PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER

I really miss your voice. There's sweet tones in it....yes, I hear everything like it's music...each having a tone....because of this some have very bad tones and bother my ears. I have such a developed ear that I can hear a needle drop on a floor which then allows my hands to gently pass over the area and actually find the needle.

I think of you every day....each hour, each minute and second that goes by. At times I get wet to think of how your touch will feel, your smell will be when I'm blindfolded before you. It's exhilirating and nervewrecking at the same time....it makes my breathing get out of control which I then have to recapture....it's like a nice feeling. Then my mind wonders to me being blindfolded and just touching you with my fingers each part of your body as I do the piano to feel each key to play various sounds to play a song from the most deep part of my heart rather than reading music. Your body will be like the piano as I just touch you softly, gently and carefully and find each part of your body like hidden treats.

As I played the piano yesterday , my thoughts were all over just thinking of you with my eyes closed. Most people probably thought I was being inspired by God, surely they could not even imagine who.