POETRY: OUR SOULS ARE CONNECTED

Your Essence surrounds me.
It flows through the wires.
Loving words greet me
And fuel my desires.

The sound of your voice,
The love in your words
Makes my heart rejoice
With love songs unheard.

Your Essence is with me
Day in and day out.
Our souls are connected
Of that there is no doubt

Who led us to meet?
What fate was the guide?
If it was a higher power,
My faith will abide.

Your Essence is welcomed
Into my life.
You've given me reason
To forget the strife

Of every day living
Of problems unsolved.
Now I live for giving
You all of my love.

POETRY: TOUCHING

If I offer you this precious heart

Would you be willing to pay its price?

If I decide to give you my soul

Would you accept it with pride?

If I lay down my life before you
Would you keep it or let it slip...
If I tell you how I feel
Would you vow to make a change?

If I ask you to walk a mile...
Would you be bold to take a step?
If I beg you to lie for me
Would you pass this litmus test of love?


PART II

Her laughter quiets angel-song,
Her flashing eyes of sky,
Unto herself does she belong,
But to own her, men still try.

To know her is to know true despair,
With little hope of finding,
The way to her heart?s lost lair,
Or the key to its secret binding.

But search I must, however unwise,
For to cease would guarantee,
The loss of heaven?s greatest prize,
And the forfeiture of its destiny.

PART III


Love is a frivolous game
Of sweet kisses and
dangerous delights
Of heightened senses
and blissful thoughts

Love is such a play
Of tenderness and
passion
In the lives
of so many-
An elusive quest

Love is a tragedy, too
Of disregard for-
commonsense
Of reckless abandon
And lost reality

But love, in all
Is the game of life
Of fully living
The theme of
intimacy
Touching the fibers
of existence
Of pain and-
pleasure
For life
without love's
assurance is-
death

JOURNAL: I WANT TO BE A DAD

I want a baby...I want to be a Dad.
Part of me is so scared of being totally responsible for another human being. What if the child turns out be a crack head or serial killer! What if I am not a good parent, what if I can’t afford everything the child needs, what if I work too much?  how can I manage that with a new born? Can I really afford a child……what about daycare, isn’t that expensive?

Then I think, a baby would bring so much joy in your life. It would make a house a home. I could really leave my finger print on the life of child. My life would become much broader and my heart will experience a love like no other. These thoughts make me excited.

But then the negative thoughts come up. You are too busy for a baby, you barely have time to sleep now, you don’t make enough money for a baby.

I want to be a father....i do.

STORY ABOUT KINDNESS

A wise woman who was traveling in the mountains found a precious stone in a stream. The next day she met another traveler who was hungry, and the wise woman opened her bag to share her food. The hungry traveler saw the precious stone and asked the woman to give it to him. She did so without hesitation. The traveler left, rejoicing in his good fortune. He knew the stone was worth enough to give him security for a lifetime. But a few days later he came back to return the stone to the wise woman. "I've been thinking," he said, "I know how valuable the stone is, but I give it back in the hope that you can give me something even more precious. Give me what you have within you that enabled you to give me the stone." - Author Unknown

POETRY: WITH A LOOK SHE CAPTURES ME

As I am lying here
in the quiet of the night,
I cannot help think of everything
that makes up my life.
And you just happen to be
one of the most precious things.

It has been so long since I have seen you,
since I have heard you talk,
since I have felt your hands on me.

I keep asking myself:
"Why do I still like you so much
after all this time?"
I mean, we are a world apart...

But out here in the quiet of the night,
everything is coming back to me.
Like it was yesterday and
not months and months ago

I can see you so clearly in my mind.
Your 'always so perfect' hair...
your dark brown eyes...
your soft, full lips...
that I wanted so badly to kiss.

You seem so real in my mind
yet, you are so far...
like a distant star
I am wishing on tonight.

It has been so long since I have seen you
Yet my feelings for you are so strong.
Even time could not change them (yet).
Even now, just thinking about you
I get that same old feeling.
That feeling I have had,
so much trouble getting used to
an urge to hug you and kiss you passionately.

