Wednesday, August 15, 2012

POETRY: I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER EVEN MORE THAN I DO

Last night when I couldn't sleep
Tossing and turning in my sheets
And as I drowned in my dreams
I thought about my insecurities

Will she stick around and see us through
What if she tires of my past wounds?
Is her patience going to run out soon?
Without her I will feel totally doomed!

My surroundings holding me down
Early hours bring nothing but a frown
Life seems so complicated without you around
Being connected to you makes me feel found.

When I'm with you, nothing even matters
And time seems to go just a little bit faster
Logic and reason always go out my window
Why live ordinary when we are better just so

We do as we please because we are grown
No other world is better than our own
We'll watch damn cartoons until we grow old
Hold me in your arms and never ever let go

We may not have silver spoons or finery
Or take pleasures like you do with money
We are richer than the richest of any celebrity
Our love is sweeter then the sweetest of honey

My reality may somehow sometimes be blue
But the one thing that's sure, pure and true ...

is the way I feel when I'm with you.






2

The man of her dreams
existed
only in her mind.
True love...
she was never able
to find!
She hid her passion
deep in her soul.
Buried in
some forgotten hole.
Oceans of tears
lubricated
her dry, barren years.
The woman of his dreams...
never appeared
at his door.
His eyes searched
for her
throughout
each and every store.
True love...
was so elusive.
So...he became
very reclusive.
His passion...
he had thrown away.
Given up...
all thoughts of wild,
romantic nights
and days.
Each sought comfort
at the local park.
Crying endless tears...
in the dark.
Each took a seat
on their favorite bench.
Two sets of startled eyes
met...for the first time.
She was a vision
of loveliness...
in shades of yellow and lime.
He couldn?t help but
notice her special glow...
Her delicate beauty
wouldn?t allow his river
of sweet words...to flow.
He was everything
she had ever dreamed of!
Dark curly hair,
an impish smile and
pale, beautiful eyes...
He didn?t speak a word...
Those two sets of eyes
remained...intertwined!



3

The moments I looked at you, I wish you knew.
The talks we had, I wanted you to know.
Please let me explain, and let me be the truth that I dream it to be.
Because happiness Is the smile you gave me.



4


I hope, one day, you will think back
to these moments... when we held each other
and laughed till we ached with joy
and tears tickled our cheeks.

You won't remember- why,
but you will remember- how
we were so happy.

I want you to remember
the way I smiled at you,
like it was the first time,
every chance I got.
And the way I kissed you,
like it was the last time,
every chance you gave.

I want you to remember
all the sweet words I said to you
but even more... the way I said them.

I hope, one day, you will think back
to these moments....
as we sit together in silent comfort
watching each others lips wrap around
...our addiction.
admiring one another as we inhale
...our bad habit.

You won't remember how terrible it was,
but you will remember how good it felt...
because it was time spent together.

I want you to remember
the way I touched your face
and the way you held mine....
when we made love.
I want you to remember
how I whispered softly in your ear,
just to say, "hi".....
and the way it made you smile.

I want you to remember the way I looked at you,
with big eyes and a bottomless heart...
always wondering if you knew
how wonderful I think you are.
And though you didn't love me back,
I want you to remember... how I love you
...like it's never going to hurt.



5
I long for your hands to touch me once again
I long to look into your deep dark eyes just one more time
I long for your wet passionate kisses and all the love
you give me that I'm missing
Every minute I'm not with you feels like eternity
until you - you calm me with your gentle voice
and serenity. When we're not together I feel like a part of me is
gone because I've been yearning for you for so long
I think about you day and night and in my dreams at night
We began holding each other and when we attempt to share our love
I can't wait until I finally see you so I can tell you how much I love you

6

I want to climb with you all the mountains,
I want to bathe with you in the sea,
I want to dream with you forever
Until the sky falls down on me!


7

Next to you
I was next to you that night
All the world seemed to stop
Leaving you and I there to sleep
And the only thing I felt was your love for me
It was a warm blanket covering my soul
You kissed my head
Touched my cheek
And whispered
"I love you"
There was no doubt in my mind
I love you too
You held me close
I could feel your warm breath on me
Such a beautiful perfect moment
A moment which feels like a lifetime
All I can do is
Breathe in this moment
And think
Tomorrow I'll be
Next to you


8

I await her approach,
Time is standing still,
Where is she, I wonder,
As the night drifts towards me like a prowler
with the uncertainty of whether I will feel her again,

Though she does not know and I am not sure,
I treasure her like a gem in the eye of the beholder,
The diamond in the rock that has hundreds of years to form
and bursts outward into my grasp so that I may embrace it
within my bosom and hold it there for eternity,

Time still passes and I am comforted by the thought of her,
As I dance in the rain and as the ocean crashes against my naked skin,
In the quiet of the storm I feel her presence near me,

With the touch of her mouth I feel her embracing me,
Consuming me,
Taking control of me,
All of me,

When she nears the realm of my existence, I quiver,
She is so innocent and gentle,
I pierce through my coverings and stand in my naked flesh,

Awaiting her next move and hoping for just a slight touch,
One of which would last me for a lifetime,
Just one would fulfill the emptiness I feel,
Just one may damn me,

But the comfort I need and want, she possesses,
Nowhere to go but forward,
But I am forced to turn away,
What she possesses is too much,
Too great,
Too overwhelming,

I cannot,
But I must,
I want to cry and shatter where I stand,
Desire, Passion, Lust, Need, Want,
All Within the Stranger,
The Animal,
The Unknown,
The Comforter.


9


worlds apart during the day
lovers only in a dream
completely absorbed into one another
just to be torn apart at dawn
leaving me wanting
only to dream
of you and what's to come




10

My love
I will dance
in the clouds
with you
Among the windswept
hills of a distant
paradise
Of nature's shelter
Among the pines,
alpine flowers
and wild roses

My love
I will climb
to the highest
peaks
with you
Among the angels
in a feathery forest
of frosty
imagination
I will be there --
There, in your
arms

My love
I will cross
the deserts
of the world
with you
Scorched by the
hellish sun
I will protect you
from all this
And we will survive

My love
I will cross the oceans
to be with you
Among the desolate
lonely places
In the wild winters
of the frozen North
I will be there
with you

My love
I will be with
you
In the pathway of
our destiny
Holding you,
embracing you
Caring for you,
forever,
with you



11

Passion, a poet's thoughts
Of moments in a mind's day
Beyond the visual, in
thought's play
Of layers of memories
Real. imagined, dreamed
In interplay
Scenes, sounds, smells
Interwoven and separated
And from all this
a passionate play
Of lovers deeds and places
of virtual paradise
Impossible colors, improbable
designs
Architectural conglomerates
of wild invention
Places of paradise and
sensuous fruitfulness
In boundless play
such places we visit
To feast on the visions
of such profound complexity
In interwoven imagery
where our delights are met
Improbable journeys to
realities of our deepest thoughts
Our passionate minds


12
The power of a kiss, is an incredible thing,
it lifts you to such levels. The levels can be of lust,
passion, pain, and ultimately love. I believed kissing
was just that- kissing- but to kiss, means to learn the power
and levels of it. The level of lust is purely that,
passion can be love, lust, and other emotions which are
of unexplainable measurements and powers. Oh and the pain
of a kiss- to know this is your final kiss, that there
shall be no more from the mouth for which you yearn,
a pain like no other. But the bliss of a kiss, that is
kissed with love and all the joys and wonders which come with
that kiss as if all of the world ceases to exist at
the very moment your lips touch. I suppose the meanings
of kisses are defined differntly by everyone but these
are my defintions- but what do I know...


13

It fills the space
in your soul.
It keeps you together
and makes you whole.

Living without it
could hurt so much,
you can feel it
with his every touch.

I look in my future
and all I see,
are visions of love,
just you and me.

Together forever,
side by side.
You've always been there
even when I've cried.

My feelings for you
are stronger than before.
They continue to grow
each day more and more.

So with these words
I'll say my vow:
"I'll love you forever,
even more than I do now."

POETRY: I MUST DEVOUR HER AS A WHOLE

Love is a small word,
yet reaches far
and touches all...
Especially you and me.
2
I love you because my hand fits so perfectly with yours.
Because our lips melt together like candy.
Because our bodies wrapped together are as one.
Because at night, when I'm holding you in my arms,
our world is so, right.

I love you for your heart and its truthfulness, its love that is
so pure, even when our life at times is unsure...
I love you for sharing your dreams and for knowing my own.
And for even when your tired, for listening, to some silly poem.

I love you for looking past the moon and seeing the stars.
But most of all "I Love You" For this love of ours...
3
Eyes of a Princess
A great work of art,
Pierce my defenses
and melt my cold heart;
Beckons with smiles
treasured more than gold,
Myst'rious wiles
of futures untold.

A union of souls
the greatest of smarts,
Not playing roles
but merging our hearts;
Learning how to give
as well as receive,
Learning how to live
and not to deceive.

Gallantry of Knight
I give thee to you,
O' Lady of light.
A dream, for us two,
Of horizons far
beyond ken of men.
As bright as the star
over Bethlehem.
4
My love for you is like a circle,
never ending.
Think of me always,
wherever you are
I'll be with you.
When the wind blows
through your fingers and hair,
it's me touching you,
and when you taste the fresh water
and feel a sense of relief,
it's me kissing you.
When you go out into the day
looking for adventure,
I'll be right by your side.
When you're lonely and feel insecure,
I'm only a phone call away.
I'll be with you always in spirit.
No matter where you are,
I'll be with you.
5
Whispering winds howl through the twisted banyon trees,
ogling a sound of harmony.
As hypnotic as the wind, the waves caress the shore
rolling in like a mini thunder storm.
The peaceful sky sparkles with shimmering glitters
and echoing sounds of seabirds perform their ritual love calls.
As he glances down the white sandy shore,
an image of pure light emerges.
Like the wind she moves with grace,
his heart begins to pulse and pound off rhythm.
He can no longer hold his posture and focus his thoughts.
Conflict within his soul begins to erupt,
his mind begins to race searching for words
and the courage that would enable him to move
towards this angel from heaven.
Beautiful, brown eyes focus towards him
like a blow from a hammer, he is leveled by her beauty.
Gasping for words from deep in his soul
he murmurs HELLO!
A smile forms from her lips that stretch across her face
and with the voice of a harp, she replies HELLO!
The wall he built around his heart collapses,
never was this to happen, for he was doomed to never love again.
6
Every detail about her is intoxicating
I cannot savor just one piece
I must devour her as a whole

The radiance of her smile
The strength of her intelligence
The riveting power of her touch
I become weak in her presence

Her silent strength deafens me
Her emotional weakness cripples
For every moment of physical touch
Sends me into an inner frenzy

She is what I have sought
My entire self-indulgent life
She absorbs me like the rain
That becomes life in the dry heat
7
Do you have a clue as to how much I love You? I think not, because you would
not be able to sleep at night if we weren't together. You would not have to
walk on anything but clouds, in any kind of weather.

