Dear God,
I am terrified of being alone forever. I can do it all alone now, I even like it, but that's with the hope that someday I won't be.
I hope I'll find someone who will love me unconditionally. I want her to think my flaws are beautiful and my smile lights up her world and my laugh is music for her soul. I hope she'll see past my problems and weaknesses and believe that my strength is staggering. I want her to say I am kind, say she loves my heart and is giving me her own for the rest of her life.
I haven't met this woman yet, . I don't even think half the time that something this wonderful will exist for me, but God do I hope it will. Please, let me have this beautiful, basic miracle in my life. I promise I'll never take it for granted.
I'm sorry I ask you for this everyday. I know you have a plan for me,and I know its whatever is best for me. Please though, hear my prayer at least. Think about it, and if you ever get a chance, get back to me?
I love you.
Love,
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
PERSONAL/LOVE/THOUGHTS: YOU FIND THAT PERSON
You know there are times. Times when you think to yourself; what am I? Who am I? How do I know whom to love, when deep down inside all I want is to be happy? How do I find that one person who makes me truly feel in this world where nothing is guaranteed. And all I want... All I want is to love, and be loved in return.
But then there are times that you wish you were normal. That you wish you could give back that flutter in your chest. Times when you wish you could just give up your heart and build yourself a mechanical organ that beats the same rhythm as everyone else.
But then you find that person. Your person. Forget about fear. Forget that you are confused and scared and have never know what it means to have another person on earth look at you and say; 'I love you,' and mean it.
They make you forget everything but the thudding in your chest. And then they smile and even that thudding is gone, because you've followed after them. They care about you even through all those hardships and trials, and you look at them and you can feel again.
And even if you never get to be with them, part of your heart will always be safe knowing that; to that person, you are worth something. Even if it's not the rainbows and butterflies you thought it would be, you find that person who changes how you see the world. They make blue turn into red and they make water into air. They care enough not just let you get away with your shit. They force you to face your shadows and your darkness and they tell you that they're not afraid of someone with nightmares.
And it may not be perfect, or simple, or right. But it is what it is, and it makes the world a little less lonely, and for once in your life you stop asking questions. For once in your life, there is someone else who is just as scared, and vulnerable, and confused as you, but willing to take a risk. And for once in your life, you feel home.
But then there are times that you wish you were normal. That you wish you could give back that flutter in your chest. Times when you wish you could just give up your heart and build yourself a mechanical organ that beats the same rhythm as everyone else.
But then you find that person. Your person. Forget about fear. Forget that you are confused and scared and have never know what it means to have another person on earth look at you and say; 'I love you,' and mean it.
They make you forget everything but the thudding in your chest. And then they smile and even that thudding is gone, because you've followed after them. They care about you even through all those hardships and trials, and you look at them and you can feel again.
And even if you never get to be with them, part of your heart will always be safe knowing that; to that person, you are worth something. Even if it's not the rainbows and butterflies you thought it would be, you find that person who changes how you see the world. They make blue turn into red and they make water into air. They care enough not just let you get away with your shit. They force you to face your shadows and your darkness and they tell you that they're not afraid of someone with nightmares.
And it may not be perfect, or simple, or right. But it is what it is, and it makes the world a little less lonely, and for once in your life you stop asking questions. For once in your life, there is someone else who is just as scared, and vulnerable, and confused as you, but willing to take a risk. And for once in your life, you feel home.
PERSONAL/LOVE: MAKING ME FEEL CLOSER TO YOU
Billions and billions of years ago, before you and me and our planet, stars were burning themselves up, exploding in on themselves with more heat and power than we can ever fathom. And in those furnaces elements were created, the same atoms that would one day make up our earth. The atoms that make up us.
Sometimes it seems like there's an insurmountable distance between us. You're so beautiful, and kind, and good, and far away. But both our bodies have known the power of a supernova. We both come from stars--maybe the same one. And even though it was trillions of years ago, ligh tyears away, sometimes that makes me feel a little closer to you
Sometimes it seems like there's an insurmountable distance between us. You're so beautiful, and kind, and good, and far away. But both our bodies have known the power of a supernova. We both come from stars--maybe the same one. And even though it was trillions of years ago, ligh tyears away, sometimes that makes me feel a little closer to you
LETTER/PERSONAL: YOU WERE THE GIRL EVERY BOY WANTED TO BE WITH
You were the girl every boy wanted to be with. They wanted you to look their way. They wanted you to stare at them and smile. They wanted to make you laugh and make you notice them. They wanted you to dance around them, they wanted you.
