POETRY: PUT YOUR HEART IN THE PALM OF MY HAND

It's midnight, in a Full Moon sky.... I love the FULL MOON! It's energy is completely indescribable... 

I walk outside to feel it's rays penetrate through my soul. As I stand on the freshly cut grass I can feel the power
the Moon has over me.... 

The night is calm, quiet and mysterious.... I lay on the cool grass, as I remove my boxer exposing my naked body to the night. I pull the grass from underneath me and tear it apart over my bare skin, as I look up into the night in complete contentment.....

How much this reminds me of my roots.... I feel so free and alive, longing for the one who thrills me, desires me and pleasures me..

2

I remember when
I meant so much to you
I remember when
I knew your love was true

I remember when
we were as close as any 2 could be
I remember when
the one you cared about was me

I remember when
everything we wished came true
I remember when
I wished for you

I remember when
you loved me more than day
But most of all I remember 
the day you went away

3

This is no ordinary grip, it is your first,
nothing like when you held your mom
or dad's hand as a child, no this is different.
As they take your hand you feel a rush,
your hormones are raging, your heart is pumping,
you can feel their grip, as your fingers begin
to intertwine it's almost like you're
mixing two people together,
you're breathless and numb, and then 
you catch your first glimpse of their smile,
as you look into their eyes...
you know it's love

4

Look deep into my eyes,
And know that I'm for real,
Look closely and see my intentions,
Your heart I want to steal.

Put your heart in the palm of my hand,
Let me show you how much I care,
Allow me to prove that my love is true,
I promise I'll always be there.

May I run my fingers through your hair,
May I feel the softness of your cheek,
May I enter your mind and soul,
May I render you defenseless and weak?

I can love you the way you want,
Trust me with all your heart,
Believe me when I tell you,
My heart aches when we're apart.

Can you feel the power of my simple words,
Reaching out to fulfill your desires,
Can you feel the warmth and passion inside,
As your heart sets afire?

The skipping of your heart beat,
The tingle in your spine,
Examples of feelings I want you to feel,
And I promise you, if you're mine.

This is just a vision of love,
So much still left unseen,
All I ask is one opportunity,
Let me show you what I mean.

Let me feel your body close to me,
Let me hold you in my arms,
Feel my gentle touch of security,
Let me keep you safe from harm.

May I whisper to you softly,
May I say what's on my mind,
May I take this moment to convince you,
That my love will grow with time?

Your smile takes my breath away,
You're worth more than silver and gold,
Your hands are so smooth and precious,
Too perfect to kiss and hold.

Your eyes are warm and inviting,
A future seen with just one glance,
We can experience happiness for eternity,
If we only take the chance.

5

Once upon a time
There was a princess who needed a guy
She picked the wrong person before-
He hurt her and made her cry

She found the one she'd been dreaming of
The one who made her feel his love

Then one night
It felt so right

He put his arm around her
As he was sleeping aside her

Never has he felt so much comfort
Never has he felt so good
From then on he decided
To love her as best as he could

Then one night she had a flashback
She saw the man who broke her heart
She wanted to find all her pieces
But she didn't know where to start

She was confused and didn't know what to do
The prince from nowhere had then stepped in
And offered his loving glue

With open arms he received the body
Of the princess he had loved

The tears that were once on her face
Faded away on his shoulder

The squeeze that felt so wonderful,
The embrace under the stars
Was the spark that freed the heart
From behind her lonely covered bars

When the heart was set free
The prince had promised her
That he would take good care of it
As long as he'd be her lover

So as time passed by
They got to know each other better
The prince would do anything 
If she needed to ask anything he would always let her

Then one night at thirty after seven
He asked to be hers
So he could feel what it's like to feel heaven

He turned the ring
On her little finger around
Which made the frown from months before
Turn completely upside down

It showed the beautiful white teeth
Of her priceless smile
From then on he'll do all he can
To make sure she's his for a very long while

They know that nobody's perfect
They know there's no perfect match
But these two are so good for each other
They started all of this from scratch

There have been some peaks
And there have been some valleys
Even some holes too
But nothing can stop this couple
The love they share
Feels too good to be true

She's the best thing that's ever happened to him
He tells her that all the time
Whenever he sees her body
Around her is a glowing shine

The shine that lights up his life
The shine that lights up his days
The princess that he had found
Is special to him in a million different ways

They love being together
They want to stay forever
They pray with all they have
That they'll live happily ever after

6

i'm afraid to love you,
to kiss you again...
i'm afraid to need you,
to miss you again...

i'm afraid to chase you,
to lose you again...
i'm afraid to win you,
to choose you again...

i'm afraid to talk to you,
to reveal to you again...
i'm afraid to express to you,
to feel for you again...

i'm afraid to dream of you,
to wish for you again...
i'm afraid to be with you,
to live in bliss again...

i'm afraid to talk to you,
to see you again...
i'm afraid to open the door to you,
to show you me again...

i'm afraid to caress you,
even to touch your hair again...
i'm afraid to think of you,
to gaze into your stare again...

7

Laying here without you
on a cold dark stormy night
I start to think about you
with reality I fight
Slipping in and out of dreaming
where I can be with you
And I just feel like screaming
when I awake and don't see you
I don't know how we ever 
parted on that day
But faithfully forever
We're only one heart's beat away
I'm forced to be without you
and that's causing all my pain
But just thinking about you
can turn sunshine from the rain
Remeber how I asked that question 
and you said you'd be my wife
I know you've always been the one
I've loved for all my life
I don't know if we ever
parted on that day
Because faithfully forever
We're only one heartbeat away

8

If I could meet you in my dreams,
And be with you tonight;
Then I would take you in my arms,
And together we'd take flight.

