Saturday, August 18, 2012

LOVE LETTER: MY IMMORTAL LOVE

My immortal Love


We are meant to share all that we believe in and feel blessed that we have been given the most precious gift in life. Loving you comes so natural. I know your heart and soul so well, it's as though I were speaking of myself. I smile everytime I think about the times we will be spending. The wealth is in our love, it's priceless. So few know what we already have. I know that you capapble of taking care of yourself but what you need to know is that what gives me the greatest pleasure in life is making you happy. When you smile I smile with you, when you hurt, I also hurt. With all that I am, I know who you are and love all of you.

I'm not one to play games and the last thing I would ever do is play with someone's heart and soul, especially the woman I feel I was put on earth to love in every way. Do you feel the pain that I am in right now? The universe has finally given us the chance to have it all...create heaven on earth for the rest of time and for me there are no words to describe the graditude I have to know that we can sleep in peace and each and every day is a day of celebration for we have all that we will ever need in eachother. Together we have the nourishment needed for a happy and healthy life.

I love you totally and completely. The journey has been an emotional roller coaster ride up until the time I found you. As I read my heart and soul in all that you said I knew without a doubt in my mind that we were meant to now come together and share the beauty of what we both believe in...that being each other.

"In the Morning when the sun is just starting to light the day I am awakened and my first thoughts are of you. At night I stare at the dark trees silhouetted against the quiet stars I am entranced into the complete peacefulness and my last thoughts are of you" I love you

"To love and be loved is like stealing into the heavens." I'm listening to love songs once again tonight and every part of my body aches to be with you. Soon I will be taking you into my dreams where I can be with you in every way. It's so beautiful being together, Knowing dreams really do come true...our sex is amazing:-) Give me more, I can't get enough of you. "Together" is going to be everything we could ever want for. I love you so much. Does this seem odd to be hearing? It's true, I really do. . Do you feel my presence with you always? When you sleep do you feel me reaching out to hold you? I feel blessed and I promise you that you will always feel loved for the rest of time. Your loneliness is in the past, I am here to be your best friend, lover, fantasies and your dream come true. Do you even know how easy it is for me to love you the way I do? I promise to cherish you and all that we share. Do you believe in me as I do you? You never leave my mind. It feels as though the universe has finally given all that we have both ever wished for. I want to be making love to you so much. It's becoming harder and harder being apart. I love you for trusting me with your heart. There's no greater gift then knowing that you have faith in my love for you, to know that I am yours and could never want for more but to shower you with love each and every day. I want to hold you through the night and my contentment will be in knowing that my sweet love sleeps in peace, never to feel lonely again. I love you with all my heart and soul. I miss you so much tonight.

Have you ever read "the Symposium" it discusses in kind of tongue in cheek way --that we were once one being but our happiness roused the anger of the Gods, because in our love we were too absorbed to worship them, so they tore us apart leaving our belybutton as the scar, and a void of a missing half that was unexplicable in outr hearts. Its the worst feeling in the world to wander through life enjoying, living, experiencing everything ,and always feeling that something is missing. Some thing that you have never had, but that you have no doubts is there, maybe from a dream in a past life. That is what its like, like remembering a dream of a dream, and now I am crying. I have the dreams the faceless someone talking, touching, reassuring you, sometimes they are like torture reminding you that the one you might be dating is so lacking. Dating in So many people go through liife in a head long rush towards some financial or career goal and they never take the moment to ask themselves if its what they actually want. What if all the time people spend putting in their dues, working hard sacrificing family , and putting off life in exchange for the "prize" of the good life, is a lie. How many people when its all over have got nothing but tired,and distant, by working through life, living for a two week vacation that the family resents them for. I have sworn I will never settle for that. Life is to be lived not saved up in a bank account for retirement. What does that say about everyone in america working towards a retirement from life. I could cry at the twisted saddness of that goal.

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