But you never did pay attention to the rest of them. What, with your long black hair and big brown eyes I'm sure any of them would have squealed with delight to have you.
But as you kissed me last night ... I was the one squealing. My heart stopped for a breif second as I realized no one would ever own you, but I could come close to it. You closing your eyes and half smiling half laughing made me feel lucky to even be in the vicinity of you.
You're a goddess and everyone besides you knows it. The essence of your youth and beauty and grace will always be with you and we will always all love you.
But you never did pay attention to the rest of them. What, with your long black hair and big brown eyes I'm sure any of them would have squealed with delight to have you.
But as you kissed me last night ... I was the one squealing. My heart stopped for a breif second as I realized no one would ever own you, but I could come close to it. You closing your eyes and half smiling half laughing made me feel lucky to even be in the vicinity of you.
You're a goddess and everyone besides you knows it. The essence of your youth and beauty and grace will always be with you and we will always all love you.
LOVE: DARE YOU TO LOOK
Have you ever looked at someone of the opposite sex dead in the eye. Just straight, smack dab in the eye and just looked. Not a sexual look. Not an intense gaze. Just a look.
Initially, it's awkward. Extremely. If not for you, then for them.
But look at it this way. You get to look in their eyes. The eyes are the windows to the soul. You get to see who they really are. You get to see if their eyes are even worth falling in love with.
And them. Even if they feel awkward, they'll remember the way youlooked at them, and it's going to haunt them. And you will become unforgetable and mysterious. Or, they will look right back and maybe smile. Or maybe, just maybe with a shot of tequila, they'll lean in and ...
Well, you should find out.
I dare you to look.
Initially, it's awkward. Extremely. If not for you, then for them.
But look at it this way. You get to look in their eyes. The eyes are the windows to the soul. You get to see who they really are. You get to see if their eyes are even worth falling in love with.
And them. Even if they feel awkward, they'll remember the way youlooked at them, and it's going to haunt them. And you will become unforgetable and mysterious. Or, they will look right back and maybe smile. Or maybe, just maybe with a shot of tequila, they'll lean in and ...
Well, you should find out.
I dare you to look.
PERSONAL/LOVE: BACK TO LIFE
In each of our lives, we have those few precious moments where we truly feel alive. And then there's the rest.
Life is a dichotomy, comprised of these two parts... Those fleeting moments where we believe, if only for a few seconds, that we're not alone. And everything else in between.
You were the one who gave me this opportunity. It's more than just an experience. It's a strong, overpowering force that takes over and transforms you. You become the feeling. Suddenly, your idea of life is changed forever.
Those dull moments that occupied the majority of your time are now replaced with sweeping highs and crashing lows.
And then it's all over. How do you come back from that? Back to the life you once had, before you knew of this alternate realm of existence. It's never quite the same.
Life is a dichotomy, comprised of these two parts... Those fleeting moments where we believe, if only for a few seconds, that we're not alone. And everything else in between.
You were the one who gave me this opportunity. It's more than just an experience. It's a strong, overpowering force that takes over and transforms you. You become the feeling. Suddenly, your idea of life is changed forever.
Those dull moments that occupied the majority of your time are now replaced with sweeping highs and crashing lows.
And then it's all over. How do you come back from that? Back to the life you once had, before you knew of this alternate realm of existence. It's never quite the same.
PERSONAL/LOVE: IT WOULD BE NICE TO HAVE SOMEBODY
It's like, I understand that some people are objectively attractive. Symmetrical faces or nice hair or 'good' bodies, right? But then I'm just like, 'Yeah, okay. They're good looking. woman.' I don't care. And then I'll see someone with like, that one thing I can not resist and it's not even a thing most people would find attractive. Maybe it's dark eyebrows or a certain type of smile. Most people would go, 'Really? That?' Meanwhile, I am on fire.
Despite the sun, shinning down to drench me in its warm loving rays. Despite the rain, with its temperamental raindrops that could sooth my soul with gentle little kisses, or screams alongside me with droplets plowing into the cement like speeding bullets. Despite the flowers, whose iridescent petals shine with the blinding color spectrum of the air we breathe. Despite the stars, hanging in the sky like diamonds scattered into an abyss of breathless beauty. Despite the wind, that plays with the loose strands of my hair as though to transform the strawberry strands into monarch butterflies. Despite the warm amber pebbles that line beaches shores, and the topaz water dancing around the edges infinite horizon line.
