PERSONAL/LOVE LETTER: IMAGINE MY SOFT PRECIOUS KISS

Smile, and imagine my soft precious kiss upon your lips.Our bodies burning and aching with desire and love. Feeling, breathing, craving, and so sure of it all. Heaven found in a momentary glance into shining eyes. Opened windows to the soul and our dreams An unplanned touch from my roaming fingers Caressing gently the nape of your neck.Slowly running though your hair
Our hearts racing through time.While our memories try to slow it down Every touch, scent, smile, sound, taste, and feeling.Never wanting it to end Like the undying love for you within in my heart. My soul, my life, and my dream come true

PERSONAL/LOVE LETTER: YOU FASCINATE ME

Lady, 

You fascinate me with all your illustrious beauty.I recognize all your splendor when I first noticed your smile that entered into my heart.  Such good times when I'm near you; you captured my adoring eyes anxious to  experience your love.I blow you kisses anticipating the taste of your lips. Ahh, how I admire you and your feminine grace and the warmth I noticed in your cheeks, blushing with romance and love's fire. You release my heart from pain and let me love you... my lady. I dream of you night and day, vivid pictures of you in my mind that filters into my spirit.  I'm enchanted by the loveliness of your face and you fascinate my soul. I long to be held in your arms.Keep silent, my love, and let me just look at you and swoon in your moon-glow eyes.   You are the deliverance of my life; all the expressions of your lips  lift me to glorious skies. Give me for the rest of my life your sweetness so ravish- ing as melodies of cooing doves, and I love to be loved by you as My Valentine forever and more...I can't believe I've found you, my one true love, my heart. You've helped me see the world as I never have before.You helped me see the beauty in everything as I never have. The beauty in me...You've helped me smile a smile of happiness, heart, and love. Happiness of being with you; a heart to see the beauty, and the love of having you. I can't believe I've found you...my wonderful heart, soul, inspiration.You inspire me... to be me.My inspiration grows fonder by the passing of each moon, each sun, and by the passing of each feeling.You are my sun, my moon, my heart.I hold you in my loving arms and hen I awake to find you still.I find you in my arms,smiling and dreaming happily...then you whisper.... "I've found you !"

REVIEW/LOVE/ DATING: MY CHARLIE NICHOLSON

 Who's Charlie Nicholson? The name comes from the movie... High Fidelity.

I find myself writing about this movie .Part of the reason I enjoy the film so much is that I relate to it like it’s my story.



From the movie:

 Number three in the top five all-time breakup list? Charlie Nicholson (Catherine Zeta-Jones). Sophomore year of college. As soon as I saw her, I realized she was the kind of girl I'd wanted to meet ever since I was old enough to want to meet girls. I mean, she was different. She was dramatic and she was exotic. And she talked a lot and when she talked she said remarkably interesting things about music, books, film and politics. And she talked a lot. And she liked me. She liked me. She liked me. At least I think she did...We went out for two years and I never got comfortable. Why would a girl, no, a woman, like Charlie go out with me? I felt like a fraud. I felt like one of those people who suddenly shave their heads and said they'd always been punks. I was sure I'd be discovered at any second. And I worried about my abilities as a lover. And I was intimidated by other men in her design department and became convinced she was gonna leave me for one of them. Then she left me for one of them. The dreaded Marco... (One rainy night, he caught Marco with Charlie) ... (A while later, after reconciling with her, he realized that she wasn't for him) And I lost it. Kinda lost it all. Faith, dignity, about fifteen pounds. When I came to a few months later, I found to my surprise I had flunked out of school. Started working at a record shop. Some people never got over 'Nam or the night their band opened for Nirvana. I guess I never really got over Charlie. But the thing I learned from the whole Charlie debacle - you gotta punch your weight. You see, Charlie, she's out of my class. She's too pretty. Too smart. Too witty. Too much. I mean, what am I? I'm a middleweight. Hey, I'm not the smartest guy in the world, but I'm certainly not the dumbest. I mean, I've read books like 'Unbearable Lightness of Being' and 'Love in the Time of Cholera.' And I think I've understood them. They're about girls, right? Just kidding... Anyway, me and Charlie, we didn't match. Marco and Charlie matched.



