At times I feel as if my blood flows of you,
my heart and mind no longer know what to do.
I am under a spell from your injection of affection
and our bodily connection.
You show me the ways, put me in a daze,
and you never cease to amaze.
I find myself uttering words from deep within,
never realizing that you were the reason I learned to love again.
2
I ache for you...
As the minutes crawl slowly by,
I pine to hear your voice again,
so soothing and warm.
I ache for you...
My heartstrings stretch
across the solitary miles,
tentacles of love
yearning to twine with yours.
I ache for you...
Longing for the day
the eyes that have stared at me
from your photograph,
will gaze into mine, for real.
I ache for you...
Yearning, with the knowledge,
that only your touch, your kiss,
and your sweet caress
will dispel the shadows of loneliness.
Do the gut wrenching pangs of love
afflict you, as they do me?
As I lie awake at night...
I ache for you.
3
Guide me home, to where you are.
Guide me home, it can't be far.
Guide me home, to a loving place.
Guide me home, to your caring face.
Guide me home, where my love can be reflected.
Guide me home, to my warm bed.
Guide me home, where I can rest my weary head
4
love...
the depth of a human soul
the humility of a contrite heart
a fervent laughter
a sparkling tear
fragrance of a nostalgia
a soulful music
brilliance of a million lights
magnificence of a sunrise
a kingdom among the clouds
an enchanting fantasy
all the colors of wild imagination
a child's wish
a dream come true
a noble quest
the pride of triumph
the inner peace
the beauty of life
an eternal bliss
the infinity, and beyond...
5
I see her standing there,
Like a red rose
in the soft winter snow.
I want to reach out and touch her,
But something keeps me
Something beyond my own will.
Is it the feeling of rejection?
The feeling that is only on my behalf
in this perilous relationship.
I stare into her eyes,
Getting a glimpse of galaxies,
A glimpse of beauty within beauty.
I want to tell her that I love her,
But I can't.
I feel like I am imprisoned,
And she is my keeper.
I want to escape her grasp,
But I can't.
I can only stand here,
Watching the one who unknowingly
stole my heart, walk away.
Friday, June 27, 2014
Wednesday, June 25, 2014
POETRY: EXPRESS TO ME
My love flows deeper than the deepest river;
through my veins into my soul,
where it possesses my whole being.
You have taken over my every waking thought, my every dream.
You came into my life and stole my heart and made it yours.
I am yours for, though unconsciously, you made me love you.
Perhaps, my heart gave in willingly...
though my brain couldn't let me tell you.
Still the fact remains, that somehow, someway,
I fall deeper in love with you every day.
Deeper then any river, any lake, any valley.
Deeper then I ever thought possible.
2
Express to me what you want, and see if I can understand,
For you want to be fulfilled, and this I also demand.
Hope is only held suspended by one single strand,
For the love that I possess in my heart never can be known as bland.
Open up your heart to me, so that I may prove to you my devotions.
Allow me to convey true beliefs, and tender emotions.
Let us ponder fantasies so explicit, exploring, capturing passions,
Intensifying feelings so deep, yearning for shivering reactions.
Express to me what you want, and see if I can understand,
For you want to be fulfilled, and this I also demand.
Hope is only held suspended by one single strand,
For the love that I possess in my heart never can be known as bland.
Sprinkle me with your caring heart and this will not be in vain,
Gratifying the void of your soul with my tongue,
the truth you will gain.
The undesirable spirit of vanity in this situation will be slain,
And the attempt for capitalism on your emotions I will not obtain.
Express to me what you want, and see if I can understand,
For you want to be fulfilled, and this I also demand.
Hope is only held suspended by one single strand.
For the love that I possess in my heart never can be known as bland.
3
As I feel the warmth
Of your breath
My soul shudders
My mind explodes
Feelings of love
Kisses foretold
Your lips upon mine
Your body so close
The truest beauty
Of heaven therefore
Taking it all in
The volume of love
Expansion extreme
The feeling of your lips
So vibrant, so tender
Kissing my neck
The whisp of your breath
Once more I can feel
The hottness of your lips
The passionate kiss
4
Everyday my eyes are awake with you in my mind
Your tender love always keeps me so blind
I wanna light up your face with happiness
And erase every single trace of sadness
Just to be sure you're always embraced
I wanna hold your hands and take you to foreign lands
Making sure you're living nice feeling like you're in paradise
You and me are a team that can together live our dream
I think of you and me and how things should be
That's you and me together living our dream
At nights I reminisce how we were together in bliss
Hearing your voice and imagining your sweet kiss
No one can feel for you the way I do
You've faced closed doors and are sore
So let me be yours and you will always see open doors
through my veins into my soul,
where it possesses my whole being.
You have taken over my every waking thought, my every dream.
You came into my life and stole my heart and made it yours.
I am yours for, though unconsciously, you made me love you.
Perhaps, my heart gave in willingly...
though my brain couldn't let me tell you.
Still the fact remains, that somehow, someway,
I fall deeper in love with you every day.
Deeper then any river, any lake, any valley.
Deeper then I ever thought possible.
2
Express to me what you want, and see if I can understand,
For you want to be fulfilled, and this I also demand.
Hope is only held suspended by one single strand,
For the love that I possess in my heart never can be known as bland.
Open up your heart to me, so that I may prove to you my devotions.
Allow me to convey true beliefs, and tender emotions.
Let us ponder fantasies so explicit, exploring, capturing passions,
Intensifying feelings so deep, yearning for shivering reactions.
Express to me what you want, and see if I can understand,
For you want to be fulfilled, and this I also demand.
Hope is only held suspended by one single strand,
For the love that I possess in my heart never can be known as bland.
Sprinkle me with your caring heart and this will not be in vain,
Gratifying the void of your soul with my tongue,
the truth you will gain.
The undesirable spirit of vanity in this situation will be slain,
And the attempt for capitalism on your emotions I will not obtain.
