Monday, November 18, 2013
PERSONAL/LOVE LETTER: MY LOVE
My Love, adoring angel, who was sent from above.I would give you anything and everything that I hold dear for something to assure me that you'll always be near. You see, it was not your looks that captured my heart. My shallowness you mistook for I loved you from the start. Just as these words form a feeling of mine. I yearn to be with you, anywhere, anyplace ...everywhere, every time. It is that very thing which holds our relationship true...TIME...The best gift that I could give you. Besides the love and beyond the romance, the most satisfying moment was when our eyes met at first glance. Those eyes that sparkle like the morning dew.You are the one. The thought I let replicate in pleasure. The droplet of softness reaching for me through all time involved with much pain distraught and slowly closing inside.. You've been the only one who I've ever believed could bring me the vast oil-painting of the sky to forever give me the feeling I've been searching for without ever having the joy of swirling in it. A feeling even i don't know exists until you show itself to me. You are the one the gentle emotion that had long ago settled in me. An image that could never be shaken loose from the ends of this heart.I know it's you who will mend the wrongs the agonies plaintively mourning in my scars. You are the one..The taste of heaven lies upon your lips. I feel it with my trembling fingertips. You touch my lips and grant my wish. I'm engulfed in a pool, your pool, our pool of love. It surrounds me with a cool, calm and comforting feeling. That makes me want to surrender to it all.
Friday, November 15, 2013
PERSONAL/LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE..THIS EVENING
Dear Soulmate
This evening is filled with rapture, the stars that glimmer are shining so bright. I ate my dinner. I took my shower, got ready for the next day. I chose to end the remaining hours of my day typing on the keyboard as I lay. I think of you tonight and those thoughts gas up my imagination,cutting an incision into my soul, These verses I write are your creation.Tonight I have no worries about staying up and concentrating on you.I have to get up in the morning to go to work and here it is 12:22. But no worries, with thoughts of you. I feel so much peace. It feels like a break away from life underneath a moonlit sky in the east. I burn a candle tonight and incense smoke lingers through the air. A glass of wine stands by my side.Into the computer screen I begin to stare, and again I think on you. If only you were here with me. If only you knew and could see the things my mind paints so vividly. I am quite sure that from that point in time until the time you leave. You would have agreed that night was a night you were pleased. Tonight I am so lonely but yet occupied with your beauty and grace. My mind spins back the times when I first witnessed you within the same space. I saw a strong woman whom I wished had the time for this strong man,When I met you my thoughts went to London, Paris, Italy, and back to this part of the land.How could I explain it other than to say sometimes you melt like ice. Sometimes all it takes is a vision which makes a decision that can change your life. I was curious but, yet, cautious like an animal exploring new terrain.Each time I entered your territory there I stood and wanted to remain. I was glad to meet you, under any other circumstance .I would have kissed your hand just out of kindness to show you what kind of man I am. I like the vibration you set in the place along with the scent you place in the air. Your appearance defined my style of beauty each time my eyes began to stare.You are the breath I breathe,You are the reason I'm here.My breathing becomes faster when you're so close. All that i am, all that i feel, i'm burning for you, with every breathe i breath wanting you more...my heart is no longer my own. You have come to water my heart, to keep it alive just a little while more...you see that it's thirsty, this you know. Like the ocean is my love for you. Thousands of fathoms deep.Filled in my mind are you While I'm awake or in sleep.
This evening is filled with rapture, the stars that glimmer are shining so bright. I ate my dinner. I took my shower, got ready for the next day. I chose to end the remaining hours of my day typing on the keyboard as I lay. I think of you tonight and those thoughts gas up my imagination,cutting an incision into my soul, These verses I write are your creation.Tonight I have no worries about staying up and concentrating on you.I have to get up in the morning to go to work and here it is 12:22. But no worries, with thoughts of you. I feel so much peace. It feels like a break away from life underneath a moonlit sky in the east. I burn a candle tonight and incense smoke lingers through the air. A glass of wine stands by my side.Into the computer screen I begin to stare, and again I think on you. If only you were here with me. If only you knew and could see the things my mind paints so vividly. I am quite sure that from that point in time until the time you leave. You would have agreed that night was a night you were pleased. Tonight I am so lonely but yet occupied with your beauty and grace. My mind spins back the times when I first witnessed you within the same space. I saw a strong woman whom I wished had the time for this strong man,When I met you my thoughts went to London, Paris, Italy, and back to this part of the land.How could I explain it other than to say sometimes you melt like ice. Sometimes all it takes is a vision which makes a decision that can change your life. I was curious but, yet, cautious like an animal exploring new terrain.Each time I entered your territory there I stood and wanted to remain. I was glad to meet you, under any other circumstance .I would have kissed your hand just out of kindness to show you what kind of man I am. I like the vibration you set in the place along with the scent you place in the air. Your appearance defined my style of beauty each time my eyes began to stare.You are the breath I breathe,You are the reason I'm here.My breathing becomes faster when you're so close. All that i am, all that i feel, i'm burning for you, with every breathe i breath wanting you more...my heart is no longer my own. You have come to water my heart, to keep it alive just a little while more...you see that it's thirsty, this you know. Like the ocean is my love for you. Thousands of fathoms deep.Filled in my mind are you While I'm awake or in sleep.
