But I know you're out there somewhere so that's why I'm writing to you. It's like how people say there is no other intelligent life out there beyond earth. I think that must be the most preposterous thing I have ever heard; if you think about it, the whole entire universe is beyond any of our fathomabliity. I mean, we've guessed approximately how large it is - and it's almost so large it's unbelievable. And to think in all that wide open space, and with all of the millions of billions of solar systems and the millions of trillions of planets spinning all around them, people out there mean to say that in not one of those infinite solar systems there is the possibility that there is another planet filled with people looking up at the sky wondering if there is other intelligent life out there too?
I remember once when I was a little boy, maybe around 6 years old, I was laying in bed unable to sleep, twirling the ends of my braided hair around my finger thinking about space. It seemed vast and extremely daunting, filled up with all those mysterious entities - it seemed never ending. But I got to wondering if the universe actually went on forever? Where did it start?When did it stop? And what was beyond our universe. Did you suddenly smack into a tall black wall, and creep around until you find a door? Was the universe just a large room, a box? I remember envisioning that it may sort of be like standing on the beach and seeing the water lap up against the sand, and if you looked out a bit, the water suddenly became a deep dark blue , and you would know that there was a break there and everything was vastly deep beyond that spot. I imagined that outside the universe you'd find yourself in this never ending white room; the floor would be white, so would the walls - though you couldn't quite see where they began and ended- , and also when you focused your eyes above you, all you would see would be white. It would be pure emptiness and I'd imagine that it would just me, having found the end of the universe, standing there as an obscure blip of color in this grand white never ending nothingness. And I felt this growing bead of loneliness swell in my belly and I didn't have to look to know that I was gray all around, and it almost hurt inside, thinking that there was nothing else out there. So I popped my eyes open to the night colors of my room, taking in all of the sweet familiarities, and felt mildly comforted. And I tried not to think of the beach of the universe anymore, because it only made me drip gray.
I always knew you existed in my bones. It gave me hope. It was this like a giant pillow to rest my quietly lonely heart on, knowing you were out there, somewhere, wondering if I were out there, too.
Maybe in your eyes, numbers will have colors; or you'll be able to taste emotion; or each letter will have a musical note, so speech would be a symphony to your ears. Maybe you won't be anything like that all, like nothing and no one I could ever conceive. Maybe to all other eyes you'll be as normal as the rest, but you'll understand me and every color, and I'll be the same for you. Or perhaps I'll never meet you at all, in this lifetime or the next or the next. But somehow just knowing you're out there, somewhere, in some form keeps loneliness from swallowing my heart and turning it into a stony mess. As long as I can go to sleep, and dream of having you to hit the end of the universe with, I'll be alright.
Saturday, August 18, 2012
PUSSY: HOW TO EAT PUSSY
When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her girlfriends about it or that guy will become the most popular man in town. So, remember, most guys can fuck, and those who can usually do it satisfactorily, but the guy who gives good head, he's got it made.
Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down between her legs. Now stop and look at what you see. Beautiful, isn't it?
There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. I know.They come in all different sizes, colors and shapes; some are tucked inside like a little girl's cunnie and some have thick luscious lips that come out to greet you. Some are nested in brushes of fur and others are fully bare. Appreciate your woman's unique qualities and tell her what makes her special. Women are a good deal more verbal than men, especially during love-making. They also respond more to verbal love, which means, the more you talk to her, the easier it will be to get her off. So all the time you're petting and stroking her beautiful pussy, talk to her about it. Now look at it again. Gently pull the lips apart and look at her inner lips, even lick them if you want to. Now spread the tops of her pussy up until you can find her clit. Women have clits in all different sizes, just like you guys have different sized cocks. It doesn't mean a thing as far as her capacity for orgasm. All it means is more of her is hidden underneath her foreskin.
Whenever you touch a woman's pussy, make sure your finger is wet. You can lick it or moisten it with juices from inside her. Be sure, by all means, to wet it before you touch her clit because it doesn't have any juices of it's own and it's extremely sensitive. Your finger will stick to it if it's dry and that hurts.
But you don't want to touch her clit anyway. You have to work up to that. Before she becomes aroused, her clit is too delicate to be handled. Approach her pussy slowly.
Women, even more so than men, love to be teased. The inner part of her thigh is her most tender spot. Lick it, kiss it, make designs on it with the tip of your tongue. Come dangerously close to her pussy, then float away. Make her anticipate it. Now lick the crease where her leg joins her pussy. Nuzzle your face into her bush. Brush your lips over her slit without pressing down on it to further excite her. After you've done this to the point where your lady is bucking up from her seat and she's straining to get more of you closer to her, then put your lips right on top of her slit. Kiss her, gently, then harder. Now use your tongue to separate her pussy lips and when she opens up, run your tongue up and down between the layers of pussy flesh. Gently spread her legs more with your hands. Everything you do with a woman you're about to eat must be done gently. Tongue- fuck her. This feels define. It also teases the hell out of her because by now she wants some attention given to her clit.
Check it out.
See if her clit has gotten hard enough to peek out of it's covering. If so, lick it. If you can't see it, it might still be waiting for you underneath. So bring your tongue up tot he top of her slit and feel for her clit. You may barely experience it's presence. But even if you can't feel the tiny pearl, you can make it rise by licking the skin that covers it. Lick hard now and press into her skin. Gently pull the pussy lips away and flick your tongue against the clit, hood covered or not. Do
this quickly. This should cause her legs to shudder. When you sense she's getting up there toward orgasm, make your lips into an O and take the clit into your mouth. Start to suck gently and watch your lady's face for her reaction. If she can handle it, begin to suck harder. If she digs it, suck even harder.
Go with her. If she lifts her pelvis into the air with the tension of her rising orgasm, move with her, don't fight her. Hang on, and keep your hot mouth on her clit. Don't let go. That's what she'll be saying too: 'Don't stop. Don't ever stop!' There's a reason for that, most men stop too soon.
Just like with cock sucking, this is something worth learning about and worth learning to do well. I know a man who's a lousy fuck, simply lousy, but he can eat pussy like nobody I know and he never has trouble getting a date. Girls are falling all over him. But back to your pussy eating session...
There's another thing you can do to intensify your woman's pleasure. You can finger-fuck her while she's enjoying your clit-licking talents. Before, during or after. She'll really like it. In addition to the erogenous zones surrounding her clit, a woman has another extremely sensitive area at the roof of her vagina. This is what you rub up against when you're fucking her.
Well, since your cock is pretty far away from your mouth, your fingers will have to do the fucking. Take two fingers. One is too skinny and three is too wide and therefore can't get deep enough. Make sure they're wet so you don't irritate her skin. Slide them inside, slowly at first, then a little faster. Fuck her with them rhythmically. Speed up only when she does. Listen to her breathing. She'll let you know what to do. If you're sucking her clit and finger-fucking her at the same time, you're giving her far more stimulation than you would be giving her with your cock alone. So you can count on it that she's getting high on this. If there's any doubt, check her out for symptoms.
Each woman is unique. You may have one who's nipples get hard when she's excited or only when she's having an orgasm. Your girl might flush red or begin to tremble. Get to know her symptoms and you'll be a more sensitive lover. When she starts to have an orgasm, for heaven's sakes, don't let go of that clit. Hang in there for the duration. When she starts to come down from the first orgasm, press your tongue along the underside of the clit, leaving your lips covering the top. Move your tongue in and out of her cunt. If your fingers are inside, move them a little too, gently though, things are extremely sensitive just now.
If you play your cards right, you'll get some multiple orgasms this way. A woman stays excited for a full hour after she's had an orgasm.
Do you realize the full impact of that information? The potential? One woman was clocked at 56 orgasms at one sitting.
Do you know what effect you would have on a woman you gave 56 orgasms to? She'd be yours as long as you wanted her.
The last advice I have for you is this: After you've made her come,made her your slave by giving her the best head she's ever had, don't leave her alone just yet. Talk to her, stroke her body, caress her breasts. Keep making love to her quietly until she's come all the way down.
A man can get off and go to sleep in the same breath and feel no remorse, no sense of loss. But a woman by nature requires some sensitivity from her lover in those first few moments after sex. Oral sex can be the most exciting sexual experiences you can have. But it's what you make it. Take your time, practice often, pay attention to your lover's signals, and most of all, enjoy yourself.
Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down between her legs. Now stop and look at what you see. Beautiful, isn't it?
