This year I learned that pain is inevitable. Loved ones will be lost whether it be death or simply growing apart. People will disappoint you and no matter how much you may love them, sometimes you need to walk away for yourself. It’s commendable to plan for the future and to visualize the things you want in life. Most likely none of it will happen and life will take you on a journey you never planned for. The number one lesson I have learned this year though is, No matter how unbearable the pain may be, love conquers everything and it can be found in the most unexpected places. We just have to be willing to invite it in and give it back. To cherish those who continue to love us even when we feel we don’t deserve it. That kind of love is hard to find and it will leave if it is not nourished, especially the love we need for ourselves
The one lesson I’ve learned this year is, sometimes love doesn’t mean everything to someone as much as you thought it might. There is going to be pain in life. Nothing is a written fairy tale, I’ve learned love is a form of abuse….. it consumes every single part of you and when that person decides they don’t want you anymore, they don’t even dare look back twice……. love doesn’t mean anything….. that’s what I learned this year
PART 2
In the chaos of nothingness I fumbled through with my hands wavering around as if trying to push someone or something away, it was a definite struggle in dark silent night that consumed the world. To anyone passing by, it would have appeared that I was having a gruesome nightmare, for my eyes were closed and my hands and legs were trying so hard to get free as if they’d been tied, yet there was no rope that could be seen. To me however, it was all very much real, I was toiling too hard, it was getting difficult to breathe, and I found I couldn’t make any sound. Silence was always appreciated and welcome but not at that moment. An immediate urge to scream took over me and as I strifed, not a single sound came again. I could see my surroundings but what to make of them I had no idea, seemed to be in some sort of an old warehouse, with blocks spread around. Being unable to move my head it was impossible to see how long or big was this place, it could have been underground too for it didn’t have any windows, faint fluorescent lights glinted which could flicker off any instant it seemed. Chaos ensued inside me, or was it outside, it was not easy to comprehend I guess. It was an abyss I was slowly sinking into without any hope of being pulled out it would appear. Catastrophic I guess, a sad tragedy probably.
Too overwhelmed with the surroundings I slumped into a heap, as an ear splitting scream escaped my lips, deafening my own self.
PART 3
You want her to dream, to dwell, to be carefree. You want her safe, warm, striving in timeless beauty. You want her to feel, to widen, to expand in sweet fulfilling lightheartedness. You want her to bloom, to prosper, to fly in fearless imaginations, ravishing longings, deepening wants and expanding desires. You want her to forget, overcome, deny all worries, only sense, crave granted satisfactions. You simply want to bestow paradise upon her, every day, every hour, every second. This is your selfish desire, your narcissistic dream, your egoistic need, your woman surrounded by love and nothing but love, your love inside out.
PART 4
If I could, I’d lightly press my lips to yours, trail kisses down your neck, run my fingers through your hair, let you move your hands freely across my body, till we relinquish all restraint.
But I am too proud to beg, too proud to admit that all these fantasies I feed, I feed alone.
‘Cause if you could, you’d lightly press your lips to hers, not mine, trail kisses down her neck, not mine, run your fingers through her hair, not mine, move your hands freely across her body, not mine.
But you are too proud to beg, too proud to admit that all these fantasies you feed, you feed alone.
When you reach for me, I don’t resist.
If I could, I’d push you away, say “I deserve better!”, instead I pretend not to hear when you whisper her name.
(I am too proud to beg, too proud to admit that all these fantasies I feed, I feed alone.)
We relinquish all restraint, one fantasy chasing another, an endless game of tag.
PART 6
I’ll admit. It’s been a rough couple of months for me.
Again. And again. And again.
I orbited my whole life around you. And regardless of whether it was right or wrong, I existed that way. I felt like it was you who made me exist. I saw beauty in things that caused me pain. I locked myself to you with no intention of letting you go. I became so narrow that I forgot to let you feed yourself first. It led to pain. The key I had fit tightly into my heart wrenched itself out, slowly, day by day, until I was left with a cavern in my chest which screamed how alone I was. You were what my heart always felt but you swiftly tore it away, even worse, when I was already dying. I tried to grasp the sinews of my body, holding them together in the light of fire and blood and tears and darkness of your absence but I do not know. I did but, I don’t know if I ever returned to my body, most nights I can’t fall asleep because of you; I have not yet healed from the shock of losing a friendship I ever needed.
It all happened so fast.
I still need you but hate you.
PART 7
i loved you endlessly, submissively.
you could’ve molded me into whatever you wanted me to be, and i would’ve lost myself, just like that.
just to find you as in love with me as i was in love with you.
but you chose the prettier, softer, less opinionated one, and i still love you, more than i ever would’ve.
i am indebted to you endlessly, submissively
for leaving my identity the fuck alone.
PART 8
Why i even think that people will suddenly come into my life and will want to accept me as i am, mend my pieces and solve my unsolved puzzle. I am broken, my pieces are scattered around like unsolved puzzle and finally when i find one piece to fit and solve the puzzle i start hoping, start hoping that someone will finally lend me a hand and finally my puzzle will be solved, my pieces will finally be whole again but at the end all i am left with is me and my unsolved pieces, scattered far far away from each other
PART 9
I hope we last. I hope we do.
But if we don’t, this is how I want you to remember me:
I want you to remember me curled up, listening to the sound of your heartbeat and tracing maps across your skin. Remember me laughing at your jokes, even the stupid ones. Remember me in hysterics for absolutely no reason and in tears because one time you made me so sad neither of us thought I’d recover. Remember me brave, that time you held my hand and I thought I was going to die; remember me scared and gentle and delicate and breakable - only for you though, only for you.
Remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways I tried to get your attention. Remember the way I was too stubborn to talk to you and how absolutely insane it drove the both of us. Remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. Remember the songs you couldn’t stop listening to and the childish dreams you allowed yourself about the future. If it’s any consolation I allowed myself to have them too.
If it comes to it I don’t want you to remember the ending.
Remember the beginning. Remember the first time you knew
PART 10
We tear each other apart and call it love. Condemn the hearts that we used to hold in the palms of our hands; call each other selfish, call each other cold. We’re both equally cruel. We know each other too well. I think. Or we don’t know each other at all.
At night, we fall asleep hungry. Our bodies spaced far apart on the bed. Sometimes I feel you breathe beside me and wonder whether the space between your ribs is the same as when we met. Sometimes I miss your arms, draped over my chest, the sound of your quiet inhale exhale as you bury your face in my neck. Sometimes I wonder how we got here.
In the morning you have coffee and I have tea. The war seems quiet. But I know that war is never quiet. I love you. I want to say. Your eyes are like ice. I love you. I want to scream in your face. I love you and it’s killing me because I can see how this is going to end. I loved you. I loved you. I whisper it under my breath. I hope you never forget how much I fucking loved you
PART 11
She wraps her legs around your waist.
She whispers in your ear.
“Stay.”
This is your cue to kiss her. Wrap your fingers in her hair; enclose them around her neck. Hard. Just hard enough to feel her pulse, the quiet beat beat beating.
She won’t always be this vulnerable, this open. Right now her trust is in the palm of your hand.
This is your cue to pull her closer.
Place a gentle thumb on her bottom lip and breathe. “Stay, stay, stay” she says.
Tell her you will. Tell her: “okay
PART 12
I want you to know that -
i. It doesn’t matter that we ended. Life moves on. People forget. Friends become strangers. The ones that you love(d) change.
ii. That doesn’t mean I didn’t love you. I did. In my own convoluted, messy way. I did.
iii. I’m sorry I couldn’t heal the wounds in your chest, I tried. I’m sorry for creating them. I never knew that I was capable of hurting anyone like that until I hurt you.
iv. But… I know that war is never one sided. Sometimes, sometimes I feel like I lost a limb in that battle too.
v. When it comes down to it, I’m grateful for our moments of silence, our moments of peace, interspersed with laughter. I’m grateful for your kindness.
vi. Maybe I’ll never stop writing about you.
vii. But you should probably stop reading what I write.
viii. The truth is that some nights I still feel unbearable. But I’m getting there, I’m getting there. Most days now, I feel alright.
PART 13
I wish we could hurry up get through this bullshit of being apart and start our lives together. Instead of snuggling your hoodie and laying my head on your pillow with my tears covering it, I wish I was snuggling you with my head on your chest because I sleep so much better with you. Instead of falling asleep on the phone, I wish I was falling asleep to your kisses. Instead of waking up to your text, I wish I was waking up to your perfect little smile. Instead of your tooth brush sitting in the holder in the same spot where you left it, I wish I was yelling at you because you left it out on the counter. Instead of my floor being clean, I wish it was covered with your clothes because you never pick up after yourself. Instead, of eating pizza rolls and having them all to myself, I wish I was able to give you the last one because I know you really want it. Instead of having my whole bathroom to get ready, I wish you were kicking me out and making me use the small mirror so you can use the big one (even though you don’t need it because you are already beautiful without makeup) I wish we were arguing over the remote and who gets to pick what show we watch. Instead of eating whatever I want for dinner, I wish we were taking hours trying to decide what to eat since you always say “i don’t care” Instead of having my bed to myself, I wish I was sharing it with you and falling off the edge since you take up so much space. In stead of being apart I wish I was there or you were here. Instead of being miles apart I wish we were getting on each other’s nerves from being together so much. I wish I was with you, living our dysfunctional but yet perfect life together
PART 14
Something that makes me happy is listening to Sleeping At Last music and thinking about how in love I am with life and people. It makes me feel like I can fly, lifted above circumstance with no worries left in me. I can’t wait to travel and breathe the air of foreign places and see the faces of people so different from me and still just like me, listening to the sounds of streets I don’t know, the sounds of life and people bustling around almost discordantly but surely sincerely, watching my horizons broaden and feeling the Earth spin around. It’s just wonderful, being passionately in love with living and this world and places I want to go and people I’ve yet to meet. What a beautiful thing it is to be alive
Sunday, December 3, 2017
STORY: FILLING YOU UP WITH MY SEED
I’ve met this girl a couple of times around town and from my first glance noticed that her body shape was made for breeding. That fine titty to hip to booty ratio had me sprung. I needed a leeway to get in her pants and finish inside her with one thick load as she might not be up for getting knocked up. I had to know when her most fertile time was too; basically a hit and run.
