We all have fantasies. Some aren’t superficial, either. Some fantasies involve one specific person. Every time we picture our futures with a lover, it’s a fantasy. Imagining how your girlfriend will plan your future engagement, and what you’ll name your future children, and the future house you’ll all live in — it’s imaginary. It’s also ignoring that your partner is a living, breathing person independent of your dreamworld. I have to wonder if mentally painting the portrait we want for ourselves takes us out of the actual moment, impairs us from enjoying what’s right in front of us, gives us delusions about what our lives should or shouldn’t be.
Having a rigged idea of who you’re supposed to end up with and worse, attempting to find them within some societally-imposed timeline… how are these things conducive to building and sustaining a healthy relationship? It’s good, before committing to someone, to think that you might have some sort of future together, but how will you ever know without working on intimacy first? And how can you work on intimacy when you’re already keeping someone at arm’s length by having preconceived notions about the kind of person you’re meant to be with and how they do or don’t meet your expectations?
I’m not proposing that we ban all fantasy, and even if I were it wouldn’t be possible. What I’m proposing is that we live in the moment a little more, that we try hard to remember that our fantasies involve real people who are equal parts flawed and fascinating and that they deserve to be treated as such, and most of all: that if we get deep enough, if we become truly intimate with someone, there will be an endless supply of shiny and new and unknown inside of them, more than we’d ever know what to do with
Loving you feels like having the world’s best publicist. Being with you means knowing that we will encourage each other no matter what we want to do, even if you don’t agree with me, even if you think it’s wrong, even if what I want to do is not necessarily your thing, even if the whole thing turns out to be a complete disaster. “Well hey, at least you tried!” you will always say. Love is about accepting your partner for who they are and who they want to be, not about trying to mold them to what you think they should be. Love is encouraging your partner to be the best they can, because the best relationships are the ones where you both bring the most you have to offer.
Loving you feels like learning a foreign language. At first it doesn’t make any sense to me and I don’t understand what I keep doing wrong. I’m flustered and I sound stupid. But the point of learning a language is that the more time you spend with it, the better you get. Being in love with you feels like learning more about you, what you like, what you don’t like. Loving you feels like being out and seeing something that reminds me of you. Love is like being fluent in you.
Loving you feels like being excited to make a home with you. It’s like making your favorite meal for dinner when you texted me about what a bad day you were having, how you were walking around in the rain all day, no umbrella, and now your socks are wet. I know how you hate wet socks. When we were first dating this was the first thing I ever cooked for you, and it’s been your favorite dish since. Cooking for you is sharing a life together. No matter what awful things happened to you out in the real world, I want you to know that when you come home, it will all be OK
Friday, October 26, 2012
Thursday, October 25, 2012
JOURNAL
I realized that I settled with my ex wife. I don't think she ever loved me. I don't want to settle anymore.
My car is in the shop and the BMW dealer gave me a loaner...but I can't believe how expensive the repair are.
I watched the debate on Monday night. I am still going to vote for Romney
I will be going to Atlanta, Georgia next month. My uncle is ill. The whole family is going.
I feel so lonely, but I just don't want to have sex....i wrote about in my letter to God.
I am going to try to write here daily.
My car is in the shop and the BMW dealer gave me a loaner...but I can't believe how expensive the repair are.
I watched the debate on Monday night. I am still going to vote for Romney
I will be going to Atlanta, Georgia next month. My uncle is ill. The whole family is going.
I feel so lonely, but I just don't want to have sex....i wrote about in my letter to God.
I am going to try to write here daily.
POETRY: YOUR LOVE HAS TAKEN ME LIKE A CURSE
Do you think of me
Before you close your eyes at night?
Do you think of me
At dawn's breaking light?
Do you think of me
When you're driving to work each day?
Do you think of us finding our way?
Do you think of me
On a beautiful sunny day?
Do you think about what I would say?
Do you think of me
When you're all alone?
Do you find yourself looking at the phone?
Do you think of me
When you touch your lips?
Do you think of me
When you're arms are free?
Do you think about holding me?
Do you think of me
When you're feeling sad?
Do you think of us together and being glad?
Do you think of me
And feel love inside your heart?
Do you think of me, well that's a start.
2
a know, love is like a lava lamp trapped in an airless glass jar
and powered by a burning light bulb
it comes in all different shapes and colors
and you can turn it on and off whenever you feel like it
inside, when it's off, it's just a cold lump of mass
it's not alive and moving
but when you turn it on, it's an amazing sight
It goes up and down and changes into different shapes
as it heats up, at first, it's broken apart into lil bitty pieces
As it stays on, it gets warmer and the pieces form together
If you leave it on long enough,
it forms into one big glob of beautifully colored moving liquid
but when you turn it off,
it stars to cool
and the pices form into a cold mass once again,
...lifeless
3
Touch me with your eyes,
Caress me with your look,
Let this love be written,
In Cupid's golden book.
Taunt me with your smile,
And words of tenderness,
Diminish all my fears,
And cure my loneliness.
Grasp my heart of passion,
Heal the scars old loves have left,
Kill the doubt I've kept hidden,
Tame this quickened breath.
Don?t abuse this love I'm giving,
It's a treasure few have found,
Yours to me will be more precious,
Than jewels set in a crown.
This gift of love I offer,
Possesses all I call mine,
Be careful with your commitment,
Forever is a long, long time.
4
The night I bend down on one knee
in the islands of love,
will be the night when we're at sea
and in the sky's above.
You are the only thing on my mind
when I wake up and when I sleep.
Our two hearts must really bind,
for the love that we have, we both keep.
So when I say I love you,
I mean it from the bottom of my heart.
You and I as a two,
nothing can ever pull us apart.
We have a lot of love that we share,
that makes our relationship so strong.
I know how much you really care
or else we wouldn't be together for this long.
I would like to be with you til the day I die,
forever in love;
to promise to never cheat or lie,
and to be in perfect love.
5
Look inside my soul
tell me, what do you see?
Am I there next to you?
are we living in a dream?
Do your arms reach out
to hold me tight?
When I look into you eyes
everythig will be alright.
Do the memories of me
invade you thoughts?
Do you begin to smile
at our silly little talks?
Your smile is like the sun
it shines through my darkest day.
I know because of fate
we will soon find our ways.
You voice is so sweet
it calms my fears.
But only for a moment
my love knows you're not near.
The speech you made so clear
opens up my mind.
You bring me to a place
where love isn't hard to find.
You bring me to a place
with the innocence of my youth.
where it is so hard
to find out about the truth.
My lips just can't speak the words
to tell you how much I miss you.
My heart will not find the feelings
to show you how much I care.
As I just look and stare
at the sky so blue.
I can hear your voice
so sweet, so true.
My lips now find the words
to tell you how much I miss you.
My eyes weep the tears of fear.
And I ask myself....
"Who is going to love me now?"
as the tear drops fall
and as I silently call
your name... so true.
My eyes weep the tears of leaving you
The pain of again saying "Good-Bye and I love you!"
6
Look into my eyes.
Tour the darkness
that lingers deep inside.
Look a little further
if you have the strength.
Look at the person inside me.
He's lived but a short length.
Look into my eyes and see
the pain I have felt
see the memories I have made.
Once you get to my soul
take a look around
all you see is black.
-Turn around-
head up to my heart
Once you get there
you'll see where
the real me starts.
7
You are my Vision. You are my Life.
Give me all of you, To heal my strife.
I want to be with you each and every day,
Till Death do us part, I surely hope we'll stay.
Even though I'll be leaving soon,
No need not to carry on,
I want to be with you, our love is so strong.
If my going makes us break away,
I guess our love wasn't meant to stay.
Oh, how I hope to have you in my life,
Now and forever, I hope you'll be my wife.
I know it's a long wait, I'm patient and willing,
As long as I'm with you, I'll never lose these feelings.
If you decide not to be with me,
I have no choice but to carry on.
I love you from deep down inside,
All I want is you by my side.
If you can't, I guess it's too much too ask,
Please be here with me, to help me through this task.
I'll be here for you, through better or worse,
Through thick and through thin,
My love for you runs deep beneath the skin.
Please be with me through the years,
If we part, the only thing I'll see will be tears.
I don't want that to happen, I love you so much,
It's so hard to explain,
I love you more and more, each and every day.
These words out of my mind are only meant for you,
No one else can make me feel the way you do.
I love you, I love you, I love you, with all of my heart,
Maybe this love will be the start.
The start of a life together,
Even for eternity,
We shall never part.
8
When I miss you,
I think of what to do.
I close my eyes and picture you near,
Oh, how I can feel you and see you so clear.
You are standing before me,
This is what I see.
You reach for me and take me in your hold,
Oh how you make me warm, when I'm so cold.
Sometimes, I feel you so deep inside,
My feelings I can't hide
I must tell you something else I see,
I really truly honestly believe we were meant to be.
Because when I first saw you
Something felt so right and true.
I can't explain it, no words can describe
Everyday that passes, I'm mesmerized.
When I miss you,
The feelings are so true.
One more thing before I go,
Something else I want you to know,
When I miss you, I miss you near,
I miss you far,
I miss you holding me, as you do,
And most importantly, I love you.
9
Our souls, they mesh,
Like the oceans into the sands.
Grains of pebbles formed to one
By water in our hands.
Fathomless depths, emotion
The swirling tumultuous blue
The ocean, her secrets beautiful,
But we, we have ours too.
The waves so light, into the rocks
And upon the sands they fall
Oh, to see the reflection of the clouds,
And to hear the dolphins call.
They are the reflection of my dreams,
And the song within my mind.
The shells on the sands are memories,
And I yearn for more to find.
So deep goes the sands,
Into the oceans core,
The depths we share together,
So much longer than the shore.
Miles along, my bare feet trod,
Amidst the rocks and shells,
My heart, as the gulls, soars high,
In the music of passing whales.
See how the sands float out on the ocean,
Our souls, they in like combine,
As parts of the ocean stay within the sand,
Traces of ourselves we leave behind.
Our souls are like the oceans and sands,
Even as far in the distance as I can see,
But our souls they have known each other longer,
Through the winding paths of eternity.
10
he way you loved me
Comfort to my soul
Peaches from a tree
The way you loved me
Kisses on the lips
You set my soul free
The way you loved me
Tears dried by your touch
Forever your's I'll always be
Cuz the only thing that will make me happy
Is the way that you loved me
11
The warm fragrance of your skin,
heats my blood far within.
Boiling my veins with hand.
My heart is filled with desire.
Burning my body to the land.
Each thought of you adds to the fire.
From your fingers flames glow.
They burn fierce as they grow.
But before long the torch will suffocate.
What happens then is left up to fate.
Though I know one thing to be true.
After it dies I will still love you.
12
Once I fell so deep in love
I couln't see the heavens above
I fell so deep I couldn't sleep
Until I expreesed my undying love
So here it is in this one short verse
Your love has taken to me like a curse
I don't know how
I don't know why
I just love the way it makes me feel inside
13
We lay upon the midnight moon
Whispering secrets as our passions bloom.
As the cool breeze carries your scent across the land
I stare into your eyes.
As gentle kisses flutter your hand
Our heart beats echoes in rhythm's demand
While love sounds out like an orchestra of romance.
Your soft body melts into me
Creating twin thoughts.
Your fragrance like flowers.
Your beauty well sought.
The moan that's released for once...
A thousand times before.
You say this night forever,
And I forever more.
14
It pours out of me,
these feelings so confusing,
like a child not able to understand
why anyone could be so cruel.
I stand and I fall
alone
waiting for the one
who will hold out their hand
and raise a fallen one
who needs to be lifted back into the light.
Help me out of my blindness,
let me be vunerable
and show me the way
which I have lost.
I need to find the place
where I can be safe,
will you be the one,
are you the one?
One touch to my cheek,
one kiss to my lips,
as my eyes close in trust,
and I will know,
let it be you,
I want it to be you
who will show me
how to love again and
never let me go.
15
My love, can you hear me
softly saying your name in the night?
Can you feel the heartache I feel
without you in my arms?
Only the cool air holds me now.
Alone in the darkness, I lie and wonder.
Your fragrance and form, shadows in my mind.
Only the illumination of a fire
still burns in my heart for you.
I try to comprehend you leaving,
grasping for reasons you did not speak.
Feeling the pain when doors closed,
missing you beside me when I wake,
your angelic face almost hidden from view.
Feeling your gentle touch
reaching for me in your dreams,
the glimpse of your smile in the moonlit night.
I now find myself reaching for you...
feeling the coldness that has taken your place
and an empty place resides in me now.
My love, can you hear me?
Nothing will ever fill the void left by you,
only you!
16
It feels like forever since time has passed
The seconds seem to mean nothing to me anymore
All I care about is having you here by my side
Your warmth places a sudden chill through my body
A longing chill that contains neither any coldness nor desolation
Everything that was once capable of holding onto my happiness escapes
Releasing every drop of ecstasy I had inside
Bringing me to shed a million tears of glee and one smile
I feel your presence inside of me, so warm and innocent
Holding onto you, it?s hard to tell if I?ll let go
Only because, mi amore, my arms are imprisoned around you
I am too weak to slip them away, for they are chained tightly together
Chained, by my own chains of love
The love that I still have for you that blossoms every second
Even in the winter; it is too strong to just wither away
Not even the rays of summer can weaken my love
How can the chains of love tighten anymore
They could break and fall apart into pieces
But they continue to strengthen
With every sample of love you give me each day
The only weakness is that I care too much
Care too deeply for the fact that one day they might break
I look up to you for support
And your eyes tell me everything
They give me the hope I need to believe
Believe that these chains would never break free
The temptation from my swelling of holding onto these chains
This sensation is slowly overwhelming
So, please, take me away from this struggle
And give me one last kiss goodnight
Your love will soothe my endless dreams
As your soul will stay locked up by my chains
My chains that hold onto my love, for you
17
my love for you
it is like the stars
that never seem to run out
you can think you have seen them all but
when you think that you seem to see more
that is like my love for you
it will never end; we have been
this proves in a small way
that my love for you is
eternal
18
On the winds of time I have been searching..
On the winds of time ..all alone..
On the winds of time....passing lovers...
never meant to be my own.
Do you know the passings of heart break...
To try and try again...
Do you feel the pain of believeing...
only to remember the helplesness again
On the winds of time... no more searching
On the winds of time... me.. I know..
On the winds of time... passing though
the changes...with the years of learned
wisdom I will go...
To understand the reason for living
For love to come and go...
To cherish each as a treasured season
On the winds of time... only time will know
19
earth,wind,and fire, you are my heart's desire
when thinking of you, nothing's ever the same
the way you make passionate words roll off my lips
is something no other can do
my heart swims when you're away
and on those days, i pray that youll be back soon
because i love the way you make me feel
the electricity you send down my spine
thoughts of you undo all things unpleasant
it's the way you make me feel
you make my heart wilder and wilder
with each and every touch
i wait for your embrace
for nothing compares to the way you make me feel....
Before you close your eyes at night?
Do you think of me
At dawn's breaking light?
Do you think of me
When you're driving to work each day?
Do you think of us finding our way?
Do you think of me
On a beautiful sunny day?
Do you think about what I would say?
Do you think of me
When you're all alone?
Do you find yourself looking at the phone?
Do you think of me
When you touch your lips?
Do you think of me
When you're arms are free?
Do you think about holding me?
Do you think of me
When you're feeling sad?
Do you think of us together and being glad?
Do you think of me
And feel love inside your heart?
