Oh my Love;
Creator of an infinity of sweet sensations in my life.
Substance of my body in infinite tastes of food and drink
Lover of my hearing in sweet sounds and responses link
Purifier of my mind in infinite sweet thoughts
and images that drink.
Opener of my eyes in an infinite variety of shapes unfurled,
colour and hue
Refiner of my touch with textures many, and caresses too.
The Generator of my feelings in the infinite purity of love
The Companion of my soul in time and space
Possessor of my heart in that sweet feel of Love and Grace.
A whole universe of shape and sound,
Colour and textures,
Taste and feel.
Life in a rose petal, unfurling with colour and shape and smell;
Infinity of change;
A Seal.
Life in a baby's cry, unfurling with love, compassion and caring;
The Capacity to feel.
Life in the Canvas of Nature rolling to infinity on the cry
of a soul;
A distant peal.
Oh my Love I need you.
I love your heart in its infinity of love.
I am as a dry sponge awaiting the Living Water
of your love to refresh the world.
I am as an empty page aching for the word of the master poet.
I am as the still air awaiting the vibration
of infinite sweet sounds at your hand.
I am as a voice that is silent; preparing to speak
the theme of eternal life through thee,
And I see in my companion the better part of me.
My Love I need you
And I love you so
Friday, August 17, 2012
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER: WITH THE WHOLE OF ME
My promise for love is that i will love with the whole of me and what it takes me to do because deep down my heart i do feel what i do hold is not mine but for someone someone special who will also feel iam special to her.so long as she will be there to share the secret part of her with me,share whinings and uplift each other both up and down when up heavils are seemng to be challenging..............dear i will with my whole.
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER: BELOVED
Beloved, fair of face and form pure of heart my love, I miss you so. That you could be here with me once more. You touched my hand so gently, I felt your light glowing, spreading and filling my mind with beauty and hope, You were always there with me loving me in ways that I thought were impossible. You accepted me without wanting to change me loving me for all that I am or could ever dream of being.
There was no resistance in my heart I could only love you in return.,
You gave to me all that you had to offer your love your dream.. your gentle touch, and in return I give to you my heart. For I loved you like I loved no other living man upon this earth..
Why would that surprise me,
Knowing who you are. and who I am. Your love drove out the darkness and the loneliness with you by my side, the world was once more lovely to behold.
There was no resistance in my heart I could only love you in return.,
You gave to me all that you had to offer your love your dream.. your gentle touch, and in return I give to you my heart. For I loved you like I loved no other living man upon this earth..
Why would that surprise me,
Knowing who you are. and who I am. Your love drove out the darkness and the loneliness with you by my side, the world was once more lovely to behold.
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER: PUREST LOVE.....
My precious,
Something deep has awakened in me, some kind of new fire that has allowed me to see. There are days when I am sure you must think I’m insane. I recognize that my obsession for you runs deep. On some days there is so much emotion, so much love inside that I do not know how to channel it. I don’t know how to let this immense energy run free, at times I feel that there isn’t enough air to calm the stir, and then you say something that allows me to breath you in. Yesterday it was “I love you more”. A mélange of ecstasy like a rainbow exploding from my heart and a yet a blissful stillness. You take my breath away with the simplest utterance of Love. And fill my soul with your letters that speak of us, our future life together and the family that our love will create.
My mind and heart fills with feelings of desire for you, wanting to protect you, and this overwhelming love for you.... and yet that's not all. It’s also the realization of what you have done to my heart and the way it’s changed forever by loving and being loved by you. Darling you are a reflection of God's love for me.. Know you are forever loved. You have taken residence in my soul, You are unconditionally loved. Honey on the day you decide is the right day; you will never need to feel alone again. Nor are you now, I am with you, if you want me to be, always.
“Even your dreams get the wind to submit to your will, your soul knows how to find mine, and theres no doubt that your dreams take lead of the wind in there dance to me. Your here with me, I feel your warm embrace in the cold breeze” My Love... My heart gives me no other choice but to be with You!! Take the leap of faith and the other half of your heart is sure to catch you…I was born here and have taken many paths to walk once again with you my love...and no amount of land could have prevented this reunion. I find our two souls are a bridge to the divine. We are each other, perfect fractured mirrors. Let each new thought no longer tear you apart. My love, let’s plot out all our dreams.
