POETRY: MY AM YOURS FOR, THOUGH UNCONSCIOUSLY, YOU MADE ME LOVE YOU

When I close my eyes,
you're the only one I see,
I think about you all the time I breathe,
Please say you'll be with me...
Without you I cry.
Only knowing your name...
Makes me want to die.
Please don't say you'll ever leave me.
Don't like being without me...
Say you miss me.
Close your eyes and feel my touch.
Call me and I'll come.
I do care,
I hate not knowing you,
I hate the thought of you being with anyone but me.
I want you so much,
You don't know.
My body calls your name...
You're everywhere I go.
And everybody knows
I'll Swallow all my pride...
To be by your side,
Only with you I want to be.
Only you I want to see,
Only 'cause I of you, I breathe.



2

A true love is like sweet surrender.
Once you have found it, it will capture your heart
and free your soul. Don't let your fears stand in the way
or it will fade like a beautiful sunset,
drifting away in the bright moonlight,
catching a ride on the tail of a warm summer's Breeze




3

I never knew you
And yet my heart remembered your face...
I never spoke to you
And yet my ears knew your voice...
I don't recall hugging you ever before
But my arms held you
Unhesitantly...
It's as if I knew you sometime ago...

I never touched you
And yet I knew there'd be a spark...
I never kissed you
And yet my lips remembered the taste
Of yours...
You fit me perfectly
Isn't that strange?
That funny feeling,
I'm feeling it again
Except I don't ever remember feeling it before...
Yet I know there was a time when you
Were all I lived for...
It's as if I knew you sometime long ago...





4
I'm falling to through the atmosphere,
Through the clouds waiting for your call,
but in no direction do I know in which to fall,
All I hear, is what does not travel through sound,
But I feel no need to feel the vibrations of your voice
For the depth of your every word carrries me now through the clouds,
Where the romance in your mind keeps me a float

Circling the earth searching for more,
Who could possibly have the Dialect, the Passion that you hold true?
But nowhere is there a woman who has touched me, no one,
But now you. How?

Fallin' am I
Through the sky, as I am wisked into the wind
Light as a feather,
the way I feel now just deep within,
Emotions overbearing the physical touch,
Something to cherish,
Something that makes my body ache within,
as I yearn for your next word, I cringe
The power of your mind compels me...the Passion of your heart
only directs me to a never ending destination...

But-
I'm falling, not knowing Who, Why or How

I've fallen to the ground and I feel your romantic spirit running
through my body,

I've fallen to the depths,
Only to the depths of my soul, wondering how I've fallen into
something that is almost too good to know-

I've fallen to you,
Falling of you, Anyway or Explanation will do,
Just know that my romantic spirit has fallen...so
Don't let me fall astray from you!



5

Can you accept it?
Do you have a choice?
Can you control it?
Does it have its own voice?

Love...

What does the word really mean?
When it penetrates your heart, what do you do?
Is it more than it seems?
The agony of missing your mate, is it worth going through?

Love...

When it finds its way into your life, do you let it in?
If you are afriad of being hurt, do you ignore your heart?
Does love for someone instead of "in love" with someone
mean you've lost a friend?
Can the agony and deception overcome love and pull your life apart?

Love...

The questions, the answers, the variations of life,
the pain, the joy, the way you feel inside...

Love...



6

I swear I heard your voice last night,
whisper in the wind,
it came so soft and tenderly,
I never heard it again.

I thought I felt your touch,
so warm, yet cold,
I thought I saw a glimpse of you,
I then tried to hold.

So when you come back home,
so warm with me in bed,
you I'll always hold,
until the very end.



7

It's like...I wanna be with you in this endless fantasy...
To share with you everything...
Everything that would make us both happy
And never wake to reality...to this infinite abyss...
For fantasy makes me happy...simple, na?, but happy...



8

She fills my thoughts before I sleep
And she?s there again when I awake

I have given my heart without regret
I gave it to her for my hearts sake

We have found an all-embracing love
If I lost her now my heart would break




9

Would you like to take a walk with me?
Just take my hand and leave with me
To go outside where now it's winter time
and we shiver and cuddle down inside our coats
just a little further;
and I hold your hand a little tighter
and tuck your hand with mine into my coat pocket
and pretend it's for warmth
as I smile up at you, and we walk.

Time passes by and we talk some,
and laugh a lot and smile some
and we sometimes just walk quietly a bit
and listen to the silence between us
speak volumes of caring and the enjoyment of "us".
And I just look into your eyes,
and see my smile to you mirrored back into mine.

Soon we realize that so much time has gone by
but it really was just an instant, wasn't it?
Wasn't it!!
Do we really have to turn around and go back?
Will the time seem longer as we return?
I pray it does, but no matter - we're here.

When we return, we just smile and know
how special that little bit of time was
just you and me, smiling and laughing
as we walked and shivered just a little in the cold
but not feeling anything but the warmth between us
as we walked along and just shared "you and me".

If this could be, as I picture it here
would you, Dear One, take a walk with me?
Come, take my hand..just "you and me" 8-)
I'd love for you to take a walk with me.



10

The day has gone by,
And night has come to cry,
The time has come to say good night.

This day this love this night was right,
Tomorrow will bring another light.

Tonight I know this life I live,
You're the one that should.

I've dreamed of you these last few nights,
My dreams once filled with only fright,
Now are filled with you each night.

My light inside that once was dead,
Has been relit with your sweet kiss.

After tonight I choose the choice that's right,
I have a gift for you this night,
A gift for you a gift for life.

I give to you my heart to keep,
Until god says it's time to sleep.

