PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER/LOVE LETTER: OH MY DEAREST

Oh my Dearest....
My days are only good because I'm with you
The world doesn't seem so harsh when I look into your eyes
Gosh and when I have to get out of that car,
so full of memories... I wish I could only stay a little longer

I find myself thinking only of your touch every waking moment
Your hugs and your kisses fill my head
till I can no longer see anything else
When I listen to your beautiful songs
that take me away from everything,
I smile a sad smile

My smile is my love, but all the while the realization
that you're not with me
in that moment it makes me cold all over

The sad and lonely days without your body's warmth..
Oh, how slow they pass...
My mind's numb to every emotion

...Then I step back into that car and time doesn't stop
Doesn't stop for our love
No, not for us

If only time froze
when our skin finally gets relief to be in contact
Once more our naked bodies pressed together...
Your warm hands against the small of my back
Your hot breath on my neck...
I am suffocated by you

If only time froze...
But no, it fast forwards for us and now it's time again
Time to kiss me good night...
The tears begin at the corner of my eyes...
I blow you a kiss and shut the door
As I walk away the wind blows a gap between us
making me cold once more
Then off to bed where not even the blankets can comfort me

When will I have time to take a deep breath of air
before I drown again into my thoughts of sorrow?
When will time slow down for us?