One day I came across her in the grocery store and brought up how often I saw her there. A little small talk led to a little flirting led to a phone number.
Texts followed by a date or two and finally an invitation to her place. Little did I know whether or not it was one of her ovulating days or if she was on the pill. It was worth a try anyway.
The very first thing we did was Netflix as per usual with this generation. The “chill” part creeped up a little later. I started recording her as she got a little freakier. I knew she was fertile from how kinky she was being now.
We started making out as we moved towards her room. She made her way down on her knees and started sucking my cock with passion. Fully erect and lubricated with her saliva I stood her up and leaned her on the edge of her bed. I made sure when she was sucking my cock that I took a pillow near me and put it around the place where her lower back would be when she leaned on the bed. This would bolster my chances of knocking her up.
I haven’t came for a good month just to make sure I’ve got the chunkiest load yet. As we changed positions a couple of times we ended back in our first one when I came close to finishing.
“Don’t cum inside me, baby, I’m not on the pill, cum on my tummy,” Pfffff yeah like I’m gonna waste my cum outside a girl’s pussy. Don’t think so. I kept quiet, leaned on her and held her tight so I can get a good seal. I think she could get pregnant from the precum alone from how much it leaked out and how many times I bottomed out against her cervix.
Her jelly body and tight hole got me edging up until I dug in deep, feeling the opening edges of her cervix on the tip of my cock and groaned after I lodged chunk after chunk of semen down her uterus.
“Oh my god baby did you just cum inside me? I told you I wasn’t on the pill!” she exclaimed following my half assed apology. She was well pissed and made me get her a plan B pill… little did she know that it was a placebo!
Now we play the waiting game. 5 months passed until she showed up on my doorsteps explaining how she knows that the baby inside her is mine and that she can’t afford an abortion. Well done me. I told her that I would take care of the baby on the condition that I put another one in her. Now I get to fuck her while she’s preggo and breed her with another kid! This time I can cum inside her whenever I want! Man, fucking that body never got boring. She got used to me and we didn’t stop on the second kid since another one is on the way!
PART 2
It’s obvious you and the girls at your table have been discussing me and the boys at mine since a few minutes after you all arrived. We can’t hear you, but at least one of you looks over here every few seconds, and based on the expressions on your faces it seems we might not be doing so well. Eventually, though, when my boys step to the bar for another round, you sidle over from your table and look me in the eye.
“My girlfriends think every guy in this bar is gonna be a porn-damaged bro douchebag,” you say. “Let’s see if they’re right. Tell me the fantasy you keep coming back to.”
“You mean… like a sex fantasy?” I ask. My question alone might provide all the confirmation you need, but your nod tells me all is not yet lost. A flash of instinct tells me to reveal one of my deepest secrets. “I… get really turned on by… making babies,” I say. My secret is not exactly a dark one, but it’s a deep one because it’s not “bro” at all, and who knows what humiliating turns this conversation might take.
“Hmmmmm,” you smile mischievously, raising an eyebrow. “That’s… not what I expected. But…” You squint in doubt. “OK, so… you like telling girls whatever they need to hear, knocking them up, and then disappearing, right?”
I’ve thought about this a lot but never told another person about it. “Well, it’s a sex fantasy, right? So it’s in the moment, but I do want the girl to want it just as much, so…”
“Wait, wait,” you interrupt, “you’re telling me this is… this is a love thing? Oh, come on,” you laugh, “You’re in this bar with a pure heart and sporting all the feels?”
“No, no, it’s not romantic. It’s more of a… primal thing, I guess. It’s like each of us thinks the other… has great… Oh, God, now this sounds totally lame.”
“Not yet,” you say. “You were gonna say ‘genes’ or something, right? Keep going.”
I frown in thought for a bit. “I guess realizing a woman would make healthy, smart babies makes me want her. And then I think about being the man she… chooses to… father those babies. And then I think about the sex being super-hot because we both know why we’re doing it. I don’t know, I’ve never put it into words before, so this probably makes no sense.”
“No, it does make sense… In fact,” you say, leaning in to whisper in my ear, “It’s making me wet.”
•••
Upstairs in your apartment, things move fast. You’re having some trouble getting my jeans all the way off, and I stand and start to pull them inside-out over my feet.
“So,” you say, “I don’t suppose a guy with your… idiosyncrasies carries condoms around.”
“Well, if I had any idea… Yeah.” I chuckle. “I’m not reckless on purpose.” My rigid cock stands out from my body and up a little as I look down at gorgeous you.
“But it does present an interesting situation,” you say.
I feel pre-cum oozing from the tip of my cock and you obviously enjoy the sight of it. “How so?”
There’s your puckish smile again. “I’m not on any birth control. And I’ll ovulate any time now, or maybe I already did. So we get to find out how ‘in the moment’ you are in real life.”
I would have thought it impossible for my cock to get any harder, but I feel it now. Quickly I kneel on the couch between your knees, lean down, and begin lapping at your nipples again. “Oh, God,” you moan, “So good…” I reach between your legs and part your warm folds with my middle finger to find you as slick as I remember from moments ago. You sigh throatily.
I raise my head. “The only thing I need to know,” I say, “is whether… in this moment… you want my bare cock inside you.”
“Yessss,” you breathe immediately.
I shift my hand to my cock and guide it between the swollen lips of your pussy and down to your sopping entrance. I lower my hips slightly to slip my cockhead into you, then begin easing the length of my shaft into your depths slowly, opening you steadily, feeling every millimeter of your vagina grip me. You are even more aroused than I thought; without struggle I bury my cock in you to the hilt, my heavy balls resting against your ass. Your eyes flutter open as I pause.
I want to make sure you know: “I have… a huge load of cum…"
“Mmmmm-hmmm,” you purr, sounding pleased.
“And I’m gonna shoot it all inside you,” I say, “if that’s what you want.”
“Oh, God yes,” you say, “Of course. Of course I do.”
Slowly I withdraw from you until only the tip of my cock parts your pussy lips. It feels almost as good coming out as it did going in. I feel your juices cooling on me before I plunge back inside you, and we both grunt softly as I bottom out. I realize your pussy is so drenched that my balls are already getting wet.
Is there any doubt now? But I want to hear you answer anyway. “Tell me,” I say, “Do you want me to make you pregnant?”
You seem to consider this for a second — or perhaps you are just enjoying it — but finally you whisper “Yes,” sigh, and then, even more quietly, “yes”, nodding with certainty.
I withdraw again a little more quickly and push back into you quicker still, and we both moan our relief, releasing any remnants of uncertainty. I hook my elbows behind your knees and lean forward, tilting your hips back. I pull my cock from within you and thrust more deeply, gazing down into your eyes as I set up a steady rhythm, fucking you with increasing ferocity, my balls slapping your ass.
I can feel orgasmic tension building behind the base of my cock and I feel my rigid prick filled with pre-cum and oozing freely inside you. I thought the load I had for you was big before, but now it feels half again that size, bigger than I’ve ever felt. You haven’t teased me or drawn this out, but my balls ache dully anyway, and I realize I’ll soon flood you with more semen than I’ve ever shot.
Your index and middle fingers expertly massage your clit as I relentlessly pound your engorged, soaking cunt. I hear your breaths quickening and becoming ragged until you cry out in ecstasy as your pussy clutches me so strongly you almost push me out. Fighting my way back inside you feels exquisite…
And then I’m past the point of no return. “Oh, oh God,” I moan, “Oh my…” I frantically throw myself into you as my cock and balls spasm together, pumping sperm-rich semen from deep within me. Each jet of my potent seed fills and passes the full length of my straining shaft, finally spurting freely out into your willing pussy and spattering against your cervix, coating it and pooling beneath it. Millions of my swimmers begin their search for your egg as we both feel my warm cum overflow you, squelching as we continue to fuck.
Finally, as we return to earth, I deliberately squeeze the last few dollops of my cream out into you; I want you to have all I can give. Shuddering gently, you say “Oh… I can feel you… pushing out… Oh, God… the last drops… on purpose… You really mean to do it, don’t you? ”
“In this moment,” I say, “I do.”
PART 3
“Oh god….I can feel you hitting bottom…..so deep….”
“Fuck yeah baby…gonna shoot all my cum right up inside you….”
“N-no….I’m ovulating….”
“Mmmmm……that’s even better….gonna shoot even harder in you now….”
“No….don’t…..oh god your cock…..so good…..n-no….don’t cum in me….you’ll get me pregnant for sure….”
“Mmmmmm….doesn’t that turn you on? Knowing you could be about to get knocked up RIGHT NOW?”
“Oh god yes…..no….I mean….ooooooohhhhh……”
“You want it so bad don’t you….you want me to shove this big cock right up inside you and spurt every drop of my load in you….”
“Ooooohh…..god yes……”
“You want to feel how hard I get when I cum…..how hard I’m going to cum for you….”
“Ooooh god yes…..”
“You want to feel every scalding hot spurt of my cum squirting up in you….right into your fertile, ovulating cunt…..”
“Oooooohhhh….yes…..want it so bad……”
“You want me to knock you up.”
“Oh god…..oh yes……..ooooooohhhh…..do it! Shoot your cum in me! Spray it all inside me and knock me up!!!!”
“Fuck yeah….ghere it cums baby….here it CCCUUUMMMSSSS RRRRAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!”
“OH GOD YES!!!! I CAN FEEL IT! FILL ME UP WITH YOUR HOT CUM!!!!!”
PART 4
Nothing ever felt as comfortable as this, we have been together a few months now and every minute was a joy. Today we are just relaxing, you lay with your head on my chest as we watch crappy movies, chat about anything that comes to mind and just enjoy each other. We smile a lot, laugh a lot, kiss a lot.
You turn to me and we kiss, then you say something that stops me in my tracks “I want to make you a daddy”.
My jaw drops as you continue “I came off the pill a while back, and now is my fertile time. If you want what we talked about, this would be the perfect moment”.
I catch my breath, I honestly feel like my heart will explode through my chest. How did I get to be this lucky? This beautiful, perfect girl wants my babies. A surge of emotion crashes through my body, so this is what it feels like to reallyfeel.
