So here I am,single, having had no real serious relationship lasting longer than a few months. Whilst I am very happy in my life right now, I can’t help but feel a little concerned about this attitude towards love.I love the innocence of first loves, were we got a thrill out of holding each other’s hands and gazing into each other’s eyes, yep the stuff vomit is made of. I see loved up couples every day, sometimes it makes me want to vomit, sometimes it makes me smile. Since being here I have been very open to meeting people, It was been a real adventure and I have been on several dates. Most have been pleasant (with the exception of one, which is another story for another day) but nothing has eventuated out of them. I have always gone in with an open mind, even keen just to make a friend and more often than not I get the famous line ‘let’s meet up again’ – then they disappear off the face off the earth. I have been rejected so many times that I don’t even feel anymore. It’s been a humbling and ‘get to know you’ experience.
Often when I tell people about this (people being my friends who are coupled up) they always tell me ‘Don’t worry, you’ll meet someone, you just have to stop looking’ I swear the next time I hear that… Really?! People say you don’t meet someone until you are happy with yourself. I could not be happier. Look at my life?! I have the freedom to do whatever the hell I want and it’s fan-freaking-tastic. I am more than content with my lifestyle. I love me time, jeez if I didn’t I would have been in trouble a long time ago. It’s just sometimes, sometimes after a hard day at work, or on a cold winters day it would be really nice to have someone to come home to. A certain someone to talk to or just be with. Sometimes. I am human afterall.
Now just because I have these thoughts time to time doesn’t mean I need sympathy. If there is one thing that you can do that will piss of a something-year-old single men, it is to feel sorry for them. I just haven’t met that right someone yet, but it doesn’t mean I am depressed. It’s pretty awesome the things you can do when you are single.
It’s just sometimes you get between a rock and a hard place. Yes, sometimes I wish I wasn’t single and yes sometimes I do worry about still being single later on when I get older. How could I not?! When society is reminding me every day that the clock is ticking and my beautiful friends are being told they are living life on the edge?! The best thing you can do if you are my friend, is just be my friend. Don’t give me advice about my love life unless I ask for it. I think about it enough without worrying about other peoples’ opinions or advice and even if I don’t meet someone and I spend the rest of my life single, it doesn’t mean I have been left on the shelf.
Friday, February 21, 2014
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
THOUGHTS; YOU ARE ALONE...PERIOD
When I decided to write this piece, I did so with the intention of helping you realize a great truth about life....beside being in a depressing mood for a while. I wanted to show you how truly alone you are in this world, and through this understanding, I wanted to show you how to truly matter.
Realize this:
You were born alone.
You will die alone.
In the end, there is nobody to blame but yourself.
Deeds are more important than flesh.
Flesh can rot.
Your heart will stop.
You are completely erasable, but your deeds will remain forever.
In the end, your actions are what people will remember you by.
And even then, for how long will you remain in their memories?
Who will think about you night and day?
Nobody.
As time moves on, even memories begin to fade.
But what you do in life echoes an eternity.
What you are about to read may transform you, or may not. It may change the way you view life, it may not.
I didn’t write this for you, though.
I wrote this for me.
Radical Honesty
We hold these truths to be self evident that all men are born alone and all men die alone.
You won’t take your friends with you to your grave.
You won’t take your parents with you to your grave.
You won’t take your lovers with you to your grave.
I will now give you some steps that you can take to make sure that you don’t make the same mistakes as Janet.
Find Your Deepest Purpose
Find your greatest passion in life. This may be the hardest thing for almost everyone on the planet, but you have to do it. I can’t teach you how to find this passion in this blog post. But, what I will do is give you some signposts to watch out for.
Your passion is something sacred to you.
It is something that you would do even if you couldn’t get paid for it.
If you can find this purpose, your entire life will change. Absolutely every action you take will have a reason behind it. Everything you do will have a motive, and you will be inspired by something deep within you.
Every heart is born with a compass.
Follow it to where your bliss takes you.
Follow it to your grave.
Sure, you may feel alone on this path, but you are alone in life anyway. Why try to mask the aloneness?
If you were meant to sing, then sing.
If you were meant to write, then write.
If you were meant to dance, then dance.
Embrace yourself in the greatest honesty, and accept yourself for who you are. Why spend time with lawyers when your entire soul just wants to explode into a book that you were meant to write?
The Sense of Self
Eminem doesn’t rap for money.
Oprah doesn’t do talk shows for money.
Bill Gates gives away billions to charities.
People have a fear that if they follow what they truly love, they will become starving artists.
The truth is, we are living in a renaissance right now.
There is absolutely no reason for you not to become wealthy doing what you love.
Eminem was just some white kid from Detroit. What separated him from the rest was that he followed his dream against all odds.
Whatever you do in life, do it for yourself.
Your sense of self respect should come from yourself.
Your sense of satisfaction should come from the work you produce.
You create out of love.
You dance because of the sheer joy you get from dancing.
You write because of the sheer joy you get from putting your thoughts down on paper.
You sing because of the sheer joy you get when you can translate your emotions into powerful sounds.
It doesn’t matter what the world thinks. If they like your stuff, great. If they don’t, that’s also fine.
The truth is, nobody thinks about you night and day. You are not a constant thought on anybody’s mind.
So, why spend your life trying to do what will make others happy when they barely even think of you?
Most people die with their music still inside of them.
Don’t become a statistic.
At the end of the day, all you have is yourself.
The only person who truly cares about you is you.
The only person who can make a huge difference in your life is you.
I hate the notion of self sacrifice.
I hate that we are constantly taught over and over again that we must live for our fellow men.
That we must set aside our visions and dreams so that we may contribute to others.
I hate that we are taught that others know us better than we know ourselves.
I hate that we are constantly taught that our thoughts hold no value, and that we must obey the order of conformity.
We give up our dreams and place our lives into the hands of people who don’t even have control over their own lives.
What kind of orgy is this?
I understand that it is seen as a noble thing to put others first.
But, look at what happens when you put others first.
You end up last.
It sounds like a wonderful idea to put others first, but how can you put others first when they don’t even know what they want for themselves?
People are great time wasters, life wasters, procrastinators, nonachievers, and hesitators. Most of them will never achieve anything noteworthy in life. Most people will do what everyone else is doing because they don’t want to be seen as that “weird guy who followed his dreams and got nowhere”.
But, let me ask you something: If you were to die in six weeks, would you still do what you are doing right now?
Do not make the mistake of dying with your music still inside of yourself.
Do not become a statistic.
Nobody Cares
Nobody cares about you. Sure, you have friends, family, and loved ones who care about you in the ways that people who are close to you should; however, nobody is going to live your life for you.
Don’t expect help in life.
Don’t expect others to go out of their way to give you a nudge.
