To learn how to love your partner or how to accept love from your partner - look at small babies !!!
* Mother gives breast milk and enjoys giving breast milk ... because she enjoys of giving love
* Baby enjoys drinking mother milk directly from the bosom of mother, because milk is the combination of nutrition and love, physical and metaphysical at the very same time. Breastfeeding is giving love and enjoying to see how this liquid love is absorbed and enjoyed by the recipient. Any and every truly loving mother loves to give love because she can FEEL and SEE how much the baby enjoys to drink all her love.
* The baby enjoys receiving milk because it is delicious, sweet and it is milk PLUS love from mother. And the baby can look at mothers smiling eyes immersed in mothers love. What a joy for both.
This giving love and accepting love is to be learned by adults again. Become like children learn to enjoy in your heart and learn to give love from the bottom of your divine heart.
In oral sex - to fully absorb means that a girl loves to drink and swallow the semen and enjoy the semen of her man as a delicious heavenly aphrodisiac. A man will drink and enjoy the female love flowing from her breast - a man will love to drink her breast milk. For a truly loving lover kissing the pussy of his wife is a pleasure, since the pussy of a truly loving angel girl smells and tastes like a exotic and sexy flower.
A woman bows to the "MAN" inside her husband / partner by giving him a "blow job" - by sucking his penis and FULLY absorbing all energy metaphysical and physical ( semen = physical love ) flowing out of her partner's penis. this requires HER to be fully open to accept his love and ABSORB love within HER female being - she either can absorb all or NONE - never metaphysical love only and rejecting physical love ! this oral sex however also requires the man being fully relaxed and ready to GIVE ALL to his wife - it also requires that HE feels the his love is WELCOME by his wife / partner. he needs to FEEL that his love is "good enough" for his wife and that she loves it. of course such can only be done by a woman who is in peace with her sexual woman inside as well as that man needs to be in peace with his sexual role as a man !
A man bows to the "WOMEN" inside his wives / partners by being able to kiss her pussy (vagina) with such great devotion and love that she can easily have an orgasm. this proves full acceptance of HER being "different" from male - her being truly female - hence of OPPOSITE nature than the man himself. while the women in such love practice is required to truly be in peace with herself being a female being and by being fully relaxed to completely OPEN and accept her husband bowing to her in such a truly spiritual way. if the woman fails to fully open for her partner - then she may fail to experience an orgasm as a result of herself failing to ACCEPT his true divine love ! every true female woman loves that and enjoys it again and again - and EVERY spiritual woman NEEDS this proof of true love again and again for her spiritual healing and of course for a happy fulfilling relationship !! the female sexual organs are of receiving nature - specially the uterus has a powerful large chakra to absorb metaphysical energy GIVEN by the man during sex including oral sex. it is this male energy flowing INTO the spiritual being of a woman that finally causes the orgasm of a woman in ALL sexual practices between men and women. the woman NEEDS to truly LOVE that man to fully OPEN for his love and that man needs to have TRUE spiritual love in order to be able to GIVE such love that creates an orgasm within the woman. an orgasm is a temporary union of two astral bodies - and for more advanced spiritual couples of two causal bodies.
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
POETRY: BATHING ME IN ITS LOVE AND WARMTH
I stand out here and look up into the stars
and suddenly I see you in the stars
and I look into your blinking eye
and suddenly you disappear
and I begin to miss you
2
passion...
for the first time
holding with love
her thoughts racing through my head
with curiosity
warm
content
happiness
as we hold and kiss each other
love at it's strongest
as i stare into her beautiful brown eyes
and reddened face
i realize how lucky i am
to have her
a passionate kiss expresses my love
as i know i love her
3
Take my hand, my dear.
Take it and I'll guide you along a path of happiness.
Happiness which you deserve.
Deserving people need love.
Loving someone makes their life happier.
If you take my hand, I'll give you warmth and love.
My hand will caress you...
In places you want me to.
By taking my hand I promise you eternal love.
Happiness is all you wanted.
Wanting someone who fulfills your love is what pleases you.
You know you want to...
Love me forever with all your heart and soul.
4
Small droplets of light echo her shoulders
As strands of silky hair tickle
the shadows that caress her neck
Her words gather on chords in the wind
Carrying the softness of music to my ear alone
Some would say these feelings are a vision of my heart
But not I...
For she is more than merely a belle in the light
She is all the beauty I will see that night
5
What if you were here with me,
Here so close to you,
How would this one moment be?
Lying close to you,
Sins be in my lips and touch.
When I'm close to you,
Still I long for it so much,
Being close to you,
I transgress within my dreams
So I'm close to you,
I sometimes wonder what this means
While breathing close to you,
My only wish for night and day
Is remaining close to you,
And so I guess I'll find a way
To stay here close to you.
6
My Beloved Butterfly
You flew into my life
And brought me your beauty
When I thought all beauty
Was out of my reach.
But that was before fate brought you to me.
You brought your light into my life.
That light that shines so bright
Showing me all the things I couldn't see.
When my soul had languished
In the darkness for so long.
Its brilliance surrounded me,
Bathing me in its love and warmth.
And I know even when you must fly
That glow will stay within my heart.
Like stardust that fell from your wings;
While you gathered your nectar
Showing me the beauty of your soul.
Sharing all the things you are with me.
So, when you must fly away
My heart and soul will never forget.
And the love you gave to me
Will stay and be with me always.
7
Happiness has my heart filled.
Stars shine bright when you're around.
When I'm with you, time is stilled.
I hear your voice, no other sound.
When, into your eyes I gaze,
Or, I hold your gentle hand,
All the world just fades away.
Time apart, I cannot stand
8
My heart was empty
with darkness within it
building up over years.
Until you came along
The mere glance from my eye into yours
was enough to start a fire
that banished the darkness within me
and give me clarity to whom I really am.
Emptiness I felt over years
darkness I used to banish
deeper and deeper every time.
This darkness, this emptiness was merely a decoy
a construction of a space
to house your love when we met.
All of the beauty entrapped on this earth
is a mere reflection of you
not only this, but you are the reason
for why they were created...
9
To give up anything to gain everything is my quest,
To love you whole heartedly, I will do my best.
You're my world, the path upon which I walk,
I love to hear your voice when you talk.
My heart flutters when I look at you,
My love grows stronger when you look at me too.
I cannot change your past but I can help to bring peace,
A future is bright and long, "Together Forever" to say
the least. I love holding you, touching you, most of all
I love you through and through. Let's move forward hand
in hand, you with me and me with you.
To see you brings me joy and hope. Without you
only would show I could not cope. Our paths
have crossed with a purpose to love. Like birds
of a feather, "Together Forever", like two beautiful
doves. Today's present is tomorrow's future, so please
see. I love you darling, I'm asking you to give your
heart to me.
10
We walked along the beach then suddenly we stopped
and we talked about what our live`s would be like
if we would get married.
The answer was yes, our lives would be perfect together!
And then it started to rain and she started to cry.
And she said with a high pitched tone of voice.
"What if it doesent go to plan?"
And I kissed the rain off her lips and said,
"I'll sell my house, even my BMW! I'll give away the keys
to my home and I promise you'll live like a queen.
And she said, "Don't ever sell your dreams away,
not because of me. I'm just a person trying to love you.
Don't let me get in your way. I'll always leave when you want me to.
Don't feel obligated at all. So Honey, I'll never
do one thing that hurts.
And then I started to cry. She said, "Why are you doing this?"
I said now I know I'll always love you and never get mad at all.
We'll go to cruise for our honeymoon. I'll never let you go!
So please marry me.
11
Smiles, and dances and an occasional look,
A subtle touch, then a word from you;
In these moments I become entangled
And I know just what to do.
Visions of you pass my mind at night,
With thoughts of you, I awake;
But realizations of who we are, sometimes,
Are more than I can take.
All of me is all of you, I dream,
But are you dreamt or real?
I cannot know what tomorrow may show -
All I know is this moment and how I feel.
It has nothing to do with anything but you,
Since you first spoke and I first heard
I knew you were a whirlwind to be tamed;
Something I can do with every loving word.
But desire must be for what I can give,
Something that deep inside only you know.
Your soul tells you who to love and trust,
Only then can these oceans grow.
As I see you in the moon and the stars,
Your soul speaks to only me;
Always in the wind is your voice,
Calling me back, to swim in your sea.
12
I see her standing there
Looking as gorgeous as ever
Wondering if she knows I am there
Looking at her taking in all her beauty
For I long to touch her
To hold her in these arms
To be the one who
Puts a smile upon her face
My angel stands there awaiting
For me to hold her close
For a look into those eyes
To let her know how and what I feel
I know no matter what distance
There is between us
That her wings can carry her
Anywhere she dreams of
My angel is the most gorgeous
of all angels
For she knows I am
Whatever she wants me to be
She has no fear
I will always be near
And no matter how far apart
She will always be in my heart
13
Lingering, lithe and lovely,
she comes as a whispering cloud..
Pervading, with scent, my senses.
By a generous Nature endowed.
Gorgeous, gifted, and glowing,
a sunrise in motion is she.
Creature of light and of knowing,
the essence of Love's poetry.
Calmly, cooly, collected;
a willow, an aspen, a spruce.
Tall, graceful, swaying, perfected!
With life's love flowing effuse.
I know her in all her disguises;
bedraggled, disheveled, in mink.
She floats above all mortal prizes...
soothes like a cool, pleasant drink.
Passionate, private, delicious!
Whirlwind of ardor and craft;
impish, delightful, pernicious,
- even a tiny bit daft.
She comes to me morning and evening...
in noontime's radiant heat.
Alone or accompanied by millions -
forever, my heart skips it's beat.
This, my life's dearest treasure,
is that which heightens my life.
She brightens and sweetens by measure
the problems which with I am rife.
Forever, frequent, or always,
my Universe ceases to be.
Whenever she fills my life's hallways
I'm elated - she only chose, ME!
14
I wish I could spend one more night with you.I would shower you with love. I would capture every moment making sure not to forget one single moment. I would memorize your touch, the look in your eyes when I told you just how much I love you. The way your skin felt when touching mine. The feel of your lips touching mine. The way our hands fit perfectly together. I would look deep into your brown eyes searching for the depth of your soul, trying to make you realize that this shouldn't be the end, but the beginning of many nights to come.
15
Now we sit here
In the dark
The soft click of the keys
Words echoing on a screen
A smile that is priceless
Feelings far and wide, like a dream
Our heartbeats are one
Together we are
But still so far apart
A wish beyond reach
To touch your face
And hear your voice
A whisper of words
In my ear
I love you
Reality embraces
Without warning
Again...
I see myself staring at the keys
16
The thrill of your kisses,
The warmth of your touch.
The close tender feeling
I've longed for so much.
A passion for life
that makes each day seem new.
These things I discovered the day
I found you
17
I stare longingly at the picture of you next to my bed,
as if I can almost see your soul.
I take one last look, then close my eyes,
so finally you and I can be one,
at least for the time in my mind.
I see us laughing and crying and wanting so much,
so much only love can bring.
But then I open my eyes, and your gone.
I'm left with only a picture.
18
My soul stirred, turned upward,
at the delicacy of your glance,
arose toward the light
with the dew drops from your eyes.
My soul found the surface like a seedling,
for the warmth of your ascension,
blossomed, at the gentleness
of your tender ministrations.
Souls entwined, we rise together,
strong, vine-like, to our season.
19
i sit and think of your beautiful face
i wish i could post pitcures of it everyplace
your face is cute and adorable, too
not the last time you'll hear this but, "i love you"
you have to be the prettiest sight
don't say i'm wrong, 'cause i know i'm right
there is nothing more i want to do
except sit and stare at beautiful you
your intelligent and smart in many ways
another reason why i love you more every day
there is nothing more for me to say
i explained your beauty in everyway!
20
Finally touching
apart no more
endless love
hearts do soar
beating hard
like never before
pulses aflutter
senses explore
two as one
forevermore
and suddenly I see you in the stars
and I look into your blinking eye
and suddenly you disappear
and I begin to miss you
2
passion...
for the first time
holding with love
her thoughts racing through my head
with curiosity
warm
content
happiness
as we hold and kiss each other
love at it's strongest
as i stare into her beautiful brown eyes
and reddened face
i realize how lucky i am
to have her
a passionate kiss expresses my love
as i know i love her
3
Take my hand, my dear.
Take it and I'll guide you along a path of happiness.
Happiness which you deserve.
Deserving people need love.
Loving someone makes their life happier.
If you take my hand, I'll give you warmth and love.
My hand will caress you...
In places you want me to.
By taking my hand I promise you eternal love.
Happiness is all you wanted.
Wanting someone who fulfills your love is what pleases you.
You know you want to...
Love me forever with all your heart and soul.
4
Small droplets of light echo her shoulders
As strands of silky hair tickle
the shadows that caress her neck
Her words gather on chords in the wind
Carrying the softness of music to my ear alone
Some would say these feelings are a vision of my heart
But not I...
For she is more than merely a belle in the light
She is all the beauty I will see that night
5
What if you were here with me,
Here so close to you,
How would this one moment be?
Lying close to you,
Sins be in my lips and touch.
When I'm close to you,
Still I long for it so much,
Being close to you,
I transgress within my dreams
So I'm close to you,
I sometimes wonder what this means
While breathing close to you,
My only wish for night and day
Is remaining close to you,
And so I guess I'll find a way
To stay here close to you.
6
My Beloved Butterfly
You flew into my life
And brought me your beauty
When I thought all beauty
Was out of my reach.
But that was before fate brought you to me.
You brought your light into my life.
That light that shines so bright
Showing me all the things I couldn't see.
When my soul had languished
In the darkness for so long.
Its brilliance surrounded me,
Bathing me in its love and warmth.
And I know even when you must fly
That glow will stay within my heart.
Like stardust that fell from your wings;
While you gathered your nectar
Showing me the beauty of your soul.
Sharing all the things you are with me.
So, when you must fly away
My heart and soul will never forget.
And the love you gave to me
Will stay and be with me always.
7
Happiness has my heart filled.
Stars shine bright when you're around.
When I'm with you, time is stilled.
I hear your voice, no other sound.
When, into your eyes I gaze,
Or, I hold your gentle hand,
All the world just fades away.
Time apart, I cannot stand
8
My heart was empty
with darkness within it
building up over years.
Until you came along
The mere glance from my eye into yours
was enough to start a fire
that banished the darkness within me
and give me clarity to whom I really am.
Emptiness I felt over years
darkness I used to banish
deeper and deeper every time.
This darkness, this emptiness was merely a decoy
a construction of a space
to house your love when we met.
All of the beauty entrapped on this earth
is a mere reflection of you
not only this, but you are the reason
for why they were created...
9
To give up anything to gain everything is my quest,
To love you whole heartedly, I will do my best.
You're my world, the path upon which I walk,
I love to hear your voice when you talk.
My heart flutters when I look at you,
My love grows stronger when you look at me too.
I cannot change your past but I can help to bring peace,
A future is bright and long, "Together Forever" to say
the least. I love holding you, touching you, most of all
I love you through and through. Let's move forward hand
in hand, you with me and me with you.
To see you brings me joy and hope. Without you
only would show I could not cope. Our paths
have crossed with a purpose to love. Like birds
of a feather, "Together Forever", like two beautiful
doves. Today's present is tomorrow's future, so please
see. I love you darling, I'm asking you to give your
heart to me.
10
We walked along the beach then suddenly we stopped
and we talked about what our live`s would be like
if we would get married.
The answer was yes, our lives would be perfect together!
And then it started to rain and she started to cry.
And she said with a high pitched tone of voice.
"What if it doesent go to plan?"
And I kissed the rain off her lips and said,
"I'll sell my house, even my BMW! I'll give away the keys
to my home and I promise you'll live like a queen.
And she said, "Don't ever sell your dreams away,
not because of me. I'm just a person trying to love you.
Don't let me get in your way. I'll always leave when you want me to.
Don't feel obligated at all. So Honey, I'll never
do one thing that hurts.
And then I started to cry. She said, "Why are you doing this?"
I said now I know I'll always love you and never get mad at all.
We'll go to cruise for our honeymoon. I'll never let you go!
So please marry me.
11
Smiles, and dances and an occasional look,
A subtle touch, then a word from you;
In these moments I become entangled
And I know just what to do.
Visions of you pass my mind at night,
With thoughts of you, I awake;
But realizations of who we are, sometimes,
Are more than I can take.
All of me is all of you, I dream,
But are you dreamt or real?
I cannot know what tomorrow may show -
All I know is this moment and how I feel.
It has nothing to do with anything but you,
Since you first spoke and I first heard
I knew you were a whirlwind to be tamed;
Something I can do with every loving word.
But desire must be for what I can give,
Something that deep inside only you know.
Your soul tells you who to love and trust,
Only then can these oceans grow.
As I see you in the moon and the stars,
Your soul speaks to only me;
Always in the wind is your voice,
Calling me back, to swim in your sea.