There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. I know.They come in all different sizes, colors and shapes; some are tucked inside like a little girl's cunnie and some have thick luscious lips that come out to greet you. Some are nested in brushes of fur and others are fully bare. Appreciate your woman's unique qualities and tell her what makes her special. Women are a good deal more verbal than men, especially during love-making. They also respond more to verbal love, which means, the more you talk to her, the easier it will be to get her off. So all the time you're petting and stroking her beautiful pussy, talk to her about it. Now look at it again. Gently pull the lips apart and look at her inner lips, even lick them if you want to. Now spread the tops of her pussy up until you can find her clit. Women have clits in all different sizes, just like you guys have different sized cocks. It doesn't mean a thing as far as her capacity for orgasm. All it means is more of her is hidden underneath her foreskin.
Whenever you touch a woman's pussy, make sure your finger is wet. You can lick it or moisten it with juices from inside her. Be sure, by all means, to wet it before you touch her clit because it doesn't have any juices of it's own and it's extremely sensitive. Your finger will stick to it if it's dry and that hurts.
But you don't want to touch her clit anyway. You have to work up to that. Before she becomes aroused, her clit is too delicate to be handled. Approach her pussy slowly.
Women, even more so than men, love to be teased. The inner part of her thigh is her most tender spot. Lick it, kiss it, make designs on it with the tip of your tongue. Come dangerously close to her pussy, then float away. Make her anticipate it. Now lick the crease where her leg joins her pussy. Nuzzle your face into her bush. Brush your lips over her slit without pressing down on it to further excite her. After you've done this to the point where your lady is bucking up from her seat and she's straining to get more of you closer to her, then put your lips right on top of her slit. Kiss her, gently, then harder. Now use your tongue to separate her pussy lips and when she opens up, run your tongue up and down between the layers of pussy flesh. Gently spread her legs more with your hands. Everything you do with a woman you're about to eat must be done gently. Tongue- fuck her. This feels define. It also teases the hell out of her because by now she wants some attention given to her clit.
Check it out.
See if her clit has gotten hard enough to peek out of it's covering. If so, lick it. If you can't see it, it might still be waiting for you underneath. So bring your tongue up tot he top of her slit and feel for her clit. You may barely experience it's presence. But even if you can't feel the tiny pearl, you can make it rise by licking the skin that covers it. Lick hard now and press into her skin. Gently pull the pussy lips away and flick your tongue against the clit, hood covered or not. Do
this quickly. This should cause her legs to shudder. When you sense she's getting up there toward orgasm, make your lips into an O and take the clit into your mouth. Start to suck gently and watch your lady's face for her reaction. If she can handle it, begin to suck harder. If she digs it, suck even harder.
Go with her. If she lifts her pelvis into the air with the tension of her rising orgasm, move with her, don't fight her. Hang on, and keep your hot mouth on her clit. Don't let go. That's what she'll be saying too: 'Don't stop. Don't ever stop!' There's a reason for that, most men stop too soon.
Just like with cock sucking, this is something worth learning about and worth learning to do well. I know a man who's a lousy fuck, simply lousy, but he can eat pussy like nobody I know and he never has trouble getting a date. Girls are falling all over him. But back to your pussy eating session...
There's another thing you can do to intensify your woman's pleasure. You can finger-fuck her while she's enjoying your clit-licking talents. Before, during or after. She'll really like it. In addition to the erogenous zones surrounding her clit, a woman has another extremely sensitive area at the roof of her vagina. This is what you rub up against when you're fucking her.
Well, since your cock is pretty far away from your mouth, your fingers will have to do the fucking. Take two fingers. One is too skinny and three is too wide and therefore can't get deep enough. Make sure they're wet so you don't irritate her skin. Slide them inside, slowly at first, then a little faster. Fuck her with them rhythmically. Speed up only when she does. Listen to her breathing. She'll let you know what to do. If you're sucking her clit and finger-fucking her at the same time, you're giving her far more stimulation than you would be giving her with your cock alone. So you can count on it that she's getting high on this. If there's any doubt, check her out for symptoms.
Each woman is unique. You may have one who's nipples get hard when she's excited or only when she's having an orgasm. Your girl might flush red or begin to tremble. Get to know her symptoms and you'll be a more sensitive lover. When she starts to have an orgasm, for heaven's sakes, don't let go of that clit. Hang in there for the duration. When she starts to come down from the first orgasm, press your tongue along the underside of the clit, leaving your lips covering the top. Move your tongue in and out of her cunt. If your fingers are inside, move them a little too, gently though, things are extremely sensitive just now.
If you play your cards right, you'll get some multiple orgasms this way. A woman stays excited for a full hour after she's had an orgasm.
Do you realize the full impact of that information? The potential? One woman was clocked at 56 orgasms at one sitting.
Do you know what effect you would have on a woman you gave 56 orgasms to? She'd be yours as long as you wanted her.
The last advice I have for you is this: After you've made her come,made her your slave by giving her the best head she's ever had, don't leave her alone just yet. Talk to her, stroke her body, caress her breasts. Keep making love to her quietly until she's come all the way down.
A man can get off and go to sleep in the same breath and feel no remorse, no sense of loss. But a woman by nature requires some sensitivity from her lover in those first few moments after sex. Oral sex can be the most exciting sexual experiences you can have. But it's what you make it. Take your time, practice often, pay attention to your lover's signals, and most of all, enjoy yourself.
LOVE: YOU CAN'T JUST HAVE SEX WITHOUT EMOTIONS
I remember watching Vanilla Sky..in the car.
What's happiness to you, David?
What's happiness to me?
- What is happiness--- 'Cause for me...
this is happiness--
just being with you.
There's one thingthat bothers me.
Why did you tell Brianthat I was your fuck buddy?
I didn't tell him that.I didn't say that.
- When did you stop caring, David?- Caring about what?
About the consequences ofthe promises that you've made.
- Promises?- Yeah, the promises.
I thought--
Get the fuck--What are you talking about?
Do you understand how hard it isto pretend to be your buddy?
David, I love you.
I fucking love you!
I fucking love you!
Fuck!
Whoa, whoa, whoa!
Don't do this.Don't do this.
You fucked me four timesthe other night.
You've been inside me.
I swallowed your cum.That means something.
Slow down.
Four times-- it means something.
- Four times.- Stop the car.
Twenty-four hours a day, I livewith this aching possibility...
that you might call meto do something.
Let's go to your house.I wanna see where you live.
Just slow down.I want you to stop the car!
Don't you know when you sleepwith someone...
your body makes a promisewhether you do or not?
Tell me something, David.Do you believe in God?
What are you doing?
Okay, I love you.I love you.
Don't do it!
You're amazing.
Sex is always relational...and there is body of evidence to prove that. You cannot separate your body from the rest of who you are; therefore, what your body does, you do. You are doing more than exercise routine when you have sex. Sex intensifies your experience of closeness, whether in a committed relationship or not. Sex cannot be served from emotional involvement. Sex is the turning point. It make couples wonder what is expected of them now in a relationship. It prompt you to be more open, to desire stronger connection. Study have shown that there is a indisputable connection between the number of sexual partner they had before marriage and their likelihood of getting divorced. Involvement with just one sexual partner other than her husband during the dating years raised a woman's risk of divorce three times higher than that of the woman who had sex with only her husband. The more sexual partner you have, the lower your ability to stay faithful. The higher the number of sexual partner during dating the greater the chances of having an extramarital affair during marriage. Sex, love, and relationship are definitely linked together. Relationship seals the depth of commitment, which is necessary for the security of love ,which is turn enriches the fulfillment and satisfaction of sex and romance. Breaking the trio apart leaves the remaining two lacking the other essential piece. Think about it: relationship without sex or commitment, commitment without relationship or sex, and sex without relationship or commitment---all three pairs are inadequate to provide the full experience of intimacy.
What's happiness to you, David?
What's happiness to me?
- What is happiness--- 'Cause for me...
this is happiness--
just being with you.
There's one thingthat bothers me.
Why did you tell Brianthat I was your fuck buddy?
I didn't tell him that.I didn't say that.
- When did you stop caring, David?- Caring about what?
About the consequences ofthe promises that you've made.
- Promises?- Yeah, the promises.
I thought--
Get the fuck--What are you talking about?
Do you understand how hard it isto pretend to be your buddy?
David, I love you.
I fucking love you!
I fucking love you!
Fuck!
Whoa, whoa, whoa!
Don't do this.Don't do this.
You fucked me four timesthe other night.
You've been inside me.
I swallowed your cum.That means something.
Slow down.
Four times-- it means something.
- Four times.- Stop the car.
Twenty-four hours a day, I livewith this aching possibility...
that you might call meto do something.
Let's go to your house.I wanna see where you live.
Just slow down.I want you to stop the car!
Don't you know when you sleepwith someone...
your body makes a promisewhether you do or not?
