Saturday, August 18, 2012
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER
In her eyes I see a deep passion As it burns throughout her soul A passion for a person A person that is hurt and cannot appreciate her A passion for a love A love that is unforgettable to her As I watch, she wonders Why does he stare at me? As I still watch, her passion becomes deep With feeling and love Her passion is pointed at another person A person sweet, kind and innocent Not knowing how her love for that person will grow I have asked for many, many things But this one I'm sure of I want this person to form a passion I want to see it in her eyes Hear it in her voice And... I want that passion to be for me
LOVE: LOVE AND CORINTHIANS
What is Love? 1 Corinthians explains that question but what is it really? I myself have been in Love. I have fallen in it, happened upon it, and even stepped in it. But I have also lost it, forgot it and had it taken away from me. Falling in Love can be one of the most amazing feelings in your life. It can also be the most frightening one, too. Anyone that has been really hurt by Love knows how cautious they must be when those feelings come again. No one wants to get hurt so we tend to get scared when we feel a friendship or relationship going in that direction. So what do we do? Do we stay single and refuse to Love again? Just fulfill our wants and needs just to get through the day? That does work for some, but to have True Love will fulfill your life forever. Having someone to come home to, to miss you, to comfort you. Someone to interrupt your busy, stressful day with a phone call, a text or a note to put a smile on your face, to brighten your day, to remind you of what you have.
Finding Love can be very easy. Holding onto it is the challenge.
Live each day to its fullest and Love as if it is your last.
Finding Love can be very easy. Holding onto it is the challenge.
Live each day to its fullest and Love as if it is your last.
LOVE; YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM EVERYDAY
How do you know when you are falling in Love? At what point are you actually in Love? When does the falling stop and the Loving begin?
When we meet someone there is aways some sort of attraction. It could be looks, lifestyle, accomplishments, personality or family values. Our attractions for others can also be the filling of a hole in our life. A lot of people say that looks should not be a reason for attraction because beauty is only skin deep. That does have some truth to it but looks can also be how a person presents himself/herself. Let's say there are two guys sitting at a bar. One guy has messed up hair, wrinkled clothes, a few days growth of facial hair and is sitting alone and just looks angry. Guy number two looks very clean...clothes are perfect, face is clean shaven (maybe shaved head) and is smiling and talking and laughing with some friends. Not knowing anything else about these two, including career, bank account, accomplishments or family values, which one is more attractive?
A single mother may find a single father at a park and see the interaction he has with his child and want her child to have that same interaction or male figure in their life. A woman may see a successful man driving an expensive car, wearing a very nice suit and be attracted to his house, boat, vacation house, toys and his business accomplishments. So now she is attracted to material things. Does she fall in Love with the lifestyle and "things" or is it him? Let's say 3 years later the guys successful Real Estate business crashes with the market, he sells the boat and vacation home to pay for the loss he now has on his house and has no time to play with the toys. She'd better be in Love with him now because that's all she has.
Okay, so now we have the atttraction. Now comes the building of the relationship. As this couple spends more and more time together, whether it be everyday since they met or just a few times a week they become closer and closer. The more time they spend together the less time they want to be apart. When they are apart they call eachother just to hear the other's voice, or send texts just to say "hi" or even just a smilie face :-). As this friendship/relationship grows stronger we introduce sex into it. Here is where it gets tricky. Sexual appetite can be a HUGE problem. If both parties are not looking at the same menu this can cause problems, fights and even failure. So now you have the attraction but you just aren't getting fulfilled in the bedroom. Do you just deal with it and go on wanting more than what you have? Do you try to change the other person and hope that they don't get offended? I think sexual compatability is a major reason why a lot of relationships don't last. He wants it but she doesn't. She wants it as much as they did when the got married. Now 5, 10, 15 years later it just isn't there. Or he goes and gets it somewhere else. And don't even get me started on women who use sex to make a statement. If you are mad at me, be mad. Let's make love and be happy for a brief moment and then you can continue to be mad.
We have attraction and sex and now comes the Love. We have all heard or said, "I think I am falling for you". I think this comes when you feel that you and your partner are compatable in every way. You make eachother laugh and smile. You can lay next to eachother and just talk about everything and never run out of things to say. You go out dancing and just act goofy and smile and laugh and you don't care what other people think about how silly you are. Strangers comment on how happy you look together. You can snuggle on the couch and watch a movie and just hold eachother. And when you are holding eachother, and staring into eachother's eyes and your head is telling you to say "it". The moment is right, everything is perfect...just say "it". Then you think it's too soon, or it's gonna scare her or freak her out. But then you think how wonderful it would be to hear her say it right back. And you don't. You can't. Maybe next time you can get the courage to say it. Maybe she will say it first, but no one does. And then what happens....your at a party, you've been drinking, she walks in, your eyes meet and you run to her and say, "I LOVE YOU!" And your mind says, "Wait, what did we just say? Who turned of the mouth filter?" And now it's out there. Not the most romantic story for the grandkids but its out. And you make sure the next time you say it, it's special. And it will be special everytime you say it.
To hear someone say "I Love You" is so wonderful. The first time she said "I Love You" my whole body got hot. My head was confused and disoriented, but it felt good. It had been a long time since I had heard it and I didn't know if I was going to hear it again. I wanted her to say it again. And she did! Holy Crap! What is happening? This is it! I'm in Love! We are in Love! I Love her and she Loves me. I wanna say it every morning and night and 100 times during the day. I don't want a minute to go by during the day that she doesn't know that I Love her.
How do we know that this is Love? What proof do we have that this is Love? We said it so it's true right? Are they just words? We tend to use that word a lot. "I Love chocolate cake." "I Love that movie!" So how is "I Love You" different?
To me, being in Love is when you think about her all the time. When you can see her in your mind no matter how far apart you are. When every day you can picture the first time you felt her hand in yours. The first time you kissed. The first time you made love. When you can't wait to see her every day. When you are up to your ears in work and stress and you have this feeling inside of you to take a step back and text, "Hi Beautiful" or call just to say hi. And when you find yourself talking about her and telling stories of what you did together last weekend. When you can't see your life without her. When you want to do everything with her. When her touch still makes me tingle. The way she squirms when I bite her neck. When she looks into my eyes and everything around her disappears.
When we meet someone there is aways some sort of attraction. It could be looks, lifestyle, accomplishments, personality or family values. Our attractions for others can also be the filling of a hole in our life. A lot of people say that looks should not be a reason for attraction because beauty is only skin deep. That does have some truth to it but looks can also be how a person presents himself/herself. Let's say there are two guys sitting at a bar. One guy has messed up hair, wrinkled clothes, a few days growth of facial hair and is sitting alone and just looks angry. Guy number two looks very clean...clothes are perfect, face is clean shaven (maybe shaved head) and is smiling and talking and laughing with some friends. Not knowing anything else about these two, including career, bank account, accomplishments or family values, which one is more attractive?
A single mother may find a single father at a park and see the interaction he has with his child and want her child to have that same interaction or male figure in their life. A woman may see a successful man driving an expensive car, wearing a very nice suit and be attracted to his house, boat, vacation house, toys and his business accomplishments. So now she is attracted to material things. Does she fall in Love with the lifestyle and "things" or is it him? Let's say 3 years later the guys successful Real Estate business crashes with the market, he sells the boat and vacation home to pay for the loss he now has on his house and has no time to play with the toys. She'd better be in Love with him now because that's all she has.
Okay, so now we have the atttraction. Now comes the building of the relationship. As this couple spends more and more time together, whether it be everyday since they met or just a few times a week they become closer and closer. The more time they spend together the less time they want to be apart. When they are apart they call eachother just to hear the other's voice, or send texts just to say "hi" or even just a smilie face :-). As this friendship/relationship grows stronger we introduce sex into it. Here is where it gets tricky. Sexual appetite can be a HUGE problem. If both parties are not looking at the same menu this can cause problems, fights and even failure. So now you have the attraction but you just aren't getting fulfilled in the bedroom. Do you just deal with it and go on wanting more than what you have? Do you try to change the other person and hope that they don't get offended? I think sexual compatability is a major reason why a lot of relationships don't last. He wants it but she doesn't. She wants it as much as they did when the got married. Now 5, 10, 15 years later it just isn't there. Or he goes and gets it somewhere else. And don't even get me started on women who use sex to make a statement. If you are mad at me, be mad. Let's make love and be happy for a brief moment and then you can continue to be mad.
We have attraction and sex and now comes the Love. We have all heard or said, "I think I am falling for you". I think this comes when you feel that you and your partner are compatable in every way. You make eachother laugh and smile. You can lay next to eachother and just talk about everything and never run out of things to say. You go out dancing and just act goofy and smile and laugh and you don't care what other people think about how silly you are. Strangers comment on how happy you look together. You can snuggle on the couch and watch a movie and just hold eachother. And when you are holding eachother, and staring into eachother's eyes and your head is telling you to say "it". The moment is right, everything is perfect...just say "it". Then you think it's too soon, or it's gonna scare her or freak her out. But then you think how wonderful it would be to hear her say it right back. And you don't. You can't. Maybe next time you can get the courage to say it. Maybe she will say it first, but no one does. And then what happens....your at a party, you've been drinking, she walks in, your eyes meet and you run to her and say, "I LOVE YOU!" And your mind says, "Wait, what did we just say? Who turned of the mouth filter?" And now it's out there. Not the most romantic story for the grandkids but its out. And you make sure the next time you say it, it's special. And it will be special everytime you say it.