Express to me what you want, and see if I can understand,
For you want to be fulfilled, and this I also demand.
Hope is only held suspended by one single strand.
For the love that I possess in my heart never can be known as bland.
3
As I feel the warmth
Of your breath
My soul shudders
My mind explodes
Feelings of love
Kisses foretold
Your lips upon mine
Your body so close
The truest beauty
Of heaven therefore
Taking it all in
The volume of love
Expansion extreme
The feeling of your lips
So vibrant, so tender
Kissing my neck
The whisp of your breath
Once more I can feel
The hottness of your lips
The passionate kiss
4
Everyday my eyes are awake with you in my mind
Your tender love always keeps me so blind
I wanna light up your face with happiness
And erase every single trace of sadness
Just to be sure you're always embraced
I wanna hold your hands and take you to foreign lands
Making sure you're living nice feeling like you're in paradise
You and me are a team that can together live our dream
I think of you and me and how things should be
That's you and me together living our dream
At nights I reminisce how we were together in bliss
Hearing your voice and imagining your sweet kiss
No one can feel for you the way I do
You've faced closed doors and are sore
So let me be yours and you will always see open doors
Monday, June 23, 2014
PERSONAL : THE REAL MAN
Hello!! Yes, I know you are going to skip this first line and go look at my photos right away. It’s OK, I don’t mind. After all, I’m going to do the same thing with yours… if I haven’t already!
You’re back? Good, I didn’t scare you away after all. Well, since you aren’t phased by my Adonis-like look, I should probably tell you other wonderful things about myself!
What do you call a guy who has the best traits of the Bad Boy and Nice Guy rolled into one? A Real Man. This is the figure that women crave when they say “I want a real man,” or “Where have all the real men gone? By day I’m a slave to Armani and Kenneth Cole, but in the evening you’ll find I’m best friends with worn in Diesel denim and a pair of supple Steve Madden loafers.Somewhere in my stack of Sports Illustrated you’ll notice a few carefully concealed copies of GQ. Just because I’m a man doesn’t mean I don’t want to look great when I take my girl out on the town. Chivalry isn’t dead. Don’t be offended if I open the door for you, offer you my arm as we walk, and give you my jacket if the night turns cold. That’s just the way it is
I love to hike, and like to explore the mountains every chance I get. On occasion I take my neighbor’s Labrador retriever with me on longer walks (everything’s better with a dog!) It’s worked out to my advantage, since he carries his weight, makes great conversation, drags me up the steep parts, and knows the trails even better than I do.I had my friends over for poker last night (every first Friday of the month) and told them about this online dating thing. They were surprisingly supportive. I then proceeded to beat the pants off them and take all their money. Hey, it’s poker, what can I say! I love’em, but I ain’t letting them win! For me, travel is romance and adventure rolled into one. There is something breathtaking about stepping onto a plane in a modern city of skyscrapers and freeways and stepping off mere hours later into a city of ancient cathedrals, narrow cobblestone roads, steamy crowded markets and tiny theaters. While I love a white sandy beach at an all-inclusive resort, the real adventure for me is exploring places that your average tourist passes up. Personally...I think I put my travel agent’s kids through med school by the time I was 25. If it has got a white sandy beach and crystal clear blue water with gulls squawking overhead, I’ve either been there or am going next week! I’ll bring the coconut drinks with umbrellas – you bring the sun block!
During the summer you’ll find me covered in sand at my rec beach volleyball league (psst, we need a cheerleader!) We have so much fun, it’s worth the occasional mouthful of sand, especially with the crashing waves and cool breeze making a perfect setting. And in the winter? Before the snow starts falling in the mountains I’ve already got the first snowboarding trip lined up. Priority one is finding a cozy little ski lodge with a steamy. Adventure runs in my family and you will never get bored with me around. My idea of real romance is to pick you up after work, not tell you where we are going, drive far up into the mountains under the stars, and build us a small fire in the still night air. The silence is broken only by the odd owl hooting in the distance. We’ll pop open a bottle of bubbly champagne, set up a tent, then I’ll tell you… I accidentally brought only one sleeping bag…Although I grew up with my parents listening to Simon & Garfunkle, Pink Floyd opened me up to real music. From there it became Guns ‘N Roses, then Pearl71Jam, then Sublime, then the Fugees, then Bob Marley, then Johnny Cash. Now I’m somehow back to Simon & Garfunkle. Go figure. I’m a horror movie buff, but don’t worry, I won’t subject you to Friday The 13thpart 27… I only dig the classics… Shining, Jaws, Night of The Living Dead. I’ll cover your eyes during the scary parts if you need me to.
I read this great e-book on online dating once… OK, seriously though, when they started putting coffee shops into book stores, my life became heaven. You can find me there every other Sunday, browsing for an hour before I pick up my book for the following week. Did you know Las Vegas has a law stating that you can’t ride a donkey into a casino while wearing an Elvis costume? I didn’t either. Yeah… It was a hell of a bachelor party until the cops showed up.
While I’ve never taken a cooking class, I take pride in my self taught culinary skills. A good third of the books I own are cookbooks. Canard a l’orange, lambsouvlaki, Kraft Dinner & hot dogs… you name it, I can cook it. And if I can’t? Well there are lots of good restaurants near my house instead. I love to dance. There are few pleasures as sensual as moving on the dance floor, the warm hand of a beautiful woman in yours, while the rhythmic beat of the music fills you both up from head to toe. The background blurs away into a sea of swirling strobe lights and all you can see are each other’s eyes as your bodies sway together, late into the night
I love where I live, my gym is not that far from my house and my work so I can always get a good workout either in the morning or on the way home. I’m not addicted to it, but I love the feeling of exercise and no girl ever complained about a guy who stays fit!. I usually get approached by women who are only interested in me for my job and always ask what type of doctor I am.. I’d much rather let you like me for me, not for what I do. How about I tell you at the end of the first date? It’s been a long standing tradition in my family for the men to BBQ ribs. Yes, we even have a secret family recipe. They are delicious, tender, sweet, and juicy. No I won’t give the recipe to you, but if we get along you’re in for a treat.