Tell me something, David.Do you believe in God?
What are you doing?
Okay, I love you.I love you.
Don't do it!
You're amazing.
Sex is always relational...and there is body of evidence to prove that. You cannot separate your body from the rest of who you are; therefore, what your body does, you do. You are doing more than exercise routine when you have sex. Sex intensifies your experience of closeness, whether in a committed relationship or not. Sex cannot be served from emotional involvement. Sex is the turning point. It make couples wonder what is expected of them now in a relationship. It prompt you to be more open, to desire stronger connection. Study have shown that there is a indisputable connection between the number of sexual partner they had before marriage and their likelihood of getting divorced. Involvement with just one sexual partner other than her husband during the dating years raised a woman's risk of divorce three times higher than that of the woman who had sex with only her husband. The more sexual partner you have, the lower your ability to stay faithful. The higher the number of sexual partner during dating the greater the chances of having an extramarital affair during marriage. Sex, love, and relationship are definitely linked together. Relationship seals the depth of commitment, which is necessary for the security of love ,which is turn enriches the fulfillment and satisfaction of sex and romance. Breaking the trio apart leaves the remaining two lacking the other essential piece. Think about it: relationship without sex or commitment, commitment without relationship or sex, and sex without relationship or commitment---all three pairs are inadequate to provide the full experience of intimacy.
LOVE: LOVE IS VERB
Love is a verb. If we believe that love is a noun, then we think that it can be traded, given, withheld, sough after, possessed, and lost. If on the other hand, we know love is a verb, giving and receiving it is ultimately the same....and love is both inexhaustible and infinite. To see love as a noun, an object that can felt, bought, attained, bartered, and lost. Rather than looking to give love without expectation in return, we are always looking to get love, as if it were precious and limited commodity. If you truly understand what I am saying...then you will realize that when you feel you need somebody special in order to express love, you are ultimately weakened----you see yourself as dependent on other people as the source of love. This is a setup for disappointment and suffering. And anytime they don't meet your needs in the time, place, or manner you desire, in your disappointment you may try to seduce, manipulate, control, attack that person. Understand that you the source of the love you feel and nobody else. And the anxiety caused by the loss of that love is also yours. In this awareness that you are love, you don't make anybody special, you make everybody special.
In your life, in the smallest interactions with everybody you meet, there is an opportunity to express love. This way of being in the world changes the flow of energy between you and the rest of the world. Every moment is an opportunity to give love, tapping into the flow of it. Don't look for it, you are it.
In your life, in the smallest interactions with everybody you meet, there is an opportunity to express love. This way of being in the world changes the flow of energy between you and the rest of the world. Every moment is an opportunity to give love, tapping into the flow of it. Don't look for it, you are it.
POETRY: AS I SUBMIT MYSELF TO HER UNPARALLELED BEAUTY
Love's hypnotic rhapsody washes over me
It's bewitching spell drowning my soul
in wavewashed ecstasy
As I submit myself to her unparalleled
beauty.
Pondering an endless horizon, I wonder at
the endlessness of my feelings;
Joy soaring to boundless altitudes
Love, burning with an intensity which will
scorch the earth
purging it of hate,
Love, unbound and endless, which
will nourish the world,
feeding those lonely souls
who have never known Love.
My heart intones endless litanies,
for my love for you,as a religion,
and you, as a goddess
of all that is beautiful and sublime
inhabit the temple that is my
soul
Presiding over my emotions and desires
with arms outstretched
and understanding in your heart.
2
You,
Your soft lips, your sweet smile.
Stay awhile, please.
You,
Your gentle touch, your warm embrace.
Stay awhile, please.
You,
Your bold stance, your mesmerizing glance.
Stay while, please.
3
Amid the siege of eyes catching eyes
And volleys of kisses being assailed,
My soul wounded thus yet tries
To beat that heart by love, so now impaled.
And after the heat of such a battle worn
When quietly the field lies in retrospect,
Then newfound battles in thought are born
And newly fought by love's sweet dialect.
And when that fighting has grown so fierce
That I surrender to you or you to me,
Then each in turn each heart will pierce
With all love's arrows and their mastery.
If to such love our love we spend,
Then to such fate is all our end.
4
You are a work of art
that touches me deep in my heart
Your beauty blends
--transends
radiates through your a beautiful complexion
that it gives my heart ressurection
You may not appear to be a lot
but you put my heart deep into thought
for you are rare like a third shoe in a pair
and there is nothing to compare
to how I feel about you in my heart
because you are a work of art
You are a work of art
that will never go sour or tart
you are the one who made me believe
that true beauty can be achieved
I admire your every detail--
all your rich colors from bold to pale
I admire your beautiful scenery
for it is beauty that can't be made with any machinery
The way you came about will always be a mystery
but you will always be remebered in my heart as important history
Your image will never retire
because you are something I will always admire
for your beauty will never depart
because you are a work of art
5
When I'm with you,
Comfort surrounds me,
Desire is strong,
and I trust
my world in your hands.
Your love reaches
deep inside,
and touches every
part of who
I am.
You take all of my secrets,
and lock them
within the boundaries
of your tender
heart.
By your side,
I am complete,
and can't fathom
my life with
another.
6
I feel breathless, I see you standing there;
I am among such wonderful beauty.
Nothing can compare to this feeling I get
When I'm next to you.
Timing my thoughts to tell you how
I feel about you,
Each moment wanting to be with you,
These thoughts dance in my mind,
Playing and tinkering thoughts about you.
I should tell you how I feel,
But I can't really explain these feelings for you,
I would rather show you than tell you.
Deep inside you'll know that my love
Is so real and pure,
So innocent - not naughty for you.
For you see, I only want to be with you.
7
You are my Vision. You are my Life.
Give me all of you, To heal my strife.
I want to be with you each and every day,
Till Death do us part, I surely hope we'll stay.
Even though I'll be leaving soon,
No need not to carry on,
I want to be with you, our love is so strong.
If my going makes us break away,
I guess our love wasn't meant to stay.
Oh, how I hope to have you in my life,
Now and forever, I hope you'll be my wife.
I know it's a long wait, I'm patient and willing,
As long as I'm with you, I'll never lose these feelings.
If you decide not to be with me,
I have no choice but to carry on.
I love you from deep down inside,
All I want is you by my side.
If you can't, I guess it's too much too ask,
Please be here with me, to help me through this task.
I'll be here for you, through better or worse,
Through thick and through thin,
My love for you runs deep beneath the skin.
Please be with me through the years,
If we part, the only thing I'll see will be tears.
I don't want that to happen, I love you so much,
It's so hard to explain,
I love you more and more, each and every day.
These words out of my mind are only meant for you,
No one else can make me feel the way you do.
I love you, I love you, I love you, with all of my heart,
Maybe this love will be the start.
The start of a life together,
Even for eternity,
We shall never part.
8
Softly, I hear the silent beating of my heart.
I stand alone in an empty hall.
Walking through an empty path,
I call out your name,
But never a reply.
My love is so strong and new,
Each time I awake without you by my side.
Your image in my mind, so clearly,
As I close my eyes,
And your voice always seems to whisper, I love you.
My greatest feeling is loving you.
We shared so many wonderful times,
So many great things love leads us to.
Can?t stop thinking of you in my days;
Can?t live without you by my side.
You are so precious to me,
My one and only love- forever and ever.
Love can become so painful, missing you as time slips away.
Your voice goes unheard, so far away you are.
This is only you and I; remember, forever I will love you.
Yours for eternity
As I count the days going by,
Waiting to be with you
Again.
I love you.
9
The facets of your loveliness are measured by more than beauty
Diamond like in quality, your attributes are clear
Like an able craftsman, always in trade and duty
The whisper of gentle sweetness resounds for all to hear
The splendor of nature's creatures
can do naught but hide in your shadow
Loved by all for your unsurpassed cheer and glee
So wondrous art thou in the wake you carve, others do follow
You are the woman all others strive constantly to be
From the day I met thee, to this day and tonight
From this day forward, 'till forever's long past
You'll be the jewel that crowns my delight
You're the love of my dreams come true at last
The facets of your loveliness make you priceless
The strength of our bond makes our love timeless
10
the sun seemed to increase the glisten of her fair skin...
that afternoon i could finally define,
find true and absolute meaning in the words
captivation, breathtaking, intensity...
each word breathed to life by her very essence...
pure and tranquil, collected and complete.
i remember the sweat that dotted his forehead...
never before could someone seem so appealing,
could beads of moisture be so beautiful...
like the phenomenon of condensation
on leaves one sunny morning...
the dew sheltering grass one cold December...
that moment shall forever be embedded into my memory,
a bank of moments that evoke so many emotions...
pain, rejoicing, sorrow, living, struggle, blessings...
each event of supreme significance, and among those
one simple memory captured along the sandy shore...
in the slight setting of the sun...
that segment of day when night will creep,
yet light still hesitant to succumb...
warm day of almost monotone status...
yet so much more than that.
the day of many that i can breathe
with ultimate satisfaction...
yes, i have lived... yes, i have loved...
yes, i shut my eyes to the world and truly embraced it...
a day of beauty epitomizing life
with but one simple gesture...
a smile... a simple, serene, soothing smile...
a smile in all its glory, a smile in all its calm,
a smile in all the beauty of life.
i always knew beauty of this sort existed,
but i never knew it could be captured so perfectly, so right.
