MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE: LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE

Monday, April 7, 2014

LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE

Dear Soulmate,

Ever since my eyes noticed how breath taking you are when you smile, my plans changed. This is too early for me, but you make me wanna lose control over my feelings. Why is that? It’s like you weren’t part of the plan but still I like the fact that you happened. That you came.

But every time I try to picture you beside me, there’s always this voice inside my head that tells me to stop. To get a hold of myself and shake this feeling off before it gets messy. It sucks because now, you’re the reason why I look forward to tomorrows. After quite sometime, I find myself smiling again just because I got a text or something. And I find myself wondering about the possibilities of this so-called “you and me”. You make me wanna write songs about you, make me wanna like give in to whatever bizarre adventure you wanna try. I hate you for making me feel like this. This wasn’t part of the plan. But you make me feel things I thought I’ve already forgotten about. And I’ve no idea how you make me both happy and sad at the same time.

It’s like I want you to know these things but at the same time, I don’t. Cause what if you find this creepy or like what if this would kill all the beautiful things that might happen in the future? But like what if this would clear things up and you’d tell me you feel all these for me too? Just so you know, I am not a fan of this particular thing that I’m feeling right now. I find it weird and scary. But with you, it’s different. It’s like you’re an exception. Goddammit, what did you do to me?

I want to talk to you everyday. I want to hear you sing. I want to see you smile. I want you to read this. I want you to not see this at all. I want you to know. I want you to tweet about me. I want you to blog about me. I want you to say my name and smile for no reason. I want to know about your day. I want to talk to you on the phone. I want you to call me. I want assurance. I want you to stay. I want you to be happy. I want to see where this thing goes. I want you. Damn it, I want you.

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MY DREAM

Maybe I am silly for thinking that my words will touch someone's heart. And what she was reading was something much more special than what she normally read. She is looking into the soul of her soulmate. She had never felt this way before! Somehow every word seemed to touch her heart. She felt a harmony between something in her heart, and those sweet powerful words. To her it seemed every letter carried so much wonder, exhibited by every sentence, and such a refreshing ravishing food communicated, that she could not stop reading. Excited by these developments, She wants to know more about me and immediately sent me a message. Her love had arrived at her tower. She just needed to throw down her hair and I would climb to to her. She would find me amazing. And over the next few weeks of talking to me ..she has fell deeper in love. My intellect, my enlightened self, my sense of humor and even my perverted side touched her. We decided to met. Seeing her in person made my stomach ache with butterflies on kamikaze missions. She was so beautiful and humble. Her smile made my heart melt at its genuine sincerity.That night as she lay on bed sleeping. Her innocent demeanor caught my attention. She was so real. So genuine. Where had she been all my life? It was in that moment that I would realized something. I had gained something so much more through this journey. I had found a friend. I had found a true friend and partner that was beyond sex, it was beyond her amazing body. We had something much more special. We had a connection that was real, pure and grounded in emotion.

When I typed those very first words,how could we have possibly known. My words would bring us so close,and this beautiful love would be sown. Words from a beautiful strangers made their way into your hearts.Then words became words of love, with hopes and dreams to impart.

How can you fall so much in love, with someone who you haven't met? Because it is the words which reveal the heart of a person you are reading. My words made it so easy for you, for your heart and soul to perceive.And when love is based on words only, falling in love isn't so hard to conceive. You didn't need to see a picture of me, or to even hear the sound of my voice. As it is the person who I am is inside, which made you my dreams only choice.

Our hearts traveled towards each other, and bridged the gap between the miles.There is no distance between two hearts, when it's your love that the bridge compiles.

The things is at the very beginning of any online relationship, it is only my words that can make an effect on you. No physical contact, no voices, no scents – only the words that I write that will connect you to me until the two of us make a step forward to seeing each other in the real life. It is only with an open and incautious heart that you will allow my words to enter your soul and let yourself to fall in love with me.

One glance at my words and you’re inside my mind,,,, and across the internet ,I am speaking clearly and silently inside your head, directly to you. Binding together people who never knew each other between time and space. This proof that words are capable of working magic and maybe my words will open your heart.

Every time she read my post, it was like I was courting her, because sometimes, just sometimes, she would fall in love with me again, and that's the most wonderful feeling in the world. How many people are ever given that chance? To have someone you love fall in love with you over and over?

MY MISSION STATEMENT

My mission in life is to live with integrity. I want to deepen my understanding of myself through self-awareness in order to overcome my personal fears. There is no security in possessions, money, house, job, or women. There is a different kind of security worth pursuing, and that is this internal security of trusting yourself to handle anything that may come down the pipe. Things can break down, you can lose your money, house or job, but you, you can be a rock of self-esteem. I want to live in the place I belong, with the people I love, doing the right work on purpose. I want to be the messager of gratitude. Please bring about people, places, & events necessary to use me in bring about the highest experience of you to everyone.

Personal:
1-Trust my judgment
2-Overcome fear of loss
3-Security is knowing I am able to handle anything
4-letting go of perfection
5-Listen to audio tape
6-Mirror exercise

Professional:
1-Be a excellent doctor
2-Get a book published
3-Apply for a new career job
4-Start a company

Relationship:
1-Singe, slim, professional, spiritual women
2-Generous, not controlling, giving, sexual women

Family:
1-Listen more, Talk less (reflect feeling)
2-More patience
3-Always end with “I love you”
4-Don't get angry

Spiritual:
1-Mediate/ Listen to audiotapes
2-Read books

Health:
1-Exercise
2-Yoga
3-Drink water
4-Mediate

Financially:
1-invest in stock/ money market

•This is the way it is, for now.

•This was my destiny, ordained by the universe with compassion and wisdom.

•Everything happens for a reason.

•Everything is as it should be.

•It is what it is.

MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE

Monday, April 7, 2014

LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE

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