To hear someone say "I Love You" is so wonderful. The first time she said "I Love You" my whole body got hot. My head was confused and disoriented, but it felt good. It had been a long time since I had heard it and I didn't know if I was going to hear it again. I wanted her to say it again. And she did! Holy Crap! What is happening? This is it! I'm in Love! We are in Love! I Love her and she Loves me. I wanna say it every morning and night and 100 times during the day. I don't want a minute to go by during the day that she doesn't know that I Love her.
How do we know that this is Love? What proof do we have that this is Love? We said it so it's true right? Are they just words? We tend to use that word a lot. "I Love chocolate cake." "I Love that movie!" So how is "I Love You" different?
To me, being in Love is when you think about her all the time. When you can see her in your mind no matter how far apart you are. When every day you can picture the first time you felt her hand in yours. The first time you kissed. The first time you made love. When you can't wait to see her every day. When you are up to your ears in work and stress and you have this feeling inside of you to take a step back and text, "Hi Beautiful" or call just to say hi. And when you find yourself talking about her and telling stories of what you did together last weekend. When you can't see your life without her. When you want to do everything with her. When her touch still makes me tingle. The way she squirms when I bite her neck. When she looks into my eyes and everything around her disappears.
STORY: HONEY I AM HOME
The house is quiet and cold. You are not here to ask me how my day was. You are not here to tell me about yours. I call for you but you do not answer. I walk through the kitchen and I cannot smell the dinners that you would cook for me. The vase of roses is still on the counter. The roses are dark and dried up with no signs of life. The dining room table is clean and clear. The usual sight of your purse, backpacks and homework are nowhere to be seen. The living room is still, pillows straight, blankets folded. The mess that I complained about time and time again I now wish for, knowing that you and the kids are home.
I walk upstairs to our bedroom. The air is stale. The bed is empty. The sight of you walking around the corner wearing lace or silk is now just a memory. The lighting is typical, unlike the many evenings I walked into a candle lit room to find you there waiting for me, wanting me. In the bathroom I used to watch you dry your hair wearing only a towel and sneak up behind you and kiss your shoulders. The towel would then gently fall to the floor and I would examine every inch of your naked body in the mirror. The same mirror that now only shows a soulless image of myself.
I throw my work clothes on the floor and begin my nightly routine. A long hot shower, usually with my head down, eyes closed, leaning against the wall. My head is filled with images of the long showers that we took together. You washing your hair while I rubbed soap all over your body. Watching the soap slowly slide down your chest, between your breasts and down your stomach. Taking the shower head and rincing your hair for you. Holding you from behind and kissing your neck as I gently run the shower spray down the front of your body. Feeling your warm hands on my back as you wash me. Us fighting for the hot water on those cold mornings or nights. The scent of your shampoos and body oils is now replaced with old soap and mildew.
I exit the shower and before I dry off I run to check my phone to see if you had called. Hoping to see a missed call or a text telling me to meet you for sushi, our favorite place, our date night, sushi and a movie. But the phone was silent, no missed calls, no voice message, no text. I opened my phone to see your picture, the first picture you sent me many years ago. You, in your car, wearing a white top with lace straps. Your hair pulled back, make-up is perfect. Your pink lipstick coated lips are pressed together as if inviting me to kiss you. Your silver hoop earrings shine in the sunlight but are over powered by the sparkle in your amazing green eyes. I look at the picture for several minutes, then say goodnight before I close it and put it and you on the night stand.
I crawl into bed, the sheets are cold and your side is empty, like it has been for months. I can no longer smell your perfume on my pillow. A pleasant smell that I had gone to sleep with night after night. Our evening talks, our passionate kissing, our romantic lovemaking have all be replaced with falling asleep watching tv or a movie. I roll over and stare at your pillow. I can still see you, laying there, your head gently placed on your pillow, eyes struggling to stay open. I can hear your cute, sleepy voice telling me to stop staring at you. I press my cold feet against you causing you to move your legs to the cold part of the sheets. Your cute sleepy voice has now turned into an even cuter little girl voice, including the pouting lips.
I close my eyes and replay the good times in my head. The weekend getaways, Palm Springs, San Diego. The times when we didn't do anything except enjoy each other. Coming home to you, waiting for me in the bathtub, covered with bubbles. You coming home to me in a candle lit house, warm fireplace, gentle music and a bottle of wine. Watching movies all day when it was raining. Doing new things together, new adventures, new experiences. Now I can only look at your pictures and listen to our songs.
It has been a long day and my head grows tired. There will not be a good night kiss. No warm body to hold. No one to say goodnight. No peaceful sound of your breathing. Another day without you has now been completed. Another day that I did not think I would make it through. You said that it would get better with time. The tears would stop and the pain would go away. I don't cry myself to sleep as often as I did. But the pain is still there in the hole in my heart. My soul is empty, like this lonely house.
I walk upstairs to our bedroom. The air is stale. The bed is empty. The sight of you walking around the corner wearing lace or silk is now just a memory. The lighting is typical, unlike the many evenings I walked into a candle lit room to find you there waiting for me, wanting me. In the bathroom I used to watch you dry your hair wearing only a towel and sneak up behind you and kiss your shoulders. The towel would then gently fall to the floor and I would examine every inch of your naked body in the mirror. The same mirror that now only shows a soulless image of myself.
I throw my work clothes on the floor and begin my nightly routine. A long hot shower, usually with my head down, eyes closed, leaning against the wall. My head is filled with images of the long showers that we took together. You washing your hair while I rubbed soap all over your body. Watching the soap slowly slide down your chest, between your breasts and down your stomach. Taking the shower head and rincing your hair for you. Holding you from behind and kissing your neck as I gently run the shower spray down the front of your body. Feeling your warm hands on my back as you wash me. Us fighting for the hot water on those cold mornings or nights. The scent of your shampoos and body oils is now replaced with old soap and mildew.
I exit the shower and before I dry off I run to check my phone to see if you had called. Hoping to see a missed call or a text telling me to meet you for sushi, our favorite place, our date night, sushi and a movie. But the phone was silent, no missed calls, no voice message, no text. I opened my phone to see your picture, the first picture you sent me many years ago. You, in your car, wearing a white top with lace straps. Your hair pulled back, make-up is perfect. Your pink lipstick coated lips are pressed together as if inviting me to kiss you. Your silver hoop earrings shine in the sunlight but are over powered by the sparkle in your amazing green eyes. I look at the picture for several minutes, then say goodnight before I close it and put it and you on the night stand.
I crawl into bed, the sheets are cold and your side is empty, like it has been for months. I can no longer smell your perfume on my pillow. A pleasant smell that I had gone to sleep with night after night. Our evening talks, our passionate kissing, our romantic lovemaking have all be replaced with falling asleep watching tv or a movie. I roll over and stare at your pillow. I can still see you, laying there, your head gently placed on your pillow, eyes struggling to stay open. I can hear your cute, sleepy voice telling me to stop staring at you. I press my cold feet against you causing you to move your legs to the cold part of the sheets. Your cute sleepy voice has now turned into an even cuter little girl voice, including the pouting lips.
I close my eyes and replay the good times in my head. The weekend getaways, Palm Springs, San Diego. The times when we didn't do anything except enjoy each other. Coming home to you, waiting for me in the bathtub, covered with bubbles. You coming home to me in a candle lit house, warm fireplace, gentle music and a bottle of wine. Watching movies all day when it was raining. Doing new things together, new adventures, new experiences. Now I can only look at your pictures and listen to our songs.
It has been a long day and my head grows tired. There will not be a good night kiss. No warm body to hold. No one to say goodnight. No peaceful sound of your breathing. Another day without you has now been completed. Another day that I did not think I would make it through. You said that it would get better with time. The tears would stop and the pain would go away. I don't cry myself to sleep as often as I did. But the pain is still there in the hole in my heart. My soul is empty, like this lonely house.
THOUGHTS: I LOVE YOU
If you have ever been in Love, you know how wonderful it is to hear that person say, "I Love You". And if have ever been in Love, you know how wonderful it is to tell that person that you love them. I can not remember that last time I have said that or heard that said to me from a lover.
I have plenty of memories of saying it to "her" and I can still hear "her" saying it to me, but it all seems so far away. The strongest vision I have is laying next to her, staring into those beautiful eyes, my hand gently caressing her left cheek and neck, feeling her body against mine and saying, "I love you baby". And her looking back at me, her legs tightening against mine, her eyes closing as she softly said those three amazing words. She would often close her eyes when she said that.
If I had the time, I would say it 86,400 times a day so that she knew I loved her every second of every day. When things were good I said, "I Love You" every time we kissed, every time we talked, every moment we met, every time we were apart and many times in between. My love for her felt as if it was bursting out of my chest and I had to tell her to survive. And when times were bad, I never stopped loving her and told her up until that final day. Not the day that she made me move out, not the day she broke up with me, but the day that the pain had overtaken my life and I had to say goodbye forever. No more texts, no more emails, no more phone calls, no more visits. A pain that was so bad that the site of her would make my eyes burn, hearing her voice would make my ears ring and any physical contact would cause my heart to explode. I just couldn't do it anymore.
I want to fall in love again. I want to have someone in my life to love me and to have me love them. Someone to know how much love I have and how much love that I can give them. A love that runs deep within me. A love that you can see when you look into my eyes. A love that you can taste on your lips when I kiss you. A love that you can feel when I make love to you. I want to hear it. I need to hear it. I have to say it.
I have made mistakes, said the wrong things, been selfish, and been untruthful. But I was never unfaithful, never abusive and never stopped loving you.
I want to be loved again. I want to be able to love again. There has to be someone out there for me. Someone that wants to be loved. Someone that wants to be held tightly, kissed passionately, and loved unconditionally.
