PERSONAL/ LOVE LETTER: I WANT TO BE LOVED

I used to want to be admired. Well, now I want to be loved. If we were a couple .....there are couple of acitivies that I want to experience.We would exercise together ...there is nothing like going for a great bike ride together or for a quick run before bedtime. We would notes to each other.Give each other small inexpensive presents. Cook together – cooking together is very fun Its about the small sacrifices. ” Igloo time – for five minutes every day , we hide under the blanket and make it like an igloo , we just talk about our high and lows of the day ”.Relax together – we cant just want to kick back our shoes and relax in front of the TV watching our favorite show. I would let you have the last bite of anything food We will dance– anywhere we can , we will hold one and other and move to some sound of music . doesn’t have to be a public place, as long as we both do it . its magical.I would take random pictures of you when you are not looking  - show you that I don’t take you for granted, send you random pictures of you every now and then with a simple text message that says ” i’m so lucky. Prepare your toothbrush. And finally just be there for you because sometimes you just need to be there and hold hands  to say all you ever need

I would spend the rest of my life falling as far and deep and hard as my heart will let me go in love with you. Now my heart is desperate in my chest, like a bird crashing into a window over and over again, confused that it can't get to what it sees and wants, and willing to kill itself in the attempt to remedy thatI will never break your heart. I will never hurt you. I might mess up, I might not be perfect, but I'll never hurt you, You have my word.If you will love me I cannot promise you that I will not hurt you. I cannot promise you that I will not make you cry and that I’ll never break your heart. But if you will love me, I will bare my whole self naked before you, and I will reveal to you my soul. If you will love me, you can be certain that it is I that you will love, not a mask that fools you and gives you only what your eyes desire to see. If you will love me, you can be certain that you will love the depths of me, all of me that is in me, and I in turn will love you with all of me, with all my soul, with all my mind, with all my spirit, with all my flaws and beauty, and with all my very heart.