Yet I cannot.
We are so far apart...
Distance makes people forget each other;
Will you forget me?
I know you will always be in my heart.
And I know that for a fact,
because I just realized
I love you.

There is only one question
I want so badly to know the answer to.
And that question is:
"Do you love me, too?"


PART II

I once had a dream of a beautiful girl
She was wearing a beautiful white dress
A dress unlike any other
It had small tiny diamonds all over it
Only for the prettiest queen it will be fit
I remember looking at her placing my hand on my heart
An image of absolute beauty was what she was
She looked at me and laughed while pointing to my heart
I realized then and there that her standards were just too high
But I was wrong- what she really meant was that I was too shy
Unable to approach her in my dream or in real life

When I woke up from that dream I realized who she was
She was the girl who I really wanted all through my life
Although out of fear of rejection I never approached her
She laughed at me in my dream to show me that she also cared
Waiting for me, wanting me to be part of her life forever

PART III

With a look she captures me,
Eyes intense and fiery,
And then a sudden awakening,
Of what my world was blind to see

How could a beauty so refined,
Be kept at bay for such a time,
Charm and grace artfully combined
Oh, what pleasure to make her mine

But no, her heart longs to be free
And dance around society
No chains or weight just melody
An angel of chance and uncertainty

This heart that's free will travel far
And hitch her wagon to a star
Proving divinely avatar
Rips through the scene but leaves no scar

To view art by beauty such as this
The yearning soul it must confess
The heart that's free it fights to posess
And lock it away in secure darkness

But why capture this heart so young in age?
Before it's chance to walk the stage
Draw in, relish the audience praise
And make the suitors wait for days

I wish your heart to be free 'till it tires so
And settles in the arms of a lucky fellow
I wish you strength and for your wings to grow
Explore everywhere you wish to go

LOVE: WHEN A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN WANTS YOU

When a beautiful woman wants you...it like you matter. When you have been rejected as a child...you begin to believe your life doesn't matter. Life is about love and marriage and kids. Oprah talk about validation and she was right. A woman's pussy is like nothing else. When you are inside it.....it like being home.

STORY:SATURDAY WOULD PASS INTO SUNDAY

The perfect day….hummmm….it would have to be either spring or fall when the nights are cool and the days warm….I think it would begin when I was aroused from a sound sleep and glancing down I find My morning erection is being tended to by a set of tender hands and a warm mouth….I would allow her to feed until she was rewarded with My creamy gift….after that it would be a shower and I would be off to the golf course relaxed and ready….on the drive back home it would begin to rain…one of those warm rains with the thunder way off in the distance…I would find My pet waiting on the deck by the pool in nothing but a light sheer robe and with a drink in her hand…now, there in the rain it would be My turn to dine…and it would be her flesh I feasted upon as we were bathed in the rain…she would scream with delight as My mouth took her and when she begged for release I would allow it again and again…a quick nap and she and I would be off…dining, maybe dancing at a club where I would show her off to all there…it would be clear to all who she belonged to and her attention and devotion would be displayed in her submission….on the drive back home the play would begin there in the car….it would build the desire and the yearning so that when Wwe arrived back home there would be no doubt what was going to happen…the play would be long and intense…there would be silk ropes, candles, blades, a crop, and flogger…then when both were exhausted she would be released from her bindings and sleep would overtake us…Saturday would pass into Sunday and in the morning there would be the start of another perfect day.

POETRY: I KNOW SURRENDER ALL RESISTANCE...ENVELOPS MY LOVE

It is a presence which no one sees
A silent breeze that flows through you
Where it comes from, you do not know
Where it is going, you will never know
Who will it flow through?
When will it stop?
Wait, when did it start?