“Oh I want that, so much” I say as I kiss you again, the words feeling totally inadequate to express the feelings exploding inside me.
“Come on then stud, it’s time you knocked this little slut up” you say with a laugh. We kiss, deeply and passionately. My tongue and yours entwine and the world falls away. It’s just us and the life we are about to make now.
I kiss your neck and feel you groan with desire. Your hand slips up the inside of my shirt and the fell of your skin on mine is so intense I think I will explode. I find myself wondering if your touch will ever stop feeling exciting.
I undo your top and bra and your magnificent breasts tumble free. I take one of your erect nipples and flick it with my tongue, then gently suck on it as you moan. I look up into your pretty eyes, "I can’t wait till these are full of milk". "Oh god yes" is all you can manage in reply.
Slowly, carefully, intensely clothes are removed till it’s just us. I look down at you, "I love your body". Instantly you reply “I love you” and your words crush me with their intensity all I can manage to reply back is “I love you too”. The words feel strangely inadequate for the intensity of the emotion I feel for this amazing, beautiful, kind, funny, clever, sexy woman I see before me.
You spread your legs wide, your pussy is already dripping so much juice, “I want your babies”. My cock slides easily inside you, frictionless, just like everything about you. I brush the hair from your pretty face, right now I feel like I could die, my life is never going to be more perfect than this.
Your legs wrap round me and we lay still as close as two lovers can get. I can’t feel where I end and you begin, in fact I can’t feel anything except the intensity of the love between us. The moment seems to last for ever.
Looking into my eyes you simply say “Now fuck me daddy, fuck a baby into me, please”. Your words break the spell and I start to slowly grind inside you. You moan, “Oh god yes”.
We pick up speed as our bodies start a dance as old as mankind. I move from grinding to thrusting and my body overtakes me. I go from the kind gentle man you know so well into an animal intent on breeding his bitch.
I pound you hard trying to drive my baby into you by sheer force of will. My cockhead slamming into your cervix trying to open you up for my seed.
I reach down and stroke your clit and that tips you over the edge. Your climax shudders though your body “fuuucck, I’m coming daddy”.
“cum in me daddy”
“knock me up”
“give me your child”
“I want your fucking baby”
I can’t hold back an longer and I slam deep inside you. You feel my cock hard against your cervix as it explodes cum deep inside you, into your womb.
We hold each other tight, tears in our eyes as a new life is made inside you from our pure love.
PART 5
The dawn breaks. In the new light the first thing my eyes find is you. The soft rays accentuating your curves, caressing your skin. As I do now. With my hands you are now awake. We kiss.
Now my mouth moves away from yours. I am nibbling at your ears. Nuzzling at your neck. My fingers wander to your breasts. Circling your nipples, hard with excitement. I move to suckle on them too. Now my hand moves down further, between your legs. And to my delight I find your slit already slick with the wetness of your excitement. Excitement at what we are to do this morning.
For today is the day you ovulate. And we do not want to waste any time
Your hands have been busy too. They caress my balls, rub my penis, and now I am fully engorged. It didn’t take long, but we are ready. I hasten to position myself over you, and plunge between your labia and into the wonders within.
The wet pleasure of your warmth envelops me. It is our first time bare and the sensations are new. They drive me wild. Your legs wrap around me, beckoning me in further. You let out a low moan.
I start to thrust. Breathing becomes shorter, shallower. I can feel your heartbeat quicken, pulsing in your vaginal wall. I’m quivering. The air is electric with the strength and stench of our passion. I’m losing myself completely within you, until with one word you bring me back.
“Faster”, your eyes beg. I nod. It’s all I can manage. I lean back and bring your legs up onto my shoulders. I thrust again. And again.
I’m pushing deeper and faster than ever before. Your moans are coming more louder now. Building to a crescendo. Your breasts bouncing in rhythm. I’m lost, hopelessly lost. Grunting. Straining with every movement. And now your moans are screams.
Your eyes roll back. Your back arches. And now your body is convulsing in ecstasy. It pushes me over the edge. With one final thrust I plunge to the hilt within you.
Once, twice, thrice - I shudder as the power of my orgasm runs through me. Spilling each spurt of semen deeply. With pleasure you feel the warmth of my ejaculate as it spreads within you, pooling around your cervix at the opening to your womb.
Spent, we fold into each other’s arms and doze. Waiting until the new day has fully begun. And waiting for my sperm to reach your egg. Waiting for the beginning of a new life.
One day I came across her in the grocery store and brought up how often I saw her there. A little small talk led to a little flirting led to a phone number.
Texts followed by a date or two and finally an invitation to her place. Little did I know whether or not it was one of her ovulating days or if she was on the pill. It was worth a try anyway.
The very first thing we did was Netflix as per usual with this generation. The “chill” part creeped up a little later. I started recording her as she got a little freakier. I knew she was fertile from how kinky she was being now.
We started making out as we moved towards her room. She made her way down on her knees and started sucking my cock with passion. Fully erect and lubricated with her saliva I stood her up and leaned her on the edge of her bed. I made sure when she was sucking my cock that I took a pillow near me and put it around the place where her lower back would be when she leaned on the bed. This would bolster my chances of knocking her up.
I haven’t came for a good month just to make sure I’ve got the chunkiest load yet. As we changed positions a couple of times we ended back in our first one when I came close to finishing.
“Don’t cum inside me, baby, I’m not on the pill, cum on my tummy,” Pfffff yeah like I’m gonna waste my cum outside a girl’s pussy. Don’t think so. I kept quiet, leaned on her and held her tight so I can get a good seal. I think she could get pregnant from the precum alone from how much it leaked out and how many times I bottomed out against her cervix.
Her jelly body and tight hole got me edging up until I dug in deep, feeling the opening edges of her cervix on the tip of my cock and groaned after I lodged chunk after chunk of semen down her uterus.
“Oh my god baby did you just cum inside me? I told you I wasn’t on the pill!” she exclaimed following my half assed apology. She was well pissed and made me get her a plan B pill… little did she know that it was a placebo!
Now we play the waiting game. 5 months passed until she showed up on my doorsteps explaining how she knows that the baby inside her is mine and that she can’t afford an abortion. Well done me. I told her that I would take care of the baby on the condition that I put another one in her. Now I get to fuck her while she’s preggo and breed her with another kid! This time I can cum inside her whenever I want! Man, fucking that body never got boring. She got used to me and we didn’t stop on the second kid since another one is on the way!
PART 2
It’s obvious you and the girls at your table have been discussing me and the boys at mine since a few minutes after you all arrived. We can’t hear you, but at least one of you looks over here every few seconds, and based on the expressions on your faces it seems we might not be doing so well. Eventually, though, when my boys step to the bar for another round, you sidle over from your table and look me in the eye.
“My girlfriends think every guy in this bar is gonna be a porn-damaged bro douchebag,” you say. “Let’s see if they’re right. Tell me the fantasy you keep coming back to.”
“You mean… like a sex fantasy?” I ask. My question alone might provide all the confirmation you need, but your nod tells me all is not yet lost. A flash of instinct tells me to reveal one of my deepest secrets. “I… get really turned on by… making babies,” I say. My secret is not exactly a dark one, but it’s a deep one because it’s not “bro” at all, and who knows what humiliating turns this conversation might take.
“Hmmmmm,” you smile mischievously, raising an eyebrow. “That’s… not what I expected. But…” You squint in doubt. “OK, so… you like telling girls whatever they need to hear, knocking them up, and then disappearing, right?”
I’ve thought about this a lot but never told another person about it. “Well, it’s a sex fantasy, right? So it’s in the moment, but I do want the girl to want it just as much, so…”
“Wait, wait,” you interrupt, “you’re telling me this is… this is a love thing? Oh, come on,” you laugh, “You’re in this bar with a pure heart and sporting all the feels?”
“No, no, it’s not romantic. It’s more of a… primal thing, I guess. It’s like each of us thinks the other… has great… Oh, God, now this sounds totally lame.”
“Not yet,” you say. “You were gonna say ‘genes’ or something, right? Keep going.”
I frown in thought for a bit. “I guess realizing a woman would make healthy, smart babies makes me want her. And then I think about being the man she… chooses to… father those babies. And then I think about the sex being super-hot because we both know why we’re doing it. I don’t know, I’ve never put it into words before, so this probably makes no sense.”
“No, it does make sense… In fact,” you say, leaning in to whisper in my ear, “It’s making me wet.”
•••
Upstairs in your apartment, things move fast. You’re having some trouble getting my jeans all the way off, and I stand and start to pull them inside-out over my feet.
“So,” you say, “I don’t suppose a guy with your… idiosyncrasies carries condoms around.”
“Well, if I had any idea… Yeah.” I chuckle. “I’m not reckless on purpose.” My rigid cock stands out from my body and up a little as I look down at gorgeous you.
“But it does present an interesting situation,” you say.
I feel pre-cum oozing from the tip of my cock and you obviously enjoy the sight of it. “How so?”
There’s your puckish smile again. “I’m not on any birth control. And I’ll ovulate any time now, or maybe I already did. So we get to find out how ‘in the moment’ you are in real life.”
I would have thought it impossible for my cock to get any harder, but I feel it now. Quickly I kneel on the couch between your knees, lean down, and begin lapping at your nipples again. “Oh, God,” you moan, “So good…” I reach between your legs and part your warm folds with my middle finger to find you as slick as I remember from moments ago. You sigh throatily.
I raise my head. “The only thing I need to know,” I say, “is whether… in this moment… you want my bare cock inside you.”
“Yessss,” you breathe immediately.
I shift my hand to my cock and guide it between the swollen lips of your pussy and down to your sopping entrance. I lower my hips slightly to slip my cockhead into you, then begin easing the length of my shaft into your depths slowly, opening you steadily, feeling every millimeter of your vagina grip me. You are even more aroused than I thought; without struggle I bury my cock in you to the hilt, my heavy balls resting against your ass. Your eyes flutter open as I pause.
I want to make sure you know: “I have… a huge load of cum…"
“Mmmmm-hmmm,” you purr, sounding pleased.
“And I’m gonna shoot it all inside you,” I say, “if that’s what you want.”
“Oh, God yes,” you say, “Of course. Of course I do.”