You’re amazing; one thing that I can say is that when I finally do go to sleep, I sleep profoundly and serenely. My soul must spend my nights lying with you. That is what he desires the most. Just to be with you, to hold you, caress you to sleep. Run my fingers through your hair, trace the shape of your brow. Let the warmth of my body envelope you. Let my love permeate through your skin, deep inside of you, a warm light. Allow the softness of my skin pamper you if it will. I am yours to have at your will, because mine is yours my love. I am enchained by love to you. I submit to your every desire. Always I surrender to You. My heart calls for you everyday. My Lord, you needn’t not ever commit an act of submission towards me because it is I who kneels before you. It is my heart’s desire to please you in any way. But if that is your desire than shall we live the rest of our days reaping and sawing the spoils of our love. Complete me. Make me whole, and if you must break me down, I hand my life over to rebuild me as you wish.
The world is light, with you my love,
Light with you.
With the purest love I hope you will ever know,
Something deep has awakened in me, some kind of new fire that has allowed me to see. There are days when I am sure you must think I’m insane. I recognize that my obsession for you runs deep. On some days there is so much emotion, so much love inside that I do not know how to channel it. I don’t know how to let this immense energy run free, at times I feel that there isn’t enough air to calm the stir, and then you say something that allows me to breath you in. Yesterday it was “I love you more”. A mélange of ecstasy like a rainbow exploding from my heart and a yet a blissful stillness. You take my breath away with the simplest utterance of Love. And fill my soul with your letters that speak of us, our future life together and the family that our love will create.
My mind and heart fills with feelings of desire for you, wanting to protect you, and this overwhelming love for you.... and yet that's not all. It’s also the realization of what you have done to my heart and the way it’s changed forever by loving and being loved by you. Darling you are a reflection of God's love for me.. Know you are forever loved. You have taken residence in my soul, You are unconditionally loved. Honey on the day you decide is the right day; you will never need to feel alone again. Nor are you now, I am with you, if you want me to be, always.
“Even your dreams get the wind to submit to your will, your soul knows how to find mine, and theres no doubt that your dreams take lead of the wind in there dance to me. Your here with me, I feel your warm embrace in the cold breeze” My Love... My heart gives me no other choice but to be with You!! Take the leap of faith and the other half of your heart is sure to catch you…I was born here and have taken many paths to walk once again with you my love...and no amount of land could have prevented this reunion. I find our two souls are a bridge to the divine. We are each other, perfect fractured mirrors. Let each new thought no longer tear you apart. My love, let’s plot out all our dreams.
You’re amazing; one thing that I can say is that when I finally do go to sleep, I sleep profoundly and serenely. My soul must spend my nights lying with you. That is what he desires the most. Just to be with you, to hold you, caress you to sleep. Run my fingers through your hair, trace the shape of your brow. Let the warmth of my body envelope you. Let my love permeate through your skin, deep inside of you, a warm light. Allow the softness of my skin pamper you if it will. I am yours to have at your will, because mine is yours my love. I am enchained by love to you. I submit to your every desire. Always I surrender to You. My heart calls for you everyday. My Lord, you needn’t not ever commit an act of submission towards me because it is I who kneels before you. It is my heart’s desire to please you in any way. But if that is your desire than shall we live the rest of our days reaping and sawing the spoils of our love. Complete me. Make me whole, and if you must break me down, I hand my life over to rebuild me as you wish.
The world is light, with you my love,
Light with you.
With the purest love I hope you will ever know,
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER
My eyes well with tears for my heart longs to feel you near. My mind is encumbered with the lusty embrace I last felt in your arms. My lips still tingle with your taste. At night when the wind is playing among the stars, I close my eyes and allow myself the sweetest of dreams with you. We dance in eachother's arms to a melody, played from a piano in heaven. Each key struck a lullaby within us. Each day spent in longing, awaiting the presence of the moon. For when the moon is high, I know our time is coming. How ever shall I exist without you in this cruel and awesome world. I pray every morn that God may bless me with your sight. My days are long as my nights are far too short. Tonight I invite you to dream my love... close your eyes and feel my hands ever so slightly across your skin. Can you taste my wet kiss, sugary and sweet upon your lips? Allow my embrace to warm you and comfort you. For although we must reside apart for this moment in time, have faith my sweet, for the angels above sing for our love. We shall dream as one.
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER
When im asleep all I can do is dream the world about you, and when im alone, I cant help but hope and think of you near me, when your gone, I miss your laughter, jokes, smile, kisses and hugs, when your around me, I want you more then you can ever imagine. When im sad I need you to help me threw that troubled time but babe either of these ways will not change the fact how I feel about you. I love you with all my heart, Body and soul if that’s not enough for you to accept I will do anything in my power to give you much more. Babe its sad I cant txt you roses or fax you my heart and if I could I would email you my kisses along with my hugs, I adore you to bits just wish and hope that you could see it and just to let you know that I miss you every single day, you mean the world to me. If you were to ask me a question such as “What’s more important, you or my life” I would say my life only because Babe you are my life and without that I have no purpose to live. Im so happy that I’ve found a person I can relate to in any way and every way. I would never want to lose you to any one or any thing, babe I want you to be all mine and mine only…Babe, you have the greatest soul, the noblest nature, the sweetest, most loving heart I have ever known, you are more wonderful and lovely in my eyes than you ever were before. You are my pride and joy and gratitude, you love me with such a perfect love, more then I deserve. You are my life Sweetheart, and every separation and argument gives endless heartache…I know its early to tell but if you were to ever ask me to marry you I would say “Yes”, If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you’ve made me smile. The entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hands. Im meaning every single word I say and pouring my heart out to you, only because I know that you’re the one. Im so deeply in love with you, it’s not funny. Life was just plain to me but you walked into it and made it a worth living life to live. I love you so much and I wouldn’t want to lose you to anyone. =). I love you Babe, Don’t ever forget that.
PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER
Dear love,
Oh how I've longed for you, My eyes toward the stars hoping to see you, to feel you, to be with you or just to be… loved!
In the thick of it. In the thin of it… Kneading into my flesh, this hopeless mesh that is my heart… And the very part that yearns for you, burns for you, an eternal flame. In the night, I call out your name…
Do you hear me… Calling through the darkness? If so, then hearken to me now. Show a flicker of your flame and let it light… Will you tonight?
I am on cloud nine and to tell you the truth, there is still no sign of rain. I have fallen and I can't get up… I am injured by this love… Will you heal me? I am just so blown away and moved, that any doubt of my love for you is removed, for fate has proved that I was right all along... That we belong together… not just for a moment, but forever. I am breathlessly awaiting and anticipating, no longer debating… For I
no longer have any fear, except the fear of not being in your arms, or tasting your kisses, or feeling your touch, or the warmth of your character… Which to others may be uncharacteristic of your nature, but which I find to be the real person in you…
For in me lies the ability to see the reality that is such a part of you…
And which stands apart from those who fail to even recognize the genius of your spirit; but instead, hold on to the in-genius of their wrong impressions… Which now leaves me with the impression that they have truly missed out on a heart of gold. ....
I love you more than words could ever say. When I saw you, I wanted it to last
forever…
To feel that safety in the refuge of your arms, guarding and protecting me, eternally, as eternally, I am yours… Spinning effortlessly out of the control of this hole, which has had this hold for far too long. Too long! Too long! TOO long…
Have I been waiting, stirring in this hunger, as the hunger is on what desire feeds. I long for… I love… I breathe you! I feel you… I ache for… I need you… In the darkest part! In this hollow heart have I cried those empty hours and sleepless nights… Spent thinking and winking… Lying and blinking back the tears falling from my soul.
As it is empty, I am empty… Needing to be full…
Or better yet filled to the brim…To the rim…
Of my barren existence.
As at this rate, in this space… I AM WANT! I want to be still, considered, thrilled… Where your loving arms hold me and console me as I have never been comforted before… A new way out, a new way in, as I make it through a new and hopeful door.
I have a dream: one day, I will be quietly, hungrily, snuggling under your touch, your love, your warmth! Safely under your spell, your kiss, your…
Heart! ....
Am I reeling, soon to be kneeling before the healing powers of your fountain? That cavernous mountain of redemption, taking me high above the exemption of your pushing me aside…
Serenading me with its tune of love as it stands in ovation to the clapping of my strong and engaging cymbals as they clash! Will you crash? Will you bow to the prayers of my moan, preying upon me, and will it be shown? Will you bask in the light of its shiver? Can you deliver and bring it home?
Am I alone in this dwelling? In this place of constant passion, erected, resurrected, and connected to the line of my seed… Going to this endless need… Will you feed me? ....
In the dark or light, devoid of indecision, making love with keen precision… Almost like a brand new religion… I pray. I confess. I kneel. I bow. I repent. Will you bless me? ....
Through the river of dreams and from the mist of my desire, I am taken hire, as we both cling together like a thong… A redemption song. Will you redeem me? Save me? ....
Will you bathe me in the pool of your bath, immersing me in the flow of your stream, making this no longer a dream? Do you even grasp what I mean?
The heart of a man is needing, feeling, pleading, and so often yielding to the power of his intended, whom he has befriended and dares to love… Always dreaming of her touch, her kiss, her arms folding about him, feeding him with its charms… Like a warm coat wrapping about his soul, shielding him from the cold which sets him apart from her.
Well, so is my heart: afraid to beat too fast in this desire that burns like a fire… A forever blaze…Leaving me stunned and amazed at the magnitude of my gratitude of your affection…
As I steer towards your direction, yearning for your protection from the harsh stirs that have left me barren from the start. Well, there you have it, for that is my heart… My heart. MY HEART!
I love you my dearest, and you are at the nearest. May thou preparest a place for us to be together… for always and forever…
for I will leave you never… And on that you can trust!
