PERSONAL: MY DREAM OF US

It was an early morning, and I was sitting there just as the sun was rising, A new route needed to be taken, strike a woman on the romantic term and hide behind the facade of crafted words, stolen romance and poetic intrigue. Wasn’t it what most women desired, to be fawned for, to reach out and be showered with love. Have hopes, desires, to fall into that fairy tale enchantment.

It was the idea..more like a dream..I had...writing an ad and putting it out in cyberspace of the internet hoping to be found by my soulmate. It was a chance, on who would actually find it, if this would even work. Would they write me back? Would this ad be just ignored? Would it be found by someone I already knew, had tortured? It was a con in all the pros but I gave one last look to what I wrote and hit save

((Profile would be read by you))

Dear Soulmate,

Are you out there? I have been so alone in this world without you and I know that somewhere you are there, my soul mate, my true love, my everything. I don’t know what you look like, but I can see you, I can smell you and I can feel you every waking moment. It tares my soul that I do not know you but feel you out there. How I have searched for you my entire life yet have found nothing but heart break. Maybe I have tried to hard to find you to impatient in my path to find happiness and be with the woman I love and know she will love me back unconditionally. I can see us, sitting on the back patio while our children play, the dog bark and you next to me, smiling and holding my hand. We will grow old together everyday would be like the first kiss, the first time we touched each other, knew each other. You are my goddess. Perhaps I ask to much? Though is it wrong to think that such a woman exists? That you are reading this now? That my message has gotten to you? Wouldn’t you think that you found this because you were supposed to, that God has finally answered our prayers and we can be happy? I threw my message out there, to either sink to the depths of the cyberspace and be buried as my heart would be or to be found by the woman I would cross this ocean for just as the bottle did to be with you.

Dear soulmate...If you find this, if you find it in your heart to believe that this was meant to be. Write me back, let us explore this, let us break through the barriers life has put in our path and fight the odds that we were meant for each other but were damned to never meet.

Yours with love,

A.


You>>Found my profile and read the message not once, twice but three times, before printing it and finally wrote back to me

Dear A,

I was delighted to read your profile. We, as people, were never meant to be alone, yet we are born in that way. There is always something in us that desires companionship, someone to spend our life with; Someone to love; Someone to complete us. The faith you shown in throwing this message into to cyberspace, the chance you took, might just be what anyone needs to find their other half.

They way you spoke in your message touched me. You have such a clear vision of what our life would be like in the future. A love that never dies, but rather grows with every passing day. I, too, know the pain of a broken heart and also yearn to be completed. I, too, want to be happy more than anything. It is in reading your letter, that I realise that I am not.

A, you took a chance with your message, it found me. Do we not owe the fates to explore this more? I am immensely curious and want to know more about you. In a world where Romance seems to be dead, your profile was a breath of fresh air, breathing life and hope into my withered heart. I do so want to hold onto that hope.

I cannot wait to start on this journey with you and look forward to hearing more from you. Please, write back soon.

Yours,



ME>>> I got your respond..and wonder....how I should reply…what would catch your interest. You have spoken that it was a fresh breath seeing Romance was not dead. So romantic I  would continue to be….

Dear You

When I got your  email and I held it to my heart. I had never felt so much happiness in my life until that very moment. I didn’t even have to open it just yet to know it was going to be filled with good news. Just by how delicate your writing showed the deep expression that words could never touch upon. I took that chance with the message, my soul is old and I knew that if it was to sink and never be found then I would stop looking, that the woman of my dreams is no longer out there, but it was found and you took that chance to write me to reach out to me and by this I already know you are the one I’ve been seeking.

I want to mend the pain your heart has felt, to pick up the broken pieces along with mine and let us both mold our hearts into one beating organ. I want to be the one to make you smile and be happy now. Can you imagine what it would be like to fall asleep in each others arms only to awake the same way, to see your smiling face first thing in the morning. I could keep going on till my fingers ware to the bone on how whole you have made me feel but I shall digress. For the internet to send my bottle to the perfect destination to seek someone as broken and seeking as I and it has. The world has given back to me what it had taken away but in a form of someone I can be whole with once again.

Forever Yours,