Hold me and I will hold you like I never want to let you go. Kiss me and I will kiss you softly all night long. Love me and I will Love you forever
I have plenty of memories of saying it to "her" and I can still hear "her" saying it to me, but it all seems so far away. The strongest vision I have is laying next to her, staring into those beautiful eyes, my hand gently caressing her left cheek and neck, feeling her body against mine and saying, "I love you baby". And her looking back at me, her legs tightening against mine, her eyes closing as she softly said those three amazing words. She would often close her eyes when she said that.
If I had the time, I would say it 86,400 times a day so that she knew I loved her every second of every day. When things were good I said, "I Love You" every time we kissed, every time we talked, every moment we met, every time we were apart and many times in between. My love for her felt as if it was bursting out of my chest and I had to tell her to survive. And when times were bad, I never stopped loving her and told her up until that final day. Not the day that she made me move out, not the day she broke up with me, but the day that the pain had overtaken my life and I had to say goodbye forever. No more texts, no more emails, no more phone calls, no more visits. A pain that was so bad that the site of her would make my eyes burn, hearing her voice would make my ears ring and any physical contact would cause my heart to explode. I just couldn't do it anymore.
I want to fall in love again. I want to have someone in my life to love me and to have me love them. Someone to know how much love I have and how much love that I can give them. A love that runs deep within me. A love that you can see when you look into my eyes. A love that you can taste on your lips when I kiss you. A love that you can feel when I make love to you. I want to hear it. I need to hear it. I have to say it.
I have made mistakes, said the wrong things, been selfish, and been untruthful. But I was never unfaithful, never abusive and never stopped loving you.
I want to be loved again. I want to be able to love again. There has to be someone out there for me. Someone that wants to be loved. Someone that wants to be held tightly, kissed passionately, and loved unconditionally.
Hold me and I will hold you like I never want to let you go. Kiss me and I will kiss you softly all night long. Love me and I will Love you forever
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER: TO MY SOULMATE
This Is For My Soulmate
It is amazing how seemingly insignificant events turn out to be the most significant of encounters,
You know,I would write you a letter and tell you that I love you,
But I have no address to post it to,
It's strange this love I have for you,
I don't want you and i don't need you but I love you,
It's strange how you do not fit in the world but fit perfectly in my heart,
It's strange that you're not a picturesque painting and yet a stunning of an art,
I knew the first time I looked at you that I knew you,
It's as if we were meant to be,
You're apart of me,
How I wish to hold your hand like in my dreams again and again,
I never would,I never will,
I never could,it's against my will,
For once the boundaries are crossed,
The magic is lost,
Know this my gentle soul,
Know simply that I love you deeply,immensely,completely,
Know that I love you above and beyond the need to own you..
It is amazing how seemingly insignificant events turn out to be the most significant of encounters,
You know,I would write you a letter and tell you that I love you,
But I have no address to post it to,
It's strange this love I have for you,
I don't want you and i don't need you but I love you,
It's strange how you do not fit in the world but fit perfectly in my heart,
It's strange that you're not a picturesque painting and yet a stunning of an art,
I knew the first time I looked at you that I knew you,
It's as if we were meant to be,
You're apart of me,
How I wish to hold your hand like in my dreams again and again,
I never would,I never will,
I never could,it's against my will,
For once the boundaries are crossed,
The magic is lost,
Know this my gentle soul,
Know simply that I love you deeply,immensely,completely,
Know that I love you above and beyond the need to own you..
POETRY: WARMTH OF PASSION UNFATHOMABLE
I give you my mind,
take my thoughts.
I give you my body,
embrace me, inside my arms.
I give you these lips,
take every kiss.
I give you my heart,
I ask you, take my soul.
I give you my life
my love for my wife-to-be,
It's the feeling that won't show
how much you'll never know,
But inside me you will feel
with these gifts you'll know it's real.
Like the bloom of our rose
Our love and beauty it grows
Combined
Two hearts become one
One thought
One touch
One kiss
One love...
Admiration and glory
what a power is thee,
Togetherness
such a splendid capability,
So fine and so divine
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The Art of Love is a painting of one?s heart
joined with another
The feeling of happiness you get from one?s presence
just that one and no other
The Art of Love is honesty that can only be found
within one?s mind
The Art of Love is kept when the two can combine
The Art of Love is near when the relationship is a test
The Artist of Love has won my heart
And that is you, I must confess
the breath of sunset across our faces
only serves me to love you more
wrapped in a woolen blanket I can sit
and listen to your sigh forever
~
when we are parted I long for you more
your siren song and timeless voice
my dreams fill with visions of the moon
on your lips and stars in our eyes
~
you kiss at my toes and unfaithfully
dance on every shore, you would
tease every stone's heart and poet's pen
but still you are mine
~
your perfume is the only one I long for
nights with you are only set in memory
I love you in your tempestuous rage
I pursue you in your quiet meditation
~
I have drowned in you, my only heart
whispered over your churning tides, the wishes of eternity
and you carry them far within your reaches
so we can sink into your depths together
~
I have lit a fire so you may come to me,
you never fail in your constancy,
I wait for your moods as a lover would, walking
but you wash away any trace that I am ever yours
~
when I die I'll be your salt
I'll dissolve in you all that I am
you are already in my blood, on my lips
you are my only voice and my only look
~
I am your sand, and I too will be
dust at your fingsrs, you only touch to change
you are as endless as my desire
let me die and be forgotten, loving you
3
The touch of your hand
So warm, so gentle, so loving
A kiss from your lips
So soft, so tender, so intoxicating
The look in your eyes
So intense, so hypnotic, so inviting
Swirling, swirling faster
Drowning in a pool that is you
The promise of your love
So unending, so true, so unconditionally perfect
Just a dream?
Perhaps
A figment of my imagination
Only time will tell
Soon I will experience the heat of your love
4
I aimed but could not reach.
I fought but did not win.
I loved, yet lonely I felt.
Every lead and wish pursued,
To empty dreams it turned.
I gave but did not receive.
I touched but did not feel.
I lost but could not find.
Where in heaven could my love be?
Where on earth could your face be seen?
And then suddenly, I found you
When I patiently sought for you deep within.
I saw you in every face in the crowd...
You calmed my stormy weather and fear
As I sailed from loneliness to love.
My puzzles with passion you solved.
My battles with boldness you won.
My defeat to valor you turned.
So glad to escape this misery of the past
To everlasting safety of your love.
5
As mountain springs of sapphire blue..
Whose bottomless depths still time,
With hypnotic rapture
I lose myself in the embrace
Of your eyes.
Windows, soft into your soul,
Momentarily mirror my desire
In expression of your own.
While the universe contracts
Till filled by us alone.
Eternal instants accentuate
The rhythmic pounding in my breast
Of a drumbeat, old as mankind,
Flooding my senses
In awareness of you.
Reality returns, unbidden,
And is reluctantly accepted
By two who, for a moment,
Shared a longing and a vision
That will ne'er be known by most
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Eyes are the things of this earth
In which for us to see beauty
And all different emotions.
Eyes are the windows of the world
In which I cherish
With all my heart.
Your eyes, blue like the sky
In which i look at
And think of you
Your eyes, brown
That put me under a spell
No words.
7
My Definition of Love
Marinated
With An Open Imagination
'Close your eyes.' He whispers as he spoke softly to his wife.
'Open your mind,' he says to a mate, 'As I explain the happiness of my life.'
He goes on, 'I want you to began imagining yourself in my shoes,
so you have to immediately vanquish all that's bad.'
'For this is the story of the time I've shared
with the person that keeps me glad.'
Imagine yourself in a world where there's
endless passion between you and your better half;
Imagine yourself in a place of pure ecstasy
where there's love, lust filled with joyous laughs.
Imagine yourself in a house built for two, no hate, troublemakers,
and only few problems; (there's going to be some problems, shawty!)
Imagine yourself in the arms of a man
who can work with you and help you solve all of them.
Imagine yourself in a relationship
built on a solid foundation, which earthquakes can't shake;
Imagine yourself in a situation where love's not an option to make.
Imagine yourself in the presence of a person
that moves mountains merely by the sound of their voice;
Imagine yourself in a position of mixed emotions
that include loving and loving more as the choice.
Imagine yourself in a world where
there's endless passion enough to set you free;
Imagine yourself in a place of pure ecstasy where the other lover is me.
'Now.' He says to his love, 'You are my everything,
and for this I dedicate to you an example of My Definition
8
She is my sun
Shining down on me
She is my moon
Glowing for eternity
She is the stars
How I wish upon her
She is my goddess
How I will love her forever
She is the oceans
Flowing so beautifully
She is the rivers
Sparkling so endlessly
She is the part that's
Missing in my life
She is my flower that blooms
And makes everything so right
She is my winter
She is my summer
She's my dream that came true
She is my lover
She is the spirit
That lives inside me
She is the one
Who set my soul free
She is my life
And only her I live for
She is my world
Undeniably, my love continually grows
She is my destiny
My love for her that cannot die
This is our fate
And I know my heart will never lie
She is the one I love
Evermore till the end of time
She is my angel
And this is the way I feel inside
9
The sun comes in my window
gently peeking through.
The warmth of daylight surrounds me
as I think of you.
The chill is leaving the room now
as my feet hit the hardwood floor.
Thoughts of you seem to warm me
even more.
Steam gathers on the mirror
and allows me a place to play.
I carefully write your name on the mirror
each day.
The day rushes past
with all the business it brings.
Yet, always I keep your memory near
for it causes my heart to sing.
The evening comes, once again
I close my eyes to sleep.