12
I see her standing there
Looking as gorgeous as ever
Wondering if she knows I am there
Looking at her taking in all her beauty
For I long to touch her
To hold her in these arms
To be the one who
Puts a smile upon her face
My angel stands there awaiting
For me to hold her close
For a look into those eyes
To let her know how and what I feel
I know no matter what distance
There is between us
That her wings can carry her
Anywhere she dreams of
My angel is the most gorgeous
of all angels
For she knows I am
Whatever she wants me to be
She has no fear
I will always be near
And no matter how far apart
She will always be in my heart
13
Lingering, lithe and lovely,
she comes as a whispering cloud..
Pervading, with scent, my senses.
By a generous Nature endowed.
Gorgeous, gifted, and glowing,
a sunrise in motion is she.
Creature of light and of knowing,
the essence of Love's poetry.
Calmly, cooly, collected;
a willow, an aspen, a spruce.
Tall, graceful, swaying, perfected!
With life's love flowing effuse.
I know her in all her disguises;
bedraggled, disheveled, in mink.
She floats above all mortal prizes...
soothes like a cool, pleasant drink.
Passionate, private, delicious!
Whirlwind of ardor and craft;
impish, delightful, pernicious,
- even a tiny bit daft.
She comes to me morning and evening...
in noontime's radiant heat.
Alone or accompanied by millions -
forever, my heart skips it's beat.
This, my life's dearest treasure,
is that which heightens my life.
She brightens and sweetens by measure
the problems which with I am rife.
Forever, frequent, or always,
my Universe ceases to be.
Whenever she fills my life's hallways
I'm elated - she only chose, ME!
14
I wish I could spend one more night with you.I would shower you with love. I would capture every moment making sure not to forget one single moment. I would memorize your touch, the look in your eyes when I told you just how much I love you. The way your skin felt when touching mine. The feel of your lips touching mine. The way our hands fit perfectly together. I would look deep into your brown eyes searching for the depth of your soul, trying to make you realize that this shouldn't be the end, but the beginning of many nights to come.
15
Now we sit here
In the dark
The soft click of the keys
Words echoing on a screen
A smile that is priceless
Feelings far and wide, like a dream
Our heartbeats are one
Together we are
But still so far apart
A wish beyond reach
To touch your face
And hear your voice
A whisper of words
In my ear
I love you
Reality embraces
Without warning
Again...
I see myself staring at the keys
16
The thrill of your kisses,
The warmth of your touch.
The close tender feeling
I've longed for so much.
A passion for life
that makes each day seem new.
These things I discovered the day
I found you
17
I stare longingly at the picture of you next to my bed,
as if I can almost see your soul.
I take one last look, then close my eyes,
so finally you and I can be one,
at least for the time in my mind.
I see us laughing and crying and wanting so much,
so much only love can bring.
But then I open my eyes, and your gone.
I'm left with only a picture.
18
My soul stirred, turned upward,
at the delicacy of your glance,
arose toward the light
with the dew drops from your eyes.
My soul found the surface like a seedling,
for the warmth of your ascension,
blossomed, at the gentleness
of your tender ministrations.
Souls entwined, we rise together,
strong, vine-like, to our season.
19
i sit and think of your beautiful face
i wish i could post pitcures of it everyplace
your face is cute and adorable, too
not the last time you'll hear this but, "i love you"
you have to be the prettiest sight
don't say i'm wrong, 'cause i know i'm right
there is nothing more i want to do
except sit and stare at beautiful you
your intelligent and smart in many ways
another reason why i love you more every day
there is nothing more for me to say
i explained your beauty in everyway!
20
Finally touching
apart no more
endless love
hearts do soar
beating hard
like never before
pulses aflutter
senses explore
two as one
forevermore
POETRY: I LOVE YOUR HEART IN ITS INFINITY OF LOVE
Oh my Love;
Creator of an infinity of sweet sensations in my life.
Substance of my body in infinite tastes of food and drink
Lover of my hearing in sweet sounds and responses link
Purifier of my mind in infinite sweet thoughts
and images that drink.
Opener of my eyes in an infinite variety of shapes unfurled,
colour and hue
Refiner of my touch with textures many, and caresses too.
The Generator of my feelings in the infinite purity of love
The Companion of my soul in time and space
Possessor of my heart in that sweet feel of Love and Grace.
A whole universe of shape and sound,
Colour and textures,
Taste and feel.
Life in a rose petal, unfurling with colour and shape and smell;
Infinity of change;
A Seal.
Life in a baby's cry, unfurling with love, compassion and caring;
The Capacity to feel.
Life in the Canvas of Nature rolling to infinity on the cry
of a soul;
A distant peal.
Oh my Love I need you.
I love your heart in its infinity of love.
I am as a dry sponge awaiting the Living Water
of your love to refresh the world.
I am as an empty page aching for the word of the master poet.
I am as the still air awaiting the vibration
of infinite sweet sounds at your hand.
I am as a voice that is silent; preparing to speak
the theme of eternal life through thee,
And I see in my companion the better part of me.
My Love I need you
And I love you so
2
Wishing my words could
paint a picture
for you to see.
The sun in going down,
the wispy small clouds
are turning from pale orange
to pink then fading
to the colorless grey of the evening.
The full moon is rising in the east,
the temperature
is where you can?t even feel it,
and the sweet smell of wild honeysuckle
is wafting by my nose
on the gentle breeze.
As I absorb this evening
that only God could create,
I can think of one thing
and Only one thing.
I wish you were Here!
3
Eyes lit upon the warmth of love as you hold me close in your arms
Eyes staring into each others soul, love waiting to explode.
Music melody softly playing as we kiss the night away.
Eyes searching for love so true, memories flashing with every thought of you.
Eyes beholding such a mystery wanting this to last forever and not be history.
Eyes tell the soul it's you and only wants to be loved by you.
The look of love is in your eyes as you hold me close to you.
Body language speaks its mind as we make gestures with our eyes.
Laughter, joy fills the soul, regal, elegant to behold.
Look of love is in your eyes like the ocean surf with heavy tides.
Look of love is in your eyes mellowing out intoxicating pleasures.
If eyes could express the meaning of love,
They would speak a heavenly language sent from heaven above.
4
leaves await the wind
to give breath to
their rustling voice
and whisper your name
stars wheel and dance
in heavenly court
offering borrowed charm
with light stolen
from your eyes
flowing wine seduces
with your intoxicating embrace
it's sultry taste and color
finding form upon your lips
honeysuckle on the wind
is the memory of your passage
the cleansing summer rain
fallen from your skin
the brilliant warmth
of the afternoon sun
ablaze within my racing heart
when I take your hand
5
You walked through the door, and the clouds rolled away,
The sun came out and it became a better day.
I was in heaven and I still am too,
I get that feeling whenever I am around you.
The way our eyes meet and the way they still do,
I get that feeling whenever I am around you.
6
My mind wonders
And my heart pounds
My eyes go blank
And my ears hear no sounds
...When I think about you
My soul longs for you
And my body needs your touch
My lips are waiting for your kiss
And my arms want to hold you so much
...When I think about you
I start thinking and stop acting
I want to be with you all the time
Nothing can keep me from you
And I have no reason why, except
...I love you
7
Uncommon are the portals to her soul--
deeper than the ocean,
brighter than the sun,
a beauty as timeless as the Universe.
Reaching out,
Out of reach,
I look into them, fall into them,
descending deeply downward,
falling freely forever.
They caress my soul
When they meet with mine--
sensual pleasure,
psychological ecstasy--
flesh ablaze with insatiable desire,
sudden seduction with a single glance.
A careless coup d'oeil uncovers carefully concealed compassion--
expressive eyes emanate emotion,
as hers do exude erroneous vehemence,
so do they diffuse discernible regard.
Lunar light is mirrored in her eye.
She looks alluringly toward me--
yearning for our hearts to touch,
union of our souls,
the love of two as one.
As a blind man without feeling,
so am I lost.
As a poet without words,
so am I useless--
utterly ineffectual.
So I am... without her.
The way she looks at me
enraptures me,
it captures me,
I cannot escape.
Her eyes beckon,
taunt,
entice my entire entity,
quiet quintessence lured lasciviously into love.
They are superfluously sexy,
undeniably demure,
forever and never
hers and mine.
8
It's inconceivable, the way you make me feel,
It's like my lifelong dream turned real.
Without you, I feel somehow incomplete,
My love for you walks down a one-way street.
I would give the world to touch you,
If only once.
My Love, what you mean to me, if you only knew.
I patiently wait to hold you tight in my arms,
If only for a moment,
To keep you safe from all harms.
All my heart you have taken,
My love for you will never be forsaken.
I so desire to feel your sweet, warm breath on my skin,
If only for a second.
How to love you, I know not where to begin
I hunger to feel my lips pressed against thine,
If only for one blissful kiss,
Since the day we met, I've rested upon cloud nine.
I long with all my being to feel the amazing,
Everlasting contentment I will feel
when I hear the angelic whisper of "I Love You"
In my ear as I lay at your side.
The way I feel for you, I could never hide.
I can't help but think of you,
Every second, a thought brand new.
You banish all of my fears,
I want to be there to kiss away the tears.
I close my eyes to see a vision of you,
Oh, what I wouldn't do to feel the touch of you!
The loving words you've spoken echo in my head,
You make me feel things that could never be said.
You have become one with my very soul,
You always know the words to console.
I dream of roses, champagne, and candlelight,
Take my heart in your hands and hold it tight.
To soothe this heart that aches for you,
Anything I would gladly do.
My Love, this is for you,
Just to say I Love You.
9
When I look inside of you,
our two souls seem to touch.
Through your eyes, a mist with dew
seems like fairy tales and such.
How wonderful is the gaze of two,
who are seeking one.
Heart beating amidst the maze,
of our entangled lives, undone.
How can we help but yield
to the knowing light within.
It breaks boundaries and shields
and shows us where to begin.
Let us build a love beyond words
that is unbounded and free.
Seeking all that life affords
in the gaze from you to me
10
I will kiss you smoothly in the silence of the night.
I'll take of your lips the honeys of your soul.
I'll kiss you in the dimness, the shine of your eyes,
and I will be in the way to your heart..
I will cover your body with the heat of my kisses,
I'll travel your accidents without fatigue.
I'll climb your mountains without the desire of the first time
and I will descend to the botton of your soul.
I will kiss you without time and without rest.
I will kiss you with my soul and you?ll kiss me with yours
in an infinite kiss until the dawn comes.
I will kiss you in the port of your eyes again.
I will navigate in the sea of your pupils
and I will be forever the sailor of your heart
11
I blink and night falls.
My eyes, glazed, find their focus
On an image... only I can see.
Time and distance lose their foothold;
All life fades into mist, as
Over aeons, my soul is set free
And we merge, mind with beautiful mind,
Drawn, inexorably, together
By the timeless grip of eternity
12
My love for you is oh so true.
I can't hide or confide my love for you.
MY life is a dream, it's a dream of you,
as you whisper those three little words,
"I love you" my love rings out once more.
I long to feel your touch oh God I miss
you so much. I miss your sweet gental kisses
and your loving humble hugs just remember you'll
always have
13
Sometimes the wrong answer
Is the choice to make
But when it comes to love
Nothing matters
Not even age
At least I get to be with you
Then it's the most precious gift
I pray for us almost everyday
What I say might be wrong
But at least I get to be with you
Nothing matters to me
You know you took my heart
And I know I took yours
14
At times I wonder what makes you so special;
is it your eyes, your nose,
your mouth, or your ears?
In your eyes I saw an everlasting romance,
your mouth told me the truth of your real feelings for me,
and your nose played, as a silly tool,
of your quite enchanting beauty
Your kiss is the kiss of warmth and security
on cold winter days;
your kiss is like a cool breeze
on a scorching summer's day.
your heart runs a beat, as mine skips a beat,
only to see your lovely face;
each time I see you is like the first...
every minute is ever so exciting
(Oh, how I love you!!!)
and, in your eyes I see stars dance,
playing friend to the wolves in the moonlight
you act as the ocean... riding a wave against my shore,
or the sun's rays of warmth in the early day.
all this is to say, "I love you"...
an exotic love that is so everlasting....
and by the cycles of these stars
our fate shall twist to this amazing fairy tale
Creator of an infinity of sweet sensations in my life.
Substance of my body in infinite tastes of food and drink
Lover of my hearing in sweet sounds and responses link
Purifier of my mind in infinite sweet thoughts
and images that drink.
Opener of my eyes in an infinite variety of shapes unfurled,
colour and hue
Refiner of my touch with textures many, and caresses too.
The Generator of my feelings in the infinite purity of love
The Companion of my soul in time and space
Possessor of my heart in that sweet feel of Love and Grace.
A whole universe of shape and sound,
Colour and textures,
Taste and feel.
Life in a rose petal, unfurling with colour and shape and smell;
Infinity of change;
A Seal.
Life in a baby's cry, unfurling with love, compassion and caring;
The Capacity to feel.
Life in the Canvas of Nature rolling to infinity on the cry
of a soul;
A distant peal.
Oh my Love I need you.
I love your heart in its infinity of love.
I am as a dry sponge awaiting the Living Water
of your love to refresh the world.
I am as an empty page aching for the word of the master poet.
I am as the still air awaiting the vibration
of infinite sweet sounds at your hand.
I am as a voice that is silent; preparing to speak
the theme of eternal life through thee,
And I see in my companion the better part of me.
My Love I need you
And I love you so
2
Wishing my words could
paint a picture
for you to see.
The sun in going down,
the wispy small clouds
are turning from pale orange
to pink then fading
to the colorless grey of the evening.
The full moon is rising in the east,
the temperature
is where you can?t even feel it,
and the sweet smell of wild honeysuckle
is wafting by my nose
on the gentle breeze.
As I absorb this evening
that only God could create,
I can think of one thing
and Only one thing.
I wish you were Here!
3
Eyes lit upon the warmth of love as you hold me close in your arms
Eyes staring into each others soul, love waiting to explode.
Music melody softly playing as we kiss the night away.
Eyes searching for love so true, memories flashing with every thought of you.
Eyes beholding such a mystery wanting this to last forever and not be history.
Eyes tell the soul it's you and only wants to be loved by you.
The look of love is in your eyes as you hold me close to you.
Body language speaks its mind as we make gestures with our eyes.
Laughter, joy fills the soul, regal, elegant to behold.
Look of love is in your eyes like the ocean surf with heavy tides.
Look of love is in your eyes mellowing out intoxicating pleasures.
If eyes could express the meaning of love,
They would speak a heavenly language sent from heaven above.
4
leaves await the wind
to give breath to
their rustling voice
and whisper your name
stars wheel and dance
in heavenly court
offering borrowed charm
with light stolen
from your eyes
flowing wine seduces
with your intoxicating embrace
it's sultry taste and color
finding form upon your lips
honeysuckle on the wind
is the memory of your passage
the cleansing summer rain
fallen from your skin
the brilliant warmth
of the afternoon sun
ablaze within my racing heart
when I take your hand
5
You walked through the door, and the clouds rolled away,
The sun came out and it became a better day.
I was in heaven and I still am too,
I get that feeling whenever I am around you.
The way our eyes meet and the way they still do,
I get that feeling whenever I am around you.
6
My mind wonders
And my heart pounds
My eyes go blank
And my ears hear no sounds
...When I think about you
My soul longs for you
And my body needs your touch
My lips are waiting for your kiss
And my arms want to hold you so much
...When I think about you
I start thinking and stop acting
I want to be with you all the time
Nothing can keep me from you
And I have no reason why, except
...I love you
7
Uncommon are the portals to her soul--
deeper than the ocean,
brighter than the sun,
a beauty as timeless as the Universe.
Reaching out,
Out of reach,
I look into them, fall into them,
descending deeply downward,
falling freely forever.
They caress my soul
When they meet with mine--
sensual pleasure,
psychological ecstasy--
flesh ablaze with insatiable desire,
sudden seduction with a single glance.
A careless coup d'oeil uncovers carefully concealed compassion--
expressive eyes emanate emotion,
as hers do exude erroneous vehemence,
so do they diffuse discernible regard.
Lunar light is mirrored in her eye.
She looks alluringly toward me--
yearning for our hearts to touch,
union of our souls,
the love of two as one.
As a blind man without feeling,
so am I lost.
As a poet without words,
so am I useless--
utterly ineffectual.
So I am... without her.
The way she looks at me
enraptures me,
it captures me,
I cannot escape.
Her eyes beckon,
taunt,
entice my entire entity,
quiet quintessence lured lasciviously into love.
They are superfluously sexy,
undeniably demure,
forever and never
hers and mine.
8
It's inconceivable, the way you make me feel,
It's like my lifelong dream turned real.
Without you, I feel somehow incomplete,
My love for you walks down a one-way street.
I would give the world to touch you,
If only once.
My Love, what you mean to me, if you only knew.
I patiently wait to hold you tight in my arms,
If only for a moment,
To keep you safe from all harms.
All my heart you have taken,
My love for you will never be forsaken.
