Dear love,
The distance is not far, yet it might as well be the span of a galaxy.The time is not too long, what is an aeon to the age of the universe? Perhaps I can speed time up, hasten it from its agonizingly slow pace.Perhaps I can strain myself to parts unknown, just to catch a glimpse of you, however fleeting. Absence is said to make the heart grow fonder, yet if my heart yearns any more for the sight of you, I will explode. Insanity is a comforting friend, calming me at night and allowing me to face the day. The mighty structure is put on every morning, when I get out of the shower the barricade is up. No one can glimpse the hollowness in my eyes, the starving of my soul, the atrophy of my heart. But, at the end of the day, when the city sleepsaway, the hollowness returns. My shoulders loosen, crushed by an unseen force. Movement is difficult, likened more to the elderly instead of the young. The pain returneth, brining along with it despair and anguish. My nightly sojourn climaxes in the release from reality's tenuous grip. A fitful rest awaits me, met only with another dawn without you, another day without you, another night without you. Somewhere, on small mote of dust in the farthest reaches of the Cosmos, you are sleeping also. Do you dream of me often? Do you turn corners expecting to find me? Have you turned to ask me a question, then noticed that I am gone? Has your heart been torn asunder every time you do any task that we shared? Can you find solace in looking up at the night sky, in the same manner that I do, wondering if I am thinking about you under the same night sky somewhere? Do you feel me peering over your shoulder, as I so truly wish to do? I can only hope that in this vast and uncertain world, two people feel that bond which unites them like no other, through the distance and the time.
Love doesn't make the world go 'round. It's what makes the ride worthwhile. I dropped a tear in the ocean. Whenever they find it, I will stop loving you. Falling in love for the first time is easy. It's the second time around, after you had fallen and trusted that someone to catch you the first time and they didn't, when it becomes difficult to let yourself fall in love again. But I do it anyway. Nothing you love is lost. Not really. Things, people - they always go away, sooner or later. You can't hold them, any more than you can hold moonlight. But if they've touched you, if they're inside you, then they're still yours. The only things you ever really have are the ones you hold inside your heart.
When these days are gone, when all the love we gave to each other slowly fades away, when your beautiful smile is only here as a dream,and when the words "I love you" are scripts of the past, I will always have the memories that were once moments and I will always know that
no matter what, I got the chance to be loved by you.
If it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you
I am searching for my future wife/soulmate. Please stop by again.
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