I feel your spirit with me
and the love for me you keep.
10
What is desire?
Desire is the wanting,
the needing,
the yearning,
and the feeling for someone that makes you hurt,
someone that makes your heart ache with joy and pain,
both at the same time.
THAT IS desire.
11
Within the hollow of my heart,
the 'knowing' rests patiently.
Yet, the wait wears upon my thought,
and the other world of shallow minds
seeks to weaken the truth.
How safe and warm is the 'knowing'
when our souls and bodies blend in perfection.
Soft words whispered in the light, strengthen the joy of my being
and, in rememberence, taunt me with doubt and fear.
In the humanness of my past, my own worthiness is questioned
and seeks to corrode what is true.
I seek for patience and courage,
to the one whose eyes shine, so gently, upon me...
whose smile I gaze upon adoringly
and whose love bears down into the depth of my being.
So, the wait becomes a test of swords
where the truth seeks to outwit the imagination
in a prayer that the rainbow follows the rain.
I know we are meant to be..to love..to laugh..to cry..to heal
and to relax into each other's arms.
Yet, the wait wears upon my thought
as the other world of shallow minds
seeks to weaken the truth
12
at the very first your eyes touched mine
and we saw each other
my heart fell heavy, my head went numb
I was in a state of utter, euphoric disarray
how could such beauty as hers live
and breathe on this earth?
with just a little smile that
she gave to me in return, my spirit jumped
within me, 'she is here! to love you as
lover, wife, mother, best friend'
they say that the eyes are the
windows to the soul
if it be, then
i have seen paradise in hers
there burning fervently within, unbounding love
a fire in the belly
which greatest ocean cannot quench
whose flames are eternal joy
and warmth of passion unfathomable
take my thoughts.
I give you my body,
embrace me, inside my arms.
I give you these lips,
take every kiss.
I give you my heart,
I ask you, take my soul.
I give you my life
my love for my wife-to-be,
It's the feeling that won't show
how much you'll never know,
But inside me you will feel
with these gifts you'll know it's real.
Like the bloom of our rose
Our love and beauty it grows
Combined
Two hearts become one
One thought
One touch
One kiss
One love...
Admiration and glory
what a power is thee,
Togetherness
such a splendid capability,
So fine and so divine
2
The Art of Love is a painting of one?s heart
joined with another
The feeling of happiness you get from one?s presence
just that one and no other
The Art of Love is honesty that can only be found
within one?s mind
The Art of Love is kept when the two can combine
The Art of Love is near when the relationship is a test
The Artist of Love has won my heart
And that is you, I must confess
the breath of sunset across our faces
only serves me to love you more
wrapped in a woolen blanket I can sit
and listen to your sigh forever
~
when we are parted I long for you more
your siren song and timeless voice
my dreams fill with visions of the moon
on your lips and stars in our eyes
~
you kiss at my toes and unfaithfully
dance on every shore, you would
tease every stone's heart and poet's pen
but still you are mine
~
your perfume is the only one I long for
nights with you are only set in memory
I love you in your tempestuous rage
I pursue you in your quiet meditation
~
I have drowned in you, my only heart
whispered over your churning tides, the wishes of eternity
and you carry them far within your reaches
so we can sink into your depths together
~
I have lit a fire so you may come to me,
you never fail in your constancy,
I wait for your moods as a lover would, walking
but you wash away any trace that I am ever yours
~
when I die I'll be your salt
I'll dissolve in you all that I am
you are already in my blood, on my lips
you are my only voice and my only look
~
I am your sand, and I too will be
dust at your fingsrs, you only touch to change
you are as endless as my desire
let me die and be forgotten, loving you
3
The touch of your hand
So warm, so gentle, so loving
A kiss from your lips
So soft, so tender, so intoxicating
The look in your eyes
So intense, so hypnotic, so inviting
Swirling, swirling faster
Drowning in a pool that is you
The promise of your love
So unending, so true, so unconditionally perfect
Just a dream?
Perhaps
A figment of my imagination
Only time will tell
Soon I will experience the heat of your love
4
I aimed but could not reach.
I fought but did not win.
I loved, yet lonely I felt.
Every lead and wish pursued,
To empty dreams it turned.
I gave but did not receive.
I touched but did not feel.
I lost but could not find.
Where in heaven could my love be?
Where on earth could your face be seen?
And then suddenly, I found you
When I patiently sought for you deep within.
I saw you in every face in the crowd...
You calmed my stormy weather and fear
As I sailed from loneliness to love.
My puzzles with passion you solved.
My battles with boldness you won.
My defeat to valor you turned.
So glad to escape this misery of the past
To everlasting safety of your love.
5
As mountain springs of sapphire blue..
Whose bottomless depths still time,
With hypnotic rapture
I lose myself in the embrace
Of your eyes.
Windows, soft into your soul,
Momentarily mirror my desire
In expression of your own.
While the universe contracts
Till filled by us alone.
Eternal instants accentuate
The rhythmic pounding in my breast
Of a drumbeat, old as mankind,
Flooding my senses
In awareness of you.
Reality returns, unbidden,
And is reluctantly accepted
By two who, for a moment,
Shared a longing and a vision
That will ne'er be known by most
6
Eyes are the things of this earth
In which for us to see beauty
And all different emotions.
Eyes are the windows of the world
In which I cherish
With all my heart.
Your eyes, blue like the sky
In which i look at
And think of you
Your eyes, brown
That put me under a spell
No words.
7
My Definition of Love
Marinated
With An Open Imagination
'Close your eyes.' He whispers as he spoke softly to his wife.
'Open your mind,' he says to a mate, 'As I explain the happiness of my life.'
He goes on, 'I want you to began imagining yourself in my shoes,
so you have to immediately vanquish all that's bad.'
'For this is the story of the time I've shared
with the person that keeps me glad.'
Imagine yourself in a world where there's
endless passion between you and your better half;
Imagine yourself in a place of pure ecstasy
where there's love, lust filled with joyous laughs.
Imagine yourself in a house built for two, no hate, troublemakers,
and only few problems; (there's going to be some problems, shawty!)
Imagine yourself in the arms of a man
who can work with you and help you solve all of them.
Imagine yourself in a relationship
built on a solid foundation, which earthquakes can't shake;
Imagine yourself in a situation where love's not an option to make.
Imagine yourself in the presence of a person
that moves mountains merely by the sound of their voice;
Imagine yourself in a position of mixed emotions
that include loving and loving more as the choice.
Imagine yourself in a world where
there's endless passion enough to set you free;
Imagine yourself in a place of pure ecstasy where the other lover is me.
'Now.' He says to his love, 'You are my everything,
and for this I dedicate to you an example of My Definition
8
She is my sun
Shining down on me
She is my moon
Glowing for eternity
She is the stars
How I wish upon her
She is my goddess
How I will love her forever
She is the oceans
Flowing so beautifully
She is the rivers
Sparkling so endlessly
She is the part that's
Missing in my life
She is my flower that blooms
And makes everything so right
She is my winter
She is my summer
She's my dream that came true
She is my lover
She is the spirit
That lives inside me
She is the one
Who set my soul free
She is my life
And only her I live for
She is my world
Undeniably, my love continually grows
She is my destiny
My love for her that cannot die
This is our fate
And I know my heart will never lie
She is the one I love
Evermore till the end of time
She is my angel
And this is the way I feel inside
9
The sun comes in my window
gently peeking through.
The warmth of daylight surrounds me
as I think of you.
The chill is leaving the room now
as my feet hit the hardwood floor.
Thoughts of you seem to warm me
even more.
Steam gathers on the mirror
and allows me a place to play.
I carefully write your name on the mirror
each day.
The day rushes past
with all the business it brings.
Yet, always I keep your memory near
for it causes my heart to sing.
The evening comes, once again
I close my eyes to sleep.
I feel your spirit with me
and the love for me you keep.
10
What is desire?
Desire is the wanting,
the needing,
the yearning,
and the feeling for someone that makes you hurt,
someone that makes your heart ache with joy and pain,
both at the same time.
THAT IS desire.
11
Within the hollow of my heart,
the 'knowing' rests patiently.
Yet, the wait wears upon my thought,
and the other world of shallow minds
seeks to weaken the truth.
How safe and warm is the 'knowing'
when our souls and bodies blend in perfection.
Soft words whispered in the light, strengthen the joy of my being
and, in rememberence, taunt me with doubt and fear.
In the humanness of my past, my own worthiness is questioned
and seeks to corrode what is true.
I seek for patience and courage,
to the one whose eyes shine, so gently, upon me...
whose smile I gaze upon adoringly
and whose love bears down into the depth of my being.
So, the wait becomes a test of swords
where the truth seeks to outwit the imagination
in a prayer that the rainbow follows the rain.
I know we are meant to be..to love..to laugh..to cry..to heal
and to relax into each other's arms.
Yet, the wait wears upon my thought
as the other world of shallow minds
seeks to weaken the truth
12
at the very first your eyes touched mine
and we saw each other
my heart fell heavy, my head went numb
I was in a state of utter, euphoric disarray
how could such beauty as hers live
and breathe on this earth?
with just a little smile that
she gave to me in return, my spirit jumped
within me, 'she is here! to love you as
lover, wife, mother, best friend'
they say that the eyes are the
windows to the soul
if it be, then
i have seen paradise in hers
there burning fervently within, unbounding love
a fire in the belly
which greatest ocean cannot quench
whose flames are eternal joy
and warmth of passion unfathomable
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER
My Dearest,
I loved you, oh so much!
I hungered and craved and starved for your touch!
I bargained with God to please bring us together.
