POETRY: TILL........

Grave,unbecoming,blasphemic!
to admonish the ways of the intended path,
Throwing caution to the winds
The saner voices cry hoarse.
And yet ,its the crossroads of sorts
of a lifetime deluded in search
Amidst a sea of thousand faces
known/unknown,
Often wondering,what it is
To take solace,in the other's eye
That does becalm,the mind's raging tempests.
Analyzing beyond the trysts of life
For the image of self in another
That elusive soulmate....
And it is with this knowledge
Dispelling all myths
That I walk toward a myriad sunsets and vanilla skies...
For in realizing that divine,unconditional,requited love
One shall find meaning in existence
Completing the whole ,the self that is I.


2

For all of my life, as long as i've known,
part of me always has felt so alone.
A hole in my heart, an ache in my chest,
something inside of me causing unrest.

Then suddenly one day, and out of the blue,
the dream that I dreamt started to come true.
The angel i'd prayed for, a friend for my soul,
the feelings I needed to make me feel whole.

Someone to laugh with, to cry with, to trust,
to walk with, to hold close, to sigh with, and just
to plain fall in love with, someone I can call
and know that they'll be there to give me their all.

I know I can't keep you, and call you my own,
that after I see you, you have to go home.
but you are still with me long into the day,
locked inside my heart, and that's where you will stay.


3

As if asleep, tonight I lay
Dreaming about what I might say
If you were lying here with me
Touching and kissing peacefully
I think I'd tell you just how much
I trust your heart and need your touch
How every day you make me smile
That every moment's been worthwhile


4

We met on a far far away holiday,
I took your hand and said all the things that I could say.
You looked into my eyes; your lip quivered and then you smiled.
And in that instant I then knew,
That out of all the world it was meant to be you.



5

I thought I'd give destiny a test.
A probability experiment.
I posted some poems
To see what the outcome would be.
One was shown, another wasn't
One dissapeared but made an appearance
During the most inopportune times.
I blame no one but destiny.
The poems have their own personality.
One said "no," one said "yes," the other said "maybe."

If I can't make up my own mind,
I thought I'd let destiny work it out.
Destiny was especially cruel.
She didn't seem to have a doubt.
The dice was rolled and she said "no."
Only a week after saying "yes."
"No" was hiding.
I thought she had vanished
As "maybe" did.

Have you ever tried to test destiny?
Do you like codes and riddles and games?
Do you read me like a puzzle to see what pieces fit?
So you can always know I'll be around?
You read my smiles, my sighs, my frowns.
You always knew just what to say.
How I wanted you to fall on your face one day.
And fumble a bit, fidget, lose your temper
And show me that I bring out some emotion in you.
Nothing would have won me over more than that.
Then I'd know that I had the power to make you feel something
And that I'll always own some piece of you
No matter how small.
But I guess it doesn't matter now.
And I guess destiny never really cared
That I wanted it to have a say
Cause I still can't say no.

I searched for clues so I could solve
The mystery of you.
But instead, I stumbled onto the world
Of other lovers
Also, obsessing, longing loving.
I thought there should be a reason why
You make me feel the way you do.
I laugh at myself now, like there would be
Some dark secret, some forboding clue.

When really, you're probably just like everyone else.
Except more beautiful.
At least to me.



6

my hand is yours if you hold it tight
it won't be gone until the night
it is too far for us to part
the sweet things live inside my heart
not know when i will see you again
my and is yours until the end



7

Tempered heat of my hearts desire
Wait for me upon this hour
Beside the seed of loves sacred flame
For you are the one my soul desires

To linger here for just one moment
Within your warmth of your loving embrace
The taste of your sweet lips
Rapture my darling
Beyond my thoughts there is only you

Heaven spent the light of loves
Innocent flames
Glistens within your eyes my love
The soulful sound of your heart beating
Soothes the soul, for the stars whisper
With the essence of your name

Cherished seed of my loving heart
No one could compare to you my love
Smother me, cover me, and captivate my soul
Be the one to make me whole

8

A voice filled with gentle strength
Reaches across countless miles
Teasing the ear
Taming the heart
Soothing the soul
With the promise and longing
Of a hand reaching to caress a breast
Lips meeting in sweet union
An embrace
After love's release
Continues to speak volumes
The goodbye comes
The miles stretch to endless fathoms
Out of reach by empty space
Yet only a heartbeat away


9


Her lips...
When it happened all air seemed
to disipate
If there were no walls nor floors
then what I was standing solid amongst
Two long seconds...
Like being taken for the first time
And in the spur of the moment I had in fact
finally losing a virginity long lost
For those lips that I had touched
merely pucntured my virginity...
Her lips...
Were my first true kiss
and left with a lust of a virgin no more.


10

A kiss can say so many things
Like
Hi, how are you and
I missed you so much or even
I love you

A kiss can and will almost never tell the truth
Sometimes it hides many lies
Like
I'm using you and
I did something so wrong that I'm gonna distract you with a kiss or
I'm cheating on you

A kiss is as sweet as a rose in the morning dew
It has a life as short as the wind

I hate the idea of kissing but
I love kissing her
Feeling her lips against mine
Tasting her tongue and becoming lost in her bliss

A kiss can do many things
Like
Let the other person know how deep your feelings go and
Telling someone how much you care or
Just a simple I like you

I'm in need of a kiss
And I wish I had him to hold me right now but
As long as I can still feel her kiss lingering
I know she's near, I know she loves me
I know she misses kissing me too


11

Love could set me free.
Though painful at first,
It could set me free.
An ache in my heart soothed.
A weight on my shoulders lifted.
Love could set me free.
Breathless Speechless
A river of tears flow down my cheeks
As luscious brown lips caress mine for the first time.
Love enters my mouth and fills me up.
Our souls intertwine for a moment in time.
Our eyes meet in the synchronicity of a beat
Of our hearts and minds
The moment I feel complete,
Love would have set me free.


12

A kiss is just a kiss
Till you find the one you love
A hug is just hug
Till it's someone you're thinking of
A dream is just a dream
Till you make it all come true
Love is just a word
Till its proven to you