POETRY: SO CLOSE I COULD TOUCH YOUR SOUL

They are two people drawn together by an unseen power. A bond from a distance, only they know the reason.
Love has an intensity as still as a calm night or as savage as a raging storm.
That is the need.
Together they are one, alone no more.
A light comes into their hearts to make them alive.
Aware of life and living again in a complacent world. Strangers for a time, until their souls reach out and touch one another.
The knowledge of a lifetime is passed between them.
Sharing the joys, the tribulations, the expectations is a new experience.
Strangers no more, caring begins.
With familiarity comes laughter to brighten the spirit and lighten the heart.
An understanding, that words cannot express, spreads across the miles and friendship commences.
They wonder at this new found level of love.
They revel at the very thought of hands caressing and lips touching from ocean to ocean.
The beauty of love is seen as an oasis in the desert of loneliness.
They know where to look and what to say.
They understand the workings of the mind to protect from pain.
It is all so new and yet so easy.
Heaven on earth can be love.
It can be friendship.
It can be understanding and compassion.
Most of all it is giving.
They gave of each other for each other's happiness.
And together they found everything.


2

How I wish I got to see you
one last time
To hear the softness of your voice
To feel the tendernest in your heart
There are so few that we meet
in a lifetime
Who touch our inner core
In many ways, I never knew
that I could ever feel
the way I do with you
They say in heaven
we meet everyone we ever cared for
and if this is true.
Its one more reason to be there
just to be with you


3

So many years, not even knowing, that I was missing one thing
You came along, love starting growing, my soul came alive, you made my heart sing
I never believed that somewhere was someone, tailor made for my dreams
The angel I needed, the perfect young woman to set me on fire, it seems

You touch me in places, you move me in ways, I never have felt before now
I thought that I knew what true love felt like, I was wrong til you showed me somehow
It's just like you know, whenever we're close, exactly the right thing to do
You're driving me wild, you set me on fire, I can't get enough of you

Don't ever change, don't alter your ways, you're all that I can't live without
What I mean to say, is i love you this way, I know this without any doubt
You're holding the cards, you're holding my heart, I couldn't back out now, not ever
You're one of a kind, you've consumed my mind, I'll love you completely, forever :):):)


4

Missing

It's the same every time,
her fingers pressing into my flesh,
her palms adhering to my skin
and gently breaking free with a slight suction.

Just the memory of it
brings back those tender caresses,
forms ticklish eddies on my spine
as when her delicate arm
would brush the nape of my neck.

And each time, as the ball of her hand
begins to force my stress away,
I awake,
disappointed,
dissheveled,
disenchanted,
and weep quietly to myself of her departure.


5

home is where the heart is
heart is where you are home
my thoughts are with you
always
for with you,
my thoughts always roam

from green mountain's stable,
across waves of golden plains,
to any port
rest assured
we shared smiles,
life,
and quiet rains

what we share now ...
the most,
unmeasured time,
a heart's beat
dreams of dreams never released
but heartfelt thoughts
where our prayers meet




6


Longing the nights steaming windows,
so close i could touch your soul
hear me in your dreams
and lost in your memory...
screams tear the dark tonight


7
Mirror, mirror, of the wall, beauty is she above them all,

She melted the snow with her eyes of fire; I developed a sensation, a burning desire

Her smile so lovely, her lip and cheek, awoke my heart to love and seek,

A rage occurred deep inside of me, which told me she was my angel to be

I couldn’t hide or run anywhere, for I was immense with despair

Angel, angel, can I tell you how I feel, my love for you, feels really real

I know love don’t exist at first sight, but without you, my life ain’t right,

When I look at your face, my life stands still, I got a sense of relief and a big thrill

A thrill that weakens my body to the floor, every second without you is like being in a war

Her walk is like the wind, it takes my breath away; her smile is so bright, like the sun shines in May

My heart suffers when you abandon my life; it feels like I’m getting stabbed with a knife

I start to cry, the tears get stronger, my love for you can’t wait any longer

I’m in a state of ecstasy, just reflecting upon your voice, your presence around me makes me rejoice,

I wish I was the tears that touch your skin; my love for you is strong, feels like a sin

A sin of being helpless when you call my name, my brain freezes over when you do the same

If you were stuck at the stars up high, promise me you’ll never tell me bye,

I want nothing more than listen to your anguish and pain, no matter how bad it is, I’ll promise to remain’

Remain loyal to the angel of my life, while one day I hope she becomes my wife




8

her arm touches mine
a cool breeze flows from my lips
subtle goosebumps rise

a wet explorer
seeking new taste and texture
eyes find each other

hard flesh meets soft flesh
electric arcs of pleasure
in the dark, a cry



9


I used to look at you
when you walked by me
our eyes would meet
for what seemed like a long time
Without saying anything
we would say a thousand words
I would keep starring at you
until you were out of sight
thinking about all the unsaid words
that your eyes said to me
I wanted to tell you so many things
but I would freeze when you walked by
hoping to catch a glance of you everyday
but you didn’t come
I didn’t know your name
nor anything about you
sadly I walked away one day
thinking I will never see you again
until one day by chance we met again
This time as total strangers
On our separate ways
as on a mission
What brought us together?
Was it fate?
This time I will talk to you
I will tell you how I feel
I will tell you how you make me feel
I will not let go
I will keep looking at you



10

Your tongue, a snake’s tongue, creeps into my mouth, my dreams.. it does something to me, hypnotic, it entrances and waylays me.. I feel it in my sleep, in my skin and in the beating of my heart. Your heart, it is an ocean for me to cross on a broken raft. It pulls me under, deeper and deeper.



11


The touch of your lips gives me Excellent Pleasure: but when you think about it: it is like a smile to my face. your Love for me always gives me Joy: but also your Personality is almlost a sign of Passion. Lust, Pleasure and Kisses from above. when i look into your eyes: i see fire all the time.


12

I saw a girl with perfect eyes, It wasn't just the size but the color of her soul reflected so hard that my heart almost stopped beating, I stopped eating for days cause the unforgettable face always was on my mind, I wonder why my heart was so kind...Her body was like watching a million stars crashing, my mind was just seconds from collapsing. I cant breath, I cant think, I cant see... but still I wonder how it would be. Words are becoming small and I finding myself hitting the wall. She smells like a endless smell of roses that none of this earth has smelled