I prayed you would want me, just me... forever.
"God how I love her!", I begged and I pleaded.
And God, in His wisdom,
let my pleas go unheeded.
As I... in the end...
was not who you needed.
This love, our love, was not to be,
as we conspired against it so faithlessly.
We judged and condemned.
We lied and we cheated.
And in the end... our love was defeated
The newspaper said it held it?s head high,
didn?t beg, didn?t whimper,
just gave a big sigh.
This love, our love,
died a dignified death.
With nary a sound,
it breathed it?s last breath.
So now I ?move on? with my life.
I struggle alone against the infinite strife.
And I think of you
(as often I do...)
I remember your love,
your love, once so true.
I reminisce fondly of that place in time,
when I was all yours,
and you were all mine.
Together were we,
The Two Musketeers.
Together, inseparable, facing our fears.
Making love in the corn,
in the yard,
anywhere!
I breathed your sweet breath...
Oh, the smell of your hair...
we were complete in each other...
like twin sister and brother.
"Soul mates", we were,
you said time and again.
I truly believed it.
There was a time when...
I loved you, oh so much!
I hungered and craved and starved for your touch!
I bargained with God to please bring us together.
I prayed you would want me, just me... forever.
"God how I love her!", I begged and I pleaded.
And God, in His wisdom,
let my pleas go unheeded.
As I... in the end...
was not who you needed.
This love, our love, was not to be,
as we conspired against it so faithlessly.
We judged and condemned.
We lied and we cheated.
And in the end... our love was defeated
The newspaper said it held it?s head high,
didn?t beg, didn?t whimper,
just gave a big sigh.
This love, our love,
died a dignified death.
With nary a sound,
it breathed it?s last breath.
So now I ?move on? with my life.
I struggle alone against the infinite strife.
And I think of you
(as often I do...)
I remember your love,
your love, once so true.
I reminisce fondly of that place in time,
when I was all yours,
and you were all mine.
Together were we,
The Two Musketeers.
Together, inseparable, facing our fears.
Making love in the corn,
in the yard,
anywhere!
I breathed your sweet breath...
Oh, the smell of your hair...
we were complete in each other...
like twin sister and brother.
"Soul mates", we were,
you said time and again.
I truly believed it.
There was a time when...
JOURNAL
If thoughts determine our reality, why is it we can’t think a happy thought and fly away to Neverland any time we want? Because we are prone to the domino effect of negative thinking - one negative thought produces countless others. All we need is one tiny self-doubt to start the chain reaction.
Today play detective on yourself. Stakeout your negative thoughts and replace them with positive ones. Determine your reality.
Today play detective on yourself. Stakeout your negative thoughts and replace them with positive ones. Determine your reality.
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER
she said: No one else will love you, respect you, support you or give of themself like I will,
will she is my question...........
My Immortal Love,
Tonight another sleepless night as thoughts of You send fire through my veins and turmoil to my passions. I await for you. I love you, I love you, I cannot reiterate it enough. I cannot express it as much as I feel it. This that i feel for you, is different than I have felt before. You've awakened and aspect, a dimension of my true self, my essence, that was unknown to me before. In my quest down this path I've had to ask myself some hard questions. But I cannot deny you anything! Your worth it, all of this and more. I submit, I surrender. and I know that love is everything and nothing matters more. Loving you this deeply is the only way to love., mi amor, I would leave all that I hold dear to be by your side. I'd live in the highest mountain and abandon all social and material comforts to be with you. And these things I can only give to my soulmate, she who I believe is you. I can only share myself wholly with one. i can only give my all, my soul; to and for you. My unbridled desire to live in love, in passionate devotion to one man, You.
I recognize you in all the beauty that surrounds me. As the spring comes into full bloom, my longing desire to spend time with you becomes stronger. Lately colors are brighter and the world has a different vibration for me. I take notice in some of the simpler things in life, because I want to experience them with you. Blooming trees, phases of the moon, children playing. The other night there was a gorgeous full moon. It was so large in contrast with the city skyline. I wondered if for a moment we both looked at it at the same time. I think of the days we can both take walks together, hand in hand. I long to walk with you, through life as your companion, lover, confidant, and friend. That would be my highest prize. I would like to become the embodiment of all you desire in a man. I can only aspire to encompass whatever roll, need or desire you may have by whatever virtue you may see in me, that i please you so. I would do so with love as your most humble servant. You stimulate my imagination, I constantly think of scenarios of ways I may please you, since you live in my mind and heart. I can only hope if it was meant to be and one day you accept in your bed as your, that I would never let you down.
I like the story of Cleopatra as seductress, she rolled her self up in a carpet to gain entry to the palace. she then managed to win the heart of Caesar and later Marc Anthony. Although it is said that she was not such beautiful woman. But she used her imagination to enchant men. She wore elaborate costumes and brought fantasy and theater to their bedchamber. They say you can identify your soul mate by the light in there eyes. That there is an undeniable pull, force, attraction between two be people that perhaps loved each other in lives past. At times I feel that maybe I am of a different time and place, and maybe we shared a great love there. Who knows? But I cannot deny what I feel so deeply for You and how you ignite all that is love within me. Before I wake I think of you. I wake up because of you..with the excitement of just a word. I vividly meet with you in my dreams. I feel at peace when I know that we are somehow connecting at the same time even when there are no words exchanged.
I fall in love with your face more and more each day. And with the discovery of every peace of flesh that is new to my eyes. My favorite part of you so far is your eyes, I'd happily drawn in that sea. It would be my greatest delight to gaze into that amazing window to your soul, yet I dare not ask that much darling. With my heart I kiss your eyelids since I cannot with my lips. I dream of flooding my senses with your body. Our bodies enlaced in ravaged passion, but I'd take my time to delight in all of you. Tasting all your luscious nectars, the glorious scent of your sweat. I wish to consume them all, any gift you may allow me to indulge in. I want to kiss you endlessly.
At times I feel I can see right through you.I love You unconditionally. Even if you can never love me even a mere fraction of how i love you. You occupy my heart always. If iyou ask me to forget you, i never will, I can't. But i will not be in your way. At the very least I can say you have raised the bar. I won't settle for less than my soulmate, and discovered that through you. My love if I may beg of you, if you know that we can never be, release me of this lucid dream, allow me the benefit of finding my other half..if you know i am not yours. And I say this this besides my conviction that you are my one and only. As a woman your given divine free will. I cannot be selfish and I know I can never posses you. A woman cannot be possessed or changed. And with my free will i surrender myself to you. I'd gladly be bound by collar and chains for your handling as you see fit. You own my heart and have absolute power over it. But there is still more in store for me when yielding to the profound feeling that overwhelms me. I draw from your lips from your heart a love that consumes me. You touched me profoundly. I am yours for anything. A desperate cry calls out from my soul to yours. I have missed you so much, mi amor. I kneel before you in submission, a humbled man who only wishes to shower you with his love and admiration. I love you eternally!
Your soulmate, servant and whore,
will she is my question...........
My Immortal Love,
Tonight another sleepless night as thoughts of You send fire through my veins and turmoil to my passions. I await for you. I love you, I love you, I cannot reiterate it enough. I cannot express it as much as I feel it. This that i feel for you, is different than I have felt before. You've awakened and aspect, a dimension of my true self, my essence, that was unknown to me before. In my quest down this path I've had to ask myself some hard questions. But I cannot deny you anything! Your worth it, all of this and more. I submit, I surrender. and I know that love is everything and nothing matters more. Loving you this deeply is the only way to love., mi amor, I would leave all that I hold dear to be by your side. I'd live in the highest mountain and abandon all social and material comforts to be with you. And these things I can only give to my soulmate, she who I believe is you. I can only share myself wholly with one. i can only give my all, my soul; to and for you. My unbridled desire to live in love, in passionate devotion to one man, You.
I recognize you in all the beauty that surrounds me. As the spring comes into full bloom, my longing desire to spend time with you becomes stronger. Lately colors are brighter and the world has a different vibration for me. I take notice in some of the simpler things in life, because I want to experience them with you. Blooming trees, phases of the moon, children playing. The other night there was a gorgeous full moon. It was so large in contrast with the city skyline. I wondered if for a moment we both looked at it at the same time. I think of the days we can both take walks together, hand in hand. I long to walk with you, through life as your companion, lover, confidant, and friend. That would be my highest prize. I would like to become the embodiment of all you desire in a man. I can only aspire to encompass whatever roll, need or desire you may have by whatever virtue you may see in me, that i please you so. I would do so with love as your most humble servant. You stimulate my imagination, I constantly think of scenarios of ways I may please you, since you live in my mind and heart. I can only hope if it was meant to be and one day you accept in your bed as your, that I would never let you down.
I like the story of Cleopatra as seductress, she rolled her self up in a carpet to gain entry to the palace. she then managed to win the heart of Caesar and later Marc Anthony. Although it is said that she was not such beautiful woman. But she used her imagination to enchant men. She wore elaborate costumes and brought fantasy and theater to their bedchamber. They say you can identify your soul mate by the light in there eyes. That there is an undeniable pull, force, attraction between two be people that perhaps loved each other in lives past. At times I feel that maybe I am of a different time and place, and maybe we shared a great love there. Who knows? But I cannot deny what I feel so deeply for You and how you ignite all that is love within me. Before I wake I think of you. I wake up because of you..with the excitement of just a word. I vividly meet with you in my dreams. I feel at peace when I know that we are somehow connecting at the same time even when there are no words exchanged.