Don’t expect that the world will finally fall in love with you once you become a doctor, a lawyer, or an engineer.
People will view just the same.
They may think about you from time to time as a passing thought, but that is it.
So, why compete with them?
Why try to get your sense of self respect from them?
Why reject your soul’s vision in order to please people who don’t give a damn about you?
Eliazbeth Taylor just died.
I did not care.
Brittany Murphy died.
I did not care.
Michael Jackson died.
I cared, but even then, I didn’t stop living my life. I didn’t stop pursuing my dreams. I didn’t treat life any different upon his passing.
Others may sympathize with us, they may sympathize with our journeys and sorrows, and they may get envious of us from time to time, but you have to realize the cold hard truth: You are just a passing thought in most peoples’ minds.
Your parents love you, and they want to see you succeed, but they are so afraid of you making the wrong choices in life that, many times, they make the choices for you.
But then, you are left alone to work through the life they chose for you. They won’t live it for you.
In the end, you have nobody to blame but yourself.
Who cares if everyone else is getting their degrees faster than you?
Who cares if people are graduating college two years earlier?
Who cares if your best friend just landed a lucrative job?
The fact is that most people are unhappy with their careers, and they only stick around because they have bills to pay.
If it takes you an extra three years to graduate college, then let it happen. Honestly, at the end of the day, nobody will really care about how long it took for you to graduate anyway. NOBODY cares.
If you are working at a job you hate, nobody cares about how much you hate that job. If your job brings you respect, all you are getting is 15 seconds (not even minutes) of fame, because most people will not think much about you in forms other than a passing thought.
If you set your life up to please others, you will be pleasing nobody. Nobody will care.
You’re only fooling yourself.
Don’t become a statistic.
Money
You might be wondering about money.
“Sure, going after your dreams is all fine and dandy, but I have bills to pay and mouths to feed. What about that?”
If you live this type of lifestyle, you’re going to get drained. This mentality will pass onto your children, and you will live a very unhappy lifestyle.
There are COUNTLESS books, audios, DVD’s, and Seminars on how to make massive income doing what you love. I won’t go into the details here, but if you do need some guidance, I suggest that you read the following books:
1. Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill
2. How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie
3. The Millionaire Messenger by Brendon Burchard
I want to stress to you that money is just a result, and it is a fantastic result. You DESERVE to get paid handsomely for what you do in life. But, the thing you must watch out for is whether or not what you are doing makes you happy.
Russell Simmons talks about rappers and cars in his book Do You! New musicians experience this all the time. They spend their first paycheck on a car that costs a half million dollars. Once they park the car, they realize that all the happiness is gone. They realize that they just bought a piece of metal.
In every walk of life, the richest people begin to say that the money never brings lasting happiness. What brings lasting happiness is the journey.
Do what you love.
Do it for yourself.
The money will come if you understand how to market your passions.
The greatest thing you can do in life is to follow your bliss and get paid for it handsomely.
At the end of the day, nobody even cares about what’s in your bank account.
He’s always chasing the pot of gold, but when he gets there, at the end of the day, it’s just corn flakes. – Morty, Click (2006)
When you constantly chase dollar signs, you’re missing out on the most important things in life. You’re missing out on your dreams. You’re missing out on your soul. You’re missing out on the things that make you human, that make you unique, that make you special.
I remember reading a quote one day that really made me think. It said, “Life is neither the candle nor the flame. It is the burning.”
Money will not buy you happiness.
Friends will not buy you happiness.
Respect will not buy you happiness.
Following your dreams is the only way to true happiness. And when you follow your dreams, the best money, the best friends, and the best respect will come to you as a byproduct. I would rather be respected for what I love than be respected for what I despise.
Money is just an effect, not a cause.
Money is wonderful, and you can make LOTS of it. But, at the end of the day, your life is all about service.
Service
Your passion was never meant to be kept inside. It was supposed to be unleashed into the world through a smattering of love and an explosion that sets hearts on fire.
The truest happiness comes in the form of giving. The greatest giving comes in the form of an embodiment of your highest values, your highest sense of self, your highest virtues, and your deepest dreams.
Desire is the faculty through which your service may be of value to another man.
At the end of your life, people will remember you for the music you left behind.
They will remember you for the results you were able to produce in others’ lives.
I remember Charles Dickens because he left behind 3 ghosts.
I remember Ayn Rand because she left behind a fountain and an atlas.
I remember Dr. King because he left behind a dream.
People will follow you for your dreams as well, if only you would dare to dream them.
The greatest happiness comes from putting your entire soul into something you believe in and then seeing that thing manifest into concrete form.
You put your soul into something that others can finally hold.
That is the most beautiful thing you can do. In life, you have to do great things. But those great things are not great because others define them as great; they are great because they are truly unique things that nobody else could bestow upon the universe but you.
[I need to] find a truly original idea. It is the only way I will ever distinguish myself. It is the only way I will ever matter.- John Nash, A Beautiful Mind
On Love
When it comes to marriage, do not settle for anyone less than the person whom embodies your greatest beliefs, moralities, and visions. The person is not someone who will have the same purpose as you, but he or she must have the same ideals.
You need to be with someone who harmonizes with your dreams.
Finding this type of love is beyond the scope of this article.
But, realize that who you marry can have a drastic effect on your life.
The person you end up with must reflect your highest virtues.
Never settle at any step of your life.
Don’t marry someone based solely on looks or money alone. These are very important traits, but what matters most is the soul.
The Virtue of Solitude
You were born alone.
You will die alone.
The person you marry must reflect your highest sense of values.
The job you undertake must be one that is a projection of your dreams.
Your greatest sense of happiness comes from an act of service that embodies your dreams.
You can get paid handsomely for following your bliss if you market yourself correctly.
Nobody truly cares about your life as much as you do.
Nobody will live your life for you.
Do not live your life for them.
Do not sacrifice your soul’s bliss in order to follow the advice of a fool who knows not a thing about you, let alone a thing about himself.
You will be forgotten.
Your flesh will decay.
All that remains are the actions you took, the services you rendered, and the masterpieces you created.
When you set out to accomplish something, you do it.
Do not care about how much time it may or may not take you.
Even if it takes years, dedicate yourself to the task at hand.
It’s the only way you will ever really matter.
Do not die with your music still inside of you.
We’re all meant to wake up some day.
Do not let that day be on your death bed.
Realize this:
You were born alone.
You will die alone.
In the end, there is nobody to blame but yourself.
Deeds are more important than flesh.
Flesh can rot.
Your heart will stop.
You are completely erasable, but your deeds will remain forever.
In the end, your actions are what people will remember you by.
And even then, for how long will you remain in their memories?
Who will think about you night and day?
Nobody.
As time moves on, even memories begin to fade.
But what you do in life echoes an eternity.