Slowly I withdraw from you until only the tip of my cock parts your pussy lips. It feels almost as good coming out as it did going in. I feel your juices cooling on me before I plunge back inside you, and we both grunt softly as I bottom out. I realize your pussy is so drenched that my balls are already getting wet.
Is there any doubt now? But I want to hear you answer anyway. “Tell me,” I say, “Do you want me to make you pregnant?”
You seem to consider this for a second — or perhaps you are just enjoying it — but finally you whisper “Yes,” sigh, and then, even more quietly, “yes”, nodding with certainty.
I withdraw again a little more quickly and push back into you quicker still, and we both moan our relief, releasing any remnants of uncertainty. I hook my elbows behind your knees and lean forward, tilting your hips back. I pull my cock from within you and thrust more deeply, gazing down into your eyes as I set up a steady rhythm, fucking you with increasing ferocity, my balls slapping your ass.
I can feel orgasmic tension building behind the base of my cock and I feel my rigid prick filled with pre-cum and oozing freely inside you. I thought the load I had for you was big before, but now it feels half again that size, bigger than I’ve ever felt. You haven’t teased me or drawn this out, but my balls ache dully anyway, and I realize I’ll soon flood you with more semen than I’ve ever shot.
Your index and middle fingers expertly massage your clit as I relentlessly pound your engorged, soaking cunt. I hear your breaths quickening and becoming ragged until you cry out in ecstasy as your pussy clutches me so strongly you almost push me out. Fighting my way back inside you feels exquisite…
And then I’m past the point of no return. “Oh, oh God,” I moan, “Oh my…” I frantically throw myself into you as my cock and balls spasm together, pumping sperm-rich semen from deep within me. Each jet of my potent seed fills and passes the full length of my straining shaft, finally spurting freely out into your willing pussy and spattering against your cervix, coating it and pooling beneath it. Millions of my swimmers begin their search for your egg as we both feel my warm cum overflow you, squelching as we continue to fuck.
Finally, as we return to earth, I deliberately squeeze the last few dollops of my cream out into you; I want you to have all I can give. Shuddering gently, you say “Oh… I can feel you… pushing out… Oh, God… the last drops… on purpose… You really mean to do it, don’t you? ”
“In this moment,” I say, “I do.”
PART 3
“Oh god….I can feel you hitting bottom…..so deep….”
“Fuck yeah baby…gonna shoot all my cum right up inside you….”
“N-no….I’m ovulating….”
“Mmmmm……that’s even better….gonna shoot even harder in you now….”
“No….don’t…..oh god your cock…..so good…..n-no….don’t cum in me….you’ll get me pregnant for sure….”
“Mmmmmm….doesn’t that turn you on? Knowing you could be about to get knocked up RIGHT NOW?”
“Oh god yes…..no….I mean….ooooooohhhhh……”
“You want it so bad don’t you….you want me to shove this big cock right up inside you and spurt every drop of my load in you….”
“Ooooohh…..god yes……”
“You want to feel how hard I get when I cum…..how hard I’m going to cum for you….”
“Ooooh god yes…..”
“You want to feel every scalding hot spurt of my cum squirting up in you….right into your fertile, ovulating cunt…..”
“Oooooohhhh….yes…..want it so bad……”
“You want me to knock you up.”
“Oh god…..oh yes……..ooooooohhhh…..do it! Shoot your cum in me! Spray it all inside me and knock me up!!!!”
“Fuck yeah….ghere it cums baby….here it CCCUUUMMMSSSS RRRRAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!”
“OH GOD YES!!!! I CAN FEEL IT! FILL ME UP WITH YOUR HOT CUM!!!!!”
PART 4
Nothing ever felt as comfortable as this, we have been together a few months now and every minute was a joy. Today we are just relaxing, you lay with your head on my chest as we watch crappy movies, chat about anything that comes to mind and just enjoy each other. We smile a lot, laugh a lot, kiss a lot.
You turn to me and we kiss, then you say something that stops me in my tracks “I want to make you a daddy”.
My jaw drops as you continue “I came off the pill a while back, and now is my fertile time. If you want what we talked about, this would be the perfect moment”.
I catch my breath, I honestly feel like my heart will explode through my chest. How did I get to be this lucky? This beautiful, perfect girl wants my babies. A surge of emotion crashes through my body, so this is what it feels like to reallyfeel.
“Oh I want that, so much” I say as I kiss you again, the words feeling totally inadequate to express the feelings exploding inside me.
“Come on then stud, it’s time you knocked this little slut up” you say with a laugh. We kiss, deeply and passionately. My tongue and yours entwine and the world falls away. It’s just us and the life we are about to make now.
I kiss your neck and feel you groan with desire. Your hand slips up the inside of my shirt and the fell of your skin on mine is so intense I think I will explode. I find myself wondering if your touch will ever stop feeling exciting.
I undo your top and bra and your magnificent breasts tumble free. I take one of your erect nipples and flick it with my tongue, then gently suck on it as you moan. I look up into your pretty eyes, "I can’t wait till these are full of milk". "Oh god yes" is all you can manage in reply.
Slowly, carefully, intensely clothes are removed till it’s just us. I look down at you, "I love your body". Instantly you reply “I love you” and your words crush me with their intensity all I can manage to reply back is “I love you too”. The words feel strangely inadequate for the intensity of the emotion I feel for this amazing, beautiful, kind, funny, clever, sexy woman I see before me.
You spread your legs wide, your pussy is already dripping so much juice, “I want your babies”. My cock slides easily inside you, frictionless, just like everything about you. I brush the hair from your pretty face, right now I feel like I could die, my life is never going to be more perfect than this.
Your legs wrap round me and we lay still as close as two lovers can get. I can’t feel where I end and you begin, in fact I can’t feel anything except the intensity of the love between us. The moment seems to last for ever.
Looking into my eyes you simply say “Now fuck me daddy, fuck a baby into me, please”. Your words break the spell and I start to slowly grind inside you. You moan, “Oh god yes”.
We pick up speed as our bodies start a dance as old as mankind. I move from grinding to thrusting and my body overtakes me. I go from the kind gentle man you know so well into an animal intent on breeding his bitch.
I pound you hard trying to drive my baby into you by sheer force of will. My cockhead slamming into your cervix trying to open you up for my seed.
I reach down and stroke your clit and that tips you over the edge. Your climax shudders though your body “fuuucck, I’m coming daddy”.
“cum in me daddy”
“knock me up”
“give me your child”
“I want your fucking baby”
I can’t hold back an longer and I slam deep inside you. You feel my cock hard against your cervix as it explodes cum deep inside you, into your womb.
We hold each other tight, tears in our eyes as a new life is made inside you from our pure love.
PART 5
The dawn breaks. In the new light the first thing my eyes find is you. The soft rays accentuating your curves, caressing your skin. As I do now. With my hands you are now awake. We kiss.
Now my mouth moves away from yours. I am nibbling at your ears. Nuzzling at your neck. My fingers wander to your breasts. Circling your nipples, hard with excitement. I move to suckle on them too. Now my hand moves down further, between your legs. And to my delight I find your slit already slick with the wetness of your excitement. Excitement at what we are to do this morning.
For today is the day you ovulate. And we do not want to waste any time
Your hands have been busy too. They caress my balls, rub my penis, and now I am fully engorged. It didn’t take long, but we are ready. I hasten to position myself over you, and plunge between your labia and into the wonders within.
The wet pleasure of your warmth envelops me. It is our first time bare and the sensations are new. They drive me wild. Your legs wrap around me, beckoning me in further. You let out a low moan.
I start to thrust. Breathing becomes shorter, shallower. I can feel your heartbeat quicken, pulsing in your vaginal wall. I’m quivering. The air is electric with the strength and stench of our passion. I’m losing myself completely within you, until with one word you bring me back.
“Faster”, your eyes beg. I nod. It’s all I can manage. I lean back and bring your legs up onto my shoulders. I thrust again. And again.
I’m pushing deeper and faster than ever before. Your moans are coming more louder now. Building to a crescendo. Your breasts bouncing in rhythm. I’m lost, hopelessly lost. Grunting. Straining with every movement. And now your moans are screams.
Your eyes roll back. Your back arches. And now your body is convulsing in ecstasy. It pushes me over the edge. With one final thrust I plunge to the hilt within you.
Once, twice, thrice - I shudder as the power of my orgasm runs through me. Spilling each spurt of semen deeply. With pleasure you feel the warmth of my ejaculate as it spreads within you, pooling around your cervix at the opening to your womb.
Spent, we fold into each other’s arms and doze. Waiting until the new day has fully begun. And waiting for my sperm to reach your egg. Waiting for the beginning of a new life.
Tuesday, November 28, 2017
DATING: DICK WHIPPED ISN'T LOVE OR EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT. DICK AND PUSSY IS HELLAVA OF A DRUG
I have a friend who is addicted to her ex boyfriend dick. Beside being in a sick love relaitonship.She was cock whipped. Let me define: She want his cock, his cock only, and want it all the time. Addiction is quite possibly the most accurate way to define whipped. Dick-whipped is making excuses for all of your man's naughty behavior. Dick is capable of making a chick go against her instincts and trust that the man she’s fucking will change his ways. Dick will make you turn a deaf ear to friends and family's advice.
The problem is that every woman have convinced herself that her pussy is top-notch and no other woman can compete with the way you fuck him. You hear the way he cums and think, “I got this man! He loves my pussy!” You have no frame of reference for how the next woman puts it down between the sheets, so you blindly let your ego convince you that indeed, you’re the best fuck he’s ever had.
Men DO NOT equate sex with love as women do. Sex and love are two mutually exclusive thingys! Most women, by the time they decide to open their legs--has some feeling for a man. Conversely, a man doesn't have to give a shit about you to stick his dick in you and yes, men will lie in the heat of passion and say, "I love you!" Take it from me- a man who's had his share of pussy. A man knows right away whether the woman he's fucking is girlfriend/relationship/marriage material from the first fuck. Too many women get dick-whipped because the man is giving them a lil' dick here and there and they interpret that as "love." Wrong!