You do not know their answers
And no one around you does, either
When you feel something flow through you
Do not ask these questions
Just stop and savor the moment
Of a silent breeze flowing through you

It may go away...
But will always manage to blow back your way


PART 2

As I survey the sunbeams that dance across the sea,
I close my eyes and see you walking next to me.
As I watch the white sweeping tide,
the churning emotion in my soul, I can no longer hide.
Because if you were with me on that moistened beach,
it is for your tender hand I would softly reach.
And as we would walk amidst the ocean's roar,
my heart would confess it is you I adore.
But unlike the water's edge which does ebb and flow,
my dream and hope would be for our love to always grow.


PART 3

The wild flame of your lovely eyes
has not still extinguished, my love, has not still extinguished!
In nights without stars, they glisten as two Venus'
in the immensity of the night, lighting my destiny

Although with the implacable passing of time,
the brightness of the fire of your lovely eyes,
it was tinged of sadness and the wild thing became fondness,
they still smile with sweetness, every time they meet with mine

My love, the wild fire of your pretty eyes,
they still warm my heartbroken being in the cold mornings
when the morning nostalgia rides hopelessly
looking for restless souls as mine.

My love, the wild fire of your beautiful eyes
a long time ago they found for chance
the hidden fire of my sad sad eyes
and they melted in love fire for an eternity.

The wild fire of your lovely eyes
has not still extinguished, my love, has not still extinguished!


PART 4

Your bright smile
A million pixels wide
Caught up
In your synaptic trap
I acquiesce
Mindful machinations, yes
Worn thin by your duplicity
Your fiery fingers
Trace hidden skid marks
On my naked soul
Incinerating my world.
With an impish grin
Your hidden agenda
Two fold, perhaps
Head long in pursuit
My defenses ebbed
To an all time low
I now surrender all resistence
Sadness, paramount
Envelops my soul

PART 5

Lying next to beauty with the moonlight on her skin
I was lost inside a lover as the walls were caving in
The moment that we started was the night I felt your kiss
We held on tight together, falling drunken through the mist

You swore our love was ancient, like the scrolls enduring time
Then ripped out all the pages where we suffer for these crimes
Your treasures laid before me, though we struggled for relief
I cherished every moment, of those nights I was your thief

It was nearly late September by the time my tongue confessed
I'd been haunted by a spirit that you never could possess
For what became thereafter, left my heart a raided tomb
And the emptiest of chambers in these walls still long for you


PART 6

I feel the cold winter wind upon my skin but still,
something warms me to my very soul.
I feel I am floating on a cloud amongst all the stars;
this cloud is made of silk, and stretches to blanket eternity.
Something magical must be holding me in this splendor.
I feel mesmerized by eyes that reach deep into my soul.
I cannot look away, for as I hold this vision
my soul flies to a place only felt by angels.
I feel I am drowning in an ocean with waves
crashing all around me. I do not panic
for the ocean becomes a place of peace,
a place of serenity. I know I must be dreaming,
all of these sensations I feel are impossible.
But then again, I have never known a love
as soft and warm as I feel when I am with you.

PART 7

When we make love, the world stops turning.
When we make love, I can feel your desire burning.
Our two bodies become one.
When we make love, we forget about the moon and we forget about the sun.

Our two bodies entangle like two vines.
Love is all we have on our minds.
Your heart beats fast as the pace goes from slow to fast.
We forget about our future and we forget about our past.

I can see the love in your eyes and I can feel the love in your heart.
Nothing can come between us. No one can keep us apart.
Our desire for each other is like a fire out of control.
I want your entire bsdy; I want your heart and your soul.

When we make love, the stars shine bright.
When we make love, we forget if its day or night.
I do not want this love to ever end.
You're my lover, my soul mate and my friend.

No other love could ever take your place.
When we make love I can feel the love and see the love in your face.
This love is real. This love is true.
And every night we make love, I thank God for you

JOURNAL: SOMETIMES I FEEL MY LIFE IS POINTLESS

“Your outlook on life is a direct reflection on how much you like yourself.” ~ Lululemon

“My existence on this Earth is pointless.”

That thought crossed my mind every night before I fell asleep.