What you are about to read may transform you, or may not. It may change the way you view life, it may not.
I didn’t write this for you, though.
I wrote this for me.
Radical Honesty
We hold these truths to be self evident that all men are born alone and all men die alone.
You won’t take your friends with you to your grave.
You won’t take your parents with you to your grave.
You won’t take your lovers with you to your grave.
I will now give you some steps that you can take to make sure that you don’t make the same mistakes as Janet.
Find Your Deepest Purpose
Find your greatest passion in life. This may be the hardest thing for almost everyone on the planet, but you have to do it. I can’t teach you how to find this passion in this blog post. But, what I will do is give you some signposts to watch out for.
Your passion is something sacred to you.
It is something that you would do even if you couldn’t get paid for it.
If you can find this purpose, your entire life will change. Absolutely every action you take will have a reason behind it. Everything you do will have a motive, and you will be inspired by something deep within you.
Every heart is born with a compass.
Follow it to where your bliss takes you.
Follow it to your grave.
Sure, you may feel alone on this path, but you are alone in life anyway. Why try to mask the aloneness?
If you were meant to sing, then sing.
If you were meant to write, then write.
If you were meant to dance, then dance.
Embrace yourself in the greatest honesty, and accept yourself for who you are. Why spend time with lawyers when your entire soul just wants to explode into a book that you were meant to write?
The Sense of Self
Eminem doesn’t rap for money.
Oprah doesn’t do talk shows for money.
Bill Gates gives away billions to charities.
People have a fear that if they follow what they truly love, they will become starving artists.
The truth is, we are living in a renaissance right now.
There is absolutely no reason for you not to become wealthy doing what you love.
Eminem was just some white kid from Detroit. What separated him from the rest was that he followed his dream against all odds.
Whatever you do in life, do it for yourself.
Your sense of self respect should come from yourself.
Your sense of satisfaction should come from the work you produce.
You create out of love.
You dance because of the sheer joy you get from dancing.
You write because of the sheer joy you get from putting your thoughts down on paper.
You sing because of the sheer joy you get when you can translate your emotions into powerful sounds.
It doesn’t matter what the world thinks. If they like your stuff, great. If they don’t, that’s also fine.
The truth is, nobody thinks about you night and day. You are not a constant thought on anybody’s mind.
So, why spend your life trying to do what will make others happy when they barely even think of you?
Most people die with their music still inside of them.
Don’t become a statistic.
At the end of the day, all you have is yourself.
The only person who truly cares about you is you.
The only person who can make a huge difference in your life is you.
I hate the notion of self sacrifice.
I hate that we are constantly taught over and over again that we must live for our fellow men.
That we must set aside our visions and dreams so that we may contribute to others.
I hate that we are taught that others know us better than we know ourselves.
I hate that we are constantly taught that our thoughts hold no value, and that we must obey the order of conformity.
We give up our dreams and place our lives into the hands of people who don’t even have control over their own lives.
What kind of orgy is this?
I understand that it is seen as a noble thing to put others first.
But, look at what happens when you put others first.
You end up last.
It sounds like a wonderful idea to put others first, but how can you put others first when they don’t even know what they want for themselves?
People are great time wasters, life wasters, procrastinators, nonachievers, and hesitators. Most of them will never achieve anything noteworthy in life. Most people will do what everyone else is doing because they don’t want to be seen as that “weird guy who followed his dreams and got nowhere”.
But, let me ask you something: If you were to die in six weeks, would you still do what you are doing right now?
Do not make the mistake of dying with your music still inside of yourself.
Do not become a statistic.
Nobody Cares
Nobody cares about you. Sure, you have friends, family, and loved ones who care about you in the ways that people who are close to you should; however, nobody is going to live your life for you.
Don’t expect help in life.
Don’t expect others to go out of their way to give you a nudge.
Don’t expect that the world will finally fall in love with you once you become a doctor, a lawyer, or an engineer.
People will view just the same.
They may think about you from time to time as a passing thought, but that is it.
So, why compete with them?
Why try to get your sense of self respect from them?
Why reject your soul’s vision in order to please people who don’t give a damn about you?
Eliazbeth Taylor just died.
I did not care.
Brittany Murphy died.
I did not care.
Michael Jackson died.
I cared, but even then, I didn’t stop living my life. I didn’t stop pursuing my dreams. I didn’t treat life any different upon his passing.
Others may sympathize with us, they may sympathize with our journeys and sorrows, and they may get envious of us from time to time, but you have to realize the cold hard truth: You are just a passing thought in most peoples’ minds.
Your parents love you, and they want to see you succeed, but they are so afraid of you making the wrong choices in life that, many times, they make the choices for you.
But then, you are left alone to work through the life they chose for you. They won’t live it for you.
In the end, you have nobody to blame but yourself.
Who cares if everyone else is getting their degrees faster than you?
Who cares if people are graduating college two years earlier?
Who cares if your best friend just landed a lucrative job?
The fact is that most people are unhappy with their careers, and they only stick around because they have bills to pay.
If it takes you an extra three years to graduate college, then let it happen. Honestly, at the end of the day, nobody will really care about how long it took for you to graduate anyway. NOBODY cares.
If you are working at a job you hate, nobody cares about how much you hate that job. If your job brings you respect, all you are getting is 15 seconds (not even minutes) of fame, because most people will not think much about you in forms other than a passing thought.
If you set your life up to please others, you will be pleasing nobody. Nobody will care.
You’re only fooling yourself.
Don’t become a statistic.
Money
You might be wondering about money.
“Sure, going after your dreams is all fine and dandy, but I have bills to pay and mouths to feed. What about that?”
If you live this type of lifestyle, you’re going to get drained. This mentality will pass onto your children, and you will live a very unhappy lifestyle.
There are COUNTLESS books, audios, DVD’s, and Seminars on how to make massive income doing what you love. I won’t go into the details here, but if you do need some guidance, I suggest that you read the following books:
1. Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill
2. How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie
3. The Millionaire Messenger by Brendon Burchard
I want to stress to you that money is just a result, and it is a fantastic result. You DESERVE to get paid handsomely for what you do in life. But, the thing you must watch out for is whether or not what you are doing makes you happy.
Russell Simmons talks about rappers and cars in his book Do You! New musicians experience this all the time. They spend their first paycheck on a car that costs a half million dollars. Once they park the car, they realize that all the happiness is gone. They realize that they just bought a piece of metal.
In every walk of life, the richest people begin to say that the money never brings lasting happiness. What brings lasting happiness is the journey.
Do what you love.
Do it for yourself.
The money will come if you understand how to market your passions.
The greatest thing you can do in life is to follow your bliss and get paid for it handsomely.
At the end of the day, nobody even cares about what’s in your bank account.