You might have a rude awakening when you see another woman doing some gymnastics on your man’s dick that you could never do! You might have a reality check when that woman licks balls, ass and swallows your man’s cum and you are repulsed by those things! Never underestimate the next woman’s fuck-game—I don’t care how ugly you think she is or how fat she might be! That’s your biggest problem—underestimating the other woman! Your fucking EGO!
Some say it ain’t the dick. It’s an “emotional attachment.” Indeed, you are emotionally attached to that person, but it is from countless hours of being made love to—from being fucked into a state of emotional attachment—from having a man fuck you into submission, while whispering sweet-nothings in your ear! Indeed, you become “emotionally attached!" I have never known a woman who was "emotionally attached" to a man in a platonic relationship. Sex makes that shit emotional!
Hey Ladies! "If you lay down with dogs you’ll get up with fleas!" In other words, what kinda man are you dating? Is he the nerdy type with a college degree looking to raise a family? Or is he an unrepentant bad-boy who's has two kids he never told you about...give you lies about getting married to you and never kept any of his promieses....... up looking like your father's worst nightmare? This is who you brought home to daddy? SMH!
What’s the remedy for someone sprung on that dick? She might try to sleep with someone else but then she feel that she is cheating on him or that guy isn't as passionate in bed as her ex was.
It might take the dick-whipped to catch her man with another woman. It might take the dick-whipped to contract a sexually transmitted disease (and maybe one she can NEVER get rid of!). It might take the dick-whipped to get a text that he is leaving the state. It might take the dick-whipped to see her man’s newborn child from the side chick (again, maybe you’re the side chick feigning like you’re his #1?). Alas! It might take the dick-whipped to endure an ass-whipping by the man she loves to make the light of reasoning go off in her head.
All we can do is watch and listen. Out of love, we judge, because we can see what they can’t. We don’t want them to suffer heartache, but we recognize that erry’body’s grown up in here. The best thing we can do is not buy into their madness when they make proclamations of “I’m done” only to see them eat their words a day later. When you see them venting and complain, start your timers. They will recant their words in 5, 4, 3, 2…
If you’ve been this person, surely you can understand. I understand! I’ve been pussy whipped and because of that, I can, for a certainty say that “Dick (and pussy) is a hellava drug!”
Monday, November 27, 2017
ARTICLE: Jeff Bezos’ $100 billion: The case for expropriation BY Eric London
After a Black Friday surge in Amazon’s stock value, CEO Jeff Bezos’ wealth surpassed the $100 billion mark, making him over $10 billion dollars richer than the world’s second wealthiest man, Microsoft CEO Bill Gates.
The rise of the $100 billion man is a further milestone in the unprecedented growth of social inequality worldwide. Bezos’ wealth would make the robber barons of the 19th century green with envy.
In November, the Institute for Policy Studies found the three wealthiest billionaires owned as much as the poorest half of the United States. Thanks to Bezos, this study is already out of date, because the billionaire increased his wealth by roughly $20 billion since its publication. Worldwide, the five richest billionaires own as much wealth as half the world’s population, some 3.5 billion people.
Bezos acquired his wealth through the exploitation of his 300,000-strong international workforce. Amazon workers make as little as $233 per month in India, to an average of just $12.40 an hour in the United States. Workers toil for long hours with minimal safety protections, very limited benefits, and often in temporary or “flex” positions. In September, when 59-year-old Phillip Terry was crushed by a forklift at an Amazon facility near Indianapolis, the Department of Labor said the company might be forced to pay $28,000 in fines. Bezos makes this much each minute, more than his US employees make in a full year.
The company demands tribute from governments worldwide, requiring billions in tax breaks and free handouts in exchange for building its warehouses. Amazon is bringing back the “company town” of the late 19th century. It has forced over 200 American cities into a bidding war to lure the company’s second headquarters with massive handouts. Chicago, for example, offered Amazon a $2.25 billion “incentive package,” while Stonecrest, Georgia’s city council voted to change its name to “Amazon” and appoint Bezos as “mayor for life” if the company grants them the second headquarters.
Bezos has transformed his corporation into a semi-official organ of the US military-intelligence apparatus. Just this month, Amazon and the CIA announced the launching of a new “Secret Region” cloud system where the company will host data for the CIA, NSA, Defense Department, and other military-intelligence agencies.
A CIA spokesmen recently called the 2013 $600 million deal between Amazon and the government “the best decision we ever made.” Earlier in November, the Senate approved a $700 billion defense spending bill that included an “e-commerce portal” amendment guaranteeing that Amazon will supply the military-intelligence apparatus with computers, chairs and other office supplies.
The $100 billion man has wielded his wealth to curry tremendous influence in the halls of power. Amazon has spent over $9.6 million lobbying the federal government this year. Bezos has used the pages of the Washington Post, which he bought in 2013, to advance the Democratic Party’s agenda. The Post, under Bezos’ direction, has been a foremost advocate of the campaign against Russia, publishing in November 2016 the “PropOrNot” list, a false compilation of alleged “Russian propaganda” news agencies that included left-wing news web sites.
While Bezos accumulates a personal fortune by colluding with the military-intelligence agencies, the material needs of growing numbers of people are going unmet.
The UN estimates that it would cost $30 billion to solve world hunger by providing 862 million people with food for a year. The World Health Organization claims just $11 billion is needed to halve the number of people without access to clean water. Another UN study found that $26 billion would provide education to every child that does not receive one .
The Guttmacher Institute estimates that with $13 billion, free maternal and prenatal care could be provided for every mother in the developing world. It would cost $11 billion to house each of the 150,000 people who are homeless on a given night in the US. The cost of preventing 4 million malaria deaths would be $6 billion each year.
The total cost for these essential changes would be roughly $97 billion.
The accumulation of such immense wealth is proof that the conditions for the socialist transformation of the world are pregnant in the present situation.
In 1880, Friedrich Engels wrote in Socialism: Utopian and Scientific that for socialists, the abolition of classes is not a utopian dream. Rather, it “presupposes, therefore, the development of production carried out to a degree at which appropriation of the means of production and of the products, and, with this, of political domination…by a particular class of society, has become not only superfluous but economically, politically, intellectually, a hindrance to development.”
Engels continued: “The socialized appropriation of the means of production does away, not only with the present artificial restrictions upon production, but also with the positive waste and devastation of productive forces and products that are at the present time the inevitable concomitants of production, and that reach their height in the crises. Further, it sets free for the community at large a mass of means of production and of products, by doing away with the senseless extravagance of the ruling classes of today, and their political representatives. The possibility of securing for every member of society, by means of socialized production, an existence not only fully sufficient materially, and becoming day-by-day more full, but an existence guaranteeing to all the free development and exercise of their physical and mental faculties—this possibility is now, for the first time, here, but it is here.”
Even more so today. The technological advances of the past quarter century and the international integration of the world economy have become weapons in the hands of massive corporations that control the world and its governments. On the one hand, the private ownership of these corporations facilitates the concentration of wealth. On the other hand, the contradiction between the global character of the world economy and the nation-state system is everywhere erupting in the form of war, dictatorship, and the expulsion of tens of millions of refugees from their homes.
The Socialist Equality Party demands that the major corporations be placed under international social control to be organized democratically by the workers themselves to meet the needs of society.
The vast wealth of the financial oligarchy, expressed in their ownership of massive corporations, must be seized and expropriated, while the complex technologies, supply chains, and advanced transportation systems must be integrated in an organized, planned manner to harness the anarchic force of the world economy and eliminate material scarcity.
Amazon is a prime example. Its supply lines and delivery systems could distribute goods across the world, bringing water, food, and medicine from each producer according to his or her ability, to each consumer according to his or her need.
The massively sophisticated computational power used by the technology companies to censor and blacklist political opposition could instead be used for logistical analysis to conduct rescue and rebuilding missions in disaster zones like Houston and Puerto Rico. Drones used in the battlefield could be scrapped and rebuilt to distribute supplies for building schools, museums, libraries, and theaters, and for making Internet service available at no cost for the entire world.
The ruling class and all of the institutions of the political establishment stand inexorably in the way of efforts to expropriate their wealth. What is required is to mobilize the working class in a political struggle against the state and the socio-economic system on which it is based, through the fight for socialism.
Saturday, November 25, 2017
STORY: WAITING FOR MY SPERM TO REACH YOUR EGG
The dawn breaks. In the new light the first thing my eyes find is you. The soft rays accentuating your curves, caressing your skin. As I do now. With my hands you are now awake. We kiss.
Now my mouth moves away from yours. I am nibbling at your ears. Nuzzling at your neck. My fingers wander to your breasts. Circling your nipples, hard with excitement. I move to suckle on them too. Now my hand moves down further, between your legs. And to my delight I find your slit already slick with the wetness of your excitement. Excitement at what we are to do this morning.
For today is the day you ovulate. And we do not want to waste any time
Your hands have been busy too. They caress my balls, rub my penis, and now I am fully engorged. It didn’t take long, but we are ready. I hasten to position myself over you, and plunge between your labia and into the wonders within.
The wet pleasure of your warmth envelops me. It is our first time bare and the sensations are new. They drive me wild. Your legs wrap around me, beckoning me in further. You let out a low moan.
I start to thrust. Breathing becomes shorter, shallower. I can feel your heartbeat quicken, pulsing in your vaginal wall. I’m quivering. The air is electric with the strength and stench of our passion. I’m losing myself completely within you, until with one word you bring me back.
“Faster”, your eyes beg. I nod. It’s all I can manage. I lean back and bring your legs up onto my shoulders. I thrust again. And again.
I’m pushing deeper and faster than ever before. Your moans are coming more louder now. Building to a crescendo. Your breasts bouncing in rhythm. I’m lost, hopelessly lost. Grunting. Straining with every movement. And now your moans are screams.
Your eyes roll back. Your back arches. And now your body is convulsing in ecstasy. It pushes me over the edge. With one final thrust I plunge to the hilt within you.
Once, twice, thrice - I shudder as the power of my orgasm runs through me. Spilling each spurt of semen deeply. With pleasure you feel the warmth of my ejaculate as it spreads within you, pooling around your cervix at the opening to your womb.
Spent, we fold into each other’s arms and doze. Waiting until the new day has fully begun. And waiting for my sperm to reach your egg. Waiting for the beginning of a new life.