I so desire to feel your sweet, warm breath on my skin,
If only for a second.
How to love you, I know not where to begin
I hunger to feel my lips pressed against thine,
If only for one blissful kiss,
Since the day we met, I've rested upon cloud nine.
I long with all my being to feel the amazing,
Everlasting contentment I will feel
when I hear the angelic whisper of "I Love You"
In my ear as I lay at your side.
The way I feel for you, I could never hide.
I can't help but think of you,
Every second, a thought brand new.
You banish all of my fears,
I want to be there to kiss away the tears.
I close my eyes to see a vision of you,
Oh, what I wouldn't do to feel the touch of you!
The loving words you've spoken echo in my head,
You make me feel things that could never be said.
You have become one with my very soul,
You always know the words to console.
I dream of roses, champagne, and candlelight,
Take my heart in your hands and hold it tight.
To soothe this heart that aches for you,
Anything I would gladly do.
My Love, this is for you,
Just to say I Love You.
9
When I look inside of you,
our two souls seem to touch.
Through your eyes, a mist with dew
seems like fairy tales and such.
How wonderful is the gaze of two,
who are seeking one.
Heart beating amidst the maze,
of our entangled lives, undone.
How can we help but yield
to the knowing light within.
It breaks boundaries and shields
and shows us where to begin.
Let us build a love beyond words
that is unbounded and free.
Seeking all that life affords
in the gaze from you to me
10
I will kiss you smoothly in the silence of the night.
I'll take of your lips the honeys of your soul.
I'll kiss you in the dimness, the shine of your eyes,
and I will be in the way to your heart..
I will cover your body with the heat of my kisses,
I'll travel your accidents without fatigue.
I'll climb your mountains without the desire of the first time
and I will descend to the botton of your soul.
I will kiss you without time and without rest.
I will kiss you with my soul and you?ll kiss me with yours
in an infinite kiss until the dawn comes.
I will kiss you in the port of your eyes again.
I will navigate in the sea of your pupils
and I will be forever the sailor of your heart
11
I blink and night falls.
My eyes, glazed, find their focus
On an image... only I can see.
Time and distance lose their foothold;
All life fades into mist, as
Over aeons, my soul is set free
And we merge, mind with beautiful mind,
Drawn, inexorably, together
By the timeless grip of eternity
12
My love for you is oh so true.
I can't hide or confide my love for you.
MY life is a dream, it's a dream of you,
as you whisper those three little words,
"I love you" my love rings out once more.
I long to feel your touch oh God I miss
you so much. I miss your sweet gental kisses
and your loving humble hugs just remember you'll
always have
13
Sometimes the wrong answer
Is the choice to make
But when it comes to love
Nothing matters
Not even age
At least I get to be with you
Then it's the most precious gift
I pray for us almost everyday
What I say might be wrong
But at least I get to be with you
Nothing matters to me
You know you took my heart
And I know I took yours
14
At times I wonder what makes you so special;
is it your eyes, your nose,
your mouth, or your ears?
In your eyes I saw an everlasting romance,
your mouth told me the truth of your real feelings for me,
and your nose played, as a silly tool,
of your quite enchanting beauty
Your kiss is the kiss of warmth and security
on cold winter days;
your kiss is like a cool breeze
on a scorching summer's day.
your heart runs a beat, as mine skips a beat,
only to see your lovely face;
each time I see you is like the first...
every minute is ever so exciting
(Oh, how I love you!!!)
and, in your eyes I see stars dance,
playing friend to the wolves in the moonlight
you act as the ocean... riding a wave against my shore,
or the sun's rays of warmth in the early day.
all this is to say, "I love you"...
an exotic love that is so everlasting....
and by the cycles of these stars
our fate shall twist to this amazing fairy tale
THOUGHTS: GETTING READY FOR THE WINTER
The cold and the clouds inflict an inexplicable gloom unto me, I feel sudden silence, one I’m supposed to like, but that excretes the clatter of routine at home, the street, and at work. Sounds of utensils clanging during every meal, the daunting howl of the dish washer, the grim creaks of doors, the wake ups of machine gears. The rasping ticks of clocks, and the feet thumps I could always discern in the deepest of nights. Dogs hounding here and there. Car engines rattling every morning. Keyboards clicking, earphones ejecting bass mutters and pestering noises around, at work.
My nostrils do not fail but notice the disgust of odors in the air, the burning stinks from bygone hay and wastes, forming another cloud of dullness, only a literal one this time, inserting a suggestion of a bonfire hitting the city every night.
I walk slowly because the whips of the cold wind always clutch around me, they curl around my huddled body as rapid clasping fingers, they prevent me from enjoying the fountain of my own youth, and teach me a very early lesson of carefulness and guardedness, leaving my own joys unsatisfied.
I’ve always had bad memories associated with winter, ones that mostly relate to my back-to-school adventures, nauseating mornings, compels to deal with incompetent teachers of useless lessons, and shortened nights, cut by homework and early dinners.
The year I finished education and graduated from my college, I pledged that I would choose peace with you, winter. But seems, memories aren’t that violable, rather stolid and just immovable.
Your only trait that I most heart and cherish is when you choose to drench me with your wet presentations. When you decide for your dark clouds to rain on the heads of mortals, you always manage to wash off dirt from the earth yes, but to my utmost awe and admiration of career, you wash souls just as dexterously.
You give me romance – the splashing sounds of your rain drops dripping unto puddles in the street, against the glass of windows, or hitting the folds of my umbrella, ticking car roofs or gingerly popping on my own head, all those audible and ethereal graphic experiences just render me serene and relieved.
You’re really smart, you fool me into believing that perplexities in one’s life go with the rain, you leave me hopeful and cheerful, but when the sun rises, you end your show with rainbows – the happy ending; the kind that urges you to weep hardly and waggly, because you know that reality always creeps right after, drags you on your bracing feet and jerks you harshly, and leaves you miserable and just wan.
Your lightening and swift rocks of thunder, reminds me of a beautiful soulmate, who was waiting worriedly for me behind the blinds of her colorful lambrequin, and upon meeting me with the eye, she flees to the foot of her doorway’s stairs, and jumps into my body. She pushes against me with her tender chest, strains up to me from feet that are standing on my own, and gives me the most endearing of looks a man can ever wish for. And with your next graphic splash, winter, our lips surrender to temptation. You skillfully seduce lovers to have beautiful pictures of heavenly memories and close intimacies.
How can you combine so much different feelings? Ha?
How do you reach into me that way?
For me, you’re the ultimate paradox, you’re the controller of opposites, you’re the ruler of all seasons, you have wisdom when it comes to our innermost feelings and emotions, you heal us, you propel us to face ourselves, and you push us to have resolution.
I just wish that someday I can run loose from those tying memories, but until then, winter, I will still heart the rain.
And for that, I’ll forever forgive you.
My nostrils do not fail but notice the disgust of odors in the air, the burning stinks from bygone hay and wastes, forming another cloud of dullness, only a literal one this time, inserting a suggestion of a bonfire hitting the city every night.
I walk slowly because the whips of the cold wind always clutch around me, they curl around my huddled body as rapid clasping fingers, they prevent me from enjoying the fountain of my own youth, and teach me a very early lesson of carefulness and guardedness, leaving my own joys unsatisfied.
I’ve always had bad memories associated with winter, ones that mostly relate to my back-to-school adventures, nauseating mornings, compels to deal with incompetent teachers of useless lessons, and shortened nights, cut by homework and early dinners.
The year I finished education and graduated from my college, I pledged that I would choose peace with you, winter. But seems, memories aren’t that violable, rather stolid and just immovable.
Your only trait that I most heart and cherish is when you choose to drench me with your wet presentations. When you decide for your dark clouds to rain on the heads of mortals, you always manage to wash off dirt from the earth yes, but to my utmost awe and admiration of career, you wash souls just as dexterously.
You give me romance – the splashing sounds of your rain drops dripping unto puddles in the street, against the glass of windows, or hitting the folds of my umbrella, ticking car roofs or gingerly popping on my own head, all those audible and ethereal graphic experiences just render me serene and relieved.
You’re really smart, you fool me into believing that perplexities in one’s life go with the rain, you leave me hopeful and cheerful, but when the sun rises, you end your show with rainbows – the happy ending; the kind that urges you to weep hardly and waggly, because you know that reality always creeps right after, drags you on your bracing feet and jerks you harshly, and leaves you miserable and just wan.
Your lightening and swift rocks of thunder, reminds me of a beautiful soulmate, who was waiting worriedly for me behind the blinds of her colorful lambrequin, and upon meeting me with the eye, she flees to the foot of her doorway’s stairs, and jumps into my body. She pushes against me with her tender chest, strains up to me from feet that are standing on my own, and gives me the most endearing of looks a man can ever wish for. And with your next graphic splash, winter, our lips surrender to temptation. You skillfully seduce lovers to have beautiful pictures of heavenly memories and close intimacies.
How can you combine so much different feelings? Ha?
How do you reach into me that way?
For me, you’re the ultimate paradox, you’re the controller of opposites, you’re the ruler of all seasons, you have wisdom when it comes to our innermost feelings and emotions, you heal us, you propel us to face ourselves, and you push us to have resolution.
I just wish that someday I can run loose from those tying memories, but until then, winter, I will still heart the rain.
And for that, I’ll forever forgive you.
POETRY: SHE IS MY DESTINY
Softly, being, in love
Among the morning
flowers
Wandering in the
tranquil garden
Waterfall music
playing endlessly
And young leaves
dancing delicately
in the freshness
Of morning awakening
Here there is our love
Soft thoughts of
you, enshrined
In memories sweet
Gentle kisses at
the opening of
our affair
Persuasion, in our
eyes, in contact
Smiles and soft,
soft touches
Soft, soft memories
of the beginning
Endless dreams of
softness in encounters
Infinite memories of
...Softly, Being, in Love
2
Her sweet breath blankets the room,
As I watch her sleep away the night.
Her silky curls caress her pillow,
As she cuddles her teddy bear tight.
Her eyes flutter like butterflies,
When she remembers to suck her thumb
The beauty of her pure innocence
Makes any hardship I face go numb.
I glance once more at her angelic face,
So that I can sleep peacefully,
For she brings light into my dreams,
After all...
She is my Destiny!
3
Again I find I'm almost there; the passion inside me burns
and once again I'm reaching out.... almost afraid to reach it
Am I reaching you?
Do you feel the same way I do?
Do you know what i feel for you?
I'm ready to resume my life if you don't love me like I do you,
but I'm not ready to let go.
I'm restless, I'm longing I hurt I want to touch you.
My hand extends...take it!
It's cold out there and you are warm
and much too far away, come closer!
Take my hand let me draw you in, let me comfort you.
You are safe you're in my arms, I am here for you.
So fall asleep..
I'm awake and watching over you
with my hand on your breast your chest rises, you breathe.
rest in my arms in peace.
4
When I look at you,
I see what 'natural beauty', is all about.
Right then and there, my heart tells me.
That you're the one it loves, without a doubt.
Your, pearl like, eyes.
Your, velvet like, hair.
That's why men,
Can't help but stare.
If you have seen,
In this world.
This particular,
Kind of girl.
Make sure that you
Remember her name.
So you can say,
That you once met,
The perfect girl...
The perfect woman
5
Her shimmering hair cascades down the pillow of my memory
As a waterfall of sensuality.
She spreads through the labyrinth of my existing emptiness
Filling the barren mazeways of my heart with her joy.
Tumbling carefree through the empty arteries
She brings with her a storm of tempting desire
Fervent needs to be fulfilled
But remain respectfully unfulfilled.
She is implanted within the roots of my timeline
With love evolved from the dawn of my being
coursing wildly through the pathways of my desire
Yet, I am denied her touch, though touched by her love.
She crosses the pathways of my consciousness each day
Blithely strolling, her face glowing with extreme joy
Her beauty matching her spirit
And I mourn for a love lost to me.
Yet she remains rooted in my consciousness
Written in my heart as love's story unfolds
A love to be cherished through lifetimes past
And lifetimes present
A love to be honored
A woman to be adored
Through lifetimes future
But for now
A pillowed memory.
6
Hold me please
I need your arms
I can't even hear your voice
Why can't you be here for me?
I need your sweet breath on my neck
I want to sleep in your arms
It can be my only restitution
The only way
I'll ever recover
I die a little every day
Without your arms
Wrapped around me tight
Honestly everything I do IS for you
For my life
Don't walk away
It's my death
For you are the sun and moon
Don't leave me here in the dark
Please don't just stand there
When you don't know what else
Hug me...
Hold me...
But you aren't here
I sleep alone
Dying slightly
Crying more
Wanting you with me
If I could only touch the wave of your hair
And cradle my head on your shoulder
Kiss my head... please
And whisper "I love you"
Reassure me
Don't walk away
I really would die
Don't think you understand
How much you really mean
My chest is ripping
You aren't here
My eyes ache from the tears
Puffy and tired
Please... kiss them better
I needed you
Oh so badly last night
To be there
I still need you
And you are gone now
And my eyes hurt
I'm so tired
I want your arms still
Kisses... not here now
I pray my dreams don't haunt me
I drift to sleep.
7
together
entangled inexorably
exposed emotions
forces
full so potent ...
prevent attack, decay
marshall vigour
of our consummation
and prevail in love
8
your lips beg...
so i taste,
sweet from red wine
my head, dizzy
like a spinning top
you pour a tall glass
of intended seduction
i drink merrily,
surrendering all
i saw in your eyes
a point of no return
you have proof
you have milked my soul dry
suddenly
i have no options
9
Without you? I'd be a soul without a purpose.
Without you? I'd be an emotion without a heart.
I'm a face without expression,
A heart with no beat.
Without you by my side,
I'm just a flame without the heat.
Without you? I'd be a dream without an impetus.
Without you? I'd be a thought without a mind.
I'm a picture without color,
A sky with no sun.
I need you here beside me,
Because you're my loving one.
Without you? I'd be a wave without an ocean.
Without you? I'd be a bird without wings.
I'm a song without sound,
A moon with no shine.
I want you here, darling,
To tell me you'll always be mine.
You promise that you'll love me forever;
I trust what you say is true;
Because if I'm to be an emotion of love,
The element I need is you.
10
Your Smile - Your Smell - Your Laugh - and Your Breath -
So much more makes my life whole.
With you i find peace and with you i have a reason to live.
Hun you made me a person i never imagined i would be able to be
And today when i am away from you
i find it way too difficult!
I miss you so much that each second that i breath -
my heart pounds and starts having your thoughts -
that very moment i feel to hold you close and tightly in my arms.
I always - actually every second think of making you
forever stay in my arms and heart.
I love you baby and miss you!
You are and always will be my sweet, cute, and adorable baby.
Among the morning
flowers
Wandering in the
tranquil garden
Waterfall music
playing endlessly
And young leaves
dancing delicately
in the freshness
Of morning awakening
Here there is our love
Soft thoughts of
you, enshrined
In memories sweet
Gentle kisses at
the opening of
our affair
Persuasion, in our
eyes, in contact
Smiles and soft,
soft touches
Soft, soft memories
of the beginning
Endless dreams of
softness in encounters
Infinite memories of
...Softly, Being, in Love
2
Her sweet breath blankets the room,
As I watch her sleep away the night.
Her silky curls caress her pillow,
As she cuddles her teddy bear tight.
Her eyes flutter like butterflies,
When she remembers to suck her thumb
The beauty of her pure innocence
Makes any hardship I face go numb.
I glance once more at her angelic face,
So that I can sleep peacefully,
For she brings light into my dreams,
After all...
She is my Destiny!
3
Again I find I'm almost there; the passion inside me burns
and once again I'm reaching out.... almost afraid to reach it
Am I reaching you?
Do you feel the same way I do?
Do you know what i feel for you?
I'm ready to resume my life if you don't love me like I do you,
but I'm not ready to let go.
I'm restless, I'm longing I hurt I want to touch you.
My hand extends...take it!
It's cold out there and you are warm
and much too far away, come closer!
Take my hand let me draw you in, let me comfort you.
You are safe you're in my arms, I am here for you.
So fall asleep..
I'm awake and watching over you
with my hand on your breast your chest rises, you breathe.
rest in my arms in peace.
4
When I look at you,
I see what 'natural beauty', is all about.
Right then and there, my heart tells me.
That you're the one it loves, without a doubt.
Your, pearl like, eyes.
Your, velvet like, hair.
That's why men,
Can't help but stare.
If you have seen,
In this world.
This particular,
Kind of girl.
Make sure that you
Remember her name.
So you can say,
That you once met,
The perfect girl...
The perfect woman
5
Her shimmering hair cascades down the pillow of my memory
As a waterfall of sensuality.
She spreads through the labyrinth of my existing emptiness
Filling the barren mazeways of my heart with her joy.
Tumbling carefree through the empty arteries
She brings with her a storm of tempting desire
Fervent needs to be fulfilled
But remain respectfully unfulfilled.