I fall in love with your face more and more each day. And with the discovery of every peace of flesh that is new to my eyes. My favorite part of you so far is your eyes, I'd happily drawn in that sea. It would be my greatest delight to gaze into that amazing window to your soul, yet I dare not ask that much darling. With my heart I kiss your eyelids since I cannot with my lips. I dream of flooding my senses with your body. Our bodies enlaced in ravaged passion, but I'd take my time to delight in all of you. Tasting all your luscious nectars, the glorious scent of your sweat. I wish to consume them all, any gift you may allow me to indulge in. I want to kiss you endlessly.
At times I feel I can see right through you.I love You unconditionally. Even if you can never love me even a mere fraction of how i love you. You occupy my heart always. If iyou ask me to forget you, i never will, I can't. But i will not be in your way. At the very least I can say you have raised the bar. I won't settle for less than my soulmate, and discovered that through you. My love if I may beg of you, if you know that we can never be, release me of this lucid dream, allow me the benefit of finding my other half..if you know i am not yours. And I say this this besides my conviction that you are my one and only. As a woman your given divine free will. I cannot be selfish and I know I can never posses you. A woman cannot be possessed or changed. And with my free will i surrender myself to you. I'd gladly be bound by collar and chains for your handling as you see fit. You own my heart and have absolute power over it. But there is still more in store for me when yielding to the profound feeling that overwhelms me. I draw from your lips from your heart a love that consumes me. You touched me profoundly. I am yours for anything. A desperate cry calls out from my soul to yours. I have missed you so much, mi amor. I kneel before you in submission, a humbled man who only wishes to shower you with his love and admiration. I love you eternally!
Your soulmate, servant and whore,
LOVE LETTER: MY IMMORTAL LOVE
My immortal Love
We are meant to share all that we believe in and feel blessed that we have been given the most precious gift in life. Loving you comes so natural. I know your heart and soul so well, it's as though I were speaking of myself. I smile everytime I think about the times we will be spending. The wealth is in our love, it's priceless. So few know what we already have. I know that you capapble of taking care of yourself but what you need to know is that what gives me the greatest pleasure in life is making you happy. When you smile I smile with you, when you hurt, I also hurt. With all that I am, I know who you are and love all of you.
I'm not one to play games and the last thing I would ever do is play with someone's heart and soul, especially the woman I feel I was put on earth to love in every way. Do you feel the pain that I am in right now? The universe has finally given us the chance to have it all...create heaven on earth for the rest of time and for me there are no words to describe the graditude I have to know that we can sleep in peace and each and every day is a day of celebration for we have all that we will ever need in eachother. Together we have the nourishment needed for a happy and healthy life.
I love you totally and completely. The journey has been an emotional roller coaster ride up until the time I found you. As I read my heart and soul in all that you said I knew without a doubt in my mind that we were meant to now come together and share the beauty of what we both believe in...that being each other.
"In the Morning when the sun is just starting to light the day I am awakened and my first thoughts are of you. At night I stare at the dark trees silhouetted against the quiet stars I am entranced into the complete peacefulness and my last thoughts are of you" I love you
"To love and be loved is like stealing into the heavens." I'm listening to love songs once again tonight and every part of my body aches to be with you. Soon I will be taking you into my dreams where I can be with you in every way. It's so beautiful being together, Knowing dreams really do come true...our sex is amazing:-) Give me more, I can't get enough of you. "Together" is going to be everything we could ever want for. I love you so much. Does this seem odd to be hearing? It's true, I really do. . Do you feel my presence with you always? When you sleep do you feel me reaching out to hold you? I feel blessed and I promise you that you will always feel loved for the rest of time. Your loneliness is in the past, I am here to be your best friend, lover, fantasies and your dream come true. Do you even know how easy it is for me to love you the way I do? I promise to cherish you and all that we share. Do you believe in me as I do you? You never leave my mind. It feels as though the universe has finally given all that we have both ever wished for. I want to be making love to you so much. It's becoming harder and harder being apart. I love you for trusting me with your heart. There's no greater gift then knowing that you have faith in my love for you, to know that I am yours and could never want for more but to shower you with love each and every day. I want to hold you through the night and my contentment will be in knowing that my sweet love sleeps in peace, never to feel lonely again. I love you with all my heart and soul. I miss you so much tonight.
Have you ever read "the Symposium" it discusses in kind of tongue in cheek way --that we were once one being but our happiness roused the anger of the Gods, because in our love we were too absorbed to worship them, so they tore us apart leaving our belybutton as the scar, and a void of a missing half that was unexplicable in outr hearts. Its the worst feeling in the world to wander through life enjoying, living, experiencing everything ,and always feeling that something is missing. Some thing that you have never had, but that you have no doubts is there, maybe from a dream in a past life. That is what its like, like remembering a dream of a dream, and now I am crying. I have the dreams the faceless someone talking, touching, reassuring you, sometimes they are like torture reminding you that the one you might be dating is so lacking. Dating in So many people go through liife in a head long rush towards some financial or career goal and they never take the moment to ask themselves if its what they actually want. What if all the time people spend putting in their dues, working hard sacrificing family , and putting off life in exchange for the "prize" of the good life, is a lie. How many people when its all over have got nothing but tired,and distant, by working through life, living for a two week vacation that the family resents them for. I have sworn I will never settle for that. Life is to be lived not saved up in a bank account for retirement. What does that say about everyone in america working towards a retirement from life. I could cry at the twisted saddness of that goal.
We are meant to share all that we believe in and feel blessed that we have been given the most precious gift in life. Loving you comes so natural. I know your heart and soul so well, it's as though I were speaking of myself. I smile everytime I think about the times we will be spending. The wealth is in our love, it's priceless. So few know what we already have. I know that you capapble of taking care of yourself but what you need to know is that what gives me the greatest pleasure in life is making you happy. When you smile I smile with you, when you hurt, I also hurt. With all that I am, I know who you are and love all of you.
I'm not one to play games and the last thing I would ever do is play with someone's heart and soul, especially the woman I feel I was put on earth to love in every way. Do you feel the pain that I am in right now? The universe has finally given us the chance to have it all...create heaven on earth for the rest of time and for me there are no words to describe the graditude I have to know that we can sleep in peace and each and every day is a day of celebration for we have all that we will ever need in eachother. Together we have the nourishment needed for a happy and healthy life.
I love you totally and completely. The journey has been an emotional roller coaster ride up until the time I found you. As I read my heart and soul in all that you said I knew without a doubt in my mind that we were meant to now come together and share the beauty of what we both believe in...that being each other.
"In the Morning when the sun is just starting to light the day I am awakened and my first thoughts are of you. At night I stare at the dark trees silhouetted against the quiet stars I am entranced into the complete peacefulness and my last thoughts are of you" I love you
"To love and be loved is like stealing into the heavens." I'm listening to love songs once again tonight and every part of my body aches to be with you. Soon I will be taking you into my dreams where I can be with you in every way. It's so beautiful being together, Knowing dreams really do come true...our sex is amazing:-) Give me more, I can't get enough of you. "Together" is going to be everything we could ever want for. I love you so much. Does this seem odd to be hearing? It's true, I really do. . Do you feel my presence with you always? When you sleep do you feel me reaching out to hold you? I feel blessed and I promise you that you will always feel loved for the rest of time. Your loneliness is in the past, I am here to be your best friend, lover, fantasies and your dream come true. Do you even know how easy it is for me to love you the way I do? I promise to cherish you and all that we share. Do you believe in me as I do you? You never leave my mind. It feels as though the universe has finally given all that we have both ever wished for. I want to be making love to you so much. It's becoming harder and harder being apart. I love you for trusting me with your heart. There's no greater gift then knowing that you have faith in my love for you, to know that I am yours and could never want for more but to shower you with love each and every day. I want to hold you through the night and my contentment will be in knowing that my sweet love sleeps in peace, never to feel lonely again. I love you with all my heart and soul. I miss you so much tonight.
Have you ever read "the Symposium" it discusses in kind of tongue in cheek way --that we were once one being but our happiness roused the anger of the Gods, because in our love we were too absorbed to worship them, so they tore us apart leaving our belybutton as the scar, and a void of a missing half that was unexplicable in outr hearts. Its the worst feeling in the world to wander through life enjoying, living, experiencing everything ,and always feeling that something is missing. Some thing that you have never had, but that you have no doubts is there, maybe from a dream in a past life. That is what its like, like remembering a dream of a dream, and now I am crying. I have the dreams the faceless someone talking, touching, reassuring you, sometimes they are like torture reminding you that the one you might be dating is so lacking. Dating in So many people go through liife in a head long rush towards some financial or career goal and they never take the moment to ask themselves if its what they actually want. What if all the time people spend putting in their dues, working hard sacrificing family , and putting off life in exchange for the "prize" of the good life, is a lie. How many people when its all over have got nothing but tired,and distant, by working through life, living for a two week vacation that the family resents them for. I have sworn I will never settle for that. Life is to be lived not saved up in a bank account for retirement. What does that say about everyone in america working towards a retirement from life. I could cry at the twisted saddness of that goal.
POETRY: BECOME ONE
you touch me
and i seem to fly
up in the sky
gliding through the clouds
nothing exists but your touch
you kiss me
and i feel i'm up in the galaxies
maybe on jupiter or mars
that hot atmosphere
makes my body melt
the look you give me
shows the emotions
the love that you have
the truth is in your face
2
Daybreak.
Yet why am I still shrouded by darkness.
Why do I not feel warm Sun on my face. Or taste the
morning dew gathering outside my door.
As, once, before.
Why do I not hear birds sing in glorious unison, or see
them emblazon themselves on the sky - adding to an
ever changing mural outside my window.
Instead - I hear only shallow breathing.