Be that as it may, you can go about your day, while I am dreaming of your
sweet face,
that is my only reason for existence, that one day we will have our own
place.

While you are at work, while you are at play, while you wash your clothes on
any given day.
You must not worry, you must not fret, for you are my true love, and you are
heaven sent...

That was for my sweet, and if you only
knew, that you are everything to me and that everything is you!!
8
You are the sunshine that shines brightly in my skies.
When my sun goes down, it makes me want to cry. . .
Your sunset is an incredible sight for any eye to behold.
My soul-piercing love for you will never grow old
Because in my heart its you I want to hold.
9
Every time you made love to me
The Heavens would sing of love,
and the whole world could hear;
everyone who ever loved would look above.

Lips touching mine, taste sweet,
looking deep into your eyes,
A feeling I have never known,
lifted me up so high.

A woman, a friend, a lover,
gives me a place where I belong
sharing your world with me...
gifting me with your hearts song.

Even now, when you're holding me
you take away the thought of "maybe",
as your mouth next to my ear,
whispers, "you are my only love".

Settling into this special space,
you've created for us...
I'm beyond happy here,
with your love, I give you my trust.
Always and Forever.
10
Once upon a time, in the land of my dream,
There was a young Knight who searched for his Queen,
He followed his quest and he searched all lands through.
He searched for his love, he knew would be true.

She has eyes like diamonds, yet Blue and so deep,
The window of her soul, shows a beauty so sweet
She has hair like and Angel, Autumn colored and long,
She brings to my heart, loves simple song.

He sought out a wizard, to conjure a spell,
To find this fair princess, that in his heart dwells.
He begged this magician, by all that is right,
Find me my love, my souls true delight.

She has beauty unequaled, by all in all time,
Her soul is so perfect, it must be with mine,
The wizard did tell him, that this lady he loved,
Was not mere a princess, but an angel from above.

He said all the magic I have in my power
Cannot make this perfection, in any number of hours
He said you should ask for the heavens to send,
One of God?s perfect creatures, for your quest to end.

So he prayed long and hard, for long years,
He knelt and he begged, and cried many tears.
And finally God looked, at a love that was true,
And released from his heaven, a creature like you.

I am that Knight, who sought long and true,
I searched an eternity, just to find you.
You are my Princess, whom I dearly love,
Sent down to me from the heavens above.

I will hold and protect you from life?s many troubles
I will shield your soul, and give love that doubles,
Each day of my life, that I spend with you,
Is likened to heaven, with an Angel it?s true.

To you I will give, all the love that I have,
I will Cherish, and honour, as long as live.
And then someday, when death doth make us part,
I will wait in your heaven, for you have my heart.

In heaven, the story shall go on forever
Of a love that is perfect and never will waiver.
For you are my Angel, sent down from above,
To have and to hold, and forever to love.
11
i look up because i hope to see
your sweet smile smiling down on me
o, how i feel the sweeted cruelty
of a soft and gentle memory -

to remember you and your sweet embrace
when first we did share of this place
to think of how your kiss did taste
in that moment i acquired grace

or the first time i did touch your hand
when in that place we did stand
serenaded only by heaven's band
in a moment we had not planned

the first time my fingers did stroke your skin
my nervousness betrayed by thin
veneers of being masculine
my body trembled from within

remember the excitement in the air
when first i did see you there
the first exchange that we did share
did whisper of your beauty fair

as the wind is prone to do
when it starts each day anew
blows tender through your front yard tree
so tender is your skin to me

just the same, so tenderly,
do i hold each memory
of the times i met anew
another thing to love in you
12
The love we share,
is like trees to air.
Without one-another,
there would be no other.

Without you,
I could not exist.
I'll love you forever,
that's what I insist
13
within your eyes I bathed my soul
and wrapped myself in thought
while saying none, parted lips relayed
a moist regret for ties.

POETRY: DEEP WITHIN THE CHAMBER OF MY HEART

Deep Within the Chambers of my heart
Dwells a Passion for you, Unparalleled
--You are All I dream--
Each Moment with you
My heart skips a beat
You Are the One I do Pray for
everything I ever wanted and more
I Love you More than Words can Say
I long to be with you, night and day
You Are my want, My Only Wish
The One I So long to kiss
Your the Only one I'll ever Love
all I'll ever need
"te Amor vos, Semper"
I Love you, Always
These words I speak true
I Dream of you,
Loving me, As I do you.
I want you to know..
All I ever want is-- you.

Always..
My Love to you Eternal
2
There's something I want you to know
We have many more years to go
But time is hurrying near, so I'll say it now:

I, darling, I am so in love with you
Love, my dearest, I'll love you till my dying day
You, sweetheart, you are the love of my life.
3
The threads of my brain sew my heart into your soul
Eternal serenity, in the comfort of our love, plagues my dreams
I've reached an emotional high neurotransmitters cannot accommodate
My flesh wastes away as I feed off love?s ambrosia
Aged as I am, I become a fun-filled child in your presence
With your love, I'm all I can be )

Marriage was never a question, but a foregone conclusion
Children- a natural product of our union,
Physical manifestations of our united beings
I?ve tasted life eternal in our bond;
I?ve known God's providence by our love
The beauty of what I am experiencing
Overcompensates for lifelong hardships
To savor it all is really too much to bear
Yet, I?ve fallen weak, craving more,
Hopelessly addicted to furious passions only you can unleash

The pastor asks,
"Do you take this woman to be your lawful wedded wife?"
I have no choice but to say...
I have no concept of anything else
At the moment I?m tuned in to one station, locked to one phrase
I?ve lost voluntary control of speech...
"I Do"
4
Can I hold you tight as if you were mine,
Tell you my secrets and never lie?

Can we walk together where no one has gone?
Can I rrite you love letters or even a song?

Can I play you melodies straight from my heart,
Brighten your days when they're cold and dark?

Can I make your frowns turn into smiles,
Be the guy that would care for miles?

Can I have a chance to make this come true?
There's nothing I'd rather do... than be with you.
5
Two hearts come together in sweet ecstasy,
The high-test point of happiness. As souls,
we search long and far for just that comfort,
the very feeling of want and desire. Minutes, hours,
days and even years we could search for that defined
pleasure. I don't mean lust or sexual desire, but the
meaning of the finer arts of the heart. The true deep
meaning of love.

To be anothers Soulmate we need to search within ourselves
to find what we really want and dream. But until then
we are but travelers in a void which we live in.
The heart that beats inside our bodies is fragile
needing care and a soft touch...

True love is the healer of our loneliness, the protector of our fears...
To love another, far beyond anything, is the true catcher of the
heart.. Seeing no boundaries or feeling, no regrets but just
compassion and the will to be free with each other.
A Soulmate is what you are..
6
I want to see you.....
always.
I want to feel you...
always.
I want to love you....
always.
I want to lose you....
never.
7
Can you ever
know all
the secrets
I hold?...

Can you ever
know how my
heart beats...
just to hear
your voice?...

Can you ever
know I
have never
behaved this
way... before
there was you?...

Can you ever
know?...
you have stolen
my soul- please
accept it into
yours, so
for once in my life...
I am that whole being
I know exists...
8
I write about so many things
What my mind tells me to
What my heart shows me to

I write not just in words
But motion of words
Like a wave splashing to sandy beaches.

Like the wind that surrounds us
Like every beat of my heart
With every feeling it let out

I write what my heart and mind feels
What my dreams see
The hurt, sadness, happiness and love.

I write while I am dreaming
While my thoughts are flying
My mind exploring.

I write in simple gestures of what I feel
What I believe
What my emotions express.
9
I'm waiting for you, lover...
My arms are opened wide to draw you closer to me.
Come closer darling, let me make you happy...
I want to hold you close and feel your skin next to mine
as our hearts beat together...
our fingers entwined...
body to body, soul to soul...
Yes, darling, your love is what makes me whole...
10
What is love?
she whispered...
I looked into her dark eyes
Almonds resting on silk
and saw the fire deep within
I do not know what love is
I replied
Perhaps I loved once
long ago
when I still heard laughter in the wind and saw tears in the rain
Or perhaps I knew
when the evening mist
caressed the darkened mountains
what... love was
But now ?

Now all I know is the haunting song of the past;
the alluring call of the future
and where in that... is love?
She touched my lips,
searing them with her passion
Surely I am that love
said she...
I hung my head
Teach me what love is
that I... may love
teach me how to love
that I... may love
Her hands brushed my temple
setting my soul aflame
Let go she said and take hold
of me...
Release the bird from it's cage
and throw down the wall
drink deep
of my draught
For... I am love
11
love in your eyes
deep in your soul
flowing like a river
through your heart
and into mine
twisting and spiraling
churning and burning
smiling faces interlocking
loving forever
12
When you returned my kiss
and the earth fell from under our feet,
our souls were no longer in our bodies.

I touched the stars;
I knew the happiness of kissing an angel.
All time as I knew it stood still,
nothing else mattered but this sun-lightened kiss.