PART 2
Damn girl, you feel so damn good. I’m so glad you convinced me to screw you bare. But who am I kidding? It didn’t take much for you to persuade me. From the moment you fixed me with that stare, and teased me with your bare sex, bending over in front of me, showing me your tight, sweet chocolate coochie… you were always going to get your way.
Barely two minutes later and we are fucking, our clothes thrown across your bedroom floor, and all other thoughts forgotten. Your silky smooth love tunnel divinely squeezes and caresses my cock. Electric sensations shoot throughout me, dancing over and around my manhood. Excitement has made you soaking wet, your love-juice coats the entire length of my swollen shaft. The slickness accentuates each and every sensation that I experience. With each thrust I feel the pleasure and the ecstasy of our lovemaking build.
Fuck. How much longer can I last? I want it to last forever but I know it won’t, it can’t. I try to steady my breathing, but my breath keeps catching.
Your beautiful body writhes and twists beneath me as we fuck, the caramel colour of your contrasting starkly with the plain light bedsheets. It’s single-most erotic, hottest thing I’ve ever seen.
I tell myself to keep thrusting. In. And out. Shit. How many more?
I see the desire in your eyes - you want more. You want me as deep inside you as I can go.
I lean into you. Bury my head into your chest, and then your neck, nuzzling up against you. With my arms I push your legs wide, giving me access to all of your sex. And I resume making love to you.
My thrusting becomes more rhythmic. I rock and I roll my hips, ensuring that every last inch - every last millimetre - of my throbbing member plunges deep within your welcoming pussy.
Yes, you say. Oh god yes, you say. Just like that, baby. Oh, god…
And I reply into your ear, “You like that, baby ?”
“Oh fuck yes, fuck me baby.”
I close my eyes and fuck you as if my very life depends on it. I feel your nails digging into my back, and I know that you are clinging on for dear life too. I can feel your ankles pressing into my backside as you spread your thighs wide, every part of your body drawing me in closer.
And I am close, oh so very close to cumming. No chance of me pulling out though. Fuck that. In this moment we belong to each other. There is nothing else. You belong to me, and I belong to you. Every part of me belongs to you.
Damn you girl, you drive me crazy.
I grunt and I groan, my cock straining under the pressure of all my cum. My ballsack is so, so tight.
I feel your pulse throbbing through the wall of your vagina, as you build towards climax, your vagina wall clenching my penis…
“Cum in me, .”
I thrust one final time, deep as I can, the head of my penis pressed against your cervix. The strong spasm of my orgasm causes my whole body to shudder. I feel you cumming too, your pulsating pussy coaxing all the cum from me.
All my cum belongs to you. Inside of you.
Now my mouth moves away from yours. I am nibbling at your ears. Nuzzling at your neck. My fingers wander to your breasts. Circling your nipples, hard with excitement. I move to suckle on them too. Now my hand moves down further, between your legs. And to my delight I find your slit already slick with the wetness of your excitement. Excitement at what we are to do this morning.
For today is the day you ovulate. And we do not want to waste any time
Your hands have been busy too. They caress my balls, rub my penis, and now I am fully engorged. It didn’t take long, but we are ready. I hasten to position myself over you, and plunge between your labia and into the wonders within.
The wet pleasure of your warmth envelops me. It is our first time bare and the sensations are new. They drive me wild. Your legs wrap around me, beckoning me in further. You let out a low moan.
I start to thrust. Breathing becomes shorter, shallower. I can feel your heartbeat quicken, pulsing in your vaginal wall. I’m quivering. The air is electric with the strength and stench of our passion. I’m losing myself completely within you, until with one word you bring me back.
“Faster”, your eyes beg. I nod. It’s all I can manage. I lean back and bring your legs up onto my shoulders. I thrust again. And again.
I’m pushing deeper and faster than ever before. Your moans are coming more louder now. Building to a crescendo. Your breasts bouncing in rhythm. I’m lost, hopelessly lost. Grunting. Straining with every movement. And now your moans are screams.
Your eyes roll back. Your back arches. And now your body is convulsing in ecstasy. It pushes me over the edge. With one final thrust I plunge to the hilt within you.
Once, twice, thrice - I shudder as the power of my orgasm runs through me. Spilling each spurt of semen deeply. With pleasure you feel the warmth of my ejaculate as it spreads within you, pooling around your cervix at the opening to your womb.
Spent, we fold into each other’s arms and doze. Waiting until the new day has fully begun. And waiting for my sperm to reach your egg. Waiting for the beginning of a new life.
PART 2
Damn girl, you feel so damn good. I’m so glad you convinced me to screw you bare. But who am I kidding? It didn’t take much for you to persuade me. From the moment you fixed me with that stare, and teased me with your bare sex, bending over in front of me, showing me your tight, sweet chocolate coochie… you were always going to get your way.
Barely two minutes later and we are fucking, our clothes thrown across your bedroom floor, and all other thoughts forgotten. Your silky smooth love tunnel divinely squeezes and caresses my cock. Electric sensations shoot throughout me, dancing over and around my manhood. Excitement has made you soaking wet, your love-juice coats the entire length of my swollen shaft. The slickness accentuates each and every sensation that I experience. With each thrust I feel the pleasure and the ecstasy of our lovemaking build.
Fuck. How much longer can I last? I want it to last forever but I know it won’t, it can’t. I try to steady my breathing, but my breath keeps catching.
Your beautiful body writhes and twists beneath me as we fuck, the caramel colour of your contrasting starkly with the plain light bedsheets. It’s single-most erotic, hottest thing I’ve ever seen.
I tell myself to keep thrusting. In. And out. Shit. How many more?
I see the desire in your eyes - you want more. You want me as deep inside you as I can go.
I lean into you. Bury my head into your chest, and then your neck, nuzzling up against you. With my arms I push your legs wide, giving me access to all of your sex. And I resume making love to you.
My thrusting becomes more rhythmic. I rock and I roll my hips, ensuring that every last inch - every last millimetre - of my throbbing member plunges deep within your welcoming pussy.
Yes, you say. Oh god yes, you say. Just like that, baby. Oh, god…
And I reply into your ear, “You like that, baby ?”
“Oh fuck yes, fuck me baby.”
I close my eyes and fuck you as if my very life depends on it. I feel your nails digging into my back, and I know that you are clinging on for dear life too. I can feel your ankles pressing into my backside as you spread your thighs wide, every part of your body drawing me in closer.
And I am close, oh so very close to cumming. No chance of me pulling out though. Fuck that. In this moment we belong to each other. There is nothing else. You belong to me, and I belong to you. Every part of me belongs to you.
Damn you girl, you drive me crazy.
I grunt and I groan, my cock straining under the pressure of all my cum. My ballsack is so, so tight.
I feel your pulse throbbing through the wall of your vagina, as you build towards climax, your vagina wall clenching my penis…
“Cum in me, .”
I thrust one final time, deep as I can, the head of my penis pressed against your cervix. The strong spasm of my orgasm causes my whole body to shudder. I feel you cumming too, your pulsating pussy coaxing all the cum from me.
All my cum belongs to you. Inside of you.
DATING: KINKY QUESTION TO ASK
Kinky Questions - go!
1: Kitchen Counter, Couch, or on top of the dryer?
2: Your last sexual encounter: Good or Bad and why:
3: A fictional person that you think would be good in bed:
4: Something that never fails to make you horny:
5: Where is one place you would never have sex:
6: The most awkward moment during a sexual experience was when ______________
7: Weirdest thing that ever made you horny:
8: What is the best way to sexually bind someone: Handcuffs, Rope, or Other [if other please explain]:
9: What is the fastest way to make you horny:
10: Top or bottom?
11: We were about to ____________ but then ______________ [example: we were about to have sex but then his mom walked in]
12: Is one orgasm enough? Are multiple orgasms necessary?
13: Something that you have hidden in your room that you don’t want anyone to find:
14: Weirdest nickname a significant other has ever called you:
15: Two things you like [or dislike] about oral sex:
16: Weirdest sexual act some has performed [or tried to perform] on/with you:
17: Have you ever tasted yourself? [If no, would you?] [If yes, what did you think?]
18: Is it ever okay to not use a condom:
19: Who was the sexiest teacher you ever had?
20: A food that you would like to use during a sexual experience:
21: How big is too big:
22: One sexual thing you would never do:
23: Biggest turn on:
24: Three spots that drive you insane:
25: Worst possible time to get horny:
26: Do you like it when your sexual partner moans:
27: Worst sexual idea you ever had:
28: How much fapping is too much fapping:
29: Best sexual complement you ever got:
30: Bald, landing strip, Jumanji:
31: Is it good sex if you don’t nut:
32: Fill in the blank: "If they ____________, we are fuckin"
33: What your favorite part of your body:
34: Favorite foreplay activities:
35: Love (>,<, or =) Sex For those of us who don’t remember our math thats “greater than, less than, or equal to]
36: What do you wear to bed?
37: When was the first time you masturbated:
38: Do you have any nude/masturbating pictures/video of yourself?
39: Have you ever/when was the last time you had sex outside?
40: Have/would you ever have sex outside?
41: Have/would you ever had a threesome?
42: What is one random object you’ve used to masturbate?
43: Have/would you ever masturbate at work/school?
44: Have/would you ever have sex on a plane?
45: What is one song you’d like to have sex to?
46: What is something nonsexual that makes you horny?
47: Most attractive celebrity?
48: Do you watch gay/lesbian porn? why/why not?
49: If a child was born on the occasion of the last time you had sex, how old would that child be right now?
50: Has anyone ever posted nude pictures of you online?
51: What is one thing that NEVER makes you horny?
52: Do you have stretch marks? (How do you feel about them? Has anyone ever had a problem with them?)
53: Do you like giving head? (why/why not)
54: How do you feel about tattoos on someone you are interested in?
55: How would you feel about taking someones virginity?
56: Is there any food you would NOT recommend using during a sexual encounter?
57: Is there anything you do on Tumblr that you would not like your significant other to see?
58: Do you own any sex toys? (what is it? (how long have you had it?)
59: Would you give your significant other unrestricted access to your Tumblr for a day?
60: Would you be offended if your significant other suggested you get plastic surgery?
61: Would you rather be a pornstar or a prostitute?