And why is my heart on fire. Burning with a ferocity
I have never known before. Yet my bones feel ancient,
to their marrow - and I feel so old,
so very - very old.
Why do I wish for memory loss - that I may lose myself
among walkways surrounded by strangers. With faceless
people who neither know nor care -
how I miss you.
And another wish. A wish that I was a child. Weeping
softly into my pillow. Being comforted by my mother or
father. Arms holding me- as only a parent knows best.
To ease their child?s distress.
Why can I not accept this part of my life- as others do?
Turn- with fond reflection. This book has been read, its
over - finished. But now I have your ring on my finger.
And your smile still lingers well into my days.
Haunting me. Reminding of all we had, of all we shared.
The moments that grew from a throwaway kiss then on
into our final seperation.
All those years. Those happy years.
So now I wish - for just one last wish, and this above any
other single thing that I live or ache so desperately for.
But this wish - can never be. For your life has been sung -
and with each passing Sun...
I ask why, without me?
only i exist for you
3
Walking slowly amidst the falling Autumn leaves,
I think of you in that strange land- so dry,
So stark and full of sand.
Softly I kiss the wind and send it your way
Hoping that the breeze will caress you lightly
And you will feel the presence of my love by the kiss in the wind.
Yes, you will feel my love by my kiss in the wind.
4
I chose to go down with you
To the valley of love
There we'll both relax
In one another?s arms
I chose to fly with you
To the mountain top
There we'll get help from above
To live forever in love
I chose to sail with you
To the island of romance
Where there are no inhabitants
Except you and I
I chose to swim with you
In the stream of emotion
Where we would never be afraid
Of the flowing force of the river
I chose to cruise with you
In the vessel of joy
To a place reserved for us
Where we would never be disturbed
I chose to travel with you
To the land of peace
Where there?s no today or tomorrow
But our heartbeat counts the days
5
It doesn't exist, a moment in a day
in which I can part from you
the world seems so distant
when you are not by my side.
There is no beautiful melody
in which I wouldn't think of you
that is why I don't want to hear it
if you don't hear it too.
You have become a part of my soul.
no, nothing consoles me any more
if you are not there with me.
Far away from your lips
from the moon and the stars
with you in the distance, my love...
I don't exist
6
Feeling the emptiness inside my soul,
your's is the one I want so much,
to feel the love you can give...
imagining your slightest touch.
The soul that crosses my path,
I can smell the scent of your skin,
just saying it is you I love,
I can feel it Deep Within.
To kiss your soft moist lips,
to hold you through the night,
these are the dreams I have with you,
wanting to clutch you tight.
Make sure you can be true to me,
I want to be a part of your dream,
And I hope some day you'll get them back,
My love for you shall never gleam...
7
Emotions rise from me like giant waves from the sea,
anger, frustration, sadness... why may this be?
There is only one true answer,
the answer is love.
Love, the strongest of all emotions,
greater than all the big blue oceans,
it's only a four letter word!
But, yet, it has such unimaginable power,
it can be as beautiful as a flower,
and it can, also, taste very sour.
It hits me like a runaway train.
Is it a blessing or depressing,
why all this pain?
No one can understand it,
yet all of us go through it,
LOVE, this thing called... LOVE
8
I am curious to know your ways,
your life with each passing day.
The smile of your face- I long for,
the softness of your words are mine to keep.
You are the flame that burns within my heart, my soul.
To me, you are the joy of morning, the wonderous spirit of night.
Your every breath is my life.
Every star is a dream come true.
The velvet nightime sky is your touch.
The breeze is your breath.
The sunset, your beauty.
How shall I become without you?
The calm ocean in your eye, the warmth in your smile,
the beauty in your soul, the very spirit of your life.
You are a gentle soul of Heaven, the peace of the spring rain.
The gentle snowflake of winter, the smell of summer,
the color of the autumn.
You are mine to give, mine to keep.
Forever, you are my everthing
9
Oh how I long for you to be here with me...
releasing me of all my fears...
whispering sweet words
so softly in my ears...
touching me places
that drive me to ecstasy.
Just to have you by my side
caressing me...
kissing me...
making love to me...
until the sun begins to rise.
You make me feel so alive
Release me now my love.
10
If I could hold you forever,
until the stars fall from the sky...
I would.
If I could be with you for eternity
and hold on to dreams that would never die...
I would.
If I could fall asleep with you every night,
while counting angels that watch over our lives...
I would.
We'd run away inside ourselves
A place for you and me
Drown inside an ocean so deep
Choking on feelings, dying a death so sweet.
If I could linger on moments
the sweetest times of our lives...
I would.
If I could feel your soft lips on mine,
your body against me as you gently make me cry...
I would.
I'd run away with you while the world sleeps,
and I'd let you take me places I've never even dreamed.
If I could feel this way forever
until the stars fall far from the sky,
then believe me when I say this...
I would.
11
As I look on you with my eyes,
I cease to see flesh and bone.
In you I see a divinity to be worshiped
and set on a throne.
As I look on you with my eyes,
I cease to see the beauty of the world.
In you shines a radiance to brighten
where the darkness of night has been hurled.
When I look at you I see a great beauty,
plain and simple.
When I think of you, I think of mystery,
complex and intriguing.
With my eyes
I have looked for you.
With my whole heart
12
Gentle Touches
Caresses
Bodies Entwined
Passionate Kisses
Lips So Devine
Hearts Pounding
Racing
Eyes Mesmerized
Two Souls
Searching, Seeking
Love Undenied
Finding, Feeling
Becoming One
Inside.
and i seem to fly
up in the sky
gliding through the clouds
nothing exists but your touch
you kiss me
and i feel i'm up in the galaxies
maybe on jupiter or mars
that hot atmosphere
makes my body melt
the look you give me
shows the emotions
the love that you have
the truth is in your face
2
Daybreak.
Yet why am I still shrouded by darkness.
Why do I not feel warm Sun on my face. Or taste the
morning dew gathering outside my door.
As, once, before.
Why do I not hear birds sing in glorious unison, or see
them emblazon themselves on the sky - adding to an
ever changing mural outside my window.
Instead - I hear only shallow breathing.
And why is my heart on fire. Burning with a ferocity
I have never known before. Yet my bones feel ancient,
to their marrow - and I feel so old,
so very - very old.
Why do I wish for memory loss - that I may lose myself
among walkways surrounded by strangers. With faceless
people who neither know nor care -
how I miss you.
And another wish. A wish that I was a child. Weeping
softly into my pillow. Being comforted by my mother or
father. Arms holding me- as only a parent knows best.
To ease their child?s distress.
Why can I not accept this part of my life- as others do?
Turn- with fond reflection. This book has been read, its
over - finished. But now I have your ring on my finger.
And your smile still lingers well into my days.
Haunting me. Reminding of all we had, of all we shared.
The moments that grew from a throwaway kiss then on
into our final seperation.
All those years. Those happy years.
So now I wish - for just one last wish, and this above any
other single thing that I live or ache so desperately for.
But this wish - can never be. For your life has been sung -
and with each passing Sun...
I ask why, without me?
only i exist for you
3
Walking slowly amidst the falling Autumn leaves,
I think of you in that strange land- so dry,
So stark and full of sand.
Softly I kiss the wind and send it your way
Hoping that the breeze will caress you lightly
And you will feel the presence of my love by the kiss in the wind.
Yes, you will feel my love by my kiss in the wind.
4
I chose to go down with you
To the valley of love
There we'll both relax
In one another?s arms
I chose to fly with you
To the mountain top
There we'll get help from above
To live forever in love
I chose to sail with you
To the island of romance
Where there are no inhabitants
Except you and I
I chose to swim with you
In the stream of emotion
Where we would never be afraid
Of the flowing force of the river
I chose to cruise with you
In the vessel of joy
To a place reserved for us
Where we would never be disturbed
I chose to travel with you
To the land of peace
Where there?s no today or tomorrow
But our heartbeat counts the days
5
It doesn't exist, a moment in a day
in which I can part from you
the world seems so distant
when you are not by my side.
There is no beautiful melody
in which I wouldn't think of you
that is why I don't want to hear it
if you don't hear it too.
You have become a part of my soul.
no, nothing consoles me any more
if you are not there with me.
Far away from your lips
from the moon and the stars
with you in the distance, my love...
I don't exist
6
Feeling the emptiness inside my soul,
your's is the one I want so much,
to feel the love you can give...
imagining your slightest touch.
The soul that crosses my path,
I can smell the scent of your skin,
just saying it is you I love,
I can feel it Deep Within.
To kiss your soft moist lips,
to hold you through the night,
these are the dreams I have with you,
wanting to clutch you tight.
Make sure you can be true to me,
I want to be a part of your dream,
And I hope some day you'll get them back,
My love for you shall never gleam...
7
Emotions rise from me like giant waves from the sea,
anger, frustration, sadness... why may this be?
There is only one true answer,
the answer is love.
Love, the strongest of all emotions,
greater than all the big blue oceans,
it's only a four letter word!
But, yet, it has such unimaginable power,
it can be as beautiful as a flower,
and it can, also, taste very sour.
It hits me like a runaway train.
Is it a blessing or depressing,
why all this pain?
No one can understand it,
yet all of us go through it,
LOVE, this thing called... LOVE
8
I am curious to know your ways,
your life with each passing day.
The smile of your face- I long for,
the softness of your words are mine to keep.
You are the flame that burns within my heart, my soul.
To me, you are the joy of morning, the wonderous spirit of night.
Your every breath is my life.
Every star is a dream come true.
The velvet nightime sky is your touch.
The breeze is your breath.