Oh how I've longed for you, My eyes toward the stars hoping to see you, to feel you, to be with you or just to be… loved!
In the thick of it. In the thin of it… Kneading into my flesh, this hopeless mesh that is my heart… And the very part that yearns for you, burns for you, an eternal flame. In the night, I call out your name…
Do you hear me… Calling through the darkness? If so, then hearken to me now. Show a flicker of your flame and let it light… Will you tonight?
I am on cloud nine and to tell you the truth, there is still no sign of rain. I have fallen and I can't get up… I am injured by this love… Will you heal me? I am just so blown away and moved, that any doubt of my love for you is removed, for fate has proved that I was right all along... That we belong together… not just for a moment, but forever. I am breathlessly awaiting and anticipating, no longer debating… For I
no longer have any fear, except the fear of not being in your arms, or tasting your kisses, or feeling your touch, or the warmth of your character… Which to others may be uncharacteristic of your nature, but which I find to be the real person in you…
For in me lies the ability to see the reality that is such a part of you…
And which stands apart from those who fail to even recognize the genius of your spirit; but instead, hold on to the in-genius of their wrong impressions… Which now leaves me with the impression that they have truly missed out on a heart of gold. ....
I love you more than words could ever say. When I saw you, I wanted it to last
forever…
To feel that safety in the refuge of your arms, guarding and protecting me, eternally, as eternally, I am yours… Spinning effortlessly out of the control of this hole, which has had this hold for far too long. Too long! Too long! TOO long…
Have I been waiting, stirring in this hunger, as the hunger is on what desire feeds. I long for… I love… I breathe you! I feel you… I ache for… I need you… In the darkest part! In this hollow heart have I cried those empty hours and sleepless nights… Spent thinking and winking… Lying and blinking back the tears falling from my soul.
As it is empty, I am empty… Needing to be full…
Or better yet filled to the brim…To the rim…
Of my barren existence.
As at this rate, in this space… I AM WANT! I want to be still, considered, thrilled… Where your loving arms hold me and console me as I have never been comforted before… A new way out, a new way in, as I make it through a new and hopeful door.
I have a dream: one day, I will be quietly, hungrily, snuggling under your touch, your love, your warmth! Safely under your spell, your kiss, your…
Heart! ....
Am I reeling, soon to be kneeling before the healing powers of your fountain? That cavernous mountain of redemption, taking me high above the exemption of your pushing me aside…
Serenading me with its tune of love as it stands in ovation to the clapping of my strong and engaging cymbals as they clash! Will you crash? Will you bow to the prayers of my moan, preying upon me, and will it be shown? Will you bask in the light of its shiver? Can you deliver and bring it home?
Am I alone in this dwelling? In this place of constant passion, erected, resurrected, and connected to the line of my seed… Going to this endless need… Will you feed me? ....
In the dark or light, devoid of indecision, making love with keen precision… Almost like a brand new religion… I pray. I confess. I kneel. I bow. I repent. Will you bless me? ....
Through the river of dreams and from the mist of my desire, I am taken hire, as we both cling together like a thong… A redemption song. Will you redeem me? Save me? ....
Will you bathe me in the pool of your bath, immersing me in the flow of your stream, making this no longer a dream? Do you even grasp what I mean?
The heart of a man is needing, feeling, pleading, and so often yielding to the power of his intended, whom he has befriended and dares to love… Always dreaming of her touch, her kiss, her arms folding about him, feeding him with its charms… Like a warm coat wrapping about his soul, shielding him from the cold which sets him apart from her.
Well, so is my heart: afraid to beat too fast in this desire that burns like a fire… A forever blaze…Leaving me stunned and amazed at the magnitude of my gratitude of your affection…
As I steer towards your direction, yearning for your protection from the harsh stirs that have left me barren from the start. Well, there you have it, for that is my heart… My heart. MY HEART!
I love you my dearest, and you are at the nearest. May thou preparest a place for us to be together… for always and forever…
for I will leave you never… And on that you can trust!
QUOTES: FROM THE MOVIE: TWO DAYS IN PARIS
It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much.
When I feel someone is going to leave me, I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story.
I really love this one.
When I think that its over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost.
Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drunk up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, fuck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well.
There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.
When I feel someone is going to leave me, I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story.
I really love this one.
When I think that its over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost.
Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drunk up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, fuck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well.
There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.
THOUGHTS: WHAT ARE YOU REALLY WILLING TO DO TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
Are you willing to think or do anything at all in order to live a life of success, happiness, and super health. Most of us actually just give lip service to a life of higher awareness, we don't always want to undertake the necessary steps to create the life we desire. No one's past is all roses. There are times when life presents challenges, when good fortune turns into bad. In some way...you don't understand...that you made yourself a vibrational match to all the conditions of your life....and you need to take responsbility for these conditions.