Despite all these beautiful things I am lonely.
Beyond lonely.
I have no one to cast a shadow beside, our fingers intertwined as the sun beams around us. No one to dance beside in the temperamental rainstorms. No one for me to pick flowers for to stick in their paper bag lunches or in the visor of their car to give them a little thing to make them smile. No one to stargaze with, no one to sleep under the stars with, no one to kiss me under the cool rays of moonlight. No one to spin me around in the wind, and tug on the loose strands of my butterfly hair. No one to walk beside on the beach, to play within the topaz water, to build amber sandcastles beside.
It would be nice to have somebody.
Despite the sun, shinning down to drench me in its warm loving rays. Despite the rain, with its temperamental raindrops that could sooth my soul with gentle little kisses, or screams alongside me with droplets plowing into the cement like speeding bullets. Despite the flowers, whose iridescent petals shine with the blinding color spectrum of the air we breathe. Despite the stars, hanging in the sky like diamonds scattered into an abyss of breathless beauty. Despite the wind, that plays with the loose strands of my hair as though to transform the strawberry strands into monarch butterflies. Despite the warm amber pebbles that line beaches shores, and the topaz water dancing around the edges infinite horizon line.
Despite all these beautiful things I am lonely.
Beyond lonely.
I have no one to cast a shadow beside, our fingers intertwined as the sun beams around us. No one to dance beside in the temperamental rainstorms. No one for me to pick flowers for to stick in their paper bag lunches or in the visor of their car to give them a little thing to make them smile. No one to stargaze with, no one to sleep under the stars with, no one to kiss me under the cool rays of moonlight. No one to spin me around in the wind, and tug on the loose strands of my butterfly hair. No one to walk beside on the beach, to play within the topaz water, to build amber sandcastles beside.
It would be nice to have somebody.
PERSONAL/LETTER/LOVE: YOU'RE MY BLANKET, AND YOU COVER MY HEART
When I crawl into a warm blanket at night, I pretend it's your arms. The sweet smell of home covers me when I curl up under it, however, when I'm with you I can feel that, feel at home. That thin cloth of security strengthens me, and tells me I can sleep fearless, but in your arms I feel like you will protect me, and you are fearless.
Nothing can harm me under the cozy embrace of my blanket, but I know it's possible that it will slip away... Then leave me cold...
It's a scary thought isn't it? That my covers may come off in my sleep... That I'll freeze. Just like you can loosen your grip on me, and leave me to feel the cold embedded heart ... All you could do is reach out with the tips of my toes, and feel the blanket that once covered me, and has not quiet left.. All you could do Is clutch onto that hope only grasping onto that little bit of love...
But those are the fears of a nightmare while hiding under the blanket,because in all honesty a nightmare is nothing compared to a dream. Dream, separating the good in my thoughts. When I feel my warmth held
under that blanket, I remember the warmth held in my heart. No matter where you are you warm my soul and keep me safe. love... It guides me, shelters me with warmth, stops my nightmares...
You're my blanket, and you cover my heart.
Nothing can harm me under the cozy embrace of my blanket, but I know it's possible that it will slip away... Then leave me cold...
It's a scary thought isn't it? That my covers may come off in my sleep... That I'll freeze. Just like you can loosen your grip on me, and leave me to feel the cold embedded heart ... All you could do is reach out with the tips of my toes, and feel the blanket that once covered me, and has not quiet left.. All you could do Is clutch onto that hope only grasping onto that little bit of love...
But those are the fears of a nightmare while hiding under the blanket,because in all honesty a nightmare is nothing compared to a dream. Dream, separating the good in my thoughts. When I feel my warmth held
under that blanket, I remember the warmth held in my heart. No matter where you are you warm my soul and keep me safe. love... It guides me, shelters me with warmth, stops my nightmares...
You're my blanket, and you cover my heart.
PERSONAL/LOVE: EYE CONTACT WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER
You know when your walking through a crowded room and you make eye contact with a complete stranger. But it wasn't just normal eye contact it was like you were attracted to each other. And then you both or gone in a blink of eye.