As for the family, my sister (younger) is still one of my best friends. Mom and Dad are amazed, since we fought constantly as kids.She’s married now and has two sons and now I’ve got a tshirt that says “World’s Best Uncle”. If they only knew how many cartoons we watch while I’m babysitting…Those are the things that all my friends know about me. Here’s the thing that they don’t… All the reading and music my parents tried to force on me… stuck. My big secret is this: My favorite way to spend a Saturday isn’t sports, but to curl up in my oversized hammock in the back yard with a good book, cool drink, and my favorite girl snuggled up beside me with a book of her own.If that’s the type of weekend you enjoy, if you don’t mind a guy who constantly picks you up in his arms and carries you out to the back yard to join him, and if you can handle having someone play guitar for you once in a while, we should talk. Looking forward to your email.
I’d better start wrapping this up, got to head out with my friends for the evening and I need some prep time. Nothing stages a great evening like a hot shower and a crisp clean shirt to feel your best for a night out on the town.But before I leave...imagine.....meeting a man who wants to enjoy living and experiencing life to its fullest. How will it feel when you meet a man that you can relax with, feel comfort with and attraction for...and be your true fun loving self? If you can imagine yourself getting to know a well educated, successful, established doctor and sharing what life has to offer, make sure you have a photo with your response. It isn't that I care about how you look...but, have you ever just looked at someone and right away....you feel a instantaneous connection with this person? Have you ever seen someone and instantly, you feel like you need to get to know this guy better?
As your sitting at your computer, reading this, and wondering if ]you should reply, i should let you know that I appreciate good looks, but I am more interested in a woman with a strong spirit and a great outlook on life.I am looking for a smart and honest women. A women who knows that it is good to be friends as well as lovers...isn't it? like I said above- good looks are common, inner beauty is much harder to find.
You’re back? Good, I didn’t scare you away after all. Well, since you aren’t phased by my Adonis-like look, I should probably tell you other wonderful things about myself!
What do you call a guy who has the best traits of the Bad Boy and Nice Guy rolled into one? A Real Man. This is the figure that women crave when they say “I want a real man,” or “Where have all the real men gone? By day I’m a slave to Armani and Kenneth Cole, but in the evening you’ll find I’m best friends with worn in Diesel denim and a pair of supple Steve Madden loafers.Somewhere in my stack of Sports Illustrated you’ll notice a few carefully concealed copies of GQ. Just because I’m a man doesn’t mean I don’t want to look great when I take my girl out on the town. Chivalry isn’t dead. Don’t be offended if I open the door for you, offer you my arm as we walk, and give you my jacket if the night turns cold. That’s just the way it is
I love to hike, and like to explore the mountains every chance I get. On occasion I take my neighbor’s Labrador retriever with me on longer walks (everything’s better with a dog!) It’s worked out to my advantage, since he carries his weight, makes great conversation, drags me up the steep parts, and knows the trails even better than I do.I had my friends over for poker last night (every first Friday of the month) and told them about this online dating thing. They were surprisingly supportive. I then proceeded to beat the pants off them and take all their money. Hey, it’s poker, what can I say! I love’em, but I ain’t letting them win! For me, travel is romance and adventure rolled into one. There is something breathtaking about stepping onto a plane in a modern city of skyscrapers and freeways and stepping off mere hours later into a city of ancient cathedrals, narrow cobblestone roads, steamy crowded markets and tiny theaters. While I love a white sandy beach at an all-inclusive resort, the real adventure for me is exploring places that your average tourist passes up. Personally...I think I put my travel agent’s kids through med school by the time I was 25. If it has got a white sandy beach and crystal clear blue water with gulls squawking overhead, I’ve either been there or am going next week! I’ll bring the coconut drinks with umbrellas – you bring the sun block!
During the summer you’ll find me covered in sand at my rec beach volleyball league (psst, we need a cheerleader!) We have so much fun, it’s worth the occasional mouthful of sand, especially with the crashing waves and cool breeze making a perfect setting. And in the winter? Before the snow starts falling in the mountains I’ve already got the first snowboarding trip lined up. Priority one is finding a cozy little ski lodge with a steamy. Adventure runs in my family and you will never get bored with me around. My idea of real romance is to pick you up after work, not tell you where we are going, drive far up into the mountains under the stars, and build us a small fire in the still night air. The silence is broken only by the odd owl hooting in the distance. We’ll pop open a bottle of bubbly champagne, set up a tent, then I’ll tell you… I accidentally brought only one sleeping bag…Although I grew up with my parents listening to Simon & Garfunkle, Pink Floyd opened me up to real music. From there it became Guns ‘N Roses, then Pearl71Jam, then Sublime, then the Fugees, then Bob Marley, then Johnny Cash. Now I’m somehow back to Simon & Garfunkle. Go figure. I’m a horror movie buff, but don’t worry, I won’t subject you to Friday The 13thpart 27… I only dig the classics… Shining, Jaws, Night of The Living Dead. I’ll cover your eyes during the scary parts if you need me to.
I read this great e-book on online dating once… OK, seriously though, when they started putting coffee shops into book stores, my life became heaven. You can find me there every other Sunday, browsing for an hour before I pick up my book for the following week. Did you know Las Vegas has a law stating that you can’t ride a donkey into a casino while wearing an Elvis costume? I didn’t either. Yeah… It was a hell of a bachelor party until the cops showed up.
