort, your part of the date, a portion of her part, drama, etc) even for guys who have learned game. Feminized females have are going to be demanding regardless of your level of game simply because their egos are tied to what they think they can get from a man, and society has brainwashed them into thinking they can get the world.
And for guys learning game, there are the additional costs involving mental energy (learning), personality transformation, and blow-outs. Women in the US (granted there are exceptions, but we are talking in aggregate terms) look to men for either excitement or resources. “Work” is simply out of the equation, or a modicum of sacrifice is exhibited as a token gesture and is short lived. So if you were to apply the paradigm you describe to American (or Australian or British) female, you’d invariably have to “kick her out of your life for doing lousy work”.
So again, not sure where you’re from but here in the States, there’s *always* a cost. Even if you’re Charlie Sheen.
To those who said that going to professionala prostitutes is like going to restaurants:
You must find a woman who likes cooking and does so good enough, so that you dont want to attend restaurants more than a few times a year. And if she wants restaurants and doesn’t want to cook, let her pay for it.
And you must mercilessly ignore the rest like the parasites they are.
Similary you must find a women who will do any sexual thing you desire, so that you dont need to go to prostitutes who will do the thing your girl won’t do for you. If you cannot find such a women you need to level up your Game.
Every women secretly wants to be a whore for her Master.
The best point made here was that it only raises the Sexual Market Value of “regular women” when special interest groups pretend that mercenaries are a separate type of woman that one shouldn’t touch without stigma (or outrageous laws banning solicitation, sexbots, foreign brides, etc).
In reality we’re talking about the same women here (the 9s and 10s – anyone who would pay for an 8 or lower is a Gamma). What’s happening is that the same women have two different price structures: low for guys who obviously wouldn’t have the time or interest to date them and high for guys who look like they’re ready to invest a lot of time and effort into a relationship including Marriage 2.0.
Most opposition to paying a certain low price for a certain action with the same woman other men ask to marry them is that, if this were acceptable in US society (and it basically is outside the media and politically correct blogs), the value of a particular woman’s temporary appearance + sex in “romantic relationships” will necessarily go down which would drastically reduce the artificially inflated Sexual Market Value of American women.
Obviously, bans on sexbots, foreign brides and “solicitation” would try to prop that value back up.
Guys who read this basically “get it” that one has to drastically reduce the artificially inflated market value.
But, because of an ingrained anti-male culture that came from Victorian England, many American and British males don’t “get it” that societies outside the USA can be more male-friendly precisely because every woman knows the value of her appearance is set at commodity prices and should be.
Once you imply that the value of sex with a co-ed is set at an almost unattainable level, as in “only a super Alpha could get her,” you’re unnecessarily and artificially raising her value and that of her friends.
Remember that any given 10 secretly has two price structures, the higher one for the naive socon and fem-friendly fools who believe the nonsense that “only a Super Alpha could get her”. The lower price is for those who know her rent is due.
The Beta is the man who’s invested in a relationship and doesn’t know his girlfriend isn’t getting all her money from her real daddy.
I promise you that when you turn 37-40+, or look it, that your ability to pull the 18 year olds will all but vanish. Not even George Clooney can stem the march of time.
Older men do not have the time to waste fucking around in a bar. We do not have the time to go run game, at 2 am, because we have a life and we have things to do. We do not have the time to go clubbing from 11 to 2, then head back to her place with her friends and hang out until the early hours of the morning.
Our time is valuable. It has a monetary price tag attached to it, and we know we are going to die one day and that this time of ours is worth a great deal of money.
Thus, [b]there is no such thing as getting loving sex from any women free of charge[/b]. There never was and never is. No sex is free, my friend. Never was.
You spend time running game. That costs time and money.
Hours X Your Hourly Rate = Cost
You stay up to 5am and cannot work the next day. That costs time and money.
You are hungover. That costs time and money.
You buy drinks, you buy clothes, you peacock. That costs money.
You did not get enough sleep (yes, you cannot stay up all night at 50 as you could when you were 30 years old). That costs time and money.