Do you think of me, well that's a start.
2
a know, love is like a lava lamp trapped in an airless glass jar
and powered by a burning light bulb
it comes in all different shapes and colors
and you can turn it on and off whenever you feel like it
inside, when it's off, it's just a cold lump of mass
it's not alive and moving
but when you turn it on, it's an amazing sight
It goes up and down and changes into different shapes
as it heats up, at first, it's broken apart into lil bitty pieces
As it stays on, it gets warmer and the pieces form together
If you leave it on long enough,
it forms into one big glob of beautifully colored moving liquid
but when you turn it off,
it stars to cool
and the pices form into a cold mass once again,
...lifeless
3
Touch me with your eyes,
Caress me with your look,
Let this love be written,
In Cupid's golden book.
Taunt me with your smile,
And words of tenderness,
Diminish all my fears,
And cure my loneliness.
Grasp my heart of passion,
Heal the scars old loves have left,
Kill the doubt I've kept hidden,
Tame this quickened breath.
Don?t abuse this love I'm giving,
It's a treasure few have found,
Yours to me will be more precious,
Than jewels set in a crown.
This gift of love I offer,
Possesses all I call mine,
Be careful with your commitment,
Forever is a long, long time.
4
The night I bend down on one knee
in the islands of love,
will be the night when we're at sea
and in the sky's above.
You are the only thing on my mind
when I wake up and when I sleep.
Our two hearts must really bind,
for the love that we have, we both keep.
So when I say I love you,
I mean it from the bottom of my heart.
You and I as a two,
nothing can ever pull us apart.
We have a lot of love that we share,
that makes our relationship so strong.
I know how much you really care
or else we wouldn't be together for this long.
I would like to be with you til the day I die,
forever in love;
to promise to never cheat or lie,
and to be in perfect love.
5
Look inside my soul
tell me, what do you see?
Am I there next to you?
are we living in a dream?
Do your arms reach out
to hold me tight?
When I look into you eyes
everythig will be alright.
Do the memories of me
invade you thoughts?
Do you begin to smile
at our silly little talks?
Your smile is like the sun
it shines through my darkest day.
I know because of fate
we will soon find our ways.
You voice is so sweet
it calms my fears.
But only for a moment
my love knows you're not near.
The speech you made so clear
opens up my mind.
You bring me to a place
where love isn't hard to find.
You bring me to a place
with the innocence of my youth.
where it is so hard
to find out about the truth.
My lips just can't speak the words
to tell you how much I miss you.
My heart will not find the feelings
to show you how much I care.
As I just look and stare
at the sky so blue.
I can hear your voice
so sweet, so true.
My lips now find the words
to tell you how much I miss you.
My eyes weep the tears of fear.
And I ask myself....
"Who is going to love me now?"
as the tear drops fall
and as I silently call
your name... so true.
My eyes weep the tears of leaving you
The pain of again saying "Good-Bye and I love you!"
6
Look into my eyes.
Tour the darkness
that lingers deep inside.
Look a little further
if you have the strength.
Look at the person inside me.
He's lived but a short length.
Look into my eyes and see
the pain I have felt
see the memories I have made.
Once you get to my soul
take a look around
all you see is black.
-Turn around-
head up to my heart
Once you get there
you'll see where
the real me starts.
7
You are my Vision. You are my Life.
Give me all of you, To heal my strife.
I want to be with you each and every day,
Till Death do us part, I surely hope we'll stay.
Even though I'll be leaving soon,
No need not to carry on,
I want to be with you, our love is so strong.
If my going makes us break away,
I guess our love wasn't meant to stay.
Oh, how I hope to have you in my life,
Now and forever, I hope you'll be my wife.
I know it's a long wait, I'm patient and willing,
As long as I'm with you, I'll never lose these feelings.
If you decide not to be with me,
I have no choice but to carry on.
I love you from deep down inside,
All I want is you by my side.
If you can't, I guess it's too much too ask,
Please be here with me, to help me through this task.
I'll be here for you, through better or worse,
Through thick and through thin,
My love for you runs deep beneath the skin.
Please be with me through the years,
If we part, the only thing I'll see will be tears.
I don't want that to happen, I love you so much,
It's so hard to explain,
I love you more and more, each and every day.
These words out of my mind are only meant for you,
No one else can make me feel the way you do.
I love you, I love you, I love you, with all of my heart,
Maybe this love will be the start.
The start of a life together,
Even for eternity,
We shall never part.
8
When I miss you,
I think of what to do.
I close my eyes and picture you near,
Oh, how I can feel you and see you so clear.
You are standing before me,
This is what I see.
You reach for me and take me in your hold,
Oh how you make me warm, when I'm so cold.
Sometimes, I feel you so deep inside,
My feelings I can't hide
I must tell you something else I see,
I really truly honestly believe we were meant to be.
Because when I first saw you
Something felt so right and true.
I can't explain it, no words can describe
Everyday that passes, I'm mesmerized.
When I miss you,
The feelings are so true.
One more thing before I go,
Something else I want you to know,
When I miss you, I miss you near,
I miss you far,
I miss you holding me, as you do,
And most importantly, I love you.
9
Our souls, they mesh,
Like the oceans into the sands.
Grains of pebbles formed to one
By water in our hands.
Fathomless depths, emotion
The swirling tumultuous blue
The ocean, her secrets beautiful,
But we, we have ours too.
The waves so light, into the rocks
And upon the sands they fall
Oh, to see the reflection of the clouds,
And to hear the dolphins call.
They are the reflection of my dreams,
And the song within my mind.
The shells on the sands are memories,
And I yearn for more to find.
So deep goes the sands,
Into the oceans core,
The depths we share together,
So much longer than the shore.
Miles along, my bare feet trod,
Amidst the rocks and shells,
My heart, as the gulls, soars high,
In the music of passing whales.
See how the sands float out on the ocean,
Our souls, they in like combine,
As parts of the ocean stay within the sand,
Traces of ourselves we leave behind.
Our souls are like the oceans and sands,
Even as far in the distance as I can see,
But our souls they have known each other longer,
Through the winding paths of eternity.
10
he way you loved me
Comfort to my soul
Peaches from a tree
The way you loved me
Kisses on the lips
You set my soul free
The way you loved me
Tears dried by your touch
Forever your's I'll always be
Cuz the only thing that will make me happy
Is the way that you loved me
11
The warm fragrance of your skin,
heats my blood far within.
Boiling my veins with hand.
My heart is filled with desire.
Burning my body to the land.
Each thought of you adds to the fire.
From your fingers flames glow.
They burn fierce as they grow.
But before long the torch will suffocate.
What happens then is left up to fate.
Though I know one thing to be true.
After it dies I will still love you.
12
Once I fell so deep in love
I couln't see the heavens above
I fell so deep I couldn't sleep
Until I expreesed my undying love
So here it is in this one short verse
Your love has taken to me like a curse
I don't know how
I don't know why
I just love the way it makes me feel inside
13
We lay upon the midnight moon
Whispering secrets as our passions bloom.
As the cool breeze carries your scent across the land
I stare into your eyes.
As gentle kisses flutter your hand
Our heart beats echoes in rhythm's demand
While love sounds out like an orchestra of romance.
Your soft body melts into me
Creating twin thoughts.
Your fragrance like flowers.
Your beauty well sought.
The moan that's released for once...
A thousand times before.
You say this night forever,
And I forever more.
14
It pours out of me,
these feelings so confusing,
like a child not able to understand
why anyone could be so cruel.
I stand and I fall
alone
waiting for the one
who will hold out their hand
and raise a fallen one
who needs to be lifted back into the light.
Help me out of my blindness,
let me be vunerable
and show me the way
which I have lost.
I need to find the place
where I can be safe,
will you be the one,
are you the one?
One touch to my cheek,
one kiss to my lips,
as my eyes close in trust,
and I will know,
let it be you,
I want it to be you
who will show me
how to love again and
never let me go.
15
My love, can you hear me
softly saying your name in the night?
Can you feel the heartache I feel
without you in my arms?
Only the cool air holds me now.
Alone in the darkness, I lie and wonder.
Your fragrance and form, shadows in my mind.
Only the illumination of a fire
still burns in my heart for you.
I try to comprehend you leaving,
grasping for reasons you did not speak.
Feeling the pain when doors closed,
missing you beside me when I wake,
your angelic face almost hidden from view.
Feeling your gentle touch
reaching for me in your dreams,
the glimpse of your smile in the moonlit night.
I now find myself reaching for you...
feeling the coldness that has taken your place
and an empty place resides in me now.
My love, can you hear me?
Nothing will ever fill the void left by you,
only you!
16
It feels like forever since time has passed
The seconds seem to mean nothing to me anymore
All I care about is having you here by my side
Your warmth places a sudden chill through my body
A longing chill that contains neither any coldness nor desolation
Everything that was once capable of holding onto my happiness escapes
Releasing every drop of ecstasy I had inside
Bringing me to shed a million tears of glee and one smile
I feel your presence inside of me, so warm and innocent
Holding onto you, it?s hard to tell if I?ll let go
Only because, mi amore, my arms are imprisoned around you
I am too weak to slip them away, for they are chained tightly together
Chained, by my own chains of love
The love that I still have for you that blossoms every second
Even in the winter; it is too strong to just wither away
Not even the rays of summer can weaken my love
How can the chains of love tighten anymore
They could break and fall apart into pieces
But they continue to strengthen
With every sample of love you give me each day
The only weakness is that I care too much
Care too deeply for the fact that one day they might break
I look up to you for support
And your eyes tell me everything
They give me the hope I need to believe
Believe that these chains would never break free
The temptation from my swelling of holding onto these chains
This sensation is slowly overwhelming
So, please, take me away from this struggle
And give me one last kiss goodnight
Your love will soothe my endless dreams
As your soul will stay locked up by my chains
My chains that hold onto my love, for you
17
my love for you
it is like the stars
that never seem to run out
you can think you have seen them all but
when you think that you seem to see more
that is like my love for you
it will never end; we have been
this proves in a small way
that my love for you is
eternal
18
On the winds of time I have been searching..
On the winds of time ..all alone..
On the winds of time....passing lovers...
never meant to be my own.
Do you know the passings of heart break...
To try and try again...
Do you feel the pain of believeing...
only to remember the helplesness again
On the winds of time... no more searching
On the winds of time... me.. I know..
On the winds of time... passing though
the changes...with the years of learned
wisdom I will go...
To understand the reason for living
For love to come and go...
To cherish each as a treasured season
On the winds of time... only time will know
19
earth,wind,and fire, you are my heart's desire
when thinking of you, nothing's ever the same
the way you make passionate words roll off my lips
is something no other can do
my heart swims when you're away
and on those days, i pray that youll be back soon
because i love the way you make me feel
the electricity you send down my spine
thoughts of you undo all things unpleasant
it's the way you make me feel
you make my heart wilder and wilder
with each and every touch
i wait for your embrace
for nothing compares to the way you make me feel....
LETTER: GREAT SPIRIT
Great Spirit,
I would like guidance in stepping on to a new plateau of personal, financial and relationship growth and achievement. I want to make a great step forward in terms of what i will accomplish with my life from this point onward. In a quiet understated way, I want to be able to make a difference in people's lives and to make a positive contribution to the world. I am just entering into the main stretch. Please help me to expand exponentially in all areas of my life.
I would like guidance in stepping on to a new plateau of personal, financial and relationship growth and achievement. I want to make a great step forward in terms of what i will accomplish with my life from this point onward. In a quiet understated way, I want to be able to make a difference in people's lives and to make a positive contribution to the world. I am just entering into the main stretch. Please help me to expand exponentially in all areas of my life.
LETTER: A PRAY OF THANKS
Thanking God in advance for something not yet done is one of the highest form of prayer. I have been discouraged to find that the flattering, high sounding hyperbole in the ads often did not match the reality.
Dear God,
I am very thankful for my wife. She is committed 100 percent to me, monogamous, spiritual, and we laugh so much together. She is my best friend and a wonderful lover. We have wonderful sex together and we love each other deeply. We are so connected to each other mentally, spiritually, psychologically, socially, physically, and intellectually. We lead a balanced life together, we are successful and happy in our careers. We love and trust each other completely when we are apart. Our relationship is one of ease. Playfulness. We communicate our differences easily to each other. We are sexually attracted to each other, We both want and plan to send our lives together in marriage.Our families cherish each other. We travel together and celebrate holidays together. Thank you for my lifelong partner and friend.
Dear God,
I am very thankful for my wife. She is committed 100 percent to me, monogamous, spiritual, and we laugh so much together. She is my best friend and a wonderful lover. We have wonderful sex together and we love each other deeply. We are so connected to each other mentally, spiritually, psychologically, socially, physically, and intellectually. We lead a balanced life together, we are successful and happy in our careers. We love and trust each other completely when we are apart. Our relationship is one of ease. Playfulness. We communicate our differences easily to each other. We are sexually attracted to each other, We both want and plan to send our lives together in marriage.Our families cherish each other. We travel together and celebrate holidays together. Thank you for my lifelong partner and friend.
THOUGHTS
I monitor and observe my thoughts, directing them whenever possible
I focus to be here and now through breathing and sensory awareness
I talk less and listen more now, allowing my actions to speak louder than words.I treat everyone I meet as the most important person in the world
I feel the power of the universe flowing through me now. People love to give me love and money. Every dollar I spend enriches the universe and returns to me mulitplied
Polychromatic time means that time seem to pass differently based on what you are doing and how involved you are.
I relax above all fear, living from my spiritual self that know no fear and knows that the universe provide everything for me now
I feed this stuff into my gracious unconscious mind, and the things that I request or the thing that I desire begin to appear in my life. People think it's coincidence. But to assume that it is coincidence doesn't give me any influence over it. To consider that circumstances and coincidence can rule my life is to take out any intention on my part.
Once you are clear about what you want, it seem to me, the universe provides: you attract what you need to you.
I focus to be here and now through breathing and sensory awareness
I talk less and listen more now, allowing my actions to speak louder than words.I treat everyone I meet as the most important person in the world
I feel the power of the universe flowing through me now. People love to give me love and money. Every dollar I spend enriches the universe and returns to me mulitplied
Polychromatic time means that time seem to pass differently based on what you are doing and how involved you are.
I relax above all fear, living from my spiritual self that know no fear and knows that the universe provide everything for me now
I feed this stuff into my gracious unconscious mind, and the things that I request or the thing that I desire begin to appear in my life. People think it's coincidence. But to assume that it is coincidence doesn't give me any influence over it. To consider that circumstances and coincidence can rule my life is to take out any intention on my part.
Once you are clear about what you want, it seem to me, the universe provides: you attract what you need to you.
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR FUTURE WIFE
Dear Future Wife,
My soul gets restless thinking that I might be alone in this life. My deeper feelings, when I am clear, help me to see that this is not true, that you are there for me if I feel my desire for you and am willing to lose my boundaries, willing to give over to another and not have such a neat existence.
I am ever more in touch with my inner splits that keep us apart. As I acknowledge them, we come closer to being together. Do you see me in your heart also?
You will need me. You will need my vision and love of life. You will be grateful for my hopefulness. Together there will be nothing we can't do or be. We will stand together yet separately and will nourish each other
You will be blond hair, blue eyes, slim. You will slim, dark hair and smart guy like me. You have deep integrity, and spiritual truth. You have a sense of security and knowledge about making and having money, bot for its own sake, but for the joy, love and peace and bounty it can bring the world. You will have high energy level to accomplish tasks and yet be willing to relax and be lazy, to connect with yourself and me and our marriage together. You will have my interest in music, movies, and family. You will dress beautifully, comfortable in casual dress or evening wear and want to enjoy life as I do. Sexuality and sensuality will be embraced by you. You like be slutty with me.