I couldn't breath, my knees wobbled
and the room started to spin.
I felt our bodies melt together and the love
you worked so hard at keeping locked up,
couldn't wait to flow
through your tongue into my heart.

I have never been rocked by
oh, so sweet a bliss as that kiss,
so sugared, so melting, so delicious, so instant.

Heaven was in that union of the most
exquisite of pleasures known to man.
It is my wish that I might die kissing
the lips of a filly, a lily of an angel.

As I gently raised your sweet and pure face,
your eyes were filled with radiant love
glowing with the excitement of that first kiss
that had been nurtured for so long.
That trembling kiss.

I'll never forget the feel, when both our hearts
bonded with a touch of our tongues,
the press of our bodies together, the look we saw
when our eyes first met after that kiss of kisses.

What harm could one kiss possibly do...
Kiss me softly and speak to me low;
trust me, Darling, in time we'll know.
When we may live with never a fear,
Kiss me, Dear, kiss me slow...

POETRY: YOU KISSED MY LIPS. YOU CAPTURED MY SOUL

Your eyes glow like the sun's rays around the sun.
You bring the light into my day when you're around,
and bring the dark into my night when you're gone.
I can't live with you, and I can't live without you
2
You kissed my lips, you captured my soul,
You took all of me for you to hold.
You make me happy, you never make me cry,
boy, I love you and that's all the more reasons why.
Why do I love you, why don't I just say bye,
maybe because I feel for you the first time you said hi.
You run through my mind every minute of the day,
you've captured my heart in a very special way.
You listen to my words and you comfort me,
you give me advice and tell me I should let things be.
You hold me tight, you kiss my eyes,
you make me feel special, you never tell me lies.
You grab my hand and you kiss it slow,
you tell me I'm the one and to never let you go.
You run your hands through my hair and face,
now my heart is full, no longer an empty space.
3
Miss the times,
moments shared.
Holding each other,
knowing who cared.

Giving and taking,
what each other needed.
Healing with love,
the pain and scars
others had seeded.
4
I gaze into your eyes with no despise
Gasping for air from beautiful sighs.
I see myself without a doubt
Needing you, I cannot be without.

Your eyes, they call to me
Drawing me near.
My eyes, they drown you
In love-made tears.

To see my heart, you must see my eyes
Make no mistake, they will not lie.
Cast a spell and dream for me.
My love is pure. I will let you see.

Your eyes, they call to me
Giving me bliss.
My eyes, they tell you
I need only one kiss.

I gaze into your eyes a sea of truth
Revealing to me a love so youth.

And I would die a thousand deaths.
And I would roam the Earth perpetual.
And I cannot live without you.
My love is everything sensual.

I gaze into your eyes a sea of love.
For you are an angel to me sent down from above.
5
I lay in a pile of daisies thinking of you.
I pull one out and hold it close to my heart,
wishing you were here.

The flowers delicatly touch my face.
The cool breeze feels good in the sun.
I pull a petal.

I whisper into the wind, "She loves me."
I lay the flower on the ground,
not wanting to pull another.

I knew,
the only important thing is...
I love you
6
Beauty such as hers is extremely rare,
the likes of which others cannot compare.
With a beautifull face and gorgeous eyes
looks like hers trancend from the skies.

With beauty such as hers a Model she could be,
she has that sort of beauty it hurts your eyes to see.
Not meeting this Angel would have been a tragedy,
the way she caries herself you might be tempted to call her "your majesty".

The overall point is that she posesess the beauty of a Godess,
and her denial of this fact would surpass being modest.
While other girls may referred to as a 'cutie'
she's the only one possesing Astonishing Beauty
7
When love meets love in the blue ocean
In the sanctuary of our ever-beating heart
And as the softness of our ever-blinking eyelids
Entangles the web of our ever-pure thoughts
When the evening beams are set to light
And the melodious sound melts our fears
The beauteous spirit of love will then unite
Our hearts with chords that no man could break

When our hearts commune in banqueting delights
And were wrapped in the cloud of immeasurable joy
And our bosom blessed with bountiful roses
With sweet pastimes that transcends human mind
When our thirsty soul sipped the wine of love
And like committed linnets, we quenched our enemy's traps
The fruits and flowers planted in this garden we reside
Will bloom for harvest at the end of time

When with Angels' wings high we fly
And navigate the endless ocean of life
When the majesty of love in our hearts abides
And the liberty of praise in us abounds
The paradise, undiscovered, we'll finally arrive
While our willing souls continue to transpire
And this lasting peace crowned with smiles will sit in us
As we embrace and cherish one another in love
8
I went hunting in the forest where the trees reach to the sky
And the moonlight on the water mirr'rs whatever passes by,
But no matter where I wandered as I hunted through the night,
The enchantress with the silver cloak was always in my sight.

I could see her through the branches as I went along my way,
For her face was bright and lovely though she had no words to say--
An opposing constellation in a sep'rate hemisphere,
She would shine in her own season, but she never would come near.

While at times she pulled her hood back as she watched me from afar
And revealed a dazzling crown of jew'ls, each twinkling like a star,
Still, I mostly saw her face as more in shadow than in light,
Yet, her beauty and her distance only added to my plight.

For I longed so much to greet her and to take her by the arm,
To go walking through the woods with her and keep her safe from harm.
So it happened on one ev'ning as I strode by a lagoon,
She was standing on the shore beneath the glimmer of the moon.

She had just removed her cape to show a stunning slender gown.
She had cast off her tiara; her long hair she had let down.
Then around she turned and smiled at me while offering her hand;
Hence, I reached out to embrace her and to dance upon the sand.

Swaying slowly on the beach within the twilight of the tide,
A great warmth had spread throughout me as I moved with her and sighed,
And then suddenly she fainted and collapsed onto the ground.
With another blink, I realized she was nowhere to be found.

As with venom from a scorpion I soon was filled with pain.
I could sense a storm impending, though I saw no snow or rain--
Not the falling of the weather but the sorrow from my eyes
Had sent ripples all along her body, piercing the disguise.

On my knees and all alone, save for the nocturne leaf and frond,
I reflected on my lunacy in leaning o'er the pond;
Once my tears swelled from a single drop to deep, cathartic streams,
The enchantress with the silver cloak then faded from my dreams.
9
When I think of you, the sun shines a little brighter;
the angels sing songs with voices a little lighter.
When I think of you a smile comes across my face;
I can envision us in a warm and loving embrace.

When I think of you, the little boy in me comes out;
innocence and simplicity will surely follow, no doubt.
When I think of you, my heart is free;
you allow me to be as only I can be.

When I think of you, all good things come to mind;
I've searched the world over but nowhere could I find
A woman so special and sweet as you, it's hard to believe;
someone so lovely and caring is ready for me to receive.

When I think of you, I get a funny feeling inside;
my heart goes pitter-patter and rocks from side to side.
When I think of you, it makes me believe true love is alive;
I hope and pray for the one-day when it shall arrive.

When I think of you, radiant images of splendor and grace
dance inside my head taking me from place to place.
Each one filled with benevolence, they leave a trace
of love filled reverence in satin and lace.
10
Held tightly in the grasp of your arms
A wave of emotions rush up the bones in my spine
My breath ceases for a few brief seconds
Yes as if time stopped just for me
Your arms make me feel so special
They make me know you want me
your arms wrap me up like the perfect gift
Like an ancient clay vase your hug is priceless, yes, priceless
When i am not in your arms i am in an endless dark cave
a cave of loneliness, sadness and a pit of emptiness
When i am in the clutch of your fingers
Yes the very embrace of your arms
Then i am a cup full of water, yes i am complete
The moment itself quickly disappears behind times shadow
Only a telescope looking back into the past
But the memory, yes the very meaning of that hug
Lasts for all ages, yes until time itself stops ticking
forever, always in the bank of time, forever
Yet that was all yesterday, yes the past, and now, oh now its over
You are only alive in my dreams, hugging me
Hugging me through a mirror of fantasy
Life was so sweet with you in it, now the only sweet thing is
my dreams for you are always waiting for me there
You are waiting to hug me for the last time
I will always remember that warm embrace of inseparableness
It was like copper yesterday
but today it is like sparkling gold studded with emerald green diamonds
Because now you are gone, yes you are gone
Your warm arms capture me in a net for one last time
They capture me with a tear, yes a tear of sugar sweet honey
If i could hug you one last time and never let go
i look into your eyes with my mind and we are together again
Together in each others arms
I will remember, yes i will remember my most treasured memory
Yesterdays hug
11
The first night you laid me down, your first Whisper in the midsummer's air,
"I just want to hold you, you held me without compare."

I believed as you Whispered, "This is where I belong,"
You held me close, you'll never be alone.

We had never loved, we had never wanted before.
Your heart Whispered softly, "With all my soul for evermore."

After many nights, your Whispers became silent, I thought lies or needing time?
I never heard the Whisper, Goodbye.

You touched my heart, then left in silence. A Whisper is what I longed to hear,
"My love for you, will always be near."

You looked into my eyes, with a Whisper, with a touch,
Your heart would tell me, "I love you so much."

With all my heart, I held on, your Whispers sounded the same,
"I'll always love you, and never cause anymore pain."

With all my heart, I loved you, but in an instant you were gone.
Here my Whisper now, "You still have our home."

You held me close, mending torn pieces of my heart,
With a Whisper, you said, "We will never part."

You Whispers became far and few.
I felt you running, slipping and then I knew.

So I held you close, while pushing you away,
I didn't want to lose you, but I was afraid

Then I felt your fear, pain and despair.
Decisions confusing your troubled mind, would I dare?

Yes, this Whisper I will say, "Look into my heart and hear,
"All those feelings, I to, did hold near."

But you held my heart to ease my pain. Opened my eyes when they were wide shut,
"With all my heart, "this Whisper you can trust.

For you, I will hold on, my love is what you'll find.
Take my hand? All in good time.

I have seen through your eyes, and now I know
It was fate that brought us together,
I Whisper to you, "I have loved you forever."
12
Oh, honey, my girly, girly, from the day I set my eyes on your charm but couldn't wrap you around my tongue I became a free bird gone wild.