Well heres what I think about; What if that person was your soul mate and you're going to meet them again later in life. You never know who you are going to fall in love with. I think about this all the time.
Well heres what I think about; What if that person was your soul mate and you're going to meet them again later in life. You never know who you are going to fall in love with. I think about this all the time.
LOVE LETTER/PERSONAL: I WANT TO KNOW
I want to know all your deepest, darkest secrets. I want to know you love me, and trust me. I want to feel special, like I have the only key to your heart.
I want to know how you sit, the way you breathe, the way your heart beats. I want to know if your palms get sweaty, like mines, when we're around each other. .
I want to know all your favorites, and all that you dislike. I want to know your favorite pie, and your favorite flower. I want to know if you like skirts or prefer dresses. I want to know the types of music you listen to. I want to know the position you fall asleep in, and if you like to cuddle.
I want to know your favorite meal and if you like spaghetti tacos. I want to know if you wouldn't mind eating meatless spaghetti with me,and whether or not you like avocados.
I want to know your mom's name, and get to know your little sister, even if she's a little intimidating.
I want to ride bikes with you. I want to walk around a lake with you. I want to lay under the stars with you. I want to get familiar with that warm aura you give off.
I want to remember the way your hands feel, and I want you to know my secrets. I want you to take care of me when I'm sick, and I want to make you soup when you're feeling cold.
I want to kiss you. And I want you to kiss my nose and forehead, as if telling me that I'm yours. And I want to cry into your shoulder when I'm sad, and I want to comfort you when you're down. I want you to help me confront my fears, and I want to learn the secrets to being confident.
I want to know that I'm handsome, because you're the only one that can really convince me that I am. I want to know that I have no reason to be insecure. I want to know that I'm attactive.
I want to know your favorite popcorn flavor, and if you'd prefer blueberries or cherries on your pancakes. I want to know if you enjoy ramen, and what kind of cheese you enjoy most. I want to know if you prefer sausages or bacon with your eggs.
I want to be there for you when something bad happens. And I want to see your radiant smile when something close to a miracle happens. I want to be the one you think of when you hear love songs, and I want to be the one you secretly dream about.
I want to know you'll be by my side through thick-and-thin. I want to know you feel the same way. I want to know that you won't leave me alone.
I want to know what you're afraid of, and help you conquer that fear. I want to tell you you're amazing when you get insecure. I want to tell you that you're amazing all the time.
I want to be yours. No, not like I am now, but officially. No one has to know, but you have to know that I am yours and yours only. I want to be the one you call your soulmate, and your one and only.
I want to grow old with you. I know we won't have ten cats when we're older, because of your allergies, but I want to have you.
That's a lot to wish for, but you made me into a dreamy, lost, hopeful romantic. I just...
I love you.
I want to know how you sit, the way you breathe, the way your heart beats. I want to know if your palms get sweaty, like mines, when we're around each other. .
I want to know all your favorites, and all that you dislike. I want to know your favorite pie, and your favorite flower. I want to know if you like skirts or prefer dresses. I want to know the types of music you listen to. I want to know the position you fall asleep in, and if you like to cuddle.
I want to know your favorite meal and if you like spaghetti tacos. I want to know if you wouldn't mind eating meatless spaghetti with me,and whether or not you like avocados.
I want to know your mom's name, and get to know your little sister, even if she's a little intimidating.
I want to ride bikes with you. I want to walk around a lake with you. I want to lay under the stars with you. I want to get familiar with that warm aura you give off.
I want to remember the way your hands feel, and I want you to know my secrets. I want you to take care of me when I'm sick, and I want to make you soup when you're feeling cold.
I want to kiss you. And I want you to kiss my nose and forehead, as if telling me that I'm yours. And I want to cry into your shoulder when I'm sad, and I want to comfort you when you're down. I want you to help me confront my fears, and I want to learn the secrets to being confident.
I want to know that I'm handsome, because you're the only one that can really convince me that I am. I want to know that I have no reason to be insecure. I want to know that I'm attactive.
I want to know your favorite popcorn flavor, and if you'd prefer blueberries or cherries on your pancakes. I want to know if you enjoy ramen, and what kind of cheese you enjoy most. I want to know if you prefer sausages or bacon with your eggs.
I want to be there for you when something bad happens. And I want to see your radiant smile when something close to a miracle happens. I want to be the one you think of when you hear love songs, and I want to be the one you secretly dream about.