You will see me clearly and know my needs and wants. I will see you and know , really know your need and desires. We will laugh and play.
Everyday I experience more clearly what it will be like being married to you. The sense of well-being and sharing, the love, the growth together. I see us with a warm, loving marriage and mutual respect and love to help our lives develop. How I long to share my life and be with you as your husband.
My task lately has been to rid of old ghosts, Before I can be free to be with you. I need to let go of the past. That is what scares me now. I'm in the abyss. That in-between state of then and now. The major preparation has been to acknowledge how afraid I am to love you in physical bring. You can see how I create distractions not to be with you. My soul longs for and fear the intimacy we can have together.
I have been placing my wish in God's hand , awaiting for fulfillment. I continue to work on the inner surrender and trust need to challenge my "no" to life and convert it to "yes". I commit to more prayer and meditation
Today and yesterday were difficult. It's the feeling that I'll never find you, that God plans for us not to meet--which is absurd since I don't know what God intends. I can only have faith...but today...I felt that I could attach any woman who passed me. I felt so desperate. When I feel that way I want to lay low and hide, You understand of course that I'm not hiding from you. I do so want you in my life. This morning and last night I felt so alone and I do wanted your presence. I need holding and hsaring. You will bring these things and I hate waiting for them. I want you now but know it does no good to demand.
My heart of hearts know I need solid love, friendship and patience as i wait for you. Please come home soon. I expect us to be together by my next birthday, I ask God to grant me this birthday wish. I am nourishing my complete faith that out time has come. I am ready for you. Demanding doesn't work, Faith will bring us together. I gently wait for you. I will lead my life, be open and you will appear before me. So please come home to me and let's start our life together. I believe we will be together soon, I've been preparing for your coming now for many years. I pray that your preparations to be with me and my preparations to be with you coincide soon.
I'm becoming so much of who I am. My love, my need and my desires are all right at the surface. My humor is improving and you should see my watercolors--I am living as fully as I can and await your presence and my new task as husband. I am becoming the man you would want me to be, at least the man I would want to be for you. I am learning to live with me so I can live with you.
I've told you often that I am preparing myself for us to be together. I need to feel my autonomy and zest for life again before we could be together. I have learned much this year that's been vital to our coming together. The most important lesson is to know that if we aren't together for years that I will be just fine. My survival doesn't depend on us being together but it will be a bonus and reward in life. A specialness.
What has kept us apart is my fear. My fear that we will fight, get on each other nerves, feel crowded and demanded of, lose our desire for sex together, and take less of life. But ultimately my fear is of drudgery and hate in marriage, I hope up those marriages that seem that most difficult as what I will get. My "no" still clings to bad marriages including my own, unhappiness, some of my married friends' constant conflict and discontent, not focusing on positive role models, Yes if truth is known, I do no envy these friends whose marriages are difficult and they have no desire to change.
We can meet as part of your search online. You will read my words and will recognize me as I will recognize you and our importance in each other's lives. We will talk. We will feel the attraction. We will met and I will recognize you by your looks and your eyes. Your eyes will reflect a sparkle, a fun, a humor about life and knowing.
Our married life will blend with each other family obligations and we will start our life together. We will be open to what life will give us and willing to work at loving and living, With this commitment everything will be easy, There will be a tentative and then resounding "yes", Marriage, family, money---"yes". Loving, life tasks- "yes"
Six Qualities To Look for in a partner:
1- Commitment to personal growth
2- Emotional openness
3- Integrity
4- Maturity and responsibility
5- High self-esteem
6- Positive attitude toward life
Compatibility List :
Physical Style:
Blond, slim, and very attractive
Beautiful leg
Cares about appearance
No drug or alcohol
Exercises regularly
Eats healthfully
Emotional Style:
Always very affectionate
Supportive of me
Expresses feelings easily
Proud of me and show it
Sentimental about special occasions
Has empathy
Committed
Social Style:
Sophisticated
Kind and sensitive
Good sense of humor
Intellectual Style:
Well educated
Enjoys philosophical discussions
Interested in world events
Sexual Style:
Enjoy frequent sex
Very sensual
Sensitive
Very Open
Financial Style:
Financially Responsible
Generous with herself and other
Enjoys good things in life
Hard worker
Personal Growth Style:
Committed to learning about self
Reading books on growth
Enjoys discussing growth
Spiritual Style:
Believes in God
Compassionate toward less fortunate
Optimistic outlook on life
My soul gets restless thinking that I might be alone in this life. My deeper feelings, when I am clear, help me to see that this is not true, that you are there for me if I feel my desire for you and am willing to lose my boundaries, willing to give over to another and not have such a neat existence.
I am ever more in touch with my inner splits that keep us apart. As I acknowledge them, we come closer to being together. Do you see me in your heart also?
You will need me. You will need my vision and love of life. You will be grateful for my hopefulness. Together there will be nothing we can't do or be. We will stand together yet separately and will nourish each other
You will be blond hair, blue eyes, slim. You will slim, dark hair and smart guy like me. You have deep integrity, and spiritual truth. You have a sense of security and knowledge about making and having money, bot for its own sake, but for the joy, love and peace and bounty it can bring the world. You will have high energy level to accomplish tasks and yet be willing to relax and be lazy, to connect with yourself and me and our marriage together. You will have my interest in music, movies, and family. You will dress beautifully, comfortable in casual dress or evening wear and want to enjoy life as I do. Sexuality and sensuality will be embraced by you. You like be slutty with me.
You will see me clearly and know my needs and wants. I will see you and know , really know your need and desires. We will laugh and play.
Everyday I experience more clearly what it will be like being married to you. The sense of well-being and sharing, the love, the growth together. I see us with a warm, loving marriage and mutual respect and love to help our lives develop. How I long to share my life and be with you as your husband.
My task lately has been to rid of old ghosts, Before I can be free to be with you. I need to let go of the past. That is what scares me now. I'm in the abyss. That in-between state of then and now. The major preparation has been to acknowledge how afraid I am to love you in physical bring. You can see how I create distractions not to be with you. My soul longs for and fear the intimacy we can have together.
I have been placing my wish in God's hand , awaiting for fulfillment. I continue to work on the inner surrender and trust need to challenge my "no" to life and convert it to "yes". I commit to more prayer and meditation
Today and yesterday were difficult. It's the feeling that I'll never find you, that God plans for us not to meet--which is absurd since I don't know what God intends. I can only have faith...but today...I felt that I could attach any woman who passed me. I felt so desperate. When I feel that way I want to lay low and hide, You understand of course that I'm not hiding from you. I do so want you in my life. This morning and last night I felt so alone and I do wanted your presence. I need holding and hsaring. You will bring these things and I hate waiting for them. I want you now but know it does no good to demand.
My heart of hearts know I need solid love, friendship and patience as i wait for you. Please come home soon. I expect us to be together by my next birthday, I ask God to grant me this birthday wish. I am nourishing my complete faith that out time has come. I am ready for you. Demanding doesn't work, Faith will bring us together. I gently wait for you. I will lead my life, be open and you will appear before me. So please come home to me and let's start our life together. I believe we will be together soon, I've been preparing for your coming now for many years. I pray that your preparations to be with me and my preparations to be with you coincide soon.
I'm becoming so much of who I am. My love, my need and my desires are all right at the surface. My humor is improving and you should see my watercolors--I am living as fully as I can and await your presence and my new task as husband. I am becoming the man you would want me to be, at least the man I would want to be for you. I am learning to live with me so I can live with you.
I've told you often that I am preparing myself for us to be together. I need to feel my autonomy and zest for life again before we could be together. I have learned much this year that's been vital to our coming together. The most important lesson is to know that if we aren't together for years that I will be just fine. My survival doesn't depend on us being together but it will be a bonus and reward in life. A specialness.
What has kept us apart is my fear. My fear that we will fight, get on each other nerves, feel crowded and demanded of, lose our desire for sex together, and take less of life. But ultimately my fear is of drudgery and hate in marriage, I hope up those marriages that seem that most difficult as what I will get. My "no" still clings to bad marriages including my own, unhappiness, some of my married friends' constant conflict and discontent, not focusing on positive role models, Yes if truth is known, I do no envy these friends whose marriages are difficult and they have no desire to change.
We can meet as part of your search online. You will read my words and will recognize me as I will recognize you and our importance in each other's lives. We will talk. We will feel the attraction. We will met and I will recognize you by your looks and your eyes. Your eyes will reflect a sparkle, a fun, a humor about life and knowing.
Our married life will blend with each other family obligations and we will start our life together. We will be open to what life will give us and willing to work at loving and living, With this commitment everything will be easy, There will be a tentative and then resounding "yes", Marriage, family, money---"yes". Loving, life tasks- "yes"
Six Qualities To Look for in a partner:
1- Commitment to personal growth
2- Emotional openness
3- Integrity
4- Maturity and responsibility
5- High self-esteem
6- Positive attitude toward life
Compatibility List :
Physical Style:
Blond, slim, and very attractive
Beautiful leg
Cares about appearance
No drug or alcohol
Exercises regularly
Eats healthfully
Emotional Style:
Always very affectionate
Supportive of me
Expresses feelings easily
Proud of me and show it
Sentimental about special occasions
Has empathy
Committed
Social Style:
Sophisticated
Kind and sensitive
Good sense of humor
Intellectual Style:
Well educated
Enjoys philosophical discussions
Interested in world events
Sexual Style:
Enjoy frequent sex
Very sensual
Sensitive
Very Open
Financial Style:
Financially Responsible
Generous with herself and other
Enjoys good things in life
Hard worker
Personal Growth Style:
Committed to learning about self
Reading books on growth
Enjoys discussing growth
Spiritual Style:
Believes in God
Compassionate toward less fortunate
Optimistic outlook on life
SPIRITUALITY: SIGNS
Once upon a lifetime, I used to live in a place called the 'world'. Over there, we could 'say' but most people only 'talked'. We could 'listen' but most people only 'heard'. We could 'see' but most folks just 'looked'. In that world, there were so many avenues for growth...so many signs placed on our roads of life, by God...omens were the the only language God spoke...not English, not Hebrew. It was 'omens'. God's language was the signs and the experiences we encountered along the road of life. But people over there are so buried in their own worlds, in their 'chase', they hardly saw God's signs or the symbols he left along their roads. The experiences, the encounters, the other people they met...they forgot to 'see' them..cos they only 'looked'. When good experiences were met, they were overjoyed, they only thought of the pleasure it gave them. They missed the golden lessons that came with it, that were carefully placed by God, like the delicious bits of nuts and fruit hidden beneath a cake. People only noticed the top layer, like the icing on a cake...like the little sugar figurines that captured their eyes, not the imagination. They forgot to see the bigger picture of it all...that with good things in life we should grow humility, generosity, compassion, understanding and love. Most people there don't seem to know that we may 'succeed' many times in life but we are not a 'success' until we share it with everyone else around us. Joy that's not shared isnt joy at all. And when they encountered bad experiences along the road, people were so miserable..they cursed God...they asked why me. Again, they missed the precious lessons that came with it. They only saw the bottom layer this time, like the pits of a dark dungeon...like the burning sensation of a fire that only captured their immediate senses, but not their souls. They forgot to see the greater outcome of it all...that with bad things that happen to us in life, we should grow patience, hope, positivity and beauty of the heart. Most people there don't seem to know that we may 'fail' many times in life but we don't become a 'failure' until we blame somebody else for it...that accountability should stand tall in all situations.
God places 'items' along the road of life. Those items maybe the people we meet, the experiences we encounter and the ups and downs we go through in life. All of them happen to us for a reason...yes all of it. Even if some people leave us for good or some encounters leave us emotionally crippled..you and I met because we were meant to cross each others' paths to attend to a deep need in each other...to be there for each other at a difficult time...to awaken each others' spirits and unleash our souls. It doesn't matter that we are not together anymore...our purpose has been accomplished, our need has been met. God places 'items' along the road of life. The beautiful rose has thorns..the ugly duckling may possess the prettiest heart..the rocky road can lead to the most beautiful lake..the toothy child brought out the kid in me..the friend who never spoke to me again taught me Destiny..the flowers by the lake showed me character and patience through day and night. May all your future encounters leave you wiser than ever before! In life we look...in death we see, and I did. Life is a symptom...death is a cure.
God places 'items' along the road of life. Those items maybe the people we meet, the experiences we encounter and the ups and downs we go through in life. All of them happen to us for a reason...yes all of it. Even if some people leave us for good or some encounters leave us emotionally crippled..you and I met because we were meant to cross each others' paths to attend to a deep need in each other...to be there for each other at a difficult time...to awaken each others' spirits and unleash our souls. It doesn't matter that we are not together anymore...our purpose has been accomplished, our need has been met. God places 'items' along the road of life. The beautiful rose has thorns..the ugly duckling may possess the prettiest heart..the rocky road can lead to the most beautiful lake..the toothy child brought out the kid in me..the friend who never spoke to me again taught me Destiny..the flowers by the lake showed me character and patience through day and night. May all your future encounters leave you wiser than ever before! In life we look...in death we see, and I did. Life is a symptom...death is a cure.
LOVE LETTER
It's right there, in front of my eyes. I can see it, feel it, hear it. It's in my hands. It's your heart...pounding, fighting to live, to breathe...to see another day. It's bleeding but it's still beating. Not yet dead, but not alive either. Your pain is in my hands. I can feel it but I feel useless. I just stand and stare at how your heart is struggling in my hands, your life beckoning to me. I try to bend your pain, but there are no shortcuts for that...pain is one long freeway that isn't really free. It costs you your heart and soul, but there's nothing that can be done. There's so much left to learn but not enough time. There's so much left to see, but not enough sun. I wish I could take your pain away and make you smile. Wish I could catch you when you fall. I wanna be your breath. I wanna let you live. I wanna be the air that you breathe...the courage in your will to live...the wings in your prison. I wanna be that last few pangs of life that's left in you. I wanna be the Red in your Black...the Life in your Death
LOVE LETTER
Somewhere in the world tonight, there's no fighting. Somewhere in the world tonight, there's no crying, there's no fear. Somewhere in the world tonight, someone's holding their first child, someone else is falling in love for the first time. Somewhere in the world tonight, everything's alright. And tonight, in this tiny corner that I occupy in this big wide space called Earth, Im thinking of you..and because of my memory of you, somewhere in my world tonight, everything's alright.
Time does not wait for anyone or anything. Time does not hesitate. *tick tock tick tock tick tock* Time keeps going, it never stops. Time sure knows how to say NO! I've learnt from Time that no matter what has happened, is happening or will happen, I must 'keep going forward'..I must go forward, no matter how much I love looking back.
Time is a precious commodity, but do we really value it or give it the sense of respect it so deserves? Time, though sometimes may appear to be selfish as it leads the race, leaving us torn between the past and the present, finding it hard to trudge along to the future, Time sure does heal us all. That's the beauty about Time. That's the kindest quality about Time. That's what we all need so very much. A Time to heal. And that Time can only come with time. How ironic! The past is the skeleton that Time left behind. The present is Time's new avatar. The future is Time's surety of reincarnation. But in all 3 forms of progression of Time's soul, we are being taught the beautiful lesson of learning from our experiences, therefore, Healing. And that can only come from 'reminiscing' without attachment.
