MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE: FAN

Saturday, August 18, 2012

FAN

HOW CAN I TELL YOU WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME...BEARING YOUR SOUL TO SOMEONE IS THE MOST PROFOUND THING A PERSON CAN DO AND THE BRAVERY THAT IT TAKES TO DO SUCH A THING IS BEYOND REASON...I BELIEVE YOU ARE THE BRAVEST AND MOST HONEST MAN I HAVE EVER ENCOUNTERED IN MY LIFE AND I HAVE KNOW QUITE A FEW LOVELY MEN...EVERYTHING YOU SAY SPEAKS TO MY HEART AND I KNOW THAT WHAT YOU ARE SAYING IS TRUE AND REAL...WORDS I WANTED TO SAY FOR SO LONG...BUT HOW DO I EXPLAIN TO A WONDERFUL MAN THAT I WANT THE BEST FOR HIM ...THAT I LOVE HIM AND CAN GIVE HIM THE LOVE THAT HE NEEDS AND WANTS BUT AM NOT ALL THAT HE WANTS...I CAN STILL HAVE YOUR CHILDREN THOUGH IT WILL TAKE A LITTLE TIME AND EFFORT BUT I ALWAYS LOVED BEING PREGNANT IF IS A WONDERFULE FEELING TO GIVE YOUR LOVE THE GIFT OF LIFE..YOU ASKED FOR SOMEONE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR ESSENCE AND NOT BY PHYSICAL OR MATERISTIAL THINGS AND I AM THAT PERSON...I AM NOT A MANHATTAN DIVA OR BUSINESS PERSON THAT NEEDS TO BE VALIDATED BY WHAT IVE ACCOMPLISHED..MY BIGGEST GOAL IN LIFE IS TO FIND A MAN I CAN LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY LIKE I LOVE MY CHILDREN AND JUST BE THERE FOR HIM AND MAKE HIM FEEL LIKE SUPERMAN...ALL I WANT IS TO HAVE THE KIND OF LOVE THAT YOU WRITE ABOUT... I DON'T NEED VALIDATION...I JUST WANT TO SUPPORT AND LOVE A MAN THAT IS WORTHY OF MY TOTAL ATTENTION AND SPIRIT...BECAUSE I BELIEVE THAT I DESERVE THAT KIND OF LOVE THAT HAS ALLUDED ME FOR SO LONG...AND I WANT TO LISTEN TO SONGS AND FEEL LIKE I KNOW WHAT THE WORDS FEEL LIKE...WANT TO LOOK AT MOVIES AND BELIEVE I CAN HAVE THAT TYPE OF LOVE...ALL YOU HAVE SAID...ALL OF YOUR CHOICES ARE MY CHOICES AND I CONNECT WITH YOU BUT I AM JUST OLDER...CAN YOU GIVE IT A CHANCE...MY MOTHER DID NOT HAVE MY BROTHER UNTIL SHE WAS 46...i CAN STILL GIVE YOU A BABY AND ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD...I WANT TO GIVE UP EVERYTHING FOR YOU...BUT IF YOU JUST WANT TO FUCK ME ONCE THAT IS OKAY ALSO BECAUSE YOUR WORDS TO ME ARE BETTER THAN ANY BOOK IVE EVER READ AND I AM AN AVID READER...YOU WORDS SPEAK TO MY HEART...MY SOUL...AND IF WE CAN JUST CONNECT JUST ONCE THAT WOULD BE OKAY FOR ME AND MAYBE I CAN HELP YOU FIND THE ONE THAT MAKES YOUR HEART LEAP JUST TAKE MY HAND