Thursday, November 14, 2013
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DREAMS
Dear Soulmate,
Dreams were meant for dreamers,so a dreamer I will be;For now that is the only way I have you here with me.Every night when I lay down and close my eyes to sleep; I drift away to my own lil' world where you are mine to keep... ...Then morning brings the pain again and then soon I must realize;That with each passing day the early light must rise.So night time is my special friend, my secret hide away;Where I can go to be with you...and forget the coming day.How I?d like to hold your hand...walk -run away- run home again, hand in hand, in wonderland -in a dream,and not letting go of your hand. I'm drawn to your tender lips To feel them, to touch them.To trace them with my finger tips .They hold so much beauty. Soft like a rose and so petite.So seductive, intriguing and enticing.Their allure captivating and sweet.The feel so sensuous, so lush.The sensation of your lips upon mine Their taste bursting with passion like strawberries fresh of the vine. I long for the touch of your lips.The desire for a kiss grows strong like the bee on the petal of a rose.Your lips on mine are where they belong. To love someone is a frightful thing. To open oneself and allow them in. To tear down those walls.Those barriers you've built. To expose your heart at all. To give up control.To allow them to know.To trust without reason To accept imperfections. To go on through the seasons.To never run out of affection
Dreams were meant for dreamers,so a dreamer I will be;For now that is the only way I have you here with me.Every night when I lay down and close my eyes to sleep; I drift away to my own lil' world where you are mine to keep... ...Then morning brings the pain again and then soon I must realize;That with each passing day the early light must rise.So night time is my special friend, my secret hide away;Where I can go to be with you...and forget the coming day.How I?d like to hold your hand...walk -run away- run home again, hand in hand, in wonderland -in a dream,and not letting go of your hand. I'm drawn to your tender lips To feel them, to touch them.To trace them with my finger tips .They hold so much beauty. Soft like a rose and so petite.So seductive, intriguing and enticing.Their allure captivating and sweet.The feel so sensuous, so lush.The sensation of your lips upon mine Their taste bursting with passion like strawberries fresh of the vine. I long for the touch of your lips.The desire for a kiss grows strong like the bee on the petal of a rose.Your lips on mine are where they belong. To love someone is a frightful thing. To open oneself and allow them in. To tear down those walls.Those barriers you've built. To expose your heart at all. To give up control.To allow them to know.To trust without reason To accept imperfections. To go on through the seasons.To never run out of affection
/LOVE/DATING: VIRTUAL WOMAN....
Virtual woman, I embrace you. Once harbored in my dreams as a fantasy, hope and aspiration which fueled my fire, my quest for my queen, my soul-mate.Virtual woman, like an angel you spread your holy wings of joy over my battered heart. With gentle breaths you revive my soul; with inspiration, and unconditional love.Virtual woman, your DNA matches! Like a carbon copy, reflecting my better half; reminding me of a potential, I had long forgoten. Virtual woman, you are sent by God,because your love is like no other.Like radiation's rays, your love penetrates my soul, causing its molecules to vibrate with joy in your presence.
PERSONAL/ JOURNAL/DATING: RECALLING ONE OF MY FIRST ONLINE DATE
I never really meant to start internet dating, but after getting divorce from a 5 year marriage and realizing my circle of single friends had dwindled as I'd got older, and I didn't want to date someone at work, as that's always struck me as complicated and potentially disastrous. Unfortunately, while I was handsome, intelligent, funny, healthy, have a great job, great family and normal, that gave me no guarantee that the person I'd meet would be the same. On my first online date, the girl thought she'd sexily nibble me over dessert: unfortunately, her "sexy nibble" was actually an incredibly hard bite and I ended up screaming in pain, bleeding all over the table and walking away thinking she was completely mental. It was only a week later, that bite wound was infected. So yeah, an infected human-bite wound. Beat that for a dating story.While this was clearly one of the worst dates ever
PERSONAL/JOURNAL/ LOVE/ DATING: THIS SEARCH FOR LOVE
I have been on this journey in search of love for as long as I can remember. The great love. The Notebook, Nicholas Sparks happy ending love.The love that gets you out of the bed in the middle of the night to drive ten hours. The love that has us on the living room floor thankful in laughter. Foolish boy as I was, I thought across the decades I had found it. So many long term relationships, was married once before. Each time, more hopeful and when it turned out not to be it, not to be the love of a lifetime, I felt like less of myself. It’s that going back and forth. It’s the watching of others coupling and doing all of the things you want to do. I think you reach a point when you wonder when is it my turn?. And it’s not just that, it’s that your friends wonder when it will be your turn too. They gently prod and ask. They worry about the dating decisions you’re making. When I tell you I have done some crazy shit in the name of love? There isn’t anything you can tell me you’ve done that I haven’t done or came close to doing. There isn’t much I haven’t considered doing. You see, the way I’m wired – I will do anything for love. I will do whatever I need to do to make sure the one I love knows they’re loved. Call me a fool, but I would rather be a fool with the love of my life in my bed than the smartest person in the room who has no one to go home to.I have always search for someone to appreciate me in a way I hadn’t seen before. I’ve given multiple chances when there shouldn’t have been any. I’ve dealt with ridiculous rules, dates, orders and mandates – all in the hopes the woman I loved would love me. I’ve laughed a lot. I’ve cried – a lot. I can honestly admit I’ve been flipped inside out.