So what are you reluctant to do in order to make your dreams and desires become reality? Are you unwilling to change locations and move to another town? Are you unwilling to surrender? Are you unwilling to open your legs? Are you unwilling to put someone else first before another. You do not attract what you want....you attract what you are.
So what are you reluctant to do in order to make your dreams and desires become reality? Are you unwilling to change locations and move to another town? Are you unwilling to surrender? Are you unwilling to open your legs? Are you unwilling to put someone else first before another. You do not attract what you want....you attract what you are.
THOUGHTS: THE SECRET OF LOVE
A job, a car...you can control. Love you can't. Anytime there is a chance for deep love, there is standing in front of that love a wall of fire. The fire might take the form of something burning within you-- an inner condition..or it might take the form of an outer circumstance. The fire is not the danger of the relationship, but its greatest gift. It doesn't burn up the essential self, but rather it burns up everything else.
I was walking in the park today and i saw a little boy and little girl talking. It was a perfect flow of energy between these two little people. She as open, smiling, flirting before she could even know what the word means, and he was little cocky, just eating it up. Another 20years and the same conversation will be laden with emotional issues
Love is simpler that it appears in this world. The secret of love is to tell the beloved how wonderful he or she is...constantly and sincerely, at least a million times everyday like i do in this blog. Give and then give some more and then give a little more than that. To the extent that love has dried up in my life, it was always because I became miserly with my expression of affection. To the extent that love has blossomed in my life, it was always because I expanded my willingness to express the love that often cower like a child in a corner of my heart.
I was walking in the park today and i saw a little boy and little girl talking. It was a perfect flow of energy between these two little people. She as open, smiling, flirting before she could even know what the word means, and he was little cocky, just eating it up. Another 20years and the same conversation will be laden with emotional issues
Love is simpler that it appears in this world. The secret of love is to tell the beloved how wonderful he or she is...constantly and sincerely, at least a million times everyday like i do in this blog. Give and then give some more and then give a little more than that. To the extent that love has dried up in my life, it was always because I became miserly with my expression of affection. To the extent that love has blossomed in my life, it was always because I expanded my willingness to express the love that often cower like a child in a corner of my heart.
THOUGHTS : WHAT CAUSE THE DEATH OF LOVE...WHAT AM I GETTING HERE
Everyone want a grant, passionate love in their life. Such a possibility is impressed upon our souls and each of us has wandered the earth looking for such love since the day we were born. There's nothing wrong with the desire itself. What is wrong is trying to cut corners to get it. Love is granted freely by the universe, but the right relationship is earned. Love itself is a free-floating energy, but relationship is its worldly container. Our soul are in relationships to grow, not to avoid growth. The masculine initiates and the feminine receives. Feminine and masculine attract, while two feminines or two masculines cancel each other.
The truth is that love is always pouring forth upon us, but our believe that the purpose of relationship is to serve our needs as we define then often blocks receptions. Asking only...What am i getting here? is death to love because it puts the responsibility on the other person. Asking..What can i give is the key that unlocks your own heart...and that is our greatest need ..to experience the things that make us loving and more lovable.
The truth is that love is always pouring forth upon us, but our believe that the purpose of relationship is to serve our needs as we define then often blocks receptions. Asking only...What am i getting here? is death to love because it puts the responsibility on the other person. Asking..What can i give is the key that unlocks your own heart...and that is our greatest need ..to experience the things that make us loving and more lovable.
THOUGHTS :AN AWAKENED DESIRE
Taste is scent, flavor and touch, and the rarest purity of taste is apprehended in darkness and silence; and there is a taste of love, as unique and tangible and recognizable as that of vanilla or cinnamon or oranges.
Those who have never tasted it may not recognize it as it seeps through lips or skin or rumpled sheets: but once tasted it is never forgotten, and the desire for it is corporeal, a craving that surpasses addiction.
It is not the taste of a person, of the moisture that rises from the creases of the body, of hair, or of the alcoholic bitter taste of a perfume's lingering trace.
It comes from nowhere but suddenly it's on your tongue and your body awakens as though an electric current has been passed through it; and you feel hunger like you've never felt it before, a carnal appetite, an awakened desire.
We can take photographs and record sound, but there is no mechanical device that can replay the touch of a finger running down my nape, the breath of a darkened sea cooling the sweat on one's cheeks, the wild scent of foliage slick with night-time dew, and the sea, the broad stroke of an oil brush glistening as though fresh from the tube, the horizon-line almost indistinguishable as it melts into a huge empty night: the taste of love from the nearness of touch, adrift in the sea's salt waft as old as the world, older than mankind, older than the invention of love.