It had been several months since I graduated from high school and I had no idea what I was going to do with my life. My future plans were falling to pieces, and everyone around me kept telling me that I needed to start accomplishing things that I had not yet accomplished.

I was not where I thought I should be in life. Everyone had expectations that I hadn’t met. I became too focused on becoming a version of myself that everyone else wanted, and I constantly compared myself to other people who had already taken the dive into the next chapter of their life.

I was relentlessly questioned and judged for my slower progression in life, which convinced me that no one supported me or believed in me. I wondered why I even bothered to exist if I was getting nowhere and disappointing everyone. I began to blame everyone but myself for the state of misery I had fallen into.

My self-esteem began to suffer as the months went by. I felt inferior to everyone and it made me hate myself. I still did not know what I wanted to do with my life—and I was starting to not even care.

But several months and hundreds of needless self insults later, I decided to block out the negativity, both from myself and other people. I silenced the voice in my head that told me I wasn’t good enough and asked myself what would really make me happy.

I’ve always been very creative and expressive. I used to sing, act, and dance when I was younger. But my favorite thing has always been writing.

Some of the happiest moments in my life came from opportunities to express myself or put my heart and soul out for everyone to see. Every path I tried to take always led me back to writing.

I got to a point where I realized that I was only trying to pursue other paths because I thought that’s what other people would accept. I was afraid that if I let my imagination soar to all the different possibilities, people would tear me down or tell me to be “realistic.”

The bottom line is that I became paralyzed with this fear of not being accepted. I was afraid to be different or go my own way and pursue what truly made me happy. I put myself in a box.

One day, I decided that enough was enough. I spent an entire year of my life trying to be “realistic” and conform to the expectations of other people. I realized that you can’t please everyone anyway, so trying will definitely not lead to contentment.

Real happiness comes from being content with and proud of yourself.

I finally decided that I was going to devote my time to learning about writing and working on my writing skills. I am happy with that decision and I feel better about myself because I made it for me.

I have learned a few things about choosing the right path for yourself, focusing on what will make you happy. If you’ve been struggling to make that choice, I recommend:
Drop your worries.

Worry puts a burden on your mind, body, and spirit. They can keep you up all night if you let them. Find comfort in the fact that everything happens for a reason and everything will fall into place at the right time.

During my period of low self-esteem and extreme uncertainty, I relentlessly questioned every aspect of my life. I would go to bed frustrated and upset as I told myself I wasn’t good enough, and that I wished I was like everyone else my age.

By constantly bashing yourself and worrying about every single thing that happens to you, you’re missing out on happiness that you could’ve had all along.
Do not try to please or impress anyone but yourself.

The need to impress, please, and compare ourselves to other people all the time is one of the most common causes of self-loathing. As long as you’re trying to please other people and live up to their expectations, you will not be pleasing yourself.

What I’ve learned is that happiness does not come from pleasing other people. Happiness comes from feeling content with your own life and goals.
Embrace your unique qualities and talents.

Everyone is different. Figure out what you’re good at and what sets you apart from everyone else. Your mission is to create a reason for being here.
Believe in your path.

When you start to figure out what you want in life, there will be obstacles. Do not let anyone or anything discourage you from continuing on. Believe in yourself and believe in your decisions.

Stay positive and keep moving forward.
Take your time.

Life does not come with a rulebook or deadlines for accomplishing certain things. I used to always think that I needed to be at the same level as everyone else my age. Life is not a race or a contest.

Have faith in the fact that you are exactly where you need to be at this very moment in time and as long as you’re content, don’t let anyone convince you that you’re not where you need to be. You be the judge of what you want to change in your life and then do it for you.
Surround yourself with positivity.

Try to limit the amount of time you spend with people who nay-say, judge, or ridicule. Choose to completely surround yourself with positive, inspiring influences. You will feel much happier and better about yourself if you do.

Make a list of sayings or quotes that make you feel encouraged or inspired and keep it where you can see it each day. Try putting the list under your pillow or on your refrigerator door.