62: Do you watch porn?
63: How small is too small?
64: Have you ever been called a freak? Why?
65: Who gave you your last kiss? Did it mean anything?
66: Would you switch phones with your significant other for a day?
67: Do you feel comfortable going "commando"?
68: Would you have a problem with going down on someone if they hadn't shaved their pubic hair?
69: If you could give yourself head, would you?
70: Booty or Boobs?
71: If you had a penis, what would you name it?
72: Have you ever been on an official date?
73: Have you ever cheated on someone? (Why?)
74: If you were a stripper, what would your name be?
75: Have you ever had sex in your parents bed? (Would you?)
76: How would you react if you found out your parents had sex in your bed?
77: What was your reaction the first time you saw a penis/vagina
78: If you had a penis/vagina for a day, what are five things you would do?
I'm home sick come ask me stuff...
1: Kitchen Counter, Couch, or on top of the dryer?
2: Your last sexual encounter: Good or Bad and why:
3: A fictional person that you think would be good in bed:
4: Something that never fails to make you horny:
5: Where is one place you would never have sex:
6: The most awkward moment during a sexual experience was when ______________
7: Weirdest thing that ever made you horny:
8: What is the best way to sexually bind someone: Handcuffs, Rope, or Other [if other please explain]:
9: What is the fastest way to make you horny:
10: Top or bottom?
11: We were about to ____________ but then ______________ [example: we were about to have sex but then his mom walked in]
12: Is one orgasm enough? Are multiple orgasms necessary?
13: Something that you have hidden in your room that you don’t want anyone to find:
14: Weirdest nickname a significant other has ever called you:
15: Two things you like [or dislike] about oral sex:
16: Weirdest sexual act some has performed [or tried to perform] on/with you:
17: Have you ever tasted yourself? [If no, would you?] [If yes, what did you think?]
18: Is it ever okay to not use a condom:
19: Who was the sexiest teacher you ever had?
20: A food that you would like to use during a sexual experience:
21: How big is too big:
22: One sexual thing you would never do:
23: Biggest turn on:
24: Three spots that drive you insane:
25: Worst possible time to get horny:
26: Do you like it when your sexual partner moans:
27: Worst sexual idea you ever had:
28: How much fapping is too much fapping:
29: Best sexual complement you ever got:
30: Bald, landing strip, Jumanji:
31: Is it good sex if you don’t nut:
32: Fill in the blank: "If they ____________, we are fuckin"
33: What your favorite part of your body:
34: Favorite foreplay activities:
35: Love (>,<, or =) Sex For those of us who don’t remember our math thats “greater than, less than, or equal to]
36: What do you wear to bed?
37: When was the first time you masturbated:
38: Do you have any nude/masturbating pictures/video of yourself?
39: Have you ever/when was the last time you had sex outside?
40: Have/would you ever have sex outside?
41: Have/would you ever had a threesome?
42: What is one random object you’ve used to masturbate?
43: Have/would you ever masturbate at work/school?
44: Have/would you ever have sex on a plane?
45: What is one song you’d like to have sex to?
46: What is something nonsexual that makes you horny?
47: Most attractive celebrity?
48: Do you watch gay/lesbian porn? why/why not?
49: If a child was born on the occasion of the last time you had sex, how old would that child be right now?
50: Has anyone ever posted nude pictures of you online?
51: What is one thing that NEVER makes you horny?
52: Do you have stretch marks? (How do you feel about them? Has anyone ever had a problem with them?)
53: Do you like giving head? (why/why not)
54: How do you feel about tattoos on someone you are interested in?
55: How would you feel about taking someones virginity?
56: Is there any food you would NOT recommend using during a sexual encounter?
57: Is there anything you do on Tumblr that you would not like your significant other to see?
58: Do you own any sex toys? (what is it? (how long have you had it?)
59: Would you give your significant other unrestricted access to your Tumblr for a day?
60: Would you be offended if your significant other suggested you get plastic surgery?
61: Would you rather be a pornstar or a prostitute?
62: Do you watch porn?
63: How small is too small?
64: Have you ever been called a freak? Why?
65: Who gave you your last kiss? Did it mean anything?
66: Would you switch phones with your significant other for a day?
67: Do you feel comfortable going "commando"?
68: Would you have a problem with going down on someone if they hadn't shaved their pubic hair?
69: If you could give yourself head, would you?
70: Booty or Boobs?
71: If you had a penis, what would you name it?
72: Have you ever been on an official date?
73: Have you ever cheated on someone? (Why?)
74: If you were a stripper, what would your name be?
75: Have you ever had sex in your parents bed? (Would you?)
76: How would you react if you found out your parents had sex in your bed?
77: What was your reaction the first time you saw a penis/vagina
78: If you had a penis/vagina for a day, what are five things you would do?
I'm home sick come ask me stuff...
Friday, November 24, 2017
STORY: I WANTED TO BECOME HIS SEX SLAVE
I thought I was looking for a boyfriend when I set up my online dating profile.
I’d never had much luck with dating. It wasn’t that I wasn’t interested — I’d always loved men. Dating them was fun, the balance between a mans personality and my own feminine one was electric, it kept things interesting. But for whatever reason it never lasted very long. I’d do things like leave town for days without telling him or bringing my phone, or stay in bed with a book all day and forget to answer his texts.
It just wasn’t second nature for me to be tied down and predictable.
When I met John online I expected the same cycle to occur. We met up at the corner dive bar where I prefer to meet all my first dates. He complimented my lip color — it’s always a great sign when a man isn’t intimidated by lipstick. He asked me about my work and he told me about his job in the military and that he was in Iraq. I told him that the idea of a guy being associated with something somewhat dangerous was exciting. He smiled mischievously and said, “You have no idea.”
Girls don’t need tricks to get guys to come home with them at the end of dates but I happen to have an excellent one anyway: I live in a condo along the river in my city. A walk along the river is the perfect nightcap to any date and the guy will always walk me up afterwards, “to make sure I get home safe .”
So John was sitting on my bed while I made some drinks and thought about whether I wanted to have sex with him that night. I was attracted to him, sure, he was broad shouldered and tall with dark hair and dark eyes I couldn’t stop staring into. There was no strong reason not to, I figured, but we may as we’ll wait another date in case he was one of those guys that’s weird about first date sex.
That changed fairly quickly.
I handed him his drink and he announced, “I’m going to enjoy this drink while you suck my cock.”
“Excuse me?!?” I couldn’t have possibly heard him correctly.
“This looks like a great drink, and it’s going to be even better while you’re blowing me.” He stopped to take in my negative expression and lifted my head with a single finger under my chin. “A girl like you can make a man really happy. You want that, it’s what makes you special.”
I couldn’t deny that he had some sort of power over me at this point. The way he was controlling the situation turned me on and his hand caressing my face stirred up a familiar feeling in my abdomen.
What did I have to lose?
So I obliged him. I set my drink down and kneeled before him, unzipping his pants.
I wasn’t surprised to find his cock was larger than average, it’s this way with most confident men, like a chicken and egg thing. I flicked my tongue over the head of his penis a few times before I began to take him in my mouth. He watched me cooly, taking a swig of his drink.
Inside somewhere, a deep need to impress him rose. I went to town. I kissed and licked and deep throated. I massaged the sweet spot at the tippy top of his shaft on the underside. I took his balls in my mouth and swirled my tongue around. I gave him my A-game and looked up, searching for approval written on his face. It was there, but not as fully as I’d hoped for.
“To completion,” he reminded me.
I slid my hands down his forearms and the grasped his hands, depositing them on the back of my head. This wasn’t one of my “moves”, I didn’t know what I was doing anymore. I was on autopilot now.
He had two fistfuls of my hair, one on each side of my head. He was gentle, but firm as he held me in place, thrusting his hips and pouring himself into my mouth. It was uncomfortable at first, I worried about gagging. But I heard him gasp as he slipped into my throat and I knew this was special for him — he was enjoying himself, losing control, losing himself to me.
I may have been the one kneeling on the floor, but he was at my mercy, he was in ecstasy, and he needed me to feel this way.
I held up my hands, showing him I wasn’t going to resist and he groaned loudly in excitement. He thrust faster into my mouth, careful to make his movement fluid. This time I felt his grip tighten on my hair as he didn’t allow his dick to slide back out of my mouth. He held me there. I could feel him tensing up so I made an extra effort to hold this position, and I was rewarded with his loudest groan yet and a mouthful of salty cum.
I swallowed and licked my lips. I felt satisfied somehow.
He grinned and stared down at me. “I told you you would like it.”
He laid down on my bed and I instantly curled up next to him. I felt happy and comfortable. With my head on his chest I reached up and began massaging his scalp, my sudden need to please this man had not been satiated.
“What do you want?” I asked him.
“I want to come over two or three times a week and stand over you and fuck your throat. I don’t want to jerk off anymore.”
I gulped. This was definitely not what I was looking for. It was sleazy. “What if I want more than that?”
“But you don’t want more. You just think you’re supposed to want more. Did you hear yourself earlier? You told me you don’t like being tied down. And look at you, look at how your body responded to being my sex slave.”
He quickly reached down and knocked my thighs apart. Before I could register what he was doing his fingers were inside me and my back was arched. Holy shit, I gasped as he masterfully, rhythmically rubbed my gspot with the tips of his fingers.
I looked down at him to see that he was hard again, and grinned.
He got up and kneeled between my legs and pulled me up, so my butt was resting on his thighs, legs wrapped around his waist.
“I am going to fuck you and then we’ll sleep here together and you’ll see. This is better than dating — to give ourselves to each other completely.”
I nodded. This was exciting, and what else was I going to do tonight?
He grabbed his drink off the nightstand and poured a bit into my mouth before kissing me and sucking the taste of whiskey off my tongue. He trailed the dewey glass down my neck to my collarbone and I shivered. He took the remaining ice cube and deposited it in his mouth before leaning down and kissing my nipple. It was the most divine sensation, heat and ice.
I felt his hips move under mine and the his cock sliding around my wet pussy, but not entering. I always loved it when guys did this, the anticipation was unbearable, in an addictive way. It made time stand still.
