THOUGHTS: ONE SENTENCE THOUGHTS I HAD......

I don't chase after anyone anymore. If you wanna walk out of my life, I'll hold the door open for you.

I don't think you meant to hurt me. I don't think you thought about me at all, you only thought about yourself.

Fight for me. I want you to beg me to stay and tell me how horrible you're doing without me. Show me you need me and want me in your life. That you'll do anything to make me stay. Show me that I'm the only girl for you, and no other girl compares. Chase after me. Don't let me give up, show me I'm making a big mistake by leaving. Show me how important I am to you. Don't just let me walk away...

Do you know what it’s like to reach for the phone and then have to pull your hand back because you remember you’re not supposed to call anymore? You sit back with tears building up in your eyes because you know it’s not the last time you’ll miss the conversations you shared.

Congratulations, you must feel like you're on top of the world. I bet hurting me made you feel really great, didn't it?

Best way not to get your heart broken, is to pretend you don't have one.

 Saying goodbyes are always hard. You hug a little tighter, smell a little deeper, attempt to commit the feel of the person to your memory. You want time to stop, but you can't and you know you can't. You know that you have to go on. So you cling on for a moment, and press your lips to their cheeks and murmur, "I'll see you when I see you."

You can try your hardest, you can do everything and say everything, but sometimes people just aren't worth trying over anymore. They aren't worth worrying about. It's important to know when to let go of someone who only brings you down.

 You can apologize as much as you want, cry a million tears . but it will never be enough. You took my trust, my faith and my heart and completley crushed them. We can never go back to how we were, because the woman that loved you, is no longer here. She left; the moment you decided I wasnt good enough. She left, the moment you betrayed me and everything we had. You arent the same person, to me, that you were two weeks ago - and im not the same guyyou fucked over. I have no trust and no faith in you, and my heart is in too many pieces to count. So take your "im sorrys" and choke on them, because they mean absolutley nothing. Not anymore.

Okay, you want the truth? You really fucking hurt me, and I don't know how to forgive you. It's not that I hate you it's just that I can't look at you without getting sick.

I hate how dispensable I am to people. I hate how people feel they can just forget about me, replace me, erase me without even a second thought. It's like I don't matter to anyone. And hey, I mean I don't blame you. I'm no one special. I just thought you were different. I had more faith in you. And you took that, ripped it up, shoved it in my face and walked away without ever looking back.

The rain falls because the cloud can no longer handle the weight. The tears fall because the heart can no longer handle the pain.


Just don't give up, okay? Because someone out there feels the same exact way you do right now. Because this is life. And it's not supposed to be easy,or perfect. Because even if it was, we'd all still have something to complain about. So just hang in there. Whatever's going wrong, will eventually go right. Whether it's friends, family,  Nothing will ever be damaged forever. Like they say, in the end you're happy. And if you're not happy...well then it's not the end now is it?

One day you'll miss me like hell and you'll wish that you never fucked up. Then you'll come running back to what could've been yours. Should've been yours. But you'll see this time around, im the one thats not gunna give a fuck.

 You didn't sat anything to hurt me. It was all the things you wouldn't say,all the things I could see in your eyes and wouldn't share with me.It was all those things that made me hurt.

You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.

When you’re young everything feels like the end of the world. But it’s not. It’s just the beginning.

 Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one lives forever.

 I think that the only reason why people hold onto memories so tight, for so long, is because memories are the only things that don’t change when everythingelse does.

The worse feeling isn't being lonely, but being forgotten by someone you could never forget. To look back and see how things used to be, knowing it'll never bethe same and realizing it doesn't matter to her at all because she doesn't miss a thing. Thats the worst feeling.

one day it all catches up to you; every ended relationship, every tear shed, every broken heart. you pick up the pieces, you brush them off and you put them back together, only each time you need a little more glue. then, just like that, glue's not enough anymore. the cracks, the holes, the shattered dreams, they're a part of you. try as you might, you can't fix what's been broken, you can't mend what's been torn. you're down trodden, pathetic, unable to go on... or so you think. then she walks into your life with a smile, with a whisper and a kiss, and you're no longer broken. your world of gray becomes a little brighter, a little more colorful. the more time you spend with her, the more complete your once fragile, shattered heart becomes. until one morning you wake up and just like that, you're in love and the grass is greener and the sky is bluer, and the past is the past. you are no longer consumed with regret, remorse, or pain. yet in the back of your mind, one thing lingers... fear; fear of what you're risking, fear of going back, fear of being broken again, this time forever. then he smiles and says those three words you've been longing to hear and nothing else matters.

i don't know what it is, i just cry sometimes. maybe i'm too oblivious to the things going on around me, that i don't realize that i'm hurting as much as i am. so when the tears stream down my face and i don't have anything to say, don't ask me why i'm crying, because i simply don't know. just hold me. i just want to be held.