She is implanted within the roots of my timeline
With love evolved from the dawn of my being
coursing wildly through the pathways of my desire
Yet, I am denied her touch, though touched by her love.
She crosses the pathways of my consciousness each day
Blithely strolling, her face glowing with extreme joy
Her beauty matching her spirit
And I mourn for a love lost to me.
Yet she remains rooted in my consciousness
Written in my heart as love's story unfolds
A love to be cherished through lifetimes past
And lifetimes present
A love to be honored
A woman to be adored
Through lifetimes future
But for now
A pillowed memory.
6
Hold me please
I need your arms
I can't even hear your voice
Why can't you be here for me?
I need your sweet breath on my neck
I want to sleep in your arms
It can be my only restitution
The only way
I'll ever recover
I die a little every day
Without your arms
Wrapped around me tight
Honestly everything I do IS for you
For my life
Don't walk away
It's my death
For you are the sun and moon
Don't leave me here in the dark
Please don't just stand there
When you don't know what else
Hug me...
Hold me...
But you aren't here
I sleep alone
Dying slightly
Crying more
Wanting you with me
If I could only touch the wave of your hair
And cradle my head on your shoulder
Kiss my head... please
And whisper "I love you"
Reassure me
Don't walk away
I really would die
Don't think you understand
How much you really mean
My chest is ripping
You aren't here
My eyes ache from the tears
Puffy and tired
Please... kiss them better
I needed you
Oh so badly last night
To be there
I still need you
And you are gone now
And my eyes hurt
I'm so tired
I want your arms still
Kisses... not here now
I pray my dreams don't haunt me
I drift to sleep.
7
together
entangled inexorably
exposed emotions
forces
full so potent ...
prevent attack, decay
marshall vigour
of our consummation
and prevail in love
8
your lips beg...
so i taste,
sweet from red wine
my head, dizzy
like a spinning top
you pour a tall glass
of intended seduction
i drink merrily,
surrendering all
i saw in your eyes
a point of no return
you have proof
you have milked my soul dry
suddenly
i have no options
9
Without you? I'd be a soul without a purpose.
Without you? I'd be an emotion without a heart.
I'm a face without expression,
A heart with no beat.
Without you by my side,
I'm just a flame without the heat.
Without you? I'd be a dream without an impetus.
Without you? I'd be a thought without a mind.
I'm a picture without color,
A sky with no sun.
I need you here beside me,
Because you're my loving one.
Without you? I'd be a wave without an ocean.
Without you? I'd be a bird without wings.
I'm a song without sound,
A moon with no shine.
I want you here, darling,
To tell me you'll always be mine.
You promise that you'll love me forever;
I trust what you say is true;
Because if I'm to be an emotion of love,
The element I need is you.
10
Your Smile - Your Smell - Your Laugh - and Your Breath -
So much more makes my life whole.
With you i find peace and with you i have a reason to live.
Hun you made me a person i never imagined i would be able to be
And today when i am away from you
i find it way too difficult!
I miss you so much that each second that i breath -
my heart pounds and starts having your thoughts -
that very moment i feel to hold you close and tightly in my arms.
I always - actually every second think of making you
forever stay in my arms and heart.
I love you baby and miss you!
You are and always will be my sweet, cute, and adorable baby.
JOURNAL: SOUP KITCHENS IN NEW YORK (YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIVE IN NYC TO USE IT)
I had a patient who goes to the soup kitchen and I ask for a list and he gave me this.
SOUP KITCHENS:
All Angels Church
251 west 80th St
Tue/Thur 12:30pm
St. Ignatius
552 West End Ave
Sat-2pm, Monday 6pm
St. Gregory
144 West 90th
Sat-10am(bagged lunch)
West End Collegiate
368 West End
Tue 4:30pm
St John's Cathedral
1047 Amsterdam at 112th
Sunday 9:30am and 12: 30 pm
St Michael's
255 West 99th St
Sat 10am
Southern Baptist
12 West 108th Wed- 12 noon
United Church of Christ
Broadway at 93rd St
Tue and Thur 4PM (outside)
Monday-5pm- Hebrew Union College 1- West 4st. Take the R train to 8st. Station use Wavevly St. exit in subway. Last Monday in the month...super clothing giveaway up to 3 items. They also give you leftover food to take home which can be microwave. On other day they also give you when you come before you eat..things like clean underwear, subject to availablity in your size, crew white soaks, toothpaste, mouthwash, hand lotions, shampoo. soaps..up to 2 items to chose from
Monday: All Soul Church 1157 Lexington Ave. Between 79 and 80St. If leftover you can take them home. Professional piano playing dinner music. Served with real dinnerware and silverware 7PM
Tuesday: West End Collegiate Church: 245 West 77St Off Broadway between broadway and west end Ave. 4:30pm
Tuesday: St. Paul Church on 59 off Columbus Ave 11:30am Lunch
Wednesday: Council Of Jewish Women Senior Center: 5pm The mother of Soup Kitchens, everything from fruit desert entree to sou, to full dinner plates, to desert. Leftover to take home when available. Bring empty plastic bottle to fill up there with juice and empty plastic bowels to fill up with leftover food On 72 between West End Street and Broadway 241 West 72st. Free clothing when available
Thursday same as Tuesday, same church 11:30am
Thursday 6PM Collegiate Church 73st corner Broadway--Free movies afterward that were standard in their day
Fridays- Lunch 12 noon- All Souls Church, on lexington ave Bet 79 and 80 St
Saturdays: 5pm. Church of Holy Trinity 316 East 88 Street Between 1st and 2nd Ave. Meals and dessert
Sunday: 11:30am Council of Jewish Women Senior Center 241 West 72 St. Bet Broadway and West End Ave. The mother of Soup Kitchens
SOUP KITCHENS:
All Angels Church
251 west 80th St
Tue/Thur 12:30pm
St. Ignatius
552 West End Ave
Sat-2pm, Monday 6pm
St. Gregory
144 West 90th
Sat-10am(bagged lunch)
West End Collegiate
368 West End
Tue 4:30pm
St John's Cathedral
1047 Amsterdam at 112th
Sunday 9:30am and 12: 30 pm
St Michael's
255 West 99th St
Sat 10am
Southern Baptist
12 West 108th Wed- 12 noon
United Church of Christ
Broadway at 93rd St
Tue and Thur 4PM (outside)
Monday-5pm- Hebrew Union College 1- West 4st. Take the R train to 8st. Station use Wavevly St. exit in subway. Last Monday in the month...super clothing giveaway up to 3 items. They also give you leftover food to take home which can be microwave. On other day they also give you when you come before you eat..things like clean underwear, subject to availablity in your size, crew white soaks, toothpaste, mouthwash, hand lotions, shampoo. soaps..up to 2 items to chose from
Monday: All Soul Church 1157 Lexington Ave. Between 79 and 80St. If leftover you can take them home. Professional piano playing dinner music. Served with real dinnerware and silverware 7PM
Tuesday: West End Collegiate Church: 245 West 77St Off Broadway between broadway and west end Ave. 4:30pm
Tuesday: St. Paul Church on 59 off Columbus Ave 11:30am Lunch
Wednesday: Council Of Jewish Women Senior Center: 5pm The mother of Soup Kitchens, everything from fruit desert entree to sou, to full dinner plates, to desert. Leftover to take home when available. Bring empty plastic bottle to fill up there with juice and empty plastic bowels to fill up with leftover food On 72 between West End Street and Broadway 241 West 72st. Free clothing when available
Thursday same as Tuesday, same church 11:30am
Thursday 6PM Collegiate Church 73st corner Broadway--Free movies afterward that were standard in their day
Fridays- Lunch 12 noon- All Souls Church, on lexington ave Bet 79 and 80 St
Saturdays: 5pm. Church of Holy Trinity 316 East 88 Street Between 1st and 2nd Ave. Meals and dessert
Sunday: 11:30am Council of Jewish Women Senior Center 241 West 72 St. Bet Broadway and West End Ave. The mother of Soup Kitchens
POETRY: OUR SOUL INTO ONE SOUL
Radiance from within her shall glow,
Her secret, no man will ever really know,
Mystery, men must seek and strive to unlock,
But the mystery is clouded... only one key and lock.
Beauty, leaves men breathless and weak,
But men shall overcome that which they seek,
Love belongs to he who finds the key,
And with the key comes joy... for both he and she.
2
The stars in her eyes dance like wild fire.
Her hair long and soft.
Her lips are soft as rose petals.
Where does this beauty come from
besides my dreams?
3
In a cabin in the mountains,
My true love waits for me.
She keeps the fires burning,
She waits so patiently.
When I get there, she is waiting,
Watching, waiting by the door.
She is such a lovely woman,
I couldn't love her more.
Just waiting, watching, loving,
Waiting by the door.
There is nothing in the forest
More beautiful than she.
She is such a lovely woman
And she's waiting there for me.
Her heart and mind and soul and love
She's freely given me.
Her tender love so pure and full
Has set my poor heart free.
Just waiting, watching, loving,
Waiting by the door.
Her heart so pure and tender,
Her love so soft and sure,
She owns my heart completely,
My all belongs to her.
She is my world, my life and all,
Without her I am lost.
I freely give her all I am,
I care not what the cost.
Just waiting, watching, loving,
Waiting by the door.
4
Let me touch my lover's chestnut hair,
And with it, shield my eyes from those who'd dare.
To boldly steal my lover's love away from me,
And leave me breathless, lifeless, as my soul would be.
Let my ears be covered with my lover's chestnut hair,
That they could never hear another's loving tempting care,
Let my eyes and ears be covered from that woe,
That I should never have to hear her called... and go
5
A true love is like sweet surrender.
Once you have found it, it will capture your heart
and free your soul. Don't let your fears stand in the way
or it will fade like a beautiful sunset,
drifting away in the bright moonlight,
catching a ride on the tail of a warm summer's Breeze
6
I will brighten up your day
and give you something
to smile about
when you are feeling blue.
Forever, my love, I will be
faithful and true to you.
I will take the fence from
around your heart,
and open up its door.
Forever, my love, I will love you
until time is no more.
I will be to you, your four leaf clover.
Forever my love,
your days of hopeless dreams
are, at this moment, over.
I will never let anyone
mistreat you or do you wrong.
Forever my love, I will be that someone
that you can depend upon.
When times are hard, I will comfort you
and bring peace to your troubled mind.
Forever my love, my love will
be the greatest love that you have
experienced in your lifetime.
I will be your pillow of strength
when you are too weak to carry on.
Lean on me and I will help you to be strong.
Forever my love I will be
the one you can always lean upon.
The love I have for you
will forever be a love
you can depend upon and trust.
Forever my love, I will be true to you.
Through all the days I have
left on this earth.
I will hold your hands throughout life's greatest storms
and I will never let you go.
Forever my love, no matter what may come or go,
this love for you will continue to grow.
I will hold up this light
of love for the whole
world to see.
Forever my love you will
always be a very special part
of me.
The greatness of our love will
forever in the hearts of mankind
be engraved.
Forever my love, I will remain the
friend that you have always craved.
Forever my love will be engraved
in your soul, heart and mind.
Our love will endure until
the end of time.
Our souls into one soul, our minds
into one mind and our hearts into one
heart.
For we made a commitment from the very start.
Forever my love, from this moment on,
until death do us part, we will be together and
never part.
Forever my love and throughout
the universe as far as the stars in
heaven, deep into outer space.
Far from this world... this love will last
and we will be lovers for an eternity.
You and I my love were meant to be,
for you are truly my soulmate
and I know now that God made you
for me........
always and forever my love.
7
I remember that night as we lay on our backs
Gazing up at the moon and the stars;
We talked all night just to hear each other's voices.
I felt you run to me with every whispering breath
As your hand softly brushed mine.
I remember looking deep into your longing eyes,
Wanting to dive in as they spoke to me
The words that only they could.
Your eyes have never lied
And, even still, I take comfort in being lost there.
The stars shone brighter that night than I'd ever seen before.
The moon seemed so close, so clear -
Its glow softly kissed your face
Revealing every perfect imperfection that I call "You."
As you turned to me, that night,
Your eyes drew me in further than they ever had before
Begging me to become lost there,
To drown there,
And to give up every hesitation that I may have insisted upon.
Nothing else mattered to me at that moment;
There were no more stars, no moon, no light -
Only you.
8
The degrees of Love
We all start out thinking Love is kind,
but we all know different.
Sweet kisses it can be,
but all that wears thin as reality enters in.
I live in the moment of the kisses,
and hope it can last.
How do you keep the door of hope open,
and the other door of fear at blast?
I can only wish for the time it takes
to get to know which one it is,
and see it flourish like a bloom in the rain.
Enjoying the deep soak of it
and licking the raindrops from my skin,
feeling the ecstasy of it all,
and imaging the sensual intimacy of the moment.
The warm moistness of the licks upon my skin
sends shivers down my spine,
and a hardness in my groin.
I am in need of satisfaction
but lack the immediate attention of a woman to fill that need.
Closeness of it all brings back memories of days past,
and the longing to have it again,
but for now I will have to keep looking
for my Dream Lover only in my Sleep,
waiting for me to dream so she can satisfy me
again and again till it is time to wake.
9
In my dreams
When we make love
Our passions run deep
Our emotions are real
We know what we want
We know how we make each other feel
And in my dreams
When I see you smile
My imagination runs wild
And when we kiss
The look on your face
Tells me you want to embrace
When we touch
We can never touch too much
And when we're together
It seems we can never be close enough
In the early morning hours when I wake
My heart follows you home
And I go on with my day
Looking forward to falling asleep
And once again
seeing you
holding you
loving you
In my dreams
10
Across the great seas there is a little Island just for you and me,
A nice, little Island where there is nothing bad bound to happen.
At this Island I am speaking you can hear yourself think
and you can hear the waves hitting the sand on the beach.
When I take you to this Island we will take long walks along the shore
and swim in the sea when we want to.
And when the night falls we will lay under the stars
and dream of only good thoughts. Yeah, I wish there was an Island
like this so we don't have to see the hate, the killing and anything bad.
We would have a peaceful Island and we would call it our Island.
11
You've always been my song
This feeling I have for you I think isn't wrong
You're my life's source of light
Every time we're together, everythin' feels so right
Give me a single chance, believe me
When I say "You're my one and only..."
Her secret, no man will ever really know,
Mystery, men must seek and strive to unlock,
But the mystery is clouded... only one key and lock.
Beauty, leaves men breathless and weak,
But men shall overcome that which they seek,
Love belongs to he who finds the key,
And with the key comes joy... for both he and she.
2
The stars in her eyes dance like wild fire.
Her hair long and soft.
Her lips are soft as rose petals.
Where does this beauty come from
besides my dreams?
3
In a cabin in the mountains,
My true love waits for me.
She keeps the fires burning,
She waits so patiently.
When I get there, she is waiting,
Watching, waiting by the door.
She is such a lovely woman,
I couldn't love her more.
Just waiting, watching, loving,
Waiting by the door.
There is nothing in the forest
More beautiful than she.
She is such a lovely woman
And she's waiting there for me.
Her heart and mind and soul and love
She's freely given me.
Her tender love so pure and full
Has set my poor heart free.
Just waiting, watching, loving,
Waiting by the door.
Her heart so pure and tender,
Her love so soft and sure,
She owns my heart completely,
My all belongs to her.
She is my world, my life and all,
Without her I am lost.
I freely give her all I am,
I care not what the cost.
Just waiting, watching, loving,
Waiting by the door.
4
Let me touch my lover's chestnut hair,
And with it, shield my eyes from those who'd dare.
To boldly steal my lover's love away from me,
And leave me breathless, lifeless, as my soul would be.
Let my ears be covered with my lover's chestnut hair,
That they could never hear another's loving tempting care,
Let my eyes and ears be covered from that woe,
That I should never have to hear her called... and go
5
A true love is like sweet surrender.
Once you have found it, it will capture your heart
and free your soul. Don't let your fears stand in the way
or it will fade like a beautiful sunset,
drifting away in the bright moonlight,
catching a ride on the tail of a warm summer's Breeze
6
I will brighten up your day
and give you something
to smile about
when you are feeling blue.
Forever, my love, I will be
faithful and true to you.
I will take the fence from
around your heart,
and open up its door.
Forever, my love, I will love you
until time is no more.
I will be to you, your four leaf clover.
Forever my love,
your days of hopeless dreams
are, at this moment, over.
I will never let anyone
mistreat you or do you wrong.
Forever my love, I will be that someone
that you can depend upon.
When times are hard, I will comfort you
and bring peace to your troubled mind.
Forever my love, my love will
be the greatest love that you have
experienced in your lifetime.
I will be your pillow of strength
when you are too weak to carry on.
Lean on me and I will help you to be strong.
Forever my love I will be
the one you can always lean upon.
The love I have for you
will forever be a love
you can depend upon and trust.
Forever my love, I will be true to you.
Through all the days I have
left on this earth.
I will hold your hands throughout life's greatest storms
and I will never let you go.