STORY: THE MEMORY OF FUCKING HER
My bed was graced by lilywhite earlier this month, oh such a glorious day. We’d been chatting in late February and I’d told her I was having a rough go of things and was feeling rather lonely. She was planning a road trip at the time and offered to swing through town for an evening to visit.
Visits from lilywhite are always uplifting, an interesting cross of feelings. The time apart makes things feel new and exciting, our history and years of shared experiences means that we’re immediately comfortable with each other, trusting and (usually) knowing exactly what the other is desiring. I know her body, I remember it well but I still marvel every time I get to rediscover her sex. And after every encounter I spend the following weeks not only revisiting the recent glory but high points of our relationship, the milestones and markers as we put this together. I remember sitting across from her one afternoon, long before I ever touched and tasted her luscious labia, catching glimpses up a green skirt of her bare sex. That same afternoon she went out of her way to exhibit her ass in front of me, kneeling on the cushions and leaning way over the back of the couch she presented herself. These are the kinds of memories that form the basis of my lust for her. These are the memories I juxtapose with later bedroom adventures. Relieving her of that very same skirt and exposing her pussy, the excitement of going down on her fueled by memories of when she gave me glimpses of that which I wasn’t suppose to see. I’m very fond of my memory of mercilessly fucking her from behind, in the very same position she’d bent over the back of the couch so many months before, leaving a bruise across her chest that ached all the next day at work.
The opportunities I get to make more of those memories, no matter how infrequent they happen, are opportunities I will always go out of my way to take. I wrote the above last night but never finished this post, distracting myself three times. The memories I have with lilywhite are the basis of many of my daydreams and fantasies.
Visits from lilywhite are always uplifting, an interesting cross of feelings. The time apart makes things feel new and exciting, our history and years of shared experiences means that we’re immediately comfortable with each other, trusting and (usually) knowing exactly what the other is desiring. I know her body, I remember it well but I still marvel every time I get to rediscover her sex. And after every encounter I spend the following weeks not only revisiting the recent glory but high points of our relationship, the milestones and markers as we put this together. I remember sitting across from her one afternoon, long before I ever touched and tasted her luscious labia, catching glimpses up a green skirt of her bare sex. That same afternoon she went out of her way to exhibit her ass in front of me, kneeling on the cushions and leaning way over the back of the couch she presented herself. These are the kinds of memories that form the basis of my lust for her. These are the memories I juxtapose with later bedroom adventures. Relieving her of that very same skirt and exposing her pussy, the excitement of going down on her fueled by memories of when she gave me glimpses of that which I wasn’t suppose to see. I’m very fond of my memory of mercilessly fucking her from behind, in the very same position she’d bent over the back of the couch so many months before, leaving a bruise across her chest that ached all the next day at work.
The opportunities I get to make more of those memories, no matter how infrequent they happen, are opportunities I will always go out of my way to take. I wrote the above last night but never finished this post, distracting myself three times. The memories I have with lilywhite are the basis of many of my daydreams and fantasies.
I LOVE A WOMAN WHO LOVES TO TALK NASTY
We men have erections to maintain, ejaculation to control, orgasms to coax out of you, our performance to consider, not to mention these goofy bodies with their awkward dangly bits. You, on the other hand, are fucking gorgeous. We're absolutely thrilled that you're here, naked, and willing... despite the fact that it can be a little stressful for us. And the truth is that until you turn crazy, bitchy, or start to bore us (sorry) most of us would be thrilled to sex you up as often as our individual anatomies allowed, hourly when possible.
So what more do we want from you when we fuck? We want to know you're into it. We want to know we're good: that you're fucking loving it and that we, unremarkable as our daily lives may otherwise render us, are for this 5 to 120 minute period your own personal Sex God. We have all sorts of social and cultural sexual expectations to live up to, and we want to know that you think we satisfy them. And if we're not satisfying you, we want to be shown how to satisfy you in a sexy, non-judgmental way.
Ladies, you want to be desired. We want to be approved of. The more you show approval, directly or indirectly, the more we want you, the more we have to have you, the more we crave the feeling of your body writhing beneath us or the taste of sweat on your skin. Show us we make the grade and we'll show you just how overwhelming our desire for you really is.