The most important thing to remember is that you are worth it, you can go another day, and you can be happy. Life will not throw you anything you cannot handle or overcome.

Once you start to accept and love yourself and your desired path, the smoke will clear and you will breathe easy again. Be kind to yourself and life will be a whole lot brighter.

THOUGHTS: DON'T FEEL ALONE

Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They’re lonely. They’re missing somebody. They’re in love with someone they probably shouldn’t be in love with. They have secrets you wouldn’t believe. They wish and they dream and they hope, and they look out the window whenever they’re in the car or on a bus or a train and they watch the people on the streets and wonder what they’ve been through. They wonder if there are people out there like them. They’re like you, and you could tell them everything and they would understand.

And right now, they’re sitting here reading these words, and I’m writing this for you so you don’t feel alone anymore.

POETRY: YOU TOUCHED ME LAST NIGHT

Oh, kiss
You are lingering
Like the perfume of blossoms
On a summer evening
Lips so soft
And so sweet
Journey's end
When lovers meet
Pretty gleaming
Of eyes and smile
Senses reeling
All the while
Love is told
With a kiss
But none so great
Such as this



PART II


Does the wind need to blow
for its existence to show?
so is my love for you...
Silent, but all aglow.

Do we need to see the stars every night
to prove that they are still there?
So is my love for you...
Invisible, yet all bare.

Do we need to check whether the trees are green
or the sky still blue?
So is my love for you...
Colourful, just out of view.

Do we need to breathe
to confirm if we aren't in the grave?
So is my love for you...
Free to go, yet your slave.

Do we need to count the days
to know the existence of time?
So is my love for you...
Timeless, yet my misfortune,
for you... worth less than a dime


PART III

you touched me last night
and i felt it deep within,
as my heart skipped a beat,
my thoughts wandered thin.

till there was only you
; as far as i could see,
your blue eyes looking into mine,
it's where i wanted to be.

you touched me last night
not with your hand or your soft lips,
you touched me with your heart,
far better than any kiss


PART III

Sometimes at night you close your eyes and?
You dream of places far away.
You dream of goals unachieved.

Sometimes at night you close your eyes and...
You imagine things yet to be discovered.
You imagine flying through outer space.

Sometimes at night you close your eyes and...
You see yourself as a child again.
You see the time you?ve let pass you by.

Sometimes at night you close your eyes and...
You wish you could be on top of the world.
You wish you could sleep.

Sometimes at night I close my eyes and...
I dream of being wrapped up in your arms.
I imagine feeling your lips against mine.
I see you looking at me from across the room.
I wish you were lying here with me.

Sometimes at night I close my eyes and see only you.


PART VI

When we're alone, my love, just you and I -
As when we first played court in darkened lanes,

We talked together of each other's lives
And deeply gazed into those love filled eyes.

For now we've been together silver years,
 The lines have deepened with the tolls of time,

Yet, I know that you'll be ever mine
Through times of happiness and times of tears.

Our fledglings now have flown our nest;
The time is ours to fill just as we feel ?

As once gain we find our lives alone,
 Renew the deepest feelings not yet lost.

Make love to me with skillful, practiced zeal,
 Then say to me, "My love is yours to own."

POETRY: I WOULD NEVER LOVE ANYONE BUT YOU

An island
in an ocean deep blue
White surf cascading
over crisp coral outcrops
Along an endless beach
of hot golden sands
With you in the heat
of a tropical day
Sultry eyes
of sapphire brilliance
Skin soft and pure,
provoking me

There we danced
the day away
Cooling our blistering feet
in the cool blue waters
Splashing in the sea,
in gleeful play
Dancing the time away
until the dusk,
dark night

In the cool breeze
of a simple fan
and dim lantern light,
delight
To the strains
of distant music
Lying
in the mellowing day
gone
In softness and passion
Caressing
the late hours away
In love
with the night's dark
Until dawn awakens
slowly
another day
in love's play


PART II

Is it because of your sensitive smile
or maybe your dancing eyes,
the way you express yourself,
perhaps your smooth skin?
It could be the air around you,
the honesty I feel,
the worries you share,
the questions you ask. 
It could be all of these,
or none at all. 
The emotions I feel, come from within.
Is it because we share the same sign,
or ever since I looked at you
I desired you to be mine? 
Have you ever heard of a lost soul,
a feeling so uncontrolled? 
Why is it when I think of you
I find myself on another planet,
suspended in air, lost at sea?
All of these feelings are combined inside me. 
This is for you always
remember me
you are a symbol.


