POETRY: I JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH

My thoughts dance
in the white waters
Cascading over jagged
rocks, sweeping
through cavernous
Descents, to an
azure expanse of lake
Crystal clarity, pure
cool water shimmering
In the mountain
sunlight
Of a rarefied air
Freedom
And I 'm there

My thoughts dance,
dance in the 
wild beyond
Of my imagination
Among the craggy
contours of a limestone
dream
And blue, blue gems
Of alpine beauty, flowers
Beckoning me
In
And I dream, dream
of peace

My thoughts wander
to the coral and
the blue stillness
Of a sleepy, hot
salty lagoon
And there to be
alone
With you, dancing slowly
In the sultry air
of silent sentinels
White stark skeletons
of trees
Lost in paradise
And there we'll 
dream together

2

Once again I sit alone.
My mind is here...
My eyes can see...
But my heart and soul are gone.

Once again I realize
That I need to feel you here...
This love is pain,
And your voice, so faint,
Wanders softly in my mind... As I sit alone tonight.

Nothing can compare to this loneliness inside.
There is only one who can come in and fill this empty slot.

Never make me promises you don't intend to keep.
My heart is all I have to give,
So hold it tight...
Because it's weak.

Tonight I sit here all alone.
My solitude is long and sad...
There's nothing left for me to do...
But let the tears fall here, Tonight...

3

Morning shines so bright through the open waves of the sea
At the sight of your beautiful eyes opening to see me.
Right at that moment I squeeze you tighter next to me 
To only make your smile grow brighter than before.
A cherished moment that is for the two of us that we walk 
through the balcony to see the beautiful sunrise...
For spending that moment with you is a dream come true
unlike no other I've ever dreamt of before
On the balcony we see the beautiful shades of red and blue
and through the vast great sky soar two white doves flying 
towards the balcony which we lay upon.
You peek at me through the corner of your eye 
and you look to see if I have yet noticed that the two white 
doves are a couple just
LIKE US.
I smile and hold you closer to me as if never letting go of this 
TREASURED MOMENT.
The bright light overcomes us and in a blink of an eye I see 
a beautiful fair angel by my side when I just come 
to realize it's
YOU, YOU
The only one who's captured my heart in every way 
and we lay over 
the balcony watching the beautiful sunrise...
TOGETHER.

4

I can't get enough of your touch
The warmth of your touch tempts me so much
You are everything I ever think of
Touch me my love for I can't get enough

I can't get enough of your embrace
Want to forever touch your beautiful face
Hold me forever until eternity my love
Hold me always for I can't get enough

I can't get enough of your kiss
You make me feel the sweetest of bliss
Heavenly kisses must come from above
Kiss me my angel for I can't get enough

I can't get enough of you
Give me all your love so true
Satisfy my hunger with your love
Love me endlessly for I can't get enough

5

I feel things.

I imagine things.

I wonder about things.

Sometimes I write pure feelings.

Sometimes I write because I feel lonely.

Sometimes I make up stories around what I'm feeling.

Sometimes I write because I want to tell someone something.

Sometimes I write because I need to express what I'm feeling or thinking.

Sometimes I write because I want to find out what I’m thinking or feeling.

6

Tell me what is the cost
When true love is somehow lost

Tell me who pays the price
When hearts roll the dice

Tell me when souls stop burning
does your inside stop churning

Tell me does serenity fade
When your dreams are cut with a sharp blade

Tell me is life
just about hurting
when it leads to more than just mere flirting

Tell me, Mr. Destiny and Mrs. Fate,
When will I finally reach a heart
and not be too late...

7

When i hold your sweet body close to me 
This Love inside me will show for all to see
And when i look into your beautiful eyes
This bond we share will be no surprise
The love i have for you will last forever
And this will make me smile when we're together
The love we share is so very pure
My love will grow sronger for you, of this i'm sure 
My beautiful lady, i hold you tender on this summer's night
I hold you in my loving arms ever so tight
I need to kiss your sweet lips with mine
I know this will freeze this moment in time............


8


Aqua waters
Taking my deepest affection
Golden winds
Whispering around eternity
Gently words form upon thy pale lips
Lips that shall be used in prayer
A prayer for love
Part thy lips
The white air shall be exalted
Now, angel, say thou loves me
I shall come to peace
Quietly, brusquely, coldly...happily

8

In A world that torments the soul,
where is freedom, independence, a way out?
Looking for a place of happiness,
only to be free and find true love,
not love of convenience,
settlement, and comfort.

Love of passion, excitement,
trust, total love,
does it exist?
Can one find a love that binds with the soul,
never misleading, always intriguing?

Give me strength to stray,
from a place so cold and sad.
Give me freedom, give me happiness,
free my soul from torment,
and show me there is love.

9

Words. Only words... 
written without thought. 
Carrying little meaning.

Through the windows of the soul, ingested. Internalized.
devoured.

Gentle tendrils, 
weave down the spine, 
entwine themselves there.

Worming their way beneath defenses, softly chipping at walls.

Inexorable.

A flood of warmth, 
welling up from the deep, 
the eyes close,

a surrender to what could be...could have been...
Is not.

A mind 
reaches through the haze 
created by desire

And murmurs quietly, grasping at rationality...

"Please. Don't."

A heart 
caged by fear, 
finding itself vulnerable

screams, pleading, begging, to avoid the inevitable shattering of self,

"Stop!"

The soul 
undulating langorously, 
comfortable in the dark,

wrapping herself in the embrace of her doom, whispers,

"Don't stop."

The tide ebbs, 
the only hint 
of its passing

the mist, gathered at the corner of the eye in a single drop of liquid

crystal.

10

I wish I may,
I wish I might,
I wish on my star
that shines so bright.

My wishes I wished have never come true,
but what is a hopefull person like me to do?

My wish I'll wish tonight, is one I'll
wish with all my might.

To dance with you would be my wish come true,
but as the night nears an end,
the truth of my wish is starting to bend

As I sit and watch the night go 
by, I watch you, and my heart begins to 
die. Dancing with so many, when I haven't
danced with any.

The last song comes and it is slow,
my longing hopes begin to grow. 
She said, "all night I have been waiting for
this, hoping to get just one little kiss."

My wish came true, but after all thease years
I never knew, that you wished for it too.

11

She rests, still and quiet.
Her head is bowed in peace,
Whilst her hair blazes like fire, 
The tendrils curling past her cheeks,
Towards her legs arranged with style;
They are reaching for her smile.

That dreamy smile upon her face, 
As though she feels a caress,
The softest touch that warms her soul
And lets her feel such bliss.
It softly spreads a fire within 
And your passion is now witness.

Eyes closed to dream, her wish is true, 
Her peace is silent, and so are you.
She feels those eyes upon her bliss; 
She thinks of silence, and tomorrows kiss.
If you can let her be, to dream for now,
She'll take her time and float through mist.

Give her the time and she will dream 
Of all you want for her; give her silence
And she will see you are all she needs of you.
Take this time she has lent to you, 
And let her borrow more; see the peace she needs
And always give her more.

13



As the stars glisten in your eyes,
And my stomach fills with butterflies,
I soon begin to realize
That I have fallen for your every sigh.
As the stars glisten in your eyes,
They leave me breathless, with no reply;
So my mouth freezes with an endless cry.
As the stars glisten in your eyes,
It's known, that I can no longer deny
My true precious feelings for you 
That continue to float in the sky,
Hoping that they will soon glisten in your eye.