He’s always chasing the pot of gold, but when he gets there, at the end of the day, it’s just corn flakes. – Morty, Click (2006)
When you constantly chase dollar signs, you’re missing out on the most important things in life. You’re missing out on your dreams. You’re missing out on your soul. You’re missing out on the things that make you human, that make you unique, that make you special.
I remember reading a quote one day that really made me think. It said, “Life is neither the candle nor the flame. It is the burning.”
Money will not buy you happiness.
Friends will not buy you happiness.
Respect will not buy you happiness.
Following your dreams is the only way to true happiness. And when you follow your dreams, the best money, the best friends, and the best respect will come to you as a byproduct. I would rather be respected for what I love than be respected for what I despise.
Money is just an effect, not a cause.
Money is wonderful, and you can make LOTS of it. But, at the end of the day, your life is all about service.
Service
Your passion was never meant to be kept inside. It was supposed to be unleashed into the world through a smattering of love and an explosion that sets hearts on fire.
The truest happiness comes in the form of giving. The greatest giving comes in the form of an embodiment of your highest values, your highest sense of self, your highest virtues, and your deepest dreams.
Desire is the faculty through which your service may be of value to another man.
At the end of your life, people will remember you for the music you left behind.
They will remember you for the results you were able to produce in others’ lives.
I remember Charles Dickens because he left behind 3 ghosts.
I remember Ayn Rand because she left behind a fountain and an atlas.
I remember Dr. King because he left behind a dream.
People will follow you for your dreams as well, if only you would dare to dream them.
The greatest happiness comes from putting your entire soul into something you believe in and then seeing that thing manifest into concrete form.
You put your soul into something that others can finally hold.
That is the most beautiful thing you can do. In life, you have to do great things. But those great things are not great because others define them as great; they are great because they are truly unique things that nobody else could bestow upon the universe but you.
[I need to] find a truly original idea. It is the only way I will ever distinguish myself. It is the only way I will ever matter.- John Nash, A Beautiful Mind
On Love
When it comes to marriage, do not settle for anyone less than the person whom embodies your greatest beliefs, moralities, and visions. The person is not someone who will have the same purpose as you, but he or she must have the same ideals.
You need to be with someone who harmonizes with your dreams.
Finding this type of love is beyond the scope of this article.
But, realize that who you marry can have a drastic effect on your life.
The person you end up with must reflect your highest virtues.
Never settle at any step of your life.
Don’t marry someone based solely on looks or money alone. These are very important traits, but what matters most is the soul.
The Virtue of Solitude
You were born alone.
You will die alone.
The person you marry must reflect your highest sense of values.
The job you undertake must be one that is a projection of your dreams.
Your greatest sense of happiness comes from an act of service that embodies your dreams.
You can get paid handsomely for following your bliss if you market yourself correctly.
Nobody truly cares about your life as much as you do.
Nobody will live your life for you.
Do not live your life for them.
Do not sacrifice your soul’s bliss in order to follow the advice of a fool who knows not a thing about you, let alone a thing about himself.
You will be forgotten.
Your flesh will decay.
All that remains are the actions you took, the services you rendered, and the masterpieces you created.
When you set out to accomplish something, you do it.
Do not care about how much time it may or may not take you.
Even if it takes years, dedicate yourself to the task at hand.
It’s the only way you will ever really matter.
Do not die with your music still inside of you.
We’re all meant to wake up some day.
Do not let that day be on your death bed.
JOURNAL:
I haven't been happy for a while now. Maybe it is the snow....not getting enough light. Maybe it's that I am getting older and I am still alone in an empty house. It also the new management that took over the medical center. My job isn't stable anymore....I am constantly worried and stressed out.
I listen to songs from my childhood and I wish I can go back and be taken care of again. I feel like crying sometimes. I get home and watch some movie on cable..under the cover and wait till I am tired and go to sleep.
I got that surgery done on my front tooth. It wasn't a root fracture..it was a crown fracture...it a long process for the bone graft and then the implant.
Why do I feel that this life is too much for me?
Why do I keep trying to find my soulmate? I should just give up and accept that I will be alone....Alone without kids of my own..in this house...watching movies and let time pass me by. I don't even know why I joined E-harmony yesterday. My mom encouraged me.
Please God help me
I listen to songs from my childhood and I wish I can go back and be taken care of again. I feel like crying sometimes. I get home and watch some movie on cable..under the cover and wait till I am tired and go to sleep.
I got that surgery done on my front tooth. It wasn't a root fracture..it was a crown fracture...it a long process for the bone graft and then the implant.
Why do I feel that this life is too much for me?
Why do I keep trying to find my soulmate? I should just give up and accept that I will be alone....Alone without kids of my own..in this house...watching movies and let time pass me by. I don't even know why I joined E-harmony yesterday. My mom encouraged me.
Please God help me
LOVE/DATING: FALLING IN LOVE
Falling in love is very real, but I used to shake my head when people talked about soul mates, poor deluded individuals grasping at some supernatural ideal not intended for mortals but sounded pretty in a poetry book. Then, we met, and everything changed, the cynic has become the converted, the sceptic, an ardent zealot. I have learned that everything is connected, like a delicate web. Ever growing, ever changing. New silvery strands come together every day, and once the strand is formed, no matter what superficial circumstances may sometimes keep you apart, it is never broken. You will meet again, perhaps in another lifetime. The connection is unbreakable, lying dormant in your subconscious. How do I describe the feeling that envelopes my being when she is near? It is like a cocoon of warmth and peace, but beneath that there is a deep longing, a hunger that one kiss would not be able to satisfy, one kiss would only make the hunger greater. But oh, how I long for that kiss, a kiss that might never come. Being close to her does things to me, makes me feel things I never knew existed, makes me want things I have never wanted before. I have never desired to know a woman's body before I met her. I wonder if she knows that I desire her in such a way, that I not only want to know her body, but that I want her to know mine. There is a part of me that would not care if she loves me or not if I could just have one beautiful, passionate night with her, while the rest of me knows that one night would never be enough.
She took my hand in her. I gasped when our skin touched and looked into her eyes in a kind of shocked wonder, my eyes wide. Her hand was smooth and warm, a few degrees warmer than it should be, and that heat sank into me, but it was not her heat that made me gasp. It felt like a storm resided within her skin and the moment our hands met, the storm and heat went raging through my veins, leaving my skin tingling and my heart fluttering It was like heat lightning, flashes of brilliance without sound that told of an impending storm. It awakened something within me, something I did not know existed, and took my breath away. I had never felt anything like it before.
