PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: DEAR SOULMATE

Dear Soulmate,

Your embrace, just a simple touch would be more than enough to save a troubled soul such as mine. I need you,  but can't seem to find you. Wherever you are send me a sign. Drop me a line. Give me a reason to believe I'm fine. They say that one is the loneliest number. It's no wonder,
when I lie myself down and begin to slumber. I sense your presence in the darkest shadows of my dreams. But it seems, no matter how close i feel i get to you, your lightyears away. Some would say try again tomorrow and forget about today. But each passing day I can't seem to find a way to live without you.  

You are the person I wish to meet, fall in love with and live the rest of my life constantly striving to be enough for. The person I hope to spend every night for the rest of my life sleeping beside and every morning making breakfast for. The person I'll have my normally ever after with. The person I dream about, faceless for now, featureless and unidentifiable.. the one whose face will appear on that blank surface as soon as my eyes meet it. It’s all for you, soulmate.

I'm off to dream of you.. to dream the sweet dreams where  I'm snuggled into you and my hand is fit just as snugly in yours. Where you’re stroking my hair softly and whispering things in my ear. Where when I wake up, I'm next to you and you’re sound asleep, one arm casually draped over me and the other slid up under your pillow and when I shuffle closer to you, you hold me like a teddy bear you just can’t sleep without. Where your smile makes me fall so much more in love with you.

I don’t want to wake up.. I don’t want to wake up and know you’re not there. Be there. I love you.