Memory is Time's offspring. Time leaves us with it's product that we cant kill and nobody can snatch from us either, no matter how far we've travelled with Time itself. Some memories may bring you pain, some others solace. Either way, your Memory is your richest possession; your mind's most beautiful accessory.
Time does not wait for anyone or anything. Time does not hesitate. *tick tock tick tock tick tock* Time keeps going, it never stops. Time sure knows how to say NO! I've learnt from Time that no matter what has happened, is happening or will happen, I must 'keep going forward'..I must go forward, no matter how much I love looking back.
Time is a precious commodity, but do we really value it or give it the sense of respect it so deserves? Time, though sometimes may appear to be selfish as it leads the race, leaving us torn between the past and the present, finding it hard to trudge along to the future, Time sure does heal us all. That's the beauty about Time. That's the kindest quality about Time. That's what we all need so very much. A Time to heal. And that Time can only come with time. How ironic! The past is the skeleton that Time left behind. The present is Time's new avatar. The future is Time's surety of reincarnation. But in all 3 forms of progression of Time's soul, we are being taught the beautiful lesson of learning from our experiences, therefore, Healing. And that can only come from 'reminiscing' without attachment.
Memory is Time's offspring. Time leaves us with it's product that we cant kill and nobody can snatch from us either, no matter how far we've travelled with Time itself. Some memories may bring you pain, some others solace. Either way, your Memory is your richest possession; your mind's most beautiful accessory.
THOUGHTS: SO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT
Maybe at the end of the world, I'll have someone to hold my hand as the sun falls away and all the sky becomes burning night. Someday soon, I'll be able to wake and feel warm and strong arms around me, to know there is a heart beating so closely to mine...it beats for me. What wondrous words love can provoke in the soul, in the mind, in the fear and soul of salvation of anyone. I feel my eye lashes beat soft air against my cheeks and all time slows, the day is long and bright and lonely. My heart feels like it beats with the entire weight of the world laid upon it - it strains for it's fullness and further anticipation. My life is not perfect - I don't reach for perfection - I reach for protection of heart and of soul. My prayers, I send to the sky, I send to the moon and the sun - they return in full glory sometimes that shows me that life is true and wondrous.I need to know that life is worth living and truth actually lives the way it should. I need to know that when I die, Ive lived the best life I could have ever of chosen. My life, so far, has been a test of my spirit, Please let me see the falling stars as a tribute to love, life and the promise of possibility.
I think about all of issues surrounding life and love and nature and pollution and death and animals...its just all so much to think about and be concerned with. Many people fill their minds with their own tiny little spinning world and not an ounce about anything that isn't self-centered. Theres a giant hole in our protective coating that is the O-Zone layer, the US is at war for no other reason aside from money and oil, in Ghana children are dying of hunger and disease while people the US are obese and wont help themselves. There are so many issues and so much sadness to always be mindful of it, we're only human. But I just think that we need, as a whole, to think more globally and less "me". Of course, people have been saying this for years, and yes, most of those that hear it don't retain it or act on it.
Thinking less about sadness and more about beauty, and the beauty of our surrounding world really helps to cut through the madness of modern life. In a habitat no longer of trees and moss and flowering plants and born into a world of steel and glass and smoke...we still belong to nature. We depend on it though no one seems to pay attention to that little fact. If only mother nature mattered as much to us as our paychecks...sadly though how can that happen in a world that's just concerned with the next form of technology? But I know when I'm feeling stressed out I just lay outside and look up at the sky at twilight where I can see the candy colored sunset combined with the moon shining brightly overhead and I know where my true alliances lie.
At the time of new beginnings - my mind is straying to the people, things and pieces of myself I've lost this year and my whole life...
Dwelling on pain is debilitating and heartbreaking. We do not dwell, or at least we try not to. Our hearts ache and cry and we look for the light to pull ourselves out of the pain. I have lost souls in my life, people have hurt me and used me. We and our loved ones suffer through the deepest pains and torrents of tears to keep going on to a further day. A day that we hope with all of our hearts will be the best of our lives, or at least better than the day we're caught in. My heart aches for those who know pain, feel it and are wrapped in it distorting veil. We bare so much, to only have more thrown at us. We are living creatures wandering aimlessly and painfully through our lives looking for love, happiness and a sense of joy and belonging. Some never find it, others have it in the palm of their hands - only to feel the burning when its ripped away from them.
What is life without love? What is joy without loss? What is laughter without tears? What is life but agony, love and rapture? We need so much, only to come up with what we've made or found, can it be enough? Can short joys be enough to conquer all pain? They can if you believe they can...
I think about all of issues surrounding life and love and nature and pollution and death and animals...its just all so much to think about and be concerned with. Many people fill their minds with their own tiny little spinning world and not an ounce about anything that isn't self-centered. Theres a giant hole in our protective coating that is the O-Zone layer, the US is at war for no other reason aside from money and oil, in Ghana children are dying of hunger and disease while people the US are obese and wont help themselves. There are so many issues and so much sadness to always be mindful of it, we're only human. But I just think that we need, as a whole, to think more globally and less "me". Of course, people have been saying this for years, and yes, most of those that hear it don't retain it or act on it.
Thinking less about sadness and more about beauty, and the beauty of our surrounding world really helps to cut through the madness of modern life. In a habitat no longer of trees and moss and flowering plants and born into a world of steel and glass and smoke...we still belong to nature. We depend on it though no one seems to pay attention to that little fact. If only mother nature mattered as much to us as our paychecks...sadly though how can that happen in a world that's just concerned with the next form of technology? But I know when I'm feeling stressed out I just lay outside and look up at the sky at twilight where I can see the candy colored sunset combined with the moon shining brightly overhead and I know where my true alliances lie.
At the time of new beginnings - my mind is straying to the people, things and pieces of myself I've lost this year and my whole life...
Dwelling on pain is debilitating and heartbreaking. We do not dwell, or at least we try not to. Our hearts ache and cry and we look for the light to pull ourselves out of the pain. I have lost souls in my life, people have hurt me and used me. We and our loved ones suffer through the deepest pains and torrents of tears to keep going on to a further day. A day that we hope with all of our hearts will be the best of our lives, or at least better than the day we're caught in. My heart aches for those who know pain, feel it and are wrapped in it distorting veil. We bare so much, to only have more thrown at us. We are living creatures wandering aimlessly and painfully through our lives looking for love, happiness and a sense of joy and belonging. Some never find it, others have it in the palm of their hands - only to feel the burning when its ripped away from them.
What is life without love? What is joy without loss? What is laughter without tears? What is life but agony, love and rapture? We need so much, only to come up with what we've made or found, can it be enough? Can short joys be enough to conquer all pain? They can if you believe they can...
JOURNAL: BETWEEN SOLITUDE AND MADNESS
I gave up, I was sure there was no one out there who wouldn’t find me too awkward, to weird and ever think I’m attractive. I gave up. I told people I had given up and I prayed and cried out to God and told Him that I was giving up on people and completely surrendering to Him in all things.
The persistent feeling of uselessness which often covers my nightly dreams, and the few confined memories I have of her face and the taste of her mouth, confuse me to the point where my sanity slowly slips away from me and there is nothing I can do to stop it.
It’s like a thousand little faeries looking back at me with their lovely little eyes, all trying so hard to help me not lose consciousness whenever I think of her, whenever I fall back into this world with my arms stretched open and that piercing empty look in my eyes.
Sitting by myself, in my world, praying to god to give me strength when I am weak, when I get lost in imagining what that kind of love means, thinking that the bestowed memories I have of her will be enough to help me transcend into another plane of existence, fooling myself into believing that they alone will help me be the man I wish to be.
Oh but it seems like a waste of time to me, losing the power of pretension brought upon by her ruthless words has left me dried and speechless. Maybe I was washed away from her body like a lip print on a shirt. Maybe it was that easy. Maybe these hands of mine that hold inside such stories of might and courage have no real warmth to give. Maybe I am not as infallible as I once thought.
But with words untainted one night she brought back to me the heart which had been taken from me an age ago, and softly whispered in my ears the names of those that once had loved me. And at that moment I knew the sound of absurdity which had clogged my mind had been defeated, that it would never come back to haunt me, that I would never ever be alone or cold or tired. That I would look into the sky with my dreamer’s eyes and that I would see those mythological sea giants gliding slowly across the sky with unrestricted passion, and I would marvel in their beauty and their grace which painted the firmament with soft and lively colors.
I was wrong.
And I believed in every word she said because there was no reason for me not to. Because I had no power over her, and in the end I never did. Because when you love the way I do, there are no real roads to follow, nor any threads of amber gray to weave.
And in that night I looked and saw and pondered the ways in which my heart had been taken from me, and I realized that they had only been moments and images and memories, that the truth which once concealed me, made my isolation seem slight and trivial.
But I need to feel this pain now, I need to wallow in my weakness because I refuse to kill the part of me which I love the most, the part of me that loves.
Man, it’s so easy to blur the line that exists between solitude and madness, isn’t it
The persistent feeling of uselessness which often covers my nightly dreams, and the few confined memories I have of her face and the taste of her mouth, confuse me to the point where my sanity slowly slips away from me and there is nothing I can do to stop it.
It’s like a thousand little faeries looking back at me with their lovely little eyes, all trying so hard to help me not lose consciousness whenever I think of her, whenever I fall back into this world with my arms stretched open and that piercing empty look in my eyes.
Sitting by myself, in my world, praying to god to give me strength when I am weak, when I get lost in imagining what that kind of love means, thinking that the bestowed memories I have of her will be enough to help me transcend into another plane of existence, fooling myself into believing that they alone will help me be the man I wish to be.
Oh but it seems like a waste of time to me, losing the power of pretension brought upon by her ruthless words has left me dried and speechless. Maybe I was washed away from her body like a lip print on a shirt. Maybe it was that easy. Maybe these hands of mine that hold inside such stories of might and courage have no real warmth to give. Maybe I am not as infallible as I once thought.
But with words untainted one night she brought back to me the heart which had been taken from me an age ago, and softly whispered in my ears the names of those that once had loved me. And at that moment I knew the sound of absurdity which had clogged my mind had been defeated, that it would never come back to haunt me, that I would never ever be alone or cold or tired. That I would look into the sky with my dreamer’s eyes and that I would see those mythological sea giants gliding slowly across the sky with unrestricted passion, and I would marvel in their beauty and their grace which painted the firmament with soft and lively colors.
I was wrong.
And I believed in every word she said because there was no reason for me not to. Because I had no power over her, and in the end I never did. Because when you love the way I do, there are no real roads to follow, nor any threads of amber gray to weave.
And in that night I looked and saw and pondered the ways in which my heart had been taken from me, and I realized that they had only been moments and images and memories, that the truth which once concealed me, made my isolation seem slight and trivial.
But I need to feel this pain now, I need to wallow in my weakness because I refuse to kill the part of me which I love the most, the part of me that loves.
Man, it’s so easy to blur the line that exists between solitude and madness, isn’t it
Monday, October 15, 2012
THOUGHTS: ONE SENTENCE THOUGHTS I HAD......
I don't chase after anyone anymore. If you wanna walk out of my life, I'll hold the door open for you.
I don't think you meant to hurt me. I don't think you thought about me at all, you only thought about yourself.
Fight for me. I want you to beg me to stay and tell me how horrible you're doing without me. Show me you need me and want me in your life. That you'll do anything to make me stay. Show me that I'm the only girl for you, and no other girl compares. Chase after me. Don't let me give up, show me I'm making a big mistake by leaving. Show me how important I am to you. Don't just let me walk away...
Do you know what it’s like to reach for the phone and then have to pull your hand back because you remember you’re not supposed to call anymore? You sit back with tears building up in your eyes because you know it’s not the last time you’ll miss the conversations you shared.
Congratulations, you must feel like you're on top of the world. I bet hurting me made you feel really great, didn't it?
Best way not to get your heart broken, is to pretend you don't have one.
Saying goodbyes are always hard. You hug a little tighter, smell a little deeper, attempt to commit the feel of the person to your memory. You want time to stop, but you can't and you know you can't. You know that you have to go on. So you cling on for a moment, and press your lips to their cheeks and murmur, "I'll see you when I see you."
You can try your hardest, you can do everything and say everything, but sometimes people just aren't worth trying over anymore. They aren't worth worrying about. It's important to know when to let go of someone who only brings you down.
You can apologize as much as you want, cry a million tears . but it will never be enough. You took my trust, my faith and my heart and completley crushed them. We can never go back to how we were, because the woman that loved you, is no longer here. She left; the moment you decided I wasnt good enough. She left, the moment you betrayed me and everything we had. You arent the same person, to me, that you were two weeks ago - and im not the same guyyou fucked over. I have no trust and no faith in you, and my heart is in too many pieces to count. So take your "im sorrys" and choke on them, because they mean absolutley nothing. Not anymore.
Okay, you want the truth? You really fucking hurt me, and I don't know how to forgive you. It's not that I hate you it's just that I can't look at you without getting sick.
I hate how dispensable I am to people. I hate how people feel they can just forget about me, replace me, erase me without even a second thought. It's like I don't matter to anyone. And hey, I mean I don't blame you. I'm no one special. I just thought you were different. I had more faith in you. And you took that, ripped it up, shoved it in my face and walked away without ever looking back.
The rain falls because the cloud can no longer handle the weight. The tears fall because the heart can no longer handle the pain.
Just don't give up, okay? Because someone out there feels the same exact way you do right now. Because this is life. And it's not supposed to be easy,or perfect. Because even if it was, we'd all still have something to complain about. So just hang in there. Whatever's going wrong, will eventually go right. Whether it's friends, family, Nothing will ever be damaged forever. Like they say, in the end you're happy. And if you're not happy...well then it's not the end now is it?
One day you'll miss me like hell and you'll wish that you never fucked up. Then you'll come running back to what could've been yours. Should've been yours. But you'll see this time around, im the one thats not gunna give a fuck.
You didn't sat anything to hurt me. It was all the things you wouldn't say,all the things I could see in your eyes and wouldn't share with me.It was all those things that made me hurt.
You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.
When you’re young everything feels like the end of the world. But it’s not. It’s just the beginning.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one lives forever.
I think that the only reason why people hold onto memories so tight, for so long, is because memories are the only things that don’t change when everythingelse does.
The worse feeling isn't being lonely, but being forgotten by someone you could never forget. To look back and see how things used to be, knowing it'll never bethe same and realizing it doesn't matter to her at all because she doesn't miss a thing. Thats the worst feeling.
one day it all catches up to you; every ended relationship, every tear shed, every broken heart. you pick up the pieces, you brush them off and you put them back together, only each time you need a little more glue. then, just like that, glue's not enough anymore. the cracks, the holes, the shattered dreams, they're a part of you. try as you might, you can't fix what's been broken, you can't mend what's been torn. you're down trodden, pathetic, unable to go on... or so you think. then she walks into your life with a smile, with a whisper and a kiss, and you're no longer broken. your world of gray becomes a little brighter, a little more colorful. the more time you spend with her, the more complete your once fragile, shattered heart becomes. until one morning you wake up and just like that, you're in love and the grass is greener and the sky is bluer, and the past is the past. you are no longer consumed with regret, remorse, or pain. yet in the back of your mind, one thing lingers... fear; fear of what you're risking, fear of going back, fear of being broken again, this time forever. then he smiles and says those three words you've been longing to hear and nothing else matters.
i don't know what it is, i just cry sometimes. maybe i'm too oblivious to the things going on around me, that i don't realize that i'm hurting as much as i am. so when the tears stream down my face and i don't have anything to say, don't ask me why i'm crying, because i simply don't know. just hold me. i just want to be held.