another quote from the movie:

I can see now that I am doomed to die a long, slow, suffocating death. And I try to figure out why. Of course there’s envy, why isn’t my life like this? And sure I want their money and clothes and jobs and opinions, and I’d like to have advice for jet-lag, but that’s not it. … It’s something else. And then it dawns on me: Charlie’s awful. … Maybe she’s been like this all along. How did I manage to edit all this out? How had I made this girl the answer to all the world’s problems?

PERSONAL/LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE

Dear Soulmate,

With my paint. I'll gather a blend of colours and I'll shoot a rainbow that is long enough to reach your place. And then I'll take your hand, hold it tight, like a pen,and we'll walk on top of that rainbow.From there, I'll take you to the most beautiful paradise you've ever fantasize in your eyes. It is splendidly colourful, like the Roman candle in your favourite tale. With my silver plane we'll fly far and pass by heaven's gate. With my thriller boat we'll sail deep beyond the sea and pass through the ocean world. Just you and I, like two swans in love in a small pond of bond. And again, it'll always be you and I like two doves in love in a small house of grove.In life we'll both entree the place of romance and enjoy the beauty of romance with complete bliss, only with you, I'll have a romance of romantic love..I wondered the other day,what life would be like without you...The way it was before you. It would be day after day of loneliness,The wind would bite because you Wouldn't be there to walk before me,to block the hurt of others.For me to find you without the heartache that others have had to endure is simply, ...a Miracle. Your love is my inspiration, my greatest possession.Being with you is a life savoring full satisfaction. Oceans i will cross, portals i will always suppress because i love you, the more but no less

PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE

Dear Soulmate,

Every second we are apart,you're on my mind and in my heart.Every second we are together, I need you like the bird needs feathers.With this statement above, it is clear in my mind, You weren't put on this earth for the whole of mankind.God put you on this earth just for me, you are an angel, that I can see. I will give you anything you adore,for when I'm in your presence I'm in utter awe. I would share with you every rainbow, Take away bad things, so the pain will go. I have something else to tell you now, It has everything to do with why and how. Why I need you as much as I do and how it is possible to truely love you. I got hit in a place by cupids arrow,
In the only place where it works, it's narrow.  It goes through the skin and past the chest, Moves to the left and lies to rest.This perfectly precisioned flying dart, hit me right in the midst of my heart.This wound is never healing, Never sealing. and this bleeding for you, Is a love that is true. This is why my face has a smile, You are my soul mate, you make me worthwhile.At the same time you make me strong and weak, Making one thing certain, my heart does seek, the same in return all mentioned above,For this will prove my enduring love. Looking into the starry night, filled with a glow so bright,The days seem to go so fast,thinking of the time that's past. A smile comes which seems so rare, I picture your face and can only stare,Your beautiful eyes shine and gleam, You're like an angel, straight from a dream This feeling seems unknown to me,And it's being with you that sets me free, Your image spreads its wings and starts to fly,It begins to dim and look so shy,Leaving me with memories to keep,Along with that smile... I fall asleep.

PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: I DREAM OF YOU

Dear Soulmate,

I dream of you in the day and night.In my every moment I see your caring ways.Your nurturing love I dream of delicate moments in a soft bed huddled in each other and relaxed and protected. I dream of you this way,always. Your impish ways and your devilish smile.Our fulfillment, in loving intensely,relaxed in the joy of understanding healing together amid life's confusion. Guide me home my love, to where you are,it can't be far. To a loving place.To your caring face where my love can be reflected to my warm bed. This love we share reminds me of a raging fire.You are the arsonist of our love is the fire.Fire that burns deep within my soul and doused with mental stimulation thus, creating large sparks of love, laughter, warmth and human kindness.Sparks blowing out of control, for I feel them in my sleep. I attempt to fan the dangerous flames of love , but I can't fight, for I am overwhelmed.This flames of love are filled with emotional vapors.This is the hottest fire I've ever witnessed as the fire rages higher, it takes my breath away, but yet I inhale the smoke of love. The smoke of love engulfs every living cell of my body and mind  The sensation feels good running up and down my spine.I am scared for life, this arsonist and fire impacts my life forever.Yes, I've gazed into the raging fire- I began to melt helplessly I slip into unconsciousness from the shock of the aftermath.A fire so hot it continually burns.Vividly I see incandescent light which yields me to a conscious state.Now awakened, I am grateful  I walked through the fire and found the arsonist. A year later the fire rages on in our relationship, hearts, and in our words.My Heart is filled with love, and you are in my dreams, flying like a dove and we dance on moonbeams.You Took me by the heart,
and led me to a beautiful place.You gave my love a start,the moment I looked into your face. My heart is yours, you hold the only key, for you will be my only lover. I'll love you from here to eternity, 'cause my love for you belongs to no other.

POETRY:WHAT IF YOU WERE HERE WITH ME

1

Once upon a time, in the land of my dream,
There was a young Knight who searched for his Queen,
He followed his quest and he searched all lands through.
He searched for his love, he knew would be true.

She has eyes like diamonds, yet Blue and so deep,
The window of her soul, shows a beauty so sweet
She has hair like and Angel, Autumn colored and long,
She brings to my heart, loves simple song.

He sought out a wizard, to conjure a spell,
To find this fair princess, that in his heart dwells.
He begged this magician, by all that is right,
Find me my love, my souls true delight.

She has beauty unequaled, by all in all time,
Her soul is so perfect, it must be with mine,
The wizard did tell him, that this lady he loved,
Was not mere a princess, but an angel from above.

He said all the magic I have in my power
Cannot make this perfection, in any number of hours
He said you should ask for the heavens to send,
One of God?s perfect creatures, for your quest to end.

So he prayed long and hard, for 40 long years,
He knelt and he begged, and cried many tears.
And finally God looked, at a love that was true,
And released from his heaven, a creature like you.

I am that Knight, who sought long and true,
I searched an eternity, just to find you.
You are my Princess, whom I dearly love,
Sent down to me from the heavens above.

I will hold and protect you from life?s many troubles
I will shield your soul, and give love that doubles,
Each day of my life, that I spend with you,
Is likened to heaven, with an Angel it?s true.

To you I will give, all the love that I have,
I will Cherish, and honour, as long as live.
And then someday, when death doth make us part,
I will wait in your heaven, for you have my heart.

In heaven, the story shall go on forever
Of a love that is perfect and never will waiver.
For you are my Angel, sent down from above,
To have and to hold, and forever to love.




2

when someone is born, someone else holds the key to his happiness
a person whom many refer to as, a kindred spirit, or a soulmate
each of us must find that person, no matter the distance or sacrifices
however, if we will find them is what most people tend to debate

but listen to God and He'll guide you, without a doubt
and remember not to rush things.  He works in His time, not ours
when it seems your heart isn't living anymore
and experiencing an emotional drought
miracles will unfold and turn your weeds into flowers

now that this is starting to sink in and not just sounding witty
what if you're the one holding the key to my city?



3

What if you were here with me,
Here so close to you,
How would this one moment be?
Lying close to you,
Sins be in my lips and touch.
When I'm close to you,
Still I long for it so much,
Being close to you,
I transgress within my dreams
So I'm close to you,
I sometimes wonder what this means
While breathing close to you,
My only wish for night and day
Is remaining close to you,
And so I guess I'll find a way
To stay here close to you.




4

morning is here again;
but my soul still calls
far into the woods, for the love I yearn for

a spell upon my soul
is to love the one once had.
though a new day,
my soul dares not move on.

I call upon Her name
in vain I wait to be heard
I know not what she thinks
but of me, I hope

how long a slave shall I be to this spell?
how long shall I wait for your love?
please love me again
for I shall be
forever in love with thee.



