People ask me so many times...why I am so rigid...why I see the world as black and white and why I jump into things. The reason is...I have been in relationship and been down the road too many times of trying to make it work with somebody who is ambivalent or chronically has a rain check lined up just in case it didn't work out. I am not going to any competition for anyone affection or love. Ambivalence means no...for whatever reason. Forget about words, if you really want to know what a person is doing...look at their actions. There have been so many times where I been confused by the torrent of words that didn't add up to what the person was actually doing. When confused...watch the feet, not the lips.
People can live their lives any way they want. The question is whether you are willing to see it, accept it and ask yourself if you want to get involved. We have been so conditioned to believe that we have to work for love we receive, we have work for trust to receive it, we have to be perfect or smart or beautiful to be loved and I am just not going to play the game of being worthy to be loved. Because love expresses itself as a positive...and yes...it should be FREE.
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