The reality is my love story is still unfolding. It’s just those of us who manage to have our hopes high and our love quotient even higher are always willing to think, to believe that it’s a miracle I mean, for me – love is all consuming. Like a Phoenix who catches fire. I forego everything for someone else when I’m in love. I’m servant by nature. But I want someone who wants to serve me the same way. For so many of us, love has either become all we think about and all we focus on or we’ve abandoned the idea of it completely. What if we’re supposed to live fully without it? Could you deal and handle that idea? I can't
We are always searching for the intimate and close love. A love transcending time, circumstance and even death. The wife who validates you, who sees you intimately. Who loves you in a way no other person can. Although she hasn’t found me yet – or maybe she has – and hasn’t told me, I will honestly tell you I look for it every day – still. Around every corner. In the eyes of those I love. I look for it. I can’t help it. I think it’s part of my path. But the things I’ve learned along the way in search of the perfect love, have ultimately taught me I was loved. I am loved in ways I hadn’t thought possible. It’s taught me about love, about myself and about the things we most yearn for in the quiet hours of our lives.
The reality is my love story is still unfolding. It’s just those of us who manage to have our hopes high and our love quotient even higher are always willing to think, to believe that it’s a miracle I mean, for me – love is all consuming. Like a Phoenix who catches fire. I forego everything for someone else when I’m in love. I’m servant by nature. But I want someone who wants to serve me the same way. For so many of us, love has either become all we think about and all we focus on or we’ve abandoned the idea of it completely. What if we’re supposed to live fully without it? Could you deal and handle that idea? I can't
We are always searching for the intimate and close love. A love transcending time, circumstance and even death. The wife who validates you, who sees you intimately. Who loves you in a way no other person can. Although she hasn’t found me yet – or maybe she has – and hasn’t told me, I will honestly tell you I look for it every day – still. Around every corner. In the eyes of those I love. I look for it. I can’t help it. I think it’s part of my path. But the things I’ve learned along the way in search of the perfect love, have ultimately taught me I was loved. I am loved in ways I hadn’t thought possible. It’s taught me about love, about myself and about the things we most yearn for in the quiet hours of our lives.
FROM A FAN
The funny thing about sex and money is this. Take any man off the street, well from the majority. A "normal" healthy nice male, middle aged, with no extremely bad past, like being a mercenary, spy, abused child, rape victim, terroist recruit, etc. they all want the same thing. Put 2 thousand dollars in their hand and tell them they can have whatever girl they want for 24 hours and do whatever they want. Yes, they will all like different types, big small, pale dark, artsy or nerdy, old or younger. And they might have different favorite positions, like oral sex more or less, or anal. Different levels of roughness and kinkiness. But I swear give a man money and tell him he can have whatever he wants for a night and all the normal nice ones, will want the same.
Given that it the girl with the most perfect appearance according to them, they all want something quite normal. A good kisser, a girl that actually cums, a girl that will swallow, but most importantly the thing that all men really secretively seek and if could if it were possible would even pay for is love. If they could have whatever they wanted, if they could own a woman for a night, most men would want her and the irony is that is the one thing you cant buy
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: WE ARE LIKE TWO TWIN SUN
Dear Soulmate
We are like two brilliant twin Suns, circling the universe, sustained in travel, by the fuel that is our Sun's giving hearts. In search of that special person or match, who will rekindle our own love's fire. Waiting to find and fulfill our destiny, allowing us shine eternally brighter. Searching for that feeling that we are needed as well as, waiting to utilize and share our internal and eternal warmth, for it is our nature. My love, you and I resided in the same orbit so long ago as two twin Sun's. For a hot and tender moment we joined together, creating a warmth and heat that could be felt throughout our complicated universe. We drifted apart, though destiny brought us together again. You and I circled the entire universe, seeing and experiencing so many things. Never finding or replicating the feeling of eternal brightness and completion that we experienced years ago. Now our orbit's gravity is strong. We have learned how to navigate our Sun's heart. We now fulfill our destiny and merge together to create one magnificent, bright and brilliant Sun. Our Sun's heart mergees. Together we emit a warmth and heat that will never again drift or burn out. We have found our place in the universe, joined together as one brilliant Sun, fixed in our destiny's universal home. Together we have the power to keep each others Suns hearts eternally blazing, as well as the power to warm our loves universe and all that is around us. You were my Twin sun and my eternal heat. Now we are eternally one. You are the flame that sustains my hearts warmth, keeping my Suns heart burning forever. We shine together as one... now and forever.Only you can make me happy. I see the sun in your smile, the moon in your eyes and the eagle flying in your soul.You are the love of my life,the other half of my soul.You hold my heart in your hand. You are life to me.And when you love me (like only you can do) my heart and soul flys to meet you.Our spirits join. I love you like no other. Only you have touched the hidden places in my soul. I will love you forever.