While I’ve never taken a cooking class, I take pride in my self taught culinary skills. A good third of the books I own are cookbooks. Canard a l’orange, lambsouvlaki, Kraft Dinner & hot dogs… you name it, I can cook it. And if I can’t? Well there are lots of good restaurants near my house instead. I love to dance. There are few pleasures as sensual as moving on the dance floor, the warm hand of a beautiful woman in yours, while the rhythmic beat of the music fills you both up from head to toe. The background blurs away into a sea of swirling strobe lights and all you can see are each other’s eyes as your bodies sway together, late into the night
I love where I live, my gym is not that far from my house and my work so I can always get a good workout either in the morning or on the way home. I’m not addicted to it, but I love the feeling of exercise and no girl ever complained about a guy who stays fit!. I usually get approached by women who are only interested in me for my job and always ask what type of doctor I am.. I’d much rather let you like me for me, not for what I do. How about I tell you at the end of the first date? It’s been a long standing tradition in my family for the men to BBQ ribs. Yes, we even have a secret family recipe. They are delicious, tender, sweet, and juicy. No I won’t give the recipe to you, but if we get along you’re in for a treat.
As for the family, my sister (younger) is still one of my best friends. Mom and Dad are amazed, since we fought constantly as kids.She’s married now and has two sons and now I’ve got a tshirt that says “World’s Best Uncle”. If they only knew how many cartoons we watch while I’m babysitting…Those are the things that all my friends know about me. Here’s the thing that they don’t… All the reading and music my parents tried to force on me… stuck. My big secret is this: My favorite way to spend a Saturday isn’t sports, but to curl up in my oversized hammock in the back yard with a good book, cool drink, and my favorite girl snuggled up beside me with a book of her own.If that’s the type of weekend you enjoy, if you don’t mind a guy who constantly picks you up in his arms and carries you out to the back yard to join him, and if you can handle having someone play guitar for you once in a while, we should talk. Looking forward to your email.
I’d better start wrapping this up, got to head out with my friends for the evening and I need some prep time. Nothing stages a great evening like a hot shower and a crisp clean shirt to feel your best for a night out on the town.But before I leave...imagine.....meeting a man who wants to enjoy living and experiencing life to its fullest. How will it feel when you meet a man that you can relax with, feel comfort with and attraction for...and be your true fun loving self? If you can imagine yourself getting to know a well educated, successful, established doctor and sharing what life has to offer, make sure you have a photo with your response. It isn't that I care about how you look...but, have you ever just looked at someone and right away....you feel a instantaneous connection with this person? Have you ever seen someone and instantly, you feel like you need to get to know this guy better?
As your sitting at your computer, reading this, and wondering if ]you should reply, i should let you know that I appreciate good looks, but I am more interested in a woman with a strong spirit and a great outlook on life.I am looking for a smart and honest women. A women who knows that it is good to be friends as well as lovers...isn't it? like I said above- good looks are common, inner beauty is much harder to find.
POETRY: SERENDIPITY LED US
We are so fortunate,you and I. serendipity led us into the same patch of light,and there,in a moment of blessed revelation,we saw the complement of Self in each other.Perhaps that is the moment love dawns:when each senses in the other a redolence branded in memory:and that scent burns to beget lucidity, in which faith is birthed.Holding hands is transmuted to the act of coming home: Fingers forget which hand they belong to, only know that where before was space, is kinship.Love dawns and we - benighted and bemused - belong.Time cannot erase memories of moments deeply felt. Timid Love songs veiled in poetry,knocking on the door to your heart or those indescribable emotions stirred in me while looking in your eyes... One by one the years, they pass in utter indifference, leaving us with our share of life's experiences.Slowly, but surely, though,wisdom grows from the ever fading doubts. Some day when we are on the great Cosmic journey,and the Earth is a million miles behind,I'll see you hold in your hands,The magic of a shooting star.I'll smile to you as you cry tears of laughter,and wonder at the fulfilment of promises,to an answered wish, I made light years ago.
Summer nights,
burning slow.
Together we are quiet
we have no place to go.
Happy from the words,
you sweetly speak.
Joy is right before me,
no longer will I seek.
For in these moments,
spent with you
I find I am complete,
and all around us shines.....
...a brilliant golden hue.
2
I hear you singing in my heart
Your voice, so clear and compassionate
Your expression, so bold and sure
It draws me closer to you
I see the sincerity of your heart
In everything you do
Helping others who really need it
Changing the lives of the lost
I gaze in awe and wonder
Jesus, who is this I see?
Has anyone ever shown so much love?
She can?t be human, maybe straight from above
No wings on her back
She doesn?t shine as bright
But something inside... pure and right
Though I give into reality
She will always be an angel to me
3
An eternity of emptiness cannot compare to her moment's disregard,
Nor can hell's hot breath sear my soul as can her touch.
Her slightest whim becomes my lifetime's most cardinal pursuit,
And my greatest achievements are measured by the length of her smile.
Dare I compare the depths of her eyes to heaven's great vastness?
For surely such injustice cannot be endured by God's greatest work
4
Gazing deep into my eyes
you read into the thoughts deep in my soul
you become me
feeling all of me
seeing what I see
we are one
like no other
we are we
you are me
I am you
a love so true
like nothing we have ever felt or seen before
quenching the thirst of my thirsty heart
Raining down on my drought
transforming my calm stream
into a raging river
filled with a burst of ecstasy
my heart is overflwing with your love
it drips with bliss
it runs with happiness
a joy of fullfillment
like spring after winter
flowers bloom
the earth turns green
I am experiencing
New love
4
Dear Sweetheart...
To have found a love like ours
is like a beautiful garden of flowers
with a heavenly scent,
and more loveliness than we mortals
have ever had the rashness to achieve.
Our garden of life is like a sweet dream,
or an afterlife in which real people
know the joy that we thought
only angels could enjoy.
Summer nights,
burning slow.
Together we are quiet
we have no place to go.
Happy from the words,
you sweetly speak.
Joy is right before me,
no longer will I seek.
For in these moments,
spent with you
I find I am complete,
and all around us shines.....
...a brilliant golden hue.
2
I hear you singing in my heart
Your voice, so clear and compassionate
Your expression, so bold and sure
It draws me closer to you
I see the sincerity of your heart
In everything you do
Helping others who really need it
Changing the lives of the lost
I gaze in awe and wonder
Jesus, who is this I see?
