PERSONAL/LETTER: DEAR YOU

Dear You,

I will admit that sometimes I really do wonder if you exist.

There is a part of om every guy's heart that envisions his princess/slut.  

So many years into this life, however, and still unwilling to give my heart away, I am still that same little guy who hopes for his slutty little princess. And although I wonder why it has taken you this long to find here, I know that it is probably because meeting you will be better than any fairytale I could've read as a kid.

A couple of heartbreaks and a few years wiser though, I will admit that there are times when I question your existence. Because I have yet to meet the girl who makes me hear songs like All My Life or A Whole New World  in my head when I see her does not mean I don't hope that it'll ever happen.

I may already know you or may still meet you someday something I leave completely up to God because I'm pretty sure our story will be epic.

However, I can't promise you that I'd make the world's most perfect prince. In fact I'll probably keep you on your toes and amuse you with my eccentricities. there are a lot of them. I can promise to be your best friend however that person you can rant to after a rough day, the hand you can hold when you get sad, or the person you can text when situations get awkward.

I'll probably mess up your hair sometimes and hug you for too long, but that'll only be because I absolutely adore you. I'll cook your favorite food on your birthday and try my best to make friends with your dad

I?ll know the difference between giving you space and being constantly there for you?even if it means sitting and playing video games with you or taking hot chocolate runs when it rains.

I'll listen to your music and we'll go on epic adventures together seeing the world, taking awesome pictures, eating awesome food, and never running out of things to tell each other along the way.

You will be that someone to make goofy faces with in pictures, You'll be the girl who takes me the way I am and will laugh as I burst into Disney song 

You'll be that someone I envision a future with us filling out visa forms as we travel the universe, picking out our first dog together and arguing about what to name it, or being snap-happy stage parents in our preschooler's annual mini-plays. And I keep hoping that maybe someday when we find each other, you will become that someone whose smile I wake up to in the morning and the last one I speak to every night.

So to the woman I know does exist, and who will help me maybe make sense of the world someday, this woman I can't wait to love. Please know that I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. But for now, I wait. Fingers crossed and palms held together, I hope that you're out there somewhere, waiting for me, too.

With the hope I will be yours for always,

Me

I am searching for my future wife/soulmate. Please stop by again.