PERSONAL/LOVE LETTER: IMAGINE MY SOFT PRECIOUS KISS
Smile, and imagine my soft precious kiss upon your lips.Our bodies burning and aching with desire and love. Feeling, breathing, craving, and so sure of it all. Heaven found in a momentary glance into shining eyes. Opened windows to the soul and our dreams An unplanned touch from my roaming fingers Caressing gently the nape of your neck.Slowly running though your hair
Our hearts racing through time.While our memories try to slow it down Every touch, scent, smile, sound, taste, and feeling.Never wanting it to end Like the undying love for you within in my heart. My soul, my life, and my dream come true
Our hearts racing through time.While our memories try to slow it down Every touch, scent, smile, sound, taste, and feeling.Never wanting it to end Like the undying love for you within in my heart. My soul, my life, and my dream come true
PERSONAL/LOVE LETTER: YOU FASCINATE ME
Lady,
You fascinate me with all your illustrious beauty.I recognize all your splendor when I first noticed your smile that entered into my heart. Such good times when I'm near you; you captured my adoring eyes anxious to experience your love.I blow you kisses anticipating the taste of your lips. Ahh, how I admire you and your feminine grace and the warmth I noticed in your cheeks, blushing with romance and love's fire. You release my heart from pain and let me love you... my lady. I dream of you night and day, vivid pictures of you in my mind that filters into my spirit. I'm enchanted by the loveliness of your face and you fascinate my soul. I long to be held in your arms.Keep silent, my love, and let me just look at you and swoon in your moon-glow eyes. You are the deliverance of my life; all the expressions of your lips lift me to glorious skies. Give me for the rest of my life your sweetness so ravish- ing as melodies of cooing doves, and I love to be loved by you as My Valentine forever and more...I can't believe I've found you, my one true love, my heart. You've helped me see the world as I never have before.You helped me see the beauty in everything as I never have. The beauty in me...You've helped me smile a smile of happiness, heart, and love. Happiness of being with you; a heart to see the beauty, and the love of having you. I can't believe I've found you...my wonderful heart, soul, inspiration.You inspire me... to be me.My inspiration grows fonder by the passing of each moon, each sun, and by the passing of each feeling.You are my sun, my moon, my heart.I hold you in my loving arms and hen I awake to find you still.I find you in my arms,smiling and dreaming happily...then you whisper.... "I've found you !"
You fascinate me with all your illustrious beauty.I recognize all your splendor when I first noticed your smile that entered into my heart. Such good times when I'm near you; you captured my adoring eyes anxious to experience your love.I blow you kisses anticipating the taste of your lips. Ahh, how I admire you and your feminine grace and the warmth I noticed in your cheeks, blushing with romance and love's fire. You release my heart from pain and let me love you... my lady. I dream of you night and day, vivid pictures of you in my mind that filters into my spirit. I'm enchanted by the loveliness of your face and you fascinate my soul. I long to be held in your arms.Keep silent, my love, and let me just look at you and swoon in your moon-glow eyes. You are the deliverance of my life; all the expressions of your lips lift me to glorious skies. Give me for the rest of my life your sweetness so ravish- ing as melodies of cooing doves, and I love to be loved by you as My Valentine forever and more...I can't believe I've found you, my one true love, my heart. You've helped me see the world as I never have before.You helped me see the beauty in everything as I never have. The beauty in me...You've helped me smile a smile of happiness, heart, and love. Happiness of being with you; a heart to see the beauty, and the love of having you. I can't believe I've found you...my wonderful heart, soul, inspiration.You inspire me... to be me.My inspiration grows fonder by the passing of each moon, each sun, and by the passing of each feeling.You are my sun, my moon, my heart.I hold you in my loving arms and hen I awake to find you still.I find you in my arms,smiling and dreaming happily...then you whisper.... "I've found you !"