Forever my love, no matter what may come or go,
this love for you will continue to grow.
I will hold up this light
of love for the whole
world to see.
Forever my love you will
always be a very special part
of me.
The greatness of our love will
forever in the hearts of mankind
be engraved.
Forever my love, I will remain the
friend that you have always craved.
Forever my love will be engraved
in your soul, heart and mind.
Our love will endure until
the end of time.
Our souls into one soul, our minds
into one mind and our hearts into one
heart.
For we made a commitment from the very start.
Forever my love, from this moment on,
until death do us part, we will be together and
never part.
Forever my love and throughout
the universe as far as the stars in
heaven, deep into outer space.
Far from this world... this love will last
and we will be lovers for an eternity.
You and I my love were meant to be,
for you are truly my soulmate
and I know now that God made you
for me........
always and forever my love.
7
I remember that night as we lay on our backs
Gazing up at the moon and the stars;
We talked all night just to hear each other's voices.
I felt you run to me with every whispering breath
As your hand softly brushed mine.
I remember looking deep into your longing eyes,
Wanting to dive in as they spoke to me
The words that only they could.
Your eyes have never lied
And, even still, I take comfort in being lost there.
The stars shone brighter that night than I'd ever seen before.
The moon seemed so close, so clear -
Its glow softly kissed your face
Revealing every perfect imperfection that I call "You."
As you turned to me, that night,
Your eyes drew me in further than they ever had before
Begging me to become lost there,
To drown there,
And to give up every hesitation that I may have insisted upon.
Nothing else mattered to me at that moment;
There were no more stars, no moon, no light -
Only you.
8
The degrees of Love
We all start out thinking Love is kind,
but we all know different.
Sweet kisses it can be,
but all that wears thin as reality enters in.
I live in the moment of the kisses,
and hope it can last.
How do you keep the door of hope open,
and the other door of fear at blast?
I can only wish for the time it takes
to get to know which one it is,
and see it flourish like a bloom in the rain.
Enjoying the deep soak of it
and licking the raindrops from my skin,
feeling the ecstasy of it all,
and imaging the sensual intimacy of the moment.
The warm moistness of the licks upon my skin
sends shivers down my spine,
and a hardness in my groin.
I am in need of satisfaction
but lack the immediate attention of a woman to fill that need.
Closeness of it all brings back memories of days past,
and the longing to have it again,
but for now I will have to keep looking
for my Dream Lover only in my Sleep,
waiting for me to dream so she can satisfy me
again and again till it is time to wake.
9
In my dreams
When we make love
Our passions run deep
Our emotions are real
We know what we want
We know how we make each other feel
And in my dreams
When I see you smile
My imagination runs wild
And when we kiss
The look on your face
Tells me you want to embrace
When we touch
We can never touch too much
And when we're together
It seems we can never be close enough
In the early morning hours when I wake
My heart follows you home
And I go on with my day
Looking forward to falling asleep
And once again
seeing you
holding you
loving you
In my dreams
10
Across the great seas there is a little Island just for you and me,
A nice, little Island where there is nothing bad bound to happen.
At this Island I am speaking you can hear yourself think
and you can hear the waves hitting the sand on the beach.
When I take you to this Island we will take long walks along the shore
and swim in the sea when we want to.
And when the night falls we will lay under the stars
and dream of only good thoughts. Yeah, I wish there was an Island
like this so we don't have to see the hate, the killing and anything bad.
We would have a peaceful Island and we would call it our Island.
11
You've always been my song
This feeling I have for you I think isn't wrong
You're my life's source of light
Every time we're together, everythin' feels so right
Give me a single chance, believe me
When I say "You're my one and only..."
DON'T HIDE YOUR SEXUALITY
To repress or limit your sexual desires, keeping them to yourself, is to hold back a natural part of your being... So, by restricting the flow of one type of emotion, you naturally condition yourself to prevent the flow of other kinds of emotions like happiness, love, sadness, and joy.
-Matt Di Pasquale
-Matt Di Pasquale
POETRY: A PLACE OF SERENITY
You are my water. You are my wind.
The air between us..will never get thin.
For it will take all the moons and stars to tear us apart.
For this is true love straight from the heart.
I feel you near..I smell your fear..
but nothing frightens me when you are here.
You are my sun, you are my moon.
You are everything I want to be with...and that is true
2
On nights that I am cold,
shivering to the bone,
You wrap your arms around me,
because you're the blanket I call home.
3
I sit outside sometimes at night,
Underneath the starry sky,
And ask myself these questions:
Where am I going? Where have I been? And why?
I can't believe I allowed myself
To part from her that day.
I must get her back, and hold her again;
I have to find a way.
My love for her goes far beyond
Anything I have ever felt.
When I gaze at photos of her and my son
My heart begins to melt.
I allowed foolish fear and anger
To make my heart so cold.
I nearly missed the blessing of seeing
Our son as he grew old.
In spite of all the things I did,
Her love for me still lives
And I thank the Lord as I pray right now
For all the mercy that He gives.
There was a time in my life not long ago
When I could only think of me,
But then the Lord put her in my life;
I was blind, but now I see?
I have never felt a greater love in my life,
Than what I feel today.
The passion I feel for her and my son
Is so deep it is hard to say.
I dream of the day we will be joined again,
Never again to say goodbye.
On that day I will finally stop asking myself,
Where am I going, where have I been--
And why.
4
For you, My Beloved,
are the master of my thoughts...
For you see them in their birth,
before they reach my lips...
You explain them to me,
as if I never spoke them,
or felt them caress my ear...
You put them in frames,
of brilliant understanding,
and ornate completion...
You set them in space,
for all worlds to see,
and comprehend...
You explain my very soul to me,
in detail I never knew existed...
Therefore My Beloved,
I long for my thoughts,
to be possessed,
and eternally enslaved,
by You and no other...
5
These eyes of mine see you as you are.
They see you as my shining star.
These eyes of mine look into yours and they see...
All the things you are to me.
They see all the love in your heart... all the happiness and joy...
They see how, with me, you are complete.
Through my eyes I see all the things you mean to me.
This heart of mine is filled with love for you.
It's filled with happiness and joy from all the things you say and do.
When you look into my eyes, you should be able to see straight to my
heart and know...
My heart needs you to grow.
My heart has never felt such love before,
Never had this special feeling,
Never been so happy.
Every time I look at you my heart sings songs,
Songs filled with happiness, joy, laughter, and love.
Through my heart you should see all the love I have for thee.
This soul of mine has never been so peaceful,
Never felt such tranquility,
Never contained so much love.
You're the one that I'm constantly thinking of.
Through this soul of mine you should see...
That it needs you to be complete.
Through my eyes, my heart, and my soul...
You should see that with you I am whole.
6
So sweet are your lips
Pressed lightly against mine
Your hands, so soft,
Holding my face...
Pleasant shivers
Running up and down my spine...
Precious feelings
Growing deep within my mind...
It's in my heart
That I hold your memory
Far inside its dark corners,
Your beautiful face still lingers...
In your arms I find serenity
I shall wait once again for you...
7
She couldn't have known
Laying there dreaming in her sleep
I watched the rhythm of her breathing
And took it as my own.
Silently I turned and walked away
Wondering if her sighs were hints of my name
If her slumber thoughts were all of me
Was I the pillow she held tightly that way?
I ventured back in another night
Barely enough light to chance a peek
She sat with a book, looking lovingly at the pages
Was there mention of us in the black and white?
Silently I turned and walked away
Knowing her heart and eyes were as one
Were there words of me that made her smile
Would she ever truly say?
I slept away myself, and ever so much deeper
Dreaming on and on of a picnic scene
The perfect spot of quiet and green
On that blanket I wanted to always keep her.
Begging my God for me not to wake
We lay back, face to face
No words at all, only eyes meeting eyes
Love is a rain drop, a puddle, a stream, then a lake.
The grass and the trees staged a romantic play
Robins and jaybirds sang for us
As all the clouds tried dancing with the sun
All the world turned around us where we lay.
Begging my God for me not to wake
Pleading for more time and darkness of night
Dawn snuck in and slapped open my eyes.
Send me back to dreamland, for heavens sake.
8
Are you... my missing piece?
The one to make me whole?
Do you... complete me?
Am I right for you?
I wish I knew...
Will it Work?
When will I know?
Why do you have to leave?
...I just found you.
9
As the sun initiates through the birth of its prominent rays,
welcoming a dawn new to the ages, so does your love kindle
the elusive vapors of desire and craving, put forth by this
once extinguished soul, in search of a love, for the only
cure is to experience its true elegance, beauty, and splendor.
To be affiliated with such a divine entity, is to truly be
in the prescence of heavenly royalty. And as peasants must bow
to their mighty majesty, I must conform to their privelage.
I yield unto thee. As I drop to one knee, bow my head,
and with my outstretched arms, I extend the sword of love,
as a humble gift, to keeper of my heart, and the one to which
my deepest affections are bestowed. But yet, the greatest honor
I could attain this day, is if thou would accept this holy gift,
to accept this soul of emotions, and to knight me your prince
of love. And that would make my heart soar as the eagle,
yet ligh as a feather. And in this moment, I hear the wind,
whisper, your name...
10
I feel the cold winter wind upon my skin but still,
something warms me to my very soul.
I feel I am floating on a cloud amongst all the stars;
this cloud is made of silk, and stretches to blanket eternity.
Something magical must be holding me in this splendor.
I feel mesmerized by eyes that reach deep into my soul.
I cannot look away, for as I hold this vision
my soul flies to a place only felt by angels.
I feel I am drowning in an ocean with waves
crashing all around me. I do not panic
for the ocean becomes a place of peace,
a place of serenity. I know I must be dreaming,
all of these sensations I feel are impossible.
But then again, I have never known a love
as soft and warm as I feel when I am with you.
The air between us..will never get thin.
For it will take all the moons and stars to tear us apart.
For this is true love straight from the heart.
I feel you near..I smell your fear..
but nothing frightens me when you are here.
You are my sun, you are my moon.
You are everything I want to be with...and that is true
2
On nights that I am cold,
shivering to the bone,
You wrap your arms around me,
because you're the blanket I call home.
3
I sit outside sometimes at night,
Underneath the starry sky,
And ask myself these questions:
Where am I going? Where have I been? And why?
I can't believe I allowed myself
To part from her that day.
I must get her back, and hold her again;
I have to find a way.
My love for her goes far beyond
Anything I have ever felt.
When I gaze at photos of her and my son
My heart begins to melt.
I allowed foolish fear and anger
To make my heart so cold.
I nearly missed the blessing of seeing
Our son as he grew old.
In spite of all the things I did,
Her love for me still lives
And I thank the Lord as I pray right now
For all the mercy that He gives.
There was a time in my life not long ago
When I could only think of me,
But then the Lord put her in my life;
I was blind, but now I see?
I have never felt a greater love in my life,
Than what I feel today.
The passion I feel for her and my son
Is so deep it is hard to say.
I dream of the day we will be joined again,
Never again to say goodbye.
On that day I will finally stop asking myself,
Where am I going, where have I been--
And why.
4
For you, My Beloved,
are the master of my thoughts...
For you see them in their birth,
before they reach my lips...
You explain them to me,
as if I never spoke them,
or felt them caress my ear...
You put them in frames,
of brilliant understanding,
and ornate completion...
You set them in space,
for all worlds to see,
and comprehend...
You explain my very soul to me,
in detail I never knew existed...
Therefore My Beloved,
I long for my thoughts,
to be possessed,
and eternally enslaved,
by You and no other...
5
These eyes of mine see you as you are.
They see you as my shining star.
These eyes of mine look into yours and they see...
All the things you are to me.
They see all the love in your heart... all the happiness and joy...
They see how, with me, you are complete.
Through my eyes I see all the things you mean to me.
This heart of mine is filled with love for you.
It's filled with happiness and joy from all the things you say and do.
When you look into my eyes, you should be able to see straight to my
heart and know...
My heart needs you to grow.
My heart has never felt such love before,
Never had this special feeling,
Never been so happy.
Every time I look at you my heart sings songs,
Songs filled with happiness, joy, laughter, and love.
Through my heart you should see all the love I have for thee.
This soul of mine has never been so peaceful,
Never felt such tranquility,
Never contained so much love.
You're the one that I'm constantly thinking of.
Through this soul of mine you should see...
That it needs you to be complete.
Through my eyes, my heart, and my soul...
You should see that with you I am whole.
6
So sweet are your lips
Pressed lightly against mine
Your hands, so soft,
Holding my face...
Pleasant shivers
Running up and down my spine...
Precious feelings
Growing deep within my mind...
It's in my heart
That I hold your memory
Far inside its dark corners,
Your beautiful face still lingers...
In your arms I find serenity
I shall wait once again for you...
7
She couldn't have known
Laying there dreaming in her sleep
I watched the rhythm of her breathing
And took it as my own.
Silently I turned and walked away
Wondering if her sighs were hints of my name
If her slumber thoughts were all of me
Was I the pillow she held tightly that way?
I ventured back in another night
Barely enough light to chance a peek
She sat with a book, looking lovingly at the pages
Was there mention of us in the black and white?
Silently I turned and walked away
Knowing her heart and eyes were as one
Were there words of me that made her smile
Would she ever truly say?
I slept away myself, and ever so much deeper
Dreaming on and on of a picnic scene
The perfect spot of quiet and green
On that blanket I wanted to always keep her.
Begging my God for me not to wake
We lay back, face to face
No words at all, only eyes meeting eyes
Love is a rain drop, a puddle, a stream, then a lake.
The grass and the trees staged a romantic play
Robins and jaybirds sang for us
As all the clouds tried dancing with the sun
All the world turned around us where we lay.
Begging my God for me not to wake
Pleading for more time and darkness of night
Dawn snuck in and slapped open my eyes.
Send me back to dreamland, for heavens sake.
8
Are you... my missing piece?
The one to make me whole?
Do you... complete me?
Am I right for you?
I wish I knew...
Will it Work?
When will I know?
Why do you have to leave?
...I just found you.
9
As the sun initiates through the birth of its prominent rays,
welcoming a dawn new to the ages, so does your love kindle
the elusive vapors of desire and craving, put forth by this
once extinguished soul, in search of a love, for the only
cure is to experience its true elegance, beauty, and splendor.
To be affiliated with such a divine entity, is to truly be
in the prescence of heavenly royalty. And as peasants must bow
to their mighty majesty, I must conform to their privelage.
I yield unto thee. As I drop to one knee, bow my head,
and with my outstretched arms, I extend the sword of love,
as a humble gift, to keeper of my heart, and the one to which
my deepest affections are bestowed. But yet, the greatest honor
I could attain this day, is if thou would accept this holy gift,
to accept this soul of emotions, and to knight me your prince
of love. And that would make my heart soar as the eagle,
yet ligh as a feather. And in this moment, I hear the wind,
whisper, your name...
10
I feel the cold winter wind upon my skin but still,
something warms me to my very soul.
I feel I am floating on a cloud amongst all the stars;
this cloud is made of silk, and stretches to blanket eternity.
Something magical must be holding me in this splendor.
I feel mesmerized by eyes that reach deep into my soul.
I cannot look away, for as I hold this vision
my soul flies to a place only felt by angels.
I feel I am drowning in an ocean with waves
crashing all around me. I do not panic
for the ocean becomes a place of peace,
a place of serenity. I know I must be dreaming,
all of these sensations I feel are impossible.
But then again, I have never known a love
as soft and warm as I feel when I am with you.
POETRY: I LOVE TO STARE AT YOU
If you leave first!
Wait for me there, where you know!
wait for me in the only place
where your soul can reach
glorious soul like yours!
from the earth it has deserved the heaven.
Don't become sad for my absence
because soon I will leave to be with you.
Just tell to God you loved as a human
and you were loved as a goddess,
you shared his divine gift with a soul
who idolized and idolizes you.
request God to take me close to you.
although I am a sinful,
loving you like I've loved you,
it's a sin , but a sin of love!!
If I leave first!
I will wait for you in the eternity
I will descend every morning like a morning ray
to touch your soul, in the nights you'll see me
as a star in the constellation of aries
remembering with a blink of light in the distance
that I will always look after you, until God calls you
to decorate eternally with your light, the night!
2
Of eyes so true
And hearts so pure
Of love finally found
And of souls forever bound
3
i love to stare at you,
mesmerized
by your eyes
fluffy hair,
it looks like a cloud.
i can easily
pick you out
in a crowd.
you are
pensive and quiet.
i'm a loud riot
waiting to happen.
i love to stare at you,
captivated by
your face,
its solemn features,
i love to trace
with my fingertip.
i would like to stay
joined at the hip
but you need your space.
i love to stare at you
as you sleep,
slumber so deep.
wearing a
perplexed smile.
i would like
to travel
a mile
or two
inside your dreams.
but i will stare at you
some more
instead
as you sleep
peacefully
in our bed...
4
The kiss we shared,
under that old oak tree
was the beginning
of you and me.
It was sensational, pure bliss,
It was one kiss shared between you and me.
