Open your eyes and heart and you will see what is before you. I was sent to heal you, to make you whole again. That is my purpose and my reward. God has opened my heart to you when i thought that it would never open again..and now it has opened even bigger. So that it can contain you. he has made me stronger so that I can lovingly withstand the heaviness of your pain. He has blessed my with compassion that do I not even understand so that i can love the process. My love understand that I alone am weak and at times I release that on to you. Please forgive me. But the thing is that none of this lingers, my love for you melts it all away so that I can easily forgive. And see what is beneath your acting out. Soon after my analytical mind and selfish ranting quiets down enough for me to listen, I feel foolish for not having seen what you are desperately crying out for. Haven't you noticed that after the harsh and hurt words I always return to you ready for more? I have been prepared to be with you through your darkness. I pray to be given light. And that is why it does not offend me. Darling right now it is your turn to receive, my time will come. But first it is you who needs to be loved unconditionally and with no bonds or requirements.
I am here to be whatever male entity that you need, and when appropriate, masculine qualities that may serve you. It is a father's touch that is so tender and patient and compassionate. And how can I deny you the purity of such an embrace?
But we can not enter this with preconceived notions if what to expect, if we are to evolve our relationship to a true level of unconditional love then we can not linger in fear on the mysteries that await us. We must live and love each other in the moment of now, so that we can withstand the test of time.
And there in comes my submission to you, I submit myself as a vehicle of God, so that he may do His will, which is yours. Then I have no choice but to submit to yours because it is what is necessary so that you may know the magnitude of how you are loved. And there lies your sacrifice.
So now i say to you. That you have progressed within your own torment, you recognize
and battle your own demons. I believe that we have taken this as far as it can go within the limitations that our separateness affords us. We have already surpassed depth that few people have experienced. Take my hand, allow me to love you with a full embrace, I submit to you. If we do not take the leap of trust in loving are we not making this more difficult because we do not trust in the Universe to guide us. Lack of such faith can only dilute the wonders the Universe has in store for us and perhaps impact great things that a love such as ours can effect on the world, our world. I am here to catch you, behind you, beside you. Will you have me trust in my love for you, anointed from the heavens. Be with me because I too need you.
"But my suggestion is this...you can't wait until you feel safe to love and invite. Of course it's scary to surrender,,,it's vulnerable..it's naked. You need to stop hiding...and dominating, and just trust ...and offer your true self. To possess true love...you must be willing to suffer. Woman who are loving are woman who had their heart enlarged by suffering....by saying YES when the world says... NO. By paying the high price of loving truly and honestly without demanding that they loved in return and by refusing to numb their pain in the myraid of way available."
Unconditionally Loving,
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