LOVE/THOUGHT/JOURNAL: INFATUATED WITH A SINGLE SOUL

There will come a time in your life when you become absolutely infatuated with a single soul. For this person, you'd do anything & not think twice about it, but when asked why, you have no answer. You'll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do, but you'll never find out. & no matter how badly it hurts or how badly you hate it, you'll love this person for the rest of your life without regret. And even though she doesn't believe in love, he's determined to call her bluff don't let anyone ever promise you that they won't ever hurt you because at one time or another, it'll happen. the real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end.

I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who wouldn't miss that comfortable feeling with a person?

Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything, and not have a problem with the silence in the middle. Can't forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights, real talks, the "remember whens", I remember it all. And it's funny what life does, how it could just give you things and take it away so soon. I really can't get it out of my head that you grow distant from people and that good things come to an end sooner or later. But along the way, I learned one good thing about life; it goes on, you just gotta pick yourself up and learn to keep up.

So you make up excuses for why she never comes around. And I know she's going to show up saying she misses you, but honestly whose fault is that? Your address is the same and your phone numbers haven't changed. There's just no excuse for it this time.

That's what you do when you care about someone. You fight like hell to make sure you keep them. Even if they aren't yours. You fight just to know you're alive. Because you know that without them, you'd have no reason to breathe.

Truth is, sometimes you scare the shit out of me. You make me feel as if I’m not alone. Yet, I know any minute you have the ability to rip that feeling from me. Truth is, I love you, and that in itself, is scary enough.

I'm done with the bullshit. Love is a four letter lie when it comes to you.

You turned around and lied without a second thought.

Did I even cross your mind? Or were you just too busy planning with him

Strength isn't about how much you can handle before you break. It's about how much you can handle after you break.

Maybe I fell for your smile, or the way you always say what you mean...without ever actually saying what you mean. I don't know why or how, but I fell. So here it is, my confession to you...I'm insanely and unnaturally in love with you.

You are an amazing creature. You deserve to be loved until your insides melt. Don't give up on all the things you want. When you meet the right person you will have zero doubt in your mind. Zero.