A lot happened under that old oak tree,
how ironic it was the place we started
and the place that ended you and me.
That one kiss I will never forget,
and it's something I won't regret.
I'm sure that old oak tree
has seen many kises shared
between two young lovers.
I'm also sure the tree will never forget our first kiss
because it's the place I fell in love with you and you with me.
Just think, it all started with one kiss shared between you and me...
underneath that old oak tree
5
A kiss from me to you,
Always hold it true.
I think of you every night,
Can't wait to hold you tight.
Of all the special stars above,
You'll always be my one true love.
6
your love is undying,
your heart is inspiring,
there's nothing you won't do.
you have only one fear and that fear is unknown,
but this fear so many times to me you have shown.
your talent is great, much greater than most...
your love is addictive to those who come close.
you can come face to face with true love...
look it in the eyes and give it a hard shove.
something i only dream i could do...
this in fact is the beauty of you
7
Your light true and strong for one for all
Come rain or shine in the darkest of nights or the brightest of d days your light remains steady and strong ...for one can not loose sight of the road that you have shown for it is showered truly with love eternally. Let be know for all the lost will be found for one can not compare the love that surrounds the steady...the strong...the one that's true...for heaven has opened their Arms too you...you are the light that leads my path and shines away my shadows...for I fear nothing not even death ...you have lead me on my greatest journey whether be or not.
8
Dear, you are my one and only kindred soul
I hunger for your love to make me whole
To love you, no hiding or running scared
The love I have in me, I want it to be shared
Longing to feel you holding me, make it sincere
I love you darling there?s no need to doubt or fear
Is love so blind? Can?t you see the love within me
You and I together forever this is my only plea
But alas yet again I?m so misunderstood
Love me passionately how I wish you would
The first time we met my heart missed a beat
Without your love I feel nothing, I?m incomplete
9
In the dreamy desolation of a lonely strand
Wandering, kicking sand
That catches the moon's attention
Under the sky's alluring encroachment
I swirl and dance like a virtuoso
Spraying silver'd kisses of ocean dew
And sing your name out loud "Love, Love"
In a crazy tribal salute to your beauty
In this desolation where love is the theme
I am the high priest, the seducer
And dancing in circles of hypnotic enticement
I worship your serenity, your elegant simplicity
And falling through the cold, moist air
I claw at the ocean's wet sand
Whispering twice your name "Love, Love"
In desolation, alone and unloved
I long so much for your touch, lip's embrace
I imagine you walking from the ocean
Your long dark hair blowing in the wind's deliverance
Wrapped in linen fabric, wet and clinging tight,
Your beauty, like the ocean's depths
Mingling with the surf's arousal
And I cry out "Love, Love"
But ?tis only a dream in the shadows
Of a silver'd moon
10
Come, my Darling, walk with me.
There are many roads to travel-
Many sights to see.
So many more experiences-
More battles to be won...
Walk with me, my Darling.
We've only just begun.
And when our walk has ended
And our final path we've strolled,
We'll have memories of what we shared
As, together, we grow old.
Wait for me there, where you know!
wait for me in the only place
where your soul can reach
glorious soul like yours!
from the earth it has deserved the heaven.
Don't become sad for my absence
because soon I will leave to be with you.
Just tell to God you loved as a human
and you were loved as a goddess,
you shared his divine gift with a soul
who idolized and idolizes you.
request God to take me close to you.
although I am a sinful,
loving you like I've loved you,
it's a sin , but a sin of love!!
If I leave first!
I will wait for you in the eternity
I will descend every morning like a morning ray
to touch your soul, in the nights you'll see me
as a star in the constellation of aries
remembering with a blink of light in the distance
that I will always look after you, until God calls you
to decorate eternally with your light, the night!
2
Of eyes so true
And hearts so pure
Of love finally found
And of souls forever bound
3
i love to stare at you,
mesmerized
by your eyes
fluffy hair,
it looks like a cloud.
i can easily
pick you out
in a crowd.
you are
pensive and quiet.
i'm a loud riot
waiting to happen.
i love to stare at you,
captivated by
your face,
its solemn features,
i love to trace
with my fingertip.
i would like to stay
joined at the hip
but you need your space.
i love to stare at you
as you sleep,
slumber so deep.
wearing a
perplexed smile.
i would like
to travel
a mile
or two
inside your dreams.
but i will stare at you
some more
instead
as you sleep
peacefully
in our bed...
4
The kiss we shared,
under that old oak tree
was the beginning
of you and me.
It was sensational, pure bliss,
It was one kiss shared between you and me.
A lot happened under that old oak tree,
how ironic it was the place we started
and the place that ended you and me.
That one kiss I will never forget,
and it's something I won't regret.
I'm sure that old oak tree
has seen many kises shared
between two young lovers.
I'm also sure the tree will never forget our first kiss
because it's the place I fell in love with you and you with me.
Just think, it all started with one kiss shared between you and me...
underneath that old oak tree
5
A kiss from me to you,
Always hold it true.
I think of you every night,
Can't wait to hold you tight.
Of all the special stars above,
You'll always be my one true love.
6
your love is undying,
your heart is inspiring,
there's nothing you won't do.
you have only one fear and that fear is unknown,
but this fear so many times to me you have shown.
your talent is great, much greater than most...
your love is addictive to those who come close.
you can come face to face with true love...
look it in the eyes and give it a hard shove.
something i only dream i could do...
this in fact is the beauty of you
7
Your light true and strong for one for all
Come rain or shine in the darkest of nights or the brightest of d days your light remains steady and strong ...for one can not loose sight of the road that you have shown for it is showered truly with love eternally. Let be know for all the lost will be found for one can not compare the love that surrounds the steady...the strong...the one that's true...for heaven has opened their Arms too you...you are the light that leads my path and shines away my shadows...for I fear nothing not even death ...you have lead me on my greatest journey whether be or not.
8
Dear, you are my one and only kindred soul
I hunger for your love to make me whole
To love you, no hiding or running scared
The love I have in me, I want it to be shared
Longing to feel you holding me, make it sincere
I love you darling there?s no need to doubt or fear
Is love so blind? Can?t you see the love within me
You and I together forever this is my only plea
But alas yet again I?m so misunderstood
Love me passionately how I wish you would
The first time we met my heart missed a beat
Without your love I feel nothing, I?m incomplete
9
In the dreamy desolation of a lonely strand
Wandering, kicking sand
That catches the moon's attention
Under the sky's alluring encroachment
I swirl and dance like a virtuoso
Spraying silver'd kisses of ocean dew
And sing your name out loud "Love, Love"
In a crazy tribal salute to your beauty
In this desolation where love is the theme
I am the high priest, the seducer
And dancing in circles of hypnotic enticement
I worship your serenity, your elegant simplicity
And falling through the cold, moist air
I claw at the ocean's wet sand
Whispering twice your name "Love, Love"
In desolation, alone and unloved
I long so much for your touch, lip's embrace
I imagine you walking from the ocean
Your long dark hair blowing in the wind's deliverance
Wrapped in linen fabric, wet and clinging tight,
Your beauty, like the ocean's depths
Mingling with the surf's arousal
And I cry out "Love, Love"
But ?tis only a dream in the shadows
Of a silver'd moon
10
Come, my Darling, walk with me.
There are many roads to travel-
Many sights to see.
So many more experiences-
More battles to be won...
Walk with me, my Darling.
We've only just begun.
And when our walk has ended
And our final path we've strolled,
We'll have memories of what we shared
As, together, we grow old.
GOD: DNA Found to Have "Impossible" Telepathic Properties
DNA has been found to have a bizarre ability to put itself together, even at a distance, when according to known science it shouldn't be able to. Explanation: None, at least not yet.
Scientists are reporting evidence that contrary to our current beliefs about what is possible, intact double-stranded DNA has the “amazing” ability to recognize similarities in other DNA strands from a distance. Somehow they are able to identify one another, and the tiny bits of genetic material tend to congregate with similar DNA. The recognition of similar sequences in DNA’s chemical subunits, occurs in a way unrecognized by science. There is no known reason why the DNA is able to combine the way it does, and from a current theoretical standpoint this feat should be chemically impossible.
Even so, the research published in ACS’ Journal of Physical Chemistry B, shows very clearly that homology recognition between sequences of several hundred nucleotides occurs without physical contact or presence of proteins. Double helixes of DNA can recognize matching molecules from a distance and then gather together, all seemingly without help from any other molecules or chemical signals.
In the study, scientists observed the behavior of fluorescently tagged DNA strands placed in water that contained no proteins or other material that could interfere with the experiment. Strands with identical nucleotide sequences were about twice as likely to gather together as DNA strands with different sequences. No one knows how individual DNA strands could possibly be communicating in this way, yet somehow they do. The “telepathic” effect is a source of wonder and amazement for scientists.
“Amazingly, the forces responsible for the sequence recognition can reach across more than one nanometer of water separating the surfaces of the nearest neighbor DNA,” said the authors Geoff S. Baldwin, Sergey Leikin, John M. Seddon, and Alexei A. Kornyshev and colleagues.
This recognition effect may help increase the accuracy and efficiency of the homologous recombination of genes, which is a process responsible for DNA repair, evolution, and genetic diversity. The new findings may also shed light on ways to avoid recombination errors, which are factors in cancer, aging, and other health issues.
Scientists are reporting evidence that contrary to our current beliefs about what is possible, intact double-stranded DNA has the “amazing” ability to recognize similarities in other DNA strands from a distance. Somehow they are able to identify one another, and the tiny bits of genetic material tend to congregate with similar DNA. The recognition of similar sequences in DNA’s chemical subunits, occurs in a way unrecognized by science. There is no known reason why the DNA is able to combine the way it does, and from a current theoretical standpoint this feat should be chemically impossible.
Even so, the research published in ACS’ Journal of Physical Chemistry B, shows very clearly that homology recognition between sequences of several hundred nucleotides occurs without physical contact or presence of proteins. Double helixes of DNA can recognize matching molecules from a distance and then gather together, all seemingly without help from any other molecules or chemical signals.
In the study, scientists observed the behavior of fluorescently tagged DNA strands placed in water that contained no proteins or other material that could interfere with the experiment. Strands with identical nucleotide sequences were about twice as likely to gather together as DNA strands with different sequences. No one knows how individual DNA strands could possibly be communicating in this way, yet somehow they do. The “telepathic” effect is a source of wonder and amazement for scientists.
“Amazingly, the forces responsible for the sequence recognition can reach across more than one nanometer of water separating the surfaces of the nearest neighbor DNA,” said the authors Geoff S. Baldwin, Sergey Leikin, John M. Seddon, and Alexei A. Kornyshev and colleagues.
This recognition effect may help increase the accuracy and efficiency of the homologous recombination of genes, which is a process responsible for DNA repair, evolution, and genetic diversity. The new findings may also shed light on ways to avoid recombination errors, which are factors in cancer, aging, and other health issues.
Monday, August 13, 2012
POETRY: TWO MIND JOINED TOGETHER
A sunset is perfect in every way,
It warms your heart and sets your soul free.
You are my sunset.
A wildflower is very beautiful.
The texture of the flower is soft and silk like,
When one looks at the flower they fall in love with it,
They fall in love with it, they desire it.
You are my wildflower.
A waterfall is magnificent.
The water is cool and soothing,
This water refreshes your heart and soul.
You are the water in the waterfall called,
My heart
2
'Tis my true love I give my all to.
For there is no other to fill the puzzle of my love but you.
Amidst the clouds of night my love's eyes shine bright
Putting the moon to shame
For all its many triumphs have been conquered
By a turning of the eye.
I walk with you, wanting nothing more than to feel your touch,
Letting our souls intertwine and bond as never before.
Forever I will stay with thee, never part more.
Loving you
All I ask is your desire and passion to fill my soul.
Without you, I am incomplete.
You are my everything, and for that I want all of you.
3
Oh my tired Angel, I will become one with your nakedness,
fullfilling every dream you now hold dear to your heart.
I will complete the final thought, song and minute of your life.
I will be there beside you at your final resting place,
sleeping silently beside you as you cross the great division
which now separates us.
I will be smiling and full of joy as you make your way homeward
into heaven's gates and into my arms, until then, I wait for you
-as final preparations are being made for the great celebration
of the spirits, as the last revisions and additions are being made
to the Book of Life, and as the final saints gather remaining lovers
and believers throughout the Heavens.
But until then remain steadfast and content, knowing if a sparrow
cannot fall upon the ground without me knowing, is it likely
you will have hardship or struggles without me knowing of it?
Therefore be comforted, and know I will carry you
when you are tired and weary, have no more strength to stand erect
and when you are unable to move on.
Oh my Angel of Tears I will lift you when you have fallen
from the weight of the day and encourage you forward -onward-
to your final home. When your brittle bones break
and your parched skin cracks with each step, I will feed you
-giving you water for your parched lips- offering you a place
to rest your tired crown when you can no longer find a place of refuge.
Use my wings when you become tired, my feet when yours become sore
from your long and ardous journey, and when the calloused sheath
on your fragile feet are stripped away exposing the windswept bones
which lay naked and blood stained.
My Angel of tears -cry no more for I am near you.
Nearer to you than you know, closer than the tightest garment.
I am a part of your very essence like a sunray eminating
from brilliance of the summer day. I am both your friend and your lover
I will never allow you go to bed without comforting your tired shoulders
and weary mind and satisfying your needs and deepest desires.
I will be that bridge over troubled waters and span the distance
between heaven and hell.
So with each step you take, your precious foot
is placed upon a foundation so great and stable
that an infant could crawl upon its treads and not a scratch would be
left upon its innocent knees. I will guide you...I will show you...
I will teach you lessons which will enable you to find contentment,
courage, hope and happiness in this troubling world and time.
My breath will cool you when you are hot -warm you when you are cold.
My hands will hold yours, my arms will forever embrace you.
You will know I am near and protecting. You will hear my voice
as you stand on the seashore gazing into your future, remembering your past.
My songs will echo against the rocks like a thousand waves
crashing against the shore.
My name will be heard from the highest mountain and lowest point on earth.
You will hear me in your dreams, there I wait for you each night
should your child spirit need my wisdom or guidance.
Sing, laugh, soothe -my song is good, you will know I am here, forever
...giving you life......drying your tears-
warming your cooling spirit and keeping you from bitterness' soil.
There is hope my young angel.
For our army is many and our strength is mighty.
Do not cry and feel abandoned though you currently feel disconnected
from the spirit. Your brothers and sisters walked this journey
before you and learned of their mission. They fought the good fight
and learned those lessons which will enable them to become.
Become a soldier and fellow partaker of the blessings of Light.
Remain steadfast in your present mission and journey, I am beside you.
I am near and stand close to your breast. I lay my head against you,
place my lips upon your shoulders so you might know I am not far away.
Return to me when your mission is complete. Return to your original home
and begin your preparations for the final Celebration of Spirits.
I am Near...
4
You are the sunlight that brightens my day
You are the stars that light up my nights
You are the gentle rain which calms my soul
You are the snow that blankets my heart
You are the air that lets me breath
You are the water that gives me life
You are my life
5
I know a man who put together
an ideal woman from all his desires:
the hair... he took from a woman in the window of a chat,
the forehead... from a ancient African queen who died young,
the hands... from a crush he had as a kid,
the cheeks... from a little girl, his childhood love,
the mouth... from a woman he noticed in a phone booth,
the thighs... from a young woman lying on the beach,
the alluring gaze... from this one, the eyes from that one,
the waistline... from a newspaper ad.
From all these he put together a woman he truly loved,
And when he noticed... it was u.
6
It is a feeling
like no other-
A warmth that comes
from within.
Two minds
joined together-
A closeness
alway there..
In moments
of despair
and troubles
growing strong...
Two minds
face it together-
Two minds
like one alone....
Love is unequal
and cannot be
surpassed-Man
and Woman together
is splendor at
it's best....
7
The hunger for the food of your love,
the taste of you lips upon mine...
the sustaining touches of your hands upon my face
The Thirst of you words, drink for my soul!
Quenching the dryness of life within me.
Speak, touch, say the word...
I am yours.
8
I fell into it like a fever
or a daydream.
Unknown at that moment,
or so it seemed,
Beauty now soaks through me,
never failing.
Ascending me, mending me
almost daily.
Expecting nothing , but knowing;
bright-faced, rich life
and showing.
Happily giving but living,
in turn,
Running, glorious, into arms
that yearn for a warm heart
and caring touch,
but one can only do so much.
Unable to proceed where fond
hearts lead,
though we're never separated through
every kind thought elated.
A certain unconditional understanding;
an eager glimpse of beauty,
but never demanding.
Open hands and minds;
gracious eyes,
Level to the world, but richly
comprised.
For if a fraction of time can yield
so much,
Wished, a thousand fractions
could prove such.
So thankful, I am, for it
being me
That found you to cherish,
and to be
Everything for you above.
For these are the things in you
I love.