Your partner is so much more than their appearance. It's how kind their heart is, how lovely they smile, how much they care and have compassion, how generous and giving they are which becomes much more attractive
She took my hand in her. I gasped when our skin touched and looked into her eyes in a kind of shocked wonder, my eyes wide. Her hand was smooth and warm, a few degrees warmer than it should be, and that heat sank into me, but it was not her heat that made me gasp. It felt like a storm resided within her skin and the moment our hands met, the storm and heat went raging through my veins, leaving my skin tingling and my heart fluttering It was like heat lightning, flashes of brilliance without sound that told of an impending storm. It awakened something within me, something I did not know existed, and took my breath away. I had never felt anything like it before.
Your partner is so much more than their appearance. It's how kind their heart is, how lovely they smile, how much they care and have compassion, how generous and giving they are which becomes much more attractive
DEAR SOULMATE
Dear Soulmate,
I struggled so much to sleep last night. I slept a little in the early morning, yet the moment I open my eyes you are first in my thoughts. As I lay in bed I feel the coolness of the covers against the warmth of my skin. I turned the air too low last night, so it is very cold in my room. As I lay here, all I wish for is that you were here with me. I recall how your skin feels against mine when we are under the covers together. How your body fits so perfectly with mine, when you cuddle me, when you spoon me, when we make love. It just fits - perfectly.
I remember your kisses in the early morning hours when you awaken me to make love. The way you kiss me, the way you kiss my face, my mouth; and I desperately want to feel that overwhelming love I feel when we make love. I want to feel you, feel you here with me under the covers. I want to see your sleepy face, I want to see you smile at me. I want to touch your face, kiss it, kiss your mouth. I want to feel your breath on me. I want to feel your hands. I want to caress your back, pull you into me as close as we can be. I want to make love with you, with my eyes open, as I always do - just so I can see you. I want to hear the faint grunts you make, the sighs, the words you say to me. I just want to feel all of you. I need all of you so desperately.
I want your kisses. All over me.
I never really knew the meaning of longing and yearning until now. Needing so desperately to feel close to you is killing me. Slowly. I feel as if part of me is missing. Literally. I feel as if a huge part of me is missing, that a part of me was severed and I am desperately trying to reattach it before I bleed to death. I do literally feel as if something drains out of me, bit by bit every day.
I don't know how to be without you anymore. I really don't know what to do. I feel as if I have no energy today. None.
I am still laying here in bed, wishing you could feel the warmth of my naked body. Wishing you could feel the yearning inside of me, for you, for your love, for your kisses. Wishing you could feel all of me. Wishing you could feel all of this love desperately wanting out of my body and into yours. Wishing that you could feel how my body, my heart and my soul are just crying out for you, for your love.
I need you so much. I would give up the rest of my days if I could be with your right now. If I could love you, and I could feel you love me. If I could hear you call me yours, if I could hear you say 'I love you' under your breath like you do when you make love to me.
I feel so lost without you. I have no strength today to face anything. I just desperately want to be with you.
Every night, I just pray that this love I feel for you, this love that is bigger than anything else I have ever felt, bigger than life - I pray it touches you somehow. I don't know if you still want it, I don't know if you still want me - yet, every night, that is all I pray for. I pray for a miracle. I pray you will find your way back home. My miracle is you. I love you so much with everything I am.
I struggled so much to sleep last night. I slept a little in the early morning, yet the moment I open my eyes you are first in my thoughts. As I lay in bed I feel the coolness of the covers against the warmth of my skin. I turned the air too low last night, so it is very cold in my room. As I lay here, all I wish for is that you were here with me. I recall how your skin feels against mine when we are under the covers together. How your body fits so perfectly with mine, when you cuddle me, when you spoon me, when we make love. It just fits - perfectly.
I remember your kisses in the early morning hours when you awaken me to make love. The way you kiss me, the way you kiss my face, my mouth; and I desperately want to feel that overwhelming love I feel when we make love. I want to feel you, feel you here with me under the covers. I want to see your sleepy face, I want to see you smile at me. I want to touch your face, kiss it, kiss your mouth. I want to feel your breath on me. I want to feel your hands. I want to caress your back, pull you into me as close as we can be. I want to make love with you, with my eyes open, as I always do - just so I can see you. I want to hear the faint grunts you make, the sighs, the words you say to me. I just want to feel all of you. I need all of you so desperately.
I want your kisses. All over me.
I never really knew the meaning of longing and yearning until now. Needing so desperately to feel close to you is killing me. Slowly. I feel as if part of me is missing. Literally. I feel as if a huge part of me is missing, that a part of me was severed and I am desperately trying to reattach it before I bleed to death. I do literally feel as if something drains out of me, bit by bit every day.
I don't know how to be without you anymore. I really don't know what to do. I feel as if I have no energy today. None.
I am still laying here in bed, wishing you could feel the warmth of my naked body. Wishing you could feel the yearning inside of me, for you, for your love, for your kisses. Wishing you could feel all of me. Wishing you could feel all of this love desperately wanting out of my body and into yours. Wishing that you could feel how my body, my heart and my soul are just crying out for you, for your love.
I need you so much. I would give up the rest of my days if I could be with your right now. If I could love you, and I could feel you love me. If I could hear you call me yours, if I could hear you say 'I love you' under your breath like you do when you make love to me.
I feel so lost without you. I have no strength today to face anything. I just desperately want to be with you.
Every night, I just pray that this love I feel for you, this love that is bigger than anything else I have ever felt, bigger than life - I pray it touches you somehow. I don't know if you still want it, I don't know if you still want me - yet, every night, that is all I pray for. I pray for a miracle. I pray you will find your way back home. My miracle is you. I love you so much with everything I am.
LOVE LETER: DEAR SOULMATE
Dear Soulmate,
I'm going to try to speak the words that my heart wants you to know I want you to see what you mean to me and why I love you so.Nobody else can know my thoughts and touch my soul like you can.No one can melt my heart like you do simply by holding my hand.With a loving glance or a tender kiss you make my cares isappear.Warm thoughts of you surround me and always keep you near. I need nothing more from you than this- to know that you'll always be mine.And the promise of your love in my life- until the end of time. You're in the galaxy of my love.Embarking on a holy mission.Traveling through space and time. Might I describe to you in detail my passions and desires for you? May I share with you, my love, your truest beauty through my eyes? Sweeter than the air I breathe is your voice in my straining ear. The comfort of your hand in mine will ever allay my deepest fears. To feel you quiver at my touch, it is the warmth of the summer sun. You hold me as if to never let go and we overcome the pain of the world. Refreshing as the rain on my face your laughter heals my very soul. Pray, my love, this dream never ends and I will not know a day without you. When you kiss me part of my soul drains away and becomes part of you. And I feel you do the same.I feel you become closer to me;I feel so loved and I feel the ecstasy.That only you could bring. I feel I could cry for I had stopped dreaming, long ago, of finding the perfect woman and even as the moment ends and our lips begin to part. I can still hear the pounding of my fragile heart. Now the kiss has passed, but the feeling doesn't leave as I fall back into your arms and begin to dream....