PART III

My lover held me in
her arms. Her arms
surrounded my body
with her love.

She asked me if I was
in love with her? "I
told her I would never
love anyone but you".

My love said, "I wouldn't
love anyone but you,
'cause you are the love,
lover of my life. You
are my heart and soul.

You are the Queen of
my heart, the love of
my soul, and you are
the faith of my spirit.

You are my first love,
you are the love of my
heart you will always and
forevermore, be my first
      true love.
       
LOVER'S FOR ETERNITY
        &
   FOREVERMORE




PART IV

My love you is my heart and soul.
You are my air I breathe.
My heart skips a beat when I see you.
You are the earth I walk on underneath my feet.
You are my everything.
You are my beautiful queen of mine.
My love for you is stronger than my faith in myself.
No one or no thing can take you away from me.
My love you lives inside my heart and soul.
I can't stop thinking about you.
Till the moment I wake up.
Till the second I fall asleep.
You are my everything.
I can't and will not live without you, my love.
You will always be with me.
I will never forget you.
Even in death I will be with you.
For all the rest of time.
I can get lost in your beauty.
From you georgeous body, to your sparkling eyes.
From your long silky hair, to your smooth as silk skin.
You are my perfect breathtaking angel.
An angel sent from heaven to be with this more than lucky boy.
Everything about you is perfect.
Your compassion and gentle spirit is to die for.
My love you are my everything
And always will be for all the rest of time.
It kills me inside to be away from you, my love.
I can't live without being with you.
You are my irresistable angelic queen.
So live on beautiful queen of mine.
May you live in tranquility and harmony.
May you go through no more hardships
In your life than you have already gone though

POETRY : WITH ALL MY SOUL

I visit you in the night
in your dreams, in your heart
and whisper to you of a love
that we both know is right.

Carrying you up through the clouds
and settling among the stars,
you and I know where we are.
Here is heaven as our playground;
the angels stand guard over us
as we love our lives away.

Sun never sets, skies always blue!
I then bring you back down,
put you to rest in your bed
as you go off into another dream.

I quietly leave like smoke
through the open window
just to enter again
and start the dream over...



PART II

There are so many things I want to say
Things like, I love you more and more
But the only thing that comes out is
Tu eres mi amor

You have beautiful hazel eyes
Unto your soul they're a door
So I can speak to your heart and say
Tu eres mi amor

You are so sweet
Even unto the core
Like a honeycomb
Tu eres mi amor



PART III

Sometimes life doesn?t go quite as we would have wished,
And many of our goals are less than accomplished.
But we must keep out heads held high and just believe.
Just when I thought no one cared, you were there for me.

Yet, we have never met, I have yet to see your face.
I?m sure your eyes do sparkle and your features full of grace.
I often dream of the day I come in contact with you,
It will be like a feeling that never before I knew.

The first time I see your face, there is no mistake.
I feel so alive I tingle all over, my senses come awake.
I become so overwhelmed I can feel the tears building up.
I hug you tightly and sense your joy just as much.

This embrace lasts but a few seconds, but forever in my mind.
We talk a while, I come to know you're one of a kind.
The longer I spend with you, the clearer it becomes,
You?re the one I've always wanted, you are the one.

Then comes the dreaded time when we must part.
You come empty-handed, but you leave with my heart.
We both grew silent, at the time we should say goodbye.
Our bodies come closer together, your lips touch mine.