Has anyone ever shown so much love?
She can?t be human, maybe straight from above
No wings on her back
She doesn?t shine as bright
But something inside... pure and right
Though I give into reality
She will always be an angel to me
3
An eternity of emptiness cannot compare to her moment's disregard,
Nor can hell's hot breath sear my soul as can her touch.
Her slightest whim becomes my lifetime's most cardinal pursuit,
And my greatest achievements are measured by the length of her smile.
Dare I compare the depths of her eyes to heaven's great vastness?
For surely such injustice cannot be endured by God's greatest work
4
Gazing deep into my eyes
you read into the thoughts deep in my soul
you become me
feeling all of me
seeing what I see
we are one
like no other
we are we
you are me
I am you
a love so true
like nothing we have ever felt or seen before
quenching the thirst of my thirsty heart
Raining down on my drought
transforming my calm stream
into a raging river
filled with a burst of ecstasy
my heart is overflwing with your love
it drips with bliss
it runs with happiness
a joy of fullfillment
like spring after winter
flowers bloom
the earth turns green
I am experiencing
New love
4
Dear Sweetheart...
To have found a love like ours
is like a beautiful garden of flowers
with a heavenly scent,
and more loveliness than we mortals
have ever had the rashness to achieve.
Our garden of life is like a sweet dream,
or an afterlife in which real people
know the joy that we thought
only angels could enjoy.
Sunday, June 22, 2014
LOVE/DATING :TO ALL THE WOMAN WHO FINALLY WANT THE NICE GUYS
You had your chance on our first (and only) date. I held the door open for you and bought you dinner at that 5-star restaurant you so slyly worked into the conversation. You looked amazing and I went all out to impress you. You walked through the door I held open for you without a thank you or really any acknowledgement of my little gesture.
I asked you about your hopes and dreams and listened to you bitch about your ex-boyfriend as you ordered that $100 bone-in ribeye and the wine with the fancy vintage you just had to try. You finished the wine but took most of the steak home in a doggy bag. I only now realize that it was the ex-boyfriend you were texting all evening, I hope he enjoyed the steak I bought him. By the way that “emergency call” you got after dinner didn’t fool anyone. I’m not stupid, unlike most of the guys you’ve dated.
You’re not nice, honey, you’re bitter.
I was wonderful to you, I was a gentleman. I treated you with respect, like a lady deserves to be treated. I enjoyed your company and you had my full attention. I didn’t expect anything in return except a chance to win your heart. I’m stable, I’m a good provider, I want marriage and kids in my future. I’m the man of your dreams, but you couldn’t see that. Or maybe you just didn’t care. You were pretty preoccupied with your texting.
But now you’re ready to date me? Really? You’ll excuse me if I’m not jumping for joy. You’ve dissed me, rejected me, took advantage of me, dodged my goodnight kiss and couldn’t wait to get away from me. Now suddenly you want me? Sorry, I’m not buying it.
I get it though, now that you’re on the downside of 30, the wrinkles are starting, the body is sagging and you have stretch marks and that c-section scar from pushing out that bad boy’s rugrat. I know it was impossible to see that that deadbeat irresponsible jerk was actually a deadbeat irresponsible jerk, but that’s not my problem. While you were waiting for those texts that never came I was busy getting my career in order and maximizing my credit score. Now my biggest issue is deciding which color BMW I’m going to buy. Why in the world would I choose to take on you and your problems?
In your twenties you barely gave me the time of day. Meanwhile you were jumping in bed with any guy with a neck tattoo or a prison record. Why would I date you? I know where you’ve been, and I hope you’ve been tested. From the trail of bad boys and the mistreatment you tolerated, no, invited into your life and seeing all the drama you created for yourself, I can only conclude that you don’t need a nice guy, you need therapy! I’m a simple guy and like my life uncomplicated. You are the human embodiment of drama and chaos, I’d have to be crazier than, well… YOU to take on your baggage.
Face it, you’d get sick of me and my nice guy ways. I’ll remember your birthday and our anniversary and I’ll buy you flowers on both. I’ll treat you with respect and you’ll get bored. I know damn well you’re going to end up cheating on me, and I don’t plan on giving you half my stuff when you do. I work hard for what I have and now that I’ve achieved a little success I would love someone to share my life with. But that’s not going to be you. You thought I wasn’t worthy of you back then and I feel you’re not worthy of me now.
Now that the bad boys have used you up and moved on to women 10 years younger, so have I. It’s a funny thing, now that I’ve achieved a little success, drive a nice car and have stability in my life, I’m getting attention from those girls too. I don’t need you anymore. I’m not in the mood to deal with you, your issues, or your ex and his issues. I’m not looking to help you raise the mini-me version of some guy you used to bang. I want my own children someday, not the offspring of Mr. Neck Tattoo.
Truth is though, I’m happy for you. I really am. It’s about time you matured and came to your senses about the thugs and losers you just couldn’t resist. But I wasn’t sitting by the phone waiting for you to realize I’m a great guy. I wrote you off long ago. You’ve learned some important lessons and so have I. In fact you taught me one, you taught me not to date girls like you.
Speaking for the nice guys out there, you’re too late.
We want a good girl not some bad boy’s leftovers. And the fact that you’re still out there dating tells me the bad boys don’t want you either. Enjoy dressing your cat up for Halloween and cherish your bad boy memories, I hope they keep you warm at night. I’m just not that into you anymore.
I asked you about your hopes and dreams and listened to you bitch about your ex-boyfriend as you ordered that $100 bone-in ribeye and the wine with the fancy vintage you just had to try. You finished the wine but took most of the steak home in a doggy bag. I only now realize that it was the ex-boyfriend you were texting all evening, I hope he enjoyed the steak I bought him. By the way that “emergency call” you got after dinner didn’t fool anyone. I’m not stupid, unlike most of the guys you’ve dated.