Those who have never tasted it may not recognize it as it seeps through lips or skin or rumpled sheets: but once tasted it is never forgotten, and the desire for it is corporeal, a craving that surpasses addiction.
It is not the taste of a person, of the moisture that rises from the creases of the body, of hair, or of the alcoholic bitter taste of a perfume's lingering trace.
It comes from nowhere but suddenly it's on your tongue and your body awakens as though an electric current has been passed through it; and you feel hunger like you've never felt it before, a carnal appetite, an awakened desire.
We can take photographs and record sound, but there is no mechanical device that can replay the touch of a finger running down my nape, the breath of a darkened sea cooling the sweat on one's cheeks, the wild scent of foliage slick with night-time dew, and the sea, the broad stroke of an oil brush glistening as though fresh from the tube, the horizon-line almost indistinguishable as it melts into a huge empty night: the taste of love from the nearness of touch, adrift in the sea's salt waft as old as the world, older than mankind, older than the invention of love.
THOUGHTS: COME WITH ME NOW....MY LOVE IS THE KEY TO YOUR PRISON DOOR
ometimes love arrives as though it were a spaceship landing in your back yard. The captain ( which is me) comes out of the ship and says to you.."Hi..I'm here to beam you up...come with me...we're going!
Yet so many times you reject him...saying..."Uh. well I can't just leave here so fast ( surrendering to you...giving myself to you) Actually, I can't even believe you're here. How long do I have to prepare my things?"
And he would says " You have no time at all. Your entire life has been spent preparing. Now we must go quickly. If you wait, your eyes will adjust and you will no longer see me. I've just land for a bit, to pick you up. You have an hour, max."
The captain sees that you are bewildered, but so is he. "Haven't you been asking for this for years?" he ask
Well, yes, we say..."I have. But I guess I didn't think you were coming....i sort of made a life for myself here, in the meantime"
"Not that much of one, judging from your prayers at night" He tells us. "Let's go, if you're coming. I can't wait forever."
And then we say..if we say it...what is ultimately the most tragic thing we will ever say...and that is, "No, thank you"
Most woman are paralyze with fear. All those unloved part of themselves are there... the ugly, twisted and ready to destroy. They live in the darkness, on the other side of which is paradise. They lack faith. They are staunch and calcified in their refusal to choose love, and so they "No....you go ahead...I'll stay here"
The captain can scarcely believe his ears, but noninterference in and respect for the choices of another human being is a must on the enlightened path. Not that you can force anyone onto the spaceship anyway.
Do you think the woman understand her consequences? Maybe she stayed because she might have thought iw as the more responsible thing to do. It's not as most woman don't want the spaceship to come and get them, so much as they are completely taken aback by its form. They accept angels to have a different look. Most woman don't recognize a gift from heaven exist. They don't quite compute what has occurred until often it's too late.
They didn't think this love would be human, with soft eyes and beautiful hands. They were thrown off by his profession, of his past..or what he want for you to do. They didn't expect love to awaken their biggest fears and insecurities and doubts. They thought it would bring more immediate comfort and so they wanted it, but didn't want it. When you've lived in a dungeon for a very long time, the light, when you see it, actually hurts the eyes.
How weak you ar when you are not ready to let love rip you open. It is a denial of the deeper regions of the heart, a resistance to the experience of freedom, an anguished...."No I cannot go" when someone has said...."Come with me now...My love is the key to your prison door"
The miracle of love is expressed through other people. When a beloved is sent from God---and no one can tell you if they are, but the spirit within you...then they do hold the key to your soul liberation. God has given it to them. They contain, in every touch and sigh, the information you need, the miraculous power to alchemist your weaknesses and turn them into strengths, to dry your tears and turn them into genius.
Woe to the one who does not yet know enough to say a deep and robust YES to such love, to bow before its truth, to be humble before its power, to surrender to the gales of wind that storm though lovestruck heart.
How tragic it is when we are too arrogant to defer to love. How stupid it is to say no to the power of God's loving choice for us. How sad it is to think so little of ourselves that we cannot believe that he or she who stands before us, sent by God, is an angel come to give us wings.
Yet if we are in the habit of denying God, I think God weeps as well to see such joy denied. And you continue to pray for what you've already received, and will on day realize that what you let fly by was a miracle intended to heal you. You might even say so, but by then it will probably be too late.
Yet so many times you reject him...saying..."Uh. well I can't just leave here so fast ( surrendering to you...giving myself to you) Actually, I can't even believe you're here. How long do I have to prepare my things?"
And he would says " You have no time at all. Your entire life has been spent preparing. Now we must go quickly. If you wait, your eyes will adjust and you will no longer see me. I've just land for a bit, to pick you up. You have an hour, max."