I thought you meant what you promised. Silly me.

 I find it really hard to accept that some things in life will never go back to the way it used to be, and all I can do is think about it all the time, wishing I could relive it. When I close my eyes, I think about all the good times we had, but it's all in the past and I can never get it back. I loved those days and I miss them so much. It hurts to know that those memories will always stay in my mind no matter what I do, but I know it's impossible to go back

There are times when I wish certain people could read my thoughts. So they’ll know what I’m too scared to say.

Sometimes you have to realize that the people you can’t live without, can live without you


 Do you miss her at the most happy and fulfilling times of your life? Just because you miss her when the world is quiet and you feel alone, doesn't mean you love her. You will miss anyone when you’re lonely. It’s when your life is going great and you still feel that ache in your heart because she isn’t there to see the genuine smile on your face, and happiness in your life.

 I hope you drop a penny off the empire state building, and then decide you really like that penny, and jump after it.


No one looks back on their life and remembers the nights they got plenty of sleep.

 Am I mad at you? That’s your main concern after shattering my whole world? Mad for what? Breaking my heart? Or for all the lies? Maybe for letting me put all my trust in you only to be betrayed? How about the fact you didn’t even have the decency to tell me to my face? Or the way you think it’s crazy that I’m crying over it cause to you breaking up is no big deal. Am I mad at you?… no. More like crushed… did I ever really know you?


you know what? yes I have changed. I'm not as nice as I used to be, I don't want to get used & walked all over. I don't trust everyone, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because all they're going to do is leave in the end. I have changed, because I realized I'm the only person I can depend on


Out of all the things I could do with you, I look forward to sleeping with you the most. And I don’t mean the sleeping with you like having sex. I mean just like sleeping in the same bed with you, you holding me in your arms, hearing your heart beat. Having me fall asleep right next to you and you waking up right next to me.

 Never get too attached to anyone because attachments lead to expectations & expectations lead to disappointments.

Goodbyes make you think. They make you realize who you had, what you've lost, & what you've taken for granted.


I speak the truth; but I guess that's like a foreign language.


 "you fail." said someone. And I was thinking: yeah, like your mom's abortion.



Congratulations, you won. I have finally stopped trying. You are out of my life. Probably forever. But just remember, that when you realize that you lost your best friend, it was your fault. Don't you dare try and pin this on me. I have done my fair share of messing up, but this one, it's not my fault whatsoever.



What`s a soul mate? Well, it`s like a best friend but more, it`s the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. It`s someone who makes you a better person, but actually they don`t make you a better person, you do that yourself because they inspire you. A soul mate is someone you carry with you forever. It`s the one person who knew you & accepted you & believed in you before anyone else did, or when no one else would. & no matter what happens, you`ll aways love them. Nothing can ever change that.


The hardest part about walking away from someone is the part where you have to realize that no matter how slow you go, that someone will never run after you.

 I realized that that I was holding on to something that didn't exist anymore. The things we like and dislike change. And we can wish they wouldn't all day long, but that never works.



 It's taken me awhile, but i'm learning that letting go of the past is a good thing. It doesn't mean forgetting, it just means moving on and you can't enjoy the present when you're stuck in the past.


The more you think about it the more power you give it. Remember what happened, but know you can't move forward by looking backward.



The best feeling comes when you realize that you’re perfectly happy without the people you thought you needed the most.



Overthinking ruins you. Ruins the situation, turns things around, makes you worry, and just makes things worse than they actually are.


 Oh, you love me? Ha, save it. If you loved me, you wouldn't have lied. If you loved me you wouldn't of broken all of your bullshit promises. If you loved me, you would care to still call me once in awhile to see how I'm doing. If you loved me, you would be missing me right now, like I have to deal with missing you. If you loved me, you wouldn't of replaced me so easily.If you loved me, you wouldn't have taken the easy way out, and walked away, when I was still holding on.



It is a truth universally acknowledged that when one part of your life starts going okay, another falls spectacularly to pieces.



The first person who is on your mind the moment you open your eyes after a very long sleep is the reason either of your happiness or pain. And most of the time, both.



 I gave up on you. Not because I don't love you, not because I don't want to be with you anymore, but because not once did you ever fight for me.



You know you truly care about someone when you try and convince yourself that you don't.



 It used to kill me to go a day without talking to you. Well kid, I can't  even remember the last time we spoke - and guess what? I'm still alive.



