SPIRITUAL: SURRENDERING TO GOD

All of my life experience--the struggles, the falls, the victories, the lessons, the emerging talents....all of it is orchestrated by our source. Someone or something is responsible for all of the ongoing infinite creation that I witness with my senses, and I'm going to trust in it and now on. I know the term surrender is generally associated with defeat, but there's no victor or victim when surrendering to God--this isn't about winning or losing. You see, What we're doing here is giving up out false self in favor of returning to our authenitc one.Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forward. Perhaps all the aligned events shows up so that message can be heard. One of my favorite quotes is from Mark Helprin's Winter's Tale--"In the end, or, rather, a things really are, any event, no matter how small, is intimately and sensibly tied to all others".
Maybe writing this will cause a chain reaction. If you believe in God and don't believe in accidents...then i have to agree with a quote from Mahatma Gandhi "There is nothing that waste the body like worry, and one who has any faith in God should be ashamed to worry about anything whatsoever." You should trust in me