Roles, and why they're important:
All the world is a stage, and the bedroom is no exception. When we're having sex we have an opportunity to shed all of the baggage of the world outside and lose ourselves in the intimacy of mutual pleasure with another human being, whether it's the most tender act of lovemaking or some hardcore BDSM shit with choking and slapping and clothespins. In my humble opinion this shedding of daily baggage and immersion in the experience is what makes for truly great sex. Playing roles, both subtle and overt, really helps us get there. We can act the way we want to act without guilt, shame, or incongruence tripping us up, and just become an open conduit for our love, lust, and desire.
Just as we do in regular life, most of us slip into roles without even noticing. We're the dom, the sub, the good girl, the bad boy, the dirty girl... whatever, it's not necessarily obvious and we don't usually make a big show of it, but the role is there, guiding the way we act. These roles may or may not represent us in the rest of our lives, but while we're fucking they're simultaneously comfortable and exciting. That's my theory anyway.
So why is this important? When you talk dirty to a guy (or girl), you're helping immerse him in the experience, you're using your words to make the roles believable. Your mouths start moving and your brains stop thinking and the whole thing descends into a lust-fueled fluid-soaked pleasure-fest.
One last important thing:
When you talk dirty and push the limits of what you feel comfortable doing there are going to be some inevitable moments that feel really awkward or uncomfortable. Just go past it, learn to get lost in it, don't judge or withdraw. This unabashed attitude and absence of inhibition will make you one of the best partners your guy has ever had.
So, what should you say?
Like the Dirty Talking 101 post, this isn't a script of things to say. I'm throwing a bunch of words, phrases, and patterns at you and hoping that some of them stick enough that they'll flash through your head and out of your mouth the next time you need them.
I'm breaking it up into submissive and dominant dirty talk. It won't be hard dom or hard sub stuff, but just things to say that lean the encounter in one direction or the other. You can keep a neutral role by alternating between submissive and dominant talk and controlling your voice. Think about it this way: for dominance, pretend you're talking to a subordinate. For submission, imagine you're talking to your boss, or an authority (like a police officer). For neutrality, imagine you're talking to an equal. The tone of your voice will account for half of the dom/sub direction of a phrase, the words will account for the other half.
Tame: Tame talk is for foreplay and guys who aren't really comfortable with the dirty stuff, for whatever reason.
Dominant
I know you've been thinking about doing/fucking/tasting me all day
Come here and kiss/lick/bite me (point to appropriate area)
You're getting hard thinking about touching/licking/fucking me, aren't you?
You're hot, but I'm gonna make you work for this
I know what you want, but I want you to ask/tell/beg me to give it to you
You're mine tonight babe/baby/love/[his name], and I'm going to fuck/suck/work you hard
Good boy, just like that/you make me feel soo good/keep working it like that
Submissive
You've been getting me all worked up/horny/wet
God, I've been thinking about you all day
I can't wait to feel you against/inside me
I love it when you look at me like that
Oh god, I want you/this so bad
I'm yours tonight baby/[his name]
I want you to take/fuck/use me like I'm your good girl
Oh baby/[his name], oh that feels so good/great/awesome
Oh, I love feeling you inside me/on top of me
Dirty: you can up the ante if you know your guy is into it and the love hormones are running free. What makes dirty talk dirty is the unabashed use of explicit words and descriptions. If you hesitate before you say "pussy" because it's not how you usually talk the effect will be somewhat diminished.
Dominant
Get down there and lick my pussy
Tell me how good that pussy tastes/how wet I am/how hard I've made your cock
Keep going, suck that clit/lick that pussy/fuck me ... harder/faster/slower/gentler
Keep going, make me come with your mouth/tounge/cock
Look me in the eyes; I'm gonna suck that cock so good... but I want you to beg me for it/but if you look away I stop
Get behind me/on top/on your knees and fuck my pussy till I come
You like it? You like that tight/wet/hot/little pussy? Tell me how much you love it.
Lick this clean, baby/[his name] (finger yourself then hold out your hand... hot!)