I want to know you'll be by my side through thick-and-thin. I want to know you feel the same way. I want to know that you won't leave me alone.
I want to know what you're afraid of, and help you conquer that fear. I want to tell you you're amazing when you get insecure. I want to tell you that you're amazing all the time.
I want to be yours. No, not like I am now, but officially. No one has to know, but you have to know that I am yours and yours only. I want to be the one you call your soulmate, and your one and only.
I want to grow old with you. I know we won't have ten cats when we're older, because of your allergies, but I want to have you.
That's a lot to wish for, but you made me into a dreamy, lost, hopeful romantic. I just...
I love you.
PERSONAL/LOVE LETTER: WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME
I am flawed. I am insecure, jealous, possessive, overbearing, needy, and ill tempered. I am awkward a I am imperfect and I am unloveable. But not when you look at me. When you look at me, you see someone different. Someone better. You see someone confident and humble, beautiful and happy. You see someone
happy and cheerful with a million friends and a kickass sense of humor. You see the potential for my future, the things I've learned from my past. You see a realist and a dreamer, someone who is patient and kind and fair. You see someone you love.
And when you look at me, sometimes, just sometimes, I think I could really be that person you see. I think I could really be that. Because it gives me so much hope for myself, for the future, that you could see all that in me. That someone as extraordinary as you could spend so much time loving and caring for someone so mundane as me.
From the moment you began looking my way, it felt like I was basking in a shower of warm, comfortingly cozy sunlight. It was like bathing in affection, adoration, amicability. Love, lust, peacefulness, I felt them all for the first time with you.
I sometimes wish I hadn't made the choice to become involved with you. With someone that I knew would end up hurting me when you left. But then I remember the good times. The breathtaking memories we had, the perfect first kiss, the times you made me feel safe and secure and normal for the first time in my life.
You don't know this, but you saved me. I was floundering in my own despair and my own regrets and sorrows, and you saved me.
So thank you, my love. Thank you for loving me and seeing me and making me be something better.I will never forget you.
happy and cheerful with a million friends and a kickass sense of humor. You see the potential for my future, the things I've learned from my past. You see a realist and a dreamer, someone who is patient and kind and fair. You see someone you love.
And when you look at me, sometimes, just sometimes, I think I could really be that person you see. I think I could really be that. Because it gives me so much hope for myself, for the future, that you could see all that in me. That someone as extraordinary as you could spend so much time loving and caring for someone so mundane as me.
From the moment you began looking my way, it felt like I was basking in a shower of warm, comfortingly cozy sunlight. It was like bathing in affection, adoration, amicability. Love, lust, peacefulness, I felt them all for the first time with you.
I sometimes wish I hadn't made the choice to become involved with you. With someone that I knew would end up hurting me when you left. But then I remember the good times. The breathtaking memories we had, the perfect first kiss, the times you made me feel safe and secure and normal for the first time in my life.
You don't know this, but you saved me. I was floundering in my own despair and my own regrets and sorrows, and you saved me.
So thank you, my love. Thank you for loving me and seeing me and making me be something better.I will never forget you.
LETTER/PERSONAL/ LOVE: SOMEWHERE THERE'S SOMEONE WHO DREAM OF YOUR SMILE
I had always wanted to tell you that I love you but my lips were sealed as my heart didn't allow me to throw my words out ..I wish you could see behind my smile all the hidden feelings.
It is said that the most precious possession that ever comes to a man in life is a woman's heart ..the broken pieces of my heart still love you and will always love you only you, I wont ever tell you that you are the only person I look up to every time I am lonely you are the only best thing that has ever happened to me. Tears words that my heart cant say and my heart has alll those hidden tears deep inside it.
It really hurts when all the best things in life turn into memories which are unforgettable. I know that you never felt the same way for me but I still kept loving you .I kept my eyes closed although everything was so clear.The problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me I can't force myself to stop loving you .Love has no beginning and no ending it is always there but you only need to feel it .The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal to die and part is less evil than to than to part and live..missing you gets easier every
day because even though it's one day further from the last time I saw you , it's one day closer to the next time I will see you, do remember
Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while.
So when you are lonely, remember it's true Somebody somewhere is thinking of you. love you always ...