Tuesday, November 12, 2013
REVIEW/LOVE/ DATING: MY CHARLIE NICHOLSON
Who's Charlie Nicholson? The name comes from the movie... High Fidelity.
I find myself writing about this movie .Part of the reason I enjoy the film so much is that I relate to it like it’s my story.
From the movie:
Number three in the top five all-time breakup list? Charlie Nicholson (Catherine Zeta-Jones). Sophomore year of college. As soon as I saw her, I realized she was the kind of girl I'd wanted to meet ever since I was old enough to want to meet girls. I mean, she was different. She was dramatic and she was exotic. And she talked a lot and when she talked she said remarkably interesting things about music, books, film and politics. And she talked a lot. And she liked me. She liked me. She liked me. At least I think she did...We went out for two years and I never got comfortable. Why would a girl, no, a woman, like Charlie go out with me? I felt like a fraud. I felt like one of those people who suddenly shave their heads and said they'd always been punks. I was sure I'd be discovered at any second. And I worried about my abilities as a lover. And I was intimidated by other men in her design department and became convinced she was gonna leave me for one of them. Then she left me for one of them. The dreaded Marco... (One rainy night, he caught Marco with Charlie) ... (A while later, after reconciling with her, he realized that she wasn't for him) And I lost it. Kinda lost it all. Faith, dignity, about fifteen pounds. When I came to a few months later, I found to my surprise I had flunked out of school. Started working at a record shop. Some people never got over 'Nam or the night their band opened for Nirvana. I guess I never really got over Charlie. But the thing I learned from the whole Charlie debacle - you gotta punch your weight. You see, Charlie, she's out of my class. She's too pretty. Too smart. Too witty. Too much. I mean, what am I? I'm a middleweight. Hey, I'm not the smartest guy in the world, but I'm certainly not the dumbest. I mean, I've read books like 'Unbearable Lightness of Being' and 'Love in the Time of Cholera.' And I think I've understood them. They're about girls, right? Just kidding... Anyway, me and Charlie, we didn't match. Marco and Charlie matched.
another quote from the movie:
I can see now that I am doomed to die a long, slow, suffocating death. And I try to figure out why. Of course there’s envy, why isn’t my life like this? And sure I want their money and clothes and jobs and opinions, and I’d like to have advice for jet-lag, but that’s not it. … It’s something else. And then it dawns on me: Charlie’s awful. … Maybe she’s been like this all along. How did I manage to edit all this out? How had I made this girl the answer to all the world’s problems?
I find myself writing about this movie .Part of the reason I enjoy the film so much is that I relate to it like it’s my story.
From the movie:
Number three in the top five all-time breakup list? Charlie Nicholson (Catherine Zeta-Jones). Sophomore year of college. As soon as I saw her, I realized she was the kind of girl I'd wanted to meet ever since I was old enough to want to meet girls. I mean, she was different. She was dramatic and she was exotic. And she talked a lot and when she talked she said remarkably interesting things about music, books, film and politics. And she talked a lot. And she liked me. She liked me. She liked me. At least I think she did...We went out for two years and I never got comfortable. Why would a girl, no, a woman, like Charlie go out with me? I felt like a fraud. I felt like one of those people who suddenly shave their heads and said they'd always been punks. I was sure I'd be discovered at any second. And I worried about my abilities as a lover. And I was intimidated by other men in her design department and became convinced she was gonna leave me for one of them. Then she left me for one of them. The dreaded Marco... (One rainy night, he caught Marco with Charlie) ... (A while later, after reconciling with her, he realized that she wasn't for him) And I lost it. Kinda lost it all. Faith, dignity, about fifteen pounds. When I came to a few months later, I found to my surprise I had flunked out of school. Started working at a record shop. Some people never got over 'Nam or the night their band opened for Nirvana. I guess I never really got over Charlie. But the thing I learned from the whole Charlie debacle - you gotta punch your weight. You see, Charlie, she's out of my class. She's too pretty. Too smart. Too witty. Too much. I mean, what am I? I'm a middleweight. Hey, I'm not the smartest guy in the world, but I'm certainly not the dumbest. I mean, I've read books like 'Unbearable Lightness of Being' and 'Love in the Time of Cholera.' And I think I've understood them. They're about girls, right? Just kidding... Anyway, me and Charlie, we didn't match. Marco and Charlie matched.
another quote from the movie:
I can see now that I am doomed to die a long, slow, suffocating death. And I try to figure out why. Of course there’s envy, why isn’t my life like this? And sure I want their money and clothes and jobs and opinions, and I’d like to have advice for jet-lag, but that’s not it. … It’s something else. And then it dawns on me: Charlie’s awful. … Maybe she’s been like this all along. How did I manage to edit all this out? How had I made this girl the answer to all the world’s problems?