I feel as though I've come to another world.
My life has taken meaning from this pretty young girl.
My voice then shudders as I stutter out goodnight.
I just stand there watching until you're out of sight.

I sit down and just wonder if all this could be real.
Is this girl an angel? Does she feel the way I feel??
If she does, then this thing we have will always be.
In this one day I have fallen in love, as anyone can see


PART IV

i want you to know i'm forever yours
forever in your heart
until the end we shall be
i swear you this, eternally

i want you to know you are forever mine
forever in my heart
no love can be stronger
and no love can last longer





PART V

As the sun peacefully sleeps
And the moon up high shines,
I write this poem
And make these rhymes...
Trying to find the way
To tell you a few things
Like the happiness and joy
That your life brings...
The feeling I found
When I found you
The words you say
The things you do...
Sometimes I wish I was a bird
To fly all the way there
and softly whisper in your ear
How much I really care...
The moon is no longer shining
And the sun is awaking
With you inside my heart
I lie here thinking,
If you'd still be here with me
As I reach out to hold you
If you'd still call out my name
When there's nothing left to do...
To the heavens above
I ask sincerely
With all my soul
I pray honestly
That you'll always stay here
That you never have to go
That you truly believe me
When I say I love you so...

WHOEVER YOU ARE READING THIS

Whoever you are reading this, i do. i love you. “Always remember this: somewhere, someone is happy…simply because you exist.” You. Yes, you. I am writing this for you. I know you are reading this. And I want you to know I am writing this for you. No one else will understand. No one else knows. They think that this is for them. But it’s not. I am writing this for you. I want you to know, life…it’s hard. Every day can be a challenge. It can be a challenge to get up in the morning. To get yourself out of bed. To put on that smile. But I want you to know, that smile is what keeps me going some days. You need to remember, even through the tough times, you are amazing. You really are. You should be happy. You are gorgeous. I know that the weather might not be perfect. You might have to turn your back to the wind or feel the cold nipping at your nose. But you know what, at least you are there to feel it. At least you can enjoy the sun’s warm rays on your face. Or that cold February wind biting at your cheeks. You know what that means? You are alive. Everything

POETRY: I LOVE

Every time you smile, you blow my sadness away!
Every time your hands caress me, my body trembles!
Every time you whisper my name, I fly away!
Every time you breath, you set free the passion inside of me!

You're like the wind that drags and leaves
You're the melody that sings inside of me every moment of my life!
You're the oxygen that I breath during my wildest dreams!
You're everything that I hoped to meet!

But when you're sad...
I want to be there to blow your sadness away!
When you cry...
I want to be the tears that grow in your eyes!
When you have a nightmare....
I want to be there to hug you during the night!
When you feel frightened...
I want to be at your side to fight against your fears!

And all this because I love you!





I am not whole
but only half of one,
the other lies in her bed
waiting for me

I am not whole
but only a shadow,
her kisses bring me
fully to life

I am not whole
but only a song,
her heart contains the ears
to hear me truly

I am not whole
but only a bright dream,
in her sleep I always
come back to her

I am not whole
but wholly in love,
my other half is so in love
with me



Neither the mountains nor the valley knows...
nor...
the serene, silent lake that flows...
nor...
the cloudless, clear blue sky,
can make me behold the scene
more than the 'one' that catches my eye..

Even the sunlight appears so dim...
for all that shines out is but just, 'her"
beauty of nature can never be held
in eyes or heart if her love is not felt

I love her more than she would ever know
one look in my eyes... enough to show
the beauty of her soul lies within
it's just her... her... and only her



...Sweet memories sometimes conflict
In our minds when experiences resemble one another
But so vivid is the night when two hearts clicked
And were ordained by the astral angels that assembled.

The night was mundane
Except that the silver moon was absent
But the countless stars winessed the mandate
Along with the women who roast corn by the roadside.

Just on a routinely mooching
Even thinking that we knew love
Palms fused before the envious munchers
God! The spell fell over us and our heads were lost.