I'm going to try to speak the words that my heart wants you to know I want you to see what you mean to me and why I love you so.Nobody else can know my thoughts and touch my soul like you can.No one can melt my heart like you do simply by holding my hand.With a loving glance or a tender kiss you make my cares isappear.Warm thoughts of you surround me and always keep you near. I need nothing more from you than this- to know that you'll always be mine.And the promise of your love in my life- until the end of time. You're in the galaxy of my love.Embarking on a holy mission.Traveling through space and time. Might I describe to you in detail my passions and desires for you? May I share with you, my love, your truest beauty through my eyes? Sweeter than the air I breathe is your voice in my straining ear. The comfort of your hand in mine will ever allay my deepest fears. To feel you quiver at my touch, it is the warmth of the summer sun. You hold me as if to never let go and we overcome the pain of the world. Refreshing as the rain on my face your laughter heals my very soul. Pray, my love, this dream never ends and I will not know a day without you. When you kiss me part of my soul drains away and becomes part of you. And I feel you do the same.I feel you become closer to me;I feel so loved and I feel the ecstasy.That only you could bring. I feel I could cry for I had stopped dreaming, long ago, of finding the perfect woman and even as the moment ends and our lips begin to part. I can still hear the pounding of my fragile heart. Now the kiss has passed, but the feeling doesn't leave as I fall back into your arms and begin to dream....
Monday, February 17, 2014
ARTICLE: CNBC.COM Summers: US faces a 'Downton Abbey' economy
Summers: US faces a 'Downton Abbey' economy
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CNBC.com | Monday, 17 Feb 2014 | 3:46 AM ET
The U.S. is at risk of becoming a "Downton Abbey" economy, as the gap between the top 1 percent and the poor widens, former US treasury secretary Larry Summers has warned.
In a comment piece for the Financial Times, Summers highlighted that the share of income going to the top earners in the U.S. has increased sharply, while real wages and family incomes remain stagnant. These conditions will last beyond the normalisation of the economic cycle and budget deficits, Summers added.
(Read more: Making the rich poorer isn't the American Dream: Summers)
"The cumulative effect of all these developments is that the U.S. may well be on the way to becoming a Downton Abbey economy. President Barack Obama is right to be concerned. Those who condemn him for 'tearing down the wealthy' and engaging in un-American populism are, to put it politely, lacking in historical perspective," Summers wrote.
Summers, who was at one time in the frame to take over Ben Bernanke as chairman of the U.S. Federal Reserve, added that President John Kennedy sent the FBI to audit executives' personal tax returns following a spike in steel prices, while President Richard Nixon insisted on tax investigations "of the books of companies which raised their prices more than 1.5 per cent above the January ceiling" he said.
Recent analysis by Oxfam, released ahead of last month's World Economic Forum held in Davos, found that 85 of the richest people in the world have accumulated as much wealth between them as half of the world's population.
(Read more: Larry Summers and the never-ending bubble economy)
The charity said the tiny elite of multibillionaires, who could fit into a double-decker bus, have piled up fortunes equivalent to the wealth of the world's poorest 3.5 billion people, boasting a collective worth of $1.7 trillion.
Oxfam also calculated that almost half the world's wealth, $110 trillion, is owned by just 1 per cent of its population. The group said 70 percent of people live in countries where the gap between the rich and poor has widened in the last 30 years.
Policies that prefer the rich, such as the capital gains exemption, the ability to defer tax on unrealised capital gains, and the tax-free nature of gains on assets that passed on at death reinforce inequality, however identifying policies that reduce inequality "is not enough" said Summers.
"To be effective they must also raise the incomes of the middle class and the poor. Tax reform has a major role to play. The current tax code is so badly designed that it is very likely to be having the effect of reducing economic growth. It also allows the rich to shield a far greater proportion of their income from taxation than the poor. For example, last year's increase in the stock market represented an increase in wealth of about $6 trillion, of which the lion's share went to the very wealthy," he added.
President Obama used his State of the Union address last month to highlight the growing disparity between America's richest and poorest citizens, saying that, after four years of economic growth with sky-high corporate profits and stock prices, average wages had not changed.
"Those at the top have never done better. But average wages have barely budged. Inequality has deepened. Upward mobility has stalled," he said.
"The cold, hard fact is that even in the midst of recovery, too many Americans are working more than ever just to get by – let alone get ahead. And too many still aren't working at all," he added.
In his Financial Times piece, Summers suggested closing loopholes enjoyed by the wealthy, which would enable taxes to be cut elsewhere. He suggested measures such as earned income tax credit, which could raise the incomes of the poor and middle class by more than they cost the Treasury, by giving people incentives to work and save.
He said it was ironic that advocates of the free market are often those that are least in favour of curbing tax benefits for the rich, and sooner or later inequality needs to be addressed.
However policies that aim instead to thwart market forces rarely work, he said, and usually "fall victim to the law of unintended consequences," said Summers.
ECONOMY, GLOBAL ECONOMY, ECONOMIC NEWS, US ECONOMY, ECONOMICS, STATE OF ECONOMY, US STOCK MARKETS, US INDEXES, TREASURIES, COMMODITIES, LARRY SUMMERS, DAVOS, RICH, WEALTH, POOR, MOBILITY, INEQUALITY, LARRY SUMMERS, IMF, INTERNATIONAL, BARACK OBAMA, INCOME INEQUALITY, POLITICS, WEALTH, TAXES, GOP, POLICY, ECONOMY, US ECONOMY, U.S. MARKETS, UNEMPLOYMENT, BUSINESS NEWS
CNBC.com | Monday, 17 Feb 2014 | 3:46 AM ET
The U.S. is at risk of becoming a "Downton Abbey" economy, as the gap between the top 1 percent and the poor widens, former US treasury secretary Larry Summers has warned.
In a comment piece for the Financial Times, Summers highlighted that the share of income going to the top earners in the U.S. has increased sharply, while real wages and family incomes remain stagnant. These conditions will last beyond the normalisation of the economic cycle and budget deficits, Summers added.
(Read more: Making the rich poorer isn't the American Dream: Summers)
"The cumulative effect of all these developments is that the U.S. may well be on the way to becoming a Downton Abbey economy. President Barack Obama is right to be concerned. Those who condemn him for 'tearing down the wealthy' and engaging in un-American populism are, to put it politely, lacking in historical perspective," Summers wrote.
Summers, who was at one time in the frame to take over Ben Bernanke as chairman of the U.S. Federal Reserve, added that President John Kennedy sent the FBI to audit executives' personal tax returns following a spike in steel prices, while President Richard Nixon insisted on tax investigations "of the books of companies which raised their prices more than 1.5 per cent above the January ceiling" he said.