PERSONAL/LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE
Dear Soulmate,
With my paint. I'll gather a blend of colours and I'll shoot a rainbow that is long enough to reach your place. And then I'll take your hand, hold it tight, like a pen,and we'll walk on top of that rainbow.From there, I'll take you to the most beautiful paradise you've ever fantasize in your eyes. It is splendidly colourful, like the Roman candle in your favourite tale. With my silver plane we'll fly far and pass by heaven's gate. With my thriller boat we'll sail deep beyond the sea and pass through the ocean world. Just you and I, like two swans in love in a small pond of bond. And again, it'll always be you and I like two doves in love in a small house of grove.In life we'll both entree the place of romance and enjoy the beauty of romance with complete bliss, only with you, I'll have a romance of romantic love..I wondered the other day,what life would be like without you...The way it was before you. It would be day after day of loneliness,The wind would bite because you Wouldn't be there to walk before me,to block the hurt of others.For me to find you without the heartache that others have had to endure is simply, ...a Miracle. Your love is my inspiration, my greatest possession.Being with you is a life savoring full satisfaction. Oceans i will cross, portals i will always suppress because i love you, the more but no less
With my paint. I'll gather a blend of colours and I'll shoot a rainbow that is long enough to reach your place. And then I'll take your hand, hold it tight, like a pen,and we'll walk on top of that rainbow.From there, I'll take you to the most beautiful paradise you've ever fantasize in your eyes. It is splendidly colourful, like the Roman candle in your favourite tale. With my silver plane we'll fly far and pass by heaven's gate. With my thriller boat we'll sail deep beyond the sea and pass through the ocean world. Just you and I, like two swans in love in a small pond of bond. And again, it'll always be you and I like two doves in love in a small house of grove.In life we'll both entree the place of romance and enjoy the beauty of romance with complete bliss, only with you, I'll have a romance of romantic love..I wondered the other day,what life would be like without you...The way it was before you. It would be day after day of loneliness,The wind would bite because you Wouldn't be there to walk before me,to block the hurt of others.For me to find you without the heartache that others have had to endure is simply, ...a Miracle. Your love is my inspiration, my greatest possession.Being with you is a life savoring full satisfaction. Oceans i will cross, portals i will always suppress because i love you, the more but no less
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE
Dear Soulmate,
Every second we are apart,you're on my mind and in my heart.Every second we are together, I need you like the bird needs feathers.With this statement above, it is clear in my mind, You weren't put on this earth for the whole of mankind.God put you on this earth just for me, you are an angel, that I can see. I will give you anything you adore,for when I'm in your presence I'm in utter awe. I would share with you every rainbow, Take away bad things, so the pain will go. I have something else to tell you now, It has everything to do with why and how. Why I need you as much as I do and how it is possible to truely love you. I got hit in a place by cupids arrow,
In the only place where it works, it's narrow. It goes through the skin and past the chest, Moves to the left and lies to rest.This perfectly precisioned flying dart, hit me right in the midst of my heart.This wound is never healing, Never sealing. and this bleeding for you, Is a love that is true. This is why my face has a smile, You are my soul mate, you make me worthwhile.At the same time you make me strong and weak, Making one thing certain, my heart does seek, the same in return all mentioned above,For this will prove my enduring love. Looking into the starry night, filled with a glow so bright,The days seem to go so fast,thinking of the time that's past. A smile comes which seems so rare, I picture your face and can only stare,Your beautiful eyes shine and gleam, You're like an angel, straight from a dream This feeling seems unknown to me,And it's being with you that sets me free, Your image spreads its wings and starts to fly,It begins to dim and look so shy,Leaving me with memories to keep,Along with that smile... I fall asleep.
Every second we are apart,you're on my mind and in my heart.Every second we are together, I need you like the bird needs feathers.With this statement above, it is clear in my mind, You weren't put on this earth for the whole of mankind.God put you on this earth just for me, you are an angel, that I can see. I will give you anything you adore,for when I'm in your presence I'm in utter awe. I would share with you every rainbow, Take away bad things, so the pain will go. I have something else to tell you now, It has everything to do with why and how. Why I need you as much as I do and how it is possible to truely love you. I got hit in a place by cupids arrow,
In the only place where it works, it's narrow. It goes through the skin and past the chest, Moves to the left and lies to rest.This perfectly precisioned flying dart, hit me right in the midst of my heart.This wound is never healing, Never sealing. and this bleeding for you, Is a love that is true. This is why my face has a smile, You are my soul mate, you make me worthwhile.At the same time you make me strong and weak, Making one thing certain, my heart does seek, the same in return all mentioned above,For this will prove my enduring love. Looking into the starry night, filled with a glow so bright,The days seem to go so fast,thinking of the time that's past. A smile comes which seems so rare, I picture your face and can only stare,Your beautiful eyes shine and gleam, You're like an angel, straight from a dream This feeling seems unknown to me,And it's being with you that sets me free, Your image spreads its wings and starts to fly,It begins to dim and look so shy,Leaving me with memories to keep,Along with that smile... I fall asleep.