11
Love is something that cannot be explained by words,
no letters, no alphabet can ever explain love.
Love is a feeling deep inside
it doesn't matter if you are big or small.
What matters, is that you know what love is
that, is what really matters that you love a person.
If we love.. we say it with more than words
we show it with feelings.
It is when the sun and moon rise in their eyes.
it's something so unpredicteble that not even the
wisest of men can predict.
LOVE IS ALL WE LIVE AND DIE FOR,
IT'S LIFE.. IT'S DEATH.. IT'S GOLD
IT BRINGS MORE JOY THAN ALL THE MONEY IN THE WORLD.
You came within a moonlit dream,
through midnight's purple hue,
Loving me till morning's gleam,
when roseblooms bathe in dew.
A lover's dream by day may seem
a dim and misty view,
But sleep shall bring, on moonlit beam,
my dream of loving you.
12
She is beauty never tainted,
She is calm - a flowing stream,
She is summer scented breezes,
She?s the dreams within my dream.
She is heaven always present,
She is tenderness... divine,
She is gentle autumn rains,
She?s the soul I need for mine.
She is raindrops on the flower,
She is a nightingale in song,
She is everywhere around me,
She?s where my heart and soul belong.
She is lilac in a sunset,
She is an azure coloured sky,
She is God when I am praying,
She?s my how, my when... my why.
She is breath my life was granted,
She is the vision in my eyes,
She is laughter unrelenting,
She?s the love her heart denies.
She was lost to me forever,
She was memories... heaven sent,
She was only ever good times,
She?s the love that quickly went.
She has long forgot his name now,
She has forgot what love could be,
She has forgot he ever loved her,
And her name through time? was She.
LOVE: RELATIONSHIP ARE MIRROR IMAGINES OF YOUR INTERIOR LANDSCAPE
Sometimes I don't understand people...it's pretty rare that people find the perfect person they've been dreaming of their entire life. Finding a partner is about seeing the other person for their innate qualities and not for how they match up against your checklist. Most woman have a list of qualities they want ...like handsome, tall, smart, sexy, or love to travel instead of thinking of values. Does the person you are considering share the same values? Because they could be handsome, smart, sexy but they don't share your values...that is ...WHAT YOU FIND VALUABLE...hello McFly...then you will have a very long slog. One of my friends had a list of spiritual, well traveled, rich, and handsome....and the man she married is all these things, but he's also a workaholic, unable to relax, not comfortable with intimacy and don't want kids.
But you see, every relationship that you have started was a mirror of your interior landscape. It was a mirror of where you were at that moment. If you are uncertain how you are doing in your life and how you feel about yourself, take a close look at the people you are attracting. The people with whom we choose to be in a relationship mirror exactly how we feel about ourselves and what we deserve. If you work on becoming awake, kind and compassionate, then you will naturally draw similar people into your orbit. If you met the world with negativity, caution, or violence, then you will draw similar people and experience.
So you are in a relationship to learn about your partner and to learn about yourself. Because that is what a relationship is there for. It's not just to have fun, great sex, groovy weekend trips, and the pride of having someone desirable on your arms. you are in your relationship for your own spiritual growth. It won't always be fun, and sometimes the spiritual lesson. The point is that every relationship, no matter how screwed up and painful was there for you to get to where you are now, operating at a higher plane of awareness.
But you see, every relationship that you have started was a mirror of your interior landscape. It was a mirror of where you were at that moment. If you are uncertain how you are doing in your life and how you feel about yourself, take a close look at the people you are attracting. The people with whom we choose to be in a relationship mirror exactly how we feel about ourselves and what we deserve. If you work on becoming awake, kind and compassionate, then you will naturally draw similar people into your orbit. If you met the world with negativity, caution, or violence, then you will draw similar people and experience.
So you are in a relationship to learn about your partner and to learn about yourself. Because that is what a relationship is there for. It's not just to have fun, great sex, groovy weekend trips, and the pride of having someone desirable on your arms. you are in your relationship for your own spiritual growth. It won't always be fun, and sometimes the spiritual lesson. The point is that every relationship, no matter how screwed up and painful was there for you to get to where you are now, operating at a higher plane of awareness.
LOVE: I AM MORE AND MORE CONVINCED THAT IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO YOU LOVE
At some level we are all waiting around for that one person with whom we are all magical connection, love at first sight, the person with whom we merge and sink into each other's eyes. How many times, after that strange brew of infatuation, have you ended up feeling as if you didn't know the other person at all? They are as blank as a movie screen upon which we run our own movies, telling ourselves the story we want to hear. It is ridiculous to think that out of six billions people on this planet, there's only one person with whom we could be happy with. What if she lives in Germany and I never get to met her or I did met her and it didn't work out...am I off to a nunnery for the rest of my life?
I think that love is not about anointing someone as special...it set a trap of expectations. When they lose their specialness, the gloss of infatuation goes off the relationship and we become dissatisfied. I am more and more convinced that it doesn't matter who you love--it could be anyone. As in many happy arranged marriages, the love actually follows the commitment. This is not to say that there aren't certain personalities that I am more compatible with, but the intrinsic humanity in each of us is the same. And it is the act of being loving that makes for a successful union. True love gives loves to all who encounter it. I believe love is a verb. You can't experience walking or eating without actually doing the action of walking and eating. So, it isn't simply a case of getting lucky enough to run into the one person out of the six billion that's going to do it for you. Most people treat love as a noun, an object that can be brought, attained, bartered and lost.. It's like an addict to his dealer--we look to other to be our supplier. So many woman I met are looking to get love, instead of giving love without expectation in return. True love is about acting in a loving way. It means that by being loving, you tend to the love in the relationship.
I think that love is not about anointing someone as special...it set a trap of expectations. When they lose their specialness, the gloss of infatuation goes off the relationship and we become dissatisfied. I am more and more convinced that it doesn't matter who you love--it could be anyone. As in many happy arranged marriages, the love actually follows the commitment. This is not to say that there aren't certain personalities that I am more compatible with, but the intrinsic humanity in each of us is the same. And it is the act of being loving that makes for a successful union. True love gives loves to all who encounter it. I believe love is a verb. You can't experience walking or eating without actually doing the action of walking and eating. So, it isn't simply a case of getting lucky enough to run into the one person out of the six billion that's going to do it for you. Most people treat love as a noun, an object that can be brought, attained, bartered and lost.. It's like an addict to his dealer--we look to other to be our supplier. So many woman I met are looking to get love, instead of giving love without expectation in return. True love is about acting in a loving way. It means that by being loving, you tend to the love in the relationship.
LOVE: LOVE IS ALWAYS ACCOMPANIED BY DOUBTS
Love is always accompanied by doubts. We find ourselves saying to the other person ....You're here now, but will you love me forever. There are all sorts of ways we test one another in love. One way or another we check each other out to make sure as much as we can, that this person isn't going to fail or disappoint us, leave us, or have some terrible flaw that we hadn't been prepared for. You can align yourself with your doubt and back off from the relationship. Or you can step over and say.."Yes, here are all the difficult,scary and absolutely devastating things that could happen now that I;m feeling so deeply connected. Because I'm feeling such joy, I could feel the most devastating sorrow if I lost this. But in spite of that sad possibility, I'm not going to let go of this love. In fact, I'm going to hold on to it, cherish it, and enjoy it for every minute it lasts."
LOVE: STARE AT YOUR PARTNER'S EYES
With romantic love you focusing all your attention on one person. They become special....therefore you love them...you reserve your love for them. The rest of the world is not special and not deserving of your special kind of love.
With divine love, you are not simply partnering with one person, you are partnering with all of creation. you as a manifestation of consciousness are seeing God with God's eyes. There is no you to love, and there is no object to be loved. When you stare at your partner' eyes..there is no me...there is no you...there is just a sense of being...which manifest itself as peace. Your partner isn't not just an external manifestation of you, reflecting you, but in the deepest spiritual sense, that person is you. It's simply consciousness having conversation with itself, whether it is in the form of me and my partner locked in sex.