I thought you meant what you promised. Silly me.
I find it really hard to accept that some things in life will never go back to the way it used to be, and all I can do is think about it all the time, wishing I could relive it. When I close my eyes, I think about all the good times we had, but it's all in the past and I can never get it back. I loved those days and I miss them so much. It hurts to know that those memories will always stay in my mind no matter what I do, but I know it's impossible to go back
There are times when I wish certain people could read my thoughts. So they’ll know what I’m too scared to say.
Sometimes you have to realize that the people you can’t live without, can live without you
Do you miss her at the most happy and fulfilling times of your life? Just because you miss her when the world is quiet and you feel alone, doesn't mean you love her. You will miss anyone when you’re lonely. It’s when your life is going great and you still feel that ache in your heart because she isn’t there to see the genuine smile on your face, and happiness in your life.
I hope you drop a penny off the empire state building, and then decide you really like that penny, and jump after it.
No one looks back on their life and remembers the nights they got plenty of sleep.
Am I mad at you? That’s your main concern after shattering my whole world? Mad for what? Breaking my heart? Or for all the lies? Maybe for letting me put all my trust in you only to be betrayed? How about the fact you didn’t even have the decency to tell me to my face? Or the way you think it’s crazy that I’m crying over it cause to you breaking up is no big deal. Am I mad at you?… no. More like crushed… did I ever really know you?
you know what? yes I have changed. I'm not as nice as I used to be, I don't want to get used & walked all over. I don't trust everyone, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because all they're going to do is leave in the end. I have changed, because I realized I'm the only person I can depend on
Out of all the things I could do with you, I look forward to sleeping with you the most. And I don’t mean the sleeping with you like having sex. I mean just like sleeping in the same bed with you, you holding me in your arms, hearing your heart beat. Having me fall asleep right next to you and you waking up right next to me.
Never get too attached to anyone because attachments lead to expectations & expectations lead to disappointments.
Goodbyes make you think. They make you realize who you had, what you've lost, & what you've taken for granted.
I speak the truth; but I guess that's like a foreign language.
"you fail." said someone. And I was thinking: yeah, like your mom's abortion.
Congratulations, you won. I have finally stopped trying. You are out of my life. Probably forever. But just remember, that when you realize that you lost your best friend, it was your fault. Don't you dare try and pin this on me. I have done my fair share of messing up, but this one, it's not my fault whatsoever.
What`s a soul mate? Well, it`s like a best friend but more, it`s the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. It`s someone who makes you a better person, but actually they don`t make you a better person, you do that yourself because they inspire you. A soul mate is someone you carry with you forever. It`s the one person who knew you & accepted you & believed in you before anyone else did, or when no one else would. & no matter what happens, you`ll aways love them. Nothing can ever change that.
The hardest part about walking away from someone is the part where you have to realize that no matter how slow you go, that someone will never run after you.
I realized that that I was holding on to something that didn't exist anymore. The things we like and dislike change. And we can wish they wouldn't all day long, but that never works.
It's taken me awhile, but i'm learning that letting go of the past is a good thing. It doesn't mean forgetting, it just means moving on and you can't enjoy the present when you're stuck in the past.
The more you think about it the more power you give it. Remember what happened, but know you can't move forward by looking backward.
The best feeling comes when you realize that you’re perfectly happy without the people you thought you needed the most.
Overthinking ruins you. Ruins the situation, turns things around, makes you worry, and just makes things worse than they actually are.
Oh, you love me? Ha, save it. If you loved me, you wouldn't have lied. If you loved me you wouldn't of broken all of your bullshit promises. If you loved me, you would care to still call me once in awhile to see how I'm doing. If you loved me, you would be missing me right now, like I have to deal with missing you. If you loved me, you wouldn't of replaced me so easily.If you loved me, you wouldn't have taken the easy way out, and walked away, when I was still holding on.
It is a truth universally acknowledged that when one part of your life starts going okay, another falls spectacularly to pieces.
The first person who is on your mind the moment you open your eyes after a very long sleep is the reason either of your happiness or pain. And most of the time, both.
I gave up on you. Not because I don't love you, not because I don't want to be with you anymore, but because not once did you ever fight for me.
You know you truly care about someone when you try and convince yourself that you don't.
It used to kill me to go a day without talking to you. Well kid, I can't even remember the last time we spoke - and guess what? I'm still alive.
You can spend minutes, hours, days, or even weeks over-analyzing a situation, trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've been.. or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the hell on.
Be careful with who you open up to. Only a few care, the rest are just curious.
I'm waiting for the day when you realize what you gave up on.
You can't have a better tomorrow if you're still thinking about yesterday.
It’s hard when someone special ignores you, but it’s even harder pretending you don’t care.
You know that feeling of waiting for someone. I mean really waiting for someone - standing in front of a restaurant in the cold and having hundreds of people pass you on the sidewalk. And you don't want to do anything else, because you're afraid you might miss something - that somehow if you don't spot her right away, she'll walk right by. So you stand there and you don't do anything except think about how you're standing there. Occasionally you might look at your watch, or check your cell phone to see if it's accidentally on silent, even though you already checked for that a minute ago. That's what this is starting to feel like.
When it comes to relationships, people are always so scared of the what if’s that they forget the what is. They spend so much time thinking, “What if I get hurt?” and “What if it doesn’t work out?” that they stop thinking about the things that are already real. They forget the feeling they get when the person they love walks into the room and the excitement that rushes through them when the phone rings because it might be the person they are waiting to hear from. Never let the fear of what if stop you from letting yourself take a chance on love because what if this is the person you’re destined to spend the rest of your life with?
Sometimes, by holding on too tight, you end up losing what you were trying so hard to save.
I told her once i wasn't good at anything. She told me survival is a talent.
Consider me a memory, consider me the past. Consider me a smile in an old photograph, someone who used to make you laugh...
Only if you were here, I'd be the happiest person in the world.
Sorry is like a band-aid. Just because you use it, doesn't mean it's gonna heal the wound.
You wanna know why I hate you? You broke me, you took and you took and you didn't even think of my feelings. You didn't think about the outcome of how this would effect me, you only thought about yourself and how this would help you and do you good. You didn't take into consideration that I had never done that before and that it would hit me hard my first time and than you left,
without a word. You don't fuck with people's feelings like this, I did not deserve to be hurt like this. no one does.
It's hard to let go of people who are important to you but twice harder to see them fine as you let them go
There are certain people who are not meant to fit in your life, no matter how much you want them to.
And I know that I should probably just let go, because I know that it wont work out and everyone tells me that. So I try to convince myself that its better off that way without her... But then I'll think of her and remember her smile that makes me melt and I cant imagine myself with anyone else and no matter how hard it will be, I want to be with her
Do you know how it feels to let go of someone you really love for a long time, just for them to be happy?
When I think about what we used to be, I think of how a text from you would make my day. How whether we talked or not would determine if I was happy or sad. How I was always wondering how you really felt, never knowing for sure. I think you were afraid to show me everything, afraid to commit. Or maybe you just really are a player and didn't ever actually like me, but I don't believe that. I guess truly I won't ever know for sure, but what I do know is that I never want to have that feeling of letting someone have complete control over my emotions ever again, especially when in the end you just let me down.
Sometimes I find myself glancing at the clock, wondering what you're doing at that exact moment.
I want an unknown relationship. Not a public one where everyone has to know. I will not say that I am single nor will I deny the fact that I'm taken, but nobody has to know with who and what goes on between us. I think the quietest relationships last the longest. The number one thing that ruins relationships are their surroundings.
It's just hard, you know? I look at you, and it hurts so much to know that we can't be together.
the best feeling in the world is doing something that everyone said you couldn't
Maybe this is supposed to be the end of us, maybe we are not supposed to reconcile and be friends again. Maybe we were here to teach one another a lesson, and once the lesson was taught we were supposed to leave. You taught me love, lust, pain and trust. I taught you to never let anyone take advantage of you. And now maybe, just maybe, this is the end for us.
they said we stood a little too close stared a little bit too long. they probably thought we were in love. but who knows, maybe we were.
I thought I was over you, I thought I was okay. I really thought it this time. You're no longer for hours and hours and hours in my mind, I don't think about you as much as I always did. But I still do. I thought that I could close the door, telling myself every day that it doesn't matter. Lying to myself everyday, saying that you don't matter to me. But deep down inside it's not okay, because it really does matter. You do really matter. I do still love you, I do still want you to like me. I'm protecting myself by saying that it doesn't matter, so you won't hurt me, but it's a lie. I don't think about you as much as I did, but I still do. I still can't forget you. I'm just too in love to let go.
I really can't explain it, but I like you without trying. I love the things you say, and how you never fail to make me smile. And by the end of the night, you're always on my mind
LOVE LETTER
You seem to capture my mind all the time. There is never a moment when I don't think about you or miss your presence. Your love takes over me all the time. I feel so weak in your love.
My days are like nights when you are not around. Your love brings the sweet sunlight into my heart. I love you my sweetheart.
Every moment feels so incomplete without you. I miss you so much. I love you my dear. Without you the days and nights are longer.
The way you look at me, gives me a taste of paradise. I know I can always count on you. Thank you for everything. I love you truly, madly and deeply.
I find my heart cascading with your never ending love. I love you.
You are just everything to me. You are my life, I cannot live without your love.
Love works like magic. Everything seems different. When two heart unite, it is the most beautiful thing in the whole world. It's pure and divine. I feel magical.
Nobody understands me the way you do. We are perfect for each other. Believe me, I am in love with an angel. And that is you.
I cannot imagine a day without you my love. I feel insane with you. Nothing ever is the same. You touch my heart with your very presence and when we kiss it takes me to my soul. I am so madly in love with you.
Love is something that can never be expressed in words. It is just a beautiful feeling that can be only felt my two hearts. And I am proud to be in love with you.
It has been long since we exchanged words. I just want you to know that I love you too much. You are the most beautiful person in my life.
The fun and joyful times that we shared, never fails to bring a smile to my face. Hope you are doing good. Stay in touch.
We shared some good times together. I was just thinking about those times. I thank you for that and also wish to know your well-being.
I feel incomplete in your absence. You make the world around me a happier place. I love you so much.
My very existence revolves around you. I am nothing without you my sweetheart. I love you so much.
You are everything I think about. Yes, I am mad. I am madly in love with you.
Love is divine, love is mad. Love is crazy, love is hard. Love makes you smile, it even makes you cry. But the essence and aura, that comes with love is truly inexpressible. May we always stay in love. Thanks for everything, I love you.
Kiss me and I will see stars. Love me and I'll give them to you.
Come away with me sweetheart, to a land that far away and unknown, where it's just you and me with the sun baking our feet and the water wetting our cheeks. Let's spend the rest of our lives in a paradise like this. I love you sweetheart.
You and me
Were meant to be
You and me
Have a long journey to see
You and me
Are a couple born free
You and me
Are bound with love's canopy!
I love you sweetheart.
Have I ever told you how deep your eyes are and how supple your skin is? Have I ever told you how glowing your face is and how gentle your heart is? Stop me right now with a kiss otherwise I will keep going on and on!
You are central theme of my life. The script and the story of my life is written around you. And trust me, the story of my life is going to be beautiful!
I don't need to pursue happiness. Happiness pursues me because of your presence in my life. Don't ever go away.
Whenever my mind goes from sleep mode to active mode, it boots up with the thought of YOU!
You are the fuel of my life – too much of you could burn me to ashes and too little of you will be unable to sustain me!
I wish I knew some fancy words to pass a heartfelt romantic message to you but all I know right now is to say with a smile that I love you tons and tons!
The only thing I NEVER EVER want to think about in life is to say goodbye to you. It will always be the most painful thing to do, if we ever have to do it. I love you that much munchkin.
Do you know a place in this world which is so safe that I can simply walk in anytime? Your lap, your heart and your eyes! I love you dearest.
There is a reason why there is a difference between love and money. Love only appreciates while money may depreciate. I would pick you over the greatest amount of wealth in this world honey. I love you.
Romance between us is not an activity or a onetime initiative. Every breath we share is romance for me. I love you sweetheart.
Do you know that I have a precious gem with me which is priceless and no one else in this world has it? It is you my dear. Be mine for life!
I have no reasons of logical thinking as to why I love you. All I know is that my heart is happy, my mind afloat and my eyes satisfied when I'm with you.
Just like whipped cream topped over a macaroon gives it that ultimate taste of bliss, your presence in my life gives me that ultimate sense of satisfaction and joy. I love you darling.
They apple of my eye
The cherry of my life
The prize of my achievements
And the glory of my happiness
There are many adjectives for me to use
But my expression will suffice with an I love You!
After being with you, I am simply unable to believe that life can be dull and boring sometimes. For me, life is a roller coaster and you've made it so. Thank you for being there sweetheart.
I consider my life to be a fulfilled one because you're with me. May our love never experience emptiness or a feeling of vacuum. Three cheers to our love!
If God made wishes come true easily and quickly, I'd pray to God to make me fall in love with you over and over again.
I've met many people, many friends, many lovers and many well wishers in my life. But I've met only one person who's the best of everything – YOU! Stick with me darling.
My days are like nights when you are not around. Your love brings the sweet sunlight into my heart. I love you my sweetheart.
Every moment feels so incomplete without you. I miss you so much. I love you my dear. Without you the days and nights are longer.
The way you look at me, gives me a taste of paradise. I know I can always count on you. Thank you for everything. I love you truly, madly and deeply.
I find my heart cascading with your never ending love. I love you.
You are just everything to me. You are my life, I cannot live without your love.
Love works like magic. Everything seems different. When two heart unite, it is the most beautiful thing in the whole world. It's pure and divine. I feel magical.
Nobody understands me the way you do. We are perfect for each other. Believe me, I am in love with an angel. And that is you.
I cannot imagine a day without you my love. I feel insane with you. Nothing ever is the same. You touch my heart with your very presence and when we kiss it takes me to my soul. I am so madly in love with you.
Love is something that can never be expressed in words. It is just a beautiful feeling that can be only felt my two hearts. And I am proud to be in love with you.
It has been long since we exchanged words. I just want you to know that I love you too much. You are the most beautiful person in my life.
The fun and joyful times that we shared, never fails to bring a smile to my face. Hope you are doing good. Stay in touch.
We shared some good times together. I was just thinking about those times. I thank you for that and also wish to know your well-being.
I feel incomplete in your absence. You make the world around me a happier place. I love you so much.
My very existence revolves around you. I am nothing without you my sweetheart. I love you so much.
You are everything I think about. Yes, I am mad. I am madly in love with you.
Love is divine, love is mad. Love is crazy, love is hard. Love makes you smile, it even makes you cry. But the essence and aura, that comes with love is truly inexpressible. May we always stay in love. Thanks for everything, I love you.
Kiss me and I will see stars. Love me and I'll give them to you.
Come away with me sweetheart, to a land that far away and unknown, where it's just you and me with the sun baking our feet and the water wetting our cheeks. Let's spend the rest of our lives in a paradise like this. I love you sweetheart.
You and me
Were meant to be
You and me
Have a long journey to see
You and me
Are a couple born free
You and me
Are bound with love's canopy!
I love you sweetheart.
Have I ever told you how deep your eyes are and how supple your skin is? Have I ever told you how glowing your face is and how gentle your heart is? Stop me right now with a kiss otherwise I will keep going on and on!