The captain sees that you are bewildered, but so is he. "Haven't you been asking for this for years?" he ask
Well, yes, we say..."I have. But I guess I didn't think you were coming....i sort of made a life for myself here, in the meantime"
"Not that much of one, judging from your prayers at night" He tells us. "Let's go, if you're coming. I can't wait forever."
And then we say..if we say it...what is ultimately the most tragic thing we will ever say...and that is, "No, thank you"
Most woman are paralyze with fear. All those unloved part of themselves are there... the ugly, twisted and ready to destroy. They live in the darkness, on the other side of which is paradise. They lack faith. They are staunch and calcified in their refusal to choose love, and so they "No....you go ahead...I'll stay here"
The captain can scarcely believe his ears, but noninterference in and respect for the choices of another human being is a must on the enlightened path. Not that you can force anyone onto the spaceship anyway.
Do you think the woman understand her consequences? Maybe she stayed because she might have thought iw as the more responsible thing to do. It's not as most woman don't want the spaceship to come and get them, so much as they are completely taken aback by its form. They accept angels to have a different look. Most woman don't recognize a gift from heaven exist. They don't quite compute what has occurred until often it's too late.
They didn't think this love would be human, with soft eyes and beautiful hands. They were thrown off by his profession, of his past..or what he want for you to do. They didn't expect love to awaken their biggest fears and insecurities and doubts. They thought it would bring more immediate comfort and so they wanted it, but didn't want it. When you've lived in a dungeon for a very long time, the light, when you see it, actually hurts the eyes.
How weak you ar when you are not ready to let love rip you open. It is a denial of the deeper regions of the heart, a resistance to the experience of freedom, an anguished...."No I cannot go" when someone has said...."Come with me now...My love is the key to your prison door"
The miracle of love is expressed through other people. When a beloved is sent from God---and no one can tell you if they are, but the spirit within you...then they do hold the key to your soul liberation. God has given it to them. They contain, in every touch and sigh, the information you need, the miraculous power to alchemist your weaknesses and turn them into strengths, to dry your tears and turn them into genius.
Woe to the one who does not yet know enough to say a deep and robust YES to such love, to bow before its truth, to be humble before its power, to surrender to the gales of wind that storm though lovestruck heart.
How tragic it is when we are too arrogant to defer to love. How stupid it is to say no to the power of God's loving choice for us. How sad it is to think so little of ourselves that we cannot believe that he or she who stands before us, sent by God, is an angel come to give us wings.
Yet if we are in the habit of denying God, I think God weeps as well to see such joy denied. And you continue to pray for what you've already received, and will on day realize that what you let fly by was a miracle intended to heal you. You might even say so, but by then it will probably be too late.
THOUGHTS; THE STORY OF US: WHY I WANT TO MAKE LOVE TO YOU
Every person, animal, plant, and rock.....every physical thing....sends out energy like a transmitter. You are sending off energy---emitting energy---right now, from the center of your being in all directions. This energy....which is you.... moves outward in wave patterns, The energy leaves you, moves through the walls, the Internet, over mountains, past the moon, and into forever, It never stops. Your energy is pushing out, touching everything else. Everything and everyone else is touching you.
At some point midway an interesting thing happens. At midway between you and me those energies meet. Our energies unite....it is the energy of 'US". This body of energy which our energy connected is the holy communion that we are drawn to. For we feel, along the pipeline, the sublime joy of the body between, of the joined union.
Even though you are there and I am here we can still feel it. We are both urgently drawn toward this experience. We want to move toward each other....at once.,,but then our mind sets in. The world has trained us to slow down, to mistrust the feeling, to guard against hurt, to hold back......but our soul want to know US now. If we are lucky, and we set our fear aside and trust that love is all there is we surrender to each other.
The energy that is "US" is already being experienced metaphysically, and you and I want to experience it physically. So we move closer together.....not to get to each other. It looks that way to the casual observer, but we know we are trying to get to "US" energy. We are trying to reach that place where we already know that we are one...and what it is like to be one.
So we move toward this feeling we are experiencing, and as the gap between us shorten, the energy that we are both senting to "US" travels a shorter distance and is thus more intense.
We move closer still. The shorter the distance, the greater the intensity. Now we stand just a few feet apart. Our body is glowing HOT. Vibration with terrific speed. The connection is thicker, wider, brighter, burning with the transfer of incredible energy.We are burning with desire and we are....and we move closer still.
The sensation is almost unbearable. Exquisite. At the point of our touch...all the energy that is "US" melt more. When we embrace and the gap close even closer...We will feel our "US" energy between us and we will want to get even closer to literally meld into each other. My body is ready to literally enter you and your body literally to receive me inside of you.