When you look at everything as your lover, you become the lover and the loved. This is ultimately what we are searching for, what we get a taste of when we met that special person who release those strong feelings in us. But we don't need them, we already have access to his infinite love, as close as our own breath. We only have to realize it
With divine love, you are not simply partnering with one person, you are partnering with all of creation. you as a manifestation of consciousness are seeing God with God's eyes. There is no you to love, and there is no object to be loved. When you stare at your partner' eyes..there is no me...there is no you...there is just a sense of being...which manifest itself as peace. Your partner isn't not just an external manifestation of you, reflecting you, but in the deepest spiritual sense, that person is you. It's simply consciousness having conversation with itself, whether it is in the form of me and my partner locked in sex.
When you look at everything as your lover, you become the lover and the loved. This is ultimately what we are searching for, what we get a taste of when we met that special person who release those strong feelings in us. But we don't need them, we already have access to his infinite love, as close as our own breath. We only have to realize it
THOUGHTS: ARE SOME PEOPLE MORE VALUABLE THAN OTHER?
I was watching EXTRA and ET tonight and i notice that our society, with its obsession with external power and celebrity tells us that some people are more valuable than other. Some people are stars, and others aren't. And if you're not a star, then you don't matter. This idea is absolutely false and ego based. Conditioning that we somehow may not measure up in the eyes of other. That some people are more valuable than other is something that is drummed into us. But this comparison and judgement and competition creates separation from our fellow human being that is the source of so much suffering. If you strip away all the conditioning, education, money, and so on....what is left? The same humanity and spark that is in everybody...none is more valuable than another. No matter where we are born, or into what culture, all of us have similar aspirations toward love, family and spirit. They may see very different from one another, but all possess innate humanness. When you see how we are all the same instead of how we are different, you realize there is nothing you need to do to make yourself lovable.....you already are.
SPIRITUAL: WHEN I LOOK AT THE WORLD ...I LOOK AT MYSELF
The body that you call yours is really the raw material of the universe....so is the trees and the stars. Quantum physics tells us that the world is composed of underlying field of intelligence that manifest as the infinite diversity of the universe. We see particles emerge from the void. If I look outside and see the stars and galaxies, that is what is happening, and that is me. I am the light, I am the eyes that perceive it. I am the music and I am the ears that hear it. There is no other than I than the one being...the entire universe.. The ocean of infinite consciousness gives birth to the billions of the souls in the world. It express itself as the infinite diversity of life.
If you think of yourself as a person, then you will see people everywhere. But if you realize that you're not a person, then you will feel the presence of spirit, the one being everywhere. The being who's looking out of my eyes, and the being who's looking out of your eyes, is the same being in a different disguise.Once we have glimpsed our soul, we start to glimpse the soul of a flower, of a tree, of a river and we commue with it and realize they are just an extend part of our body.When we wake up to divine consciousness, we don't just see a leaf, or a table, or clouds, we see the whole universe being all these things. We feel the presence of spirit unfolding in whatever we observe, We pierce the mask of appearance and go beyond and see everything. When we enter this reality, we feel safe even in the midst of danger. No matter how turbulent and chaotic the world is around us, we feel deep peace inside.In the deepest level of existence, when I look at you. I am looking at myself. My deeper self is interacting with itself and creating both me and you. When i look at a tree, I am looking at myself.
You want to know why things don't change in your life? It is because 95% of the thoughts we have today are the same as the one we have yesterday. Everyday we unconsciously create the same energy patterns that give rise to the same physical expression of the body. If you are stuck with the notion that there is only one way to create the building, you put the bricks in the same places...year and years and you'd get the same kind of building. Our state of mine creates our relationships, our environment, and the situations and circumstances of our life. Know that the how you speak to yourself actually cause things to change in your physiology, in your world. There is no difference between what is happening in your inner world and what is happening in your outer world. The outer world is just a reflection of your inner world
Fear, doubt, concern and worry put you in a contracted state that interferes with the spontaneous flow of intelligence of the universe. What we call stress is that we actually constricts the flow of intelligence as it moves from the unmanifest to the manifest. So anytime you feel resistence, anytime things are going wrong, anytime you feel frustration, then you are not connecing to the universal energy. The state of fear is the state of separation, it is resistance to what is. We have this belief that I have to work hard to accomplish my goals, and the harder I work, the more likely it is that my goals will get accomplished. Question then? Do you see any effort in the migration of birds in the winter, or your controling every activity in your body that makes you alive. This universal energy can orchestrate an infinite number of things while monitoring the movement of the entire cosmos. Nature functions with maximum efficiency and this principle is do less, accomplish more. If we mirror the way nature works, we can do less and accomplish more. When things don't seem to go our way, we let go of our ideas of how things should be, trusting that for the moment at least, we do not know the larger picture. In the overall context, that larger picture is good for us. We understand that our life has purpose that fits into the ourall purpose of the cosmos. It is our attitude of detachment and acceptance that will show we know that the universe is on our side.
The universe is handling all the details for everything and everyone. Just have complete confidence in universal intelligence to take care of the details. This intelligence is after all managing all the details of our body and mind. This intelligence is managing all the details of the natural world, it's keeps the stars and planets in postions. If we can trust it to do all of that, then we can trust it to handle the details of our desire.You know you are free when you surrender to the moment to what is, and trust that the universe is on your side. Think about this for one second. Every event is being orchestrated by infinite consciousness, and every event is a conspiracy of an infinity of events. For anything to happen in your body, in your mind, in your life, the entire universe has to conspire. There is no such things as accident or random events...if everything in the universe is connected. Everything is connected to everything else and if we are in synch with the universe, then we will experience synchronicity. The more connected we are, the more we experience coincident or simultaneous events. Coincidences are messages from your soul. For anything to happen, the whole universe has to be happening the way its' happening. Every even in life is conspiracy of the entire universe, so if you resist this moment, you resist the entire universe.
When you connect to your soul, you connect with the field of intelligence that is orchestrating the infinite and diverse activity of the universe. Your individual desire will ripple across the ocean of universal consciousness.
Realize that whatever is happening, it comes and goes. You don't need to look positively or negatively at a difficult situation. Happiness and sadness are different faces of infinite consciousness. Both are transients, and you are neither because you are not a state of consciousness. The tension of the two that makes life meaningful. What would life be if there wasn't this contrast. Life would be dull. Have you ever been to a movie where everything is always fine? It would be boring.
The world appears to be continuous, in reality it's going on and off like a flashing neon sign. If we could see the world at the level of the photons, it would be on-off, on-off. Our experience of the world is like watching a movie. On the screen we see continuity, but when we visit the projection room, what do we see? We realize that the movie is a series or still frams with little gaps between them. If the reel of the flim move fast enough, our eyes don't notice the gaps...same as it is with life.
If we could see the body through the eyes of a physicist, we'd see a huge empty void with a few scattered dots and some random electrical discharges. The body has a hundred trillions cells, which is more than all the stars in the Milky Way galaxy. Each cell is doing countless things per second, and it instantly knows what the other cells are doing and correlates its activities with all the other. Who makes your heart beat, and digest food, or even breath? It is the univesal energy that is in you, if it does all that make make the stars and moon...why can we let go and trust it with our life?
If you think of yourself as a person, then you will see people everywhere. But if you realize that you're not a person, then you will feel the presence of spirit, the one being everywhere. The being who's looking out of my eyes, and the being who's looking out of your eyes, is the same being in a different disguise.Once we have glimpsed our soul, we start to glimpse the soul of a flower, of a tree, of a river and we commue with it and realize they are just an extend part of our body.When we wake up to divine consciousness, we don't just see a leaf, or a table, or clouds, we see the whole universe being all these things. We feel the presence of spirit unfolding in whatever we observe, We pierce the mask of appearance and go beyond and see everything. When we enter this reality, we feel safe even in the midst of danger. No matter how turbulent and chaotic the world is around us, we feel deep peace inside.In the deepest level of existence, when I look at you. I am looking at myself. My deeper self is interacting with itself and creating both me and you. When i look at a tree, I am looking at myself.