Now I've a breakthrough; break-dancing around your charm, talking to you my friend. Touching, kissing, caressing and feeling you-your pointed breast, sleeky-looking body, your bruzuzu.

Now that we're making the sweetest love never experienced, make me your prisoner, I pray you!

I've seen reasons to subscribe to you sugar. My love is pure and never lies-it will never die. I love you beyond words, beyond challenges-you're my love, my woman.

Undiluted, axiomatic, consummate and unconditional love have I brought. You deserve it sexy!

I will never quit, I've vowed. I hope you don't. You're everything I've; everything I live for is you. Make me your prisoner today. Don't wait for another day dear love.

You're the woman I'm proud to call mine; a woman every woman should emulate, the type every man should pray for. You're the peace of my life!

Make me your prisoner, take me on the holistic hostage journey. Darling, make me a prisoner, a "prisoner of conscience," prisoner of love.

I will do any, everything to please you. no cheating. I will do right by you; will take all vacation between your legs, oh, vivacious lady!

You're my angel, my heartbeat. Make me your prisoner, chain me with love and don't set me free. I better subscribe to the woman that pleases me in return, respects, care, seduce, love, understands, accommodate, inspire and protect me in return than become the American president.

By so doing I will not fight an unjust war killing the innocent yet acting as the savior. Will fight for you, the brokenhearted, less privilege, for humanity. Yes, the sugar in my tea, I don't wanna be free. Make me, my soul, spirit, temporal and physical your prisoner of love for the savior is you!

POETRY: NONE ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AS THE STUNNING LOOKS OF YOU

Everytime I hear from you, my heart skips a beat.
Everytime I talk to you, my mind wanders into dreams encased by you.
Everytime I see you, my eyes grow big in wonder and excitement.
Everytime i am near you, love, my body trembles, as does my soul.

The mere thought of you gives me goose bumps all over...
I can't stand to be away from you,
My heart aches to hold you in my arms constantly.
I just can't seem to get enough, and hope I never quite can.
I just want to hold you close to me and dream..
2
When I look at you,
I gaze into your eyes.
I watch your mouth,
your soft approach.
Your facial expression,
so tender.
Your slow movement, that you display
and when you don't notice,
you'll blink your eyes with innocence
yet, smirk with the devilish glance
but, still you're an angel
and I never think any less.

When I follow your stare
I hear your thoughts.
I wonder with you
to see how it feels
and I understand.
Not a word is said
and a story is told.

When I focus on you,
I focus on myself
and on the feelings that grab me-
'your' feelings that grab me.
The way I think of myself when I think of you
is something I never want to lose.
Not only not to lose the feeling
but, never to lose you
and to never stop looking at you the way I do now.
3
Forever I shall love you with all my heart,
Never shall our souls willingly depart.

I shall stay with you always, I will never let go,
I have been thinking about you a lot and just wanted you to know.

That no matter what, I shall always love you.
I don't care who you are with or what you do.

I promise I shall forever be loyal,
And my love for you shall stay forever strong and never spoil.

I shall love you always,till death do us part
4
You sometimes ask why
Why I know we will make it
Here is one reason
One night while you were sleeping
I awoke and lay watching
And in an instant before my eyes
Your beauty took my breath away...

I see your beauty every day
But something, this time
Seemed to touch my soul
A feeling like never before
It was as if I saw an angel
And everything was clear
How blessed my life was
To be able to share the start
Of a new day with you...

As I watched you sleep
I could feel it in my heart
This is what life was meant to be
Together we could handle anything
I knew then that if you could make
Me feel this way while you slept
Without even saying a word
Your voice would move me
To move mountains if you ask...

People say they've seen angels
I thought how blessed these people are
Then one night I saw an angel
And she woke up next to me..
5
When I look into your eyes, I see beauty deep inside your heart.
When I see your smile, I see laughter of times when we joked and were crazy.
When I feel your arms around me, there is comfort and passion.
It will remind me of our special moments
6
Like a storm,
With want of
thunder;
I wait
quietly
for you...

A raging passion
in the vacuum
of tomorrows...
silenced, contained
swirling to and fro.

Your gift,
for which I yearn
...eludes;
suspending my breath
in a purgatory
of ceaseless
desire...
7
I will close my eyes.
Speak to my heart, my love.
Let your voice profess what mere words cannot.

Is there pride in your tone?
Does the timbre of your speech caress my ear, my soul?

Burn your brand on my life with a whisper.

I will open my eyes.
Show me what I am to you.
Let your behavior profess what cannot be said.

What do you treasure most?
With what care do you hold the most fragile, exquisite
and precious of things given into your keeping?

Bind me to you with the most hesitant and softest of touches.

You will never master my heart by claiming to be my master.
I cannot love one who would destroy my individuality.

You will never hold my respect by showing me none.
I cannot respect one who is incapable of respect for me.

You will never earn my fidelity by neglecting your own integrity.
I cannot be true to one who cannot be true to himself.

You will never deserve kindness when you show none to others.
I cannot treat gently one who is not gentle.

I will easily forget one who remembers only himself.
I will never forget one who remembers the comfort of others in all things.
8
I've seen glorious sunsets, gleaming rays of golden hue
Gazed up at twinkling stars in skies so dark and blue,
Looked upon mountain peaks and marvelled at the scene
Beheld fields and valleys amid changing shades of green,
Although these scenes of nature are so beautiful it is true
Yet none are so beautiful as the stunning looks of YOU.

I've heard the rippling waters of gentle flowing streams
Listened to enchanting melodies, so angelic, so serene,
Heard the tiny heart beats of pure babes so full of love
Hearkened to the cooing of tender, peaceful doves,
Although these sounds of life are so delightful it is true
Yet none are so delightful as the joyous sounds of YOU.

I've smelt the redolent perfume of a beautiful scented rose
And sniffed the rain soaked earth as life begins to grow,
Inhaled the scent of lovers, caressing, holding hands
Breathed the salty air whilst walking on golden sands,
Although these heady fragrances are exotic it is true
Yet none are so exotic as the natural fragrances of YOU.

I've touched the smooth, silk texture of very expensive lace
Felt the sun's warm morning rays beam down upon my face,
Caressed the glistening dew drops on early morning leaves
Felt cool summer's breezes gently blowing through the trees,
Although these sensuous feelings are soft and gentle it is true
Yet none are so soft and gentle as the tender touches of YOU.

I've tasted juicy strawberries, succulent and honey sweet
Savoured creamy chocolates, a very rare and special treat,
Sipped fresh spring water from clear, cool mountain streams
Dined on caviar and champagne, every gourmet's secret dream,
Although these tastes are delectable and delicious it is true
Yet none are so delectable as the delicious tastes of YOU.
9
What can I do now
to make you believe in me?
I will never hurt you;
to my heart you hold the key.

I'll go above and beyond
to prove my love for you.
I'll have your heart and you'll have mine
before my life is through.

Sweet kisses to your face,
expressions of love through my touch.
I'll tell you in every way
why I love you so much.

The smell of your hair
laying gently across your face,
Just having you next to me
takes my heart to another place.

I long to hear your voice
living for your kiss,
being apart of your life
there's nothing I'd miss.

So have no worries,
true to you I will be,
I only want you for my love
you can believe in me.

10
The thrill of your kisses,
The warmth of your touch.
The close tender feeling
I've longed for so much.
A passion for life
that makes each day seem new.
These things I discovered the day
I found you.
11
When I go to sleep I dream of you;
it seems to help relax my mind.
As my mind drifts away so does my body;
I lay there dreaming of only you,
for you have touched me so.
I close my eyes only to see your face;
your smile I can see as it makes me smile too.
I begin to dream of the fun we have together;
the laughter we both share,
even the tears I wiped away from your face.
We talked forever and shared some great times;
so when I want to fall asleep,
all I do is dream of you.
12
Love is a word that's used by many.
To feel the power of it,
you would have to reach within yourself to give it.

Love is a four letter word
that means a lot in many different ways.
To hear someone say it, can really brighten your day.

Love is a short word that gets right to the point.
When it is given to another or is felt by you,
it will ooze all through your joints.

Love is a cautious word
that is very careful when it bites.
If it has bitten you once, you know what it feels like.

Love is a painful word
that hurts the best of us time and time again.
It can make you feel like your world is about to end.

Love is a joyful word
that will pick you up if you're strong enough to let it.
A feeling that some of us will never be able to cherish.

Love is a forever word,
one you wish to share your whole lifetime.
In this short time, I know I have found the love I want to be mine.

POETRY: SO NOW YOU OWN MY HEART COMPLETELY

she walks with Champagne shoulders,
Graceful,
Elegant.

My thoughts return to her again...
And again


I lose myself in her breath,
Wander aimlessly in her hair,
Receive salvation in her lips

And redemption in her caress
2
I had the strangest dream
A couple days ago,
It had love and betrayal,
It had truth and foresight.

I was standing on a patio
Of a rich-person's estate.
I was completely alone
In the darkness of the night.

I had a fine tuxedo
Complete with a vest and tie,
Pure leather dress shoes
Pacing along the shale walkway.

Then she appeared,
My human-like angel.
An off-white cashmere dress
With a gold threaded lace.

The way her hair flowed
Was tall grass in the wind.
Her smile was instant paralysis,
Her eyes and pearl necklace were one.

I asked for her hand
And she showed me a band of single carats.
I led her along the path
Beside the lush floral arrangement.

We sat at an elegant table
Covered with a silk cloth.
A flickering candle
Enough light for a star-crossed pair.

We dined together
Underneath the starry ceiling,
I ordered the oldest red wine
She got a little tipsy.

Then appeared from behind
Two other roses I loved.
Both had icicles of mascara
They cried The River Of Love.

The first one was my best-friend.
She helped me through the rough times.
I always thought she liked me more
And I never told her my feelings for her.

The second was my ex,
She left me for no apparent reason.
We rarely kept in touch
And I always wanted her to come back.

The one across the table
was my current girlfriend.
I haven't known her for long
But I can tell she really likes me.