5

You are everything I ever wanted.
My love for you is like nothing I have ever felt before.
The way I feel inside for you is completely unexplainable.
You are my other half, the one I want, always and forever.
I can see myself ten years from now, still in your warm
 and open arms.
You are the one... I can so easily can slide my body
 into your embracing arms.
The way you touch me shows me that you do love me.
How do you do it?
When I look at you, just look at you, all my pain and worries
 seem to disappear into thin air.
You are the one I turn to when I need someone,
 whether it is for a shoulder to cry on
 or a congratulations for something I accomplished.
You are everything I ever hoped for, and everything I prayed for.
You are the one I go to sleep thinking of, and the one



6

Seven minutes pass and I'm thinking about you,
Seven hours pass and I'm dreaming about you,
Seven days pass and I can't stop talking about you,
Seven weeks pass and I'm falling in love with you.

Every hour of everyday
You're always in my heart and always will be.
You've shown me how to love someone for who they are.
You taught me how to be patient
And appreciate the love someone has for you.

You've shown me that dreams can come true,
And if I believe that I could find true love,
It will find me too;
Like we found each other and receive one another with open arms.

You taught me how to live life the way it should be,
Becuase you were there by my side,
Living through it, going through every happy moment,
And difficult ones, too.

You've shown me that you love me with every kiss,
With every touch, with every smile, with every word you speak,
And with every look you give me.

You have taught and shown me that loving you
Is the best thing that has ever happened to me,
And being with you is more than enough.

You are my world, my love and my life.
You are my everything,
And if I could grant you any wish or give you anything
And everything you would ever want,
I would do so much more.
I love you for life... no matter what!!!
 

LOVE/DATING: I DON'T NEED TO SLEEP WITH A LOT OF WOMAN TO KEEP MY INTEREST IN SEX

Who has ever heard a musician ask how to stay interested in music or a poet complaining about being bored with poetry. If a musician does not need to keep changing instruments to stay interested in music, why do we imagine that we need a succession of new bodies. To me, to tap the sacred power of sex, we have to give up trying to make it fit in some convenient mold..as form of recreation, or something that happens in bed...or as a separate compartment of our live. When we make love, our subtle bodies interpenetrate in a way that goes far beyond our exchange at the body level. Emotional exchange take places through the eyes and mouth. There is also exchange or energy. Thus two lovers physical bodies are like musical instrument...they are the media through which the lovers different life energy weave a natural harmony. If there is no exchange of vital energy, you are left feeling empty for you have used each other's bodies to create noise rather than a song. Life music, sex can be used for entertainment or for meaningless background noise

I love sex...i don't need to be sleeping with a lot of woman to keep my interest in it, but most woman don't believe me. I just want to make beautiful music with one person.

PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE

Dear Soulmate,

Through days and through nights,time after time I feel the pains surrounding my mind. The loneliness, that long dark road which I travel alone each day. How is it that I have come to fall in love, but such strong love I hold inside and yet I'm so many miles from the one I love. They say that absence makes the heart grow fonder and that tears are only rain to make love grow stronger, though I miss her so much, I'm running for the first flight out. So happy for what life has offered, never thought I would come across someone so beautiful as her. Beauty in her smile, and her eyes shining like the bright stars above. From a distance her image shining brightly as the sun shines and the wind blows her long black hair. Remembering so clearly in my mind every moment we shared, and every time they ask where is your girlfriend? In reply I say many miles from here, but just in the corner of my heart. My love- I have sipped the sweetness of your being.You have caressed my soul, and I have touched yours.We have frolicked together on the beaches of my imagination. I can never feel ordinary again.In the everyday things of life you are in the quiet of my heart. The stillness of my soul. To your loving hand my life bestowed

PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE

Dear Soulmate,

If ever you get this feeling, a feeling of despair. You can trust me with your heart, I'm always here, just share. I'll help you when you need it, my time is yours, it's free.  I gladly make this offer; you're an angel sent to me. If ever you get this feeling, a feeling to be hugged, you can trust me with your heart, My hugs come like a flood.. I'll hold you close and tender, my hugs are yours, they're free. This offer of my deep embrace, it's here to fill a need. If ever you get this feeling, a feeling for a kiss. You can trust me with your heart, My life I'd give for this.My heart alights with passion, my kiss is yours, it's free. No better have I ever found, I hope that you'll agree. If ever you get this feeling, a feeling to be loved. You can trust me with your heart, I'll warm it like a glove. I really hope you'll understand, my love is yours, it's free. My offer comes from deep within, it's here for you to see If ever you get this feeling, a feeling that you're alone.You can trust me with your heart, I'm close, just try the phone I'll talk with you for days on end, my time is yours, it's free. I'll say it once again, my love, You're An Angel Sent To Me! I love you in uncountable ways from the bottom of my heart to the depths of my soul. I cherish you in unthinkable ways from the rising of the sun to its going down. I admire you with the freedom of my heart with joy and pride and all that's within me. I care for you with the integrity of my soul and with passion that flows and emotion that runs free. I find you to be the only pleasure of my life...for the tender-loving feelings your love always brings. I dream of you beyond every imagination from the sky to the moon, from the clouds to the stars. I'll die for you, for the sake of life for love will continue even after death. I crave for you from my limitless horizon and for all the fantasies met and romances experienced.You awaken in me a long lost passions,slumbering feelings hidden inside me that filling my heart with your love. My hopes with desires...my whole being with your dreams until I am full of your presence

POETRY: IN MY TINY CORNER OF THE WORLD

To love...
     ...is to discover the quality of one person
   and to relate to their feelings...
     ...troubles
     ...obstacles
     ...emotions
   and happiness that they uphold.

To love...
     ...is to find true friendship...
     ...before
   and during the loving relationship.

To love...
     ...is to make up after arguments,
  and to attempt to make any negative
  aspect a positive one.
  Remembering nothing is perfect,
  but anything you hope to be near perfect, can be.

To love...
     ...is to ignore what one...
     ...can be
    or could be, but to love who they really are.

To love...
     ...is to trust with no boundaries,
    and to always know, and not assume, if one has done wrong
  With trust comes forgiveness
  Always knowing everyone makes mistakes, will prevent little pitfalls
 from taking over the true love between two people.

To love...
     ...is to make a commitment in the future,
   that will last a lifetime.

To love...
     ...is to care
        ...nurture
        ...trust
        ...forgive
        ...tend to
        ...be thoughtful
        ...cherish
        ...idolize
        ...adore
        ...admire
        ...look up to
        ...be charmed
        ...be gentle
        ...be generous
        ...be kind
        ...be considerate
     ...and to become one

To love is to "complete" one another


2

Lost love letters
lost to the rolling blue sea
   of early morning seashells
   of late evening driftwood
whenever waves roll high upon sand dunes
or bring forth new sand at low tides recession,

whenever the sea rolls...
    I think I love you.

Your memories echo in the seashells-
you love splashes back at me
on the rolling whitecaps
all day long
while at sea
and disappear each night
as the white foam washes
back out to sea.

Or just at home, on a shelf,
one seashell echoes-
I love you
a thousand echoes roll
I love you.

I?m a long way from the sea now,
will you listen for me-
while they wash in
and wash back out again?
...the seashells roll.


3

How can I possibly describe you?
My words may only clutter your appearance.
Your Hair.
Your Eyes.
Your Lips.
Your Cheeks.
Describing these merely physical attributes do not deserve my
harsh and crude words.  For my most elegant words are made
simple and inept when I try to verbally elucidate your beauty.
I can only fall into your eyes and feel such ecstasy.
Your Intellect.
Your Common Sense.
Your Generosity.
Your Reality.
These territories of your soul provide the greatest expedition a
human can embark on.  The reward is life-changing and your life
finds itself to be a great reward.
How well do I know thee?
As well as I commit my life to know thee.