The tingling, the burning, is now beyond intense. IT is indescribable. Our two physical body join. We become one in flesh and still the energies flow between us....urgently, passionately. We move, we heave...we can't get enough of each other. can't get close enough together. We strive to get close .close Closer.
We explode....literally our entire body convulse. The vibration sent ripples to our fingertips. In the explosion of our oneness we know GOD...the essence of life. There is physical chemistries as well. We become one and a third entity is often is created of our physical form.
Thus..an out picturing of "US" is created. Flesh of our Flesh...Blood of our Blood. We have literally created life.
Now I am doing the same thing naturally and so the ether...the " air" between us is filled with energy. An intertwining, interwoven personal vibes that form a tapestry more complex than anyone can imagine. This weave is the combined energy field
At some point midway an interesting thing happens. At midway between you and me those energies meet. Our energies unite....it is the energy of 'US". This body of energy which our energy connected is the holy communion that we are drawn to. For we feel, along the pipeline, the sublime joy of the body between, of the joined union.
Even though you are there and I am here we can still feel it. We are both urgently drawn toward this experience. We want to move toward each other....at once.,,but then our mind sets in. The world has trained us to slow down, to mistrust the feeling, to guard against hurt, to hold back......but our soul want to know US now. If we are lucky, and we set our fear aside and trust that love is all there is we surrender to each other.
The energy that is "US" is already being experienced metaphysically, and you and I want to experience it physically. So we move closer together.....not to get to each other. It looks that way to the casual observer, but we know we are trying to get to "US" energy. We are trying to reach that place where we already know that we are one...and what it is like to be one.
So we move toward this feeling we are experiencing, and as the gap between us shorten, the energy that we are both senting to "US" travels a shorter distance and is thus more intense.
We move closer still. The shorter the distance, the greater the intensity. Now we stand just a few feet apart. Our body is glowing HOT. Vibration with terrific speed. The connection is thicker, wider, brighter, burning with the transfer of incredible energy.We are burning with desire and we are....and we move closer still.
The sensation is almost unbearable. Exquisite. At the point of our touch...all the energy that is "US" melt more. When we embrace and the gap close even closer...We will feel our "US" energy between us and we will want to get even closer to literally meld into each other. My body is ready to literally enter you and your body literally to receive me inside of you.
The tingling, the burning, is now beyond intense. IT is indescribable. Our two physical body join. We become one in flesh and still the energies flow between us....urgently, passionately. We move, we heave...we can't get enough of each other. can't get close enough together. We strive to get close .close Closer.
We explode....literally our entire body convulse. The vibration sent ripples to our fingertips. In the explosion of our oneness we know GOD...the essence of life. There is physical chemistries as well. We become one and a third entity is often is created of our physical form.
Thus..an out picturing of "US" is created. Flesh of our Flesh...Blood of our Blood. We have literally created life.
Now I am doing the same thing naturally and so the ether...the " air" between us is filled with energy. An intertwining, interwoven personal vibes that form a tapestry more complex than anyone can imagine. This weave is the combined energy field
THOUGHTS: BELOVED SOUL
Our deepest need is to be seen. We need meaning. We need identity. We need love. Someone who has seen us through loving eyes has awakened us from the ranks of the psychically dead. Most people bear the terminal stress of walking the world unseen, a mere number or cog in a lifeless machine. Most intimate relationship is that they are not romantic. To be truly seen, in all our innocence and glory is to be truly healed.
So many people say that they are looking for love, yet they are actually committed to never finding it. Many people would really rather not know of scars and triumphs of the person who lies in their arms. Many people who say they are looking for love are merely looking for superficial comfort. Real love entails readiness to die to who we were. Real love is comforting, bot be sure, but not always at first. In becoming romantic artists, we must piercing is not comfortable. It can take years of tears to melt the hardness that develop in this world, covering our tender, gentler, inner selves. Tears for every devastating loss. Tears for every humiliating failure. Tears for every repeated mistake. Love will push every button, try every faith, challenge every strenght, trigger every weakness, mock every value and then leave you there to die.
The highest purpose of intimacy is to call forth the beloved's soul.
So many people say that they are looking for love, yet they are actually committed to never finding it. Many people would really rather not know of scars and triumphs of the person who lies in their arms. Many people who say they are looking for love are merely looking for superficial comfort. Real love entails readiness to die to who we were. Real love is comforting, bot be sure, but not always at first. In becoming romantic artists, we must piercing is not comfortable. It can take years of tears to melt the hardness that develop in this world, covering our tender, gentler, inner selves. Tears for every devastating loss. Tears for every humiliating failure. Tears for every repeated mistake. Love will push every button, try every faith, challenge every strenght, trigger every weakness, mock every value and then leave you there to die.
The highest purpose of intimacy is to call forth the beloved's soul.
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