LOVE LETTER/PERSONAL: I WANT TO KNOW

I want to know all your deepest, darkest secrets. I want to know you love me, and trust me. I want to feel special, like I have the only key to your heart.

I want to know how you sit, the way you breathe, the way your heart beats. I want to know if your palms get sweaty, like mines, when we're around each other. .

I want to know all your favorites, and all that you dislike. I want to know your favorite pie, and your favorite flower. I want to know if you like skirts or prefer dresses. I want to know the types of music you listen to. I want to know the position you fall asleep in, and if you like to cuddle.

I want to know your favorite meal and if you like spaghetti tacos. I want to know if you wouldn't mind eating meatless spaghetti with me,and whether or not you like avocados.

I want to know your mom's name, and get to know your little sister, even if she's a little intimidating.

I want to ride bikes with you. I want to walk around a lake with you. I want to lay under the stars with you. I want to get familiar with that warm aura you give off.

I want to remember the way your hands feel, and I want you to know my secrets. I want you to take care of me when I'm sick, and I want to make you soup when you're feeling cold.

I want to kiss you. And I want you to kiss my nose and forehead, as if telling me that I'm yours. And I want to cry into your shoulder when I'm sad, and I want to comfort you when you're down. I want you to help me confront my fears, and I want to learn the secrets to being confident.

I want to know that I'm handsome, because you're the only one that can really convince me that I am. I want to know that I have no reason to be insecure. I want to know that I'm attactive.

I want to know your favorite popcorn flavor, and if you'd prefer blueberries or cherries on your pancakes. I want to know if you enjoy ramen, and what kind of cheese you enjoy most. I want to know if you prefer sausages or bacon with your eggs.

I want to be there for you when something bad happens. And I want to see your radiant smile when something close to a miracle happens. I want to be the one you think of when you hear love songs, and I want to be the one you secretly dream about.

I want to know you'll be by my side through thick-and-thin. I want to know you feel the same way. I want to know that you won't leave me alone.

I want to know what you're afraid of, and help you conquer that fear. I want to tell you you're amazing when you get insecure. I want to tell you that you're amazing all the time.

I want to be yours. No, not like I am now, but officially. No one has to know, but you have to know that I am yours and yours only. I want to be the one you call your soulmate, and your one and only.

I want to grow old with you. I know we won't have ten cats when we're older, because of your allergies, but I want to have you.

That's a lot to wish for, but you made me into a dreamy, lost, hopeful romantic. I just...

I love you.