LOVE LETTER: SO TIRED OF BEING WITHOUT YOU

I found myself lost in a desert, I began to walk, with every step I took, a flower grew and I looked up to the sky in search of a meaning, in search of an explanation and all I could see were your eyes so beautifully painted across the sky. I was just mesmerized of how stunning life could be when you are the sun and how free I felt with you being with me throughout my journey...Suddenly, I hear my heart beat faster and with every beat, I can feel the walls of my chest breaking down. My heart managed to escape from its eternal cage. I witnessed it transform into a white dove...breathless, I watched it fly away from me and disappear into the sky to be with you. I was happy but yet felt empty inside. As I continued my journey, I noticed that I was walking in a field covered with gorgeous never-seen flowers...I was speechless and drowned in your beauty. I began to walk faster and soon I had myself running in never ending circles but felt no loss, nothing at all...I wanted to find a way to get to you before the night and its caravan (stars&the moon) arrived. I felt hopeless and the thought of loosing you scared me...Finally, I surrendered to your love, I fell on my knees, I looked up to the sky and looked in your eyes, tears rolling down my face and all I could think of to say was: "I'm so tired of being without you"...




Dearest Love: My eyes brim over
with sugar tears flowing merrily because they see your face. Dearest Love My lips quiver softly in urgent rapture, delighted because they feel your kiss. I was born with half a heart when I find you it will be whole I will give you my half and my soul and those will remain with you always. When I see her face I want to be in her arms, when her arms surround me I feel safe and warm, never wanting to leave them. When I catch her watching me when she thinks I am not looking my desire is to make her happy. The way you smile, the way you laugh,but that's not all, that's only half...The way you comfort me, the way you smile,...the way I want to be with you every mile...the sparkle in your shining eyes when I am not with you, my heart cries. The way you touch my face,...the way you hold me in a warm, affectionate embrace...you take my fears and wash them away. I want you to know that I am here to stay as long as the wind keeps blowing and the sun keeps shining, please don't leave me here heartbroken, don't leave me here crying. You might not love me the way I love you, but whatever the circumstances are, I will always love you. Never forget our love is not through,all because I love you.

The truth is: love to me is unknown. My heart has been broken so many times. I have forgotten the meaning of the word LOVE. Trying to find some meaning to what I feel ...but I come up with nothing. Nothing because that's how I feel Like there's nothing in my heart, nothing left to feel. But somehow, someway, every time I look at you, hear your voice, think about you, or even hear your name, I feel something in my heart. Is it LOVE? I hope so because you're special to me. The matter is- that you are entering a place that to most people it might take many years to achieve, ...MY HEART. but you seem so far away from me. I have to wake up everyday and face reality. But reality really doesn't matter any more- because I have you. even if you are far away from me .I know in my heart, deep down inside, you're here with me. So, is this love or just foolishness? I have no idea- but it's what I'm feeling. So, I leave you with these thoughts in hopes you'l?ll answer back and help me figure out what I?m felling inside.

It has been winter for so long in my heart...Years of feeling nothing-no change of seasons,only cold, grey days turning into cold, dark nights.For so long, my heart's mind saw only pain...ragged images of what could have been overpowered by sharper visions of what never was and what might never be. I don't know just what happened or even exactly when it began but slowly- ever so slowly the clouds went away and finally the sun shone brightly on my face and my heart sang !!! You need to know that you are that sun...with all the little imperfections that all of us have ones that make us human and keep us humble. You couldn't have known it, but a long time ago I prayed...Prayed that God would send me someone like you and when he did my spirit soared.and my heart sang!!!


The touch, the feel of fingertips caressing one's skin ever so gently.The surge of energy passing through from one to the other, passion running through their veins. These are the signs of absolute desire. Desire for nothing else except looking into the eyes, into the soul
of the one who is yours, your most prized possesion, your most beloved. Never wanting to be apart, never wanting to let go.Always wanting to spend every waking moment in love. To keep experiencing this love, to have through eternity, this absolute desire.

Last night in my dreams. I imagined you and I dancing in the moonlight underneath a star filled sky.Your eyes seemed to glitter in the darkness of the night. Such a vision of beauty, in the moon's beaming light. We laughed and we smiled. We were floating on air in our own little world with no one else there.Our hearts filled with passion and so much romance that we fell in love in the midst of our dance.Then as the dream ended with a passionate kiss.It is you and that dance I will always miss. There are matters which occur in life
That should never be scrutinized. Our love for each other is such! to question such a perfect feeling...is to destroy its incredible beauty.
For an answer could never capture...the pure essence of something so spiritual! Love's a heavenly gift God gives us freely. I beheld your unspoken love from afar...and accepted it without question. Hearing your voice is to know you...a thousand years or more! My mind anticipates what you want to say before you even speak a word. I know your touch before you reach out to me. I feel your moods before you voice them! With us, there's no need for explanations Heavenly gifts should never be questioned It should always be freely given and received. but above all...cherished!

Somewhere in my deepest dreams. there is a place for you and me. A paradise beyond the clouds...It's the home of cupid where only the ones who have been struck are allowed.Between love and life there's nothing else to find love is the backbone of life life is the reason for love. Between love and hatred there's a fine thin line a little step across the land leads to a different world.Between love and joy there's no difference to find my joy from you I solely derive the greatest thing your love provides


All our lives we search for someone to love,someone who makes us complete.We chose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope all the while wondering if somewhere and somehow there is someone searching for us. It seems right now that all I’ve ever done in my life is making my way here to you.

Say you’ll share with me one love, one lifetime. Lead me, save me from my solitude. Say you want me with you, here beside you. Anywhere you go, let me go, too. Love me, that’s all I ask of you. We all need a witness to our lives. There’s 6 billion people on the planet….. I mean, what does any one life mean? But in a marriage, you’re promising to care about everything. The good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things….. all of it, all the time, every day. You’re saying ‘Your life will not go unnoticed because I will notice it. Your life will not go unwitnessed because I will be your witness .If you see me walking with someone else It's not because I like her company It's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me




Ever placed your head upon a chest and listen, just listened, felt as if somehow you could reach down beneath their skin placed you hand upon the pulse of their heart and allowed your two beats, theirs and yours to meet? There are moments of silence. There are moments when there isn't a word you could say that I haven't thought, or a thought that I could voice that you haven't felt. And so we sit in these shared moments simply absorbing sound, unspoken vibrations wafting their way through the room until they reach me, until they reach you.

I come to you now, taking your hand, calling your name, beckoning your heart. I am whispering to you that all your dreams, all of your goals, all of your vision hinge on this.....the choice of love. I ask you to look carefully at your moments and what you choose. Why would you want to protect yourself from love? The belief that there is anything to fear from love is the lie. First you must recognize that as long you fear love, you have not experienced love, for love and fear cannot exist in the same place. Very few people have ever experienced love. I shall repeat. Because love and fear cannot exist in the same place, very few people have ever really experienced love. You have experienced only fear. You do not know love. Rather, you know messages of fear that contain a reference to love. These you mistake for the experience of love. This lie is handed to you since you were a child....be careful, love will hurt you....you can't trust him. We love you goes the message so we want to protect you. So rather be boldly into life with an open heart...you are taught to guard your heart.

Now I have come to open your precious heart. I have come to tell you that it is time to remember love. it is in love that you are created. Everything you are meant to have and experience through an open heart. So I now say to you that you cannot choose both fear and love. I say to you...give me one moment with your heart completely unguarded and I will show you love. If it seem I am repeating things, it is always because I need to. I want to show you this truth, again and again, until you understand it.