Our bodies felt so weak
And we lost knowledge of our own fingers
The magic union vision now falls upon at work
And since my love for thee, remains wonderous.





Just how long can this path be?
Life without you, this journey alone, slowly dissolving me.
My  distressed face looks to the left,
and then sadly stares to my right,
but still your presence, your soft touch,
lost in mine eyes sight.
My tears fall, as my only companion,
as you were my love's first start.
Separation releasing love's purest desire of my heart.
And where each teardrop softly falls onto the ground,
a beautiful flower can now be found.
Each tear in love throughout these lonely, lonely days,
is falling from my tender heart like sprinkling drops of rain.
One flower then turns into two and as the days continue on,
this path I travel is now becoming a garden of you.
And though I feel O so sad,
each flower represents such a sweet and special memory of you
I have and have had.
Truth is, now my heart and spirit are comforted the most,
when I lie down in memory's garden of you,
embracing each special memory ever so close,
because my dearest love I will always love you the most.




When Aphrodite and Venus look down from above,
They see a Grand creature ,the girl that I love.
Your eyes are like Diamonds, yet blue and so deep,
Your lips red like rubies, and wine that is sweet.

Your caress has a Magic, that makes my heart soar
You are a perfection; even Gods do adore.
Your soft kisses so gentle, most truly divine.
It leaves on my lips, a taste sweeter than wine.

When I look in your eyes, I see to your soul,
A beauty so rare, a delight to behold.
A heart which is pure, holding much love
You are a true angel, a gift from above.

God answered my prayers when you he did make,
I offer my heart for you to please take,
And pray that my life can be spent loving you,
I offer a love, both pure and most true.

Please say to me darling, our lives we can share,
Our love is forever, with each other to care.
Our hearts beat as one, and our souls shall unite
A love that is perfect, a feeling so right.

When death makes us part, In heaven I?ll wait
Till you do arrive at God?s pearly gate.
Then when you do join me, we just begin
To share our true love, a love without end.






When that special someone, comes into your life

Shaded memories of loneliness come to pass
Gone are the tears,
Grey skies and fears
of being all alone.

Love and sunshine are here at last.





Lust filled eyes,
That hypnotize!

Sweetest taste,
That your lips create!

Body warmth that's so divine,
I want us to be together till the end of time!

And when the day of commitment appears,
Then there shall be no more tears.



A gentle Kiss, the slightest touch,
A fleeting glance, a look of lust,

A surge of passion, a warm embrace,
A flickering candle, a lighted face,

A heartfelt laugh, a melting smile,
A quiet word, a heart gone wild,

The little gestures, the smallest things,
My love for you, all these bring,

Came into my life, was all you did,
A world much brighter, a life more lived,

A feeling content, a heart at peace,
Of chains break free, a love released,

A thankful line, a grateful word,
To let you know, love's been heard



Love is like wine, like sunshine
Just kiss me one time and you will find out
That whole world is love line.

When the love thunderstorm consumes our hearts
And your body becomes just a small piece of ice in my hands
Nothing else will exist except us
And our endless happiness.

Fascinated by your love, my heart is going to knock
In the rhythm of bursting fire
To join with yours it will burn with desire.

When our hearts become one on the moonlight
The pieces of ecstasy and extreme love will warm us forever
And nothing will be able to spoil
The moments we spent together.






You sometimes ask why
Why I know we will make it
Here is one reason
One night while you were sleeping
I awoke and lay watching
And in an instant before my eyes
Your beauty took my breath away...

I see your beauty every day
But something, this time
Seemed to touch my soul
A feeling like never before
It was as if I saw an angel
And everything was clear
How blessed my life was
To be able to share the start
Of a new day with you...

As I watched you sleep
I could feel it in my heart
This is what life was meant to be
Together we could handle anything
I knew then that if you could make
Me feel this way while you slept
Without even saying a word
Your voice would move me
To move mountains if you ask...

People say they've seen angels
I thought how blessed these people are
Then one night I saw an angel
And she woke up next to me....