Monday, November 11, 2013
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: I DREAM OF YOU
Dear Soulmate,
and led me to a beautiful place.You gave my love a start,the moment I looked into your face. My heart is yours, you hold the only key, for you will be my only lover. I'll love you from here to eternity, 'cause my love for you belongs to no other.
POETRY:WHAT IF YOU WERE HERE WITH ME
1
Once upon a time, in the land of my dream,
There was a young Knight who searched for his Queen,
He followed his quest and he searched all lands through.
He searched for his love, he knew would be true.
She has eyes like diamonds, yet Blue and so deep,
The window of her soul, shows a beauty so sweet
She has hair like and Angel, Autumn colored and long,
She brings to my heart, loves simple song.
He sought out a wizard, to conjure a spell,
To find this fair princess, that in his heart dwells.
He begged this magician, by all that is right,
Find me my love, my souls true delight.
She has beauty unequaled, by all in all time,
Her soul is so perfect, it must be with mine,
The wizard did tell him, that this lady he loved,
Was not mere a princess, but an angel from above.
He said all the magic I have in my power
Cannot make this perfection, in any number of hours
He said you should ask for the heavens to send,
One of God?s perfect creatures, for your quest to end.
So he prayed long and hard, for 40 long years,
He knelt and he begged, and cried many tears.
And finally God looked, at a love that was true,
And released from his heaven, a creature like you.
I am that Knight, who sought long and true,
I searched an eternity, just to find you.
You are my Princess, whom I dearly love,
Sent down to me from the heavens above.
I will hold and protect you from life?s many troubles
I will shield your soul, and give love that doubles,
Each day of my life, that I spend with you,
Is likened to heaven, with an Angel it?s true.
To you I will give, all the love that I have,
I will Cherish, and honour, as long as live.
And then someday, when death doth make us part,
I will wait in your heaven, for you have my heart.
In heaven, the story shall go on forever
Of a love that is perfect and never will waiver.
For you are my Angel, sent down from above,
To have and to hold, and forever to love.
2
when someone is born, someone else holds the key to his happiness
a person whom many refer to as, a kindred spirit, or a soulmate
each of us must find that person, no matter the distance or sacrifices
however, if we will find them is what most people tend to debate
but listen to God and He'll guide you, without a doubt
and remember not to rush things. He works in His time, not ours
when it seems your heart isn't living anymore
and experiencing an emotional drought
miracles will unfold and turn your weeds into flowers
now that this is starting to sink in and not just sounding witty
what if you're the one holding the key to my city?
3
What if you were here with me,
Here so close to you,
How would this one moment be?
Lying close to you,
Sins be in my lips and touch.
When I'm close to you,
Still I long for it so much,
Being close to you,
I transgress within my dreams
So I'm close to you,
I sometimes wonder what this means
While breathing close to you,
My only wish for night and day
Is remaining close to you,
And so I guess I'll find a way
To stay here close to you.
4
morning is here again;
but my soul still calls
far into the woods, for the love I yearn for
a spell upon my soul
is to love the one once had.
though a new day,
my soul dares not move on.
I call upon Her name
in vain I wait to be heard
I know not what she thinks
but of me, I hope
how long a slave shall I be to this spell?
how long shall I wait for your love?
please love me again
for I shall be
forever in love with thee.
5
You are everything I ever wanted.
My love for you is like nothing I have ever felt before.
The way I feel inside for you is completely unexplainable.
You are my other half, the one I want, always and forever.
I can see myself ten years from now, still in your warm
and open arms.
You are the one... I can so easily can slide my body
into your embracing arms.
The way you touch me shows me that you do love me.
How do you do it?
When I look at you, just look at you, all my pain and worries
seem to disappear into thin air.
You are the one I turn to when I need someone,
whether it is for a shoulder to cry on
or a congratulations for something I accomplished.
You are everything I ever hoped for, and everything I prayed for.
You are the one I go to sleep thinking of, and the one
6
Seven minutes pass and I'm thinking about you,
Seven hours pass and I'm dreaming about you,
Seven days pass and I can't stop talking about you,
Seven weeks pass and I'm falling in love with you.
Every hour of everyday
You're always in my heart and always will be.
You've shown me how to love someone for who they are.
You taught me how to be patient
And appreciate the love someone has for you.
You've shown me that dreams can come true,
And if I believe that I could find true love,
It will find me too;
Like we found each other and receive one another with open arms.
You taught me how to live life the way it should be,
Becuase you were there by my side,
Living through it, going through every happy moment,
And difficult ones, too.
You've shown me that you love me with every kiss,
With every touch, with every smile, with every word you speak,
And with every look you give me.