You’re not nice, honey, you’re bitter.
I was wonderful to you, I was a gentleman. I treated you with respect, like a lady deserves to be treated. I enjoyed your company and you had my full attention. I didn’t expect anything in return except a chance to win your heart. I’m stable, I’m a good provider, I want marriage and kids in my future. I’m the man of your dreams, but you couldn’t see that. Or maybe you just didn’t care. You were pretty preoccupied with your texting.
But now you’re ready to date me? Really? You’ll excuse me if I’m not jumping for joy. You’ve dissed me, rejected me, took advantage of me, dodged my goodnight kiss and couldn’t wait to get away from me. Now suddenly you want me? Sorry, I’m not buying it.
I get it though, now that you’re on the downside of 30, the wrinkles are starting, the body is sagging and you have stretch marks and that c-section scar from pushing out that bad boy’s rugrat. I know it was impossible to see that that deadbeat irresponsible jerk was actually a deadbeat irresponsible jerk, but that’s not my problem. While you were waiting for those texts that never came I was busy getting my career in order and maximizing my credit score. Now my biggest issue is deciding which color BMW I’m going to buy. Why in the world would I choose to take on you and your problems?
In your twenties you barely gave me the time of day. Meanwhile you were jumping in bed with any guy with a neck tattoo or a prison record. Why would I date you? I know where you’ve been, and I hope you’ve been tested. From the trail of bad boys and the mistreatment you tolerated, no, invited into your life and seeing all the drama you created for yourself, I can only conclude that you don’t need a nice guy, you need therapy! I’m a simple guy and like my life uncomplicated. You are the human embodiment of drama and chaos, I’d have to be crazier than, well… YOU to take on your baggage.
Face it, you’d get sick of me and my nice guy ways. I’ll remember your birthday and our anniversary and I’ll buy you flowers on both. I’ll treat you with respect and you’ll get bored. I know damn well you’re going to end up cheating on me, and I don’t plan on giving you half my stuff when you do. I work hard for what I have and now that I’ve achieved a little success I would love someone to share my life with. But that’s not going to be you. You thought I wasn’t worthy of you back then and I feel you’re not worthy of me now.
Now that the bad boys have used you up and moved on to women 10 years younger, so have I. It’s a funny thing, now that I’ve achieved a little success, drive a nice car and have stability in my life, I’m getting attention from those girls too. I don’t need you anymore. I’m not in the mood to deal with you, your issues, or your ex and his issues. I’m not looking to help you raise the mini-me version of some guy you used to bang. I want my own children someday, not the offspring of Mr. Neck Tattoo.
Truth is though, I’m happy for you. I really am. It’s about time you matured and came to your senses about the thugs and losers you just couldn’t resist. But I wasn’t sitting by the phone waiting for you to realize I’m a great guy. I wrote you off long ago. You’ve learned some important lessons and so have I. In fact you taught me one, you taught me not to date girls like you.
Speaking for the nice guys out there, you’re too late.
We want a good girl not some bad boy’s leftovers. And the fact that you’re still out there dating tells me the bad boys don’t want you either. Enjoy dressing your cat up for Halloween and cherish your bad boy memories, I hope they keep you warm at night. I’m just not that into you anymore.
LOVE: THE DATE ENVELOPE
So when I finally in a good relationship...I thought of a good idea for dating
A basket holds 12 envelopes. Each labeled with a month of the year. And each envelope contains a pre-planned, (mostly) pre-paid date just for us. Some of the dates will take place at home, some are planned for the local area, and some will take us into town. All 12 dates are different. Several, actually nearly all of the dates are things we have never done before.
The plan is to open the envelope together at the beginning of the month, look at the calendar and decide on a date. So right from the beginning of the month, we'll have a fun date on the calendar to look forward to.
the date envelope
A basket holds 12 envelopes. Each labeled with a month of the year. And each envelope contains a pre-planned, (mostly) pre-paid date just for us. Some of the dates will take place at home, some are planned for the local area, and some will take us into town. All 12 dates are different. Several, actually nearly all of the dates are things we have never done before.
The plan is to open the envelope together at the beginning of the month, look at the calendar and decide on a date. So right from the beginning of the month, we'll have a fun date on the calendar to look forward to.
the date envelope
Wednesday, June 18, 2014
POETRY: HERE'S TO THE ONE I TRULY LOVE
Here's to the one I truly love,
the one I truly trust,
the one I?d live and die for
and the one who puts up with me
day in and day out...
How you do it, I may never know
but, what I do know is,
I truly love you with
all my might,
all my glory,
all my mind,
all my body,
all my heart and
all my soul.
I love you for who you are,
who you want to be and for how you will be.
I love you for being there when I need you most,
even though I don't open up to you.
I love you too much for words to describe
or for pictures to show.
You are that special someone,
the special someone I am lucky to have met.
Though it hurts not to be able to be with you,
it's to my comfort to know you love me.
This is to you, the one I truly love.
2
Beauty , I do
I married, always cherish
Beauty is you
It's the way your soul sparkles
on a rainy day
And when we lay in bed, warm
when it's 20 below outside
Beauty , is coming home
2 a smile, 2 a hand of peace
2 arms of love , 2 all in my life
Beauty, is somthing that begins inside
I thank you, 4 opening my eye's
2 a beauty so divine
Honey, baby, Beauty is combing your hair
while we watch the late night matinee
Beauty, is the inspiration
I receive from you 2 write this song
And if I was blind, It wouldn't matter
Because the beauty I feel, is coming from
the light inside your divine soul
Only God knows truly, but I'm planning
2 do the best 2 return
All the beauty ,I've found in you
3
Nothing can describe the way you look right now
In the candlelight
Except maybe the warm bask of an angel
The innocent presence of a sleeping child
The heart-warming smile of a little puppy
The calming waves of the ocean
The steady sway of the trees
The inspiring shapes of the clouds
Or the uncontrollable beat of my heart
And if you smile at me now
I think it will collapse
4
I need your love, I can?t explain,
Your touch eases my every pain.