Recent analysis by Oxfam, released ahead of last month's World Economic Forum held in Davos, found that 85 of the richest people in the world have accumulated as much wealth between them as half of the world's population.
(Read more: Larry Summers and the never-ending bubble economy)
The charity said the tiny elite of multibillionaires, who could fit into a double-decker bus, have piled up fortunes equivalent to the wealth of the world's poorest 3.5 billion people, boasting a collective worth of $1.7 trillion.
Oxfam also calculated that almost half the world's wealth, $110 trillion, is owned by just 1 per cent of its population. The group said 70 percent of people live in countries where the gap between the rich and poor has widened in the last 30 years.
Policies that prefer the rich, such as the capital gains exemption, the ability to defer tax on unrealised capital gains, and the tax-free nature of gains on assets that passed on at death reinforce inequality, however identifying policies that reduce inequality "is not enough" said Summers.
"To be effective they must also raise the incomes of the middle class and the poor. Tax reform has a major role to play. The current tax code is so badly designed that it is very likely to be having the effect of reducing economic growth. It also allows the rich to shield a far greater proportion of their income from taxation than the poor. For example, last year's increase in the stock market represented an increase in wealth of about $6 trillion, of which the lion's share went to the very wealthy," he added.
President Obama used his State of the Union address last month to highlight the growing disparity between America's richest and poorest citizens, saying that, after four years of economic growth with sky-high corporate profits and stock prices, average wages had not changed.
"Those at the top have never done better. But average wages have barely budged. Inequality has deepened. Upward mobility has stalled," he said.
"The cold, hard fact is that even in the midst of recovery, too many Americans are working more than ever just to get by – let alone get ahead. And too many still aren't working at all," he added.
In his Financial Times piece, Summers suggested closing loopholes enjoyed by the wealthy, which would enable taxes to be cut elsewhere. He suggested measures such as earned income tax credit, which could raise the incomes of the poor and middle class by more than they cost the Treasury, by giving people incentives to work and save.
He said it was ironic that advocates of the free market are often those that are least in favour of curbing tax benefits for the rich, and sooner or later inequality needs to be addressed.
However policies that aim instead to thwart market forces rarely work, he said, and usually "fall victim to the law of unintended consequences," said Summers.
DEAR SOULMATE
Dear Soulmate
I missed you today...
when once again I awoke and you weren't here
I missed you today...
and it brought a rush of tears
I missed you today...
with the silence in our home
I missed you today...
and I knew I was alone
I missed you today...
as I drank a cup of tea
I missed you today...
and I wondered if you missed me
DEAR SOULMATE
Dear Soulmate
If you could see yourself through my eyes,You would see the springtime's morning sunrise.If you could hear yourself through my ears,You would hear the skies gently falling tears.If you could touch yourself with my hands,You would feel the cool beach's sands.If you could love yourself with my heart, You would see the woman from whom you'd never part.All of my life,I have longed for someone like you, So warm and tender, with a love so true. You light up my life with each passing day, Now that I have found you,I will never let you get away. The beauty of your smile, and the warmth of your heart. The great inner beauty you possess, is what won me over, and did from the very start. As I sit here and think of you, the memories of how we met are ever so strong. You came into my life at a time I felt so alone.All of my life I've longed for someone who would love me, for who I am and nothing more. You captured my mind and soul, so you, my love, you are the key to my heart's door. Each day we are together, is another day in paradise. Knowing I've finally found someone to love me, surely does feel so nice. No more lonely days and nights, for they are gone forever, never to come again. Since you came into my life, I have so much love to give you from within.My body, soul and mind are yours until the day I shall die. And even after then... the memory of love we have for each other will speak to us for all eternity. And another page of love will be written in history.As days go by let's you and I keep this love we have between us alive. As the hair on our heads grows gray, we will look back at these precious memories of love with a smile. There will be no one who can take this love away from us.Because in God and each other, we will forever put our trust. All my life I have dreamed of a love so true and pure, like yours. Now that I have found you, throughout all eternity this love of ours will always endure. I know we both are human and are prone to make mistakes. All of our mistakes, we will work through, for true love is our fate. This day I pledge my love to you for always... for better or for worse, until death do us part. Our hearts will blend into one heart. You and I will always be the reality that dreams do come true.All of my life I have dreamed of you, Now my soul is at peace forever. For you are here finally.
If you could see yourself through my eyes,You would see the springtime's morning sunrise.If you could hear yourself through my ears,You would hear the skies gently falling tears.If you could touch yourself with my hands,You would feel the cool beach's sands.If you could love yourself with my heart, You would see the woman from whom you'd never part.All of my life,I have longed for someone like you, So warm and tender, with a love so true. You light up my life with each passing day, Now that I have found you,I will never let you get away. The beauty of your smile, and the warmth of your heart. The great inner beauty you possess, is what won me over, and did from the very start. As I sit here and think of you, the memories of how we met are ever so strong. You came into my life at a time I felt so alone.All of my life I've longed for someone who would love me, for who I am and nothing more. You captured my mind and soul, so you, my love, you are the key to my heart's door. Each day we are together, is another day in paradise. Knowing I've finally found someone to love me, surely does feel so nice. No more lonely days and nights, for they are gone forever, never to come again. Since you came into my life, I have so much love to give you from within.My body, soul and mind are yours until the day I shall die. And even after then... the memory of love we have for each other will speak to us for all eternity. And another page of love will be written in history.As days go by let's you and I keep this love we have between us alive. As the hair on our heads grows gray, we will look back at these precious memories of love with a smile. There will be no one who can take this love away from us.Because in God and each other, we will forever put our trust. All my life I have dreamed of a love so true and pure, like yours. Now that I have found you, throughout all eternity this love of ours will always endure. I know we both are human and are prone to make mistakes. All of our mistakes, we will work through, for true love is our fate. This day I pledge my love to you for always... for better or for worse, until death do us part. Our hearts will blend into one heart. You and I will always be the reality that dreams do come true.All of my life I have dreamed of you, Now my soul is at peace forever. For you are here finally.