The three loveliest women
Wanted me to choose between them.
My night started with unmerciful bliss
Will now end without my most vital organ.

I didn't choose my ex
She broke my heart before.
I doubt she cared about my feelings
I was her board-game.

I didn't choose my best-friend,
We've been through so much.
But who would I turn to if it failed?
Sometimes 2nd is better.

And I chose you,
The angel who likes to steal.
You are my keyholder
So now you own my heart completely
3
What does love mean?
Looking into the eyes of the person
you can not live without,
Knowing that the love you have
is full of certainty and never any doubt.
Loving someone for their imperfection
and their flaws,
Looking past their most inner beauty
and deeply hidden scars.
Love is holding the person close to you
and feeling their heart beat,
Looking into their love-filled eyes
and seeing their untold dreams.
Love is unexpected and an open door,
leaving room for love to grow
of the person you most adore.
Love is hearing the words
that we each can not speak,
Knowing all your hidden talents
and believing in your dreams.
Love is the promises that have been made,
the love and trust that has been given
to take the other's pain away.
Love is knowing where your heart belongs...
fighting for love
and always keeping it strong.
4
I pray that on one cold, still night
I may hold you against me, and hold you tight,
As we sit beneath the dim blue sky
And watch as the stars pass us by
With the darkness of night and the nighttime dew
I make a wish and pray it may come true

I wish to be with you and bring you near
So I can whisper ever-sweet secrets in your ear
I wish to feel your warm heart race
And your gasp of breath upon my face
I hope to stay with you until the dawn of day
And I promise... you, I shall never betray

Through the hot sun of countless afternoons
Or the pale light of the brimming moon,
Standing anywhere amidst this land,
Solely, I dream of grasping your hand
And feeling your soft warm kiss on my face,
Filled with your beauty and filled with your grace

As I lay down, I feel a sense of peace
A sense of security and a sense of relief,
But now I?m confused, my mind is astray
Is it because you are away?
Yes, indeed, this is true
To bring my thoughts to words, what I need is you

With my prayer finished, I fall asleep
I dream again of the day we meet
And until morning do I wake
When the darkness, the sun does break
5
I would place an arm around you
and dance in the silence to music unheard
with rhythm from spirit, long buried within,
taking flight with the wildest of hearts of the bird
to whirl in the quiet of voices un speaking
the words that are born in most private of hearts
to feel the earth quiver from timeless gyrations
a world that was born from most humble of starts.

You bring out the best in my daytime
and the best of all dreams in my heart.
You bring out the wonders
of starlight and daybreak,
the magic of warm afternoons at the start.
You feed and sustain a weak weary spirit
with nothing from nothing at all.
Deep in the silence, the music, I hear it
and still you won't let me falter or fall.
You brush sunsets across all of my fears
to turn my horizon and all of my tears
to slow sleepy skies as twilight last nears
and I dream in the midst of it all.

Then I rise up with the wonders
of blue skies in morning
to reach for the highest of clouds once again.
My towers of strength and emotions on fire
as love, like the heart of a star, burns within.
All of the problems and worries so cold
which run from the fountains of love and desire
must bow to the magic of love's wine of old.

I would place an arm around you
and dance in the silence to music unhear
6
Sensual foretaste
isn't the physical in orbit
waiting to be met
by a seizure of kisses

It's the unfolding pleasures
from a wellspring of mirth

The untouched mouth,
with fugitive confessions

The apple of mysteries,
the skin of discoveries

Unexplored salts,
unlearning the strange

Foretaste of rapture,
on uncharted blood.



7
I look forward and see nothing, not the nose on my face.
I throw my hand forward and yet I feel nothing.
Here in the dark I am alone.
The darkness engulfs me and it is as my own.

Though no one is here, I feel as though they watch.
My flaws are as clear as day to them, even through the night.
They are the eyes of the world.
The always judgmental eyes.

I feel so helpless, it takes my soul.
The odium of the emptiness is as madness.
It feels as if it is suddenly getting smaller,
and I feel claustrophobia set in.

My breathing gets hard, the air is so heavy.
I yell for a reply.
So here the yell of my voice wakes me,
I lie sweaty and scared; I search for a gleam of light.

Then I realize- I have more light than I will ever need.
I can feel you lying there next to me.
I notice how calm you are as you sleep,
My love, you are in a state of nourishing ease.

As I see you there I finally remember
that I have a candle through the night.
I can feel our hearts beating as one,
I can feel our breathe, as if from my lung to yours.

The yell wasn?t for me, but you.
For you to come to my aid.
For you to light up my path.

I have finally found the care I need to awaken from the nightmares.
I have found my guide through the damp dark trails of life.
My guide, my light, my life... is you.
I thank you for being that person for me in my time of darkness.

Not only do I thank you for this,
I love you for it.
8
It allures me,
drawing me deeper within it's rapture,
So softly it caresses my eyelids,
The blade of my bare shoulder it captures.

Hypnotized by music,
heard only from within the heart,
It belonged to a legion of it's own
right from the very start.
Down the back of my neck and around to my ear,
When delivered with love and true passion,
nothing could be more dear.

Jubilant, Erotic, Mystical,
going from fragile to extreme in a breath,
From breast to breast, down belly and thigh.
It's lustful and sexy,
it's very presence could make you cry.

If the flame should ever burn out,
you're sure to miss,
A gift given from the gods,
the sound of a kiss


9
In the pain of loving,
I cry out
Longing for your sensitivity
For in my heart
there is deep
yearning
For a time and place
of serenity
Calm waters
and a river bank
And Spring songs
caressing
our thoughts...

In serenity of minds
Sheltered in the thickets
of yellow gorse
Among the meadows
of violets and celandines
I dream of our lying
there in perfect peace
Watching the sky blue
heavens and praying
for serenity
in our loving...

Serenity that elusive
place,
of exciting peace
I need that
more than anything
And in us, I see that
magical land
Of a lover's dream
A place of passion
unleashed
Of calm and creation
and boundless
love...
10
Lost in the light of a silvery moon,
I feel hope floating down from afar.
Maybe my wish will be sent to me soon,
As I bathe in the wonder you are.
Trapped in this lifetime of troubles I know
Most things never turn out as planned.
Drawn and enchanted, I look from below
At a presence that few understand.

Lost in the light of a silvery moon,
As a magic upon me does shine.
A million love songs have sung to your tune,
Just maybe, the next one is mine.
I stand here tonight, as I share your delight,
Seeing beauty from darkness arise.
Forget not my heart as we once again part
And you slowly descend from the skies.
11
I can't promise to give you
days without pain,
happiness without sorrow,
or sun without rain,

But I can promise to give you
strength for the day,
comfort for the tears,
and a light for the way.

And with the laughter and joy you've brought to my heart,
I know deep inside, we can never find it to part
For, when I think of life without you
I do realize realize it would be too tough
Because, when it comes to your love,
I can't come near to getting enough.

Your smile, to me, like the moon,
Can light up even the darkest of nights,
For within your big, brown eyes
Bears a great amount of sunlight.
Every conversation I share with you
Takes out another side of your true self
That's different in every point of view
From the others that didn't stay true.

Our long interesting talks,
Our sweet romantic walks,
Are remembrance to show, that, to you,
My love, I will always stay true.
I Promise to be there for you when things go wrong
I Promise to do whatever it takes, no matter how long.
And if it's true that you reap what you sow,
Then I'll reap inside of you my love
So within you the passion can grow and grow.

Now, to make things complete
You know most of all
That you must put your faith
In the one up above;
For it is Him that has led me to give you
My everlasting and undying love!
12
What do I have of you... and you of me?
Only our words... words our feelings form and bestow...
as gifts to one another?s hearts.
Words... grow into love... with a breathless wonder...
and are whispered...
And accepted as the treasure they are...
priceless beyond measure...
cherished beyond belief.
Words... emotions... shared... softness...
tenderness... gentleness...
heart words.
From your heart... to mine...
from my heart to yours.

POETRY: ONLY EYES MEETING EYES

Your hair floats like silk, in the calm misty air,
As the sun lifts you up and carries you here,
Into my heart with a breath of fresh air.
You came so smoothly, with love and care.

I remeber the feeling, the first time i saw you,
Your beauty so lovely i want to cry.
I deCided to love you, no matter how i would do.
At that point in my life i was ready to die.

I think of you every day and all night.
I think of eyes and i think of your smile,
As the thought fills me with delight.
Your voice is like music to my tuned ear,
As the love from your heart carries me there
2
I find safety, reassurance and love in her presence.
At the sound of her voice all worries are discarded.
I long for the day my words and actions will at last describe
my love for her.

She is above all others.
She emits this sense of compassion that soothes one's heart.
Perfection never looked more beautiful than when she?s standing in front of me;
her smile takes me miles away from the present.

She is the end of a long search for happiness
and the beginning of eternal bliss.
Captivated by her stare, one searches for answers,
but finds only deeper mystery.

I feel lost without her; she is all that is great in me.
She is what fills the emptiness in me.
I find reason and understanding in her.
She is a dream come true? the answer to all that I ponder.

To imagine life without her is a pain I do not dare challenge.
What does she feel?
Does she speak for herself,
or does her fear speak for her?

She is hope when I?m certain that all is lost.
I hold her responsible for the endurance that continues to push me onward.
She fills me with the confidence that molds a great character.
She understands me better than I understand myself.

She sees right through me and I fear not her judgment.
I value her words beyond those of others.
How can one so perfect inflict such an emense amount of pain?
I watch as she builds me up...

Then observe, defenseless, as her creation is destroyed
by the love I have for her.
She is my greatest strength,
only to, in turn, be my greatest weakness.