9
As a ring encircles the finger,
so my completion encircles me
An intertwining of life's beginnings and endings
meeting in a journey of souls,
as an enchanting enhancement of life's offerings.
That circlet of sanctification purifies the spirit
offering its serene blanket of self-attainment
to those who probe its endlessness.
Love envelopes the soul, caressing ever gently
the wafting ether with her kisses,
The vermillion tinged emerald meadows
bare their essence to her glory
Offering up their expanse as a sun-drenched blanket
to love's proclivities.
Completedness flowing from one to the other and back again
as a ring of fire,
soft passion burning away layers
of past impairments to completion,
old hurts cauterized in the fervor of frenzied healing
renewal, sweet renewal singing above the meadows
as lovers soar in their circle of completion.
And the ring spins,
twirling round about in its perpetual journey
as love spins her web of joy
joining hearts
in completion.
10
To hear your voice
makes me smile
To touch your face
makes my heart race
To look into your eyes
makes me alive
To have you in my life
makes everything worthwhile.
11
A man walks alone
The day is dark, it's raining
He passes people, not noticing their existence
He is cold and weary
His mind on the brink of insanity
For no apparent reason, but that of fate.
He lifts his head
Then he sees her
The clouds part, the rain stops,
He feels refreshed and renewed
As if he had just taken a warm shower
Or awakened from a peaceful sleep.
Like an angel, she brightens his day
Intrigued by her mysterious power over him
He decides to say hello to her
She greets him
Her voice is that of a quiet river
So sacred that it stirs his soul
And he wonders why he deserves to hear it.
Over time they become good friends
She tells him her deepest secrets
And he confides everything in her
He realizes that his love for her grows every day
He gathers his courage and asks her on a date
She sees that he is shaking
Out of nervousness and fear
He is afraid that this could end their friendship
She says yes and he lets a sigh of relief escape his lips.
The time passes
They have been dating for a while now
He wants to be with her forever
He buys her a ring
One that shows how much he loves her
But without spending too much money
He takes her to the place they first met
She wonders what is going on, he says it's a surprise
He tells of the time they met
And how much he loves her
A word he doesn't take lightly
He tells her he wants to spend his life with her
Then, he shows her the ring
Her eyes light up, but not because of the ring
He could have given her a lifesaver for all she cared
She hugs him and he puts the ring on her finger.
Their wedding is a happy one
With flowers and all things that are pleasing to the eye
They have a family
Three children and a dog
Over time, the children grow and leave the house.
Again they are alone together
They become grandparents
And spoil their grandchildren like all grandparents do
They grow old together
And as they grow, so does their love.
He awakens and rolls over to see his wife of 53 years
He tries to rouse her, but her eyes will not open
He knew it had to happen some time
But, O God, not here
Not now
I'm not ready
These thoughts rush through his head
As tears flow from his eyes
The funeral is a sad one
She is loved by many.
He lives on
But it's not the same
He's not the same
As if part of his soul has been ripped from him
The clouds return
The rain begins again
He doesn't seem to notice his family and friends
He is cold and absent
The emptiness in his heart cannot be replaced.
He goes to sleep
The sleep of a weary man
He sleeps soundly, not to be awakened again
A look of peace washes over his face
And again he walks alone.
12
My love for you becomes renewed, each and every day.
Soft spoken words and thoughts combined, allow for me to say,
I love you so - don't you know?
Spoken, and so true.
I love you more than words can say.
I really thought you knew
13
My love for you becomes renewed, each and every day.
Soft spoken words and thoughts combined, allow for me to say,
I love you so - don't you know?
Spoken, and so true.
I love you more than words can say.
I really thought you knew
14
Did you realize
That one touch
From your hands
Sends tingles
Through my body
That one look
From your eyes
Gives me
butterflies
In my stomach
That one smile
Makes me
Fulfilled
In my
Heart
That one kiss
From your lips
Makes me weak
In my
Knees
It's scary how
The smallest things
Can complete you
And the smallest things
Can break you
15
Her essence rises and touches me softly
As her expression lures me inside her voice
Whispering of all the magical places untraveled
Guiding me to the paths of the unknown and unseen
She gazes down deep within the recesses of my soul
Taking hold gently as she embraces all of me with just a touch
Within the folds of my budding consciousness of her near me
She awakens the darkness and a surrounding light she unfolds
Her essence rises and entrances me entirely
With it she moves me like no other has ever done
For she has come to birth the very core of my being
Giving life to what once was hardened and gone
She comforts me in my moments of discouragement
Singing a song that soothes my heart and my mind
Words spoken with whispers of loving seen within her
Heartfelt voices of the longing she has shared from inside
Her essence rises and I know that she is the one
As I have never felt my world break away in so many ways
Releasing each single part of everything that I am
In return giving freely to building my world around her
16
When you are sad- i am sad
When you are happy- i am happy
some call it obsession, others call it love
I call being with you...
Is like heaven and above..
17
I gazed across the mountaintop
A vast array of unexplored fields,
And I saw within the magnitude
Streams of passion filled with dreams.
I beheld with speechless perplexity
Those fragments of lost realities
And I filtered my mind, my soul...
As I gently watched the serene streams.
And it suddenly became revealed -
Those catchy hooks and killing looks.
How wonderful and beautiful are they
The sight my naked eyes have seen!
While I patiently knelt in wait
For you... to see your gorgeous face,
Your voice smoothly caressed my skin...
And silently whispered to me with grace:
?Hold thy breath... oh, my destined best...
Walk down the stairs with boldness and strength
Till you reach the sacred place of rest
Where my love for you attests...?
And as I reached this hallowed place
The golden tent rent in haste
And there the truth became revealed
That no one but you are my dwelling place
It warms your heart and sets your soul free.
You are my sunset.
A wildflower is very beautiful.
The texture of the flower is soft and silk like,
When one looks at the flower they fall in love with it,
They fall in love with it, they desire it.
You are my wildflower.
A waterfall is magnificent.
The water is cool and soothing,
This water refreshes your heart and soul.
You are the water in the waterfall called,
My heart
2
'Tis my true love I give my all to.
For there is no other to fill the puzzle of my love but you.
Amidst the clouds of night my love's eyes shine bright
Putting the moon to shame
For all its many triumphs have been conquered
By a turning of the eye.
I walk with you, wanting nothing more than to feel your touch,
Letting our souls intertwine and bond as never before.
Forever I will stay with thee, never part more.
Loving you
All I ask is your desire and passion to fill my soul.
Without you, I am incomplete.
You are my everything, and for that I want all of you.
3
Oh my tired Angel, I will become one with your nakedness,
fullfilling every dream you now hold dear to your heart.
I will complete the final thought, song and minute of your life.
I will be there beside you at your final resting place,
sleeping silently beside you as you cross the great division
which now separates us.
I will be smiling and full of joy as you make your way homeward
into heaven's gates and into my arms, until then, I wait for you
-as final preparations are being made for the great celebration
of the spirits, as the last revisions and additions are being made
to the Book of Life, and as the final saints gather remaining lovers
and believers throughout the Heavens.
But until then remain steadfast and content, knowing if a sparrow
cannot fall upon the ground without me knowing, is it likely
you will have hardship or struggles without me knowing of it?
Therefore be comforted, and know I will carry you
when you are tired and weary, have no more strength to stand erect
and when you are unable to move on.
Oh my Angel of Tears I will lift you when you have fallen
from the weight of the day and encourage you forward -onward-
to your final home. When your brittle bones break
and your parched skin cracks with each step, I will feed you
-giving you water for your parched lips- offering you a place
to rest your tired crown when you can no longer find a place of refuge.
Use my wings when you become tired, my feet when yours become sore
from your long and ardous journey, and when the calloused sheath
on your fragile feet are stripped away exposing the windswept bones
which lay naked and blood stained.
My Angel of tears -cry no more for I am near you.
Nearer to you than you know, closer than the tightest garment.
I am a part of your very essence like a sunray eminating
from brilliance of the summer day. I am both your friend and your lover
I will never allow you go to bed without comforting your tired shoulders
and weary mind and satisfying your needs and deepest desires.
I will be that bridge over troubled waters and span the distance
between heaven and hell.
So with each step you take, your precious foot
is placed upon a foundation so great and stable
that an infant could crawl upon its treads and not a scratch would be
left upon its innocent knees. I will guide you...I will show you...
I will teach you lessons which will enable you to find contentment,
courage, hope and happiness in this troubling world and time.
My breath will cool you when you are hot -warm you when you are cold.
My hands will hold yours, my arms will forever embrace you.
You will know I am near and protecting. You will hear my voice
as you stand on the seashore gazing into your future, remembering your past.
My songs will echo against the rocks like a thousand waves
crashing against the shore.
My name will be heard from the highest mountain and lowest point on earth.
You will hear me in your dreams, there I wait for you each night
should your child spirit need my wisdom or guidance.
Sing, laugh, soothe -my song is good, you will know I am here, forever
...giving you life......drying your tears-
warming your cooling spirit and keeping you from bitterness' soil.
There is hope my young angel.
For our army is many and our strength is mighty.
Do not cry and feel abandoned though you currently feel disconnected
from the spirit. Your brothers and sisters walked this journey
before you and learned of their mission. They fought the good fight
and learned those lessons which will enable them to become.
Become a soldier and fellow partaker of the blessings of Light.
Remain steadfast in your present mission and journey, I am beside you.
I am near and stand close to your breast. I lay my head against you,
place my lips upon your shoulders so you might know I am not far away.
Return to me when your mission is complete. Return to your original home
and begin your preparations for the final Celebration of Spirits.
I am Near...
4
You are the sunlight that brightens my day
You are the stars that light up my nights
You are the gentle rain which calms my soul
You are the snow that blankets my heart
You are the air that lets me breath
You are the water that gives me life
You are my life
5
I know a man who put together
an ideal woman from all his desires:
the hair... he took from a woman in the window of a chat,
the forehead... from a ancient African queen who died young,
the hands... from a crush he had as a kid,
the cheeks... from a little girl, his childhood love,
the mouth... from a woman he noticed in a phone booth,
the thighs... from a young woman lying on the beach,
the alluring gaze... from this one, the eyes from that one,
the waistline... from a newspaper ad.
From all these he put together a woman he truly loved,
And when he noticed... it was u.
6
It is a feeling
like no other-
A warmth that comes
from within.
Two minds
joined together-
A closeness
alway there..
In moments
of despair
and troubles
growing strong...
Two minds
face it together-
Two minds
like one alone....
Love is unequal
and cannot be
surpassed-Man
and Woman together
is splendor at
it's best....
7
The hunger for the food of your love,
the taste of you lips upon mine...
the sustaining touches of your hands upon my face
The Thirst of you words, drink for my soul!
Quenching the dryness of life within me.
Speak, touch, say the word...
I am yours.
8
I fell into it like a fever
or a daydream.
Unknown at that moment,
or so it seemed,
Beauty now soaks through me,
never failing.
Ascending me, mending me
almost daily.
Expecting nothing , but knowing;
bright-faced, rich life
and showing.
Happily giving but living,
in turn,
Running, glorious, into arms
that yearn for a warm heart
and caring touch,
but one can only do so much.
Unable to proceed where fond
hearts lead,
though we're never separated through
every kind thought elated.
A certain unconditional understanding;
an eager glimpse of beauty,
but never demanding.
Open hands and minds;
gracious eyes,
Level to the world, but richly
comprised.
For if a fraction of time can yield
so much,
Wished, a thousand fractions
could prove such.
So thankful, I am, for it
being me
That found you to cherish,
and to be
Everything for you above.
For these are the things in you
I love.
9
As a ring encircles the finger,
so my completion encircles me
An intertwining of life's beginnings and endings
meeting in a journey of souls,
as an enchanting enhancement of life's offerings.
That circlet of sanctification purifies the spirit
offering its serene blanket of self-attainment
to those who probe its endlessness.
Love envelopes the soul, caressing ever gently
the wafting ether with her kisses,
The vermillion tinged emerald meadows
bare their essence to her glory
Offering up their expanse as a sun-drenched blanket
to love's proclivities.
Completedness flowing from one to the other and back again
as a ring of fire,
soft passion burning away layers
of past impairments to completion,
old hurts cauterized in the fervor of frenzied healing
renewal, sweet renewal singing above the meadows
as lovers soar in their circle of completion.
And the ring spins,
twirling round about in its perpetual journey
as love spins her web of joy
joining hearts
in completion.
10
To hear your voice
makes me smile
To touch your face
makes my heart race
To look into your eyes
makes me alive
To have you in my life
makes everything worthwhile.
11
A man walks alone
The day is dark, it's raining
He passes people, not noticing their existence
He is cold and weary
His mind on the brink of insanity
For no apparent reason, but that of fate.
He lifts his head
Then he sees her
The clouds part, the rain stops,
He feels refreshed and renewed
As if he had just taken a warm shower
Or awakened from a peaceful sleep.
Like an angel, she brightens his day
Intrigued by her mysterious power over him
He decides to say hello to her
She greets him
Her voice is that of a quiet river
So sacred that it stirs his soul
And he wonders why he deserves to hear it.
Over time they become good friends
She tells him her deepest secrets
And he confides everything in her
He realizes that his love for her grows every day
He gathers his courage and asks her on a date
She sees that he is shaking
Out of nervousness and fear
He is afraid that this could end their friendship
She says yes and he lets a sigh of relief escape his lips.
The time passes
They have been dating for a while now
He wants to be with her forever
He buys her a ring
One that shows how much he loves her
But without spending too much money
He takes her to the place they first met
She wonders what is going on, he says it's a surprise
He tells of the time they met
And how much he loves her
A word he doesn't take lightly
He tells her he wants to spend his life with her
Then, he shows her the ring
Her eyes light up, but not because of the ring
He could have given her a lifesaver for all she cared
She hugs him and he puts the ring on her finger.
Their wedding is a happy one
With flowers and all things that are pleasing to the eye
They have a family
Three children and a dog
Over time, the children grow and leave the house.
Again they are alone together
They become grandparents
And spoil their grandchildren like all grandparents do
They grow old together
And as they grow, so does their love.
He awakens and rolls over to see his wife of 53 years
He tries to rouse her, but her eyes will not open
He knew it had to happen some time
But, O God, not here
Not now
I'm not ready
These thoughts rush through his head
As tears flow from his eyes
The funeral is a sad one
She is loved by many.
He lives on
But it's not the same
He's not the same
As if part of his soul has been ripped from him
The clouds return
The rain begins again
He doesn't seem to notice his family and friends
He is cold and absent
The emptiness in his heart cannot be replaced.
He goes to sleep
The sleep of a weary man
He sleeps soundly, not to be awakened again
A look of peace washes over his face
And again he walks alone.
12
My love for you becomes renewed, each and every day.
Soft spoken words and thoughts combined, allow for me to say,
I love you so - don't you know?
Spoken, and so true.
I love you more than words can say.
I really thought you knew
13
My love for you becomes renewed, each and every day.
Soft spoken words and thoughts combined, allow for me to say,
I love you so - don't you know?
Spoken, and so true.
I love you more than words can say.
I really thought you knew
14
Did you realize
That one touch
From your hands
Sends tingles
Through my body
That one look
From your eyes
Gives me
butterflies
In my stomach
That one smile
Makes me
Fulfilled
In my
Heart
That one kiss
From your lips
Makes me weak
In my
Knees
It's scary how
The smallest things
Can complete you
And the smallest things
Can break you
15
Her essence rises and touches me softly
As her expression lures me inside her voice
Whispering of all the magical places untraveled
Guiding me to the paths of the unknown and unseen
She gazes down deep within the recesses of my soul
Taking hold gently as she embraces all of me with just a touch
Within the folds of my budding consciousness of her near me
She awakens the darkness and a surrounding light she unfolds
Her essence rises and entrances me entirely
With it she moves me like no other has ever done
For she has come to birth the very core of my being
Giving life to what once was hardened and gone
She comforts me in my moments of discouragement
Singing a song that soothes my heart and my mind
Words spoken with whispers of loving seen within her
Heartfelt voices of the longing she has shared from inside
Her essence rises and I know that she is the one
As I have never felt my world break away in so many ways
Releasing each single part of everything that I am
In return giving freely to building my world around her
16
When you are sad- i am sad
When you are happy- i am happy
some call it obsession, others call it love
I call being with you...
Is like heaven and above..
17
I gazed across the mountaintop
A vast array of unexplored fields,
And I saw within the magnitude
Streams of passion filled with dreams.
I beheld with speechless perplexity
Those fragments of lost realities
And I filtered my mind, my soul...
As I gently watched the serene streams.
And it suddenly became revealed -
Those catchy hooks and killing looks.
How wonderful and beautiful are they
The sight my naked eyes have seen!
While I patiently knelt in wait
For you... to see your gorgeous face,
Your voice smoothly caressed my skin...
And silently whispered to me with grace:
?Hold thy breath... oh, my destined best...
Walk down the stairs with boldness and strength
Till you reach the sacred place of rest
Where my love for you attests...?