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MY DREAM

Maybe I am silly for thinking that my words will touch someone's heart. And what she was reading was something much more special than what she normally read. She is looking into the soul of her soulmate. She had never felt this way before! Somehow every word seemed to touch her heart. She felt a harmony between something in her heart, and those sweet powerful words. To her it seemed every letter carried so much wonder, exhibited by every sentence, and such a refreshing ravishing food communicated, that she could not stop reading. Excited by these developments, She wants to know more about me and immediately sent me a message. Her love had arrived at her tower. She just needed to throw down her hair and I would climb to to her. She would find me amazing. And over the next few weeks of talking to me ..she has fell deeper in love. My intellect, my enlightened self, my sense of humor and even my perverted side touched her. We decided to met. Seeing her in person made my stomach ache with butterflies on kamikaze missions. She was so beautiful and humble. Her smile made my heart melt at its genuine sincerity.That night as she lay on bed sleeping. Her innocent demeanor caught my attention. She was so real. So genuine. Where had she been all my life? It was in that moment that I would realized something. I had gained something so much more through this journey. I had found a friend. I had found a true friend and partner that was beyond sex, it was beyond her amazing body. We had something much more special. We had a connection that was real, pure and grounded in emotion.

When I typed those very first words,how could we have possibly known. My words would bring us so close,and this beautiful love would be sown. Words from a beautiful strangers made their way into your hearts.Then words became words of love, with hopes and dreams to impart.

How can you fall so much in love, with someone who you haven't met? Because it is the words which reveal the heart of a person you are reading. My words made it so easy for you, for your heart and soul to perceive.And when love is based on words only, falling in love isn't so hard to conceive. You didn't need to see a picture of me, or to even hear the sound of my voice. As it is the person who I am is inside, which made you my dreams only choice.

Our hearts traveled towards each other, and bridged the gap between the miles.There is no distance between two hearts, when it's your love that the bridge compiles.

The things is at the very beginning of any online relationship, it is only my words that can make an effect on you. No physical contact, no voices, no scents – only the words that I write that will connect you to me until the two of us make a step forward to seeing each other in the real life. It is only with an open and incautious heart that you will allow my words to enter your soul and let yourself to fall in love with me.

One glance at my words and you’re inside my mind,,,, and across the internet ,I am speaking clearly and silently inside your head, directly to you. Binding together people who never knew each other between time and space. This proof that words are capable of working magic and maybe my words will open your heart.

Every time she read my post, it was like I was courting her, because sometimes, just sometimes, she would fall in love with me again, and that's the most wonderful feeling in the world. How many people are ever given that chance? To have someone you love fall in love with you over and over?

MY MISSION STATEMENT

My mission in life is to live with integrity. I want to deepen my understanding of myself through self-awareness in order to overcome my personal fears. There is no security in possessions, money, house, job, or women. There is a different kind of security worth pursuing, and that is this internal security of trusting yourself to handle anything that may come down the pipe. Things can break down, you can lose your money, house or job, but you, you can be a rock of self-esteem. I want to live in the place I belong, with the people I love, doing the right work on purpose. I want to be the messager of gratitude. Please bring about people, places, & events necessary to use me in bring about the highest experience of you to everyone.

Personal:
1-Trust my judgment
2-Overcome fear of loss
3-Security is knowing I am able to handle anything
4-letting go of perfection
5-Listen to audio tape
6-Mirror exercise

Professional:
1-Be a excellent doctor
2-Get a book published
3-Apply for a new career job
4-Start a company

Relationship:
1-Singe, slim, professional, spiritual women
2-Generous, not controlling, giving, sexual women

Family:
1-Listen more, Talk less (reflect feeling)
2-More patience
3-Always end with “I love you”
4-Don't get angry

Spiritual:
1-Mediate/ Listen to audiotapes
2-Read books

Health:
1-Exercise
2-Yoga
3-Drink water
4-Mediate

Financially:
1-invest in stock/ money market

•This is the way it is, for now.

•This was my destiny, ordained by the universe with compassion and wisdom.

•Everything happens for a reason.

•Everything is as it should be.

•It is what it is.

MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE

Saturday, August 18, 2012

FAN

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