Wednesday, October 9, 2013

PERSONAL/LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE

Dear Soulmate

I've been thinking about you, as always. I just can’t seem to get the words out. There are so many people running through my head when I imagine you and I know that you’re not any of them, they’re just blocking my thoughts and holding you back. They’re gone for now.

I was thinking about getting out of bed, leaving you curled up I've got this idea in my head that writing to you is just me reaching and that in reality, I'm destined to be alone.. forever. To be without you for the rest of my days. I can’t stand the thought.. I can’t stand reaching like this.. I can’t stand feeling so pathetic for it. But I just can’t stop this, I just can’t stop feeling like you’re right in front of me.. I can’t stop feeling your arms around my me when I lay in bed at night and your fingers in the spaces between mine, swinging my hand as I walk around every day. I just can’t stop thinking about you.. I can’t stop looking for you. I can’t stop wondering what you’re like. I need you, I really think I do. I can’t be alone forever. I need you forever.

I love you.

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