POETRY: SHE IS MY DESTINY

Softly, being, in love
Among the morning
flowers
Wandering in the
tranquil garden
Waterfall music
playing endlessly
And young leaves
dancing delicately
in the freshness
Of morning awakening
Here there is our love
Soft thoughts of
you, enshrined
In memories sweet
Gentle kisses at
the opening of
our affair
Persuasion, in our
eyes, in contact
Smiles and soft,
soft touches
Soft, soft memories
of the beginning
Endless dreams of
softness in encounters
Infinite memories of
...Softly, Being, in Love




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Her sweet breath blankets the room,
As I watch her sleep away the night.
Her silky curls caress her pillow,
As she cuddles her teddy bear tight.

Her eyes flutter like butterflies,
When she remembers to suck her thumb
The beauty of her pure innocence
Makes any hardship I face go numb.

I glance once more at her angelic face,
So that I can sleep peacefully,
For she brings light into my dreams,
After all...

She is my Destiny!






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Again I find I'm almost there; the passion inside me burns
and once again I'm reaching out.... almost afraid to reach it
Am I reaching you?
Do you feel the same way I do?
Do you know what i feel for you?

I'm ready to resume my life if you don't love me like I do you,
but I'm not ready to let go.

I'm restless, I'm longing I hurt I want to touch you.
My hand extends...take it!
It's cold out there and you are warm
and much too far away, come closer!

Take my hand let me draw you in, let me comfort you.
You are safe you're in my arms, I am here for you.

So fall asleep..
I'm awake and watching over you
with my hand on your breast your chest rises, you breathe.
rest in my arms in peace.




4
When I look at you,
I see what 'natural beauty', is all about.
Right then and there, my heart tells me.
That you're the one it loves, without a doubt.

Your, pearl like, eyes.
Your, velvet like, hair.
That's why men,
Can't help but stare.

If you have seen,
In this world.
This particular,
Kind of girl.
Make sure that you
Remember her name.
So you can say,
That you once met,
The perfect girl...
The perfect woman




5
Her shimmering hair cascades down the pillow of my memory
As a waterfall of sensuality.
She spreads through the labyrinth of my existing emptiness
Filling the barren mazeways of my heart with her joy.

Tumbling carefree through the empty arteries
She brings with her a storm of tempting desire
Fervent needs to be fulfilled
But remain respectfully unfulfilled.

She is implanted within the roots of my timeline
With love evolved from the dawn of my being
coursing wildly through the pathways of my desire
Yet, I am denied her touch, though touched by her love.

She crosses the pathways of my consciousness each day
Blithely strolling, her face glowing with extreme joy
Her beauty matching her spirit
And I mourn for a love lost to me.

Yet she remains rooted in my consciousness
Written in my heart as love's story unfolds
A love to be cherished through lifetimes past
And lifetimes present
A love to be honored
A woman to be adored
Through lifetimes future
But for now
A pillowed memory.



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Hold me please
I need your arms
I can't even hear your voice
Why can't you be here for me?

I need your sweet breath on my neck
I want to sleep in your arms
It can be my only restitution
The only way
I'll ever recover

I die a little every day
Without your arms
Wrapped around me tight

Honestly everything I do IS for you
For my life
Don't walk away
It's my death
For you are the sun and moon

Don't leave me here in the dark
Please don't just stand there
When you don't know what else
Hug me...
Hold me...

But you aren't here
I sleep alone
Dying slightly
Crying more
Wanting you with me
If I could only touch the wave of your hair
And cradle my head on your shoulder

Kiss my head... please
And whisper "I love you"
Reassure me

Don't walk away
I really would die
Don't think you understand
How much you really mean

My chest is ripping
You aren't here
My eyes ache from the tears
Puffy and tired
Please... kiss them better

I needed you
Oh so badly last night
To be there
I still need you
And you are gone now
And my eyes hurt
I'm so tired

I want your arms still
Kisses... not here now
I pray my dreams don't haunt me
I drift to sleep.




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together
entangled inexorably
exposed emotions
forces
full so potent ...
prevent attack, decay
marshall vigour
of our consummation
and prevail in love




8

your lips beg...
so i taste,
sweet from red wine

my head, dizzy
like a spinning top

you pour a tall glass
of intended seduction
i drink merrily,
surrendering all

i saw in your eyes
a point of no return

you have proof
you have milked my soul dry
suddenly
i have no options



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Without you? I'd be a soul without a purpose.
Without you? I'd be an emotion without a heart.

I'm a face without expression,
A heart with no beat.
Without you by my side,
I'm just a flame without the heat.

Without you? I'd be a dream without an impetus.
Without you? I'd be a thought without a mind.

I'm a picture without color,
A sky with no sun.
I need you here beside me,
Because you're my loving one.

Without you? I'd be a wave without an ocean.
Without you? I'd be a bird without wings.

I'm a song without sound,
A moon with no shine.
I want you here, darling,
To tell me you'll always be mine.

You promise that you'll love me forever;
I trust what you say is true;
Because if I'm to be an emotion of love,
The element I need is you.




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Your Smile - Your Smell - Your Laugh - and Your Breath -
So much more makes my life whole.
With you i find peace and with you i have a reason to live.

Hun you made me a person i never imagined i would be able to be
And today when i am away from you
i find it way too difficult!

I miss you so much that each second that i breath -
my heart pounds and starts having your thoughts -
that very moment i feel to hold you close and tightly in my arms.
I always - actually every second think of making you
forever stay in my arms and heart.

I love you baby and miss you!
You are and always will be my sweet, cute, and adorable baby.