You want to know why things don't change in your life? It is because 95% of the thoughts we have today are the same as the one we have yesterday. Everyday we unconsciously create the same energy patterns that give rise to the same physical expression of the body. If you are stuck with the notion that there is only one way to create the building, you put the bricks in the same places...year and years and you'd get the same kind of building. Our state of mine creates our relationships, our environment, and the situations and circumstances of our life. Know that the how you speak to yourself actually cause things to change in your physiology, in your world. There is no difference between what is happening in your inner world and what is happening in your outer world. The outer world is just a reflection of your inner world
Fear, doubt, concern and worry put you in a contracted state that interferes with the spontaneous flow of intelligence of the universe. What we call stress is that we actually constricts the flow of intelligence as it moves from the unmanifest to the manifest. So anytime you feel resistence, anytime things are going wrong, anytime you feel frustration, then you are not connecing to the universal energy. The state of fear is the state of separation, it is resistance to what is. We have this belief that I have to work hard to accomplish my goals, and the harder I work, the more likely it is that my goals will get accomplished. Question then? Do you see any effort in the migration of birds in the winter, or your controling every activity in your body that makes you alive. This universal energy can orchestrate an infinite number of things while monitoring the movement of the entire cosmos. Nature functions with maximum efficiency and this principle is do less, accomplish more. If we mirror the way nature works, we can do less and accomplish more. When things don't seem to go our way, we let go of our ideas of how things should be, trusting that for the moment at least, we do not know the larger picture. In the overall context, that larger picture is good for us. We understand that our life has purpose that fits into the ourall purpose of the cosmos. It is our attitude of detachment and acceptance that will show we know that the universe is on our side.
The universe is handling all the details for everything and everyone. Just have complete confidence in universal intelligence to take care of the details. This intelligence is after all managing all the details of our body and mind. This intelligence is managing all the details of the natural world, it's keeps the stars and planets in postions. If we can trust it to do all of that, then we can trust it to handle the details of our desire.You know you are free when you surrender to the moment to what is, and trust that the universe is on your side. Think about this for one second. Every event is being orchestrated by infinite consciousness, and every event is a conspiracy of an infinity of events. For anything to happen in your body, in your mind, in your life, the entire universe has to conspire. There is no such things as accident or random events...if everything in the universe is connected. Everything is connected to everything else and if we are in synch with the universe, then we will experience synchronicity. The more connected we are, the more we experience coincident or simultaneous events. Coincidences are messages from your soul. For anything to happen, the whole universe has to be happening the way its' happening. Every even in life is conspiracy of the entire universe, so if you resist this moment, you resist the entire universe.
When you connect to your soul, you connect with the field of intelligence that is orchestrating the infinite and diverse activity of the universe. Your individual desire will ripple across the ocean of universal consciousness.
Realize that whatever is happening, it comes and goes. You don't need to look positively or negatively at a difficult situation. Happiness and sadness are different faces of infinite consciousness. Both are transients, and you are neither because you are not a state of consciousness. The tension of the two that makes life meaningful. What would life be if there wasn't this contrast. Life would be dull. Have you ever been to a movie where everything is always fine? It would be boring.
The world appears to be continuous, in reality it's going on and off like a flashing neon sign. If we could see the world at the level of the photons, it would be on-off, on-off. Our experience of the world is like watching a movie. On the screen we see continuity, but when we visit the projection room, what do we see? We realize that the movie is a series or still frams with little gaps between them. If the reel of the flim move fast enough, our eyes don't notice the gaps...same as it is with life.
If we could see the body through the eyes of a physicist, we'd see a huge empty void with a few scattered dots and some random electrical discharges. The body has a hundred trillions cells, which is more than all the stars in the Milky Way galaxy. Each cell is doing countless things per second, and it instantly knows what the other cells are doing and correlates its activities with all the other. Who makes your heart beat, and digest food, or even breath? It is the univesal energy that is in you, if it does all that make make the stars and moon...why can we let go and trust it with our life?
STORY: WANTING TO STUDY AND MEMORIZE THE WAY SHE LOOK
Have you ever looked at someone and thought they were the most beautiful person you've ever seen? When you're in love that's what you see every time you look at your partner. You want to study them and memorize the way they look and feel so that you can see them even when they are not with you. This story is about a woman who used a very creative way to memorize the way her lover looked and felt when they were together last. The story goes something like this.
She had spent the day doing little odd and end things in the house and remembering the events of the night before. She could remember the way he smelled and she could remember the way he looked in the candle light. She then sat down and just let her mind wonder. She goes back to the wonderful night before. She remembers back to the shower she took and thinks of the way her nipples tingled under the shower as she thought of the plans ahead with her lover. She could feel her body begin to tingle as she thought of his touch. She then remembers imagining him as he stood naked in the shower preparing to take her to a new level. She trembles as she thinks of the passion and of the feel of his breath on her neck. She then remembers the thoughts running through her head as she slipped off her clothes and slipped into bed to await his arrival. She remembers longing for him to climb into bed with her and take her.
She remembers how he felt when he slipped into bed beside her. She remembers the feelings she had as he lay there beside her. She finally could take it no more and turned toward so that her breasts were against his bare skin. He then took her in his arms and kissed her passionately. She remembers melting into his arms and longing to feel his touch on her skin. He then instructed her to take his cock into her mouth and suck it until he's almost ready to blow and then tells her to stop there as he plans to eat her pussy and make her come. Her body tingles again at the thought of his lips and mouth on her pussy. Her pussy begins to moisten as she thinks of the pleasure that awaits her, but the process speeds up as she takes his cock into her mouth. She vows to herself that she will make this a special evening as she will suck his cock to the point that it's ready to explode. She begins making her way down his body as she gently slides her lips and tongue down the path to his warm cock.
She enjoys listening to the moans as she does this and she's happy that her touch can pleasure her man this way. She takes his cock into her mouth and works her mouth and lips up and down on his cock as it becomes harder with each stroke. She moves her lips down the entire length of his erect cock and pauses at the end to suck a little harder and drive him wild. He moans as she does this and she can't help but smile as she feels his cock stiffen. She licks the entire length of it and nibbles at the head of his cock wanting desperately to chew harder. She then kisses his rock hard cock to it's extremity and moves down to his balls. She licks them and takes them into her mouth, first one and then the other. She buries her tongue between them and licks them furiously. She then moves back up to the cock she so desperately wants to pleasure.
She begins sucking it again with her hot lips clamped around it, she strokes it gently up and down. As she becomes more excited by the feel of his cock in her mouth and the juices that flow from it, her strokes become faster and more intense. He begins to moan a little stronger and move with her strokes as to bury his cock in her throat. With each stroke that she makes, she memorizes how his cock feels in her mouth and how it stiffens more with every stroke. She longs for the day when she can make his body tremble and make him beg for mercy. She is to the point now where she wants to have him take her and bury his hot cock deep into her hot pussy. Her juices have long since been flowing as she studied her lover's manhood.
She was pleased with the fact that he seemed to enjoy the touch of her mouth on his manliness and it made her burn with desire. He then sits up and takes her in his arms and rolls her over on the bed. He kisses her neck and works his way down her trembling body with his kisses. He pauses shortly to take each of her breasts into his mouth only for a second and gives each one his undivided attention. He then works his way down her stomach to the very slit that beckons him. She gasps as he touches her slit gently and then moves in deeper to find her pussy hot and wet. He smiles with pride as he moves his fingers deeper into the juices that flow from her. She trembles with delight as he moves down to consume her with his mouth. He moves from one point to another and she spreads her lips wider to allow him deeper into her. She moans and wiggles with pleasure at the touch of his mouth and tongue on her lips and clit. He then nibbles on her clit and brings her even more pleasure.
She lays there memorizing the feel of his mouth on her wet pussy. She enjoys his every touch and longs for him more with each stroke he makes. His eating is endless as his touch pleasures her every where his tongue touches her. He licks her furiously as he feels her clit harden under his tongue. He laps at the juices that flow form her pussy and nibbles on the hard clit before him. She moans with pleasure as she begins to climax. He buries his face into the hot pussy that begs for his touch. He sucks on the clit until he feels her body tremble with delight and feels her pussy contract with each stroke. Her pleasure causes his cock to harden even more as he longs to bury it deep inside her. She opens herself up to him as if she's begging him to come inside. She moans with sheer delight as he buries his hot, rock hard cock deep inside her.
She grinds her body at him as if to help him with the strokes. She once again memorizes how he feels inside her so she can never forget. Each stroke brings a new cry of pleasure from both him and her as he plunges deeper inside her. She trembles as he climaxes and she can feel the hot juices flowing from his cock. And she smiles at the thought of having pleased her man. Her ultimate satisfaction is feeling his cum shoot from his hard cock as that lets her know that he has reached his ultimate ecstasy. He crumbles in her arms form pleasure and exhaustion. They lay together in a heap as the juices flow. She then comes back to reality to realize that her underwear is wet from thinking of their pleasurable experience. She smiles at the thought of knowing that she will see her lover again tonight and she yearns for him . She longs for the day when she can take him to the level of ecstasy that he has taken her to. She wants to feel him wiggle and moan begging her to fuck him furiously.
