JOURNAL: SHOULD WE BASE LIFE DECISION ON SOMETHING LESS IMPORTANT? LIKE A BLOG OR AN EMAIL?

Low self-esteem is delusional. We're all one spirit and thus we are deeply equal in essence. Have you ever think of that? It is our spiritual essence that is the same. We all just happen to be hosts to God. So what's not to love? All of us are faucets through which divine water would flow. It's the water....not the faucet that ultimately matters.

Usually this is what happens when someone ready my blog or email. They get really touch by what i write but can't go make a major life decision based on my words. My answer to that is ...should we base life decision on something less important?

They usually give me alot of excuses....what i keep thinking as i hear crap like that is this woman is unwilling to reach for love. I guess life experience hasn't taught her that love is infinitely more important than any excuses. Modern culture had told her if anything how neurotic her heart is to want to jump at love, how much more important a career...or whatever is than passionate love and how serious and adult it is to honor material considerations over the love we feel inside. Most woman haven't yet considered that the voice of the heart is the voice of God.

Personally I think these woman dishonor themselves. Jobs, houses, money, and even sex come and go, but love is like a magical bird. And once it flies away you have absolutely no power over if or when it will ever return. When the heart talks..you should listen. Relationships are certainly part of God's plan and everything in life is better when we have love in our lives.

And when I ask them to submit...they always say, " I lose myself in other people too much. I need to stay out of relationship. And often that is true. But after period of time, that thought just became a rationalization for the avoidance of love. To resist intimacy out of fear that if you love you will risk codependency or enmeshment, is like resisting eating food out of fear of being obesity. That, as we know is not wisdom...but severe dysfunction. At certain point, once you're established your separate identity, it's imperative that you let yourself lose it again. Otherwise, you can never know love.