JOURNAL:

I got a new pair of glasses this weekend. Now I can see better.

I am beginning to realize that this blog isn't really helping me find the one. I am not going to write on this daily anymore. I might be alone forever. I haven't  had a relationship since last summer. Every woman that I met or talk to ...all they ever talk about  is "I want a guy who will take me out to dinner, plays, and vacation". I am not against doing that...but in the past most woman never brought up what they wanted. It's all about what I can do for them. I would usually met someone and we decided together what we want to do. I have no problem going out, but when you spend the whole week working and then on the weekend...you have to do work around the house...do laundry, do food shopping, cooking and ects.. You also want to rest and catch up on paper work...TV shows...and get ready for the following week. These woman don't have any money and want someone else to take the tap. Well it's not me.

I am so disappointed and disgusted by  the dating scene. Woman who have no education, no money, and not even that hot..expect everything. Woman are just stupid...i am sorry to say that... but they are. I am not saying this because I am angry at them. I worked my whole life to buy a house, have some money in the bank, be healthy, be close to my family and they haven't done anything. Like I said..i might be alone forever and I have to accept that. I might even die alone....so be it.

I used to get so upset when things don't do my way. Now I don't even care anymore. My ego would get in the way. I know that I have to do with the flow of life and just trust God.