PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER

My better half,

That's what I would say, when asked about this woman I love. I could continue what I was writing for days and still not be able to fully tell another person all that u are, all that we are. My darling your beyond amazing...there is not a single word that captures all that you are. 5 minutes with you is enough to be effective to change someone forever, and 100 years would still not be nearly enough time with you.

My days are filled with you. There is not a moment in any day where u are not with me. When u wake in the middle of the night, searching for me know that im right there with you.....lay your head down, close your eyes and feel me. I will come to you, always. Let my hand caress the side of your face, let me kiss your temple, run my fingers thru ur hair, let me hold you and lull you to sleep. All these years you have felt me, you have kept yourself open and been vulnerable to attack....thru pain, thru sadness, and rivers of tears....you stayed true to what you felt and time after time you would have to heal yourself and go right back out and search for me. Im laying here, my hair and pillow wet from tears....I think of all the pain you have been thru, and I know you have put yourself thru so much for me...for us. I can lay in my bed at night and write to you about how much I love you, and how I would never try to hurt you or break your heart....and its all true.....but your hearts been broke and you have hurt so much and its because of me....because u were looking for me. Im so sorry baby! Maybe if I had done something different I could have gotten to you sooner......if I could have eased the burden of all that please know I would have. Know that if I could have been the one going thru such pain I would have volunteered in a heart beat.....I can't even say that....u wouldn't have let me if we had the choice......you had to be the one, if it had been me id have failed....do u feel that right now....its 5:20am im in so much pain, I've never felt so much....it hurts so bad to know that I would have failed us. That's where the submission comes in. You are the dominant force in our union....



" I wish you knew the sureness of my love. I wish that the love that burns within me would kindle the same in your heart. I will be here for you always. You create that devotion in me." do you now see that the understand our love and I know how sure u are of it. Do still wish your love to kindle my eternal flame for you? Or do you now see that threes a wild fire burning within us both....not half in each of us but all of it in both. Though apart we are never separate from each other."the mysteries that draw me to you are unending. I am drawn by your mystery, all that I have yet to discover of you, and yet I have true sense of knowing you. Of knowing your soul. I wonder do you know mine? I feel that you do. Each day would be filled with discovery as we find out more about each other. Love is a complicated passion, woven with intricate glimpses into another's soul. I ache to know these intricacies." I love that u find me mysterious! Trust me I find u the same.....so many times I wish I could play 20 questions with u! Or ill read something and be like I got find out more about this later. Know that no mystery of mine is a secret....there is no answer I would refuse u. Do you still wonder about my knowing your soul...while u read my words does your soul not find me and stay by my side as u read? Is this not new yet familiar? Do you find yourself thinking something as u read to find me saying it sentences away from where ur at? Life will be full of discovery every day...even once we know all of the past, there is still our future....and I can't wait to see all of the things we discover as we grow....there is so much inside of us we haven't even began to process....there is so much we just couldn't apart...long before we give birth to our beautiful children, we will give birth to beautiful ideas, we are gonna change the world. Weather its being an example and showing the world love like this is real or finding problems and taking them to heart and taking a stand to do something...a love like this isn't meant to be kept to ourselves selfishly....love is the basis of hope...I want to spread both. When we leave this world I want to know we made it better.