It seems you?re always on my mind,
Without your sweet love, my heart is blind.
I just can?t get enough of how you make me feel,
The sound of your voice is what lets me heal.
I know you have the nicest moves,
The throbbing in my chest, your kiss soothes.
I can count on you to always be there,
My every sickness you can repair.
The day that you?re my wife
Will remove that stabbing knife.
Do you see? You?re my cure.
the one I truly trust,
the one I?d live and die for
and the one who puts up with me
day in and day out...
How you do it, I may never know
but, what I do know is,
I truly love you with
all my might,
all my glory,
all my mind,
all my body,
all my heart and
all my soul.
I love you for who you are,
who you want to be and for how you will be.
I love you for being there when I need you most,
even though I don't open up to you.
I love you too much for words to describe
or for pictures to show.
You are that special someone,
the special someone I am lucky to have met.
Though it hurts not to be able to be with you,
it's to my comfort to know you love me.
This is to you, the one I truly love.
2
Beauty , I do
I married, always cherish
Beauty is you
It's the way your soul sparkles
on a rainy day
And when we lay in bed, warm
when it's 20 below outside
Beauty , is coming home
2 a smile, 2 a hand of peace
2 arms of love , 2 all in my life
Beauty, is somthing that begins inside
I thank you, 4 opening my eye's
2 a beauty so divine
Honey, baby, Beauty is combing your hair
while we watch the late night matinee
Beauty, is the inspiration
I receive from you 2 write this song
And if I was blind, It wouldn't matter
Because the beauty I feel, is coming from
the light inside your divine soul
Only God knows truly, but I'm planning
2 do the best 2 return
All the beauty ,I've found in you
3
Nothing can describe the way you look right now
In the candlelight
Except maybe the warm bask of an angel
The innocent presence of a sleeping child
The heart-warming smile of a little puppy
The calming waves of the ocean
The steady sway of the trees
The inspiring shapes of the clouds
Or the uncontrollable beat of my heart
And if you smile at me now
I think it will collapse
4
I need your love, I can?t explain,
Your touch eases my every pain.
It seems you?re always on my mind,
Without your sweet love, my heart is blind.
I just can?t get enough of how you make me feel,
The sound of your voice is what lets me heal.
I know you have the nicest moves,
The throbbing in my chest, your kiss soothes.
I can count on you to always be there,
My every sickness you can repair.
The day that you?re my wife
Will remove that stabbing knife.
Do you see? You?re my cure.
Tuesday, June 17, 2014
POETRY: YOUR KISS
1
Twinkle, twinkle little star
Tell me where's my love tonight.
Tell me who, tell me where.
Twinkle, twinkle little star,
How come you look so sad
On this bright, shiny night?
What will happen tommorow night?
The world is resting while you are watching
Keep me safe and keep me warm.
Give me dreams and make them true.
2
Love saves in turbulent times
of life's unpredictable moments
And rescues from dangers
of life's undetectable changes
Love reveals lost identity
in figment of imaginations
And traces elapsed memories
in lonely pools of sadness
Love delivers from insidious enemies
in perfidious paths of life
And fills the souls with
endless possibilities beyond mind's eye
Love fills the heart with
indestructible pride and boldness
And revives the forgotten
hopes and dreams before its dawn
Love is all we ever live
to desire and aspire
To transform our hearts in life's
diverse streams of pain and pleasure
3
if you were a teardrop in my eye
for fear of losing you i would never cry
and if the golden sun should cease to shine its light
just one smile from you would make my whole world bright
when leaves have fallen from the trees
and the sky has filled up with storm
just the thought of your gentle touch
is enough to keep me warm
when the moon up in the sky
shines a faint blue light
memories of times we shared
will keep me from sleep at night
if i only had the courage to speak these words to you
every one is from the heart and couldn't be more true!
4
With one soft touch,
You had me wrapped around your little finger.
My devotion...
You had it from the start.
A companionship of pure illusion.
An experience like no other in the past.
Your subtle, charming ways leave me breathless.
All at once I find myself pushing you away,
But deep inside hoping, praying that maybe this time it will last.
Never can I find the words to express what I feel.
You've brought happiness into my life by showing me where to find it.
As expected there is pain,
But joy is never far behind.
Emotion once restrained no longer stays in hiding.
Indecision screams at me saying this couldn't be real.
Somehow my heart knows it is not true.
I often ask God why I deserve a friend like you.
Someone who makes me feel so whole,
Makes everything that once caused me so much pain feel clean, new.
The answer to this question I may never know.
They say nothing lasts forever,
But friend, my heart could never let you go.
5
Here we are, you and me,
For you and I were meant to be.
Here we are, all alone
In this place I like to call my home.
Here we are, sitting down,
Both with smiles, none with frowns.
Here we are thinking of what to do,
Then you say, "Come here,."
Here we are, kissing each other
All alone with no one to bother.
Here we are, on my bed
And I am thinking, "What's in my head?"
Here we are, making love,
Knowing that we were both sent from above.
Here We are, Kissing Again
All alone and not surrounded by friends
Here we are, you and me
Loving each other for all ETERNITY.
6
When you press your lips to mine
With a love so pure, so genuine
The feelings you arouse I can't resist
Sensual emotions, the power of just one kiss
The way you look into my eyes
The way our bodies harmonize
The caressing motion of an endless ocean
Sailing us away into infinity
I become you, you become me
As I lie in your embrace
The look of beauty upon your face
The yearning of my heart, the burning desire
The longing to be a part of you forever
The feelings you arouse I can't resist
Sensual emotions, the power of just one kiss
Twinkle, twinkle little star
Tell me where's my love tonight.
Tell me who, tell me where.
Twinkle, twinkle little star,
How come you look so sad
On this bright, shiny night?
What will happen tommorow night?
The world is resting while you are watching
Keep me safe and keep me warm.