You are central theme of my life. The script and the story of my life is written around you. And trust me, the story of my life is going to be beautiful!
I don't need to pursue happiness. Happiness pursues me because of your presence in my life. Don't ever go away.
Whenever my mind goes from sleep mode to active mode, it boots up with the thought of YOU!
You are the fuel of my life – too much of you could burn me to ashes and too little of you will be unable to sustain me!
I wish I knew some fancy words to pass a heartfelt romantic message to you but all I know right now is to say with a smile that I love you tons and tons!
The only thing I NEVER EVER want to think about in life is to say goodbye to you. It will always be the most painful thing to do, if we ever have to do it. I love you that much munchkin.
Do you know a place in this world which is so safe that I can simply walk in anytime? Your lap, your heart and your eyes! I love you dearest.
There is a reason why there is a difference between love and money. Love only appreciates while money may depreciate. I would pick you over the greatest amount of wealth in this world honey. I love you.
Romance between us is not an activity or a onetime initiative. Every breath we share is romance for me. I love you sweetheart.
Do you know that I have a precious gem with me which is priceless and no one else in this world has it? It is you my dear. Be mine for life!
I have no reasons of logical thinking as to why I love you. All I know is that my heart is happy, my mind afloat and my eyes satisfied when I'm with you.
Just like whipped cream topped over a macaroon gives it that ultimate taste of bliss, your presence in my life gives me that ultimate sense of satisfaction and joy. I love you darling.
They apple of my eye
The cherry of my life
The prize of my achievements
And the glory of my happiness
There are many adjectives for me to use
But my expression will suffice with an I love You!
After being with you, I am simply unable to believe that life can be dull and boring sometimes. For me, life is a roller coaster and you've made it so. Thank you for being there sweetheart.
I consider my life to be a fulfilled one because you're with me. May our love never experience emptiness or a feeling of vacuum. Three cheers to our love!
If God made wishes come true easily and quickly, I'd pray to God to make me fall in love with you over and over again.
I've met many people, many friends, many lovers and many well wishers in my life. But I've met only one person who's the best of everything – YOU! Stick with me darling.
LOVE LETTER
You are my sunshine, sweet blessing, drop of joy and the snuggle pad of my life. I wouldn't have been able to do anything without you. I love you.
My love for you multiplies every single day. Imagine how much I will end up loving you after a year or two!
My biggest joy in life is to love you
My biggest sorrow in life is to not be able to thank you enough for what you've done for me
My biggest anxiety in life is to think that you'll be away from me someday
And my biggest gift in life is our relationship and togetherness!
When I think back on my life, that only thing I will want to change is the way I confessed my love for you. I could have done so much better! I love you sweetheart. I only want to give you the best.
If there is anything like infinity in the world then I know where it lives. It stays in the form of love in between you and me and keeps traveling across every day!
The best thing about being in love with you is that I have begun to enjoy every season of life with a lot more zest than I usually do. Such is the magic of your love, sweetheart.
The more I love you the more I am obsessed
The lesser I see you the more I am depressed
I love being in love with you!
Being in love with you is like being on holiday – it should start but never end!
I wish I could say I Love You to you in 365 different ways every day of the year. But since I don't have 365 unique ideas, a simple kiss with a loud and romantic I Love You would suffice, wouldn't it?
I love the fact that we don't think of each other as boyfriend or girlfriend. We're so much in love that we really don't care about giving our relationship a name. I love you sweetheart!
If I knew that I would fall in love with you when I was younger, I would have made sure that I crossed paths with you much earlier. Love you darling.
Loving you like crazy is not my fault. If you stop being so hot, attractive and good hearted, then I'll decrease a little bit of loving too!
For me, you're like a lethal deadly drug. Once taken, you're addictive!
Spending my whole life with you is going to be like a roller coaster without a switch. And that's exactly how I want it to be!
Loving you has made me a much better person. You made me humble, kind and more caring than I ever was. A completely different side of my personality has been given birth just because of you. I love you dear.
Nothing in the world can stop me from becoming yours for life. I love you so much that I can cross any hurdle that comes my way in getting to you.
In my dreams I imagine what a beautiful future we will have together. And when I'm not dreaming of this, I try and think about ways of making this dream come true!
Have you experienced levitation, flying, feeling light as a feather or floating in the air? I have, because I'm madly in love with you!
What does imperfection mean? I don't know for me, as long as we both are in love, everything in this world is perfect!
Our relationship is like the journey of Life itself. Every glitch and hitch only makes us stronger and more resilient. May our love last forever. I love you!
My best friend when I need one, my man when I am in your arms, my guide when I need help. I feel very lucky to have you as my life partner. I love you.
You are still the woman of my dreams. When you are around, I can feel the sunshine beam. Thank you for making every day feel great, with you it always feels like my first date!
I wanted to tell you words of my own, you are the most special person I have ever known. I love you.
You make me celebrate every day with a bottle of champagne. If I had to do it over, I'd marry you again.
If kisses were water, I will give u an ocean. If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree. If life were a planet, I will give u a galaxy. If love is life, I will give u mine. Love u baby!
Be I richer or poorer, Till death takes us apart, I will give you great portions Of my soul and my heart.
My heart no longer belongs to me. It resides in your heart. I love you so much.
Time comes to a standstill, when you are around me. I feel like, it is just the two of us in the whole world. Can't wait to meet you again.
I feel suffocated when you are far away from me. Please don't ever leave me. I love you.
You are the one who I can open up to. I feel so comfortable in your presence. I love you my sweetheart.
You paint my life with your beautiful colors. You make me happier than I ever was or ever can be. I am addicted to your love. I love you more than you will ever know.
A feeling of happiness, joy and love has creeped in, and I am back to life. I want to always have this feeling, this feeling of warmth, care and pleasure. Bless me with it, bless me with your love.
I wish to confess a feeling, that has showered my life with a pleasant vibe. I wish to tell you a thought, that has brought a new spirit in my life. I feel all my dreams have come true, and the reason is you. Bless me with your love, and I can see even the darkest days through.
My love for you multiplies every single day. Imagine how much I will end up loving you after a year or two!
My biggest joy in life is to love you
My biggest sorrow in life is to not be able to thank you enough for what you've done for me
My biggest anxiety in life is to think that you'll be away from me someday
And my biggest gift in life is our relationship and togetherness!
When I think back on my life, that only thing I will want to change is the way I confessed my love for you. I could have done so much better! I love you sweetheart. I only want to give you the best.
If there is anything like infinity in the world then I know where it lives. It stays in the form of love in between you and me and keeps traveling across every day!
The best thing about being in love with you is that I have begun to enjoy every season of life with a lot more zest than I usually do. Such is the magic of your love, sweetheart.
The more I love you the more I am obsessed
The lesser I see you the more I am depressed
I love being in love with you!
Being in love with you is like being on holiday – it should start but never end!
I wish I could say I Love You to you in 365 different ways every day of the year. But since I don't have 365 unique ideas, a simple kiss with a loud and romantic I Love You would suffice, wouldn't it?
I love the fact that we don't think of each other as boyfriend or girlfriend. We're so much in love that we really don't care about giving our relationship a name. I love you sweetheart!
If I knew that I would fall in love with you when I was younger, I would have made sure that I crossed paths with you much earlier. Love you darling.
Loving you like crazy is not my fault. If you stop being so hot, attractive and good hearted, then I'll decrease a little bit of loving too!
For me, you're like a lethal deadly drug. Once taken, you're addictive!
Spending my whole life with you is going to be like a roller coaster without a switch. And that's exactly how I want it to be!
Loving you has made me a much better person. You made me humble, kind and more caring than I ever was. A completely different side of my personality has been given birth just because of you. I love you dear.
Nothing in the world can stop me from becoming yours for life. I love you so much that I can cross any hurdle that comes my way in getting to you.
In my dreams I imagine what a beautiful future we will have together. And when I'm not dreaming of this, I try and think about ways of making this dream come true!
Have you experienced levitation, flying, feeling light as a feather or floating in the air? I have, because I'm madly in love with you!
What does imperfection mean? I don't know for me, as long as we both are in love, everything in this world is perfect!
Our relationship is like the journey of Life itself. Every glitch and hitch only makes us stronger and more resilient. May our love last forever. I love you!
My best friend when I need one, my man when I am in your arms, my guide when I need help. I feel very lucky to have you as my life partner. I love you.
You are still the woman of my dreams. When you are around, I can feel the sunshine beam. Thank you for making every day feel great, with you it always feels like my first date!
I wanted to tell you words of my own, you are the most special person I have ever known. I love you.
You make me celebrate every day with a bottle of champagne. If I had to do it over, I'd marry you again.
If kisses were water, I will give u an ocean. If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree. If life were a planet, I will give u a galaxy. If love is life, I will give u mine. Love u baby!
Be I richer or poorer, Till death takes us apart, I will give you great portions Of my soul and my heart.
My heart no longer belongs to me. It resides in your heart. I love you so much.
Time comes to a standstill, when you are around me. I feel like, it is just the two of us in the whole world. Can't wait to meet you again.
I feel suffocated when you are far away from me. Please don't ever leave me. I love you.
You are the one who I can open up to. I feel so comfortable in your presence. I love you my sweetheart.
You paint my life with your beautiful colors. You make me happier than I ever was or ever can be. I am addicted to your love. I love you more than you will ever know.
A feeling of happiness, joy and love has creeped in, and I am back to life. I want to always have this feeling, this feeling of warmth, care and pleasure. Bless me with it, bless me with your love.
I wish to confess a feeling, that has showered my life with a pleasant vibe. I wish to tell you a thought, that has brought a new spirit in my life. I feel all my dreams have come true, and the reason is you. Bless me with your love, and I can see even the darkest days through.
POETRY: THE ONE I WOULD NEVER BREACH
In a dream I took your hand
And walked with you in a faraway land
Along the shore of an endless sea
On a summer?s eve, just you and me
Atop a rise we sat and watched
The sun slide down into a sea
Turned fiery red, then pink, then silver
As dusky night stole 'cross the water
My heart was racing, all a?flutter,
'Cause you?d laid your head upon my shoulder
I held you close and hardly dared to breathe ...
And then you laughed and took my hand
And pulled me into the darkening sea
I tried to catch you as you swam
But you eluded me, so gracefully
I knew I was lost when you pulled me close,
Lost and gone without a trace
When you whispered secrets just for me
And your breath came soft upon my face
For your smile outshone the moon on high,
And reflected in the silvery sea
Sparkling brighter than the starry sky
Your eyes were shining up at me.
2
I could hold you for days,
love you for years
You told me, you didn't know what to do
next
I said just love me
Don't change your angle,
Don't change your place
Stay where you are
and just love me
the way you do
Don't give in, don't give up
I'll surrender to you
and be your midnight dreams
the last star in the darkest night of August, September,
October, November, December
I could go on... and just... keep going
Passing every entrance of escape,
to go deeper inside of you
For I am trapped... in the place,
I want to be in
Where the madness has no end
And you the woman, the sanity
is NEVER silent
For your eyes are my light,
Your nose is my smell
So when I am in the deepest kiss I breathe through you
3
L oving you all day
O verdoing myself for you
V oting all of myself for you
E ntirely loving you... soo much
4
e mine, your love so sweet and tender
Till now your dreams are dreamt or not;
My hands caress your heart's surrender,
On wings of wind your whisper sought.
Brown eyed angel, sweetheart mine,
For your smile my heartbeat's yenning.
Angel wings caress valentine;
Our souls twain clouds, fullness brimming.
Beckoning passion and desire,
Our love alone a fiery blaze;
Ships wayward wafture seas of fire,
A seaward starry campfire's haze.
Here birds have flown each day of June,
Sea of dreams in jasmine flowers;
On wings of love arrows atune,
Carressing our love midnight hours.
The night skies showering comets,
I kiss my kiss to you release;
Poems for you all in sonnets,
On wings of doves' eternal peace.
My heart to yours forever blest,
All winds' wondering wings broken
On words of love beneath your breast,
So take, dear love, these words spoken.
Pounding hearts do storm Jonafee,
So shall we melt in ecstasy;
My lonely love shall set you free,
And love our love across the sea.
5
My one, true love,
Till death do we part.
You will be forever in my heart.
My heart has never felt this way.
You're the only one in view.
I have this feeling deep inside my heart,
Every time I'm near you.
Yet my heart has never ached this much,
And I rarely ever cry.
But when I think about you, I feel as if I could die.
You say you do not love me,
But as for you I do.
I have never felt this way
For anyone, that is, except for you.
I think you get my point,
And I really hope you do.
But if you're blind and do not know,
It's simply,
I LOVE YOU!
6
Break my heart and I will be forever in pain
Taste my lips with sweet kisses again and again
Tell me good-bye and I will cease to exist
Whisper sweet nothings...I truly insist
Hurt me and I will shed many a tear
Hug me and I will hold you forever near
Kiss me and you will forever steal my heart
Leave me and my world would fall apart
Smile at me and set my world aglow
Turn into a raging fire, the flame in my soul
Caress me in a gentle, tight embrace
Let me touch the beauty of your face
Love me and you will own my soul
Touch me and you will chase away the cold
Look at me and I will be hypnotized
Held forver in awe by your beautiful eyes
Ask me and all my secrets I will confess
Share with me all the love you possess
Give me your heart and I will give you mine
Promise to love me until the end of time
7
You took my heart
with only a single glance.
My love for you is a candle
which will always burn.
My love for you is something
you can be sure of.
The way you smile
makes every day of my life
seem worthwhile.
The look in your eyes
makes me realize
you are my one true love.
You entered my life
and completed me.
I can't begin to explain the
feelings I have for you;
when you look deep
into my eyes,
what that makes me do
8
Grasp my hand and walk with me,
letting love guide our course,
(though it may draw us to uncertainty),
that our love, time may endorse!
Allow time to make still this night,
so thine eyes may forever hold thy look
that holds so precious thy sight,
and thy heart that love has overtook.
Let upon these thirsting lips be placed a kiss,
for what may come of such an affair
that thy caress may produce love to this
virgin heart made proudly bare.
Though time remains still, love shall not,
for love is waning from it's youth,
so farewell to such a loving thought;
a timeless love has lost it's truth!
9
Words. Only words...
written without thought.
Carrying little meaning.
Through the windows of the soul, ingested. Internalized.
devoured.
Gentle tendrils,
weave down the spine,
entwine themselves there.
Worming their way beneath defenses, softly chipping at walls.
Inexorable.
A flood of warmth,
welling up from the deep,
the eyes close,
a surrender to what could be...could have been...
Is not.
A mind
reaches through the haze
created by desire
And murmurs quietly, grasping at rationality...
"Please. Don't."
A heart
caged by fear,
finding itself vulnerable
screams, pleading, begging, to avoid the inevitable shattering of self,
"Stop!"
The soul
undulating langorously,
comfortable in the dark,
wrapping herself in the embrace of her doom, whispers,
"Don't stop."
The tide ebbs,
the only hint
of its passing
the mist, gathered at the corner of the eye in a single drop of liquid
crystal.
10
You are my heaven and always will be.
To you I am nothing, that's reality.
My heart has opened up each and every way.
You don't seem to care, you've got nothing to say.
Loving you is easy to do.
I don't care how you feel because I will always love you.
I have given you all I can give, but you just run and hide.
Won't you talk to me and be by my side?
I dream how kissing you would feel so great.