Saturday, February 15, 2014
Friday, February 14, 2014
DEAR SOULMATE
Dear Soulmate,
The day I saw you,I was lost in your eyes.Since that moment,I fell in love with you.The day you filled my empty heart with your love.Since then, every heartbeat of mine says your name out loud.The day I missed you,I looked deep in the sky.the brightest star in the sky represented you.The day I saw you..There are no words in any language to make a sentence so pure and sweet to describe what comes to my mind once our eyes meet. To see you is heavenly, to touch you is grace, To feel your heart beat is a warm embrace. To know what you are thinking is enough that it will get me through when life gets too rough. Just knowing what I have lying by my side.This must be a dream, but I can't wake up To find someone like you is not just luck. I love you and I need you, so stay by side, For I promise you- our love will never die.You are the voice that caresses my soul.You are the touch that eases my aching muscles. You are the body that swims in my eyes.You are the person I am one with You are the soul that mates with my own You are the object of my passion You are the dreams that soothe my sleep You are the hand that wipes my tears away You are the company that pulls me from loneliness You are the light in my dark existence You are the bait that keeps me moving forward You are the obsession that keeps me alive
The day I saw you,I was lost in your eyes.Since that moment,I fell in love with you.The day you filled my empty heart with your love.Since then, every heartbeat of mine says your name out loud.The day I missed you,I looked deep in the sky.the brightest star in the sky represented you.The day I saw you..There are no words in any language to make a sentence so pure and sweet to describe what comes to my mind once our eyes meet. To see you is heavenly, to touch you is grace, To feel your heart beat is a warm embrace. To know what you are thinking is enough that it will get me through when life gets too rough. Just knowing what I have lying by my side.This must be a dream, but I can't wake up To find someone like you is not just luck. I love you and I need you, so stay by side, For I promise you- our love will never die.You are the voice that caresses my soul.You are the touch that eases my aching muscles. You are the body that swims in my eyes.You are the person I am one with You are the soul that mates with my own You are the object of my passion You are the dreams that soothe my sleep You are the hand that wipes my tears away You are the company that pulls me from loneliness You are the light in my dark existence You are the bait that keeps me moving forward You are the obsession that keeps me alive
LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE
Dear Soulmate
How can I express myself to you in a way that you can truly understand how you make me feel? Well I can start by saying, I love you, or, you mean the world to me, but for some reason those phrases don't seem enough. There is something that you do to my body, heart, soul and mind that can't be described. There is some kind of indescribable comfort you bring to my soul. You take my mind on an unexplainable high. You fill my body with a vibrant exhilaration, adrenalin and my heart is overwhelmed by the love you feed it.Pin-pointing your perfections is an act of timely impossibility. You've become the biggest part of me and though my heart feared to open up to a stranger, with you it did so with no hesitation. To look into your eyes gives me the drive I need to succeed in my life.To embrace your touch gives me the push to believe there is good in life. To hear you speak gives me encouragement to never give up and to have you by my side gives me the strength I need to dream. I thank the God every day that he crossed our paths. I thank the God every day for the love he placed in my heart for you. Imagine you gone? It's something I dare not do for a second, because without you my heart would fall into a deep sea of depression. I've come to understand the meaning of trust and the feeling of true love. The reason is because of you. Your love has been an influence to my desires, a motivation to my dreams and a temptation to my heart that can not be denied. And yet, all these words don't seem enough to dictate the way you make me feel and I'm afraid that till the end of time, words never will. So, I'll explain myself in ways of action and hope you will capture all the messages I'm sending.Once again, I thank the God for my many blessings. Once again I thank the God, for his plan was to send a beautiful angel to wash away all the strife,an angel who has shown me a life so new, a beautiful angel I found in you. I LOVE YOU
How can I express myself to you in a way that you can truly understand how you make me feel? Well I can start by saying, I love you, or, you mean the world to me, but for some reason those phrases don't seem enough. There is something that you do to my body, heart, soul and mind that can't be described. There is some kind of indescribable comfort you bring to my soul. You take my mind on an unexplainable high. You fill my body with a vibrant exhilaration, adrenalin and my heart is overwhelmed by the love you feed it.Pin-pointing your perfections is an act of timely impossibility. You've become the biggest part of me and though my heart feared to open up to a stranger, with you it did so with no hesitation. To look into your eyes gives me the drive I need to succeed in my life.To embrace your touch gives me the push to believe there is good in life. To hear you speak gives me encouragement to never give up and to have you by my side gives me the strength I need to dream. I thank the God every day that he crossed our paths. I thank the God every day for the love he placed in my heart for you. Imagine you gone? It's something I dare not do for a second, because without you my heart would fall into a deep sea of depression. I've come to understand the meaning of trust and the feeling of true love. The reason is because of you. Your love has been an influence to my desires, a motivation to my dreams and a temptation to my heart that can not be denied. And yet, all these words don't seem enough to dictate the way you make me feel and I'm afraid that till the end of time, words never will. So, I'll explain myself in ways of action and hope you will capture all the messages I'm sending.Once again, I thank the God for my many blessings. Once again I thank the God, for his plan was to send a beautiful angel to wash away all the strife,an angel who has shown me a life so new, a beautiful angel I found in you. I LOVE YOU
LOVE: HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
1. Believe me you, hearing this everyday from someone you love is pure bliss and there's nothing that can ever replace that feeling.
2. And that's not it. Someone once told me the real definition of love, which is "when that person is the first thing you thing of in the morning AND the last thing when you go to sleep at night, you know it's love".
3. It's love when you're straight forward and you EXPRESS
4. And it doesn't matter who's the one expressing. "The boy should take the first step" is only and totally a myth when it comes to loving someone.
5. Love is passionate and irresistible.
6. The way you look at each other is a reason enough why you're in love with each other.
7. You always have that one person around with who you can pull off this stunt and it indefinitely gives you shivers every time you do it because (you should've guessed it by now) you're in LOVE.
8. Who doesn't like to be an "exception"? And it (love) only happens to some of us, which obviously makes us exceptional.
9. Yes, you have distinguished ways of telling someone you love them.
10. But when you do, your enviable passion gets too much to handle.
11. However, it ends up in THAT beautiful thing called "love".
12. You know when you're sad, you have him in front of you who's crying much more than you on the inside AND on the outside.
13. It's that aura, that feeling when that person is around and he wants the exact same thing as you. That's love.
14. You constantly wish you never have to see a day more than your lover because you don't know or don't want to know of a life without him.
15. And you're constantly told you're perfect (which, noone ever is and you definitely aren't) but what he means is that you're perfect FOR HIM and that's all that matters to him and to you.
16. You knew it since day one that the search is over and here is your FULL STOP.
17. And the (more than) best feeling ever is when you both feel the same way. It does feel like heaven for a second (no kidding).
18. When you've been waiting for an act or expression of reassurance and it happens without saying a word, it feels like it's the good life all over again.
19. With this person around you FOREVER, you can never fall short of love in the whole wide world.
20. And when he's not around, you leave no opportunity to tell him what he means to you.
21. You may be insecure (possibly) for life but that's because you're with the most amazing person in the world and that's how you think the world feels too.
22. No matter what, that person would remain the closest person to your heart ALWAYS. That person, who is still the first thing you think of in the morning and the last thing you think of when you go to sleep at night.
23. And the thought of not ending up together kills you a little EVERY SINGLE DAY.
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