It is said that the most precious possession that ever comes to a man in life is a woman's heart ..the broken pieces of my heart still love you and will always love you only you, I wont ever tell you that you are the only person I look up to every time I am lonely you are the only best thing that has ever happened to me. Tears words that my heart cant say and my heart has alll those hidden tears deep inside it.
It really hurts when all the best things in life turn into memories which are unforgettable. I know that you never felt the same way for me but I still kept loving you .I kept my eyes closed although everything was so clear.The problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me I can't force myself to stop loving you .Love has no beginning and no ending it is always there but you only need to feel it .The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal to die and part is less evil than to than to part and live..missing you gets easier every
day because even though it's one day further from the last time I saw you , it's one day closer to the next time I will see you, do remember
Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while.
So when you are lonely, remember it's true Somebody somewhere is thinking of you. love you always ...
PERSONAL/LOVE/ LETTER: LOSING YOU IS LIKE LOSING MYSELF
My love I know I wont ever have the confidence to tell you this but this is true I loved you more than anything, still love you and will always be loving you... I know you are not mine and can never be.I had dream about things which won't ever come true....but now that everything is so clear I still love you like anything because love is eternal, it cares for no beginning and no end.
You have a special place in my heart and no one else can take it I assure you this .. the broken and shattered pieces of my heart still love you. Love is a great feeling those who win in love are the luckiest people alive,but the other name for love is sacrifice and you know you are very lucky because you have someone who loves you like hell and can do anything to get a smile on your face.You mean a lot to me I am sacrificing my love , myself, my feelings for you.
You can't even guess how much I miss you.I have a lot of questions but no one to answer.I am living with this love and will die with this love.I have always been your's only.The tears in my eyes ,the beat of my heart are only taking you're name.
My life has changed. You were like a wonderful heart touching breeze that blew everything away.I am like jotting down my feeling in a paper being damn sure you wont ever read this.In true love the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged.
True Love burns the brightest, But the brightest flames leave the deepest scars.True love stories never have endings.Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before.If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you, I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life I wont have to think twice on saying that "I waited a lifetime to say I love you..Sometimes I think the heart was made to be broken. Your closing your eyes to me, opened my eyes to you. I don't know how to not love you, I only know how to not let you go.One can not truly experience the beauty of love without enduring the pain that comes with it once it is lost.If I were granted three wishes, they would be You, Me, Us. I can't stop shedding my tears for you because losing you is like losing myself, but still I will be always loving you you're love
You have a special place in my heart and no one else can take it I assure you this .. the broken and shattered pieces of my heart still love you. Love is a great feeling those who win in love are the luckiest people alive,but the other name for love is sacrifice and you know you are very lucky because you have someone who loves you like hell and can do anything to get a smile on your face.You mean a lot to me I am sacrificing my love , myself, my feelings for you.
You can't even guess how much I miss you.I have a lot of questions but no one to answer.I am living with this love and will die with this love.I have always been your's only.The tears in my eyes ,the beat of my heart are only taking you're name.
My life has changed. You were like a wonderful heart touching breeze that blew everything away.I am like jotting down my feeling in a paper being damn sure you wont ever read this.In true love the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged.
True Love burns the brightest, But the brightest flames leave the deepest scars.True love stories never have endings.Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before.If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you, I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life I wont have to think twice on saying that "I waited a lifetime to say I love you..Sometimes I think the heart was made to be broken. Your closing your eyes to me, opened my eyes to you. I don't know how to not love you, I only know how to not let you go.One can not truly experience the beauty of love without enduring the pain that comes with it once it is lost.If I were granted three wishes, they would be You, Me, Us. I can't stop shedding my tears for you because losing you is like losing myself, but still I will be always loving you you're love
LOVE LETTER/PERSONAL/ LOVE: I WANT YOU TO KNOW
I want you to know that I still love you and always will. I thought I could get over you and that my broken heart would heal quickly. I was wrong. I was only strong while you were not near. One look at you and
my heart melts within me. All the buried feelings begin to rise within me and all I want to do is melt within your arms. I now confess that I never stopped loving you. I guess I never will.
Now I am feeling lost and confused. Within my heart I want you so badly. All I think about is you and being able to hold you, love you, touch you, and be with you. I am consumed by my desire for you and I feel lost without you. I know that I cannot force you to be with me or to want to be with me. It must be your decision. I would not want you any other way. I want you to want me, to be with me because you want to be with me, to love me because it makes you happy to love me, to come to me because you desire to be close to me.