Stand up and fuck my face/mouth/pussy
Give me that cum, I want to taste it
That's it baby/[his name], good job, keep working that pussy/cock
Submissive
I want to/please can I suck your cock?
Oh god, fuck me harder/don't stop/give me that cock
Baby/[his name], oh god, I'm gonna come, I'm coming!/can I come?
Oh god, I can't take it, oh don't stop! please don't stop!
My pussy's so wet/you feel so huge/fill me up with that cock!
Fuck me baby/love/[his name], use me like your dirty/filthy/good little girl
I want to feel you come inside me/fill me up/fuck me raw!
Fuck my pussy/do whatever you want to me/fuck me however you want, I want/need it bad!
Oooh, you're so big/huge/good, you're making me wet/come/shake
Fuck me harder/faster, make my tits bounce!
Filthy/aggressive: if the two of you are into it (test the waters slowly and carefully if you're not sure), try the really nasty stuff, especially as he's about to come. Growl it, shout it, scream it... they sound stupid on paper but they're fucking hot as hell in the moment. For you dominant girls there's an unfortunate lack of demeaning names to call guys, which is sad. All you creative girls feel free to post ideas.
Dominant
Fuck that cunt till I tell you to stop!
Lick that pussy till I fucking come on your face!
Fuck my pussy/cunt/ass like I own you!
You like that? You want to come in my pussy/cunt? Scream my fucking name!
Fill me up with cum, you filthy/dirty/worthless [demeaning name]
Submissive:
Fuck me in my cunt! (a girl screamed this at me once)
I'm your dirty fucking whore! Fuck me!/use me!
I want your cum in my mouth/fuck the pretty out of my face
Oh god, come on me/in me/all over me!
I want to choke on/gag on your cock, fill my mouth with your cum! (sub or dom, depending)
Use me like your fuck-toy!
So what more do we want from you when we fuck? We want to know you're into it. We want to know we're good: that you're fucking loving it and that we, unremarkable as our daily lives may otherwise render us, are for this 5 to 120 minute period your own personal Sex God. We have all sorts of social and cultural sexual expectations to live up to, and we want to know that you think we satisfy them. And if we're not satisfying you, we want to be shown how to satisfy you in a sexy, non-judgmental way.
Ladies, you want to be desired. We want to be approved of. The more you show approval, directly or indirectly, the more we want you, the more we have to have you, the more we crave the feeling of your body writhing beneath us or the taste of sweat on your skin. Show us we make the grade and we'll show you just how overwhelming our desire for you really is.
Roles, and why they're important:
All the world is a stage, and the bedroom is no exception. When we're having sex we have an opportunity to shed all of the baggage of the world outside and lose ourselves in the intimacy of mutual pleasure with another human being, whether it's the most tender act of lovemaking or some hardcore BDSM shit with choking and slapping and clothespins. In my humble opinion this shedding of daily baggage and immersion in the experience is what makes for truly great sex. Playing roles, both subtle and overt, really helps us get there. We can act the way we want to act without guilt, shame, or incongruence tripping us up, and just become an open conduit for our love, lust, and desire.
Just as we do in regular life, most of us slip into roles without even noticing. We're the dom, the sub, the good girl, the bad boy, the dirty girl... whatever, it's not necessarily obvious and we don't usually make a big show of it, but the role is there, guiding the way we act. These roles may or may not represent us in the rest of our lives, but while we're fucking they're simultaneously comfortable and exciting. That's my theory anyway.
So why is this important? When you talk dirty to a guy (or girl), you're helping immerse him in the experience, you're using your words to make the roles believable. Your mouths start moving and your brains stop thinking and the whole thing descends into a lust-fueled fluid-soaked pleasure-fest.
One last important thing:
When you talk dirty and push the limits of what you feel comfortable doing there are going to be some inevitable moments that feel really awkward or uncomfortable. Just go past it, learn to get lost in it, don't judge or withdraw. This unabashed attitude and absence of inhibition will make you one of the best partners your guy has ever had.
So, what should you say?
Like the Dirty Talking 101 post, this isn't a script of things to say. I'm throwing a bunch of words, phrases, and patterns at you and hoping that some of them stick enough that they'll flash through your head and out of your mouth the next time you need them.
