PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER

she said: No one else will love you, respect you, support you or give of themself like I will,

will she is my question...........


My Immortal Love,

Tonight another sleepless night as thoughts of You send fire through my veins and turmoil to my passions. I await for you. I love you, I love you, I cannot reiterate it enough. I cannot express it as much as I feel it. This that i feel for you, is different than I have felt before. You've awakened and aspect, a dimension of my true self, my essence, that was unknown to me before. In my quest down this path I've had to ask myself some hard questions. But I cannot deny you anything! Your worth it, all of this and more. I submit, I surrender. and I know that love is everything and nothing matters more. Loving you this deeply is the only way to love., mi amor, I would leave all that I hold dear to be by your side. I'd live in the highest mountain and abandon all social and material comforts to be with you. And these things I can only give to my soulmate, she who I believe is you. I can only share myself wholly with one. i can only give my all, my soul; to and for you. My unbridled desire to live in love, in passionate devotion to one man, You.

I recognize you in all the beauty that surrounds me. As the spring comes into full bloom, my longing desire to spend time with you becomes stronger. Lately colors are brighter and the world has a different vibration for me. I take notice in some of the simpler things in life, because I want to experience them with you. Blooming trees, phases of the moon, children playing. The other night there was a gorgeous full moon. It was so large in contrast with the city skyline. I wondered if for a moment we both looked at it at the same time. I think of the days we can both take walks together, hand in hand. I long to walk with you, through life as your companion, lover, confidant, and friend. That would be my highest prize. I would like to become the embodiment of all you desire in a man. I can only aspire to encompass whatever roll, need or desire you may have by whatever virtue you may see in me, that i please you so. I would do so with love as your most humble servant. You stimulate my imagination, I constantly think of scenarios of ways I may please you, since you live in my mind and heart. I can only hope if it was meant to be and one day you accept in your bed as your, that I would never let you down.

I like the story of Cleopatra as seductress, she rolled her self up in a carpet to gain entry to the palace. she then managed to win the heart of Caesar and later Marc Anthony. Although it is said that she was not such beautiful woman. But she used her imagination to enchant men. She wore elaborate costumes and brought fantasy and theater to their bedchamber. They say you can identify your soul mate by the light in there eyes. That there is an undeniable pull, force, attraction between two be people that perhaps loved each other in lives past. At times I feel that maybe I am of a different time and place, and maybe we shared a great love there. Who knows? But I cannot deny what I feel so deeply for You and how you ignite all that is love within me. Before I wake I think of you. I wake up because of you..with the excitement of just a word. I vividly meet with you in my dreams. I feel at peace when I know that we are somehow connecting at the same time even when there are no words exchanged.

I fall in love with your face more and more each day. And with the discovery of every peace of flesh that is new to my eyes. My favorite part of you so far is your eyes, I'd happily drawn in that sea. It would be my greatest delight to gaze into that amazing window to your soul, yet I dare not ask that much darling. With my heart I kiss your eyelids since I cannot with my lips. I dream of flooding my senses with your body. Our bodies enlaced in ravaged passion, but I'd take my time to delight in all of you. Tasting all your luscious nectars, the glorious scent of your sweat. I wish to consume them all, any gift you may allow me to indulge in. I want to kiss you endlessly.

At times I feel I can see right through you.I love You unconditionally. Even if you can never love me even a mere fraction of how i love you. You occupy my heart always. If iyou ask me to forget you, i never will, I can't. But i will not be in your way. At the very least I can say you have raised the bar. I won't settle for less than my soulmate, and discovered that through you. My love if I may beg of you, if you know that we can never be, release me of this lucid dream, allow me the benefit of finding my other half..if you know i am not yours. And I say this this besides my conviction that you are my one and only. As a woman your given divine free will. I cannot be selfish and I know I can never posses you. A woman cannot be possessed or changed. And with my free will i surrender myself to you. I'd gladly be bound by collar and chains for your handling as you see fit. You own my heart and have absolute power over it. But there is still more in store for me when yielding to the profound feeling that overwhelms me. I draw from your lips from your heart a love that consumes me. You touched me profoundly. I am yours for anything. A desperate cry calls out from my soul to yours. I have missed you so much, mi amor. I kneel before you in submission, a humbled man who only wishes to shower you with his love and admiration. I love you eternally!


Your soulmate, servant and whore,