You have taught and shown me that loving you
Is the best thing that has ever happened to me,
And being with you is more than enough.
You are my world, my love and my life.
You are my everything,
And if I could grant you any wish or give you anything
And everything you would ever want,
I would do so much more.
I love you for life... no matter what!!!
Once upon a time, in the land of my dream,
There was a young Knight who searched for his Queen,
He followed his quest and he searched all lands through.
He searched for his love, he knew would be true.
She has eyes like diamonds, yet Blue and so deep,
The window of her soul, shows a beauty so sweet
She has hair like and Angel, Autumn colored and long,
She brings to my heart, loves simple song.
He sought out a wizard, to conjure a spell,
To find this fair princess, that in his heart dwells.
He begged this magician, by all that is right,
Find me my love, my souls true delight.
She has beauty unequaled, by all in all time,
Her soul is so perfect, it must be with mine,
The wizard did tell him, that this lady he loved,
Was not mere a princess, but an angel from above.
He said all the magic I have in my power
Cannot make this perfection, in any number of hours
He said you should ask for the heavens to send,
One of God?s perfect creatures, for your quest to end.
So he prayed long and hard, for 40 long years,
He knelt and he begged, and cried many tears.
And finally God looked, at a love that was true,
And released from his heaven, a creature like you.
I am that Knight, who sought long and true,
I searched an eternity, just to find you.
You are my Princess, whom I dearly love,
Sent down to me from the heavens above.
I will hold and protect you from life?s many troubles
I will shield your soul, and give love that doubles,
Each day of my life, that I spend with you,
Is likened to heaven, with an Angel it?s true.
To you I will give, all the love that I have,
I will Cherish, and honour, as long as live.
And then someday, when death doth make us part,
I will wait in your heaven, for you have my heart.
In heaven, the story shall go on forever
Of a love that is perfect and never will waiver.
For you are my Angel, sent down from above,
To have and to hold, and forever to love.
2
when someone is born, someone else holds the key to his happiness
a person whom many refer to as, a kindred spirit, or a soulmate
each of us must find that person, no matter the distance or sacrifices
however, if we will find them is what most people tend to debate
but listen to God and He'll guide you, without a doubt
and remember not to rush things. He works in His time, not ours
when it seems your heart isn't living anymore
and experiencing an emotional drought
miracles will unfold and turn your weeds into flowers
now that this is starting to sink in and not just sounding witty
what if you're the one holding the key to my city?
3
What if you were here with me,
Here so close to you,
How would this one moment be?
Lying close to you,
Sins be in my lips and touch.
When I'm close to you,
Still I long for it so much,
Being close to you,
I transgress within my dreams
So I'm close to you,
I sometimes wonder what this means
While breathing close to you,
My only wish for night and day
Is remaining close to you,
And so I guess I'll find a way
To stay here close to you.
4
morning is here again;
but my soul still calls
far into the woods, for the love I yearn for
a spell upon my soul
is to love the one once had.
though a new day,
my soul dares not move on.
I call upon Her name
in vain I wait to be heard
I know not what she thinks
but of me, I hope
how long a slave shall I be to this spell?
how long shall I wait for your love?
please love me again
for I shall be
forever in love with thee.
5
You are everything I ever wanted.
My love for you is like nothing I have ever felt before.
The way I feel inside for you is completely unexplainable.
You are my other half, the one I want, always and forever.
I can see myself ten years from now, still in your warm
and open arms.
You are the one... I can so easily can slide my body
into your embracing arms.
The way you touch me shows me that you do love me.
How do you do it?
When I look at you, just look at you, all my pain and worries
seem to disappear into thin air.
You are the one I turn to when I need someone,
whether it is for a shoulder to cry on
or a congratulations for something I accomplished.
You are everything I ever hoped for, and everything I prayed for.
You are the one I go to sleep thinking of, and the one
6
Seven minutes pass and I'm thinking about you,
Seven hours pass and I'm dreaming about you,
Seven days pass and I can't stop talking about you,
Seven weeks pass and I'm falling in love with you.
Every hour of everyday
You're always in my heart and always will be.
You've shown me how to love someone for who they are.
You taught me how to be patient
And appreciate the love someone has for you.
You've shown me that dreams can come true,
And if I believe that I could find true love,
It will find me too;
Like we found each other and receive one another with open arms.
You taught me how to live life the way it should be,
Becuase you were there by my side,
Living through it, going through every happy moment,
And difficult ones, too.
You've shown me that you love me with every kiss,
With every touch, with every smile, with every word you speak,
And with every look you give me.
You have taught and shown me that loving you
Is the best thing that has ever happened to me,
And being with you is more than enough.
You are my world, my love and my life.
You are my everything,
And if I could grant you any wish or give you anything
And everything you would ever want,
I would do so much more.
I love you for life... no matter what!!!
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