I'm breaking it up into submissive and dominant dirty talk. It won't be hard dom or hard sub stuff, but just things to say that lean the encounter in one direction or the other. You can keep a neutral role by alternating between submissive and dominant talk and controlling your voice. Think about it this way: for dominance, pretend you're talking to a subordinate. For submission, imagine you're talking to your boss, or an authority (like a police officer). For neutrality, imagine you're talking to an equal. The tone of your voice will account for half of the dom/sub direction of a phrase, the words will account for the other half.
Tame: Tame talk is for foreplay and guys who aren't really comfortable with the dirty stuff, for whatever reason.
Dominant
I know you've been thinking about doing/fucking/tasting me all day
Come here and kiss/lick/bite me (point to appropriate area)
You're getting hard thinking about touching/licking/fucking me, aren't you?
You're hot, but I'm gonna make you work for this
I know what you want, but I want you to ask/tell/beg me to give it to you
You're mine tonight babe/baby/love/[his name], and I'm going to fuck/suck/work you hard
Good boy, just like that/you make me feel soo good/keep working it like that
Submissive
You've been getting me all worked up/horny/wet
God, I've been thinking about you all day
I can't wait to feel you against/inside me
I love it when you look at me like that
Oh god, I want you/this so bad
I'm yours tonight baby/[his name]
I want you to take/fuck/use me like I'm your good girl
Oh baby/[his name], oh that feels so good/great/awesome
Oh, I love feeling you inside me/on top of me
Dirty: you can up the ante if you know your guy is into it and the love hormones are running free. What makes dirty talk dirty is the unabashed use of explicit words and descriptions. If you hesitate before you say "pussy" because it's not how you usually talk the effect will be somewhat diminished.
Dominant
Get down there and lick my pussy
Tell me how good that pussy tastes/how wet I am/how hard I've made your cock
Keep going, suck that clit/lick that pussy/fuck me ... harder/faster/slower/gentler
Keep going, make me come with your mouth/tounge/cock
Look me in the eyes; I'm gonna suck that cock so good... but I want you to beg me for it/but if you look away I stop
Get behind me/on top/on your knees and fuck my pussy till I come
You like it? You like that tight/wet/hot/little pussy? Tell me how much you love it.
Lick this clean, baby/[his name] (finger yourself then hold out your hand... hot!)
Stand up and fuck my face/mouth/pussy
Give me that cum, I want to taste it
That's it baby/[his name], good job, keep working that pussy/cock
Submissive
I want to/please can I suck your cock?
Oh god, fuck me harder/don't stop/give me that cock
Baby/[his name], oh god, I'm gonna come, I'm coming!/can I come?
Oh god, I can't take it, oh don't stop! please don't stop!
My pussy's so wet/you feel so huge/fill me up with that cock!
Fuck me baby/love/[his name], use me like your dirty/filthy/good little girl
I want to feel you come inside me/fill me up/fuck me raw!
Fuck my pussy/do whatever you want to me/fuck me however you want, I want/need it bad!
Oooh, you're so big/huge/good, you're making me wet/come/shake
Fuck me harder/faster, make my tits bounce!
Filthy/aggressive: if the two of you are into it (test the waters slowly and carefully if you're not sure), try the really nasty stuff, especially as he's about to come. Growl it, shout it, scream it... they sound stupid on paper but they're fucking hot as hell in the moment. For you dominant girls there's an unfortunate lack of demeaning names to call guys, which is sad. All you creative girls feel free to post ideas.
Dominant
Fuck that cunt till I tell you to stop!
Lick that pussy till I fucking come on your face!
Fuck my pussy/cunt/ass like I own you!
You like that? You want to come in my pussy/cunt? Scream my fucking name!
Fill me up with cum, you filthy/dirty/worthless [demeaning name]
Submissive:
Fuck me in my cunt! (a girl screamed this at me once)
I'm your dirty fucking whore! Fuck me!/use me!
I want your cum in my mouth/fuck the pretty out of my face
Oh god, come on me/in me/all over me!
I want to choke on/gag on your cock, fill my mouth with your cum! (sub or dom, depending)
Use me like your fuck-toy!