No matter how close I hold her, I know in my heart
she will forever be so far from reach.
She is the perfection that drives me,
but the one I may never attain.
3
In a dream you came to me
A godess of the sea, reflecting the sky
A vision of an angel above the clouds so high
Spreading your wings across the star filled night

Love, no words are enough
No meaning of strong desire
Can explain this burning fire
Through the colors that you show, shines your pure soul

On a darker night, before you arrived
Drifting on illusions that I couldn't fight
My last try, long ago had died in a world where I could no longer be
In the midst of my falling, you captured me on feathered wings

A tear placed in the sky
Fell alone on a cloudless night
I believe it was Him watching
Looking over His plan, when He sent you to me

Alone I'll never be
Even when you're not here with me
You'll still be within me
The embers in our united souls always will forever glow
4
In a sky of indigo

on a winter's night,

I see your eyes

in the sky and stars.

Loving twinkles of light

fall upon the blanket

of snow,

turning it into a field

of glittering jewels...

a treasure fit for a faerie queen

or stored in a dragon's hoard.

This is the effect

you have on my spirit and heart,

filling them with light

and the promise

of summers, everlasting
5
you - the little temptress
who nightly walks my dreamscape
on tiny shoe'd feet
me - confused but driven
waiting, soul-eyed
for your hushed, warm
breath
to brush my ear, my cheek
together we fit
soft, sweet curves
that move or rest
in perfect tempo
to that silent music
inside my head
6
I caught a glimpse
of your soul
as I touched you inside.
I kissed your heart
ever so softly
and blessed you inside
with a love that will never die.
I could feel you
I could feel all of you.
Never
had I felt so safe,
secure,
than I had
in your arms
within your soul.
And never
will I feel that way,
ever,
with any one else

7
Tonight, we're gonna go away;
From nowhere to somewhere,
We'll go to our place
Turn down the music,
Shut off the lights;
Tonight, this love we have
Will be taken to new heights

Look down upon the others
Feeling sorry for what they miss;
Yet, in no way, are we any better,
Except when we share this tender kiss.

Looking up to the stars above;
Looking upwards to Heaven;
The sweet sound of eternal bliss,
All I can hear is your soft breathing.

When we're ready,
We will then return;
What is happening without us,
I show it no concern
I do not care if we go back,
All we want is each other,
For me, your body burns
Nothing more, I could wish, nothing more do I want;
For you, my body yearns.

All I want is to hold you,
Touch and caress your beautiful face
Nothing else exists, but us.
When we are at Our Place
8
She couldn't have known
Laying there dreaming in her sleep
I watched the rhythm of her breathing
And took it as my own.
Silently I turned and walked away
Wondering if her sighs were hints of my name
If her slumber thoughts were all of me
Was I the pillow she held tightly that way?
I ventured back in another night
Barely enough light to chance a peek
She sat with a book, looking lovingly at the pages
Was there mention of us in the black and white?
Silently I turned and walked away
Knowing her heart and eyes were as one
Were there words of me that made her smile
Would she ever truly say?
I slept away myself, and ever so much deeper
Dreaming on and on of a picnic scene
The perfect spot of quiet and green
On that blanket I wanted to always keep her.
Begging my God for me not to wake
We lay back, face to face
No words at all, only eyes meeting eyes
Love is a rain drop, a puddle, a stream, then a lake.
The grass and the trees staged a romantic play
Robins and jaybirds sang for us
As all the clouds tried dancing with the sun
All the world turned around us where we lay.
Begging my God for me not to wake
Pleading for more time and darkness of night
Dawn snuck in and slapped open my eyes.
Send me back to dreamland, for heavens sake.
9
I lie beside you,
Watching you while you sleep,
Watching your silent face,
Wanting to kiss your solemn lips,
Wanting to wake you and tell you,
I have always loved you,
Wondering if you feel the same way too.

I lie beside you now,
Knowing you love me,
Knowing you care.
Fearing the day you will leave me,
Fearing the day you won't care.

I will lie beside you forever,
In your dreams,
And during the night,
Knowing that you will be here,
Lying beside me.
10

till there was you, my soul wandered through the immense darkness
my soul had no beam of light to guide it through its void.
till there was you, I thought time had bound my love
now I'm certain my love will never evolve around time.
till there was you, I remained but an alien to authentic beauty
the semblance of which even an artist could not capture.
till there was you, I failed to believe my dreams could become a reality
this dream that our hearts would be the link to bounding our souls.
till there was you, I believed love had abandoned me
for your tender and affectionate heart salvaged my convictions.
till there was you, I thought only symphonies could seize such euphony
oh, what a sweet timbre that radiates from your loving voice.
till there was you, I would not have persisted to dawn just to hear your voice
a voice as heartfelt as yours is worth insomnia.
till there was you, I would not have taken another risk of the heart
the risk of your heart is well justified.
till there was you, I believed I would never fall in love again
and my feelings of love were lost for an eternity...
till there was you.

11
When two souls
miracuosly connect,
Bound by destiny,
Their hearts no
longer put up a fight.
12
Here is my gentle breeze,
Slowly brushing your hair and touching it's sweet skin.
Let my steady, soft wind put you at ease,
And to your lungs, slowly make its way in.
Just sit calmly take a deep breath.
I promise, no stagnant odors will there be.
Only the beautiful smell of flowers on a wreath,
Could ever be good enough for a girl of your beauty.

I?m not as harsh as Santanna's winds
Or as persistent as the prevailing westerly.
But I'll make sure my breeze is, certainly, no whim.
And never be the cause of your misery.
You might get tired of me after a while,
That's okay, I can play the game too,
I'll keep it up mile after mile,
Until you, finally say: I love you.
13
Love. What is love?
is love the way you feel when someone embraces your lips with a kiss?"
is it how you feel when you lose someone special?

does anybody really know what love is?
how it looks, how it tastes? how it feels?
will anyone ever now?

or is love just like so many other things in life
that's gonna go unanswered?
to me love is like a sunrise bright and beautiful in the beginning

but Time... you will turn day into night
and my love into a hollow emptiness
like a broken heart.

for everyone there is a different definition of love
but I believe that there is only one true love for everyone
and when you find them you should never let them go...

for everyone there is a different definition of love
but i believe that there is only one true love for everyone
and when you find them you should never let them go..

14
Have I told you just what
you mean to me?

You've become so much
a part of me that I
can't imagine what
I would do,
or who I would be
without you in my life...

I can only pray
that with each kiss, each touch,
and each special moment we share, you
will begin to know
how HUMBLY, HELPESSLY,and ENDLESSY
in LOVE I am with
you!!!


15
I dream:
to feel ur soft lips on mine
to feel ur gentle touch
to hear ur quiet whispers
to hear our hearts beat as one
to see ur gorgeous eyes
to see ur inner soul
to taste ur sweet skin
to taste my fantasy
to smell ur silky hair
to smell the love in the air
to love you

16
As I sit - I imagine a love
so deep and pure - one sent from above.
Promises of a life heard time and time again.
Bring a chuckle forth - as I think with a grin.
Everything in the past had a purpose.
Fate's patient guidance took its course.
Remembering past endeavors -
the reason for failure now perfectly clear.
Fate's plan to bring two hearts together -
the two truly meant to be, forever.
Enough to know you're out there - somewhere.
Thinking of me, as I do you.
Concentrating on our union - our closeness -
and how much closer we can become.
Together we walk silently -
following a predetermined path.
Looking to one antoher for guidance and support
as we carefully choose our steps.
Only our hearts to lend -
as we watch our love grow, our hearts to mend.
Veering past all obstacles
finding truth in one another
everything clear - love proposed.
As we trudge forth - our future together to build

POETRY: YOUR BEAUTY LEAVES ME BREATHLESS

your beauty leaves me breathless and overwhelmed
as if i were standing in a majestic field of roses
with unicorns playing upon the cliff above,
like a mystical wizard, your beauty cast a magical spell upon me
and with each passing day i am more mystified
by the depth of beauty that i find within you
each time i look into your eyes.
i can get drunk on the beauty of your laughter as if it were the wine
from a goblet,
i can feel the beauty of your words pulling me to you
like a lost soul from the gallows that has found the light
of its way.
your beauty is hard to come by,
it's a beauty that is rarely seen
it's the beauty that two friends share that no one can come between,
it's the beauty that you hold deep within that won't ever go away,
that lets me know our beautiful friendship will always go on growing
within our hearts everyday,
and if dragon-size trouble should ever come your way
like your privet knight of the round table in battle
my queen, that dragon i will slay.
2
I vision in my head while I lie quietly,
The ground is like a soft cushion surrounding me,
The clouds above move occasionally with the soft blow of the wind.
Thoughts of my life flash in my head as I lie here,
motionless, quietness surrounds me;
only the sound of the trees
swaying in the wind can be heard.
Pine needles fall on my body as if I am not even here.
Nature can't see; it can only sense the changing of the seasons.
As I lie here thoughts of lost loves, present loves, and future loves
pass though my head..
Most important I dream of present loves,
a single soul entwined around me... holding me tightly..
making dreams and fantasies come true..
Holding and caressing my body,
my love you will never leave me.. you will always be there...
you are the love who has always been there
but noticed only occasionally..
but now will be noticed forever!!!

3
Can I seduce you with my words?
Would you believe what perfection you are?

Can I seduce you with my words?
And let you know you are more than
The apple of my eye,
You are the life giving beat of my heart.

Can I seduce you with my words?
And let you know that the vibration of your laughter
Gives wings to my weary spirit,
The light in your eyes makes me
Glow from head to toe, top to bottom,
Makes my petals open to the magic of light.

Can I seduce you and let you know
That when I hold you it
Feels like life is created within me all over again?

Hear these words of seduction
Softly whispered in your ear.
You are my treasure,
Prince,
My blue,
Mine.

See my words of seduction,
For our love will put us amongst the stars.
Years from now my heart will still be entwined with yours.

Shall I seduce you
And let you know,
I anticipate your touch,
Crave your union with me,
Ferociously guard my connection with you?

Shall I seduce you and let you know
I love you? onliest?
4
As each day flutters into the timeless current of the past.
After I?ve said my significant prayer for our love to last.

I often sit alone, all snuggled in my lonesome bed.
While glimpses of your beauty race through my head.

I vision your magical qualities, that I hold so dear.
I contemplate all I?d give, just to have you near.