Her pussy trembles at the thought of him begging for her. She then slips back into her daydream of the night before. She remembers laying in his arms and gently rubbing his cock with her hands. She smiles as she remembers how his cock hardened to her touch. She remembers how she felt when he told her to choose her position and he would fill her pussy again. Her pussy contracts at the thought of this. SHe rolls over onto her stomach with her ass in the air opening her pussy wide for him to enter. As he plunges into her, she massages her clit as to reach a second orgasm. She moves her hand from her pussy to his balls as she pulls his balls in to the warmth and pleasure of her pussy. She grinds her pussy against his cock so she can consume him completely. He continues to fuck her pussy until they both reach the breaking point again. They both fall to the bed again in each others arms basking in the pleasure they have both just experienced.
She once again comes back to reality and again feels the juices flowing from her pussy. She closes up her books and attempts to get ready to leave. She then looks up to see her lover watching with delight. She smiles at him and notices the bulge in his pants. She glows with delight as she realizes that he has become excited from watching her. She rubs her hands over his hardness and promises him that she will take care of it before the night is through.
She had spent the day doing little odd and end things in the house and remembering the events of the night before. She could remember the way he smelled and she could remember the way he looked in the candle light. She then sat down and just let her mind wonder. She goes back to the wonderful night before. She remembers back to the shower she took and thinks of the way her nipples tingled under the shower as she thought of the plans ahead with her lover. She could feel her body begin to tingle as she thought of his touch. She then remembers imagining him as he stood naked in the shower preparing to take her to a new level. She trembles as she thinks of the passion and of the feel of his breath on her neck. She then remembers the thoughts running through her head as she slipped off her clothes and slipped into bed to await his arrival. She remembers longing for him to climb into bed with her and take her.
She remembers how he felt when he slipped into bed beside her. She remembers the feelings she had as he lay there beside her. She finally could take it no more and turned toward so that her breasts were against his bare skin. He then took her in his arms and kissed her passionately. She remembers melting into his arms and longing to feel his touch on her skin. He then instructed her to take his cock into her mouth and suck it until he's almost ready to blow and then tells her to stop there as he plans to eat her pussy and make her come. Her body tingles again at the thought of his lips and mouth on her pussy. Her pussy begins to moisten as she thinks of the pleasure that awaits her, but the process speeds up as she takes his cock into her mouth. She vows to herself that she will make this a special evening as she will suck his cock to the point that it's ready to explode. She begins making her way down his body as she gently slides her lips and tongue down the path to his warm cock.
She enjoys listening to the moans as she does this and she's happy that her touch can pleasure her man this way. She takes his cock into her mouth and works her mouth and lips up and down on his cock as it becomes harder with each stroke. She moves her lips down the entire length of his erect cock and pauses at the end to suck a little harder and drive him wild. He moans as she does this and she can't help but smile as she feels his cock stiffen. She licks the entire length of it and nibbles at the head of his cock wanting desperately to chew harder. She then kisses his rock hard cock to it's extremity and moves down to his balls. She licks them and takes them into her mouth, first one and then the other. She buries her tongue between them and licks them furiously. She then moves back up to the cock she so desperately wants to pleasure.
She begins sucking it again with her hot lips clamped around it, she strokes it gently up and down. As she becomes more excited by the feel of his cock in her mouth and the juices that flow from it, her strokes become faster and more intense. He begins to moan a little stronger and move with her strokes as to bury his cock in her throat. With each stroke that she makes, she memorizes how his cock feels in her mouth and how it stiffens more with every stroke. She longs for the day when she can make his body tremble and make him beg for mercy. She is to the point now where she wants to have him take her and bury his hot cock deep into her hot pussy. Her juices have long since been flowing as she studied her lover's manhood.
She was pleased with the fact that he seemed to enjoy the touch of her mouth on his manliness and it made her burn with desire. He then sits up and takes her in his arms and rolls her over on the bed. He kisses her neck and works his way down her trembling body with his kisses. He pauses shortly to take each of her breasts into his mouth only for a second and gives each one his undivided attention. He then works his way down her stomach to the very slit that beckons him. She gasps as he touches her slit gently and then moves in deeper to find her pussy hot and wet. He smiles with pride as he moves his fingers deeper into the juices that flow from her. She trembles with delight as he moves down to consume her with his mouth. He moves from one point to another and she spreads her lips wider to allow him deeper into her. She moans and wiggles with pleasure at the touch of his mouth and tongue on her lips and clit. He then nibbles on her clit and brings her even more pleasure.
She lays there memorizing the feel of his mouth on her wet pussy. She enjoys his every touch and longs for him more with each stroke he makes. His eating is endless as his touch pleasures her every where his tongue touches her. He licks her furiously as he feels her clit harden under his tongue. He laps at the juices that flow form her pussy and nibbles on the hard clit before him. She moans with pleasure as she begins to climax. He buries his face into the hot pussy that begs for his touch. He sucks on the clit until he feels her body tremble with delight and feels her pussy contract with each stroke. Her pleasure causes his cock to harden even more as he longs to bury it deep inside her. She opens herself up to him as if she's begging him to come inside. She moans with sheer delight as he buries his hot, rock hard cock deep inside her.
She grinds her body at him as if to help him with the strokes. She once again memorizes how he feels inside her so she can never forget. Each stroke brings a new cry of pleasure from both him and her as he plunges deeper inside her. She trembles as he climaxes and she can feel the hot juices flowing from his cock. And she smiles at the thought of having pleased her man. Her ultimate satisfaction is feeling his cum shoot from his hard cock as that lets her know that he has reached his ultimate ecstasy. He crumbles in her arms form pleasure and exhaustion. They lay together in a heap as the juices flow. She then comes back to reality to realize that her underwear is wet from thinking of their pleasurable experience. She smiles at the thought of knowing that she will see her lover again tonight and she yearns for him . She longs for the day when she can take him to the level of ecstasy that he has taken her to. She wants to feel him wiggle and moan begging her to fuck him furiously.
Her pussy trembles at the thought of him begging for her. She then slips back into her daydream of the night before. She remembers laying in his arms and gently rubbing his cock with her hands. She smiles as she remembers how his cock hardened to her touch. She remembers how she felt when he told her to choose her position and he would fill her pussy again. Her pussy contracts at the thought of this. SHe rolls over onto her stomach with her ass in the air opening her pussy wide for him to enter. As he plunges into her, she massages her clit as to reach a second orgasm. She moves her hand from her pussy to his balls as she pulls his balls in to the warmth and pleasure of her pussy. She grinds her pussy against his cock so she can consume him completely. He continues to fuck her pussy until they both reach the breaking point again. They both fall to the bed again in each others arms basking in the pleasure they have both just experienced.
She once again comes back to reality and again feels the juices flowing from her pussy. She closes up her books and attempts to get ready to leave. She then looks up to see her lover watching with delight. She smiles at him and notices the bulge in his pants. She glows with delight as she realizes that he has become excited from watching her. She rubs her hands over his hardness and promises him that she will take care of it before the night is through.
SPIRITUAL: LEARNING TO JUST EXPERIENCE
An experience isn't a prison, not is it a contract. So have the experience that you have in this world without expecting them to last forever. Sometimes they might lead to lasting relationship, sometimes they won't. But in order to enjoy them at all, it is important to simply experience them in the moment.You make memory that will last a lifetime, but you could easily ruin subsequent moments by dreaming your life away about the brief idyll. Looking to experience it again, or re-create it, you could lose out on the present moment, which is the only the livable moment. The now is the only moment in which life is created. The rest is memory of futurizing.
THOUGHTS: BEING RIGID VS BEING AMBIVALENCE
People ask me so many times...why I am so rigid...why I see the world as black and white and why I jump into things. The reason is...I have been in relationship and been down the road too many times of trying to make it work with somebody who is ambivalent or chronically has a rain check lined up just in case it didn't work out. I am not going to any competition for anyone affection or love. Ambivalence means no...for whatever reason. Forget about words, if you really want to know what a person is doing...look at their actions. There have been so many times where I been confused by the torrent of words that didn't add up to what the person was actually doing. When confused...watch the feet, not the lips.
People can live their lives any way they want. The question is whether you are willing to see it, accept it and ask yourself if you want to get involved. We have been so conditioned to believe that we have to work for love we receive, we have work for trust to receive it, we have to be perfect or smart or beautiful to be loved and I am just not going to play the game of being worthy to be loved. Because love expresses itself as a positive...and yes...it should be FREE.