4

In my tiny corner of the world
Where only you and I exist
Where my garden blooms just for you
There the orchards resemble our trust
The roses our contradicting love
I tender it just for you
I watch it bloom through you
Watch it blossom as our affections grow
And await the day when we will be one
When we can sit under a flowery shade 
Enjoying a sweet embrace 
And sharing a kiss in bliss...

JOURNAL

I got home from a cruise this week. As I mentioned in my blog....during the early part of the year....I almost lost my dad. This was a family vacation. I had a great time.

PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: I WAS STRUCK BY HER FACE

Suddenly, out of nowhere, I was struck by the expression of her face, how she speaks, moves and look at me. Some quality of her beauty penetrates me and almost makes me ache, stirring a desire to reach out and contact her. I been in love before and no experience has ever made me feel so intensely alive, yet so confused and out of touch at the same time. I have no idea where this intensity of this feeling comes from, why it drives me as it does and where it will lead.

 When I met a woman who attracted me, my desire for her is immediate and crippling--a hammer blow to the heart. In the beginning there is just that longing and the sense of myself as a starving orphan gazing through a window at a happy family sitting down to dinner.....i have to see her again and gain, to conquer her in different ways. It might take a few days to a few years

Even in my very first moment of attraction to a woman. I can sense a surrendering that must follow if I pursue her. In wanting to move toward her, I feel moved, in ways I cannot control. In wanting to reach out and touch her, I feel touched. If I open to my passion and let it move freely in me, it force me to let go, give in and feel raw and vulnerable I truly am. When passion pierces me and resonates through every fiber of my being. The surrender that passions calls for involves letting go of holding on: to myself--my fascination with being saved. Compassion...is born out of feeling the rawness of the heart..which makes us more sensitive to others. When I open my heart....a certain sweetness starts to flow from me last nectar.

Her face become more familiar to me than my own. I become as sensitive  to her changing mood, and feeling as to my own. I share longing and cannot separate myself from her pain We have interpentrated too deeply fro me ever to be able to stand entirely separate from her again.

PERSONAL/LOVE LETTER: WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF YOU FINDING ME

What are the odds of you founding my profile and read my words...and you falling in love with me right there? What are the odds we`ve met before and not knowing it? How do I know you even exist, and that you`re looking for me? I think about you everyday, and I don`t even know who you are. I already love you. And so do you. You`ve watched the same movie you have thought about me (the man you will love one day) You`ve dreamed about me, and the way you want to touch me.You`ve slept in your bed, the way I do. Maybe when I laugh you suddenly get a chill. Maybe when I`m asleep, you`re awake wondering where I am in the world. When I`m coming, you`re going the other way. It`s you I adore, and the reason I wake up each day...is to find you. I can`t wait to find you and love you the way you should be loved.My way...so sweetly...so gracefully...so passionately. What are the odds of you even belonging to me, Or if I deserve you, the woman I haven`t seen?  The woman who should be in my arms each night. The woman who should be there when I`m at my weakest moment. What are the odds of our souls being the same? Well, whatever the odds, I wait for you. I`ll wait for you. Whatever the odds may be.Wonderment of our first kiss would be sseems to invade every waking moment I have.Only taking my breath away and leaving me gasping to taste your lips again.Oh, love is truly my enemy and greatest comfort at the same time Rose pedals cover  your breasts in a sunset's shadow in my dreams. Holding love in constant pause throughout the night that carries the moment deep into the heavens. You covers me with longing as your eyes caress ...the very essence of my soul. Angels dance to the sound of a single word uttered from your lips, While I, a mere mortal, am captured in its trance.  I lay motionless until a single breath from you drives a sweet breeze into the depths of eternal bliss, I, then, see you melt into the morning...and know love.Life became so special and important to me because I now have a reason to live and that reason is you.You've shown me the way to happiness

POETRY: YOU ARE IN MY VEINS

I am penniless with not much to offer
But only these kind words for a divine soul.
So an attempt shall be made when about her I speak,
For an eternity of comparisons we may seek,
And still, shall we not find words that would hold.

What words are worthy of a spirit with a brilliant heart of gold?

