FAN

Reading your website again and again and I can't help but feel that you are telling my life...ever hear that song...anyway i am crying uncontrollably for all the hurt that you have felt as I have felt it too in many of the same ways...I wish I could take your in my arms like a little boy and make you feel like you are perfect and worth the world...how I wish I was born later so that you would want me...but I want so much more for you even though I could give you all my love you deserve to have all that you desire and I wish I could lead you to that and hold your hand...to be needed because you are loved and not loved because you are needed...lets step back in time and pretend are souls are one...lets give up all pretenses and find our true hearts...you have spoken to my inner being and I feel understood for the first time in my life...I want to make your world better...your dreams real...your life a world of love and desire....Olive juice...just say it and see what your mouth does and then you will know how i feel for you...although I have taken myself off the dating game because you have taught me that I deserve better and if being alone is what is meant for me than I can accept than and embrace it...I will still say hello to you everyday unless you tell me not to...I am there with you hoping you find your dream...wishing it was me...but still praying that you will find your happiness because you are worth it and anyone who can lay down their inner demons and commit to you will find a world full of wonder...have a beautiful night my love and i will think of you as all the stars above