People can live their lives any way they want. The question is whether you are willing to see it, accept it and ask yourself if you want to get involved. We have been so conditioned to believe that we have to work for love we receive, we have work for trust to receive it, we have to be perfect or smart or beautiful to be loved and I am just not going to play the game of being worthy to be loved. Because love expresses itself as a positive...and yes...it should be FREE.
POETRY: I TAKE YOU IN MY ARMS AND LOOK DEEP INTO YOUR EYES
Why do I love her?
Because, no one else can turn my most miserable day into
the best with a single smile.
Why do I love her?
Because, never before have the words "I" "Love" and "you" been
spoken to me, and meant so much.
Why do I love her?
Because, no one else makes me feel so empty when I'm not with
them.
Why do I love her?
Because, God never made a more beautiful being than she.
Why do I love her?
Because, no one else occupies my thoughts every moment of
every day.
Why do I love her?
Because, never before has anyone tried to understand me as
she has.
Why do I love her?
Because, I've given my soul to no one but she.
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Beautiful red lips
Need very intimate kiss
To just fall in bliss
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Is it in the way you look at me that makes me fall for you,
the gentle way your eyes caress
the twinkle that besets the darkness of your stare,
the happy glow your face takes on
when I reach your sight?
Is it in the way your fingers lock with mine
that sends shivers through my soul,
the assuring touch that holds me close,
and wipes away the tears that fall?
Is it that race you let me win,
the corny jokes you laugh at,
the care you give when I get sick.
Is it in the way we join that spreads fire and glory,
the passion invoked with longing and need.
The kiss you give that sears my spirit,
breaking me and taming me?
Is it the wildness in you that claims me,
haunting me in my deepest dreams...
The epitome of love becomes pronounced,
in a single breathless moment,
when our persons bend and twine together,
the breaking point reached and we can only cry,
but in the end we only laugh,
when I would much rather go one way and you the other,
but then we stop and choose the corresponding path,
when I would choose to fly and you to run,
and we reach a horizon where the earth meets the sky.
The epitome of love that builds
upon layer and layer of trust, hope, faith and dreams,
and the blood that oozes out of every wound,
and climaxes in a spectral threshold of living and dying
in the confines of your love.
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In the morning, when the sun is just begining to peek through
and waking me from my blissful sleep
I wake with feelings of love in my heart
Because my thoughts are of only you
When that one certain song is playing on the radio
I always find myself singing along
And at that moment there is only peace in my mind
Because my thoughts are of only you
When I see that cute elderly couple
Sitting in the park, under the trees
I can't help but stare in awe
And my thoughts are of only you
And when the sun is setting deep in the twilight sky
And I have those last few thoughts of the day
In those last few moments before I rest my dream-filled eyes
My thoughts seem to be of only you!
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Amidst blissful moons
your placid recollection ripples
my stream of consciousness...
embellishing this azure manner
where love lies nestled
amongst the burgundy horizon.
Nature's sweetest kiss
I found belonged to you
and with a gentle whisper
an endless embrace
encircles my body
with a love known eternally.
As we watch the skies depart
our cerulean gaze glows
bright against the moon,
casting about ebullient
speckles of diamond...
illuminating the world below.
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I close my eyes and see you there
waiting
arms open, ready to love me
to hold me close to your heart.
I see you motioning me to you
...my self needing your touch.
I see our hearts intertwining
a love that can sustain us
...can carry us to the unknown.
I see us embracing
...falling into each other.
I feel you kissing me tenderly
taking me to a place only we can be.
I see our love overpowering any doubts we may have had
carrying us to a world of love and happiness.
I see me giving my heart to you
...having yours in return.
I see my future beginning with you
...yours with me.
I see me loving you
...you loving me.
Us together
...eternally.
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How can I possibly describe you?
My words may only clutter your appearance.
Your Hair.
Your Eyes.
Your Lips.
Your Cheeks.
Describing these merely physical attributes do not deserve my
harsh and crude words. For my most elegant words are made
simple and inept when I try to verbally elucidate your beauty.
I can only fall into your eyes and feel such ecstasy.
Your Intellect.
Your Common Sense.
Your Generosity.
Your Reality.
These territories of your soul provide the greatest expedition a
human can embark on. The reward is life-changing and your life
finds itself to be a great reward.
How well do I know thee?
As well as I commit my life to know thee.
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Open your heart, can I come in?
Open your arms, can I stay here until times end?
Touch my heart, do you feel it beating for you?
Open your mind, do you know how much I?m in love with you?
Look me in the eyes, can you see how you make my temperature rise?
Open your ears, do you hear what you do?
You make me smile and say I LOVE YOU!
Have a beautiful day
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The moon shined bright as night fell upon the sandy beaches
Thinking of you as I sit alone under a tree of peaches
I wonder where you are and hope to see you soon
And then, ever so quietly, you appear over a dune
I can't help but stare at your mesmorizing beauty on this night
I walk slowly to you, anticipating all emotions, knowing all to be right
I take you in my arms and look deep into your eyes
A sea of feelings flows into me, knowing that I have won my prize
You are my all, my everything which is what I am ready to give
As I told you many times before, without you I cannot live
My only obstacle is knowing what words to speak
And hoping that as I stand before you, my knees don't grow weak
Wanting so much to kiss your lips under the starry sky
I bring your neck closer to mine, caressing your body, I hear you sigh
I press my lips to your collarbone, the sweetest thing, so I've heard
A cluster of images flutter about in my mind, but I see clearly one word
Love
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Below The Soft Sensual Glow of the moon we both lay our feet,
The Love bound Stare of my eyes meet yours at One Minute Till,
Our love so deep, so desirable and yet so Unimaginable.
I grasp her heart and pull it closer to mine as to
combine a love so strong
I surround myself with the undying passion she holds within
And let the tension which has built,
flow freely through our souls
Her hair that flows gently with the calm,
cooling wind
And her soft sweet scent, so memorable, so passionate
The soft, sweet wetness of our lips touch at One minute till.
The Cool breeze Blows gently Upon us, And soothes our pains
My One Desire, my one true desire is to have found
her love for me
I take her gently into my hands and lean her back
I stare gently into her eyes
and in the pure crystal night we touch
Her passion, her grace and Her brown angelic eyes...
They all seem to create What I hath yearned for
She is my love...My destiny
And at the strike of midnight...
Our hearts become one and our eyes meet at every angle
Her skin so soft so cool, And in an Instant She is gone
And Until the Next Strike of Midnight, I will wait for thee
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This is to you, my Love;
The one I Love.
I felt those special Feelings for you.
And they were sent from above the Heavens and Beyond.
This is for you, my Love;
The one I like.
It is you I dream of throughout time;
All through the night, while I?m thinking of you.
I?m forever yours through the centuries.
You will always have my love for you- that is so very true.
You will always have a special place in my heart and soul, My Darling.
Your Love takes hold of me... to the Heavens and beyond the stars.
The Love you have for me keeps the sun out in my life
When the cold winter days come.
The love I have for you is so deep within my heart and soul
No one can take it away.
You are the Keeper of my heart and soul.
When I dream of you, you make my heart soar like a hawk.
You are my soulmate-- my other half.
My Love, you are my light to my darkness.
Your Kisses taste like sweet wine.
The way you touch me, it caresses my soul, My Darling.
The way you say my name, it makes me love you even more.
You are the one I love with all of my heart and soul.
The way you say, "I Love You," it makes me love you even more.
I thank God and the heavens for bringing you into my life.
You will always have my heart, My Dearest Darling.
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If you were to offer your hand...I would hold it to my face and feel the gentleness of your touch...and never let it go...
If you were to offer your spirit...I would join it with mine...and together as one, soar in the sky...
If you were to offer your passion...it would be greeted with a fire deep within my soul...that has been lit by you...
If you were to offer your heart...I would keep it safely locked within mine...for each beat I feel and each breath we will share...
If you were to offer your love...It would be an answered prayer...one that will hold me on the days you are away...knowing of your return...and as the Wolf...only her mate holds all her needs...no others can compare...
I have heard the pain in your words...and the tears in your voice...and with each word I have hurt...and with each tear I have cried...
These are not hard questions you have asked...because I have already known the answers in my heart...they have been there since we met...
You promise to be dauntless and faithful...no need of promises...for I already know that you hold loyalty, trust and truth in high regard...as do I...
So, you see...if you were to take the chance...you will be loved with deep devotion...you will be trusted with my heart...it is fragile...it keeps me alive...but, without you or your love... it will break in two...
I Love You...
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