For, if I had all the worldly things my wealth could buy.
I would give every last article, for a gaze into your eyes.

I try to gather my thoughts and think of what to say.
So that the words of my love, may flow through the day.

Simply hope you may notice my love for you.
For, through my words, you may see my love is true.

As words come and go; in and out of my mind.
I still keep searching, for the 'perfect' words I may find.

Though none of the words can describe this bliss.
None of them seem to give our love it?s justice.

Then the perfect phrase is found, for the upcoming day.
It is just the simple fact, "I love you more than word can say"
5
As I lay in bed holding my pillow tight,
I think of you throughout the night.
Trying to replay the events from the past day,
hoping tomorrow will be as good as today.
You overflowed my empty soul with your kiss,
you filled me with the feeling that I missed.

I will not lie, there was a hole,
but it was my heart that you stole.
Every second I think of you,
of everyday, that's what I do.
I rush through the day,
so that I may...
... spend another night with you
6

Slowly, so sweetly
I'm falling in love.
You showed me the world
you mended my heart.

Each time we speak
a sudden calmness
wraps around me
like silky sheets.

As I lie and slumber
in your trusted arms
I dream visions of the loving trust
that surrounds us each day.

I am thankful for Love.
7
Walk with me and hold my hand,
and tell me of your dreams.
Walk with me in the sun light,
make love to me in the moonbeams.
I will show you a rainbow
and all its brilliant colors and shades.
Walk with me and hold my hand
and do not be afraid.
Show me the true meaning of love,
show me what happiness can be.
Walk with me through life
and set my heart and soul free.
Walk with me, true love,
with eyes that sparkle in the moonlight.
Walk with me and show me
the wonders of sharing,
and hold me through the night.
I dream of a love that will walk with me
and hold my hand.
I dream of a woman
that will let me be her man,
to never stray or wander far from my sight,
to never forget our love
and show me her delight.
Walk with me and hold my hand
and tell me of your fears.
Walk with me in the darkest night
and kiss away my tears.
Is there such a woman
who's heart is pure as gold?
Walk with me and share my secrets
and move my lonely soul.
I may never find this woman
to walk with me
and love me like no other can.
To walk with me
through this thing called life,
and explain why I am lonely,
so I can understand.
8
I'd sketch the sun
to brighten your day
trace thru the sky
erase your clouds away

Sketching your heart
gentle shading with my pen
for only you to see
my love so deep within

I'd sketch your body
silhouette true of form
outlined with my arms
to keep you safe and warm

I'd sketch my soul
shading in I will do
expressing my completeness
that I feel only with you

Sketching our hands
with golden rings we'd bear
outlining our life's portrait
that only we two can share
9
I look into the dark night sky as the moon sheds her tears
and all the stars that comfort her and the clouds that hide her fears
I look into the setting sun as its colors clash with pride
with its light that warms my heart with love that shan't subside
I look into the ocean blue as its enchanments swirl below
what mysteries lie so very deep shall I ever know
and as I set beside you i begin to realize
I see all these wonderful things each time I look into your eyes
10
When it's innocence is such
that my beloved gazes so intently
as to touch...
The beauty that exists
while touching lightly with only eyes.
But eye to eye shall never meet...
as the mystery is so sweet.
11

I'll love you until the sun doesn't shine
and still even then
I'll love you through time.

If the rain doesn't fall
and new day hasn't waned,
in the dark of the night
I'd love you the same.

If the snow fell in Egypt
and the sun beat down here,
I'll still love you more
year after each year.

If the day comes
the stars fall from heaven
I'd love you that much,
oh, that plus eleven.

Snow flakes don't amount
to how much I love you,
Rain drops can't explain it
they're far too few.

The ocean can't explain
the depth of my soul,
It's much much too shallow
and much much too cold.

Sunshine begins to tell you
the warmth in my heart,
Winds bring us together
if ever apart.

No matter the time
no matter the place,
With you in my life
nothing shall replace.
12
Loving you, my darling, is being in such beauty of your eyes, come
mingle your love with my heart. Caution, darling, there is fire in
my bosom and the flame is burning for you. I rush to your side to
be boiled in the passions you generate and how my lips
secrete for the liquor of your fruits.

I give my soul to you to be touched in my spirit with your light
and the colorful brightness of your smile. Your face glows
with loveliness and the happiness you bring makes me sing aloud
with ecstastic joy. It's such joy the expectation we'll
embrace each other with all tenderness and the charms
holding you, loving you creates.

I bequeath my faith to you and I'll present my love and goodness in
the riches of my affections. Lady, can I make this inquiry
of your heart: will you love me until my body lies in the grave?
So, darling, let's join our souls in the banqueting of love.
My kisses are yours, I'll kiss your hands, every dulcet nectar
that spills from your treats, the nourishment of my love.

I propose to you, the desire of my heart gushes like a river,
and I call you to my flow. I'm so inebriated about you that
I'm blessed with your sunshine; darling, can I feast my eyes
on you for all time? Abide in me, let me travel into you and
together we will trace our names in the language of love within
each other's heart. Love is written upon my soul for you and
your expressed emotions, your kisses are my prizes,
the silky-satin groove upon my achievement of winning your love.

Your charisma draws my heartbeat, you have befriended the
nucleaus of my spirit and embraced me with angel-like presence
and caresses thatare heaven sent. Loving My Darling, allows me
to cuddle your ears with thanks, with sugar of the utmost sweetness
and appreciation and pleasure I savor being in the aura of your
goodness. You're essential as my blood, I need your love
and you are my survival.

You are precious to me, and may the heaven's appoint us to love.
I find in you: charms in your arms, eyes aflame with that gleaming
smile you possess. You're standing before my eyes with tears
knowing there is a message of farewell between our hearts,
but I plead with you to stay for I'm crying for your love.
Say this man, this poet will not once again be alone with his
inspiration and the wind's chilling my soul.
Whisper goodbye and I'll shout LOVING YOU, MY DARLING.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LETTER: MY DEAREST LOVE

My dearest love......
The very breath which I breathe
Is because of you, my love
The very thought I think in my head
Of you? Of past and present
Is because of you my love

The very beat my heart takes
When I play a game of basketball or speak a word
Is because of you my love
The very essence which makes me a man
Is because of you my love

The tears I shed and the blood and sweat
I give day in and day out
In this hell-hole of a place we call Earth
Is because of you my love
I am here on this Earth as a human being

Nights go by
And not a minute passes by that I do not think of thee
Wanting to give my very best at what I do best
Which...
Is because of you my love!

POETRY: DESIRE ME

I have experienced a world of complete tranquility,
That of the sweetest sound of the soft embrace
Of quiet undisturbed music that never ends--

Being lifted into the endless space of air
Into a freedom of flesh and touch.

A world where comfort holds a hand
Gently over my heart and compassion glides
Me over beauty and warmth.

A place where my eyes remain shut,
And i see mountains of love that
Compress my soul
And upgrade my heart.

Where senses cease to exsist
and pain has no entrance.

A place i share with only one other soul,
Together into a massive world of secure peace,
and the embrace of wholeness.
In my world... it is you I love.


2
When I think of you, the sun shines a little brighter;
the angels sing songs with voices a little lighter.
When I think of you a smile comes across my face;
I can envision us in a warm and loving embrace.

When I think of you, the little boy in me comes out;
innocence and simplicity will surely follow, no doubt.
When I think of you, my heart is free;
you allow me to be as only I can be.

When I think of you, all good things come to mind;
I've searched the world over but nowhere could I find
A woman so special and sweet as you, it's hard to believe;
someone so lovely and caring is ready for me to receive.

When I think of you, I get a funny feeling inside;
my heart goes pitter-patter and rocks from side to side.
When I think of you, it makes me believe true love is alive;
I hope and pray for the one-day when it shall arrive.

When I think of you, radiant images of splendor and grace
dance inside my head taking me from place to place.
Each one filled with benevolence, they leave a trace
of love filled reverence in satin and lace.


3

What do our dreams really mean?
do they ever come true?
Or are they only the things
we are already destined to do?
Is the person we fall in love with
pictured in our mind?
Do we visualize that special one
and hope that's who we find?
Do we not see any one else
that might come into view,
knowing that the one and only
might really still come true?
What happens if we choose not to wait
for the one we feel is right?
Do we really fall in love
or afraid life will pass us by?
Do we take the chance as it comes
and hope we don't do wrong,
that the love we feel
will continue to survive and grow strong?
Or do we just go day by day
pretending that we're doing fine,
still watching, waiting, and hoping
with the right one still in mind?
The questions we have are many,
the answers are all too few.
Is this life we live just destiny?
What can and should we do?
I only know that what I feel
is a love deep within my heart,
a love to share with only you
and pray we never part.



4


On nights like tonight,
when the moon is liquid mercury
and the stars fall like broken glass,
I can almost feel her voice,
taste her whisper once again.

On nights like tonight,
when the stars whisper
in the darkening sky
and the moon breathes
in summer tides,
I can almost remember
when she stood above me,
her silhouette against the sky
and her voice drifted down
to touch my hearing.

On nights like tonight,
when the winds exhale songs
of summers, long forgotten
and the symphony of nightfall
begins its final prelude,
when darkness turns to dawn,
only I can hear her
whisper on the sunrise.


5


Let's travel abroad.
Places beyond.
Dreams become memories once this life is gone.
I want to make love at Rocky Mountains highest peek,
and bathe in these waterfalls that I keep seeing in my dreams.
I want to hold you as the Alaskan sun sets.
Somehow let it cleanse all regrets.
It seems perfect envisioned here in my head,
My fingers forget and again reach for you in my bed




6
Love is like a Rose
A smile, a rose blooming in the morning sunshine
The touch, a rose's soft and silky petals
A kiss, the new morning dew
The heart, a new bud ready to open
But a rose can die and so can love


7
A place where the moon shines,
And the rolling hills go on forever.
A place where sweetness exists in my eyes,
and sadness and hatred are blocked away.

You are there.