And as I reached this hallowed place
The golden tent rent in haste
And there the truth became revealed
That no one but you are my dwelling place
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LETTER: THOUGHTS OF YOU
Thoughts of you swirl in my mind. You have unleashed and freed the wild beast in me where I once was hidden for there was naught a man who was able to tame me, for I was taunted, ridiculed, laughed at and abused... so hidden I was in my darkness for I found no man who could call to me and harness me so I pace and pace til the fury in me can not bare another moment of captivity I pray for a release from my hellish prison. Alas I hear a whisper in the wind I am in a trance for I have never heard a voice so gently and seductive. It seems as if the oceans breeze has carried your angelic voice for I am now searching and traveling to see who this magical being is. Your whisper is steady reassuring and strong for it sees me thru my journey to you. I must find you I must, embrace me so that I may show you how the embers within are now ablaze and at the brink of orgasm...you need not touch nor I lay sight upon you for your words now own me! As a beast once held captive against my will I now kneel before you humbly and give all of me, I WANT to be your prisoner allow me to be kept and never returned.
STORY: FROM A FAN
While we were sleeping, the morning came very quickly as we came back to your house very early in the morning. When the sun was rising, it shined through the window hitting our faces. When I felt the warm sun hit my face, i knew it was morning. I woke up in your arms.. You were still asleep as we had done too much on the first day. I was looking at you while you slept. Thinking of what dimension of dreams you were on, or if I was part of it. I starred at you with such love in my heart and thinking what a wonderful, passionate, committing man you are. As i watched you sleep like a baby, you started to move and you woke. You woke with a huge smile on your face. You looked into my eyes and said" Good morning, beautiful... How did you sleep?" I said, "I slept like a baby in your arms, who cant feel safe and loved?". You said, "Come here" and gave me a big hug and kiss. I layed on your chest while you where holding me. I started to caress your chest and my hands slowly moved down to your dick. It was hard and I was pleased as i knew just my touch alone, made you horny and wanting to have sex with me. As i knew you wanted me, I started to kiss your chest and neck and i straddled myself over you and put your hard dick in my soft, warm pussy. You smiled at me with great joy. This time, I was very gentle. As we had wild sex the night before, I wanted you to experience all of me. I seen pleasure in your face, while i once again moved in an exotic sensual way. While I was moving in such a pleasuring way, i started to caress your chest, neck and face. In the pleasure, I could not hold back and started to moan with great pleasures.. As I was moaning you started to cum. I started to cum.. We had cum together. As i giggled with such joy of feeling us unite, you asked why i was giggling. I said, "This is the very first time, I was able to love someone over and over again and always welcomed to love my other half without excuses and that means a lot to me". You smiled once more and pulled me close to you and we just lied in the bed holding one another. After several minutes of relaxing and holding each other, I told you that i wanted to make breakfast for you.. We both had gotten up and refreshed ourselves in the bathroom and headed to the kitchen. I made us breakfast and you had a huge smile on your face. I smiled back. We ate and once we were done, you said, "'Honey, lets go see a movie". I said, "OK". We both headed to the shower in excitement to caress each other with soap and have us close. We enjoyed just caressing each other and having ourselves close. After our shower, we both got dressed and you searched times and movies. We had about 45 minutes to get to the movies on time.
So, we headed out the door and got there about 10 minutes before the movies had started. barely on time, we headed into the movies. We sat on the left side of the Theater, mid way but near the back. The theater didn't have a lot of people watching the movie. The movie started and you grabbed my hawd and i layed on your chest as you had your armed wrapped around me. We were watching the movie and there was a sex scene in the movie and i felt your hand go into my pants and started to touch my soft warm pussy. I began to unzipped your pants and i took out your beautiful cock and started to suck on it. while everyone in the the theater had their attention on the movie, we were having our own fun. While I was sucking your dick, you were in full ecstasy. You could not hold it back any further, the way my mouth over took your dick and the way my tongue was moving in all different ways, you started to cum. I swallowed every bit of you. You were pleased and you started to kneel down in front of me and started to eat my soft, wet, and warm pussy. You made me feel like i was in heaven flying with Angels and just plain old GOOD!! I was in ecstasy and feeling the wonderful FEELING AS A WOMAN SHOULD ENJOY. You were excellent and i started to cum and could not hold back. I squealed a little, trying to hold back as there were people in the theater. We kissed and held each other close. The movie was finished and on our way out, we heard whispering from other people. They were whispering about as they caught us at the end of our actions in the theater. We both giggled and shrugged our shoulders.. Heck, we both didn't care, at least they had a free preview of two people showing love in the theater..
I asked you if we could go back to central park as I love to walk and look at nature. You said in delight, "yes". We started to head that way and again, you as always a gentleman that you are, you opened the door for me. When i got out of the car, i gave you a kiss and we both walked towards the park. We walked and talked about so many things, i felt that i NEVER wanted this day to en end, I had tears in my eyes because I knew that we would part until the next time. Knowing that we didn't have a next time set up, it really made me sad. But i knew i needed to enjoy the current time and not think about what would happen the very next day. You noticed that i had a tear running down my cheek. You stopped and you held my face in your soft warm hands and you wiped my tear and you kissed me on the forehead. You knew why i was sad, without asking or verifying. I took in a deep sigh and you told me not to worry and to enjoy us at the moment. Ironic that I was just thinking the same thing. Once again like the day before, we were at the park for hours and night started to fall upon us. It was getting even chillier and you took off your jacket and put it on me so that i would not feel the cold. You opened up your car door and we both sat in the car with complete silence. Not knowing what we were going to do or where we were heading, we sat in the car. you looked at me and grabbed my face with both hands and started to kiss me. We started to kiss in a wild way, just wanting each other. You asked me if i wanted to get a drink.. You said that you wanted to do something very wild. Something that you have never done before. We went by the moment. We went in this small bar it was on a corner and all brick. We parked and kissed before getting out of the car. we headed to the corner bar and started to order some drinks and fries. We drank, munched on fries and laughed so much. There was a couple next to us. A very attractive couple. they admired us as we laughed and seen us having fun. The lady approached me and asked if we were newly weds. I said, no.. She smiled and said, "Both of you look great together and have brightened up this place in a way I've never seen". I asked her if they wanted to join us. she headed back to her husband and brought him over to us and we all got along very well. The music started to get louder in the place. We decided to take our own party somewhere else.. we decided to head back to their place. Not knowing who these people are, we went by our vibrational instincts and it feels OK. We get to their home and when we go inside, it is a very nice bright home. they invite us to drink some wine. We drink wine and you notice the husband looking at me with desire. You smile and boldly say, "Do, you think my girl is cute?". He looks at you with surprise and respond, "Yes, she is extremely attractive'. his wife says, 'yes, she is, i would do her'. With shyness in my face but with intrigue, I tell the wife, ,"You are very attractive too, i would do you too". The wife smiles at her husband and looks back at me and says, 'kiss me'. I go towards her and kiss her and start to touch her breasts. We both start kissing and you start to caress my back. While she is kissing me, and i am touching her breasts, she starts to unbutton my shirt and takes it off. You from behind take my bra off. With great pleasure in her husbands face, he takes her blouse off and her bra. Her and i are shirtless and bra less.Her and I stand up while kissing and start to take off our pants. We are now just in underwear.Her husband starts to touch my breasts and you start to touch the wife's breasts. the husband starts to kiss my back and caress me. you are watching and are as horny as can be. I stop kissing the wife and turn around to her cute husband and start to kiss him and the wife is kissing my sweet Alex. we are now making out with the married couple. I than decide to ask for two pillow cases, with a confused look on the wife's face, she gets the pillow cases and I tie you and the wife up on their kitchen chairs and placed the chairs in their living room. I start to kiss the husband and start to suck his dick in front of both of you. You see the pleasure in the husbands face. you know the feeling and are aroused as never before. You have no patience as you want to fuck me and feel my pusy. the husband then puts his dick in my pussy and starts to fuck me with great pleasure. You are watching and the wife tries to break free as she wants my sweet Alex to fuck her. I untie the wife tell her to lick my pussy while her husband fucks me. She starts to lick my pussy while her husband fucks me.. I am so aroused and ready to cum. I start to moan with great pleasure and great ecstasy. i look over at you and I smile. I ask you, "Is this what you wanted to see". With such excitement you say to me, "Yes, honey, Yes, Yes". I tell the wife to untie you and to suck your dick. As her husband is still fucking me, she unties you and starts to suck your dick. You are feeling pleasure but you notice that the sucking is not as good as me. You continue to enjoy the sucking but in your mind, you wish it were me sucking your dick. You are still sitting on the chair and the wife sits on you and starts fucking you in the chair.. the husband is still fucking me as he enjoys my big pussy and the wetness my pussy releases, I bend over and i start to kiss you while he is fucking me and the wife is sitting on you, fucking you. i see that your eyes talk to me. I see that your eyes are telling me that you love this. You see in my eyes that i will do anything for you and pleasure you in all ways. you are pleased. The husband starts to cum. Cum is running down my legs. You start to cum as this excites you and the wife also starts to cum as she enjoys the moan of the men. We all have smiles on our faces. We then drank a little more wine and you and i decided to go home. It was very late and We needed to rest. We headed home and you could not stop telling me how this was exciting and that you were very pleased. I then relied, "I asked you if you could handle me, and you said you could, i tried to tell you that i am who i am and will do anything to please you. i also told you that i love sex, but you didn't believe me". You smiled and said with so much love, "I love you, and nothing will ever change this". I replied, "I love you too, and you will always be my love'. When we got back home, we both showered and went to bed completely naked. We slept like babies with smiles on our faces..
So, we headed out the door and got there about 10 minutes before the movies had started. barely on time, we headed into the movies. We sat on the left side of the Theater, mid way but near the back. The theater didn't have a lot of people watching the movie. The movie started and you grabbed my hawd and i layed on your chest as you had your armed wrapped around me. We were watching the movie and there was a sex scene in the movie and i felt your hand go into my pants and started to touch my soft warm pussy. I began to unzipped your pants and i took out your beautiful cock and started to suck on it. while everyone in the the theater had their attention on the movie, we were having our own fun. While I was sucking your dick, you were in full ecstasy. You could not hold it back any further, the way my mouth over took your dick and the way my tongue was moving in all different ways, you started to cum. I swallowed every bit of you. You were pleased and you started to kneel down in front of me and started to eat my soft, wet, and warm pussy. You made me feel like i was in heaven flying with Angels and just plain old GOOD!! I was in ecstasy and feeling the wonderful FEELING AS A WOMAN SHOULD ENJOY. You were excellent and i started to cum and could not hold back. I squealed a little, trying to hold back as there were people in the theater. We kissed and held each other close. The movie was finished and on our way out, we heard whispering from other people. They were whispering about as they caught us at the end of our actions in the theater. We both giggled and shrugged our shoulders.. Heck, we both didn't care, at least they had a free preview of two people showing love in the theater..
I asked you if we could go back to central park as I love to walk and look at nature. You said in delight, "yes". We started to head that way and again, you as always a gentleman that you are, you opened the door for me. When i got out of the car, i gave you a kiss and we both walked towards the park. We walked and talked about so many things, i felt that i NEVER wanted this day to en end, I had tears in my eyes because I knew that we would part until the next time. Knowing that we didn't have a next time set up, it really made me sad. But i knew i needed to enjoy the current time and not think about what would happen the very next day. You noticed that i had a tear running down my cheek. You stopped and you held my face in your soft warm hands and you wiped my tear and you kissed me on the forehead. You knew why i was sad, without asking or verifying. I took in a deep sigh and you told me not to worry and to enjoy us at the moment. Ironic that I was just thinking the same thing. Once again like the day before, we were at the park for hours and night started to fall upon us. It was getting even chillier and you took off your jacket and put it on me so that i would not feel the cold. You opened up your car door and we both sat in the car with complete silence. Not knowing what we were going to do or where we were heading, we sat in the car. you looked at me and grabbed my face with both hands and started to kiss me. We started to kiss in a wild way, just wanting each other. You asked me if i wanted to get a drink.. You said that you wanted to do something very wild. Something that you have never done before. We went by the moment. We went in this small bar it was on a corner and all brick. We parked and kissed before getting out of the car. we headed to the corner bar and started to order some drinks and fries. We drank, munched on fries and laughed so much. There was a couple next to us. A very attractive couple. they admired us as we laughed and seen us having fun. The lady approached me and asked if we were newly weds. I said, no.. She smiled and said, "Both of you look great together and have brightened up this place in a way I've never seen". I asked her if they wanted to join us. she headed back to her husband and brought him over to us and we all got along very well. The music started to get louder in the place. We decided to take our own party somewhere else.. we decided to head back to their place. Not knowing who these people are, we went by our vibrational instincts and it feels OK. We get to their home and when we go inside, it is a very nice bright home. they invite us to drink some wine. We drink wine and you notice the husband looking at me with desire. You smile and boldly say, "Do, you think my girl is cute?". He looks at you with surprise and respond, "Yes, she is extremely attractive'. his wife says, 'yes, she is, i would do her'. With shyness in my face but with intrigue, I tell the wife, ,"You are very attractive too, i would do you too". The wife smiles at her husband and looks back at me and says, 'kiss me'. I go towards her and kiss her and start to touch her breasts. We both start kissing and you start to caress my back. While she is kissing me, and i am touching her breasts, she starts to unbutton my shirt and takes it off. You from behind take my bra off. With great pleasure in her husbands face, he takes her blouse off and her bra. Her and i are shirtless and bra less.Her and I stand up while kissing and start to take off our pants. We are now just in underwear.Her husband starts to touch my breasts and you start to touch the wife's breasts. the husband starts to kiss my back and caress me. you are watching and are as horny as can be. I stop kissing the wife and turn around to her cute husband and start to kiss him and the wife is kissing my sweet Alex. we are now making out with the married couple. I than decide to ask for two pillow cases, with a confused look on the wife's face, she gets the pillow cases and I tie you and the wife up on their kitchen chairs and placed the chairs in their living room. I start to kiss the husband and start to suck his dick in front of both of you. You see the pleasure in the husbands face. you know the feeling and are aroused as never before. You have no patience as you want to fuck me and feel my pusy. the husband then puts his dick in my pussy and starts to fuck me with great pleasure. You are watching and the wife tries to break free as she wants my sweet Alex to fuck her. I untie the wife tell her to lick my pussy while her husband fucks me. She starts to lick my pussy while her husband fucks me.. I am so aroused and ready to cum. I start to moan with great pleasure and great ecstasy. i look over at you and I smile. I ask you, "Is this what you wanted to see". With such excitement you say to me, "Yes, honey, Yes, Yes". I tell the wife to untie you and to suck your dick. As her husband is still fucking me, she unties you and starts to suck your dick. You are feeling pleasure but you notice that the sucking is not as good as me. You continue to enjoy the sucking but in your mind, you wish it were me sucking your dick. You are still sitting on the chair and the wife sits on you and starts fucking you in the chair.. the husband is still fucking me as he enjoys my big pussy and the wetness my pussy releases, I bend over and i start to kiss you while he is fucking me and the wife is sitting on you, fucking you. i see that your eyes talk to me. I see that your eyes are telling me that you love this. You see in my eyes that i will do anything for you and pleasure you in all ways. you are pleased. The husband starts to cum. Cum is running down my legs. You start to cum as this excites you and the wife also starts to cum as she enjoys the moan of the men. We all have smiles on our faces. We then drank a little more wine and you and i decided to go home. It was very late and We needed to rest. We headed home and you could not stop telling me how this was exciting and that you were very pleased. I then relied, "I asked you if you could handle me, and you said you could, i tried to tell you that i am who i am and will do anything to please you. i also told you that i love sex, but you didn't believe me". You smiled and said with so much love, "I love you, and nothing will ever change this". I replied, "I love you too, and you will always be my love'. When we got back home, we both showered and went to bed completely naked. We slept like babies with smiles on our faces..
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LETTER: MY LOVE
My love, how I often I think of you...it seems as thou you are forever on my mind...I wonder if I am so lucky..to have this man who writes such things I thought only the angels are privy too..then I realized that you are an angel sent by God himself..how I have prayed to have such a gift bestow upon me. You have taken me from the depths of hell itself and brought me such tender love and restored my wounded heart. I have vowed to you and God that I will honor you, praise you, love you thru all that the world throws at us good and bad thru sickness and health and even death will not part us. I will always be of service to your every need..my body is yours to do as you please .. My heart is in your hands you can crush it or you can cherish it. I long to rub your body of stress and shower you with my scented juices, I want to run my fingers thru your hair and pull your head back to kiss your neck and make my way to your precious lips and tell you how much I love you...how I long to rest my head on your chest to hear your heart beat...I can hear it now and I sigh with longing and I whisper to you my body is longing for you it is erupting with such desire for you ...your senses are heightened you smell the aroma from my pussy...your eyes see the desire burning for you in my eyes you can feel my body ache and squirm as I am begging you to take me.. Can you understand how I feel how I wonder if you think of me as I think of you!!!
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