PERSONAL: YOU ARE LOVE BUT ALSO HEARBREAK

You are love.
You are also heartbreak.

You are love because you made me feel a feeling I’ve never experienced before. Something so new.
You made me feel so calm when i had so much chaos going on in my mind. Every time i talked to you my soul just grew into something stronger. At some point, you were the only one I cared about, at some point you was the one floating thru my mind from 1am till 12pm.
I did everything in my power to make you happy and exposed myself to you. That everytime I saw you I was stuttering in my words and so nervous. You made me feel like I could face everything that was In my way. You gave me that positive mindset I was looking for all my life, that last piece of the puzzle I was looking for all my life. And It did actually fit perfect, connected.
Connected like our souls.
I lost myself way too much in your eyes, i saw paradises when I looked in your eyes. A sight of heaven.
We used to talk about the moon and found ourselves up in the sky. You shine like the stars. You were my light at the end of the tunnel. You made me feel like cold water on a summer day.
You made me feel like I was alive.
Endless conversations where once in my lifetime I didn’t feel useless. Made me feel like I was actually worth something. I can’t even remember the time where I wasn’t in love with you. I guess I’ve always been In love with you, even when I didn’t know you. You were the reason I wanted to wake up early in the morning, or not sleep at all.
Because reality became better than my dreams.
You changed my life so much and I forever owe you for that


One minute they ache to touch you, the next day they want nothing to do with you. Feelings are a fickle thing. You want answers, you need closure, and now you’re laying awake at night trying to hold yourself together because you allowed yourself to be vulnerable. You are full of love for someone who saw what you had to offer – and they decided they didn’t want it. This, an unbearable version of the many forms of loneliness


 If I should give a last kiss in my life
I want my lips to give their last breath to your lips,
Because without you, what should I live for?
In that kiss I will put all my feelings, dreams, feelings,
Those feelings that make me speak the nights with the moon about love,
Emotions, desires and sensations that provoke me.
I think I should always kiss you
And let our lips melt together,
In a single timeless kiss where I could put all of me.
If you gave me a moment, I would like to be forever,
Let me give you all the passion that consumes my body,
To live in Paradise, in a world that exists only you and me,

Love me today because tomorrow I do not know if there is,
Tonight is all we have and I do not want to lose anything,
And I love you, it will not just be a statement,
But a sigh suspended in the midst of eternity,
A silence of my soul that is empty when you are not present,
With all the warmth of my being and the arms full of love,
I love you with that love that goes beyond time in self-oblivion,
I love you endlessly, because what I am is what you are.
And if I should give a last kiss, I will give it to you,
And then I’ll be able to quit forever.