POETRY: BECOME ONE

you touch me
and i seem to fly
up in the sky
gliding through the clouds
nothing exists but your touch

you kiss me
and i feel i'm up in the galaxies
maybe on jupiter or mars
that  hot  atmosphere
makes my body melt

the look you give me
shows the emotions
the love that you have
the truth is in your face


2

Daybreak.
Yet why am I still shrouded by darkness.
Why do I not feel warm Sun on my face. Or taste the
morning dew gathering outside my door.
As, once, before.

Why do I not hear birds sing in glorious unison, or see
them emblazon themselves on the sky - adding to an
ever changing mural outside my window.
Instead - I hear only shallow breathing.

And why is my heart on fire. Burning with a ferocity
I have never known before. Yet my bones feel ancient,
to their marrow - and I feel so old,
so very - very old.

Why do I wish for memory loss - that I may lose myself
among walkways surrounded by strangers. With faceless
people who neither know nor care -
how I miss you.

And another wish. A wish that I was a child. Weeping
softly into my pillow. Being comforted by my mother or
father. Arms holding me- as only a parent knows best.
To ease their child?s distress.

Why can I not accept this part of my life- as others do?
Turn- with fond reflection. This book has been read, its
over - finished. But now I have your ring on my finger.
And your smile still lingers well into my days.

Haunting me. Reminding of all we had, of all we shared.
The moments that grew from a throwaway kiss then on
into our final seperation.
All those years. Those happy years.

So now I wish - for just one last wish, and this above any
other single thing that I live or ache so desperately for.
But this wish - can never be. For your life has been sung -
and with each passing Sun...
I ask why, without me?
only i exist for you



3

Walking slowly amidst the falling Autumn leaves,
I think of you in that strange land- so dry,
So stark and full of sand.

Softly I kiss the wind and send it your way
Hoping that the breeze will caress you lightly
And you will feel the presence of my love by the kiss in the wind.

Yes, you will feel my love by my kiss in the wind.


4

I chose to go down with you
To the valley of love
There we'll both relax
In one another?s arms

I chose to fly with you
To the mountain top
There we'll get help from above
To live forever in love

I chose to sail with you
To the island of romance
Where there are no inhabitants
Except you and I

I chose to swim with you
In the stream of emotion
Where we would never be afraid
Of the flowing force of the river

I chose to cruise with you
In the vessel of joy
To a place reserved for us
Where we would never be disturbed

I chose to travel with you
To the land of peace
Where there?s no today or tomorrow
But our heartbeat counts the days


5

It doesn't exist, a moment in a day
in which I can part from you
the world seems so distant
when you are not by my side.

There is no beautiful melody
in which I wouldn't think of you
that is why I don't want to hear it
if you don't hear it too.

You have become a part of my soul.
no, nothing consoles me any more
if you are not there with me.

Far away from your lips
from the moon and the stars
with you in the distance, my love...
I don't exist


6

Feeling the emptiness inside my soul,
your's is the one I want so much,
to feel the love you can give...
imagining your slightest touch.

The soul that crosses my path,
I can smell the scent of your skin,
just saying it is you I love,
I can feel it Deep Within.

To kiss your soft moist lips,
to hold you through the night,
these are the dreams I have with you,
wanting to clutch you tight.

Make sure you can be true to me,
I want to be a part of your dream,
And I hope some day you'll get them back,
My love for you shall never gleam...


7

Emotions rise from me like giant waves from the sea,
anger, frustration, sadness... why may this be?
There is only one true answer,
the answer is love.
Love, the strongest of all emotions,
greater than all the big blue oceans,
it's only a four letter word!
But, yet, it has such unimaginable power,
it can be as beautiful as a flower,
and it can, also, taste very sour.
It hits me like a runaway train.
Is it a blessing or depressing,
why all this pain?
No one can understand it,
yet all of us go through it,
LOVE, this thing called... LOVE



8

I am curious to know your ways,
your life with each passing day.
The smile of your face- I long for,
the softness of your words are mine to keep.
You are the flame that burns within my heart, my soul.
To me, you are the joy of morning, the wonderous spirit of night.
Your every breath is my life.
Every star is a dream come true.
The velvet nightime sky is your touch.
The breeze is your breath.
The sunset, your beauty.
How shall I become without you?
The calm ocean in your eye, the warmth in your smile,
the beauty in your soul, the very spirit of your life.
You are a gentle soul of Heaven, the peace of the spring rain.
The gentle snowflake of winter, the smell of summer,
the color of the autumn.
You are mine to give, mine to keep.
Forever, you are my everthing


9

Oh how I long for you to be here with me...
releasing me of all my fears...
whispering sweet words
so softly in my ears...
touching me places
that drive me to ecstasy.

Just to have you by my side
caressing me...
kissing me...
making love to me...
until the sun begins to rise.

You make me feel so alive
Release me now my love.



10

If I could hold you forever,
until the stars fall from the sky...
I would.

If I could be with you for eternity
and hold on to dreams that would never die...
I would.

If I could fall asleep with you every night,
while counting angels that watch over our lives...
I would.

We'd run away inside ourselves
A place for you and me
Drown inside an ocean so deep
Choking on feelings, dying a death so sweet.

If I could linger on moments
the sweetest times of our lives...
I would.

If I could feel your soft lips on mine,
your body against me as you gently make me cry...
I would.

I'd run away with you while the world sleeps,
and I'd let you take me places I've never even dreamed.

If I could feel this way forever
until the stars fall far from the sky,
then believe me when I say this...
I would.


11

As I look on you with my eyes,
I cease to see flesh and bone.
In you I see a divinity to be worshiped
and set on a throne.

As I look on you with my eyes,
I cease to see the beauty of the world.
In you shines a radiance to brighten
where the darkness of night has been hurled.

When I look at you I see a great beauty,
plain and simple.
When I think of you, I think of mystery,
complex and intriguing.

With my eyes
I have looked for you.
With my whole heart


12

Gentle Touches
Caresses
Bodies Entwined

Passionate Kisses
Lips So Devine
Hearts Pounding
Racing

Eyes Mesmerized
Two Souls
Searching, Seeking

Love Undenied
Finding, Feeling
Becoming One
Inside.