“You’re such a good girl, ,” he mumbled as he kissed my neck, clearly enjoying himself. I lifted my hips to meet his and he drove his cock deep inside me. That moment — the first time it goes in — is always the best. It always reminds me why we do such crazy stuff for sex, it really is that good. I let him cum inside of me without a condom. I also blew him 6 more times that night.
I’d consider his offer later. He didn’t need an answer now. He just needed me to be here, writhing with pleasure as he had his way with me.
I’d never had much luck with dating. It wasn’t that I wasn’t interested — I’d always loved men. Dating them was fun, the balance between a mans personality and my own feminine one was electric, it kept things interesting. But for whatever reason it never lasted very long. I’d do things like leave town for days without telling him or bringing my phone, or stay in bed with a book all day and forget to answer his texts.
It just wasn’t second nature for me to be tied down and predictable.
When I met John online I expected the same cycle to occur. We met up at the corner dive bar where I prefer to meet all my first dates. He complimented my lip color — it’s always a great sign when a man isn’t intimidated by lipstick. He asked me about my work and he told me about his job in the military and that he was in Iraq. I told him that the idea of a guy being associated with something somewhat dangerous was exciting. He smiled mischievously and said, “You have no idea.”
Girls don’t need tricks to get guys to come home with them at the end of dates but I happen to have an excellent one anyway: I live in a condo along the river in my city. A walk along the river is the perfect nightcap to any date and the guy will always walk me up afterwards, “to make sure I get home safe .”
So John was sitting on my bed while I made some drinks and thought about whether I wanted to have sex with him that night. I was attracted to him, sure, he was broad shouldered and tall with dark hair and dark eyes I couldn’t stop staring into. There was no strong reason not to, I figured, but we may as we’ll wait another date in case he was one of those guys that’s weird about first date sex.
That changed fairly quickly.
I handed him his drink and he announced, “I’m going to enjoy this drink while you suck my cock.”
“Excuse me?!?” I couldn’t have possibly heard him correctly.
“This looks like a great drink, and it’s going to be even better while you’re blowing me.” He stopped to take in my negative expression and lifted my head with a single finger under my chin. “A girl like you can make a man really happy. You want that, it’s what makes you special.”
I couldn’t deny that he had some sort of power over me at this point. The way he was controlling the situation turned me on and his hand caressing my face stirred up a familiar feeling in my abdomen.
What did I have to lose?
So I obliged him. I set my drink down and kneeled before him, unzipping his pants.
I wasn’t surprised to find his cock was larger than average, it’s this way with most confident men, like a chicken and egg thing. I flicked my tongue over the head of his penis a few times before I began to take him in my mouth. He watched me cooly, taking a swig of his drink.
Inside somewhere, a deep need to impress him rose. I went to town. I kissed and licked and deep throated. I massaged the sweet spot at the tippy top of his shaft on the underside. I took his balls in my mouth and swirled my tongue around. I gave him my A-game and looked up, searching for approval written on his face. It was there, but not as fully as I’d hoped for.
“To completion,” he reminded me.
I slid my hands down his forearms and the grasped his hands, depositing them on the back of my head. This wasn’t one of my “moves”, I didn’t know what I was doing anymore. I was on autopilot now.
He had two fistfuls of my hair, one on each side of my head. He was gentle, but firm as he held me in place, thrusting his hips and pouring himself into my mouth. It was uncomfortable at first, I worried about gagging. But I heard him gasp as he slipped into my throat and I knew this was special for him — he was enjoying himself, losing control, losing himself to me.
I may have been the one kneeling on the floor, but he was at my mercy, he was in ecstasy, and he needed me to feel this way.
I held up my hands, showing him I wasn’t going to resist and he groaned loudly in excitement. He thrust faster into my mouth, careful to make his movement fluid. This time I felt his grip tighten on my hair as he didn’t allow his dick to slide back out of my mouth. He held me there. I could feel him tensing up so I made an extra effort to hold this position, and I was rewarded with his loudest groan yet and a mouthful of salty cum.
I swallowed and licked my lips. I felt satisfied somehow.
He grinned and stared down at me. “I told you you would like it.”
He laid down on my bed and I instantly curled up next to him. I felt happy and comfortable. With my head on his chest I reached up and began massaging his scalp, my sudden need to please this man had not been satiated.
“What do you want?” I asked him.
“I want to come over two or three times a week and stand over you and fuck your throat. I don’t want to jerk off anymore.”
I gulped. This was definitely not what I was looking for. It was sleazy. “What if I want more than that?”
“But you don’t want more. You just think you’re supposed to want more. Did you hear yourself earlier? You told me you don’t like being tied down. And look at you, look at how your body responded to being my sex slave.”
He quickly reached down and knocked my thighs apart. Before I could register what he was doing his fingers were inside me and my back was arched. Holy shit, I gasped as he masterfully, rhythmically rubbed my gspot with the tips of his fingers.
I looked down at him to see that he was hard again, and grinned.
He got up and kneeled between my legs and pulled me up, so my butt was resting on his thighs, legs wrapped around his waist.
“I am going to fuck you and then we’ll sleep here together and you’ll see. This is better than dating — to give ourselves to each other completely.”
I nodded. This was exciting, and what else was I going to do tonight?
He grabbed his drink off the nightstand and poured a bit into my mouth before kissing me and sucking the taste of whiskey off my tongue. He trailed the dewey glass down my neck to my collarbone and I shivered. He took the remaining ice cube and deposited it in his mouth before leaning down and kissing my nipple. It was the most divine sensation, heat and ice.
I felt his hips move under mine and the his cock sliding around my wet pussy, but not entering. I always loved it when guys did this, the anticipation was unbearable, in an addictive way. It made time stand still.
“You’re such a good girl, ,” he mumbled as he kissed my neck, clearly enjoying himself. I lifted my hips to meet his and he drove his cock deep inside me. That moment — the first time it goes in — is always the best. It always reminds me why we do such crazy stuff for sex, it really is that good. I let him cum inside of me without a condom. I also blew him 6 more times that night.
I’d consider his offer later. He didn’t need an answer now. He just needed me to be here, writhing with pleasure as he had his way with me.
THOUGHTS: THINGS I WAS THINKING ABOUT
Isn’t it weird to think that every person you walk by has a past they may or may not be proud of and a family they might be close to or far from and a lover they’re either with or apart from and a name and a personality, and they might be having the greatest day of their life or the worst day? We probably walk past hundreds of people a day and never once stop to think what they’re going through, what their life may be like. We’re too focused on our own.
PART 2
… and this way the world knows. She is loved deeper than them all, stronger than the rest, more cherished and treasured as anyone can ever imagine, for she is your one and only, the one you care about about, the one you waited and prepared yourself for to grant a life free from sadness, dullness, and forlornness, a life in admiration, in pride, in radiant confidence that she is irreplaceable, singular, perfect as she is and always will be, and no day will ever pass by without you letting her know how important, life-changing, fulfilling it is to hold her hand, to feel her presence, and to whisper into her attentive ear only for her to hear ‘mine’
PART 3.
Dominant men don’t dominate women so much as they dominate their own lives.
While most of them won’t be millionaires, they’re likely to be intelligent, articulate, well rounded men of strong character who lead, not by fear or derision, but by the force and quality of their character. They inspire those around them and have developed such a powerful gravitational pull that the people they invite into their lives can’t help but realign themselves to their orbit.
Rarely will they need to make demands, much less threats - these are the tools of the novice - no, their charges will be so driven to please him that the simplest suggestion or nod can completely alter a behavior. If you find that you are struggling to lead a submissive woman the fault is most likely not that you aren’t pushing hard enough, but that you haven’t yet mastered the skills necessary to be an effective leader.
The notion that a woman couldn’t be a “good enough submissive,” is a lie. The fault is not with the submissive who won’t follow, it is with the man who can’t inspire her to do so.
Save your palms, by sharpening your mind and soul.
PART 4
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
Or at least that is what they always told her
And yet despite how long and hard she looked
She had yet to find a place on Earth
Where people adored her acne scars
Or envied her thin hair
Or found glamour in her chewed nails
And so though beauty was different
To every single person on Earth
She felt as though she’d never find the person
Who’d see it in herself.
PART 5
When you start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in their energy, recognize the scent of their skin. You see only the essence of the person, not the shell. That’s why you can’t fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and your body but not your heart. And that’s why, when you really connect with a person’s inner self, any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant.
PART 2
… and this way the world knows. She is loved deeper than them all, stronger than the rest, more cherished and treasured as anyone can ever imagine, for she is your one and only, the one you care about about, the one you waited and prepared yourself for to grant a life free from sadness, dullness, and forlornness, a life in admiration, in pride, in radiant confidence that she is irreplaceable, singular, perfect as she is and always will be, and no day will ever pass by without you letting her know how important, life-changing, fulfilling it is to hold her hand, to feel her presence, and to whisper into her attentive ear only for her to hear ‘mine’
PART 3.
Dominant men don’t dominate women so much as they dominate their own lives.
While most of them won’t be millionaires, they’re likely to be intelligent, articulate, well rounded men of strong character who lead, not by fear or derision, but by the force and quality of their character. They inspire those around them and have developed such a powerful gravitational pull that the people they invite into their lives can’t help but realign themselves to their orbit.
Rarely will they need to make demands, much less threats - these are the tools of the novice - no, their charges will be so driven to please him that the simplest suggestion or nod can completely alter a behavior. If you find that you are struggling to lead a submissive woman the fault is most likely not that you aren’t pushing hard enough, but that you haven’t yet mastered the skills necessary to be an effective leader.
The notion that a woman couldn’t be a “good enough submissive,” is a lie. The fault is not with the submissive who won’t follow, it is with the man who can’t inspire her to do so.
Save your palms, by sharpening your mind and soul.
PART 4
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
Or at least that is what they always told her
And yet despite how long and hard she looked
She had yet to find a place on Earth
Where people adored her acne scars
Or envied her thin hair
Or found glamour in her chewed nails
And so though beauty was different
To every single person on Earth
She felt as though she’d never find the person
Who’d see it in herself.
PART 5
When you start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in their energy, recognize the scent of their skin. You see only the essence of the person, not the shell. That’s why you can’t fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and your body but not your heart. And that’s why, when you really connect with a person’s inner self, any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant.
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