Give me dreams and make them true.
2
Love saves in turbulent times
of life's unpredictable moments
And rescues from dangers
of life's undetectable changes
Love reveals lost identity
in figment of imaginations
And traces elapsed memories
in lonely pools of sadness
Love delivers from insidious enemies
in perfidious paths of life
And fills the souls with
endless possibilities beyond mind's eye
Love fills the heart with
indestructible pride and boldness
And revives the forgotten
hopes and dreams before its dawn
Love is all we ever live
to desire and aspire
To transform our hearts in life's
diverse streams of pain and pleasure
3
if you were a teardrop in my eye
for fear of losing you i would never cry
and if the golden sun should cease to shine its light
just one smile from you would make my whole world bright
when leaves have fallen from the trees
and the sky has filled up with storm
just the thought of your gentle touch
is enough to keep me warm
when the moon up in the sky
shines a faint blue light
memories of times we shared
will keep me from sleep at night
if i only had the courage to speak these words to you
every one is from the heart and couldn't be more true!
4
With one soft touch,
You had me wrapped around your little finger.
My devotion...
You had it from the start.
A companionship of pure illusion.
An experience like no other in the past.
Your subtle, charming ways leave me breathless.
All at once I find myself pushing you away,
But deep inside hoping, praying that maybe this time it will last.
Never can I find the words to express what I feel.
You've brought happiness into my life by showing me where to find it.
As expected there is pain,
But joy is never far behind.
Emotion once restrained no longer stays in hiding.
Indecision screams at me saying this couldn't be real.
Somehow my heart knows it is not true.
I often ask God why I deserve a friend like you.
Someone who makes me feel so whole,
Makes everything that once caused me so much pain feel clean, new.
The answer to this question I may never know.
They say nothing lasts forever,
But friend, my heart could never let you go.
5
Here we are, you and me,
For you and I were meant to be.
Here we are, all alone
In this place I like to call my home.
Here we are, sitting down,
Both with smiles, none with frowns.
Here we are thinking of what to do,
Then you say, "Come here,."
Here we are, kissing each other
All alone with no one to bother.
Here we are, on my bed
And I am thinking, "What's in my head?"
Here we are, making love,
Knowing that we were both sent from above.
Here We are, Kissing Again
All alone and not surrounded by friends
Here we are, you and me
Loving each other for all ETERNITY.
6
When you press your lips to mine
With a love so pure, so genuine
The feelings you arouse I can't resist
Sensual emotions, the power of just one kiss
The way you look into my eyes
The way our bodies harmonize
The caressing motion of an endless ocean
Sailing us away into infinity
I become you, you become me
As I lie in your embrace
The look of beauty upon your face
The yearning of my heart, the burning desire
The longing to be a part of you forever
The feelings you arouse I can't resist
Sensual emotions, the power of just one kiss
LOVE LETTER FOR YOU: MY BELOVED, WHEN I MET YOU....
My beloved, when I met you, I knew you though not your face, not your body, not your laugh, not your smile.not the you that is standing before me. My beloved, when I met you, I knew you the true and quiet you, the one whose face touches dear to me, a feeling that is much like a delicate caress.My beloved, when I met you, I knew you the essence of you that was emitted somehow through the sparkle in the deep warm melting of your eyes. My beloved, when I met you, I knew you by the way your soul reached through all the barriers life caused me to erect calming me, loving me, comforting me. My beloved, when I met you, I knew you because I finally found the one food that could sustain me, love me, keep me and make me weep in brilliant joy.My beloved, when I met you, I knew you because my soul and your soul finally found each other. I've been waiting for what seems like forever...I glance in your direction, you're such a precious treasure.Longing to hold you... to feel your warm embrace...and to be the cause of the smile upon your face.I want to share a lifetime with another, and the other, that I want to spend forever with, is you...I just want to be happy... and content with everything, and only you can cause that here... the happiness I need.
When I tell you that I love you, I hope you don't take these words for granted,For they come from the heart, my heart,A place where I hold you dearly.All my life I wondered if there would ever be a girl for me,Then you came into my life.From the first time I laid my eyes on you.I knew I was in love with you,I knew I had found the one and only girl for me. God has sent me an angel to love and care for me.You are my guardian angel.I never want to lose you.I don't know where I'd be without you.I think about you all the time.I think about all the things that I want to do with you.When I hold you close to me,I never want to let go, because if I did,I wouldn't know where I'd go when I can't see,For I am blind without you.With your beautiful eyes You give me the sight to see the light.Your beauty, the courage you give me, and the reassurance of your love for me are what keep me going. If you were to cry a tear for me,Make sure it's a tear of happiness,For sadness in you brings sadness in me.We may disagree at times,But in the end it all turns out fine.So when I say these seven words,I will love you forever and always,It's because I love and care about you,Because I want to be with you for the rest of my life.There's no one who could ever change the way I feel about you.You are the only one for me, and I love you.
When I tell you that I love you, I hope you don't take these words for granted,For they come from the heart, my heart,A place where I hold you dearly.All my life I wondered if there would ever be a girl for me,Then you came into my life.From the first time I laid my eyes on you.I knew I was in love with you,I knew I had found the one and only girl for me. God has sent me an angel to love and care for me.You are my guardian angel.I never want to lose you.I don't know where I'd be without you.I think about you all the time.I think about all the things that I want to do with you.When I hold you close to me,I never want to let go, because if I did,I wouldn't know where I'd go when I can't see,For I am blind without you.With your beautiful eyes You give me the sight to see the light.Your beauty, the courage you give me, and the reassurance of your love for me are what keep me going. If you were to cry a tear for me,Make sure it's a tear of happiness,For sadness in you brings sadness in me.We may disagree at times,But in the end it all turns out fine.So when I say these seven words,I will love you forever and always,It's because I love and care about you,Because I want to be with you for the rest of my life.There's no one who could ever change the way I feel about you.You are the only one for me, and I love you.
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