What words can be used to express her gracious laughter,
Which lingers in her company's heart far long after?
Whose glowing hair the angels use as a beacon,
and as time grows, this torch shall never weaken.

What words are worthy of a spirit with a brilliant heart of gold,

To express the mere presence of her, lends to our essence console?
Michelangelo has captured this Earthly Angel from where he paints,
For he caught her reflection on the ceiling
and had mistaken her for one of the saints.

What words are worthy of a spirit with a brilliant heart of gold?

Only these kind words I can offer the blessed one,
an eternity we shall spend, and still comparisons shall never be don


2

Listen to your heart, they say
But is that really true, I ask myself
Can one deny the flesh long enough
To make sense of what the heart is saying?
I want to believe my heart
The quiet murmur of love
The distant thunder of two heartbeats
Melted into one, the tender kisses on flush cheeks
Yes! That is the feeling of love
For me to have and to cherish
Yet! I wanted more; maybe the feeling of my skin
Flushed red hot like lava
Building and bubbling in my veins
The strain of my heart echoing for release
I want to feel my soul melting
Like jellybeans in the heat of summer
For once I wish not to listen to my heart
Instead I will go with the fire
Emanating from within my folds
Hunger for the touch, melting with the heat of desire
For now I will banish all thoughts
And react in the moment
I want my passion to burn beneath
The skins of the world
Scorching it with the heat of
Forget-me-not



3


Holding to a word, a sentence, a phrase.
Each day lusting you, joins the numberless days.

Slow is the pulse to my heart's drug.
A moment without you will be pulling the plug.

Face of beauty, eyes of stars.
Body as curved, as vines to bars.

Rose to the vision, smooth with her walk.
I know if i had a chance, I'd have to do more than talk.

Often I wondered, how much time was put to perfection.
But then I remember, why I'm drawn past her complexion.

Her mind keeps me connected at every text.
Having her thoughts, is like knowing what's next.

If only my word-work, was as good as her expectations.
And if only my appearance was as good as her aspirations.

Love wouldn't be enough to describe it.
It feels so good, your doctor has to prescribe it.

Feelings are mutual if you love me, too.
Save me you words 'cause this might speak for you.




4

Couples, hand in hand,
Looking, eye to eye.
Giggle, as they walk,
Happy, passing bye.

Smiling, ear to ear,
Hear it, what they say.
Loving from the dawn,
Throughout all the day.

But, you, you never look at me that way.
I never, ever hear you say
Those words to me.
But, you, I never, ever see you cry.
When I have to say goodbye,
It's just 'goodbye' to me.

Longing, for your touch,
Hoping, for your love.
Dreaming, I am
The man you're 'dreaming' of.

Can't you see it in my eyes
And hear in what I say?
These feelings won't just die
Or, softly fade away.

But, you, you never look at me the same.
To you, it's all a game,
With me, you play.
But, you, what more do I have to do?
All I want is to be with you...
Forever and a day.



5

do you know you’re in my veins?
if i were cut once more,
i would bleed the all the colors in you.
i’ve dissected my soul
to find your answers-
killed myself
to give your life a little meaning.
do you know you’re in my soul?
in everything i do,
every breath i take,
every choice i make,
you’re hidden around the corner.
you’re in my head, 
you’re in my blood.



 6

It's been so many years now, yet it seems just days ago.
That day we met eachother, then we said "I love you so."
It's amazing just how quickly, time has passed us by.
My life feels oh so perfect, for I have you by my side.

You have given me a love, I have never had before.
A cherishable romance, without an open door.
You've promised me your soul, and the world that we're a part.
Your forgiveness and your faithfulness is the kindness of your heart.

Today we are a couple, down the aisle we have wed.
Each night it makes me happy, having you beside me in our bed.
I wake up to a smile, and the love you have to share.

Each morning you say you love me and you'll always love me so.
At night you say you need me and you'll never let me go.
As much and true as that may be, I know one thing's for sure.
My heart beats fast as my love for you is much stronger than before.