No matter how long till it will happen, I will always wait.
Your tender lips and sweet eyes
Give me the way to love again without deny.
You have the power to open up my heart,
But I know you will never try.
So, I must get rid of this love
And say farewell good-bye.
11
If I have to break
Every rule in the world
The one I would never break
Is the rule of your love
If I have to breach
Every vow I have made
The one I would never breach
Is the vow made to you
If I have to steal
Everything in the world
The thing I would never steal
Is the time to spend with you
If I have to leave
Everyone known to me
The one I would never leave
Is you and only you
If I have to forget
Everything that's on my mind
The thing I would never forget
Is the true love you give
And walked with you in a faraway land
Along the shore of an endless sea
On a summer?s eve, just you and me
Atop a rise we sat and watched
The sun slide down into a sea
Turned fiery red, then pink, then silver
As dusky night stole 'cross the water
My heart was racing, all a?flutter,
'Cause you?d laid your head upon my shoulder
I held you close and hardly dared to breathe ...
And then you laughed and took my hand
And pulled me into the darkening sea
I tried to catch you as you swam
But you eluded me, so gracefully
I knew I was lost when you pulled me close,
Lost and gone without a trace
When you whispered secrets just for me
And your breath came soft upon my face
For your smile outshone the moon on high,
And reflected in the silvery sea
Sparkling brighter than the starry sky
Your eyes were shining up at me.
2
I could hold you for days,
love you for years
You told me, you didn't know what to do
next
I said just love me
Don't change your angle,
Don't change your place
Stay where you are
and just love me
the way you do
Don't give in, don't give up
I'll surrender to you
and be your midnight dreams
the last star in the darkest night of August, September,
October, November, December
I could go on... and just... keep going
Passing every entrance of escape,
to go deeper inside of you
For I am trapped... in the place,
I want to be in
Where the madness has no end
And you the woman, the sanity
is NEVER silent
For your eyes are my light,
Your nose is my smell
So when I am in the deepest kiss I breathe through you
3
L oving you all day
O verdoing myself for you
V oting all of myself for you
E ntirely loving you... soo much
4
e mine, your love so sweet and tender
Till now your dreams are dreamt or not;
My hands caress your heart's surrender,
On wings of wind your whisper sought.
Brown eyed angel, sweetheart mine,
For your smile my heartbeat's yenning.
Angel wings caress valentine;
Our souls twain clouds, fullness brimming.
Beckoning passion and desire,
Our love alone a fiery blaze;
Ships wayward wafture seas of fire,
A seaward starry campfire's haze.
Here birds have flown each day of June,
Sea of dreams in jasmine flowers;
On wings of love arrows atune,
Carressing our love midnight hours.
The night skies showering comets,
I kiss my kiss to you release;
Poems for you all in sonnets,
On wings of doves' eternal peace.
My heart to yours forever blest,
All winds' wondering wings broken
On words of love beneath your breast,
So take, dear love, these words spoken.
Pounding hearts do storm Jonafee,
So shall we melt in ecstasy;
My lonely love shall set you free,
And love our love across the sea.
5
My one, true love,
Till death do we part.
You will be forever in my heart.
My heart has never felt this way.
You're the only one in view.
I have this feeling deep inside my heart,
Every time I'm near you.
Yet my heart has never ached this much,
And I rarely ever cry.
But when I think about you, I feel as if I could die.
You say you do not love me,
But as for you I do.
I have never felt this way
For anyone, that is, except for you.
I think you get my point,
And I really hope you do.
But if you're blind and do not know,
It's simply,
I LOVE YOU!
6
Break my heart and I will be forever in pain
Taste my lips with sweet kisses again and again
Tell me good-bye and I will cease to exist
Whisper sweet nothings...I truly insist
Hurt me and I will shed many a tear
Hug me and I will hold you forever near
Kiss me and you will forever steal my heart
Leave me and my world would fall apart
Smile at me and set my world aglow
Turn into a raging fire, the flame in my soul
Caress me in a gentle, tight embrace
Let me touch the beauty of your face
Love me and you will own my soul
Touch me and you will chase away the cold
Look at me and I will be hypnotized
Held forver in awe by your beautiful eyes
Ask me and all my secrets I will confess
Share with me all the love you possess
Give me your heart and I will give you mine
Promise to love me until the end of time
7
You took my heart
with only a single glance.
My love for you is a candle
which will always burn.
My love for you is something
you can be sure of.
The way you smile
makes every day of my life
seem worthwhile.
The look in your eyes
makes me realize
you are my one true love.
You entered my life
and completed me.
I can't begin to explain the
feelings I have for you;
when you look deep
into my eyes,
what that makes me do
8
Grasp my hand and walk with me,
letting love guide our course,
(though it may draw us to uncertainty),
that our love, time may endorse!
Allow time to make still this night,
so thine eyes may forever hold thy look
that holds so precious thy sight,
and thy heart that love has overtook.
Let upon these thirsting lips be placed a kiss,
for what may come of such an affair
that thy caress may produce love to this
virgin heart made proudly bare.
Though time remains still, love shall not,
for love is waning from it's youth,
so farewell to such a loving thought;
a timeless love has lost it's truth!
9
Words. Only words...
written without thought.
Carrying little meaning.
Through the windows of the soul, ingested. Internalized.
devoured.
Gentle tendrils,
weave down the spine,
entwine themselves there.
Worming their way beneath defenses, softly chipping at walls.
Inexorable.
A flood of warmth,
welling up from the deep,
the eyes close,
a surrender to what could be...could have been...
Is not.
A mind
reaches through the haze
created by desire
And murmurs quietly, grasping at rationality...
"Please. Don't."
A heart
caged by fear,
finding itself vulnerable
screams, pleading, begging, to avoid the inevitable shattering of self,
"Stop!"
The soul
undulating langorously,
comfortable in the dark,
wrapping herself in the embrace of her doom, whispers,
"Don't stop."
The tide ebbs,
the only hint
of its passing
the mist, gathered at the corner of the eye in a single drop of liquid
crystal.
10
You are my heaven and always will be.
To you I am nothing, that's reality.
My heart has opened up each and every way.
You don't seem to care, you've got nothing to say.
Loving you is easy to do.
I don't care how you feel because I will always love you.
I have given you all I can give, but you just run and hide.
Won't you talk to me and be by my side?
I dream how kissing you would feel so great.
No matter how long till it will happen, I will always wait.
Your tender lips and sweet eyes
Give me the way to love again without deny.
You have the power to open up my heart,
But I know you will never try.
So, I must get rid of this love
And say farewell good-bye.
11
If I have to break
Every rule in the world
The one I would never break
Is the rule of your love
If I have to breach
Every vow I have made
The one I would never breach
Is the vow made to you
If I have to steal
Everything in the world
The thing I would never steal
Is the time to spend with you
If I have to leave
Everyone known to me
The one I would never leave
Is you and only you
If I have to forget
Everything that's on my mind
The thing I would never forget
Is the true love you give
Friday, October 12, 2012
LOVE LETTER: I WISH TO TELL YOU...........
I wish to tell you, that every time I am with you I feel blessed. I plead you to bless me forever with your love.
Your love, your care, your support and faith, have made me a better person. I promise you all the happiness, fun and love in life. Be mine forever.
I love to lie down in your arms and listen to your heart beats. It makes me feel that there is someone in this world, whose heart beats only for me. I just can't stop loving you.
After I met you, I found life and a reason to live it. Your smiling face means the world to me. Please gift my world to me by being mine forever.
When I am with you, I am full of life. You make me feel special, you are my heart, soul and world. Please be with me forever.
You are the one, whom I think about while I go to bed, and the reason I blush while listening to love stories. I love you.
I love absolutely everything about you. But the thing I love the most is, the way you make me smile even while you are not around. I'm so madly in love with you.
When you hug me, it makes me forget the world outside. I feel so special and so loved. No one in this world can make me feel this way. I love you.
You encourage me, advice me, love me and spoil me. Most of all you my love, you bring out the best in me. I love you.
When around you, I don't need to be someone else. Thank you for loving me, for who I am.
You are one of those rare dreams after which, one always wakes up smiling. I love you my dear.
You complete my life and make it so worth living. Girl, you are nothing but an angel to me. I love you.
Every time you look into my eyes, it makes me fall in love with you all over again. You are the most beautiful person I have ever met. I'm honored to have you in my life. I love you.
I will love you even if it hurts, because baby you are the one I love the most. I love you.
I'm sending hugs and kisses to you baby, along with a promise I will love you forever.
I cannot put into words what you mean to me. I just love you way too much. I love you like crazy!
Another month, another year, another smile, another tear, another winter, another summer too but there will never be another you!
Some are pretty, some are cute, some have the eyes, some have the looks. Beauty is something that cannot be defined, But if it could be defined, in you it would be confined.
Everyday with you feels like a dream. No matter where I go or what I do, you are the last thought that puts me to sleep each night and the first thought that wakes me up every morning. I love my life because, it has you.
You make me so happy, happier than I have ever been. I can search and search, but I will never be able to find someone who brings a smile to my face the way you do. I love you so much.
I could do anything to bring a smile on your face that I love so much. I can't express my feelings for you. I love you more than you can imagine. I just love you a lot.
I fall In love all over again. Every time I see you.
Let's drive into the sunset. Sing love songs. We'll made promises and swear we'll never love somone else.
True love never dies. It only gets stronger with time.
Love isn't finding someone you can live with... It's finding someone you can't live without.
Love is when you don't want to go to sleep. Bcoz reality is better than a dream.
In love it is better to know and be disappointed than not to know and always wonder.
Love means giving up the one thing that keeps you alive. Your heart.
Behind every successful man is a woman – whoever said this is 100 percent right. You're the secret behind my success, my dear wife. I love you.
Every time I look into your eyes, I remind myself how wonderful my life is. To the most beautiful wife in the whole world, I love you!
I often pinch myself to check if I am dreaming. It's unbelievable for me to have such perfect life and a perfect wife like you. I love you darling.
You have been the first and will be the only one ever to touch my heart. Ever since the day I met you, my heart stopped beating for me. It beats for you, saying I love you with every beat.
I cannot get by a single day without looking into your pretty eyes and feeling the warm touch of your hands. What can I say, I am addicted to your love.
If life with you is so beautiful and heavenly, I might be disappointed with what the heavens have to offer later! Thanks for making every day of my life a joy to live. I love you.
With you by my side, I feel like I am the luckiest man alive to have the most pretty, understanding and loving wife. I look forward to the wonderful years ahead in our lives. I love you!
Every morning I wake up only because I look forward to spending another day with a beautiful princess like you. I love you.
The best day in my life was the day I married you
The best thing in my life is you
I cannot imagine a single day without you
I've said it once, and I'll say it again
I love you!!
I think that the Gods must have been asleep the day you were born. Only then would they have let such a beautiful angel escape to earth! I love you.
Holding you in my arms and spending a few moments hugging you is all I need after a hectic day's work. You are like a healing soul that drives away worries, pains and aches. How could I have ever lived without you my darling?
I don't think I will ever be able to compensate for how much you have tolerated me all these years. I just want thank you and tell you that you mean the world to me. Thanks for making my life worthy of living. I love you.
You are like wine because you get sweeter as the years go by. You are becoming prettier day by day and your ever youthful beauty still makes me feel weak in the knees every time I see you. I love you sweetheart!
Your beautiful eyes take me to a land far away where there is only love, happiness, joy and smiles everywhere. Your pretty lips remind me of your sizzling touch. I feel like a teenager in love when I see you. I just want to say I Love You to the most gorgeous woman on earth.
My love, I don't know how I can ever thank you for being such a caring and understanding person that you are. I just hope I can keep you happy all your life. I love you.
My love for you is deeper than the deepest ocean
Taller than the tallest mountain
Hotter than the hottest desert
And denser than the densest of forests
My love for you is truly eternal
I love you
I want to love you more than forever because even eternity is not enough time for me to express my love for you.
I am afraid of death not because I fear death itself. I am afraid of death because I know that even the heavens cannot be as beautiful as you. I love you my dear wife!
Your love is food for my heart, mind and soul without which I cannot survive a single second. You know my heart beats for you and only you. My darling wife, I love you.
I won't trade even a second spent with you for a billion dollars because every second of my life that I spend with you is priceless.
All my friends are jealous because I have such a loving and wonderful person like you in my life. Let's enjoy our togetherness to the fullest, darling. I love you!
When I first met you
I fell for you
Today all I want in life is you
I love you!
Every moment spent away from you feels like a thorn digging deep into my heart. Come closer and make the thorns go away sweetheart. You are the rose of my life!
The day I met you has been the best day of my life because I realized the true meaning of love. My life is incomplete without you honey. I love you.
I believe in God, I believe in miracles and I believe in angels, because it is a miracle that the Gods sent an angel like you in my life. Love you darling.
I have stopped making wishes on spotting falling stars. Do you know why? Because I have you and that's all I want in my life.
I want you to know that I am yours today, tomorrow and forever. I never knew what true love was until I met you. I love you dear.
Even after all these years together I get goose bumps when you look into my eyes. I feel like a teenager gushing with love every time I see you. You make me forever youthful. I love you!
I share my life with you not because I have to but because I can't live without you.
If a genie told me that I had 3 wishes and I could ask for anything I wanted, do you know what I'd ask for? A lifetime of your love, a lifetime of your touch and a lifetime of you and only you. I love you!
True happiness, true satisfaction and true love are the 3 important lessons that I've learnt after you came in my life. I hope our bond stays strong forever and ever!
My heart loves you like a candle. It burns and beats only to shower love for you, just like a candle sacrifices itself to give light in darkness. The only difference is that my heart will love you until eternity!
Not a single day of my life goes by without thinking about how I can make your life happier. I love you sweetheart and I want to do everything I can to make your life a pleasure, every single day.
You make me feel warm, safe and loved. You are the blanket that I want wrapped around me all the time. I just want to say that I love you and thanks for being there for me all the time.
If loving you was a crime, I am guilty for life. I love you!
I dreamt of loving a person as sweet as you
I dreamt of a relationship just like the one I have with you
I dreamt of a life just the way I live with you
Do dreams ever come true?
Yes they do because I found you
I love you!
Every day I pray for your success, prosperity and happiness because my happiness lies in yours. Love you darling.
I'd rather die in your arms than live a life without you. I love you more than forever!
Morning, afternoon, night
Today, tomorrow and forever
All I need and want is you
I love you!
If love was a disease, I want to suffer all my life because I love you till no end.
Your love, your care, your support and faith, have made me a better person. I promise you all the happiness, fun and love in life. Be mine forever.
I love to lie down in your arms and listen to your heart beats. It makes me feel that there is someone in this world, whose heart beats only for me. I just can't stop loving you.
After I met you, I found life and a reason to live it. Your smiling face means the world to me. Please gift my world to me by being mine forever.
When I am with you, I am full of life. You make me feel special, you are my heart, soul and world. Please be with me forever.
You are the one, whom I think about while I go to bed, and the reason I blush while listening to love stories. I love you.
I love absolutely everything about you. But the thing I love the most is, the way you make me smile even while you are not around. I'm so madly in love with you.
When you hug me, it makes me forget the world outside. I feel so special and so loved. No one in this world can make me feel this way. I love you.
You encourage me, advice me, love me and spoil me. Most of all you my love, you bring out the best in me. I love you.
When around you, I don't need to be someone else. Thank you for loving me, for who I am.
You are one of those rare dreams after which, one always wakes up smiling. I love you my dear.
