POETRY: SO FIND ME, BRING ME HOME AGAIN TO YOU

Walking silently alone in the mist of despair
Hearing the others cry, who are just alike
Who all feel unloved, scared by wounds of love
Wounds from the ultimate rejection of society

Healing wounds, fading scars, everlasting pain
Screaming agony of fading hope, almost suicide 
I know, I'm not alone, others give me comfort 
Which just dies off, the mist blankets me again

Another thought, another ponder, another doubt.


2

Our wandering eyes lock together
And sparks instantly fly
You walk over to me without a word
Placing your strong hands on my waist
Pulling me closer to you
I gently brush my fingertips
Across your cheek and over your lips
Laying my hands on your neck
You lean towards my ear, smiling slightly
And whisper "I love you"
You brush your lips across my cheek
Settling on my mouth
You kiss me softly, gently, sweetly
And I close my eyes to greet you



3

Every moment you are away from me,

every time that you leave,

my heart follows you

and lonely my life grieves.

Every hard word you threw at me

cut my flesh and burned;

yet did my soul flee from yours,

did it not yet yearn?

I have followed you in the darkness

I have loved you in the light;

you have always been with me,

never far from my sight.

So find me, bring me

home again to you;

show me how to love 

and tell me you will 

always be to me, true.



4

Moonlight glimmers across the water
As the waves roll upon one another.
The stars dance in their heavenly bed
As the sun awaits the fall of his brother.

I inhale the crisp coolness of the air
And I can taste the sweetness of night.
You smile at me and your eyes sparkle
Reflecting each burst of the moon's light.

I slip off my shoes and step into the water
My bare toes digging into the sand.
And I can hear you splashing behind me
So I reach out for your hand.

Laughter then escapes my throat 
And I remember nights like these.
Dancing under the moon's passionate gaze
As the wind whispers secrets to the trees.

The waves creep up and kiss our ankles
Each splash adding to their sweet song.
It's nights like these, under the stars,
That a love could never go wrong.


5
I wonder why stupid things happen to start a memorable journey.The saliva of love leaves me in the wilderness of emotion and makes me wonder about my whole existence. Your tears attract my attention but i never dreamnt that those tear drops was for my loneliness.




6

years, naked with impatience,
find the inches between our
words, extravagant-

My heart, swollen with
an intolerable hush,
reinvents anticipation-

The abandonment drains
the skin of the sun-

The sky drinks 
nocturnal merlot-

I am absurd, you are
phenomenal-

My pulse displayed
My complexion, rare-

Then your voice, again.


7

I am searching for something
I don't know what it is, but
I am looking for it
I'm not sure why I'm looking for it
I continue on and on
Searching, searching, and still searching
even more
Maybe someday I'll find what I'm looking for 
or at least know what it is that I'm searching for
Sometimes I just want to forget about it
and go on with my life, but
It keeps tugging at me saying
"find me... find me..."
I wish I knew what I was looking for 
Maybe I would know how to go about finding it 
Maybe it is something I dropped long ago, 
or maybe it's an idea I haven't thought yet or a forgotten one
Oh, well, every time I think I'm getting closer
I end up getting futher away...


8

The ears can't hear the sound one's heart says
Or see the love that holds most live's foundation
Their mouth can't speak what the mind confesses
Nor can they feel the heat of our affection

And there is no written word nor spoken plea
That can teach and tame the heart, what it should be
Because love moves in its own mysterious ways
Like a seed sown, you give attention everyday.

Hearts beat in different ways yet state one theme
LOVE, all that lives and has it sings this anthem
There is no greater thing than having that feeling
light and easy, life is so great and worth living.


9

When we met, from the moment I saw you, 
I fell in love.
From the moment I looked into your eyes, 
I knew you were the one,
the one I will be with for the rest of my life.

From the moment you said that first word to me,
your voice smoothed my ever-loving heart 
to a sudden stop, 
and right then and there I knew you were the one 
to calm me when I get over-excited,
or too angry.

From the moment you asked me that simple question,
to what seemed to take eternity to answer...
Finally I answered, "YES!"
From the moment we said, "I DO!"
I knew that we're to be together forever 
til the end of time.

From the moment you took your last breath,
I remember the look in your eyes, and how you said, 
"I've loved you from the moment I looked into your eyes."
Then you took your final breath, and you were gone.

From that moment, I knew my life would soon end, 
cause without you where would I be?
NOWHERE!!!



10

The journey has been a long one,
perhaps futile, in the long run.
I'm tired of the vagaries inflicted with miseries,
For love, the harbinger of happiness, eludes me.

I falter in the desert thirsting for a drop of love 
but love is a mirage.
every time i feel i'm just a step away,
just as i reach out in a hope to embrace it,
it moves away further playing a never ending game,

Is it my fallacy or do some people, also, feel the same?
Love is the answer to most problems and bane,
Love is manna for one to remain sane,
It is a soothing balm for tired bodies and souls,
The only emotion which can my broken heart console.



11

Never have i felt this way before
Never will i have to ask for more
You are all i'll ever need
Lovers we'll be for eternity
Like the stars that twinkle at nite
I will forever be gazing into your eyes
Until the dawn shall cease to come
Together...our hearts will beat as one
For always, i'll hold you dear to my heart
And promise you...never shall we part
You will always be the other half of me
As i continue to love you endlessly



12


gentle souls
of romantic nature
glitter with the
luster of gold
each is borne
by whimsical current
seeking the solace
of a singular kind
some to be trapped
in swirling dead-end pools
or ground to dust
upon unyielding stones
yet the future is as unsettled
as the bed of a river
and so a divine countenance
might smile down from aloft
cradling two shimmering spirits
patiently sifting away
the grime of disappointed dreams
melding the two
into a wonderous treasure
a shining circle of gold
enduring to the edge of time




13

Within every human heart,
There is a common desire...
The need to be loved.

Loved, not for outward beauty or elegance,
Nor for our achievements, intelligence
Or, material gain...
But, for who we are... when no one else is around.

You have seen me at my lowest point.
Still, here you are...
Loving me unconditionally.
What on earth have I ever done
To deserve such rich and ceaseless love?

PART IV

My love for you has no boundaries
or secrets.
It's in my essence,
devouring the fiber of my being
and is devoted to you alone.

My love for you reaches far and wide
and travels through 
the four seasons,
the four corners of the earth
and far beyond space and time.

My love for you is a journey of
lofty mountain tops,
beautiful gardens,
deep seas,
blue lakes, 
rivers and streams.
My love for you consumes my heart.

My love for you soars beyond the edge of the world,
up into the sky,
through the clouds,
past the sun,
the stars,
the moon,
the heavens,
and the galaxy
searching for you,
my love,
to tell you how much I care.

My love for you is the totality 
of all existing things.
My love, I Love You.