Tonight I lay here looking at you,
Your eyes so pure your heart so true.

I'd give you the world,
If I knew I could,
You deserve a life,
And all that should.

I'll open the door and let you soar,
Your spirit is free held down no more.

To night a dream's come true for me,
To see you smile to see you free.

I only hope that you remember,
I did this for you my love forever.

To see you free brings joy to me,
I know it's right to set you free,
But knowing you're free brings fear to me,
I fear today I've seen you leave.

I told you you're free,
But I forgot about me.

I knew you would be happier if you were free,
But I forgot how sad I'd be.

I loved you then and I love you now,
The only thing is that I'm not allowed,
I can't love you like I wanted to.

I find myself calling out your name,
I love you without shame.

As I watch you soar,
I stand in tears,
My eyes unclear of what was near.

I only wish that you were here,
As I dry my eyes I feel you near.

Your touch so pure,
Your heart so true,
As she said to me I love you too.

I turn to you to see is it true,
you're standing there as I left you,
As beautiful as the new morn's dawn.

You walk to me and take my heart,
We're no longer two and never to part,
You're the one that's in my heart.

To stay tonight and that's what's right,
I love you and not just tonight,
you're my love the one for life



11

Your kiss,
The tender embrace of lips,
Your eyes,
The gentle wells of love,
Your hands,
The warm touch of stability,
Your smile,
The highlight of my day,
Your presence,
The origin of my happiness,
Your love,
The reminder that I'm not alone.



12

Goodnight to you, m'lady fair
with love that sparkles in the air.
I must go to rest my head
upon wild flowers,
a makeshift bed,
to dream of starlight bright
and shadows dim
till next we meet
by loves sweet whim.

Goodnight to you, m'lady fair
May grace dissolve your every care
as you, too, drift through dreams surreal
till the bell of dawn send out its peal,
a single note like purest love
whose echo wakes the sleeping dove.



13

the unmistakable scent
permeates the room
long after she'd gone
embracing my senses
putting the present on hold
taking me back to the time
where love was most sweet
where sunshine was her smile
where blue waters were her eyes
where ecstasy was her skin
now everything tastes of sour
now clouds are all i see
where oceans have dried
where hell now resides
memories are what i carry
clothes i haven't to wear
the fashion has changed
and so it seems
i'm now naked and alone
so this is life without love
so this is life without her
i pray the scent never leaves..



14

Under the pines in late july
with the wind out of the western sky
two lovers are at their play
within the shadows of the day


15

Love is a frivolous game
Of sweet kisses and
dangerous delights
Of heightened senses
and blissful thoughts

Love is such a play
Of tenderness and
passion
In the lives
of so many-
An elusive quest

Love is a tragedy, too
Of disregard for-
commonsense
Of reckless abandon
And lost reality

But love, in all
Is the game of life
Of fully living
The theme of
intimacy
Touching the fibers
of existence
Of pain and-
pleasure
For life
without love's
assurance is-
death



16

My love flows deeper than the deepest river;
through my veins into my soul,
where it possesses my whole being.
You have taken over my every waking thought, my every dream.
You came into my life and stole my heart and made it yours.
I am yours for, though unconsciously, you made me love you.
Perhaps, my heart gave in willingly...
though my brain couldn't let me tell you.
Still the fact remains, that somehow, someway,
I fall deeper in love with you every day.
Deeper then any river, any lake, any valley.
Deeper then I ever thought possible.


17

Alas, the lovers in the sun,
They look at us and laugh.
How far have we gone?
?Where are we now??
Asks my lurid virgin.
Are we beginning in this wretched place?
Are we wicked,
Our mother's disgrace?
Coming to a boring end,
From this enticing dream.

She screams my name,
Pulling me to the sun,
Her breast against me
Weeping that I am the one,
Caressing my skin.
I'm her lover in the sun
Burning away her tears,
Coming till I?m gone.

Is it the love you're after??
Humor me a little,
Are we lovers, or soulmates?
Together burning in the sun.
Is this passion...
Or are you over me?



18

i choose... you this day, to love and confide in.
To honor, take pride in, to share with,
to be with.

i choose... you this day,
to give you my heart.


19

To stare into your eyes is a habit I cannot break
I love all the memories we have... and shall make
Embracing you gives me the needed strength for the day
Being with you makes me so happy; I cannot describe it in any way

Watching your every stride as you walk with such grace
Can?t seem to change my thoughts of your pretty face
As I hear your words spoken in such pleasant sounds
I think to myself, "I have no reason to show any frowns."

Thinking about you every moment I breathe
Whenever I?m with you- I never want to leave
Images of you completely fill my mind
Anyone who doesn't see your beauty must be blind

And when I am with you, I wish time wouldn't pass by so fast
So that every moment we spend together- forever would last
When I?m by myself I?m praying to the heavens above
That they always let me be with my angel, my girl, my love.



20

When you drift off into dreams tonight,
Send your heart my way.
And I'll send mine to meet you,
Where love can have it's play.

And send your soul there also,
Though the distance might be far.
Perhaps out there our souls will touch,
Somewhere among the stars.

I've been searching for a lifetime,
For someone who understands.
My deepest hidden passions,
The way I think you can.

Could our dreams connect each other,
In a place we've never been.
In a way we've never touched,
But here we might begin.

Could you confide all your passions,
Talk of wants, your needs and cares.
Talk of pain and oh yes laughter,
In this dream far off somewhere.

It would not be an easy task,
To connect a dream that way.
Yet that?s why dreams are special,
Because you think they might someway.