You complete my life and make it so worth living. Girl, you are nothing but an angel to me. I love you.
Every time you look into my eyes, it makes me fall in love with you all over again. You are the most beautiful person I have ever met. I'm honored to have you in my life. I love you.
I will love you even if it hurts, because baby you are the one I love the most. I love you.
I'm sending hugs and kisses to you baby, along with a promise I will love you forever.
I cannot put into words what you mean to me. I just love you way too much. I love you like crazy!
Another month, another year, another smile, another tear, another winter, another summer too but there will never be another you!
Some are pretty, some are cute, some have the eyes, some have the looks. Beauty is something that cannot be defined, But if it could be defined, in you it would be confined.
Everyday with you feels like a dream. No matter where I go or what I do, you are the last thought that puts me to sleep each night and the first thought that wakes me up every morning. I love my life because, it has you.
You make me so happy, happier than I have ever been. I can search and search, but I will never be able to find someone who brings a smile to my face the way you do. I love you so much.
I could do anything to bring a smile on your face that I love so much. I can't express my feelings for you. I love you more than you can imagine. I just love you a lot.
I fall In love all over again. Every time I see you.
Let's drive into the sunset. Sing love songs. We'll made promises and swear we'll never love somone else.
True love never dies. It only gets stronger with time.
Love isn't finding someone you can live with... It's finding someone you can't live without.
Love is when you don't want to go to sleep. Bcoz reality is better than a dream.
In love it is better to know and be disappointed than not to know and always wonder.
Love means giving up the one thing that keeps you alive. Your heart.
Behind every successful man is a woman – whoever said this is 100 percent right. You're the secret behind my success, my dear wife. I love you.
Every time I look into your eyes, I remind myself how wonderful my life is. To the most beautiful wife in the whole world, I love you!
I often pinch myself to check if I am dreaming. It's unbelievable for me to have such perfect life and a perfect wife like you. I love you darling.
You have been the first and will be the only one ever to touch my heart. Ever since the day I met you, my heart stopped beating for me. It beats for you, saying I love you with every beat.
I cannot get by a single day without looking into your pretty eyes and feeling the warm touch of your hands. What can I say, I am addicted to your love.
If life with you is so beautiful and heavenly, I might be disappointed with what the heavens have to offer later! Thanks for making every day of my life a joy to live. I love you.
With you by my side, I feel like I am the luckiest man alive to have the most pretty, understanding and loving wife. I look forward to the wonderful years ahead in our lives. I love you!
Every morning I wake up only because I look forward to spending another day with a beautiful princess like you. I love you.
The best day in my life was the day I married you
The best thing in my life is you
I cannot imagine a single day without you
I've said it once, and I'll say it again
I love you!!
I think that the Gods must have been asleep the day you were born. Only then would they have let such a beautiful angel escape to earth! I love you.
Holding you in my arms and spending a few moments hugging you is all I need after a hectic day's work. You are like a healing soul that drives away worries, pains and aches. How could I have ever lived without you my darling?
I don't think I will ever be able to compensate for how much you have tolerated me all these years. I just want thank you and tell you that you mean the world to me. Thanks for making my life worthy of living. I love you.
You are like wine because you get sweeter as the years go by. You are becoming prettier day by day and your ever youthful beauty still makes me feel weak in the knees every time I see you. I love you sweetheart!
Your beautiful eyes take me to a land far away where there is only love, happiness, joy and smiles everywhere. Your pretty lips remind me of your sizzling touch. I feel like a teenager in love when I see you. I just want to say I Love You to the most gorgeous woman on earth.
My love, I don't know how I can ever thank you for being such a caring and understanding person that you are. I just hope I can keep you happy all your life. I love you.
My love for you is deeper than the deepest ocean
Taller than the tallest mountain
Hotter than the hottest desert
And denser than the densest of forests
My love for you is truly eternal
I love you
I want to love you more than forever because even eternity is not enough time for me to express my love for you.
I am afraid of death not because I fear death itself. I am afraid of death because I know that even the heavens cannot be as beautiful as you. I love you my dear wife!
Your love is food for my heart, mind and soul without which I cannot survive a single second. You know my heart beats for you and only you. My darling wife, I love you.
I won't trade even a second spent with you for a billion dollars because every second of my life that I spend with you is priceless.
All my friends are jealous because I have such a loving and wonderful person like you in my life. Let's enjoy our togetherness to the fullest, darling. I love you!
When I first met you
I fell for you
Today all I want in life is you
I love you!
Every moment spent away from you feels like a thorn digging deep into my heart. Come closer and make the thorns go away sweetheart. You are the rose of my life!
The day I met you has been the best day of my life because I realized the true meaning of love. My life is incomplete without you honey. I love you.
I believe in God, I believe in miracles and I believe in angels, because it is a miracle that the Gods sent an angel like you in my life. Love you darling.
I have stopped making wishes on spotting falling stars. Do you know why? Because I have you and that's all I want in my life.
I want you to know that I am yours today, tomorrow and forever. I never knew what true love was until I met you. I love you dear.
Even after all these years together I get goose bumps when you look into my eyes. I feel like a teenager gushing with love every time I see you. You make me forever youthful. I love you!
I share my life with you not because I have to but because I can't live without you.
If a genie told me that I had 3 wishes and I could ask for anything I wanted, do you know what I'd ask for? A lifetime of your love, a lifetime of your touch and a lifetime of you and only you. I love you!
True happiness, true satisfaction and true love are the 3 important lessons that I've learnt after you came in my life. I hope our bond stays strong forever and ever!
My heart loves you like a candle. It burns and beats only to shower love for you, just like a candle sacrifices itself to give light in darkness. The only difference is that my heart will love you until eternity!
Not a single day of my life goes by without thinking about how I can make your life happier. I love you sweetheart and I want to do everything I can to make your life a pleasure, every single day.
You make me feel warm, safe and loved. You are the blanket that I want wrapped around me all the time. I just want to say that I love you and thanks for being there for me all the time.
If loving you was a crime, I am guilty for life. I love you!
I dreamt of loving a person as sweet as you
I dreamt of a relationship just like the one I have with you
I dreamt of a life just the way I live with you
Do dreams ever come true?
Yes they do because I found you
I love you!
Every day I pray for your success, prosperity and happiness because my happiness lies in yours. Love you darling.
I'd rather die in your arms than live a life without you. I love you more than forever!
Morning, afternoon, night
Today, tomorrow and forever
All I need and want is you
I love you!
If love was a disease, I want to suffer all my life because I love you till no end.
LOVE LETTER: EACH TIME I LOOK AT YOUR GORGEOUS FACE
Each time I look at your gorgeous face, I feel my heart melt in your love. I just cannot stop thinking about you. I love you.
My heart beats only for your love. Life with you feels like a fairytale, so beautiful and pure. Let us live in this world of love forever. I love you.
The day you stepped into my life, you changed it into something so beautiful and meaningful. You are just so amazing to have around. I cannot stop myself from telling you everyday, how much you mean to me. I love you so much.
You are the first and the only person to touch my heart with your passionate and never-ending love. I love you.
You are so caring and affectionate. Your heart is filled with compassion and love. I am so lucky to be in love with an angel.
I can always feel the presence of your love in my life. Everything you do makes me love you even more. I feel overwhelmed in your neverending love.
You came into my life and totally changed my world. I have lost total control of myself. I am a changed person. My heart does not belong any more to me. It's given away to you. I am deeply and madly in love with you.
I miss you so much my love. I just cannot wait to meet you. Everything has gone beyond me, I have lost control over myself. I am lost in love.
I can feel my heart beating so fast. People think I'm gone crazy and so I am. I'm just crazy in love with you, my wifey.
I cannot survive without your love. I feel suffocated when you are not around me. I love you so much. In your love, I think of nothing but love.
I don't know what would I do without you in my life. Your eyes, your smile and the way you look at me makes me feel like I am living a sweet dream. I don't want to even imagine living a single moment without you. I'm so much in love with you my dearest wife.
I may not get the time to tell you this everyday, but I just want you to know that you mean the world to me.
I love to wake up each morning, and hold you in my arms. I am the luckiest man in this world who has been blessed with the most beautiful woman ever. I never want to lose the love we share between us. I love you.
Just like wine gets sweeter as it gets older, you keep getting so beautiful with age. I fall a little more in love with you with every passing day.
They say when love is real, it never fades away. It just keeps getting more and more stronger with time. That is the way I feel with you.. I could never give you away for anything in this world. You are so special to me, my dear wife.
Behind every successful man is a woman – whoever said this is 100 percent right. You're the secret behind my success, my dear wife. I love you.
Every time I look into your eyes, I remind myself how wonderful my life is. To the most beautiful wife in the whole world, I love you!
I often pinch myself to check if I am dreaming. It's unbelievable for me to have such perfect life and a perfect wife like you. I love you darling.
You have been the first and will be the only one ever to touch my heart. Ever since the day I met you, my heart stopped beating for me. It beats for you, saying I love you with every beat.
I cannot get by a single day without looking into your pretty eyes and feeling the warm touch of your hands. What can I say, I am addicted to your love.
If life with you is so beautiful and heavenly, I might be disappointed with what the heavens have to offer later! Thanks for making every day of my life a joy to live. I love you.
With you by my side, I feel like I am the luckiest man alive to have the most pretty, understanding and loving wife. I look forward to the wonderful years ahead in our lives. I love you!
Every morning I wake up only because I look forward to spending another day with a beautiful princess like you. I love you.
The best thing in my life is you
I cannot imagine a single day without you
I've said it once, and I'll say it again
I love you!!
I think that the Gods must have been asleep the day you were born. Only then would they have let such a beautiful angel escape to earth! I love you.
Holding you in my arms and spending a few moments hugging you is all I need after a hectic day's work. You are like a healing soul that drives away worries, pains and aches. How could I have ever lived without you my darling?
I don't think I will ever be able to compensate for how much you have tolerated me all these years. I just want thank you and tell you that you mean the world to me. Thanks for making my life worthy of living. I love you.
You are like wine because you get sweeter as the years go by. You are becoming prettier day by day and your ever youthful beauty still makes me feel weak in the knees every time I see you. I love you sweetheart!
Your beautiful eyes take me to a land far away where there is only love, happiness, joy and smiles everywhere. Your pretty lips remind me of your sizzling touch. I feel like a teenager in love when I see you. I just want to say I Love You to the most gorgeous woman on earth.
My love, I don't know how I can ever thank you for being such a caring and understanding person that you are. I just hope I can keep you happy all your life. I love you.
My love for you is deeper than the deepest ocean
Taller than the tallest mountain
Hotter than the hottest desert
And denser than the densest of forests
My love for you is truly eternal
I love you
I want to love you more than forever because even eternity is not enough time for me to express my love for you.
I am afraid of death not because I fear death itself. I am afraid of death because I know that even the heavens cannot be as beautiful as you. I love you my dear wife!
Your love is food for my heart, mind and soul without which I cannot survive a single second. You know my heart beats for you and only you. My darling wife, I love you.
I won't trade even a second spent with you for a billion dollars because every second of my life that I spend with you is priceless
My heart beats only for your love. Life with you feels like a fairytale, so beautiful and pure. Let us live in this world of love forever. I love you.
The day you stepped into my life, you changed it into something so beautiful and meaningful. You are just so amazing to have around. I cannot stop myself from telling you everyday, how much you mean to me. I love you so much.
You are the first and the only person to touch my heart with your passionate and never-ending love. I love you.
You are so caring and affectionate. Your heart is filled with compassion and love. I am so lucky to be in love with an angel.
I can always feel the presence of your love in my life. Everything you do makes me love you even more. I feel overwhelmed in your neverending love.
You came into my life and totally changed my world. I have lost total control of myself. I am a changed person. My heart does not belong any more to me. It's given away to you. I am deeply and madly in love with you.
I miss you so much my love. I just cannot wait to meet you. Everything has gone beyond me, I have lost control over myself. I am lost in love.
I can feel my heart beating so fast. People think I'm gone crazy and so I am. I'm just crazy in love with you, my wifey.
I cannot survive without your love. I feel suffocated when you are not around me. I love you so much. In your love, I think of nothing but love.
I don't know what would I do without you in my life. Your eyes, your smile and the way you look at me makes me feel like I am living a sweet dream. I don't want to even imagine living a single moment without you. I'm so much in love with you my dearest wife.
I may not get the time to tell you this everyday, but I just want you to know that you mean the world to me.
I love to wake up each morning, and hold you in my arms. I am the luckiest man in this world who has been blessed with the most beautiful woman ever. I never want to lose the love we share between us. I love you.
Just like wine gets sweeter as it gets older, you keep getting so beautiful with age. I fall a little more in love with you with every passing day.
They say when love is real, it never fades away. It just keeps getting more and more stronger with time. That is the way I feel with you.. I could never give you away for anything in this world. You are so special to me, my dear wife.
Behind every successful man is a woman – whoever said this is 100 percent right. You're the secret behind my success, my dear wife. I love you.
Every time I look into your eyes, I remind myself how wonderful my life is. To the most beautiful wife in the whole world, I love you!
I often pinch myself to check if I am dreaming. It's unbelievable for me to have such perfect life and a perfect wife like you. I love you darling.
You have been the first and will be the only one ever to touch my heart. Ever since the day I met you, my heart stopped beating for me. It beats for you, saying I love you with every beat.
I cannot get by a single day without looking into your pretty eyes and feeling the warm touch of your hands. What can I say, I am addicted to your love.
If life with you is so beautiful and heavenly, I might be disappointed with what the heavens have to offer later! Thanks for making every day of my life a joy to live. I love you.
With you by my side, I feel like I am the luckiest man alive to have the most pretty, understanding and loving wife. I look forward to the wonderful years ahead in our lives. I love you!
Every morning I wake up only because I look forward to spending another day with a beautiful princess like you. I love you.
The best thing in my life is you
I cannot imagine a single day without you
I've said it once, and I'll say it again
I love you!!
I think that the Gods must have been asleep the day you were born. Only then would they have let such a beautiful angel escape to earth! I love you.
Holding you in my arms and spending a few moments hugging you is all I need after a hectic day's work. You are like a healing soul that drives away worries, pains and aches. How could I have ever lived without you my darling?
I don't think I will ever be able to compensate for how much you have tolerated me all these years. I just want thank you and tell you that you mean the world to me. Thanks for making my life worthy of living. I love you.
You are like wine because you get sweeter as the years go by. You are becoming prettier day by day and your ever youthful beauty still makes me feel weak in the knees every time I see you. I love you sweetheart!
Your beautiful eyes take me to a land far away where there is only love, happiness, joy and smiles everywhere. Your pretty lips remind me of your sizzling touch. I feel like a teenager in love when I see you. I just want to say I Love You to the most gorgeous woman on earth.
My love, I don't know how I can ever thank you for being such a caring and understanding person that you are. I just hope I can keep you happy all your life. I love you.
My love for you is deeper than the deepest ocean
Taller than the tallest mountain
Hotter than the hottest desert
And denser than the densest of forests
My love for you is truly eternal
I love you
I want to love you more than forever because even eternity is not enough time for me to express my love for you.
I am afraid of death not because I fear death itself. I am afraid of death because I know that even the heavens cannot be as beautiful as you. I love you my dear wife!
Your love is food for my heart, mind and soul without which I cannot survive a single second. You know my heart beats for you and only you. My darling wife, I love you.
I won't trade even a second spent with you for a billion dollars because every second of my life that I spend with you is priceless
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