POETRY: MY LOVE
Feel my love
It flows to thee
Like rivers run
To find the sea
Taste my love
It's silky kiss
Vanilla smooth
Chocolate bliss
See my love
It lights the way
Beams of hope
As bright as day
Hear my love
It whispers true
A song of warmth
Made just for you
2
I do not understand
why I like you so much.
The tone of your voice,
the way you sound,
It makes my heart pound;
I have not many words to
express the way I feel,
except to say...
we're destined to be together
3
When I met you,
I was introduced to a perfect face.
When I met you,
my mind was certain... my heart raced.
When I met you,
I was filled with content,
and happened to be at the right time... in the right place.
When I met you,
I discovered the true joy and happiness on which life is based.
When I met you,
the forlorn or negative aspects of one's life were erased.
And the optimistic future,
and postive outlooks... came in place.
I love you!
4
I will lead the way.
Let me guide you there.
Fantasies of the day;
I will lead you in,
Take my hand.
Partake of pleasures within;
More pleasures than grains of sand
It flows to thee
Like rivers run
To find the sea
Taste my love
It's silky kiss
Vanilla smooth
Chocolate bliss
See my love
It lights the way
Beams of hope
As bright as day
Hear my love
It whispers true
A song of warmth
Made just for you
2
I do not understand
why I like you so much.
The tone of your voice,
the way you sound,
It makes my heart pound;
I have not many words to
express the way I feel,
except to say...
we're destined to be together
3
When I met you,
I was introduced to a perfect face.
When I met you,
my mind was certain... my heart raced.
When I met you,
I was filled with content,
and happened to be at the right time... in the right place.
When I met you,
I discovered the true joy and happiness on which life is based.
When I met you,
the forlorn or negative aspects of one's life were erased.
And the optimistic future,
and postive outlooks... came in place.
I love you!
4
I will lead the way.
Let me guide you there.
Fantasies of the day;
I will lead you in,
Take my hand.
Partake of pleasures within;
More pleasures than grains of sand
THOUGHTS: I LOVE PUSSY AND SO I WORSHIP IT
Pussies are varied, of course. But the ones I love the best are shaved and smooth - with a nicely swelling mound to announce them - outer lips that are plump and firm -and an inner reality which is a paradise of delicate whorls and folds - silkily wet - a clit which hides shyly within its hood to start with - and then comes out - and sensitises its inner roots - so that they become engorged and swollen.
Praising a pussy with the tongue is unique, of course -though the labial efforts require fitness - it is no mean feat to satisfy a true woman with the tongue.
In some ways fingers are better. For one thing, there are more of them. And they can vary their ministrations. Not least, the mouth and lips are free to nibble and dote on nipples.
At my side you lie bare, I smell the sweetness that rests in your hair
I steal a kiss…
I take you in my warm embrace, run my fingers along your face
I feel my pulse doth quicken, my heart takes flight,
My soul is stricken
I trace my hand along your thigh
As you let out a soften cry
I touch your breast, your shadow outline
I hold you closer intertwine
Than at once, our lips they find
Our passion grows, our souls collide
In places we no longer hide
I place my kisses at your womb, all your favor I consume
You take my hand, you draw me near
I feel your love, I lose the fear
You take me in, I lose control
I hold you close, at once let go
Then alas while we assemble, our hearts skip
Our bodies tremble
I taste your lips, I breathe your scent
As you lie sleeping, I lie spent
I love pussy. And so, I worship it. It is so much more than just a hole to stick your cock in. It's the most beautiful thing in the world. And the girl it is attached to deserves to be worshiped just as much as the pussy, by the way!
I love pussy and am wild about the smell of it. I love to ly between the legs of a girl, on her left side, so that my head rests on her left thigh. She then closes her right leg over me and I enter a silent world, sheer heaven. I push my mouth up against her pussy and start to lick, kiss, sniff and nuzzle it. It tastes salty and creamy and I put my arms round her hips to draw her pussy close up.
When sex follows this, I must have a nice pair of smelly knickers on the pillow so that I can give them a little sniff every few seconds while kissing the girl.
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