You can spend minutes, hours, days, or even weeks over-analyzing a situation, trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've been.. or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the hell on.



 Be careful with who you open up to. Only a few care, the rest are just curious.


 I'm waiting for the day when you realize what you gave up on.



You can't have a better tomorrow if you're still thinking about yesterday.



 It’s hard when someone special ignores you, but it’s even harder pretending you don’t care.



You know that feeling of waiting for someone. I mean really waiting for someone - standing in front of a restaurant in the cold and having hundreds of people pass you on the sidewalk. And you don't want to do anything else, because you're afraid you might miss something - that somehow if you don't spot her right away, she'll walk right by. So you stand there and you don't do anything except think about how you're standing there. Occasionally you might look at your watch, or check your cell phone to see if it's accidentally on silent, even though you already checked for that a minute ago. That's what this is starting to feel like.


When it comes to relationships, people are always so scared of the what if’s that they forget the what is. They spend so much time thinking, “What if I get hurt?” and “What if it doesn’t work out?” that they stop thinking about the things that are already real. They forget the feeling they get when the person they love walks into the room and the excitement that rushes through them when the phone rings because it might be the person they are waiting to hear from. Never let the fear of what if stop you from letting yourself take a chance on love because what if this is the person you’re destined to spend the rest of your life with?

Sometimes, by holding on too tight, you end up losing what you were trying so hard to save.


I told her once i wasn't good at anything. She told me survival is a talent.


Consider me a memory, consider me the past. Consider me a smile in an old photograph, someone who used to make you laugh...



Only if you were here, I'd be the happiest person in the world.



 Sorry is like a band-aid. Just because you use it, doesn't mean it's gonna heal the wound.



You wanna know why I hate you? You broke me, you took and you took and you didn't even think of my feelings. You didn't think about the outcome of how this would effect me, you only thought about yourself and how this would help you and do you good. You didn't take into consideration that I had never done that before and that it would hit me hard my first time and than you left,
without a word. You don't fuck with people's feelings like this, I did not deserve to be hurt like this. no one does.



 It's hard to let go of people who are important to you but twice harder to see them fine as you let them go



 There are certain people who are not meant to fit in your life, no matter how much you want them to.



 And I know that I should probably just let go, because I know that it wont work out and everyone tells me that. So I try to convince myself that its better off that way without her... But then I'll think of her and remember her smile that makes me melt and I cant imagine myself with anyone else and no matter how hard it will be, I want to be with her



Do you know how it feels to let go of someone you really love for a long time, just for them to be happy?



When I think about what we used to be, I think of how a text from you would make my day. How whether we talked or not would determine if I was happy or sad. How I was always wondering how you really felt, never knowing for sure. I think you were afraid to show me everything, afraid to commit. Or maybe you just really are a player and didn't ever actually like me, but I don't believe that. I guess truly I won't ever know for sure, but what I do know is that I never want to have that feeling of letting someone have complete control over my emotions ever again, especially when in the end you just let me down.



 Sometimes I find myself glancing at the clock, wondering what you're doing at that exact moment.



I want an unknown relationship. Not a public one where everyone has to know. I will not say that I am single nor will I deny the fact that I'm taken, but nobody has to know with who and what goes on between us. I think the quietest relationships last the longest. The number one thing that ruins relationships are their surroundings.



It's just hard, you know? I look at you, and it hurts so much to know that we can't be together.



 the best feeling in the world is doing something that everyone said you couldn't



Maybe this is supposed to be the end of us, maybe we are not supposed to reconcile and be friends again. Maybe we were here to teach one another a lesson, and once the lesson was taught we were supposed to leave. You taught me love, lust, pain and trust. I taught you to never let anyone take advantage of you. And now maybe, just maybe, this is the end for us.



they said we stood a little too close stared a little bit too long. they probably thought we were in love. but who knows, maybe we were.


I thought I was over you, I thought I was okay. I really thought it this time. You're no longer for hours and hours and hours in my mind, I don't think about you as much as I always did. But I still do. I thought that I could close the door, telling myself every day that it doesn't matter. Lying to myself everyday, saying that you don't matter to me. But deep down inside it's not okay, because it really does matter. You do really matter. I do still love you, I do still want you to like me. I'm protecting myself by saying that it doesn't matter, so you won't hurt me, but it's a lie. I don't think about you as much as I did, but I still do. I still can't forget you. I'm just too in love to let go.



I really can't explain it, but I like you without trying. I love the things you say, and how you never fail to make me smile. And by the end of the night, you're always on my mind