My dreams are where it exists.
A place where the most beautiful souls roam the earth.
And the others filled with anger
Who have a sudden change of heart.

You are there.

Where water trickles slowly
from the most insignificant stream,
And washes away the imperfections of life.
It is so beautiful.

You are there.

How I wish it wasn't just a fantasy.
I must keep in my mind;
This is somewhere else.
YOU are somewhere else.

My dreams may only be reached
like a cloud in the sky.




8
love...
the depth of a human soul
the humility of a contrite heart
a fervent laughter
a sparkling tear
fragrance of a nostalgia
a soulful music
brilliance of a million lights
magnificence of a sunrise
a kingdom among the clouds
an enchanting fantasy
all the colors of wild imagination
a child's wish
a dream come true
a noble quest
the pride of triumph
the inner peace
the beauty of life
an eternal bliss
the infinity, and beyond.


9

What is love, really?
Is it two people holding hands and hugging?
Is it two people who tell each other they love one another?
Does it mean that you will be with that one person forever?
What is love, really?




10

It's the way you hold me and all my pain dissapears.
It's the way you kiss me and I have no more tears.
When I look into your eyes,
And I know there will never be any lies,

It's the way your eyes capture my heart,
And I hope we will never part.
It's the way you smell the way you do.
The way you listen when I know you don't want to.

The way you make me smile whenever I think of your name.
Now I know I have you, I will never be the same.
I love you for everything you do and everything you say.
My feelings for you quadruple every single day.

I love you with all my heart
And I hope we will never part.
I LOVE YOU, always and forever
And I will never leave you... ever.



11

Concentrate with your eyes wide open
relishing time... present, future, and past
not compromising the feelings you have for each other
realizing the spell that special someone may cast.
And when you feel warmth come over your body
completing the union searched for, that's so sublime
climbing the wall of faith and trust
to whisper to her, " i love you " for the first time

THOUGHTS: DO YOU DOUBT THAT ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE

Do you doubt that anything is possible?

Anything and everything is possible. Do you doubt that?

Then consider that 20,000 years ago, animals were either sources of food or competitors to humans. Today many animals are daily companions that share their lives with their people.

15,000 years ago, all humans had brown eyes. Today, eyes can range in color from bright blue to green to hazel to violet.

5,000 years ago, there was no easy way to move heavy loads around. Today, almost everything that moves has a wheel.

1000 years ago, poor eyesight was an irreversible, crippling handicap. Today, most vision problems can be corrected either temporarily or permanently with glasses, contacts or laser surgery.

600 years ago, books were written by hand and literacy was only for the elite. Today, an original fiction book is published every hour.

200 years ago, the only way to capture an image was through drawings or paintings. Today, a picture can be taken with the push of a button on a camera.

150 years ago, transportation was by human or animal effort only. Today, many Americans drive more than they walk.

100 years ago, humans were bound to the ground. Today thousands of people fly around the world.

50 years ago, a computer filled an entire room. Today, many people keep one in their bedroom.

10 years ago, people wanting to listen to a large variety of music needed to carry around bulky cases of CDs. Today, a player holding thousands of songs can fit easily in a pocket.

Still doubt that anything is possible? Just wait!

THOUGHTS: WHY CERTAIN PEOPLE LIKE DRAMA IN THEIR LIFE

People have been hearing fantastic stories since time began. The problem is, they think life is supposed to be like the stories. Let's look at a few examples. Let's look at a very common story arc. The story of Cinderella.It starts with her awful life with evil stepsisters, scrubbing the fireplace. Then she get an invitation to the ball! Things look up. Then the fairy godmother makes her a dress and a coach. Even better! Then she goes to the ball, and dances with the prince! This is great! But then it's midnight. She has to go. Oh no. Sadness. Back to her humdrum life scrubbing the fireplace. But it's not as bad as before, because she's had this encouraging experience. Then, the prince finds her, and the happiness factor is off the chart! Happily ever after.

People LOVE that story! This story arc has been written a thousand times in a thousand tales. And because of it, people think their lives are supposed to be like this



It's an ordinary day in an ordinary town. But something horrible happens! A child falls down a well! The whole town gathers to save her. Old grudges surface, but are belittled in the light of this tragedy. Rifts are bonded as people work together. The child is saved, and all is well. But notice it's a little better than it was before, now that this incident has brought them all closer together.

“People LOVE that story! This story arc has been written a thousand times in a thousand tales. And because of it, people think their lives are supposed to be like this.”

But the problem is, life is really like this...


Our lives drifts along with normal things happening. Some ups, some downs, but nothing to go down in history about. Nothing so fantastic or terrible that it'll be told for a thousand years.

“But because we grew up surrounded by big dramatic story arcs in books and movies, we think our lives are supposed to be filled with huge ups and downs! So people pretend there is drama where there is none.”

That's why people invent fights. That's why we're drawn to sports. That's why we act like everything that happens to us is such a big deal.

We're trying to make our life into a fairy tale.

THOUGHTS: IF YOU BELONG TO ME

If you were to belong to me, to be my possession and my pet, imagine the possibilities. Imagine if I were to control your desires, your cravings, to transform you into the depraved, perverted, filthy, vile thing of your dreams, to allow you the opportunity to express and live your most warped fantasies. What would your life be like if I owned you like an object, if I had control of your soul? What if you knew you had the honor of belonging to me in a way that no one else could? Imagine being loved by me and despised by me at the same time. Imagine for a brief moment that your entire world revolves around your worship of me and my ability to release you from the confines of being a woman and becoming a dirty, insatiable, whore whose only limits are defined by me.

If you were to sign your life over to me, to relinquish your rights as a human being and become my possession, your life would be forever altered. Let’s not pretend here that we are talking about slavery for this would be completely voluntary on your part. You could continue to go through your daily activities, appearing normal to your co-workers and the hoards of nameless strangers you encounter, but your soul would belong to me. Your every waking thought would be filled with images of me, of how I know your kinkiest fantasies and desires and my willingness and ability to make those dreams reality.

THOUGHTS: THUNDER

Thunder is rolling here. Night is still out and lightning rips the sky. You can feel the power of the storm...It is wonderful feeling so much power, like rage going thru the sky, fearful, but at the same time glorious, beautiful, sensuous, stimulating...fear and love wrapped together as one. The power is the same...as the raging storm. It makes you tremble with a passion you have
never known before. Each pore of your body responds to the caress of the storm, the rolling thunder, the electrical charge of the air, it is breathtaking, it is stimulating, it is sensuous, this fear and desire in one...this forbidden yet attainable...this powerful storm...of love and rage, we share for such a brief time, in the expanse of the ages, but for eternity in our memories. Hidden in our hearts in the secret place we never reveal, but where we go to reflect upon the storm...of passion that we feel, that none other will ever know or share with us...the beauty of it...the sensuous calm of it...the infinite pleasure of this raging storm...forever in anticipation...of the moment when the rain will fall and I will know that you also feel this storm...

THOUGHTS: WHAT DOES IT MEAN WHEN YOU SWALLOW MY CUM

To learn how to love your partner or how to accept love from your partner - look at small babies !!!

* Mother gives breast milk and enjoys giving breast milk ... because she enjoys of giving love
* Baby enjoys drinking mother milk directly from the bosom of mother, because milk is the combination of nutrition and love, physical and metaphysical at the very same time. Breastfeeding is giving love and enjoying to see how this liquid love is absorbed and enjoyed by the recipient. Any and every truly loving mother loves to give love because she can FEEL and SEE how much the baby enjoys to drink all her love.
* The baby enjoys receiving milk because it is delicious, sweet and it is milk PLUS love from mother. And the baby can look at mothers smiling eyes immersed in mothers love. What a joy for both.

This giving love and accepting love is to be learned by adults again. Become like children learn to enjoy in your heart and learn to give love from the bottom of your divine heart.

In oral sex - to fully absorb means that a girl loves to drink and swallow the semen and enjoy the semen of her man as a delicious heavenly aphrodisiac. A man will drink and enjoy the female love flowing from her breast - a man will love to drink her breast milk. For a truly loving lover kissing the pussy of his wife is a pleasure, since the pussy of a truly loving angel girl smells and tastes like a exotic and sexy flower.

A woman bows to the "MAN" inside her husband / partner by giving him a "blow job" - by sucking his penis and FULLY absorbing all energy metaphysical and physical ( semen = physical love ) flowing out of her partner's penis. this requires HER to be fully open to accept his love and ABSORB love within HER female being - she either can absorb all or NONE - never metaphysical love only and rejecting physical love ! this oral sex however also requires the man being fully relaxed and ready to GIVE ALL to his wife - it also requires that HE feels the his love is WELCOME by his wife / partner. he needs to FEEL that his love is "good enough" for his wife and that she loves it. of course such can only be done by a woman who is in peace with her sexual woman inside as well as that man needs to be in peace with his sexual role as a man !

A man bows to the "WOMEN" inside his wives / partners by being able to kiss her pussy (vagina) with such great devotion and love that she can easily have an orgasm. this proves full acceptance of HER being "different" from male - her being truly female - hence of OPPOSITE nature than the man himself. while the women in such love practice is required to truly be in peace with herself being a female being and by being fully relaxed to completely OPEN and accept her husband bowing to her in such a truly spiritual way. if the woman fails to fully open for her partner - then she may fail to experience an orgasm as a result of herself failing to ACCEPT his true divine love ! every true female woman loves that and enjoys it again and again - and EVERY spiritual woman NEEDS this proof of true love again and again for her spiritual healing and of course for a happy fulfilling relationship !! the female sexual organs are of receiving nature - specially the uterus has a powerful large chakra to absorb metaphysical energy GIVEN by the man during sex including oral sex. it is this male energy flowing INTO the spiritual being of a woman that finally causes the orgasm of a woman in ALL sexual practices between men and women. the woman NEEDS to truly LOVE that man to fully OPEN for his love and that man needs to have TRUE spiritual love in order to be able to GIVE such love that creates an orgasm within the woman. an orgasm is a temporary union of two astral bodies - and for more advanced spiritual couples of two causal bodies.

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