The sunset, your beauty.
How shall I become without you?
The calm ocean in your eye, the warmth in your smile,
the beauty in your soul, the very spirit of your life.
You are a gentle soul of Heaven, the peace of the spring rain.
The gentle snowflake of winter, the smell of summer,
the color of the autumn.
You are mine to give, mine to keep.
Forever, you are my everthing
9
Oh how I long for you to be here with me...
releasing me of all my fears...
whispering sweet words
so softly in my ears...
touching me places
that drive me to ecstasy.
Just to have you by my side
caressing me...
kissing me...
making love to me...
until the sun begins to rise.
You make me feel so alive
Release me now my love.
10
If I could hold you forever,
until the stars fall from the sky...
I would.
If I could be with you for eternity
and hold on to dreams that would never die...
I would.
If I could fall asleep with you every night,
while counting angels that watch over our lives...
I would.
We'd run away inside ourselves
A place for you and me
Drown inside an ocean so deep
Choking on feelings, dying a death so sweet.
If I could linger on moments
the sweetest times of our lives...
I would.
If I could feel your soft lips on mine,
your body against me as you gently make me cry...
I would.
I'd run away with you while the world sleeps,
and I'd let you take me places I've never even dreamed.
If I could feel this way forever
until the stars fall far from the sky,
then believe me when I say this...
I would.
11
As I look on you with my eyes,
I cease to see flesh and bone.
In you I see a divinity to be worshiped
and set on a throne.
As I look on you with my eyes,
I cease to see the beauty of the world.
In you shines a radiance to brighten
where the darkness of night has been hurled.
When I look at you I see a great beauty,
plain and simple.
When I think of you, I think of mystery,
complex and intriguing.
With my eyes
I have looked for you.
With my whole heart
12
Gentle Touches
Caresses
Bodies Entwined
Passionate Kisses
Lips So Devine
Hearts Pounding
Racing
Eyes Mesmerized
Two Souls
Searching, Seeking
Love Undenied
Finding, Feeling
Becoming One
Inside.
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER
As the evening breeze waves across the open meadow,
and the last song bird beds down for the night, my thoughts
turn to you. When the evening's crickets began to play
there song for the stars, my thoughts turn to you.
As I lie lost in deep thoughts of nights past and nights
yet to come, My thoughts turn to you. And I wonder what
you are thinking and if you are looking up at
the night's present, its heavenly mystery, as I lie here
in a state of wonder, My thoughts turn to you.
I share a light grin thinking that how foolish the night's
beauty is, trying in vain to outshine the brightest
and most beautiful star which you hold in your eyes,
my grin turns into a smile thinking how jealous you make
the stars, for now the night's courters no longer play
for them, now they play for you. As I drift away to dream,
my thoughts turn to you. I awake from the warm touch
of the morning sun upon my face, and smell the light
morning dew and once again, my thoughts turn to you.
and the last song bird beds down for the night, my thoughts
turn to you. When the evening's crickets began to play
there song for the stars, my thoughts turn to you.
As I lie lost in deep thoughts of nights past and nights
yet to come, My thoughts turn to you. And I wonder what
you are thinking and if you are looking up at
the night's present, its heavenly mystery, as I lie here
in a state of wonder, My thoughts turn to you.
I share a light grin thinking that how foolish the night's
beauty is, trying in vain to outshine the brightest
and most beautiful star which you hold in your eyes,
my grin turns into a smile thinking how jealous you make
the stars, for now the night's courters no longer play
for them, now they play for you. As I drift away to dream,
my thoughts turn to you. I awake from the warm touch
of the morning sun upon my face, and smell the light
morning dew and once again, my thoughts turn to you.
THOUGHTS: THE CRAVING FOR LOVE NEVER STOPS
When a woman isn't adored by her father her brains imprints with emotional propensity for men who treat her in a similar way. If that male attention is missing, then that girl grows up in many cases to be a woman who either deflects comment of adoration because it's so alien to her. There is a void where a genuine sense of her female self should be. A woman like that would be particularly vulnerable to emotional charmer who say exactly the right thing to get some pussy.
Eventually most woman declared a halt to romance on a subconscious level, regardless of how much the conscious mind protests that they want to met someone to fall in love with. The reason? They can't stand who they become once in a relationship, and just rather not do it. Once you see that every relationship you've encountered the same demon----your own---you realize that until you deal with that demon, you'll never find true love. For the demon blocks it. This demon take various form in your self-sabotage: insecurity, jealousy, anger, control, neediness, and not having patience or whatever form of personal in authenticity leads you time and time again to either attract the bad ones or blow it with the good ones, It is naive to underestimate that demon's power.
After one of her romances goes desperately sour, most woman would say....."another one like that would kill me!" I understand what that means and so can most people mean. There comes a time when you feel like the high of romance isn't worth the pain of its demise, when the risk of romantic diaster outweighs the thrill of the ride.
This doesn't mean you don't still crave love---the craving itself never stops. As a matter of fact, at just the point when you've had enough, the very fact that you have had enough is what causes your breakthrough into the awareness tht sets you free. It's often when love has hurt you the most that you come to see how and why you set youself for all that pain. You are forced to deal with you.
Your negative relationship patterns are reflections of your childhood wounds, which you have to rennact until you heal them. Until the work is done on some level, there is no getting off the wheel of suffering. Our subconscious mind aren't wrong in cutting us off from love and sex for a while, as the work is being done and deeply absorbed into our system.
Eventually most woman declared a halt to romance on a subconscious level, regardless of how much the conscious mind protests that they want to met someone to fall in love with. The reason? They can't stand who they become once in a relationship, and just rather not do it. Once you see that every relationship you've encountered the same demon----your own---you realize that until you deal with that demon, you'll never find true love. For the demon blocks it. This demon take various form in your self-sabotage: insecurity, jealousy, anger, control, neediness, and not having patience or whatever form of personal in authenticity leads you time and time again to either attract the bad ones or blow it with the good ones, It is naive to underestimate that demon's power.
After one of her romances goes desperately sour, most woman would say....."another one like that would kill me!" I understand what that means and so can most people mean. There comes a time when you feel like the high of romance isn't worth the pain of its demise, when the risk of romantic diaster outweighs the thrill of the ride.
This doesn't mean you don't still crave love---the craving itself never stops. As a matter of fact, at just the point when you've had enough, the very fact that you have had enough is what causes your breakthrough into the awareness tht sets you free. It's often when love has hurt you the most that you come to see how and why you set youself for all that pain. You are forced to deal with you.
Your negative relationship patterns are reflections of your childhood wounds, which you have to rennact until you heal them. Until the work is done on some level, there is no getting off the wheel of suffering. Our subconscious mind aren't wrong in cutting us off from love and sex for a while, as the work is being done and deeply absorbed into our system.
SPIRITUAL : WHERE OUR FEAR OF ABANDOMENT COMES FROM
Most of us have experienced enough of the world to no longer be naive about it. We know what it gives and we know what it takes away. We have memoires of joy and we have memories of sorrow. As long as there is love, there is always hope. It's tempting to feel at times that you blew it in the past.
Sometimes when I think about all the suffering in the world---from totrure to slavery to war to child abuse---I'm awed by the realization there must be some tremendous counterforce keeping humanity from completely self-destruction. Considering the fact that every second someone is born. Every second someone is dying. The cycles of life continues, circling the globe at every moment. And consider this: Every second, someone somewhere is having ecstatic orgasm. I think this circle of ecstasy is probably doing as much to keep the worked from flying apart as is any other force.
Once you're a certain age, the idea of wasting any opportunity-particularly the opportunity to loving fearlessly. And fear, while rarely justified, is often understandable. Letting go of fear that has accumulated over many years, it order to be able to experience the love standing in front of you right now--
What happens when we separate from a beloved is that we reexperience our orginal separation from God--or at least the illusion that we could ever be separate. In fact, such a separation would be so shattering to the enitre universe that the universe could no longer exist were it to be true. The truth is that our oneness with God and with each other is fundamental, unalterable aspect of reality.
Not consciously realizing any of this, we displace our hunger for conscious contact with God onto our search for a romantic partner. Connection with a lover is intoxication because it reminds us of our union with God, separation is so devasting because it reminds us of what it feels to be separate from him and a terrible catch 22 dvelops...feeling separate from God, I'm hungry for you. But also, feeling separate from.
Sometimes when I think about all the suffering in the world---from totrure to slavery to war to child abuse---I'm awed by the realization there must be some tremendous counterforce keeping humanity from completely self-destruction. Considering the fact that every second someone is born. Every second someone is dying. The cycles of life continues, circling the globe at every moment. And consider this: Every second, someone somewhere is having ecstatic orgasm. I think this circle of ecstasy is probably doing as much to keep the worked from flying apart as is any other force.
Once you're a certain age, the idea of wasting any opportunity-particularly the opportunity to loving fearlessly. And fear, while rarely justified, is often understandable. Letting go of fear that has accumulated over many years, it order to be able to experience the love standing in front of you right now--
What happens when we separate from a beloved is that we reexperience our orginal separation from God--or at least the illusion that we could ever be separate. In fact, such a separation would be so shattering to the enitre universe that the universe could no longer exist were it to be true. The truth is that our oneness with God and with each other is fundamental, unalterable aspect of reality.
Not consciously realizing any of this, we displace our hunger for conscious contact with God onto our search for a romantic partner. Connection with a lover is intoxication because it reminds us of our union with God, separation is so devasting because it reminds us of what it feels to be separate from him and a terrible catch 22 dvelops...feeling separate from God, I'm hungry for you. But also, feeling separate from.
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