To the woman who will loves me next,
Whoever you are, wherever you are, I can't wait to meet you. I have a feeling you are going to change my life. But to be honest, there's a lot you need to know.
The past is why I'm writing this letter. Please don't think you're getting an untouched heart or a guy in perfect condition. I have loved and lost plenty of times. I was broken, lied to, cheated on, cried a river and basically been used. I thought she was the best thing that ever happened to me but I was completely wrong.
Regardless, to the next person I love, please know I will offer you everything I have. I am hoping this is enough for you to stay for a very long time because no one has done that yet. When I fall in love with you, I will love you hard. Harder than you've ever been loved and I hope you do the same for me.
I will require some work, though. To be honest I don't know if I'm lovable. I’m very guarded and I don’t trust many people. Now, I know it has nothing to do with you. It has more to do with the people in the past, and the ones who just walked away. Woman who made promises and never kept them. Made me believe everything that was coming out of their mouth to be true.I’m broken and sometimes I’m not OK, but I’m trying to fix myself just for you. I've learned to save myself. I just need you to hold my hand and be there for me to tell me things are going to be OK.
Like I said, I won't require much from you. But I do, however, need to know that you still care and I need to be reminded often or as often as possible. So many woman just come and take and take and take. They looked into my eyes and told me that they loved me but it was all a lie. Their actions were the opposite. And when I bring it up to there attention. They would get mad. I need to know that I’m the one you want. Show me. Tell me I’m handsome. Do small little act of kindness for me....things that will make happy...cook for me. Let me take tons pictures of us because they make me happy and I want to savor the memories. Sing at the top of your lungs while you're in the car with me. Let me fall asleep next to you and wake up to you . Take me on as many adventures possible. Embrace my family as if they’re your own. Prove to me that you still want me.
To the next woman I love, I know you are unnamed, faceless and currently undiscovered, but I have a feeling you are going to change my life. I have a feeling I’m going to love you unconditionally and love you regardless of all the times I have told myself I will never love anyone else. You'll be the first person I tell my good news to, you'll be my best friend and my other half.
Just love me. Be honest with me and always be kind and keep your word. That's all I ask.
See you soon.
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