We'd soar above the clouds so high,
And watch the towns below;
We'd fly up to the mountain peaks, 
And dance across the snow.

I'd take you down below the sea,
To play among the fish;
I'd walk with you along the beach,
And on each star make a wish.

If I could meet you in my dreams,
These things with you I'd do;
For all the stars up in the sky,
Can't shine as bright as my love for you.

9

I would do anything for you.

I would stand the scorching heat of a thousand suns just for one
glimpse of your breathtaking beauty.

I would run a thousand solar systems just to hear you utter a word.

I would steal all the stars in the heavens just to feel your soft 
hand on my face.

I would swim a thousand seas just to taste your lips. 

I Love You.

No words can describe the feelings, the emotion, the passion 
I have for you.

I Love You.

10

I've been sitting here alone today
And my heart began to say..
"How can someone whom we love so much
Not feel, for us, this way."

My heart came to a conclusion,
This conclusion came today..
As I listened to my heart's thought, 
This is what I heard it say,
"I've answered my own question,
We've been fooled, I don't know how..
She simply doesn't love us, 
That is what I've seen, 
I know that... now.

So, as long as I keep beating
I shall uphold this solemn vow..
No longer shall I care,
I cannot give another thing.
It's useless to keep trying,
She can't use the love I bring.

I can no longer pump this Love
Through these clogged up arteries,
It won't go through 
They're packed too tight 
With that 'confusion' type disease.
Yes, confusion Is a disease
It can kill a love, so true
Of that, I am a prime example
And so's the love once felt for you.

So, now it's time to say goodbye,
This seems to be the end.
You just can't grant my wish
Of being more than just my friend.
And since we cannot compromise,
Here's a simple remedy..
No longer shall I bother you
Because, what shall be will be.
And no longer will I fight for us
Since it should come so naturally.

Now, If there ever comes a time
That you might need to call on me..
I don't want you to bother,
You just need to let it be.
I cannot stand the pain anymore
So, please put down the phone,
As far far as I'm concerned 
You've got your wish...
You're All Alone!"

11

I touched you gently
in the light of 
a dwindling flame
Softly stroking your
shoulder
And whispering 
your name
Soothing the pain 
away
If only for
a moment

I looked in your
dark pained eyes
And smiled gently
Sweeping away 
the agony
of cruel memories
I cried 
when you did
And took away
the suffering
If only for 
a moment

I loved you
unconditionally
Trying to make you
feel whole again
I lay with you
my arms 
protecting you
And saw you sleep
peacefully at last
And I was happy
to see you
at rest
If only for
a moment

I lived your life
and you, mine
And we discovered
new life together
We were like
adolescents in
the discovery of
living
Loving each moment
as if there 
was no more
And you were
joyful
If only for 
a moment

I watched you grow
like a young eagle
And saw you eager
to renew the fight
There was fight in 
your thoughts
And new confidence 
in your heart
And you were ready
to begin
a new life
And I was happy
If only for 
a moment

Strengthened and
full of new hope
I lost my place
Your world was 
no longer mine
I was gladdened
And saddened
Because now
my nurturing
was a burden
But our love
was like no other
If only for
a moment

12

Thy love is a rose, blooming with every passing day.
Thy love can caress in a silver sweet way.
Venus brought us together on that fateful night.
From that day forth, thy love is a shining light,
Fills up my thought in my every hour.
I cannot compare thee but with a flower.
Into every dream my sweet lover doth creep.
Love is an angel, stainless, pure and white.
Parting is such sweet sorrow each night,
I count the pensive seconds till we can be wed,
Until it shan't be a sin to kiss sweet.
So till that joyous day I shall have to sojourn.
But until then for my love, I do mourn.
Oh, here stands all your state with me
And mine you, oh, how I wish we could be free
Cannot they see with your love I am but floating.



PART II

Sometimes at night when i'm alone and the darkness surrounds me like a shroud, 
I think about her, and wonder what it is she is doing. 
On these nights, late into the night, 
I awaken abruptly and find myself in a hazy consciousness thinking of her, 
having been awakened by beautiful dreams of she and I. 

I lie in bed and gaze up at the vast starry night 
trying to capture an image of my lover in my mind. 
She sleeps so tranquily, so sweet and loving, 
that I cannot resist a touch of my hand upon her beautiful face. 
I envision myself next to my lover, watching her sleep, 
fascinated by the miracle in which she was created.

As the clouds shift across the sky, 
I urge myself to guard those precious pictures of her in my heart. 
Entranced by her slumber, I find myself caressing her cheek, 
kissing her ever so softly, causing her to stir from her sleep, 
realizing that it is me lying beside her. 
In my mind's eye she turns to me with drowsy eyes, 
smiles at me in recognition, and holds me in his familiar embrace. 

My lovers faith shields me through the night 
and keeps a vigilant watch over my soul. 
Stirring gently in her arms I hear the sound of her heart, her breath, 
and in a dreaming moment am aware of her strength and capablities. 
She turns to me once more and with every tenderly placed 
angelic little kiss draws me deeper and deeper into her.

I smile to myself and pull my blankets up just a little higher 
and close my eyes as images of our worlds are woven together 
in a tapestry of dreams, such indescribably breath taking dreams.

In this state of heavenly peacefulness, I find solitude, 
and once again continue until morning my beautiful life with you.