You should have seen the sunrise in your --you should have seen the sun's gentle reflection; you are that warmth color can never touch. I should have seen the sunrise in your eyes, I should have been able to paint a perfect memory somewhere in these lines. I could have elegantly expressed this feeling without an awkward need for reason. I would have traded all my unborn words for just a few from you. I didn't expect you'd be leaving so soon.

 Send me a map, or a scientific formula for the precise steps I must dance to find your doorstep; you're five minutes away, but I'm lost in a labryinth of red lights. These nights keep repeating --and sometimes, they seem to blur into one everlasting night; truth taunts me, tells me I should have realized this before--I can't expect anything now. Another part of me responds --says timing was off, reminds me everything happens for a reason; I can't count how many times I've given advice--'he'll appear when the time is right.' --So you've appeared like a freight train through my heart and mind; everything makes sense, answers hidden so long are revealed. This is only half the story, I know, but the conclusion is out of my hands. I can turn around and connect all the dots, see a logical explanation why we both ended up here-- our paths intersect, then mesh together; my soul screams this is right, this time. --My mind reminds I can't take you anywhere you don't want to go. I wait here, frozen on the tracks