I thought that missing you would get easier everyday. It has not. In fact, now that I have seen you again, touched you again, made love to you again, it has gotten more difficult being without you. My whole being aches for you and I cannot force myself to stop loving you. In fact, I don't want to stop loving you.
Alas, it might very well be my fate to go on living without you. I will not beg you to come back. If love cannot lead you back to me then I guess we will stay apart, but I truly hope that you will love me as much as I love you and want me with the same burning desire that I want you.
I still love you and I don't want to stop. I want you.
my heart melts within me. All the buried feelings begin to rise within me and all I want to do is melt within your arms. I now confess that I never stopped loving you. I guess I never will.
Now I am feeling lost and confused. Within my heart I want you so badly. All I think about is you and being able to hold you, love you, touch you, and be with you. I am consumed by my desire for you and I feel lost without you. I know that I cannot force you to be with me or to want to be with me. It must be your decision. I would not want you any other way. I want you to want me, to be with me because you want to be with me, to love me because it makes you happy to love me, to come to me because you desire to be close to me.
I thought that missing you would get easier everyday. It has not. In fact, now that I have seen you again, touched you again, made love to you again, it has gotten more difficult being without you. My whole being aches for you and I cannot force myself to stop loving you. In fact, I don't want to stop loving you.
Alas, it might very well be my fate to go on living without you. I will not beg you to come back. If love cannot lead you back to me then I guess we will stay apart, but I truly hope that you will love me as much as I love you and want me with the same burning desire that I want you.
I still love you and I don't want to stop. I want you.
LOVE LETTER/PERSONAL/LOVE: MY HEART YEARNING FOR YOU
My heart is broken. That is such a cliche to say that but it is. I have never loved anyone like I love you.
My heart is yearning for you, for some recognition, for just a glimpse that you still love me that i haven't ruined things forever, that we can get back what we had. Love me, Love me, Love me. If I wish it deeply enough will it come true again. You said for as long as I wanted you you would love me, you said you couldn't say it enough but in the space of an afternoon you lost it. So was it even love? Did you know me? Did you really know me until that day?
I keep thinking about your eyes, how they used to look at me, how I could hardly look you back at it was too much, your eyes were amazing. I think about how you came up and hugged me in the kitchen, you were
so strong and I was so weak. How when I kissed you I felt complete.
I'M so angry with you, for not being able to understand, for making me wait, for not seeming to care anymore. Today I couldn't stop crying. This feeling that I have lost you is too overwhelming, I want to run
from it, hide from it but I cant.
When I wake for a second, everything is Ok, I still have you and then after that second I know the truth again, that I let you down, that I let myself down and it hurts too much. I cant stand it. I wonder if you will ever read this and if you do that you will know that it is me, that what we had was amazing, that for a while it was real. I thought I had found my soulmate in you, a poetic soul I could relate to on every level but it was a dillusion. I thought I dreamt you in to my life, I wanted you so much before I met you and now I have lost you. Everything is empty without you, you bought light in to everything in my life and now its dark and i am lost.
My heart is yearning for you, for some recognition, for just a glimpse that you still love me that i haven't ruined things forever, that we can get back what we had. Love me, Love me, Love me. If I wish it deeply enough will it come true again. You said for as long as I wanted you you would love me, you said you couldn't say it enough but in the space of an afternoon you lost it. So was it even love? Did you know me? Did you really know me until that day?
I keep thinking about your eyes, how they used to look at me, how I could hardly look you back at it was too much, your eyes were amazing. I think about how you came up and hugged me in the kitchen, you were
so strong and I was so weak. How when I kissed you I felt complete.
I'M so angry with you, for not being able to understand, for making me wait, for not seeming to care anymore. Today I couldn't stop crying. This feeling that I have lost you is too overwhelming, I want to run
from it, hide from it but I cant.
When I wake for a second, everything is Ok, I still have you and then after that second I know the truth again, that I let you down, that I let myself down and it hurts too much. I cant stand it. I wonder if you will ever read this and if you do that you will know that it is me, that what we had was amazing, that for a while it was real. I thought I had found my soulmate in you, a poetic soul I could relate to on every level but it was a dillusion. I thought I dreamt you in to my life, I wanted you so much before I met you and now I have lost you. Everything is empty without you, you bought light in to everything in my life and now its dark and i am lost.
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